Thursday, 20 February 2025

Strange Summoning

 


12th
Was v tired after 3 night shifts, but did dream all night.

Was all over the place though as I was tired too, so falling asleep in my dreams.
One of the spears twins again, odd gift balls.   A strange red toot toot whistle!

Clair & Martha were there too, and kids.   Wake talker/ Cake walker... Things were jumbled.

I'd been pulled from a pond and put on a very modern bus, my jumper was wet so I'd hung it on a seat to dry n sat in a t-shirt.

 

13th
Hype B?   A kids home in Mable's old guest house.  There was loads of us in there, sitting round vaping, a large dinning table we shared.  Sat round chatting.

Next a big odd industrial kitchen, was notices and signs stuck all over and things kept malfunctioning. 
Someone had made a large cake and I was making a pot of tea.

Then a really odd dream in Sheilas house.  Charles & Diana had come for a meal, but we didn't have any food.
It was late and shops were shut.
I'd found some fish I'd left to defrost, but a cat ate it.  
The only other thing was huge wheels of cheese, but I had no fruit or crackers to go with it.

I'd tried to hold off till morning when I could go shopping, but Diana had come to find my crying, upset we didn't want to see or eat with them. 
I'd explained the food thing, so we decided to go walking till the store opened.

We ended up in a sea cave, the tide was coming in.   Odd air lock doors too... A child had gone missing and she was going to report it to the rangers while I helped to search.

Last dream was game like, floating islands and teleporting.

20th

Epic dream.  My Grans house had turned into a huge revolving hexagonal temple. 
It was right on the coast with part of it at the tide line.

A cold water reef outside.  I was walking the outside first with a group who wouldn't welcome me, but as family they couldn't stop me.

Music was playing, the building was sort of upside down too, with living areas along the walls and a viewing platform into a sort of modern summoning area dropped in the centre.

Track playing.

P.O.D. - FEELING STRANGE (Official Audio) VERITAS

 

Next up I was decorating a room, and then a tower.  It was tall almost game/cartoon like.
Inka was in the dream too, I had a job, the boss was away.

He had the penthouse in the tower with amazing views.  Inka was in the bathtub.

Me n Inka were doing something we shouldn't, I don't recall what though.

Last dream was long.  Fleas flying in a cube formation.   They had come from some cats there I was spraying them with bug spray and watching them fall.
Then I was with Jack, we had a series of tests to pass.  Some were exam papers others physical stuff.   Apparently hardly anyone passed.
We'd been doing them together until we got to a climbing wall, at the top we were to deposit a ball we'd collected at the bottom.   Only I hadn't so I had to go bk down.
While I was doing it again Jack moved on and I didn't know the way to the next test.
Was set in a massive sprawling education place.

 

Saturday, 8 February 2025

Odd leg stuff, Trapped on a Back-Street.




6th 

Fuck off Inka, I didn't ask for your help.  'I'm U2'  Who's U3?  'Our Tree'   Hahaha....   Ok, it's why Leon is pissed?   'One of many reasons Ren, you could allways ask him' 

I'm just trying to lay the stove....  'Aye bitch, but it's spring.  Your birthdays passed you can see the growth'  Mmmmm

Why do other people thing they U?  Or 'Archetypes Ren, we all have them'  Ahhh   Yeh, 'So their Saturn aspect may be similar... But also not me' 
ok... I'll look

 

??   'Mmmm' 

Ok....  I'll go bk to stove.   'Just remeber Ren'  Ok?

 

First dream was odd, Inka n me were both pissed off with the others...   So they'd decided to leave us alone.  I was dreaming fast.

It was one of them ghost dreams... Something coming into me and possessing me.  Similar to when I was in hospital that night and trying to sleep but dreams were so intense I was laughing and orgasaming.  This was the same sort of intense energy, it started in my thigh. 
The others in the dream could sense the other entity too, so didn't think me crazy.   Were just surprised I'd let it merge into me.
Marcus was in the dream, was odd as he was like he was years ago, very real.
I didn't mind the ghost thing, it was at times inconvenient especially if I was trying to sleep.
It was moving round my body, mainly legs/bk n hips.

Second dream I was flying, I was doing a land survey and marking for people where they would find dino bones. 

Then a London dream, Mortimer road and a large house party.
I had the back door keys but rather than our house it was a large mechanical clock. 

Instead of a mouse inside there was a small bird.
At the party were people I knew, a couple of gay guys and there dog so I'd hung round with them.   It wasn't the Mortimer road I knew, it was all modern city dwellings, open plan with large glass windows and balconies.

 

Then Inka was with me, we were again flying doing this land survey and he was feeding me Pez sweets from a dispenser with a dino head.

 

Last dream was very surreal, a puppy and a rug and a hole in my leg. 
First I squeezed out massive locusts they'd eaten the muscle there, then a few maggots. 
Then later in the dream an odd glass bird, then an egg. 
 

7th
Main dream space, and arm there soldiers and tanks.   Recruiting money, there were magic users among them too.... and Pigeons!

 

Second dream I had a free holiday to Spain, it was paid for.  Had to get the ferry to the Isle of White then was getting a chopper from there. 


8th
Stressy dream.   I was trying to get to work.  Ian was giving me a lift and for some reason we had 2 of the nurses in the car too.
He dropped them off then we went to do something.   Up the Hindhead road it was more like Dollis Hill in London.  Busy, but with a wide main road.
We stopped at a church like bank....  It was a library too an odd place, I was surprised it was still open at night but it had turned to daylight again, so meby it was summer.
It had been dark when we left the house.
Kids arrived in the library/bank place from a privet school.  They were waiting there for their parents to collect them and looking at the books.
I'd gone out to find Ian as my shift was due to start.
We drove part of the way till we came to barriers then I got out to walk.
It seemed to be daytime now.   My kindle had some how got smashed.
I walk past market stalls, then an odd barrier almost like a dam... and I couldn't get bk to the main road.

Work was being done on the sewers and pipers were running over the street.   Different sizes, all marked I needed to jump over them.   no one working on them. 
Where they went into a building odd brass and copper carved heads charms were hung from the various pipes. 
I wondered what their meaning was.
Next I found a hospital asking some staff on their brake the way back to the main road, they laughed in a rude kind of way being unhelpful till I followed them to a city park.  A massive apple tree had bright red apples that people seemed to be collecting so I took one as I passed.  It was nice, but I was no closer to finding my way bk.

Next I entered the back of a shop figuring it would have an entrance  on the main road on the other side, but the place was busy and chaotic.  A cafe filled with kids shouting, a run down play zone.   Like an odd maze, still with no way to the road.
I asked a staff member how to get out, she just shrugged and told me that she thought there was a door somewhere.

Last dream I was in a hummmm, was like an outdoor school/prison.
All sorts of ages there.
We were studying food from round the world and were on Ethiopia and Italy.   We were being introduced to the style of foods and the ways that they were culturally eaten.
It was interesting.
I was also doing something with blood and blood types and at one point we took a short boat trip to watch the sun going down.
It was on a small fishing vessel, we walked over a few boats to get to the one we needed. 


The last thing I got was an odd vision of a beautiful iridescent purple and turquoise dragonfly.



 

Wednesday, 5 February 2025

2 then 3 + Feaver dream

 



3rd.
Neon batteries, they looked like printer cartridges with tubes of glowing liquid.

Inside a game, with walls and locked doors.  
Felt like an escape puzzle.
Once outside there were things in the sky.  Big floating things, but being eaten/consumed by black dust... It swarmed like insects or murmerations of birds then the structures fell. 

The sky things looked like the crazy floating fairground rids I've seen in other dreams.  But one of them was a prison colony. 
There was a man-hunt of sorts and I'd been selected to go as I had a connection to the guy who'd got lose.

 

Next dream I was on a coast, a baby seal and narwhal had washed up, the narwhal was ok.

The seal not so much, I'd put it back in the water and followed it out but it couldn't swim so I carried it ashore again.
I'd gone to find it water to drink and was going to borrow a pot from a garden shed.  
A woman, the gardener stopped me.... Saying not this one, this is the one with the worm.
She pinned me against the shed wall, and brought the worm out. 
It was black and segmented like a millipede.   40cm long and a cm wide, she was waving it in my face till it touched my lips.  
Was grim. 
She put it back and lent me another pot.   I took the seal to a sort of half room I had with a brick oven.  I lit the fire and gave the seal water...   Woke up before I found out more.
 

 

4th
I had very long blond wavy hair, coloured with purple so it was stripy up in bunches. 
I was at some wedding for a cousin. 

Flying over Scotland from above only it was mirrored.  I was following the Tees river inland but it was on the west coast.
I had a twin bro, and we were washing muddy ducks.

A strange creepy organ in a catholic church.

 

Then a dream about a large Victorian house, arguments about decorating.  There was a beautiful blue study/library and the new occupants wanted to paint it all white.  
Was sad as the room had amazing atmosphere with an old desk, book shelves and grey/blue walls.
A shared bed with another female and 2 guys.

5th
Tonight was 3 guys and another 2 females.  We were friends and lovers, all the others were Indian/Bangladeshi some Muslim others Christian.  Not sure what I was.

They stayed in my dreams through the night.  
At one point we'd broken into a supermarket at night and were playing football with a large dried noodle cup. 
At one point I'd turned into a large floating deamon/dragon thing that was flying in a whirly blurr... Sucking the others in till we merged.

I'd been climbing a cliff too, I had pointed nails that were jagged from the climb and my finger pads were dirty and raw.

We 6 had eneded up in my Aunty Ireans house in main dream scape... I'd got salad alover the floor and whent to get a brush to clean it up.  We were all sharing the bed there, had a small PC set up in the corner.

Then the dream spits.   I'm in 2 places.

One I'm in a cave system with the people, an older white fam live at the bk.
We Ask them to stay, they agree and we are left to inhabit the rooms nearer to the cave mouth.

The other was a large manor house, this time it's just me and 2 of the guys.   They are bro's and their parents own the house.
On their land they have a lodge.   It's small and basic, we go to the kitchen, and make toast with fresh sliced plumb tomatoes we'd picked on the way there.
Was a tiny kitchen, with blue and white plates. 
The 2 guys lead me to a back room at the lodge, it was an odd science lab. 
I recall I'd been looking for a kidney bowl, to clean a wound on a woman's foot. 
But I couldn't find one.
While looking I'd unscrewed a bolted unit at floor level, it had a metal door with clamps. 
Inside it was empty but it smelt like an autoclave... Only it was being heated by a furnace or heat source below. 
I spent ages trying to get the door back in place when the boys father showed up and helped me to bolt it bk on. 


(Inka agreed for us to go bk to the others.....  Was the 2nd I think.  I had a fever n tonsillitis.  The others said it was left alone we destroy each other if we mean too or not.   I'm not convinced this isn't cause they hunted us from the tree though.   I guess I'll find out) 

Saturday, 1 February 2025

Wet Laptop


 

Not posted for a bit as spilled water in my laptop and had to wait for it to dry out 😆

25th
First dream I was sort of here, the storm and wind keeping my awareness semi in the room.

I was with a family with loads of kids, they were all very close and I was some what of an outsider, they had a large off grid place with their own mining facility. 
My kids were welcome, but I was kept at arms distance from the large extended family.
My shed was in the dream, I woke when I thought my bed was blowing across the room wizard of oz style :D

Second dream when the wind died down a bit, was our work place with a vets below it...

It was kinda like chestnut view dumped on one of the vet places I'd worked in.
I'd not realised I'd taken a job there, it was a new vet that had taken over, he seemed unconcerned he had no patients and had procured Abi & me to work for him from the care home above.
I was mainly trying to get the kettle to work to make coffee!

The building opened onto a wooded lane, there was the most amazing golden pink sun set at one point the sky looking like rolling fire.

I'd worked in the place before he'd taken it over and it had been changed, I was looking around the theatre that I recalled from other dreams and where there had been several vets working there was now only one table and anaesthetic machine. 
Oh another guy from work started too Basil, was odd as he wasn't keen on animals at all.
The vet was odd, a guy mid 40's with wavy brown hair, not someone I've ever met... He was sort of tall and aloof.   Preoccupied with things much of the time, and while he'd employed us he barely seemed to notice us or talk.

 

Was again at the tree place with Inka.   He'd wanted to smother my awareness from Leon after he'd gone to get stuff. 
I've been transforming the area under the tree, it's got glowing mushroom shelves now and a glowing errrr looks like a cross between moss and a trailing air plant but it glows too when the light is low.  
It's cosy.   The awareness smothering was cool.   He'd warned me it might feel odd, but it was them waves of energy I was familiar with.
My body felt electric, not unpleasant at all.

 

 

27th

 

First dream was odd.  I was in main dream space or a version of it.  A large hotel was on the sea road.

People from here n past life.   I was boobie feeding my cabbage patch doll! n that was odd!

People were using Valium.  Suzi n her twins were there, she was renting rooms by the day.  

Working in the room whilst the kids played on the beach.   She was letting me use her room. 

Em had a driver and an office n I was doing stuff for them.  The back of the hotel was odd too, they were barricading it against thefts.   The toilets were like coconuts that you had to pee in :P

 

I remember looking in a mirror at one point, I had peach n deep purple striped hair. 

 

I had many dreams but the room was cold n I didn't want to come out of the floof next to write.  

 

In the morning I had a false awakening.   Here but my right eye wouldn't open...  So I cut a hole in my forhead n moved the eyeball there to check it still worked.

 

 It did, but I only had 2 eyeballs n 3 holes! I was a little concerned my optic nerve would shrivel up so I kept swapping my right eye to forhead n bk.

 

Last dream was plane flight, and journey.   My old aunts but they were younger.  Shila was making a blackberry Crumble and Aunty Betty had taken a plane to London to meet me in a group house n go to a cosplay convention

 

28th
Was very tired after work/Dad's bday.
 

29th

Travelling South and Central America, lots of tribes and strange cities.  We had strange toys we were playing games with, there was another more religious group. 

 

30th

Setting seemed a little like the community centre in my main dream area.  Again we were playing games, but gaming was also my job, it reminded me of playgroup for adults!

Next was a nursing dream, large communal wards.  I had a cat the followed me round and would sit on the bed as I read books to people.  A fight between some guys I knew from home.  They were young, females were arguing about something too. 

Toby and someone a Richard Nelson.  Guess was the bro or Father of middle me. 
There was a school with gardening and seeds & weeds.  A ferry to Jersey.

 

1st
 0220

An attack dream, it was an underwater city just known as 'The City'  I was part of a rouge group.  
Mel & Jilly the old primary School head were with me in the dream too.

 

We had subs & boats, we were escaping from the place and we'd fucked it up good.   Destroying stuff and killing more people as we made our way out.  Friends had helped us get out but as it was Mel and me that were wanted we took off alone.
 

Able to breath fine in the water the Ocean was a big place to hide, n we explored all kinds of abandoned places.  We were both bonkers as ever :)

Last bit was a place were the water had drained, it was filled with ice and snow we were  getting chased by sleds Bond style.  We lost them too until it was just the pair of us in this strange water world, it was beautiful and disturbing. 

 

Inka reminded me were I was after waking as I was really disorientated, I'd been hiding from Leon in a tavern with him.  I'd been really sleepy n floppy and he'd just passed me off as drunk.

Friday, 24 January 2025

Storm Dreams

 


First dream I was sort of here, the storm and wind keeping my awareness semi in the room.

I was with a family with loads of kids, they were all very close and I was some what of an outsider, they had a large off grid place with their own mining facility. 
My kids were welcome, but I was kept at arms distance from the large extended family.
My shed was in the dream, I woke when I thought my bed was blowing across the room wizard of oz style :D

Second dream when the wind died down a bit, was our work place with a vets below it...

It was kinda like chestnut view dumped on one of the vet places I'd worked in.
I'd not realised I'd taken a job there, it was a new vet that had taken over, he seemed unconcerned he had no patients and had procured Abi & me to work for him from the care home above.
I was mainly trying to get the kettle to work to make coffee!

The building opened onto a wooded lane, there was the most amazing golden pink sun set at one point the sky looking like rolling fire.

I'd worked in the place before he'd taken it over and it had been changed, I was looking around the theatre that I recalled from other dreams and where there had been several vets working there was now only one table and anaesthetic machine. 
Oh another guy from work started too Basil, was odd as he wasn't keen on animals at all.
The vet was odd, a guy mid 40's with wavy brown hair, not someone I've ever met... He was sort of tall and aloof.   Preoccupied with things much of the time, and while he'd employed us he barely seemed to notice us or talk.

 

Was again at the tree place with Inka.   He'd wanted to smother my awareness from Leon after he'd gone to get stuff. 
I've been transforming the area under the tree, it's got glowing mushroom shelves now and a glowing errrr looks like a cross between moss and a trailing air plant but it glows too when the light is low.  
It's not dissimilar from the area under my soul tree, but way more refined.... and the area outside is amazing.

It's cosy.   The awareness smothering was cool.   He'd warned me it might feel odd, but it was them waves of energy I was familiar with.
My body felt electric, not unpleasant at all.



Strange Summoning

  12th Was v tired after 3 night shifts, but did dream all night. Was all over the place though as I was tired too, so falling asleep i...