So much to See so little Sleep

Get up at 444 couldn't sleep again after the 3.30 kitten feeding... 

Before bed. 

Bring me back to hear and now, together as one were we share our power. The lapping of love at the shores of time a self-stretching into divine.

The home of the heart, the beat of life's drum, inhale again something to become.

We play in creation, the wind knows our name, we are loved and worthy we are welcome each day.  

Sleep time...

Wake suddenly with a jump at 12.12. I know I'd been chatting in astral, Inka Leon & crew.  'Come back Ren, now Hurry' 

Woken at 1 by squeaky kittens.
Had really long dream.
Was with Inka in a strange town, we are not liked, hated in fact and wanted and hunted. In hiding but not, as there is a building we pass each day to be 'seen'. We kept moving/showing. There was an us & they hummm who was the they. They were very like us too, us/them very similar almost gangs we battle and fight for something 'unseen'. I was 'cooking' I knew the setting had a strong undertow of anger and resentment between all of the people involved... yet I was more of an impassive observer than wrapped up in any emotion. I could feel it though it permeated the dream scenario.   

Back to sleep at 101 as not feeding time 😸 but when I was woken soon after by kitten feed alarm I'd had an experience like lol light bulbs all popping along a line with no circuit breaker bang, bang, bang, bang. It reminded me last night of the heads/minds on the web?? 'Wait and see Ren 💜, sleep b4 kitty feed!' lol Inka even in dreams where I hate you I still love you 😏 'lol Ren, can't be any other way - we are each other'.

This was from the first dream where we'd been a team but with contempt and dislike for each other, lol when I re'memberd him there was so many 1000s of dream experiences so many times we killed/harmed/healed/helped. 'lol, Ren wait till you remeber the rest'  👀
After this I get a vision of a white queen... this was from the first dream somehow. Also a rag & bone man on a cart on a track. 

Sleep.. then Cat wakes me scratching the floor at exactly 2.22 lol I'm sure I've been here before deja vu.

Next kitten feed alarm was 3.30..  

Dream was long, with different bits... my main dreams space with Inka but no real recall beyond that. Roz & Kelly and women and energy, how we feel it in our body and transmute it physically.. move and change it.  

There was a dream world game-like, a flying puzzle chase that I still couldn't haven't done but it was already underway as I entered the dreamscape and it's to big and strange for me to solo so I'll need to wait again for another group attempt.  

Last dream I lived in a cave lots of cats and dogs around, I'd gone to follow one of my cats and as I followed it into the sun there were people waiting for me, they had come to collect stuff from me but couldn't see me till I came into the light. I guide them back threw to collect the stuff for there dog (It was healing well) in my cave I had potions and medicaments.  

Woken by the alarm to kitty feed. 'Another one of your Witch lives Bitch' lol Inka.. I need an eye roll, I guessed as much... oh, the people wouldn't come down and couldn't see me - I had to go into the light to meet them 😆 Hahahah

'Symbols Ren, we see you!!💜' Was that one of the lives I was burned/killed?  'One of many as a Witch/seer shaman'.... didn't put you off though' - gives you a death wish when your empowered though!'  

Oh, guess that's why I was so scared of myself for ages, though not as a kid, oh as a kid I wanted to die too..... point taken..... lol so spending my life as vet nurse then setting up the website for babies with eczema, dance and poetry!  'Might stop the party but you can't stop the future'  😈
So I still do me no matter how aware I am, 'keep telling you, we have always been with you'.   lol, yeh I remeber the people in my head.... you were louder pre internet and as a kid!   'Less distractions'   😆

Blugh... nearly 6, may aswell make packed lunches and nap after kitten feeding.  😴  Hope my shadow runt latches back onto Mama soon or next moth is going to be 😵😵😵

More Giants & Medicaments

Two dreams that blurr together a little.

Firstly I'm training as a nurse or vet nurse but can't decide which. Then the setting changes to somewhere ancient possibly Egypt as the stones from the buildings are that kind of sandy colour and there are statues of faces.   (Can't find anything that resembles the inside.... it's huge bricks very flat and precisely cut, the faces are similar to the faces below)

I'm trying to avoid someone and I wander along a thin ledge into a small room. The room is a special set up so that 'giants' can stand and be at face level with small people. So the room is in my proportions but with one wall missing.   On the missing wall of the room is the face of a female (same proportions as the giants last night only this time it's me that small)
As I stand on the floor by her chin, I come up to top of her cheeks a little below her eyes. She's come to see me as her skin is inflamed and I'm looking at it for her as my smaller size makes me able to see detail better than she can. I help her to rub white cream into the areas that are sore.

- I'm not sure if the room I was in was raised way up or the floor the giants were on was dropped... but their size was defiantly the same ratios as last night as when I was huge the small people came to just above my ankle.


Oh cool,  wired synchronicity!  Was on Facebook and found G Hancock posted this vid today, turns out it's the same place I found the images of the type of statue heads from last nights dream!  Added to YouTube today :)

Second dream was very jumbled..
I'm at a university in a small room I share with a female lover. I'm reading 'medicaments' and my notes are all in a wired script that I don't recognise.

We have nearly finished our courses and we are not going to see each other after. The Beetles are at the same Uni and they have written the last song on their new album about our love and named it after my lover.
We are really flattered, they give us a copy but it's on an old cassette and the only player we have is made out of stone :P I listen to it once and try to rewind it but the tape breaks, I feel bad as the copy belongs to my lover and I don't have one of my own to give her.
I go to find the beetles who consist of Ringo Star and Tony Blair! They are really pleased I like the song and are going to find me another copy...
I got woken up by someone at the door at that point.

Unknown word to me 'medicaments'