Stone Tracks

 

Been crap at keeping track again.

So one night was a dream of a big music festival… some sort of group training then breaking into a big country house.
People and cartoon characters.
My teeth were falling out was looking at the roots n trying to poke them bk into the holes but my jaw was crumbling too.
I also befriended someone who'd been set up about a theft.

Another dream I'd done A levels then a Uni course - I was washing a neckid friend.

A dying man, and an odd painted board.

Another night a large space transporter. 
Was visualy very cool, I was cleaning and sorting bedrooms with fancy bedspreads.
A night train too and passing Stonehenge on Solstice..  Dunkirk too.
Was odd this space transport was moving like a train threw time, I was back of house crew.
Cleaning/running and doing stuff.

This was possibly the 16th (Was busy with job application n other stuff.

An amazing stone track, with sort of monolithic hoops that the traveler passed through.
I'd had an odd haircut - someone had cut really short bangs in my hair too and shaved the sides, looked fucking awful but was ceremonial or something.
Then hunting in the dark… odd linked awareness with someone else.

17th
Lucid dreams in dreams.
A care home in a walled city under attack, with a punk Rick Astley 🤣 He's been released from a Russian prison!
He had a Mohawk.  He kept trying to get me to go outside, there had been a sort of display put up, monument I guess.
I knew I was supposed to be on shift but had sneaked out to see this strange stone laid track (Again)  It was a dedication to something.
War planes were flying over all the time, the city or small town was in a hollow surrounded by massive rocky cliffs.
I'd tried to head bk, and was confused by the lay out of the city.
I returned a small lost girl to her family
I was also kinda lucid, at one point I'd passed through a building I'd been stopped by the security there and they'd wanted to hold me…. I'd told them 'You can't I'm dreaming, I'd just wake myself up' at that point he sort of transformed into a red-faced daemon and I just stuck my tongue out and giggled.  They let me pass.
Outside I was flying, was erratic..  Guess my lucidity was wavering as I was periodically falling out of the sky…. But then I'd make the grass squish for a bouncy landing and fly again.
I eventually got bk to the home.
Punk Rick was bk waiting, and I'd gone into a dark room with him where I'd crashed out.
At one point I realised I'd not done any care notes, so got up and couldn't find my trews…
At that point some sort of office people turned up to talk to me, but a resident to up n fell so I'd just gone to look after them ignoring the people in suits.

Last night 18th
Massive department store, sharp shards in the sole of my food….  Was pulling the shards from my sole.
Massive toy fluffy dragons, one like I took to the Punchbowl just before I went bonkers one night.

Just got the offer for new job working days….   Wonder if working days would improve my dreaming again 🤔Not that I don't dream, just I'm to tired to be arsed to remember. 😏

 

Feathers and Mogs

 

5/10

Sleeps been odd with too many night shifts.

I've been dreaming but too tired to be bothered to recall.
One I do remember from last night I was lucid in.
I'd been in one of them odd dark mall places with an older woman,  I think she was a woman that died a few months ago at the home.
I was talking to her and then she sort of faded out but I could still hear her voice looking for me.
I'd asked if anyone could see her, but they couldn't even hear her so they all just assumed I was mad.
I didn't mind as I was lucid.
I'd gone into a bakers shop… the guy behind the counter was looking directly at me with awareness that I was lucid.
I'd not said anything but started to float around like a feather, other people in the shop looking at me confused.
I'd floated up and onto a high ledge were I was watching a young girl playing with a white fluffy cat that was wearing a dress.
They were playing with a white feather and I'd floated it up towards me. 
They couldn't see me so to them the feather was just dancing.
I'd dropped it back down towards them and sent them a slightly longer black feather too.
I revisited the bakery at the end of the dream too, I had one of their staff uniforms.
They were getting ready to close, cleaning up as the last people left.
I'd changed in the toilets in the small attached café area and handed the uniform back to the guy on the till.

6/10
 

Long dream.
2 parts first part I'm working days as a home help, care support.
Mainly cleaning up for people, helping with meal prep and personal support when needed.
It was an old row of cottages I was visiting people in.
They were unusual stone buildings with outside drains that had blocked with recent rain, I was with a work group sweeping and clearing so that the water could flow and trying to get rid of the smell.

Next part I got from that job to a night shift in a hospital and had a group of patients I was responsible for. 

I was working with 2 male colleges one was like Thomas, the other unfamilier.
We'd all fallen into a deep sleep in the staff room. When we woke it was allready morning a we're confused, I'd gone to check our rooms but somehow got lost.

First in the hospital and then in the city outside.

I was aware I had stuff I'd supposed to have done bk at the Hospital but I couldn't seem to find my way back there no matter where I whent.
The city was cool, amazing domed buildings, muddy play areas loads of religious and civic buildings.  No shops or markets.
It wasn't like any kind of city I'd seen before. Some of the buildings were impossible with stuff changing and swapping round.

Every way I went I found myself more lost.

I found myself in a small van, the inside hung with draped a young mother and her daughter of about 6 lived together inside. It was tiny but cosy, a shared bed with a curtain were the girl was reading a book.  Small stove to cook on.
I'd explained to the female I was lost and needed to get back to the hospital and she sympathetically took me outside… she asked what kind of directions I needed and I told her I just need to direction.  She smiled understanding and pointed at a tall domed building that was pink and blue she told me to head towards it and I should be able to see the hospital from there.
I worked more keeping the building in view but woke up before I got bk.

Second dream had my old cat in <3 Carry was old 23 like she was before she passed. 
Kef, Inka and 2 tabby cats were in the dream too.
It's dark and we have 2 cottages either side of a very busy country road.
It's packed with traffic even late at night and the pet food was one side of the road and the animals on the other.
Inka had packed a car up to go somewhere but the road was practically blocked so we were waiting till the traffic cleared before we'd go.
I'd gone across to the other side of the road leaving the pets with him to collect the food and came bk to feed everyone.
Was nice to see Carry mog again.

 

Hummmmmmm?

 

25th
A strange dream… odd market place.  Lots of teleporting and a strange glowing eye.
Second dream was main dream space. 
The old Farn pub was a boots chemist and em and me were working there.
We were on a research team blending scents.  I was picking the smells blends and she was creating and stabilising them. 
 

26th
Night of bleak dreams.
First was long, I was mainly a 3rd person observer. 
A father with a baby doing research and broadcasting.  Was like a BBC documentary but his subject were these kind of grotesque monsters and huge parasites that were consuming and feeding from each other.
He kept going out to this wet grassland with pools where the creatures would come out chew and slime ...   Was grim n sort of fascinating.
There were also 2 glowing sliver spiders with this amazing mating display where the larger female spun a web of shining light.

 

Second dream I was in what was a little like Irene's house.  I was home alone and a guy I didn't know was wandering round outside.
I'd opened the window to ask what he wanted and another guy climbed in and took me hostage.

He was large with no hair, white skin.  Not really familiar to me.
He dragged me up to an attic room where he was in a shoot-out with a woman outside.
We seemed to be on the floor for ages with bullets flying overhead…
He'd refused to let me go and was digging his knuckle into my left kidney…  a place I'm often grabbed in dreams.
The sensation was very real… and painful.   I kept biting his arm my teeth going through the flesh but he wouldn't let me up or stop. 
I was aware it was the same place Inka first attacked me.
(I'd seen him before the dream…. He'd left me somewhere and told me to stay till he got bk)
 
 

 

 

Hummmmm .. Last night's planets. 
https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/browse-current-planets/?datum_interval=&&styl_graf=1

 

Anyhoo I'm stuck under this guy with him dragging his knuckle back n forth over my Kidney.
At some point I'd slipped from there into another dream were I was a herbalist in a community.. but the sensation kept dragging me back to where I was stuck.
He kept telling me 'True North'  
He stopped eventually but the sensation remained… He sat on a desk chair when he suddenly fell with a kind of sicking crunch of bones n blood as he slid head first part way down the stairs.
I'd though I could escape at that point but he just got up and popped the bones into place zombie style and came back to pin me down again…. Was creepy.  I think I woke up then and the sensation was instantly gone.

Inka did apologise for leaving me... 

There was also a glass teapot at some point too, it was like a glass peacock and I'd made blue tea in it, the pot was clear but for a blue round glass ball on the lid at the top.

 

Key Hole in my Finger

 

15th

I'd been chatting with Inka before I slept.
about AI organic and what was real or not.
I had an interesting dream
I was on a planet at it's end.
The sky was a grey green colour I'm on a beach with a harbour wall and I was watching evacuation from somewhere further north.
The sand is dull like the sky and I'm watching a line of huge double rota choppers they are painted blue and red.
Hundreds of them all flying the same path.
I walk towards the harbour wall and the same painted shape vehicle that were more of a hover craft are in the sea moving on the same heading…. Loads of them.
I was with a guy charting the atmospheric collapse.
As I get close to the harbour wall I see a massive wave prolly 40ft tall heading for us.
I watch it getting closer the noise drowns out the choppers…
I'd sort of been expecting it to wake me up but instead I find myself standing inside the wall of water.

17th
Collecting things, they were in pairs…. Not matching but complimentary. 
Some were blown glass others were sort of charms.
A train depot and fair ground rides too.

20th
I was with Mary from work, we had a ticket and a race horse.  I'd found the ticket and was sneaking out of a house to hide.

Then an odd thing… I was standing and I picked a scab of the longest finger on my left hand. 
Under the scab was a key hole… Inka appeared put a small key in and turned it and then I was in another dream.

I'm locked in a strange room with 2 guys.
The want to kill each other one is armed and one isn't.
I'm trying to stay between them to stop any violence…   though the guy with the gun was likely to just shoot me too.
A 3rd guy arrives and opens up the building… giving a weapon to the unarmed guy …   He's looked to me as what to do next and I'd told him to just go.
I followed him out and the 3rd guy passes me a toy gun and silver plastic sword.

I stand outside the building it's cold… I have a long colourful fur coat and the guy who'd unlocked the building to free us stays with me.  I wrap my coat around him and as we lean together on the wall. 

22/9
Looking after a small bity dino.   It kept trying to clamp onto my hand, it was instead biting the sleeve of a jumper but would clamp on and not let go.
I was looking after it for another female who'd turned to blue smoke and vanished - she was cursed and haunted.  I was kinda wishing her dino thing would turn to smoke n vanish too.
Graves on a beach… the white sand would blow and shift covering and uncovering different graves one was an amazing carved stone angel thing… the detail of the feathered wings was great.
 

Next dream I'd got into an argument with a guy… when I'd first noticed him he was blue and he'd got angry with me for staring at him.
As he addressed me he was no longer blue - just rude.
I'd spent the rest of the dream finding different ways to piss him off.

 

Then a layered dream I'm on a train there is an Arabic guy who has mistaken me for his wife.   Most of the trains is seats of passengers but I'm in a carriage alone.
It's shorter and just has a soft white floor where I sit.
I was jumping through various layers with some others..  We were trying to preserve the birth of children before they were born by going back and finding the cure for illnesses so they could be treated before the killed the young infants.
I didn't see the others much, only a flash of them as dr/nurses or other as I'd sifted through the layers to jump them to optimal points.   They then would take a brief walk in role to alter stuff and I'd jump them again.
Beside me was 2 infants… both were still and stiff in a sort of stasis one was covered in a sort of white ash, and the other small sparkly plastic gems.
I woke as a guy and woman I'd been jumping took the place for a moment as a bride and groom with a young baby… for a second they held needles they injected the infant with then they flashed out again just leaving a couple with a baby and flowers instead of the syringes they had momentarily held.

 

Last dream
First bit I'm in the sun, climbing a very steep hill to the highest point, at some points I need to crawl and clamber up.
It's busy with people enjoying the view and the sun.
next part was a tree top path, it was long and wide winding threw a forest canopy.  I was on a bike, cycling fast.   It was dark but enough light to see with no light. The path ends at 2 turnstiles.
The right one is next to a fight ring… there are piles of people lined up on stretchers on the far side.  Medical staff checking them.
The left is quiet and I head threw, it has the feel of a school corridor with lots of doors.
The building leads threw to a sort of small town. I have a destination I'm trying to reach but it's not obvious how I get there until I realise I take a sort of slide underground.
There is a small hole in the pavement leading to a large twisty slide.

I get on and see there are 2 guys waiting further down.. They grab my feet as I slide past.. Hanging onto me.
I was kinda annoyed as they kept touching me.
They were strange, large dark eyes and hair, golden skin.  Silk coloured clothing and unusual facial jewels on their foreheads they were joined by a female too.

At the bottom we landed in a heap.   It was a strange room, dark and glowing cavern.  Colourful silk cushions and small low tables with bright coloured glasses and jugs with gold filigree stuff round them.  I was being asked about the people who'd joined me by an older guy in a robe.


 

Space n Bunks

 

4th
A space ship, but it was more like a flying mall.
We has small rooms too sort of like a large shared house area. 
I'd been watching and older woman do a sort of yoga, she was very strong.
Aravind was in the dream too & Zak.
We'd gone to a sort of food hall for brekky one was Taylor's of Darlington, they were doing a full English brekky and I'd gone for just a huge plate of peas pudding.
My sleep was really disturbed, by the rain on the roof and rubber arms.
Another dream I was woken from the police were alongside us, loads of blue flashing lights.
 

Last dream I was walking to an old church with an elderly priest.  His back was curved and he was slow.
I knew him and we walked together slowly in comfortable silence. 
The congregation followed us. 
Once inside I'd helped him change his robe for the service.
There was an entrance there to the underworld.
Woken again by rain.

5th

A female football game.
I was young with a young boyfriend. We had a governess caring for us.
Shared bunkbeds.
A funeral too.
Strange stuff and soul recycling.

12th
Another dream in my Grans old house.  A mix of fam n frens.  Sandra and Chris were there and an odd old telephone, it was a big Bakelite box on the wall with a mouth bit.
Everyone in the house was annoyed with me, I wasn't bothered just seemed to be cleaning.  I was to be the last to leave so they left me with the key.

13th
First dream I was doing and art course, the building was strange and was also a hospital..  People on trolleys kept getting wheeled threw.

The woman taking the class was annoying, just kept talking about herself and I was bugging her to just teach or set us something to do.  Eventually she set a task to draw a kind of goblet/ challis… it was something I used to doodle all the time so I'd done it but every time I tried to add it to the pile of completed work it slipped from my hand and vanished.   I ended up drawing 3 of them and lost them all.

Next dream was amazing.
It was like a VR game, but I was sort of in it too.
It started in a bunk room that was on an open platform.  I was on one of many white bunks when the attack started.  The attack was planes/ships from the air.
We were already high up among floating platforms, crazy sifi stuff.  Hangers and production compounds.  The air attack was energetic… the attacks made my whole body shake and vibrate.  
I just hid under the duvet, feeling the discharges.
Once it had passed I floated down to where the various troops were massing and gathering.  I had targets and tasks I needed to complete.
I could see there people with sort of overhead display like you would get in a game, transparent targets showing me distance to an objective.

The story seemed to be that we'd been betrayed by another sky nation that we'd been trading with.  The trade had been in golden retriever dogs?!?!?
We now had many of them.
They were staging a takeover and along with their military there were officials and their holy leaders in robes. 
They were aiming at a quick surrender from us, so I was seeming to surrender whilst also trying to get to my target.  It was a guy I was tracking, he knew I was following him but we needed to get somewhere hidden to exchange information.
People I recognised had aged backwards and I was distracted by them and the amazing site of the place and huge amount of people and kept losing my contact in the massive crowds, processions and formations of troops.
It was quite star wars like in looks but also way more futuristic. 
I got woken by rain.

Next dream I was in a bunk again, this time it's hum…   How to describe. 
Like we are In the corner of a cube, in smaller cubes..  They are stepped gold/brown and white.  Each cube contains a small mattress with covering. 
We are close enough to talk to the people in the neighbouring cube rooms.
Opposite the brown sleeping cubes are hanging hammocks with rope ladders between.  These are all blue and white, blue white wooden frames support them and the hammocks are all white.  
There lay out is similar to the Cube room section… 
After a series of blood tests I'd been transferred to the hammock side of the cube, we were again waiting to go into war, and again it was sort of a virtual one were we did it threw dreams from the assigned sleeping section.
I'd climbed up higher and higher till I got to my designated white hammock and covered myself with the small blue blanket.  I could look down into the corner of this floating part cube and see the brown and white section where I'd been before.

Last dream was odd I was with Em and her hub.  Si was wearing strawberry pink checked slacks and a pink golf jumper.. O.o  He looked very strange.

 

Loads of Symbolic Stuff

 

1st

First dream I'm in Brighton. 
A strange church event, was going to be drugs and meditation used.
The church had tarot cards on the wall.
Tattooed guys inside.
 
Still Brighton, there is an outdoor pool for swimming.  The water level can rise or fall so it can be used as a diving pool too.
I swam in both…  it was surrounded by rocks and a grass.
Waves I could surf on with no board. 
My 3 old cats were in the dream.  Carry, Princess and Funny face, I moved to a new house with Carry & Princess and Funny face met us there.

Next was a large building with a glass garden in the middle, it was full of ancient plants..  Massive tree ferns.
I was going to take over looking after it. 
The pipes to keep it watered looked really old.

Last dream was being in here, it was in a different position and a different garden and the pond was inside.
A blue tit flew in and was floating in the pond.
Outside I met a crow, someone had clipped its wings and tail so it couldn't fly.
It was friendly and I fed it it reached out to me and it's leg turned into a paw.

 

3rd
Was surprised I'd dreamed so much as was after a night shift and I'd stayed up to finish the book I was reading.

First dream I was in Chris n Sandras house..  A legacy or inheritance of sorts.  I was dancing there, and Kef was with me.  In the dream they had a wet room and I showered with the dog.

I think we'd been out dancing in the rain… were cold and wet and muddy.
A big shared bed, the layout was like it was when I was young.  Ghosts of family coming in and out.

Energy flow from back was strong.  Inka was around too.

Then a London dream.
I was meeting Marcus, I'd bumped into Jo she had a gift for me… a hand puppet shaped like a cat/bat.
I'd followed Marcus we were running as it had started raining, he was faster than me and the rain was washing the pavement from under my feet.
I got to his house he shared with another guy, he had fishtanks on the wall.
His house mate had Geodes…  He gave me one to break open.
Inside was grey and red, it looked like Saturn with it's rings.

Last dream I was with female friends, we were going to visit a witch craft museum in Sunderland.
Taking the train, I'd decided we should stay in my Grans dream house as it was closish.
Inside the house was more female friends, and cousins on my Dad's side. I was cleaning.
Was an odd mix of females I knew and didn't.
 

Tawny Owl Ritual

 

29th
 

First dream was odd and interesting.
It was in a mishmash of 2 main dream spaces sort of overlaid.
I'd been at my first school.. It was still open and I was helping with stuff there but outside was the small green outside my Grans house.
The thing going on was a Tawny Owl ritual that they did mis summer.
First I noticed owls fluttering in the air… they were each looking a different direction.  Out on the streets in the day light, indifferent to people.
One was above a kid sitting waiting on his parents to collect him from the old school there.

The fluttering direction pointing owls were waiting on the groups of walking owls.
These groups all had one much bigger taller walking owl with them.
Then with the flying direction owl leading, each owl group walked slowly from door to door, going down the path to each door then onto the next.. 
People were opening the doors to greet them.
As they visited more doors the owl groups merged into a sort of owl procession.
One of the larger groups had a sort of ox type animal with them too, it was a pale grey colour and just walked in their midst.
I was curious, wanting to know what it all ment.
Before the owls I'd been in the shool, it was the end of the day and the kids were being given a small pasty and a cooked corn cob to take home, I was clearing up there books and sorting the library stuff out.

Next dream was a version of here.
Different though.
Odd mix of people I know, I was sneaking into one woman's house checking something on her PC then sneaking out.
I was living in a basment above an old function/community room with a bunch of friends and colleges old and new, Rob & Dom were there and Mary too.
The house I was sneaking into the grandma found me, I told her to tell her daughter I'd been round, and where I lived she'd know who I was.
As she was letting me out the back door 3 scared looking older women were looking for a place to hide, the grandma let them inside.
Back at my house, a rave was going on in the function room…. It wasn't run by anyone we knew and there was an odd dangerous vibe about the people there.
I'd gone in and got stopped by a lone guy dancing. 
He was in my face telling me to fuck off.   I'd just glared at him and told him to get out my way as I was just going home.. Pointing to the small door off to the side of the DJ decks.
People I lived with were at the entrance, as we didn't have a door that closed and some of the people at the rave had been wandering in.
I whent in too see my house mates hiding stuff, saying if there rave gets raided we'll get searched too.
I go bk out to the rave, the guy from the dancefloor is at the decks… He's clearly high and I ask him what he's using…
He points to 3 crystals on an electrical circuit.  Nothing like I'd seen before, I ask him what it is and he tells me it's a 'controll and command set up'  I ask him to show me and he dose..
I wonder what the controll and command is.. And who'd controll and who's command.
He starts by touching one crystal… it glows and seems to have some feed bk linked to the music desk too.
The other crystals glow too, he tells me not ready yet.  I wait watching, bemused by how this rave has less than 10 people, the ones I'm used to the rooms were packed.
The crystal is ready and he touches it, I can feel the high just standing next to him…
Once he's done, the crystals go out and he's too out of it to tell me more, I feel I'd give it a go… but not sure about the idea of controll and command and what is what so go bk into the house.
It's white and again no doors between the rooms, not open plan, just open rooms.
I wait on the kitchen counter and stop 2 females trying to enter at the door… they quickly get aggressive and Rob appears to see if I need help…. Rain woke me here.
Odd.

Last dream was also main dream space.. 
I was living in a house that probably doesn’t exist on a street that dose… Up from Jeans house.
I was in London studying and I'd come back to a shared flat, Christine was still alive.
Was on the South Side on Main street..   Was intreasting and old inside.. I'd just arrived and dumped my stuff and made a coffee.
Gone up to a room and came down to find dirty stuff in the sink, while I was washing up I heard a call on the phone that was old land line style and off the hook.
I picked it up bit the voice was barely more than a whisper, it was adult social services calling about my Dad.
I couldn't really hear them well, and it wasn't my house… just a share I was staying at and Dad wasn't there.
I'd put the phone down n got distracted the door to the back garden, a beautiful stone arch porch to a small lawn with wide full shrub and flower beds.
Then cone in and found more dirty stuff I took to the sink.
I did go back to the call, but again it was distant… and It wasn't clear that we could make ourselves understood. 
So I just picked stuff up to wash instead.

… Working tonight, so not sure when I'll get to dream again.