Christmas Week 23

 

26th

A post Christmas shop sale.

A girl with ginger curly hair, with a ginger spaniel laying together. 

Polecat's & Ferrets.

 

A guy who took my wallet and ordering tappas. 
I took him down, carried him around abit... then we ate it together.
Christmas horns, wrestling and results...

Then a dream of planes..
Was flying to Bali with Em.
Organising a party,

A busy unfamiliar city with peach alcopops and convenience store. 
I was expecting a baby I was going to call George.
While walking on my hands up cobbled streets.

 

Last part was my main dream scape at duck, huge walls of waves that were black...
Then fractalized before breaking at once. 
This looked very cool. 

27th Dec

Packing up from Aunty Sheila's.  I was sad about it, lots of clothes and old toys.  Felt like wasn't coming back.

Strang black metal silhouette things too, 4 of them they changed a lot, sometimes animals sometimes just art.

Taking a waitress job too, it was my main dream space.  Mainstreet not a building that is there in any real way.
It was where Lewis' is, but was a dark old fashioned room with deep red walls and old dark wooden tables.
I was starting the same time as another female.
I cleared some tables on my way threw and the owners wife met me as I was going threw to what I expected to be the kitchens.  She was dressed in gypsy style skirts very old fashioned.
She pulled aside a heavy velvet curtain and took me threw into another smaller dinning room and up onto a raised platform where she told me they held seances.   The room had old deep red and cream velvet wallpaper, with a large abstract pattern.
She brought us a pile of aprons to pick from, short stripped ones.
The other female picked first. 
I'd gone for one I thought was white with blue stripes.  But unfolding it, it was sheer flowered lace skirt.  I'd checked my pants which were rainbow tie dye and decided it wouldn't look right, so I'd returned it for a normal apron to wear over the long black skirt I had on.

28th Dec

An old wooden wardrobe and a wooden chest too, was very old and crude the wood crumbling.

Huge crystals, all kinds. Massive insects too, bigger than a hand. 
I was with 2 guys just sitting round looking at stuff and falling asleep.

The dream in dreams were odd, a guy who was werewolf and another guy made of purple crystal.
The purple crystal guy I was firing light at, he was absorbing it and glowing.  It was cool and looked amazing.

Next dream I was making acid blotters, they had the ace of spades on them.  Various sizes and different card designs but all the Ace of Spades. I was dropping the acid on from a brown glass bottle.
My cat Carry was there, she had a problem with her back legs I was trying to sort out.

A pile of 60's photos of kids.   Then a really strange thing with odd drone type robots.
I was in a room, in an apartment building and the drones were at the window outside.
One at a time, odd robot like things that were big and didn't really look like they had any business flying.

I was waving at them.

Last dream was a student house, I was cleaning up cold chips from the night before.  I still owed one of my flat mates cash for them.
I'd gone threw to the kitchen to get kitchen roll to wipe up a mess.  Em & Wayne were there I was suggesting inviting my bro and his friends round for a house party.

Then I was bouncing in the air really high, Wayne grabbing my leg n trying to pull me bk down. 

29th
Making Carrot and coriander soup. 

A punch up on the beach.   A flying car and sparking headset.

Punch balloons.

The spears twins & Em.   A code like food that was display food.  

Tripping using odd bits of metal from an old grail uniform.  It was a strange experience to trip on, like we were reliving experiences the outfit had been threw.   

 

Split Reality

 

21st Dec
Should have written this earlier in the day.  
Stone close dream...  Cracks in the ceiling with water coming in.


22nd Dec

Strange version of Seahouses Harbour.
Very large and busy, water is warm too.
Loads of traffic and Belford has a plane station with flights leaving south every hr.

I'd visited a strange harbour office where the Wyvis should be then walked North, out of the village to where I could see an ever changing view. 
I knew I wasn't perceiving the same as the others, I could see woodland with toadstools and stuff.

 

Some women walked past me carrying food, one was potato cakes in the shape of dino's.  I'd followed her to see where she'd got them from and found myself in a busy space, where sort of women's institute types were having a meal.
I wasn't welcome there, but I wanted to know where to find Potato Dinos.

 

Then an odd dream, I was sort of hallucinating.  Sitting on a bus with Dom.  I'd been enjoying watching changing shapes and stuff.  A sort of MTV like channel was playing, and I was tripping out.
He'd got of the bus for some reason, and I'd been sat beside a rab coat he was wearing with his car keys on top.
When all of a sudden I vibrated and the coat and keys were gone, the drop down seat folding back up as he re-entered the bus.
I was puzzled...  And explained to him what had happened.

 

We find ourselves in an odd mental hospital where I'm again perceiving a split reality.  One is really funny and surreal.
I'm seeing stuff behind glass, like an odd TV studio, they know I can see them where as most people can't.
The people who could see them too had been classes as very insane. 
A group of them were being moved threw, and I grabbed Dom and we tagged along, aware we were getting into more trouble but curious all the same.

We follow over piles of old feather pillow cases, then bags of lego.  Toy trains and such.
There is a locked unit we need to get access too,  I find myself standing outside with a bird in a jug.
They agree to let us in.   The people in their are interesting.  I chat with a few while Dom looks around.
We end up in a bus, Dom driving this time and me up front too, we have the other crazies in the back.
End up driving round a huge red brick complex, the whole place was surrounded by tall red brick walls with barbwire on top. 
 

Flying and Falling

 

11th Dec

Nice dream about jumping, falling and flying.  Went on for ages, I was teleporting too.
Massive stone needles with a tide that rose hundreds of feet. Others were better at it than me, but they were helping and teaching.
Stone ruins topped the massive natural stone pillars.
 

I had another long dream, but got up and was busy all day yesterday so don't recall it now.

 

14th
Again dreaming that I did recall....  But no time to write dreams before I'm launched into day shit.

Dreams were of huge houses, friends and shifting rooms.
A biology class...
Rats and cats

 

 

Crazy time with broken hot water pump and very little sleep.

Was dreaming but no time to recall.

19th

A vivid dream with Gran and her house.  It was the kitchen over full.  Some foods spoiling
We'd driven to stone close where a kid was running up the side of a house. 
He got his foot stuck and sort of pulled his hip joint out. 
I'd wanted to go help, but my Gran was telling me not to, woke up retching cause it looked horrible.

 

20th

Much more vivid dreams and a proper nights sleep! 

A massive city I was in, a team game. 
An entity named Balthazar resided in a raised stadium.
It was like a mass of floating eyeballs.
The thing could shoot lasers and balls of light and for some reason I was it's main target.
I didn't mind, it was kind of cool fun.   Lots of running and dodging.

When I was hit I received electric shocks. 
Amazing old buildings too, but the city was also modern.

A huge corn beef pie I made with cheese on top.  

A conversation about a séance with a priest,  dancing in the rain.

Next a lucid dream.   I knew I was lucid and I asked to see someone from my Mam's side of the family.
A guy appeared, great grandad I think.  Dead long before I was born.
He looked sort of familiar from a photo I've seen..... But he looked different as he was smiling, his beard was longer too. 
 
As I watched him smiling at me his beard fractalized looking like waves, until it spread and he sort of crumbled away into fractalized light.. Was a cool looking sight!

Huge piles of stuff, falling down.  My Cat came and peed on a book I was reading.

Last bit I was flying over the coast up north.  Coming from Berwick south, it was odd as it was like scrolling on a tablet, but at the same time I was having the experience of flying just over the rocks and water surface.

 

Death as a Final Ejection

7th Dec

Twin boys,  blond gingery hair.   They were playing a chase game before bath time.

My bro and 3 older guys playing too, kind of rounding them up and making them giggle.

 

Next dream was an odd panto.  Chris Sargent and Niki Mulvey, were on the main street acting out a death sceen 🤨

I was watching like a vid recording from many angles at once.  It was odd.
The same twin boys but older now.
Also cleaning a space ship and waiting to be beamed up.

Next dream was birthing pools and Emma, she was a birth partner of sorts.
Train tickets south and a sort of hybrid of Amanda Sage and Tiger!

A defaced family album but it was only on the cover in white board pen so could be wiped off.

A lantern parade on the main-street too, it was an odd thing.  You couldn't smile, if you did you got sent back to the start.  It was a sort of game.
Gymnasts and soldiers too, doing handstands and other strength stuff.
 

Last dream was strange too,  I had one of them plastic stretchers I was carrying threw an underpass.   I'd fallen down between a crash barrier and the path, and was struggling to stand up, I was sort of wedged there untill I wriggled about.

Some people passing helped pull me out.

8th Dec

Garden at Dad's I think.  It was that sort of shape.  I was cooking outside a pan of peperoni and some spaghetti then making broth for an odd take on Raman.

 

Then,  Fishing off the harbour with lines.  Coin making and glue.  I'd made a copper coin from old pennies but dropped it and couldn't find it amongst the others.
I'd bad a leather bag like a pouch too, I was going to give it to Connie.
She was in the dream too.  I was sewing with magic thread, weaving it threw.

The glue was warm, when it cooled down it turned waxy a bit like glue gun stuff I suppose.
 

Back at Crumstone again, this time I'm sprouting lentils.  Jacks sister is there too, in his house on the estate but it's them modern flats again.  She's sitting talking with Fay they were the same age.
Inka too, looking over me.  Samples of my Blood were wanted for something.
I'd been moved to a day shift.

A VR world too, with a large player base.  It was a sandy world with dune buggy cars.

Next was residential care in a community centre.  Could have also been my main dream space, Dad was there too.
Inside was large modern and open plan.
I was having a heated discussion with Rodica about Dad.  He was hallucinating and she was saying he had Bipolar.  I was visualising the brain and telling her how it's not the same.
I tell her Bipolar is an affliction of the spirit,  extremes of awakenings and dark nights of the soul.  We talk about the brain and soul.

Home care, I was being asked to do a shift of home care for people.  Trying to sort an app on my phone I could use for location and to record what I did there.
Only an earthquake was happening too.
A bus shelter outside the old police station in my main dreams space.  I'd stopped to pee there before going into a Pub run by Alex at the top of James street.
It was an old fashioned building, More like an Old city public house.
Ann & Michel lived in the back.
Alex gave me a red wine in a small stemless glass and we decided to take out the boat.
The boat was like a narrow coble with a sail.  Only it was made of black metal with a huge anchor onboard.
Dad & John Cress were our other crew mates.  We set sail on the concrete.... Carried by the earthquake.
And it carried us to a tar pit on the green on James street... The boat went in quickly sinking.  While the rest of us jump to land, Alex was still on the ship going down with it.
I'd found a spade that I held to him, and was yelling for Dad and John to help me pull.
John looked at his hands that were helplessly arthritic. 
Dad understood eventually and helped me pull Alex back out of the tar using the old metal spade.
Was a bit odd after that, Alex hugged me and we went back to his bar where we celebrated with warm freeze dried milk.  The black metal ship left abandoned in the Tar.

Last dream was more symbolism. 
Em & Me.  A volcano puzzle with a top and a heart.
One had a view the other riddles and wisdom.
Death as a final ejection.  

I was seeing Sigle of Lucifer, optic nerve and the urinal genital system. 
Like this night here. https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/gnostic-mirror-vision.html

This time it was like I was seeing the energy of the soul leaving the body threw the system and like a projection from the 3rd eye. 
Was kinda cool. 
 

 

Focal Points & Layers.

 

6th Dec
Layered realities a long dream.  It was set in several layers at once were the same buildings and people served as connections and focal points.

I was finding the same people who recalled what tied them together.

The main layer I was on was a lower one, almost below ground.  Buildings half buried in soil and caverns above.  The paper shop was one of our focal zones.   People making for there and although we didn't recognize most people there may be a common person or place we knew.
There was a beautiful Asian type of princess woman too, and a crazy old general who'd got stuck in a loop.  We were trying to break him out of it to get him to help.

A family with many brothers and sisters.  People weren't what they seemed just playing roles and needing brought back together.

I seemed to know the buildings and the spaces we could use to pass threw reality layers.
We were using these to find peoples doppelgangers to try and communicate and sync stuff up.

Second dream was a sort of vets I was working in, doing night shifts.
It was a school too with a lift.  
I had a heavy holdall full of books.
Animal hybrids, people with wings like birds of pray.

Bestiality too only it was odd as some of the people seemed half animal too...  Lol meby that's where the hybrids came from.   I seemed to be there in an observer role.

The skies there were amazing, unusual colours and clouds, sometimes they'd look like they'd been painted with a brush.
A guy from Dallas kept calling me too, he'd found me somehow and knew who I was.
I was planning a trip to the USA to meet up.

 

Young & Rude

 

3rd Dec

 

Long dream in a pizza restaurant. I was young probably in my late teens had on big black stompy boots and a short skirt with no pants.
I was being a bitch, not really sure why as I don't recall. 
But I was difficult with people.   
I'd also gone into the toilet and just peed on the floor!  😆

Marcus was in the dream too.  

 

Second dream was set in a high school again I'm young we were A level age.

It was end of year and there were exhibitions of creative work on.
I'd been sorting out stationery and looking at various displays.

One with a strange frozen choc and mint swirl fudge.
It didn't taste of much but was chewy and cold.

There was a guy I knew, though everyone assumed him and another female were together... Me included.
But he sort me out and came onto me.  This bit was odd... It was in a sort of shed, that had been decorated like a nativity scene.

2 older guys one who kinda reminded me of Inka in that he looked like a homeless bum, were sitting next to the straw stage smoking.
They laughed at us as we pushed past them to have sex on the stage with them watching!
When we were done the younger guy got up and left.
After finding my pants I'd sat with the older guys who gave me a cig to smoke.  

 

4th Dec

Dad care and funeral dream.... But all mooshed up with a hotel/holiday park too.
Suzie coming onto Dad.
A massive dance hall.   Snow falling and Christmas decorations and lights.
Then I was with Em in an odd Children's play zone.
All kinds of toys set out but sort of dark and run down too.  It had a kitchen area too where bread in bags had been placed into a circular pile then set fire too. 
The fire was out now, leaving just charred bits and melted plastic.

A strange track ran round the space, it was powered by a huge machine!   Hidden behind a door.   I'd gone in to look at it and asked the staff a bunch of guys in uniforms what it was for.  It was oddly modern and out of place.

Odd visual stuff then a strange thing floating down the street like a smoking tree stump.
I was seeing little fractal Saturns coming of it.
Was asking others if they could see the same thing.
 

 
 

 

Blaze the Fish & Family Fun.

 

1st Dec 23

 

Really cool dream.  It was like 2 dreams overlaid.  The main dream was a family in the US It was set in the 60s I guess as everything was old fashioned but not old.
I was part of a family living in a single story American style home.

One of 5 kids and the only girl.  Grandparents' lived with us too, the house was noisy and chaotic but full of love.

The doors were slatted wood.  The boys liked playing with batman toys.
In the recall I have I was standing with the grandmother shelling peas and beans.
On the other layers I was sort of aware of being current me... And that I was sort of visiting.  It was visual but emotional too.   I felt lots of connection with the other members of the family.

One of our grandparents could speak Arabic.  It felt like visiting another life.

At the end of the dream I was seeing a change in the world.

It was like a mass change in consciousness but I was observing it from the layer outside.
I could see patterns, symbols and geometric shapes...  But then something was also interfering to shut it down.

 

Next dream I'm in Aunty Irene's house.  To start with it's full of kids, the boys from the first dream are there again only this time they are Indian. 
The eldest was called Jithin, he was disabled cerebral palsy I think.
Again the emotional attachment I had was like brothers.

We'd made a play area in the front room.  In the back room adults were having a party members from my Dad's fam were there Muriel and my cousin Sue.

Mam was there too.  I was kind of annoyed with people all over it felt too full and crowded.

Next dream was more abstract...   An orange gold fish in a tank, but it had feet with little boots.   It was in a transformational phase of losing it's legs.  
I wanted to call it Blaze.
There was another layer to.  

A guys shadow, she was a peculiar female who looked Japanese.   The guy was being shown his female counterpart and then also a demon who acted and fed threw her.

The deamon was familiar.  He was warning the male to look after the female as he'd hand picked and raised her.
They were all in different layers of reality but the connection and energy flow between the 3 was strong.
 

Before I woke other smaller dreams.  In one I was with my Dad in a city tower block. 
Small offices with full length glass windows that looked across the skyline. 
We were high up and I kept doing handstands against the glass.
Me being upside down was pissing of my Dad.

 

Valentina and a talk on body energy and food...   Then in the last dream I was moving into a new residential halls.  I was to be on the top floor of 3 in a large shared room.

 

I'd also met and talked to my Uncle Alan in a pub.