Shrinking

 

26th
I'd been robbing somewhere with an unsavoury guy.   To escape we shrunk ourselves and hid in box's pretending to be dolls.
We swallowed the stuff we'd stolen, Jewels and pearls, our pockets we stuffed with cash... then shrank taking the place of dolls and put ourselves in a box.
We were on a couriers lorry when we wiggled out of the box's laughing and chucking up the stuff we'd nicked.  There was a strange wizard in the dream too who'd forgotten who he was.. At some point the wizard turned into Zak.
We'd make a run for it from the truck.

27th
Fragmented dreams.
Floods, water rising. Covering stuff.

Waiting a long time for sunrise, I could zoom out too and observer in globe mode.
Glass shattering close to me, cuts and tiny bit's I had to pick out of my skin n arms.

Another dream of a game in a sort of spirit garden.
 

Longer dream of a flipped version of our lane, it's familiar from other dreams..... Not really like here n the neighbours are all the wrong way round, the lane much steeper.
We had a front garden with a large tree that had purple bark.  It didn't have leaves, more like rosettes, that reminded me of a like succulent type of plant that was symbiotic growing on it.
It produced deep purple edible beans from the crown of the tree at certain times in the year.
 

A boat had been sold too.

The house where I lived had rooms that were blocked off, but the walls would open.
One was sort of an old garden room concrete floor, and open to the garden on one side, a stone fire place and old fashioned folded table that had been stored in the corner draped with fine looking table clothes and napkins.
Old table candles that had burnt down.
Looked like the room had been used for a ritual and the roots of the odd purple tree were breaking up the old floor in parts.
A UV light was on.... I didn't see it but it illuminated odd markings on my skin I didn't know I had.
Swirls and spots.   Like rave style body paint.
I was looking at the markings on the souls of my feet, there was an image there too.... Almost like a photo of a female I didn't know.

Last dream was a young female and an older guy teacher. 
The female had pale skin, curled ginger hair and very pale blue/green eyes... She was 12/13 years old.
The lessons were strange, they were learning a sign language with hands, but remote viewing too.  They would watch TV with eye masks on and still be able to see it.
Another lesson was levitation, mainly viewing and pruning the crowns of trees.
They were masquerading as tree surgeons... Pruning and clearing trees.
People were finding stuff under the trees in their gardens that they didn't remember that they had.
Both of them were communicating with a red sort of demon shaped thing too.....   Reminded me of Inka's purple Smokey form.  This one was red/orange yellow almost like solid flame.
It was in a different layer from the girl and teacher guy, it's language was different but they all could understand it.... The deamon looking thingy was angry, almost emm,   I duno, bound to them to or under some kind of ritual or something that they'd enacted. 
It disliked them but was powerless to deny there communications.
I was just an observer in this dream, formless watching them all.

 

28th
It's still early.. Woke to pee n rubbed n eyelash into my eye and had to get up as eye was watering n hurting so much.
I'd been dreaming when I woke gone 1am.
Was a game world. 
I was again formless but had a main character I think.
A GM or announcement was telling us about a one time bonus or gift to claim for a sort of shared inventory across games/realms.
I wasn't really paying attention n ended up giving it to an NPC.
The characters were like humanoid animal hybrids and from what I recall I'd given mine to a female donkey. 
Hummmmmmmmmm 🤔
Anyhoo I should sleep again, but bk to work tonight...  So doesn’t matter if my sleep pattern screwed up, I'll nap this afternoon b4 shift in the sun.

Rest of the night was not really dreams, just aware sleep.

30th
Early I was dreaming of I duno, meby Japanese picture book type stories. 
Not sure how to describe but it was very pretty, like being in a painting.
There were old carved stones and I was visiting spirit guardians that were trees, birds and pools.
It was relaxing.

Second dream was big, with many parts.
I was on holiday in Asia with a group of frens.  Non familier.
I'd been in bed in our apartment and both my arms were doing different things, like one had a mind of it's own. I was trying to move something but had to consciously focus on the odd arm to let it know what I wanted.
We'd eaten at the same small restaurant each night, it was in a city below a hotel and apartment block close to where we'd been staying.

We'd booked our usual table even though the place tended to be quiet.  Our last meal before the flight home so we had our bags that we'd left on the ground close to the entrance.
Strange people kept joining our table pushing us along the bench, and when I looked over I realised in the crush our luggage had gone.
It' had all my money, tickets passport n stuff so I knew I wasn't getting on the flight that was due.
I go out to look around and a group of young guys are pretending to do maintenance work on the building but it's very sus.
I realise they are trying to get into the locked garage for the block and the owner of the place where we eat n some of the apartments keeps his collection of old cars there so I head in and let him know what's going on.

After this it gets sureal, the younger guys realise I'm onto them and they are trying to stop me watching them while setting traps on the road.
Then guns appear and I'm on the run...
I'd hidden in the rusty shell of a burnt out VW bug car.  
Once they'd passed I left, and at this point others are chasing me, so I shrink.
Was similar to the dream the other night when I was doll size to hide in a box.
I'd climbed into a sort of hole in a rock then met other people my size in brown overalls.
They were some kind of couriers with a banana logo on there suits.
There were diffrent teams and groups forming up against an AI like oppressor and they wanted me to join them and we take an organic lift below ground, still small moving threw the rock.

Below ground Is a tunnle world but I'd zoomed out again till I was formless just watching something that's hard to describe. 
Like live jelly water... Smaller blobs all moving slowly into a larger mass.   Like watching drops of water meet to form a puddle..  Only these were consciously coalescing.

 

On another layer I was aware another unfamiliar male and female consciousness I was weaving the dream with.  

 

Pools & Rings

 

25th
Odd night, was out with frens so didn't sleep till midnight.
First dream I just recall the end.
Stuff I remember from before was building a fire, and we were using a smashed up old piano.
I'd not realised that was what we were burning till I put on a bit I recognised.
After that I was heading bk to my main dream space on the A1 from the north.
Was the road where you turn off coming from the Berwick side.
The sky was amazing!
Blue, purple pink it was night but the sky was glowing and filled with stars.
We'd stopped to look.  Pulling in off the road on the grass on a rise so we could see towards the sea over the hedges.
I'd tried to take a photo...
This time the sun was about to rise.
My phone had this wyrd app that was opening instead of camera and I kept deleting it while watching the sun and getting more and more annoyed with my phone.

I'd ended up punching my phone over n over instead of smashing it turned like rubbery n floppy.

I woke but instead of waking here I woke with Re-ed Inka...  Telling me to chill.   He was holding me down.
He just patted me telling me it was his rage, but it was familiar too... From when I get hormonal.
He smiled n nodded told me to go bk to dream.

Second dream was an odd place with 2 swimming pools, dim light.
Felt like a school.
I'd taken off my rings n stuff n left them on a table by the lower pool and gone up and dived into the upper pool to swim.
I was met with a really angry red haired woman raging. 
She'd got in my face and I'd just barged past her to dive bk into the water.

When I got bk to the lower pool my stuff had been knocked off the table, I knew it was by the angry woman and I collected up most of my rings.
My Mama's engagement ring was missing.
I was going to dive n look for it, but a pool assistant insisted on emptying the pool.
I'd tried to stop her saying it was probably easy enough to find, but she'd pulled a 'pool plug'

This was odd, water was draining and I was with her when I herd a ring drop, then we were at an open loft looking down onto a room below.
I dropped down into the space that was like a sports hall locker room.
All over the floor was old rings.
Signet rings, engagement and wedding bands... Other stuff too.
Non was the one I'd lost but I was collecting them and putting them into a pile.
I was intending to make my way bk to check the pool above.

On the way I got stuck in a turn style thing.  It shoved me into this crazy tec room.
Wyrd screens, people with head sets rows of gaming chairs.
It made me dizzy...
I left straight away and coming out I met a young kids saying 'I duno why I got a Biology, in an A level'
Then he told me 'language protocol failure'

Last part of the dream I was looking at papers n screens.   A guy beside me got my attention saying look at this.
He was showing me how every page was a 9 or a 6 or 69 or 96 he asked me if I understood.
I'd nodded and woke up.


--
Made me think of when I was zoned out on a longe run yday.
Inka n me were chilling in that dark dream hub Loci used.

We were manifesting stuff and I'd made a bunch of bubbles... n he blew smoke rings round them making them all look like rainbow Saturn planets.

Arctic Sunset

 

24th
 

I'd gone bk to re-ed Inka... But not touched him.  Just laid down on the isopod floor n slept there, as usual Inka is with the re-ed Ren.
He picked me up at some point n put me on the bed...  then lay next to me.
He told me it was pods auto cleaning or something n to lay still.
I'd asked why he cared... He told me he was in enough shit already without an anomaly on his floor.
The dream I had was odd.
Was camping somewhere in the Arctic circle.  Light was low but visible for a few hrs a day.
Tents were dark green, warm enough inside but low to be out of the wind.
We would sing, before dark...  Like a choir, in harmony.

Round fires..  I was trying to blag stuff I'd want on my journey home.
At one point I'd fallen asleep when it was snowing and woke in a snow cocoon.
I didn't know how to get out but someone found me clearing the snow from my face and pulling me out.
I woke but went bk into the same dream.
This time the camp is closer to human settlements.
This time there was an Uncle..   I've herd mixed stories about.
He was their with some cousins.
I wasn't sure why he was there.
We were never close cousins, but he always seemed ok. I've got on with him at funerals and was shocked when I herd the things adults know n kids don't.
Anyhoo.. He was there with his fam, he'd gone into some kind of kidney crisis.

Everyone wanted us to pack up and leave, but I'd wanted a photo of the setting sun and wandered off alone.
I couldn't find the right spot, and the lane was muddy with melting snow.
Then my phone didn't work.
I kept finding discarded Christmas tree ornaments. 
The a puddle, with 'little people' living in it.   Like tiny gnome like humans.
I'd stopped to talk to them, and a local at his back gate told me what they called them.
It wasn't the Norwegian name Nisei? Or something.... It was something different.

I remembered people were waiting for me back at the camp so headed back, picking up some hand made Christmas baubles that looked like they'd been painted by kids on the way.

Bk at camp they'd taken my Uncle to the local hospital. 
I'd followed on foot, found him waiting for a consultant in a wheelchair with a giant catheter bag attached.
He asked me to take him for a walk, I agreed and we went out.

I'd got down the hill, n the bag was filling with blood and urine till it was almost full (Way more fluid than should be in a human being)
At that point I think I'd asked someone in a local store to help, but a passing ambulance picked us bk up.

Re-Ed Inka is different with me now.  
Hummm..   He's mapped stuff onto my body again. 
He said he needed to be sure how much I recalled.
 

Toilet Fight

 

17th - 23rd

Similar dreams.

Huge worlds, connected by monorails and trams.  The trains connecting layers realities.  Meeting with fam and friends.
 

An alien world, another with dragons.

Living in London with a girlfriend.  Another of playing in a large pond with Jack.

A long dream of 2 rival high schools in my main dream space.  Different methods for educating.

Was about groups and friction.  Parties, gangs and clubs.

A club that was attacked with gas that made people sleepy, then the victims were raped.

 

1st n 3rd person dream of seeing odd eyes on TV's watching people watching the tv.  They were sort of red and holographic but not many people could see them. 

 

 

Last night 24th was funny...

I'd been auguring with 2 Inkas and another Ren, well mainly we were all disagreeing with one Inka, the one from re-ed.  He refused to help us all with something, so re-ed Ren had gone with the Inka that usually watches me. 
They all told me to leave the re-ed Inka alone... But I'd decided to go bug him anyway.

I'd found him in an iso pod there laying on the small bunk with his eyes shut.  I'd appeared floating cross legged in the small space and he told me 'Piss off I'm busy' without even opening his eyes.

I'd not replied and just waited till I knew he was asleep and dreaming n then sat on the floor touching his hand to enter his dream.

He's in the dock in an old fashioned court house, he was already in prison clothes and handcuffs.
Only he could see me, and he continued to ignore me and everyone else as he was sentenced.

 

As he was being led from the court he shoved my awareness back and into a dream of my own.

It's my main dream house and I'm in the lounge with a mix of Josh n my Bro and some other people.   I'm watching this really odd tv show, it's like a mix of concert and a comedy but every so often the people on the screen morph so that they take on features of hair and people in the room, at first only I notice it.... It's both funny and disturbing and I can't stop watching thinking it's just me.... But then the others notice it too and I decide it's either happening or we are in a group psychosis/hallucination.

My watch was doing odd things too, at first just the display and screen were changing then it started changing physically into diffrent shapes colours sizes.  I was annoyed as I liked my watch.

 

I go threw to the other room to show people.  In the other room are loads of odd things.
Rubber toys like them rubber chickens, only they are odd things like a shotgun, a cowboy boot police truncheon various animals.
Then this song starts playing.

The Big Push - I Shot the Sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop

At this point I know I'm dreaming with Re-ed Inka and he's the one that drives me 'NUTS'

 

It was really hard to wake..   Took me a while to drag my awareness bk to my body and write down the dream... Curious I decided to go bk n dream there again as the lucidity and dreaming had been way more vivid.
I jump bk to where I was still sat by re-ed Inka's sleeping form.  Only now Leon is standing beside me.  I look up at him questioning and he tells me he's 'Witnessing' 

 

Before I could ask more, Inka is aware of me again shoved my awareness into another dream...

...

Sheesh!!!  🙄😆

'We all warned you Ren'  IKR but, I don't see how 2 you's can be so different??
'Well now you do'  lol yep

 

So as I said, I'd gone bk as the dream was interesting and vivid after all.

This next dream was long and crazy....  'As will you be again if you don't stay the fuck away' ....
Mmmmm I can kinda see that - point taken.

Anyhooo the dream is of a big shared house, at the start I was painting walls. 

I could still recall the first dream, I was low level lucidity.
The building was old, Victorian style with odd furniture and high ceiling’s.

 

Odd stuff keeps happening in this house and it's expanding into a huge complex, with ruined Victorian saloon's, moss covered abandon glass houses and large gothic style gardens.

It reminded me a little of a English country manner style shinning building.

 

Living in it are loads of frens and family.

We all had a room, they looked better painted .. As white they'd looked boring. 
I was helping Em paint hers but when I turned round to pick up the paint I found myself in a different room.
I'd worked out it was the one above.

Zak had a room with Wizard stuff in it.
Odd stuff was happening in other rooms too.
So many people, Kev & Sharon.. David & Sue.  Em, Neighbours old flat mates.. Then more guests too they are all having odd experiences.

At one point I'd gone outside trying to get back in, walking round the grounds I'd come to some stone steps but the bottom step was covered in Lion shit and I was barefoot so I'd gone another way round..   2 lion cubs had been picked up by people in the garden and carried bk to the pride that lived there.
I'd tried to get back in the main entrance but I was flying fast and kept missing it, on the street one way was a load of banks... The other way was a war memorial.
Took me a while to land in the right place and then I was asked to take a string of light bulbs down some steep steps putting one bulb on each.
A load of people were following me and Zak kept standing on them, it was hard not to as at the side of the stairs were baskets of old plates & cutlery.

 

The dream ended with a fight with ghost Inka.  I was trying to use an old Victorian decorated toilet to take a crap... N he wouldn't let me. 
He kept pulling me, shoving me and lifting me of the toilet ending up with me covered in crap!💩
At this point a group of visitors all walk threw staring at me covered in crap fighting with something invisible... They were on their way somewhere as the house was like a maze.
I think I'd said something like 'A little privacy please' as they all filled past.

Eventually someone stopped they told me 'Ah, an apparition'  I'd said, 'Oh!' Giving them Inka's arm I was fighting with and asking if they could feel him too. 
They confirmed they could and asked me if I wanted and exorcist.  I told them just a bin bag for my shitty clothes and a hot shower would suffice 😆

 

'Are you going to listen now Ren?'  Mmmmm suppose, oddly though I feel more awake than I have in months.

'Come bk to normal me Ren, that is if you're going bk to sleep' Mmmm

I think Inka came to me here, body energy felt much more chilled.
I had a dream with him in, was another shared house but this was much more normal.
We had some kittens and room mates.
Was coming up to Christmas, we were all skint so most of us were not going to see family and the people staying were all bunging £25 into a kitty so we could go to the market n get stuff to make a meal, left over we'd use for booze n smokes.

Was much more normal :D 
 

A Stone Globe filled with Poppys

 

17th

First was a work dream.
I was with Abi, was a night shift in one of them odd places with loads of floors and no walls.
I was mainly sorting out supplies of dried foods.  Lentils, oats n stuff.
The old fashioned style pantry cupboards had just been painted.
So stuff was all-over and needed putting back away.
I was washing stuff in skinks too.

 

Second dream was way longer.
Started in the dream version of Hurworth with loads of old cottages.
I'd been staying in one and needed to take a taxi bk to my main dream space over night to be back for a work shift at 8.30am.
It was in the café with Leon n Joan.
I'd cleaned the cottage, it was late afternoon and gone out to an old fashioned butchers that was closing.
They served warm pies and he was cleaning out the fridges and stuff before closing up.
I'd bought one of the 2 pies left and he gave me the other for free.
After I walked down the street past the pub and went in to ask about local taxi companies, I needed one that would accept a very long fare.

Headed bk with the numbers, ate one pie and called around to get someone to pick me up after midnight and crashed on the couch.

The journy home I slept in the bk of the cab, ate the second pie cold before we arrived. 
Called work ahead to let them know I'd be 5mins late.
I whent home, unpacked n got changed.
When I arrived at work they were waiting for me outside in the car.
Told me we would open later.
I got in and we drive round the country side before parking up on a high country lane with veiws over the country side.
They get out and there is a small statue.   It's a globe made out of small hexagons, it's all carved from stone... Some parts of the globe are missing and inside the bottom forms a bowl.
It's filled with poppies and there is a basket to the side where you can leave a donation, take a poppy and put it inside the stone globe.
I watch as the others do this....    Puzzled as to what it means.

They explain it's to remeber people and they are going to a funeral.
It's a small stone chapel not far away.

When we get there I'm collected by 2 guys, one was someone I know a polish guy, Dan.  The other I didn't know.  
He was from the area that was Czechoslovakia,  he was tall.... Very tall, blond though his hair was shaved close to his scalp.  They were part of 2 different militia groups working together or informants? 
I duno, they wanted to take me to meet people.   One of them knew Putin.
I agreed to go with the blond guy, we would walk.  
He walked so fast, probably cause his legs were way longer than mine.   I held onto his sleeve practically running to keep his pace at some points. 

We eventually met up with a hidden army.   One of 2.
I was tired by then, so I just joined the camp went to sleep there n woke up here.
 

Squashed

 

16th

Odd night, was a storm here.  Also first good sleep since last Thurs
At one point I'd woken and the sky outside was green. 
I was curious, but not enough to get out of bed.

After that I had loads of false awakening dreams.

I was in bed and first there was a cat on me, I was confused as the door was shut and I'd not let one of the cat's in.
Then it was other things on the bed.
Heavier things pressing me down, didn't feel like sleep paralysis, was just odd.
Then it was 2 guys, again pressing me down.  I felt like I saw them come in.
I'd tried to use my phone light to see but it didn't work the batteries on everything watch phone little lights had all run down so I was just in the dark being pressed on.

 

I kept waking from the experience, but not waking... As I was still asleep.
I'd even gone down to the house at one point where there was a power cut but again, there was something down there touching me and once more I woke up.

At some point I must have fully woke up as I'd written down the dream, but then I'd go straight back into the same dream with the same thing happening. 

I'd decided to write something each time I woke and it happend 6 times....  Was getting anoying as It was hard to work out when I was asleep or not.

After this I'd had a more normal long dream.

A feild where I was holding a small snake, a large old tree trunk, no branches kids where climbing it at the top it looked like a human nose.
I'd packed a towel and put on a swimming costume under my clothes and I walked with Jack and a few others down to the coast as we wanted to swim.
The roads were quiet, cut lawns and wide paths.
A small tram crossing with people waiting.
Then threw the back of a shopping place, pasted the big dumpy bins and old shopping trolleys.

When I get to the coast the only shore line I can find is in a sort of cave, a building has been built on stilts and the water comes in threw small inlets in the back.
The water is black and thick...  I'd wanted to keep walking till I found some open shore but Jack took me inside the building to look around and collect codes.
We were scribbling them on a bit of paper.  111 010  011 and similar, we needed to collect 12 codes.
On the journy back, we again whent past the bins, and a large claw for collecting rubbish then jumped on the tram roof to hitch a ride for a few stops, jumping off again as it left a station onto the soft grass on the side of the track. 
 

Catching up on Dreams

 

4th April
Odd dream about popping in and out of mirrors.  Other people dreaming too.

 

In the morning I was having a dream in a pub, was an old city pub, felt like London.  Sitting with an unfamiliar group of friends.
Inka walked in he was in such a mess, really filthy and stinky.  He came straight over to me like he knew were I was.

I'd got up and hugged him when one of the bar staff came over and told him he needed to leave. 
I was going to argue but Inka stopped me told me he's wait outside, but I just left with him.... Woke as we were leaving together.

6th April
Long dream, strange country town with large old cottages on country roads surrounding it.
Em was in the dream, and Mia and her family.
There was also an unfamiliar guy, he'd been in a relationship with Em, then Mia and was after me next.
I'd not realised this at first and gone with him to one of his properties where he breed horses and dogs.   Once I'd realised I'd  told him I had 3 kids n wasn't interested.

Didn't stop him trying.
I'd gone into the town with Mia too, also bumped into Lara, Jo & Beks.. Was odd to have so many friends in a dream, but the town and area was all unfamiliar.

10 April
First good nights sleep since the weekend, loads of dreams.
A big collage, I was at the end of my education and could remember the start of it many years earlier.
There was an odd bit, 2 lifts next to each other.   We called the lift a guy in front of me was waiting to push a metal locker in.
When the doors opened the lift was still on a story above us....  I felt myself being sucked into the open lift shaft and bumped the guy in front of me who accidentality pushed the locker into the lift shaft...
The lift came down crashing into it then the whole thing started to get hot.  A woman arrived to monitor it and closed down that lift.
We took the second one up instead, it was strange.... Grey plastic benches to sit on and the sides were made of dirty plastic glass and we could see setting light outside as we went up.

 

Then  3 dreams at the same time.
A pilgrimage, a strange abusive male who made us pack up the kitchen.  We were to meet at a wall at night to set off, we didn't really want to go.
A kid was sent to fight with a wolf, he arrived back grey scratched and shivering

In the other dream I was alone in a room on a floor, I split myself in 2 and was still attached to me, then I started to make love with myself.
The 3rd dream Jon & Jo had taken on a cottage in my main dream area.  They were renovating it, I was watching them lay new stones in the garden.
My  bro was living with me in main dream house, he was in my room.  I was in the room at the front must have been mid summer as the sun was setting at midnight.

Last dream jumped 3 times. 
It started in a house I had at in the east end of London.  A small terrace.  Inside was empty as I'd sold it and there was a few nurses with me, they were using a room for a talk.
I was clearing out some old baby stuff that had been left in a cupboard.
I'd found a memory stick the nurses were looking for then I placed these zigzag silver stickers onto the walls of a small corridor leading to a loft hatch.
At certain times of the day the light would hit them making rainbow patterns down all the halls and stairways.  
I'd been wondering about the house I was moving to next as I'd not seen it.
As I was wondering the dream jumps and I'm outside the new property with my brother.

It's a modern-ish house on a country lane past a farmers market stall.
We've arrived at night and both are lucid.   In the house I can see the people who we are buying it from.
We walk around the area first, and that's enough to convince me I want to live there, it's open pasture with massive ancient oak trees. 
My bro and me look at strange spectral like animals that are moving around in the dark.
I laugh and make myself huge like a giant... And my bro blows up his form too so we dwarf the strange creatures that are curious about us.
Next I jump inside the property, the family don't see me so I look around checking out the  various rooms.
Last I check out the farmers market, he has a large shed with fresh produce and visits the local town markets on there market day.
Dream jumps again, I'm still with my bro.
We are moving in a strange modern driverless vehicle.  It's daylight and we are entering a millitery space complex.
It's very futuristic a monorail carrying matching white millitery vehicles is moving a similar speed to us and we arrive at the complex under a bridge were the transport train has stopped at an unloading platform.
My Bro doesn’t speak... We leave the vehicle and he motions me to follow and stay out of sight.
We head in where 2 groups are leaving a large building complex by several doors.  One group has a red sports tabard on the other are in yellow high vis jackets. 
I'm unsure what is going on but it seems it's some kind of 'tag' game... As I'd seen them all exit they were 'out'.
My bro had vanished now and the people out encourage me to keep looking for people while they all move into a massive communal shower block.
I'd passed there, was odd as there was a guy just out the shower standing in the hall with a towel round him still damp.
I could smell his shower soap really strongly.

Woke up after that.