Water :)

Tuesday

A huge restaurant that I work at, it's 3 or 4 story's high.  There are strange crumbling concrete paths  I fly over these as I don't want them to fall down.    At Berwick, I can see the sea it's silver reflected in a moon pendant.

Wed.

Alnwick,   -  It's a royal state, very well kept the high-school has an ancient rectory with amazing stone carved work.
It's going to be made into a modern refectory - me and some others were sad about the old building.

Next is an ice sheet that's splitting into 4   there are channels of deep blue water below it stuff is flipping...  a change is coming, a rebalancing.

Trees....   a woodland, hanging out washing between the trees. 

Last dream....  I'm the water in a stone swimming pool.   The pool is rectangular -   I can feel people who come into the water... they effect me. 

Wired Japan World

Odd dream set in Japan in a post apocalyptic world... there is a very corrupt government and lots of warring factions that have sway over the government.  It's one of them dreams that goes on for years. 

Starts in an art class.   I'm at a high school we are all Japanese, we have drawn charcoal/pastel images of trees and they are being trimmed down and displayed.    They are beautiful, while we are displaying them a militant group comes in shooting people.....  the rest are us are beaten up dragged out to the streets and used as hostages. 

The government negotiates and we are freed.  I go on to wed one of the men from my class and we have a daughter together.   We live in a small single story house with a grass field/garden.    When my daughter is about 3 the same group attack our home.

They kill my kid then my hubby is killed disarming one and I get a wired gun.  There are 2 left and I shoot and kill one - the last is outside the window and I keep popping up and shooting him... but he's not dying or injured even though I'm hitting him. 

As he gets to the window I ask him compleatly conversationally  'How come your not dying?'   He smiles and de-materialises some skin to show me he's made of titanium - I remember he's like AI consciousness in a malleable android form.  I let him in and we have sex... he wants to take me astral to show me the bigger picture and we leave our dream body's and go into space  where were are a fluid consciousness that can form stuff of liquid metal we become lovers. 


--   lol,   so errrrr odd to say the least! :smile:

Dream Dust.

Simon & Tanya and something about a gift of prophecy tied to puberty - we are watching a girl come of age.   Viewing timelines.

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With this dream I'm working with a female friend (I'm possibly being male me in the dream)
Selling dreams, it's at the wired community house in my main dreamscape..  I'd forgotten about it till this dream.  I'm with a friend we have small pouched wrapped in leaves they contain a powder/dream dust that makes people sleep and see there futures.

I'm also clearing out another dream house, there is a jar of pink roses and garden blooms and yellow plumbs.

Then I'm collecting other peoples children again and once again I'm selling dreams...  this time they are wrapped in small paper packets.

There are also 2 wired kind of organic boats/trains they have lots of legs like an insect perhaps millipede or centipede and we're travelling on them.. back and forth, 


-  Next I'm on the playing field of my first school I have a pet fox, he's a sand fox colour but big like a red fox.  He's not fully trained yet so I have him on a lead but I can float so he can run free and I float along behind him like a balloon.  I'm taking a cat in a basket to see a vet.  To get to the vet we leave the playing field via a 5bar gate waiting inside the feild are my aunt and uncle (who were possible parents for this life) 
The vet consults in a pool of water her table is floating and we are treading water for the consultation.   The cat is constipated, she is dispensing some medication...  Then I'm watching the consult from outside of a body..  the female taking the cat for the appointment is drowning and it's no longer me.  I didn't recognise the body - she's female and overweight...  she's lifted out of the water to be resuscitated.

Last dream I'm with Emma female friend again and we are in a snake pit ... again this has something to do with time and dreams. 

Lots of Water and an Odd Picture.

Lots of broken up dreams as I kept getting woken by Ian, Kids, Thunder & Cat. 


First dream I'm in an ocean channel wading out into the flow..... the sea is fill of 1000's of turtles I'm picking them up and then putting them back to continue..   next I have an overview of 1000's and 1000's of sea mammals migrating all on the move :D


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Also starts of on a river... it's almost like an art installation that you view from a raft floating on a fast flowing country river.   It's ment to be a bit scary/unsettling but it's amazing some of the sculptures are living people, others are like massive titanium sea monsters rising out of the water they look awesome as we wizz past on the raft.

Scene change and I'm in a wired indoor market in a kind of alternative head-shop.  It's selling magic potions bright red, they have glitter in and swirl twirl as I move them...  I think I'd helped to make them.

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Next was kind of dual awareness... It was thundering I was partly aware of sleeping in bed and partly aware of being a thunder dragon roaring threw the thick clouds in the hrs before dawn.

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Last dream, I was part of a wired family...  they were all suddenly like automatons stuck and couldn't move outside this set behaviour they had, they were kinda glitching.

Scene change and I'm with Ian and my X,  -  We are watching someone doing magic tricks with an egg that looked more like a lemon  yellow and bobbly.  I get up to look at a large drawing on a wall It starts as a child's mural...  then as we study it more it's sterio scopic / holographic and we can look into it.   We are commenting on wired product placement....  like why there is a red rose in a pepsi can..  as we look more we can see other big brand products weirdly out of place in this child's mural... Someone comments that the teachers are being paid by the wrong people.

5 Bats, 3 sliver boats.

5 bats on a shelf/branch outside the kitchen.  They are very cute :D  They are hanging the right way up rather than upside down.
I call Ian to look but he frightens them off.

Next is a battle in the Nether/Cataclysm  -  We accidentally destroy the world that it's in. 

A Fairy in stompy boots.

Thursday Night

Practising diving..  small round hole to get changed in,   We are learning diving and have 3 inflatable silver dinghies - they are flimsy but we will mainly be in the water anyway. 

Wired Indoor Village

After last nights Lizard, and then Jack & the beanstalk/ Hanged man - seems there is is message of surrender.  So I set my intention to let go.

First dream... I'm in my Aunt and Uncles back yard... it's summer and full of flowers all in bloom.  Next thing I remember is being on a beach in on golden sand...   it's sunny and we are in a burn of fresh water on it's way to the ocean.  We are play wrestling it's warm and the water is cool and clear.

-  Next I'm back in main dreamscape.  The older end of the village is Wales (I don't often visit here in dreams...  I've hazy recall of other dreams I've been here, one were I was horse riding popps to mind now..    It's NW of my dream house so Earth/water.
Anyhoo  In the dream to get there we go threw a medieval style city gate - inside it's hummm   ornate, and enclosed... almost like an indoor village -  very large Victorian rooms that have been made into an uber posh school some areas have glass domed ceilings.  I'm following a friend Claire who lives here, we weave our-way threw a posh coffee shop and out into a hummm it's like a town square but there is a glass dome over it, there is an amazing clockwork wired clock tower.   
It's huge, and beautifully ornate all the workings are exposed, shining cogs and painted decorative dials.     Lots of pipe work too, a little steampunk, but softened as it's all painted white to fit in with the posh plaster work.  Fine art portrate paintings are everywhere.   
The kids who attend the school are immaculately turned out in light blue uniforms, chatting and  reading.

 There is also a game/tour thing that I take part in...    It's wired floors are moving and vanishing and a guy seems to fall.... but just vanishes instead.    2 of my local female friends are there and they have blocked noses and stuffy cold.    Threw out the dream I keep changing what's on my feet... first shoes,  then slippers....  then socks then just nothing.   (This is to do with soul vulnerability I think... I keep getting the message to barefoot and I am doing each day for as much as possible)

As I make my way back I leave the posh wired place and pass lots of soldiers and military doing marching drills.    It starts to rain hard and my hair is wet water running down me, bare feet splashing.   I have to pass threw another building complex, it's huge and dark.  I feel my way up and up until I find a slide :)   It's a helter-skelter type slide.  I jump in!     It seems to go on for ages, round and down and down and round and I think it's a shame it's not light as this is cool :D

I leave the complex of buildings via a chute and see how massive and complex they are and think wow... it's a good job I knew about the shortcut.    

Next thing I encounter is bloody wired...  (I feel like it might be a monti-python sketch?? though I've not watched that...  I'll look it up though)

 Anyhoo it's 3 men dressed in ornate musketeer kit, white socks...  one is all pale blue, another pale pink and the last yellow.    They are doing a kind of dance with gloves where they dance in and slap each-others faces with their soft leather gloves.    It's very funny and odd. 

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Last dream was of Ian's mother dying.  (She dose have cancer)   In the dream Ian's very angry with her...      I'm making a small bowl of lace and red roses. 

My Work & A Road.

More very low lucidity dreams with unsettling themes. 

I'm in an unfamiliar  house... there is a Lizard there It keeps darting at me then running of quickly.  I think I was trying to get it outside.   I leave the house and I'm with a group of females... we are walking I have a baby on my back.   We walk threw this town and to my left and right are the most wired dwellings both are distinct and like nothing I've ever seen before.... other worldly / fantasy.

Beautiful and strange.. the Lizard is there too.


Next dream,   I'd agreed to a partnership with a female I'd met.  She wanted to come in with my on my company,  I'd agreed. 

I'm called to a meeting and there are quite a few people round the table, I only know one female.   Another is showing our latest publications  (2 well presented books)  I'm surprised as I didn't know we did publications this female tells me we started last year.  I'm puzzled as I have no recall and don't know any of the other people.  There is a very religious person there too.    I ask about some of the stuff in the book, and they tell me it's new stock lines.

I go into what's like an office (but not) and see lots of new products - I'm surprised at how much the business has changed and how these 4 or 5 females all know each-other and are excluding me.  I ask the partner if we could have a meeting just the 2 of us...  I want to ask who these people are she's hummmm    patronising, and tells me to be there at 8.30 the next day.    

I wander of confused as to what to do, the business seems to be doing well but I'm not certain they have checked the suitability of all the items for sensitive baby's skin.  It also seems like they don't want me involved, when I try to call them the phone is off the hook and they are talking about changing the passwords.     
I decide I might lock them all out of the site at the domain level until I've spoken again with the partner the following day. 

Next I'm at my main dreamsape  (Where the mining was)  there is now a motorway instead of a small dead end road.   Massive lorry's and buses are zooming past and I can't seem to get across the road.  

Stuck on a Bus..

First a cut out of flowers or lace...  humm it was white delicate.

Then a jackpot kind of bandit game.. the things on the wheels were lemons, pots of honey candle. 

First dream was about a book/film with a lawyer.  Starts with a message to do something.  There is a bright pink and turquoise room a kitchen I think.

I go down a big elevator into law offices but I don't know my way round there are 100's of people at desks.  Next I remember being outside my 2 boys have jumbled into on and he's stuffed his mouth full of stuff.   He's reaching when I look into his mouth I remove toys, rubbers 2 bowls! I was thinking why is he using his mouth as a bag.

Long dream..

I'm in a city, it's tied to the moving into a new house dream.. the city is London again and I'm trying to get to the new house.  I'm on a bus with Zak and then my Dad gets on too, he's coming to visit.  
My Dad needs to pee so he gets of the bus and the bus leaves.   'The driver is a bit creepy, he grins at me and says 'sorry love' got to keep moving - he also gives me his card for bus depo and tells me to look him up if I want to. 

I realise my Dad doesn't know his way round so decide to get of at the next stop and walk back to meet him.   We pull into a bus station and I have Zak a pushchair and some shopping.  I lift the pushchair of first then Zak and I go back to get the veg/milk to put in the buggy basket.    As I get to the door the driver shuts and locks it and starts moving out of the depo.    I yell at him that my toddler is outside and he needs to let me out, he laughs.....   I see Zak's little face alone at the bus station but the driver won't stop.  
I grab his hand and bite down hard onto his finger  I can feel it crunching and my teeth sinking into it's flesh but he's completely un-phased and just keeps driving with me gnawing at his hand!   I try to recall where we are heading so I can go back for Zak but it's unfamiliar... like transport hub, there are many stations and bus depos, tracks and roads.   

Eventually the bus stops and I can get out but I'm confused and disorientated.   I have no phone or money as that's with Zak.    I stop a group of women and ask to use there phone to call the police but non of the phones work.  (One of the women hand me some wired flyer about Christianity and the demons) I leave the women... Next I try in a wired hummm it's like a lorry driver cafe, again the phones don't work so I try to walk.   

I'm making my way over train / tram tracks and crossings the tracks are electrified and I feel the current in them as I cross them.   I go into a bus depo and ask them if they have seen a toddler alone or had one given in but they just laugh.   

Wake up feeling yucky

Go back to sleep,

Same dream but a little different..  I've found Zak again, I need to go up North for some reason though so am going to get a night bus  (people on it are weirdly unfriendly) 
I'm changing bus somewhere when Ian arrives to give me the house keys for the new house.  I'm confused as he was ment to leave it open so my Dad could get in when he got there.  
I leave Zak with him, and go to the house to unlock it.

It's a massive Georgian terrace made of large sandstone blocks.  I go in and unlock the back door and am writing a note to give to a neighbour 

I then notice that it's a guest house...  a big one I run it, there are lots of staff there and a bar area that's busy.  There is a beer garden outside with people eating meals and the place is very busy.    I notice my Dad arrive with my Bro, and some old school friends I greet them all and give them room keys.  Then I leave again I head underground into a wired green land rover this time. 

Wired Moon and more Baby Hugging.

First time awake was around 2.40  I was dreaming the earth dreams.. it was emotional... but I'd not put a light on and over wrote what it was about.

Next dream was a house with only an attic, and a cave going into the earth.    (There was also parents who loves a special kid, and cat you tube commentator.  ) 
I'd gone into the cave and deep down into the earth -- it was very wired, but I was driven to push on and explore.

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I'm in my main dreamscape  and my old local neighbours are/were living next door there.   Adam calls me and tells me it's both is and my mothers birthday and also his partners   - and so could I paint a plaque.  I agree so start to paint an old fashioned restaurant sandwich board. ....   then shit gets very wired!

I go to put it outside the front of the house and well the moon is really close to the earth and the normal dreamscapes gone to shit.    The moon looks like it's only a couple of miles up, it's a waning gibbous and it's morphed weirdly craters are very obvious.     (reminds me of the death-star from star wars  which is odd as I like the moon)

I'm aware than I'm dreaming but not what dream I'm in and I want to take a picture for my other dream space.   But as I get my camera the clouds fold in....    this is wired as I can see also massive mining equipment in the sky (I duno how I know that's what it was) but it was huge....   also half a mile up into the sky and could scrape of a planets crust.    I can see wired cogs/wheels and stuff but the clouds close in and then we just hear these wired echo reverberating noises. 
The dream scape's gone crazy since my last visit when it was being 'modernized'    This dream.   

I wander round the area taking it in...

The other DC's who live there are like refugees and one block of 3 houses has been ripped up to make a hole down into the earth.    Another is collecting and burning rubbish to keep warm.  There are 'puppets' going round broadcasting stuff for people to believe/understand... it's some 'organisation'  
I get the dream message 'the truth is there for eyes that see'

Oh... another odd thing was that I had no shoes, I was walking bare foot... but had stuck bubble wrap round my soul's'   -  I think this is a message too. 

((This is reminding me of first time I herd a disembodied voice
End of August 2011.
I had a dream I was riding in a wave of energy that's building and I hear and feel vibration. Then a voice inside my head says to me 'Don't worry, your a Guardian here too' later in the dream there was letters 'Indigo ray 11-11-11' written on a wall... and that I had people to go too, and I'd know them.

It was a really vivid dream; I woke up suddenly wide awake like it was something important. ---- Then that pesky ego told me I was delusional and I should take some medication I wasn't sure if it ment everyone was a guardian. It seemed like something really defiant I was being told.

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Soo Last dream, was in Aunty S& E's house again.. this time they have 2 orphaned lambs and it's making them really happy to raise them.    I'm describing to someone how to make a Fish-finger sandwich :/  and yet again.... hugging and holding a baby I don't know. 

Bug's and Gems.

First part of the night was singing bowls  Tibetan ones. 

Then an odd dream of being in a deep jungle, I'm trying to cross some water but it's not good for people.  I nearly get across but the water moves round me and I need to go back.  When I get back I pull leeches of me, I need to get tweezers and pull of tiny eggs that are in the wounds and also worms crawling into my skin.  I'm annoyed cause I can't reach one on my back to remove the eggs.

This seems to be a reminder to me that there is no going back.  :)

Next is a small green and yellow bird, it's wings are green and tummy yellow - it's not strong and I'm holding it as it talks to me.   

Last dream was of gems and joining them to make names. 


Adding dreams from the 19/5/17 here too - recall very fuzzy. 

Protests, a performance and a bomb under the ground the area we are in is very busy... lots of people.   We (me and team) know about the bomb and are trying to tell people, it's timed to go off.  

We are trying to warn people but it's very hard to get anyone's attention... people don't want to suspect corruption, we are puzzled as there is evidence there. 

Then another dream about a multi layer reality... It's also a school/lesson, the scene is  a garden/countryside....   vivid green grass and big trees all spring green.. trodden paths threw the grass.

I'm taking part in a 'spell'  me and male me are separate but working as one.  I'm singing but I can sing in different layers so my voice is making harmony, layers of the song... while I sing we need to keep incense burning.  It's dream magic. 

Games, Baby's and Banking.

Dream starts on an Island with us laying on fine white sand.
I'm with a small group/team, we have met up to chat.
The team members are kids from my home village (on waking the thing that stands out is we all have our birth dates within in a 6week period) 

The sky is a warm purple dusk I'm laying between the legs of one of the guys and we are all chatting conversationally.     Around us snakes are coming in from the sea and laying eggs like turtles, Zak is wandering round too.  

We are discussing totally crashing the worlds financial markets.  This is with the specific aim of a 'reset'  The accumulation of wealth by a some has become too much.   
I'm up for helping but I want to know how it's to be stopped from happening over again as the few loaded people will still have reserves of sorts.    We also discuss killing of the most wealth too but decide this could back fire as they are weirdly  liked/worshipped  by many and killing them would be unpopular. 
We are all agreed that the currency and values must change  - Silica and shells are talked of as a currency but I'm not comfortable with using something so alive.  We are discussing people like they are domesticated cattle - which is odd given that it was a light hearted but serious chat and we fully intended to do what we were planning.
I'm also reluctant to crash stuff before we are sure we can create something better quickly so I'm not keen to 'burn it up' until we have an alternative direction as not to cause more suffering.

I wake it's around 2.30 am.    --  Vision of pink grapefruit and rose quarts.

Back to sleep, similar scenario.   I'm at my Aunty's house with my parents and something big has happened in the world.  White people are very unpopular and most are laying low.   I've been staying there but am ready to move on, I'm making beds up with clean sheets before I go.  (This reminds me of the phrase 'you made your bed')
I leave the house, the world is in chaos -  I watch a woman on a mobility scooter drive over a landmine. 

Dream changes, I'm in a hummmm a castle that is also like a hotel.   There is a room with a rave going on, my x Dom is the DJ in that room. 
I'm in a cafe area with a play zone with lots and lots of infants and some mothers.   I'm sitting on the floor among the children playing with them.   A young girl has a baby boy in a toy pram and the baby is smiling at me and reaching out it's arms. 
I look to his mum sitting on a bench of to the side with other mothers and she smiles her consent so I pick the child up.  
In my arms I notice how prominent his bones I realise he's older but has some developmental problems - he's very sweet.   White hair and blue eyes like his mother.   I stand to take him back to her but when I've weaved my way threw the other children she's gone.   The infant is content in my arms so I walk him round talking to him and showing him things, we look out onto a swimming area with kids playing and splashing, then threw the window into the rave.  
All the dancers at the rave are kids too a little older, they've been dancing for hrs and the set is nearly finished the boy in my arms spots his sister and waves. 
I tell him his Mama might be worried about him now and we should go find her.   I walk back threw a hummm - well it's like a cross between a fast-food place and a very posh restaurant.   It's also the end of the shift and the lights have come up bright...  in the glare of the lights, the tired staff and mess of crap food are obvious and the posh glammer totally gone.   I ask one of the staff if they could tell me the way back to the cafe lounge and he smiles and tells me 'Left, Left'  as I leave the flow of people seems to be heading right so I follow them I can see the waiter behind me watching - he laughs and waves saying 'your a sharp one you'  

I find my way back into the lounge cafe and look round for the infants mother - I see her putting on her daughters coat and pass the babe back to her wishing them all goodbye.  

Most people are leaving now and I walk to the window   the sky is filled with strange low wispy clouds and then giant snow flakes almost 1m across, they are beautiful!  White yet iridescent too shining all the colours of the spectrum.    The start to fall inside too...  thick like a white fluffy web burying everyone.    I consider struggling but instead surrender down into the white snow web, I start to meditate to conserve breath and energy as I'm buried in the white sticky web flakes.    The floor below me softens and the web is below me now too....  it parts slowly like clouds and I'm up in the high atmosphere of another world.  Falling threw clouds...   I free-fall then pull in my arms and legs to drop like a stone.. watching the ground below me making a fractal mandala pattern getting larger and larger... the pattern is filled with 'eye's' over and over repeating.
I pull up a 10ft or so over the ground and land softly.  I'm on a big game board...   there are plastic and cardboard buildings that come up to about my thigh, they have clues on them.   
I realise I'm the first person on this level so have an advantage so I head straight for the city bank.   It's building that opens like a tool kit, I unfold the top to find a plastic magnifying glass - a pull out flap has some clues.  The bottom half of the building is draws so I squat down to open one. 

I feel someone behind me I turn my face to find my x partner behind me I smile and wake up as we are about to kiss.

Hummm...  So thoughts... the baby them is similar to last nights dream where I was hugging another baby that I caught falling of a bed.  

It's also fits with these dreams too....  oddly all joined.  

Tuesday, 14 February 2017

Shifting, and a Crumbling City.

First dream early on was about destabilising reality's and shifting people as they collapse.   1000's of people are all on the move.  I'm being kept in a small group with a few others we are not prisoners but we are shifting to much and are de-stabalising things more so it's best if we stay together.  

It reminded me of this dream.... 

22 July 16

Lots of dreams last night which seemed interesting but I could only remember tiny bits of each. First one I was in India or Nepal on a mission there were lots of temples that looked more Mayan than anything from that region.
In another I was in a big ravine or mountain pass where huge groups of people were being moved from island to island for there safety... but they were completely unaware that it was happening as everything was kept to appear the same.Next dream I'm in a wired city, it's very old fashioned and falling apart.   There are holes in ceilings and walls... there is a 'lesson' going on in this city. 
It looks like there has been a war or earthquake or something that made most of the people leave.    There are a few of us there now.  I'm with Mel & Dom, and the 3 of us are lovers, it's a very sexual dream but  - we also seem to have a group of children of various ages following us, they all have deep purple t-shirts like they are in a kids sport team...  we are shepherding them in some way (though we seem to be more leading them astray)   A family come looking for one of the youngest children (he's only 3) So let them meet and talk to him so they can see that he is ok, but the kid is keen to stay with us... we are climbing in and out of the buildings.

Lovely Forset & Odd

Playing a world game...  world is amazing I'm in a huge vivid green wood with impossibly tall trees, some of them seem to grow into each-other.    They are arranged in small groups of 4 or 5 with large areas of soft grass and moss in-between. 

The game is to do with flowers and seed heads and pods.  Different types of flowers, I like the ones like dandelion clocks.    I'm collecting some of them... it's wired as we know we are playing as an avatar, the world is so green and lovely.   At one point we need to pick a faction;  we have a home city, when we are in the home city we have different ability's we can't access while in the main game.

Next dream is wired.

Zak is there... and another of his small friends from nursery. 
We are in a posh hotel room. 
In this dreams he's taken his toddlerness to extreme and has pee'd on my pillow!   His friend and her Mum are there, and a 3rd infant.  The 3rd is younger has dark skin and eyes... Indian or Arabic colouring I guess.   He crawls to the side of the bed and I dive and catch his head before it hits the floor.    The baby giggles, it's just finding it's feet and I hold it's hands while it wobbles to standing, It comes towards me for a hug.      While I'm hugging it, it turns into a middle age man I'm still hugging him, then he turns back into a baby.

The scene changes I'm still with the 2 toddlers and the other guys Mum too and now her father the other child's granddad has joined us too.  They are all quite well off and we are in a nice plaza cafe.
It's evenign and the doors are open with tables outside.  The table next to us a well dressed couple come in the woman is tall and grouchy looking. 

The Granddad gets up to leave, bumping a chair slightly and this other woman tuts and roll's her eyes.   I pick up a half eaten cream donut from one of the toddlers and chuck it so it hits her in the face.   The waiter and everyone is quite shocked - I shrug and tell her I like the elderly man and she needs to pull her head out of her ass.   After this I leave, now there is just me and the other Mum... we are travelling quickly threw this city to get to her home, when we arrive she introduces me to the 'staff'   they are cats with human faces!   One of them goes to fetch us drinks. 

Underwater City.

Trying to sit an exam... but can't sit still.   The setting is at my Aunty Sheila's house (another main dream zone)  The exam is on vet nursing - I have 2 hrs, but I keep getting up and wandering round and don't write anything.  There is also something going on outside the house and people are looking for a man who is outside the back of the row of property's.

Next is in my main dream house...  It's a house my friend used to live in when I was a kid.  She's not there and some people are having a party, I don't know them but I've been invited.

Inside the house is posh, dark wood and grey/brown walls there is one person I know and Piers Morgan (Yuck) and another famous person are there.   Most are sitting round a large dark wood dining table filled with plates and glasss it's like a meal that just keeps going.   Others are lounging on large leather sofas.

There is a massive bottle of champaign in the corner and all the people are all kinds very upper-class.  I'm in the kitchen chatting to the host, she's going back to America soon.   I give her a bottle of red wine I'm holding and I eat with them.   After the meal I say good buy and leave.... I find myself in a soap shop, it's much more abstract.. the soaps are all different colours shapes and smells... I was possibly getting gifts.

I wake, but next dream is similar... it's about the logo for our new venture and Piers Morgan is there again, him and Ian are going to design the logo and we will pick what we prefer.  We have given them quite specific instructions..
Next we are going on foot on a journey the weather is nice, we are to swim to an island and get something. The countryside and weather is lovely.     There is also beautiful deep blue underground city in the lake we are crossing and I convince the other to make the journey 2 days so we can stay the night on the island and take time to explore the underwater city in the morning.  I know the city and am remembering so I'm looking forward to revisiting it even though it's empty now.  

Hummm, yesterdays penguin dream, and then the underwater city, I wonder if it's the one I lived in when the duality penguin took me for a swim??

More mooving Dreams.. Sliding Fast.

Wow what a night, I'd been working on balancing and clearing 3rd eye all day with yoga, purple foods and meditation (cause of blocked ears and sinuses)  which is helping also improved dream recall.

First dream,

100's of people on a hillside walk at night, the path are thin like threw maram grass on sand dunes, there are wild ponies with us too... we wind up in a garden with strange unknown fruit and veg.

There is something like a perfect rounded star, the outside is green inside the flesh is orange with tiny pink seeds it's sweet and juicy.

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Big 2nd Dream

This ties into the moving dreams of late.....  I'm in a city we have been moving almost daily from property to property - they are all very similar.   We are viewing a new apartment, it's oddly in a shopping centre which is very modern at first then gets wired...  the apartment is more like a cottage inside, I look at the bedroom first, the bed is unmade from the last resident and she sheets are familiar from other apartments... at first I think we might have been in this one already while hopping around. 
As I go threw to the open plan lounge I realise it's not the same as it's full of tat, peoples old possessions...  old book series, board games..  lots of 70's fisher price toys old and yellowed out on the floor for playing... old clothes, paperwork, rugs stained furniture.     The kitchen has a still warm empty coffee mug with pink lipstick stain on it.   I instantly like the place, despite the clutter/mess and singes of occupation.

From the kitchen there is a door leading out to a garden the soil is bare and I like it I think about what we can grow, then my aunty and uncle appear in the dream they are our parents  (they were a choice of parents I had for this life)  They are planting blue and purple flowers and putting up fairy lights for us.   I'm gratefully I notice the flower pestles are faded, not as vivid as they should be. 

Back inside the owners have come to welcome us, they are wacky and very friendly  sort of American hill billy crossed with east London cockney.   The previous owner an elderly lady is there too they are really happy we have come.   They are arranging a welcome party for us tonight and will see us later.

Ian and the kids are with me too.   I sit down on the floor to look at the toys and notice under an old rattan rocking chair something gold glinting.  It's some very old jewellery looks like a wedding band and betrothal gift.  There is a red round gem, the gold is clearly very old.  I remember I must ask the old lady if they are hers. 

People start arriving to set up for the party, the couples daughter is there, she is organising it she reminds me of a 60's American diner waitress and she's hanging pink and white stripped curtains all-over.    Ian wants us to go and collect our stuff from the last apartment but I realise that they are going to a big effort to welcome us and we must stay for the party.  She's preparing lots of beautiful fruit cocktails all different colours and another person is preparing buns for hot dogs.   Everyone is smiling at me and so welcoming.

I realise they have bouncers too, and someone is bringing in decs for a DJ. The house is changing so it's massive and I realise the people here are pretty wealthy and connected I'm surprised when I come out of the kitchen to find 100's of people lots of people with dreadlocks.   Some Rasters, hippy's -  some white kids.  People are smoking and even the air is intoxicating, and still more people are arriving all to say hello, they are so welcoming and happy.  I make my way threw the ever increasing crowds to Ian and the kids near the door of the Mall..  there are doormen and kids outside on skateboards.  I tell Ian we need to stay and he should go take a look inside.  I'm going to collect the dog I left tied outside earlier.  As I get outside the mall changes from modern to a dirty 50's one yet there are still lots of people.  As I try to get back, every door I go threw stuff has changes, if I go back it's changed too.....   it's making me quite dizzy like I'm jumping threw different versions every time I move... I comment to an older woman in front of me how fast stuffs changing, she laughs and smiles and says 'Don't follow me dear or it's sure to change for the worse' and with a wave vanishes.

I turn another way and then stumble onto grass...   It's a large grass roundabout but the roads are empty sun is shining and waiting there is a old thin black man.   He has huge dreds visually more like an Indian sadhu than a rasta his accent is thick, he has only 2 or 3 small dark teeth remaing and his hard to understand.  He catches me as I'm really dizzy and lowers me to sitting on the grass with him.

He smiles and says ' What I liked about Rastafari is the deepest thing it could do you, You're linked'


--  I wake up/come back very awake.

after that I realised I was quite plugged in and asked.   'Show me what I need to know'

I was having visions...   first I was making a rodent home, filling it with soft bedding for a mouse..   I hear a voice saying 'if you build a nest they will come'  then I'm jolted awake remembering the 'field of dreams'   ME....   'If you build it he/they will come'   (I've a feeling this also ties to the ME via Toxo but need to see if what I think will now be a mind blowing synchronicity today is)

Next I'm a penguin :stuck_out_tongue:  Black and white and lol it feels very funny....  I'm huddled with other penguins our body's are warm together.   I spot an ice slid, into the ocean and flop onto my tummy to wizzz down and plunge into the ice water below!

After than I was playing with my dream dust... it was making patterns like when your on acid... but I could control it making it into a grid of lines and forming other shaped, folding and changing them to make stars/diamond cubes all in 3d space.

Next

In a gym/hospital with my brother/Josh it's kind of a jumble of the 2 he's got some bone illness and some joints are the wrong way.  I'm surprised I'd not noticed... I seem to be in my 20s and I know the nurse she's a midwife here...    She's worried about giving the diagnosis to our parents but I send her energy to let her know it's ok.  I'll be with her too.   We are in a waiting room and a small pig comes up to me, it's brown and pink and it wants a cuddle.    I sit cuddling the pig waiting for a meeting.
I look at a lady who is looking at me and say, sorry is this pig yours?  she comments, 'No it seems to be yours' 

Finally my Aunty B, Dad and Mum arrive... for some reason the nurse wants to give them the news on a tiny bit of paper... but non of them can read it.   They are arsing around...   my brother leaves so we can 'speak'  the nurse feels it's a bad prognosis, but I'm already sure I can heal and help him.   The nurse is getting more and more upset as my brother/josh is so sweet...   


Last dream, a new class is beginning at an old uni.  It's somewhere I've been before I enrollee, the halls are a story block of grass layers that we fly too.    They are happy for me to have a space in the class and a spot to sleep.    We go out on a field trip I'm sorting threw recycling with a guy I went to school with.  We are collecting old bottles scalpel blades and handles. 

Dolphins and Kali

First was a little like min craft but I was working on it from a code POV --  I was moving it over, there was old brick code and I wanted to upgrade the blocks or something.     -  t

Then I've written something I can barely make out.... 
World,   something  apart..  the black dawn, can we do something..  as hard to get,   looking too the 2 halves to balance. 

Then a dream about a very wired house - again with a ghost in (soul fragment)  it was like a holiday place and we knew where the ghost was... it was in the toilet  (why do my ghosts always hang round in bathrooms lol )   I had the boys with me and they were scared to go to the loo alone. 

The house was like nothing I've ever seen outside of a dream..   perhaps 50/60 very stylised  but wired.   In the dream I have a circular wound on my forearm 
(waking this reminds me of the Heaf for TB that we had as kids... it was in that place.
In the dream though it was a indented wound and the veins in that arm had become raised and hardened showing vivid purple threw the skin.

Next dream was in a city, I was moving there and had lots of crap with me in the form of bag's & box's and I was ment to be carrying it...  lots of it wasn't even mine.   I think I called a cab  (Hummm, that's very like the dream were I had to much music to carry :stuck_out_tongue: )

Last dream I was on a shore line/harbour with friends.   We were meditating a huge wave came and swept me out with it.   I was floating in the ocean there was a massive swell though not stormy...  it ment I couldn't see the horizon at all though.     I wasn't bothered, but I was thinking.... hum I have no idea what way the shore is... 

As I looked round a family of dolphins appeared out of the surf they looked slightly different to modern ones and were a much deeper indigo blue..    they were swimming and leaping towards me and I remember thinking   'Ah brilliant, I don't need the shore 'Dolphins!'    Zak woke me up at that point yelling.


Interpretation.... 
The baggage seems to fit with the crap in my purple centre, I need to clear this to move forward.  
The wound, and the purple veins -    stuff not flowing again the purple.     Ghost, that's been round in a few dreams - likely fits with the block to, something needs to shift to allow reintegration. 
Last bit seems to be telling me to surrender to the universal love -  and focus on Dolphin totem to see what message it's bringing.   They were an deep indigo too!

.I had a funny but cool thing with my 3 friends last night...  we were meditating together and chatting and Kelly had brought an oracle (archetype) deck   https://www.amazon.com/Keepers-Light-Oracle-Cards-Kyle/dp/1781806969

Called keepers of the light, we were going to mediate together then pick one card each while still in a open state.   As I read the title, I though...  blugh, what about the dark I wonder if Kali is in there??

We meditate and the cards go round to be picked -   I was last and the felt nice so I gave them a shuffle then cut them was going to fan and pick when the top card called to me.         Obviously it was Kali! :D

May in the kitchen

First dream I was with Rachael... who was me female lover in another dream.  We had huge bath sponges...   lol  big enough to lie on and we were rolling ourselves up like sausage rolls!

We went to sleep together and we were dreaming of the serial number for a car.    We wrote it down in a dream diary then took it with us to find the car.....     We weren't sure if we would be able to find it, but we did find a car that matched the number we'd drempt about.    We drive it threw this massive black tunnel   -  I seem to be in charge of half of in and her the other, she's shouting at me 'find the lights!'   as we were driving blind.   
I kept pressing buttons It was nothing like a car inside... there was no steering wheel just a panel with buttons. 
I find the right button and we can see again to avoid stuff heading in the other direction.    I ask her if she wants to park and go flying as we know we are dreaming. 

When we stop we are in a valley of trees - there is a wise woman there we talk to but I can't remember what about. 

Next dream I was at my auntry sheilas house....   the British PM was there (she's standing for election again)  I was not happy about it, she was getting changed in the kitchen and I was going to interview her over dinner.   I didn't really want anything to do with her though.   Next I was on a hill looking at a big line of traffic...  3 kids wandered onto the road, the traffic managed to stop but the girls were just playing, they had a toy horse with them.     Everyone got out of there cars and left them and started to walk home instead. 

???   No clue what any of it means!

Ghost and Dancing.

First dream is game playing, like an MMO there is a spaceship there, also a kitchen built of reclaimed things.  

Next dream is a city... it's dark and dirty and I'm friends with someone who's father owns a nightclub  - we go there and dance and then part ways.  I'm looking  at a girl in her bed, she has a brown bear tattooed over her thigh and she's just bought a new compass.

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I'm thinking about tattoos and the creator  -  I know it's to be found in ourselves and each-other.

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Last dream is about ghosts again (soul shards)

I've got some following me round and they are causing alarms to go off and wired stuff to happen, I've been told to keep out of the local school & science lab.

I'm at My Dad's Mams house laying on a blow up cushion bed.   There are other DC's with me and we are waiting for an all woman's football match - this is causing excitement as it's very new.    There is a ghost dragging the cushion I'm on round the floor.    The other DC's don't believe me but i tell them to watch and they see from how I'm moving that there is something else at play... next it gives me chopped of fingers.

Moving Out & Armour.

I had a moving/leaving dream again last night. It was another of the dreamhouses I know. It's a variation of the terraced house I lived in London... but in the dream's it's different massive inside and haunted.

It's also set in massive neglected grounds, at one point I'm clearing an old metal bed-frame out of a dark pond so that the dragon flys can lay eggs into it.

We've been renting it in the dream... we've had it for around 15 years - and have been caretakers as such.

In the dream the house is filled with packed bags and suitcases... lots of it belonging to the owners or occupants going back century's. I'm revisiting the rooms... the ghosts are quiet now, they are still there but were fed by fear/emotion they are drained of any power now as we were indifferent towards them.

There is a beautiful red Fox in the building I can talk to it and I lay down with it to chat.... running my hands threw it's soft red coat, it's female and will have it's young soon... she's telling me about her cubs that have grown.

The owner tells me I was specifically picked as the tenant as I'm not easily scared and I won't 'fight' (This would have only given the ghosts/shadows more power )

I get up and go threw to some of the rooms in the house I'd left dormant (I remember them from other dreams)..... one is huge, it's like a Victorian drawing room with a massive window the drapes are sun faded and hanging in tatters and everything is dusty, when I get inside it's not longer the elaborate but faded room I recalled but has changed again.

Along the window are a row of mannequins each is dressed in a set of armour threw the ages..., they are all the same size fitted to a small female warrior they also each have a similar style head gear or helmet.. it reminds me of a teddy bear with space at the sides for curled plated hair and the nose plate is round in shape.

There is everything from leather armour, threw to chain male, various heraldry and then German style Natiz is the most recent.. they have a distinct feminine style to them. On the far wall opposite the window is an impossibly small steps and doorway inside is a tiny bathroom, much to small for humans.. it's for the fairy people. This room is full of packed bags too ready to be returned to the appropriate owners.

We head out into the sunny grounds where there is an old fashioned steam powered funfair.. In contrast to the dusty old house it's freshly painted. It's busy with people having fun and playing on the rides (Merry go rounds/big wheels ect. Piped organ music sets the scene and the people are all in period dress.

I go to the massive steam engine powering the fairground and put my hand onto it... It's painted a creamy pale yellow with red flourishes, it's brass is polished but I spot rust here and there which reminds me of it's true age. I feel a fondness and familiarity with it.

Strange Visitor

First dream...   Cannoning and then sledging, it was good fun :)   I was also in an invisible sandcastle out in the harbour.  It was on an island in the harbour but no one could see it, it was really nice inside.   It was owned by the 'Britons' 

Next is a big dream...

It's in a massive, hummm  perhaps a museum, or even a city?  It had a glass domed roof, and inside was lots and lots of stuff including live dinosaurs. There are lots of microscopes set up too and people are studying, chatting socialising.  

I'm with a group of people including 2 x partners and a girl friend.   I'm wanking off one of the guys as we sit and chat... the others in the group are a bit shocked but also amused.  (It seemed they were all attracted to me)   I laugh at the men and and I go to Rachel who tells them we are lovers now.     I stick with her for the rest of the dream, we seem to live in this massive domed place there are 1000's of people in it all busy with stuff. 

It's night and something's kicking of outside the glass...   at first it seems like a storm, then it's like shooting starts...  green falling from the sky.    We all gather to look up and I realise we are going to get a 'visit'   It's exciting.   As it's happening my crown chakra is going nuts...   tingling, and I remember I can fly.    I change my vibration to match the air and start whizzing and zooming round over the crowd in an annoying fashion. 
I know the guy coming, it's one of the insectoid (overseer) types.   He's kinda like a teacher, when he arrives people are rapt... he reminds me of the cat in the hat, amusing and witty.   He's large and floats in the air after materialising inside the dome.

I 'know' him but not just from this dream  ---  I'm still flying round being an arse :P   Zooming over the top of people really close and generally getting on there nerves as they try and listen.
At this point the insect person punches me in the stomach..... not physically but energetically.      I find this funny, me and the insectoid have a quick telepathic exchange not in words but 'knowings'   I know his type and physical violence is common and acceptable to them   He's basically telling me to stop being a dick and I'm amused as we both know I'm intentionally being a dick :P

After he leaves me and my female lover head into our room in this wired complex and strip nekid  start painting art onto the walls.

Boat & Shells.

Dreams of my dad's side of the family. 

Turtles & Tortoises  (Shells) 

A fishing boat that won't come back to shore, the people in it are related to me.

I also am making a huge amount of sushi to feed many people.   My male aspect is taking the form of a trickster and being not helpful in an attempt to be helpful :P  In the end I get him to contribute in a more useful way.

Dream Catch Up Beltane 17

Long weekend.

Before I left a dream of the Welsh countryside

Driving threw hillside and farmland lush and green, come across a cottage...   well more of a bungalow it looks very ordinary outside...  inside it's 70's with a welcoming old lady... her hubby lives there too.

We go into an old fashioned kitchen (60-70's)   Though there is a microwave.   It seems we are viewing the house with a view to moving in.     At his point the owner lady tells us there is alos a baby in the microwave it's been left there.  

I get the baby out, it's a little girl, just crawling.  I instantly like it... and it me (I tend to bond with kids/pets fast)   
I realise I'm not lactating, but can bottle feed the baby so I tell the old lady I'll take the baby. 

We go down to look at the rest of the house..  it's weirdly old fashioned, and not our taste but has a vibe we like.    Now, on the ground level the property looked like a bungalow, but it seems it has many layers underground.   The first one down is a dinning room with an old table set in a bay window, the view sweeps over a sunken valley, across to a village coach house / bakery and more cottages. 

I go down another layer..  It's wired small bedrooms, and then I go into a bathroom... it's very odd kitch and angled... there is 2 toilets just out of view of each other but in the same room.    I remeber laughing and thinking it was odd but fixable.

Next story down is a communal shower room...    again old, I've not seen anything like this in this life time but I feel it's 50-60's    It's busy.    I go out the other side and it opens into the wooded vally where the main event is these crystal filled pools.    

They are warm, and the colours are rainbow...  pinky coral shells in the centre and deep, then a vivid azure blue and to the edges blue, green then yellow sang before giving way to the grass land again.

It's all in this valley with cliffs and pools and full of people bathing or relaxing on the grass, others have visited the coffee shop, in or bakery and are sharing food with friends. 

As I leave the pools I walk towards the house, from below I can see it's old... not a 80's bungalow it just seems like that from ground level.  It's on red brick stilts...   and I can see places to plant the new plants - growth potential. 


Sat..   (In the old old cottage... so dark & quiet)   sense deprivation!

First dream was like minecraft... I was aware of the bed I was in and felt like building was folding and unfolding around me. 
At one point it became a metal frame and orange glass that melted..

Coins...   they were copper and lozenge shaped like bars of gold.   Only they were penny's and on them was marked 1GDP.  (I knew this meant something but just had to goggle what)

Then I zoom into a trippy version of the building I'm in.... There is a grey/pink 'train' time tunnel.   It's more of a hyper real energy tube.    There is also a big furry monster who I befriend and like....  but there was a new weapon that fired and it landed on the huggy furry monster.

The train took me into another dream, On a hillside... and then something that looked like a pokeball flew overhead.   Followed by everyone looking up at a star consternation.


Then a dog that bit Ian, he thought it was our dog that had run off...but it wasn't   I took that dog back to a market town, and then a vet.   As we set of to find our dog with the consternation in the sky I got a call.   The caller had our dog, but also dementia, So didn't know where him on the dog were.

I told them to hang tight and I'd come back to the heath.   I found them together.. the dog lept into my arms and the man was being pushed in a chair by a friend. 


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Last dream was of being in the building I was sleeping in.  I had on a black night gown and coat thing, the doors/rooms were different and I'd left via the back of the cottage and walked down to the stream.  

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Sunday was quiet...   well, wired quiet.  I was missing front teeth, I was stuck somewhere and wanted to leave for London.

Monday. 

A hidden spaceship, it's on sand under a sea.  I'm part of the crew.   The power source has been taken and is now being used as a light artifact in a city.     I need to get past the security and take the light back to our ship...  we want to fly again. 

Next I'm applying for a job on a space hub, it's a staging hub.   I'm going to be someone who measures radioactivity.  I need to learn another language before the hub goes live.

Last dream... and odd thing where a neighbour had signed me up for food deliveries I didn't want.... and school trips coming to look at the garages and me dressing up to freak them out for fun :P