Cat/Man and a Lost Sock.

26th Jan

Starts more like a memory I don't have.  I'm in a home in a 'high rise' we called it... it's a block of flats (But we thought of it as a high rise) 

Anyhoo  I'm with my brother and we are angry at each other.  Our dad has just beaten us for losing something.  My bro and Dad are black, I didn't see my reflection so not sure about me.   We are poor and live in this 'high rise' in an urban area.  

My Bro and me have been sent out to find what we lost,  (It was a sock I think ) and are fighting over whose fault it was and both blaming each other that we got beaten. 

We are wandering the streets retracing our path looking for our lost item -  It gets wired when we think we see it then it keeps vanishing, another kid is there called 'Ash'   - he's doing magic and tells us to follow the missing things.   We try too. 

Oh a german lady too, with her hubby.  She has on a patterned scarf, blue and embroidered with mits....  like the scarf is folded over and sewn into it's self to male pockets at the ends.  She is nice, grandmotherly. 

A second dream in main dream area.  A panto telling Em she is the obvious director.


27th
Main dream area, seafarers ...  but it's a pub, not a restaurant.   Our boys in Mel's room making a mess

28th

Main dream area Grans.  Bright sunny breezy day on the cliff by the sea, I'm on the grass above the rocks where the school was, but it's all just field. 

In the sky, I see a huge pink and purple butterfly.  It's huge and moves strangely sometimes turning into what looks like a jellyfish.   I ask the person I'm with what its name is, they don't know but tell me to ask the guy in the Icecream trailer, he's a Dr.
I point and ask and he tells me it's named in Latin, none the wiser I follow it into what is like a rotting woodshed/garage.   Filled with old junk and rotting timbers.   The other female and the Dr are with me and I say oops, I didn't mean to chase it into here, it gets stuck and I go over to help it free I spot a cat.

It's an old scruffy black cat, it's injured.  It's been injured a while and is close to death, it's laying on it's back trapped under rotting timbers, on its chest is an open wound, the skin around it is necrotic. It's blind in one eye too - the eye is opaque blue/white. 

I take of my coat to lay the cat on and the dr moves the timbers to free it and we carry it back out into the open.  I'm surprised it's struggling that it has the strength too.   As we lay it down it changes into a man, he's grumpy...  I see his image on the front of a 'forbs' mag??   He's got a tan suit and 80's style hair and watch. 

Crazy Buildings.

Friday 24th

A city, a wired version of London I think.  The recall starts on a street, there are shops a Waitrose type of store that opened only for a few days but has closed again.   Shutters down and people want to buy things. 

I'm in a meeting room there are boards with notes and pictures stuck up, post it's and photos.  
The same discussion is happening in many places and there is a common factor of the same 3 women implicated.   Me and a bloke in a suit have noticed the pattern and are discussing it.  It's only obvious when looking from a very large scale at lots of small things.   The women are eliminating things. 

I'm travelling around the city, there have been attacks on places of worship and ancient buildings.   These places are amazing!  Out of this world crazy architecture a mix of styles that look ancient and now, buildings covered in symbols and carvings. 

The buildings have been destroyed in strange ways, sometimes the bottom of the building is missing but the top remains floating above the ground.   I'm looking at the symbols and trying to work out what is happening.   Getting to the other buildings which are likely to be targeted.  I go inside some of the buildings, they have a masonic/courtroom vibe in some.  People in robes and wood-panelled rooms.  At one point I'm outside looking into what I can see of a castle courtyard.  I can see amazing structures, like huge silver statues of what looks like 'Pan' Or a 'Green Man' also a goat.  Twisty silver horns.  Wasn't a bad vibe, more like 'Pan' of a piper at the gates of dawn.  

I felt it had something to do with old religion vs new Abrahamic stuff.  I wanted to see more but got woken by a kitten.




Sat 25th

The first dream is in a town on a dark afternoon, I suppose it felt a bit like Alnwick or Berwick in the winter when it's dark early.   I'm in a building with an odd machine (Recall not good)

The second was visually awesome.  

It was Ian's sister they had moved into a new house and asked us to go see it.  I arrived flying to the estate where lots of similar white houses stood.  They were 70's 'modern' style when I arrive they are in an above ground pool in their new garden and have been having a house warming party. 

The sun is coming up and the last of the guests from the party are leaving so I ask to be shown around.  Both kids are there too, and Gary was going to live in the house with them.

The rooms are strange, lots of the walls are made of glass so look into other rooms, or placed around outside bits so they look out onto the windows of other rooms across paved small areas.

The house is also filled with retro tat and antiques, amazing looking stuff.  Old typewrites, toys musical instruments - tiny grand pianos and accordions - and one that was a combination of both, a floor piano that needed pumping with bellows.  Old telescopes, crockery and typewriters vintage toys and old fashioned bedding.  

Rooms that were odd mix's of bathrooms and bedrooms.... parts of it were like being in a retro Sindy house!
Charlotte's room was best, it was like a field in a room....   there was a manmade stream flowing threw it a wall made of glass that had a green vine-like tree growing across it, The twisty wooden stems formed shapes like bowls and tables but made from the still-living wood. 

There wasn't really much going on other than me looking around and exploring all the strange things around the odd building. 

Burning out an Energy Grid

A long dream.

We are part of a breakaway faction on a strange world.  I think we are non-native to the planet but blend in well enough.  There is a male and female leader to our group I'm the female representative and the male is my lover. 

We have a strange device underground that taps into the energy grid of the planet we are on and we use this for our needs and pleasure.  The inhabitants of the world are not fond of us but we keep to ourselves mainly and spend a lot of time underground in a network of facilities so are mainly tolerated and ignored.  We have abilities the natives don't like the ability to fly. 

We have a prophet (A little like the fool in the farseer series) - He keeps giving us warnings about our abuse of power and the earth grid, that we are overusing and it will end badly.   We are arrogant and carless and self-centred we've become too reliant on the power source and don't want to change.

He wants us to stop using the power source altogether but we don't and there is an underground explosion that burns out the energy grid of the planet.

We know we have fucked up badly and are responsible - and that it's all going to get really messy quite fast.

We are doing what we do best and buggering of to leave the natives with the problem but first, we need to hide underground as they will be really angry when they realise what we have done.

I'm helping to organise the move deeper underground but realise how hard it's going to be with no power - we have lots of elders and infirm amongst us who need a lot of help.  I leave the facility to look out over the world we've messed up.   

I'm spotted by some locals who beat me up badly but then leave me (They know there is a power outage and it's our fault but they haven't realised yet how serious it is and that there will now be no power for years... throwing the evolution of the planet back 10's of thousands of years.)

Once they have gone I fly up and over part of the nearest town.  It's nice not really like anywhere on earth I don't think.   I'm looking into the homes of the locals, very large ultra modern style apartment buildings with lots of glass set in groups on green lawns.  I can see families inside using candle and torch-like devices and running down batteries on equipment - I feel bad and guilty that they have no idea the power won't be coming back.



I don't think we were bad people as such but our arrogance and carelessness lead to great harm. 

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Next dream is odd, it's mudras like the ones from yoga and that some people on DMT sometimes too but I'm watching them from an energy point of view and how their fingers are weaving shapes of almost tunnels of sacred geometric shapes that create wormhole style portals.  lol not describing this well at all!!

Last dream Is the dream area outside of my gran's house again.  The green at the end of the road is way bigger with more houses.  I'm pregnant and have given birth to 2 lambs, one is deformed.   I'm trying to feed the deformed one and it won't suckle and it's unlikely to survive.

Jon is there and Jim too and they have qualified as lawyers and are something to do with a  'bar?'

'In law, the bar is the legal profession as an institution. The term is a metonym for the line that separates the parts of a courtroom reserved for spectators and those reserved for participants in a trial such as lawyers.'

Ah that...  anyway, they are flying back and forth to Newyork as that is where they are needed they have on wired old fashioned ceremonial robes. 

Cut Trees.

The start of the dream is a wired version of here.  It's the green down the road and trees have been cut down.  It's where the big Horschestnut and large lime trees are but in the dream, they are huge conifers, really massive.   

Roz is there and the people she works with.  I'm really upset and angry, most of the trees had been cut and the place looked wired.   They had some off toy mice on the grass and I was declaring them 'an insult to the lives of the trees'  The trunks have been chopped into huge redwood rounds and the air smells of pine.   feeling intense anger.

I was angry with lots of people shouting and fiesty when I meet someone I know.  He calms me down and we talk, we are young we often meet for sex, but he has a partner so we need to be discreet. 

He also is doing a drug run so I go with him.  We head into an urban area, over a polluted river, it's messed up with the run-off from a pharma factory and the balance is all out of wack, a yellow bloom grows on the water.

We have money and the place we are going is a strange white apartment block with parking under the flats.  Angus is the dealer and the drugs are more of a game, almost like a D&D game - he's the DM role.  The drug is more of an experience to purchase. 

There is a metal twisty stairwell that goes up to the flats there are people in the flat who are 'tripping' / playing and are lost in their roles. 
We get what we came for then have sex in the underground carpark before leaving again.

Attacked by a Unicorn, Transcription Device and Care Home.

Dream jumps around a little. 

It starts at a rowdy party - It feels like a western film.  Large wooden buildings with dusty slatted floors that you can see threw to the rooms below.
Again the same red hair guy, I think it's James again but he's too young and I ask and says 'Son of' we were lovers but we rowed and fell out, we are working as a team here.  I'm thinking I'm too old for a son of this guy but I'm young too. 

The bit where we meet again is strange and doesn't fit at all with the rest of the dream as we are swimming in very deep (felt bottomless) light blue ocean .... we are naked and at our backs is a long high wall, large sandstone blocks.  Swimming towards us are horses, 4 - 5 and amongst them is a unicorn.    The unicorn comes for me aggressively horn down and I'm holding it by its horn with my back against this wired wall as it's swimming towards me trying to stab me with it.  I say to guy 'Typical of my luck to get attacked by a unicorn!'

Next, we are again together in the old barn-like building - He's being held by the gang in a bar area below.  There are guns, more modern than western guns though some are almost laser-like.

The building we are in the owners have been killed but it's been kept on as a pretence and there is a gang using the bank accounts/names of the people who's building it was. I'm up in the loft above I can see threw the cracks in the floor to the room below where they are going to kill him. 

We are part of a resistance, the battle is one of gangs/war and he won't die quickly - We can jump reality's and there is a device both sides want.  It's a copying / transcription / multiplayer / scaling device.  (I could see what it did fractally- how it could be used to create multiple versions of the same realities )  (Oh yeh... just looked up and transcription is DNA replication stuff)

It gives an important advantage in manipulating the scenarios/worlds.  Anyhoo  I think I'd stashed the device somewhere and I was going to help the red-haired guy.  I have 2 weapons and run down the stairs into the room (I step over the sleeping body of Zak)
Once in the room I'm firing and killing people, I know I can't win but I want to take a few of them out with us.  Once I run out of ammo I'm captured.    (Wake here)



Next dream.

An odd device hand heled it creates objects with light.   Small, and the light changes colours the objects pop from the top and look like they are made with lasers but they are solid to touch, I realise a button on the side changes the shape, It makes platonic solids but also other more complex shapes too.

I'm now in a coastal area, large expanses of shale/gravel beaches similar to Dungeness in Kent.
It's misty and cold, felt on the east coast but the sea was far away.  I was aware of a train line in the area and there were huts selling blankets and warm jumpers.

I'm in a building outside is lots of washing, clothing and bedding though it isn't drying in the damp misty air. The building is a children's home of sorts, care for older kids.
Teenagers, there is stealing, smoking sex and kids trying to get contraception. I'm not just one person - I'm experiencing the dream from several points of view and just observing it. 
There are isolation booths or something, tables with wooden partitions to stop you seeing the person on the other side or behind you.  I'm an Asian guy, and also a teacher, and a girl as well.  

Odd dream, no story just a place. 

Skull phone and an Odd Sceen.

Hazy dreams (Chest infection/Kitten & Asthma)

16/Jan

Didn't sleep much but a wired dream of a big country estate with sheep, a sheep farmer but the bit I remember were sheep in what were like minecarts on a track going up and down a rectangular spiral staircase.  (crime but no response)

17/Jan

Long dream with only a few bits that stick in my mind. 

A victorian wife,  full petticoat skirts and restrictive long grey dress, high collar and full sleeves with buttons - very formal.  My husband is a scientist, researcher I'm used in his 'experimentation'  Electric, a bit like the start of the return to Oz. 

He's trying to make me sleep to do stuff to me, a dark room with no windows or natural light and I delibratly knock over and smash a bottle of ether (making it look accidental).  I know to hold my breath and he's unprepared.   He falls and I run shutting him in the room.   I'm glad he's sleeping.    I'm her, and him and a 3rd person view. 

A strange shop, a counter at the back which is a cave... 2 shelved walls.  The shelves are filled with gems and brightly painted wooden animals.  The counter leads to a garden where a grapevine is wound around a tree.   On the counter is a hand-illustrated hardbound book of garden designs and rare plants.  It's valuable and beautiful - a one of a kind type of thing. 

Last part of the dream I have lost Josh, I'm watching him from above moving threw streets of a town/city he's going to perform in a play.   I'm trying to contact him but instead of a phone, I have an old yellowed polished skull.  The teeth have patterns carved into them and there is a pattern for Josh but I need to remember the pattern and not copy it and I keep getting it muddled.

An Odd Attraction and Another Goodbye

13th/Jan/20

Disturbed sleep as got a new kitten who got separated too young, so needy & feedy.

First dream was just jumbled head stuff. 

Then a long dream that I remembered well but has faded a little over 2 days of animal management.

So the start is an odd sort of cottage in a field down a lane.  The cottage is chalet-like with an upstairs with balcony that is sort of separate.
Not sure if there was anything else around it has a fenced garden and there is a male and female there.  The female had a mother vibe and the male was wired like moon face or the saucepan man in the faraway tree kids books. 

I'm mainly in the garden and I had an iPad or similar in the dream and it had gone.  I realised the guy upstairs had taken it.  -  It sort of changed here... it almost felt like I was dreaming a story or a book of 2 parts. 

In the upstairs of this cottage lives a young rich guy, he has ginger wavey hair.   I go up to confront him and get my ipad back but we are attracted to each other.  The iPad is no longer relevant - the attraction is visceral (or energetic)  It was like our organs were magnetically attracted but we fundamentally disagreed on so much stuff.  We argue but need each other in this sexual magnetic way.  There was fighting and fucking, very volatile.

The dream moves from there and we travel together allover he has rich parents who don't approve and a rich aunt too who is powerful.   The places we visit are odd, a large stately home/palace type of place with big formal gardens  - then warehouses filled with cyber goths and punks, I seemed more at home here.  I was magical in the dream and was teaching it to him as his attitude was trouble and he was going to need to defend himself. 

14th/Jan/20

Very long dream, one of them leaving/bye dreams I have. 
It's a school/group we are almost done there and are out on a walk together.  2 of the people are rendered as London James and another as Foz (people I've not seen for years)
On the walk, James is angry and moody, sullen and argumentative.  He punches himself really hard in the eye with the intention of blaming it on Foz and getting him into trouble.   Another friend tells the 'teacher/authority' that it wasn't Foz (very chilled academic male) I back her up.   James is furious.  I go to him and we talk, he's hurt emotionally and I tell him I know that - his anger subsides and we hug.  After that, we seemed to be 'together' as lovers.  He was rich but his parents have cast him out and he's like us has nothing. 

(Wonder if the same male from last night as James is v well off and has red hair)

We are packing up to leave the halls and say bye now.  I've been with these people for a very long time.  We are moving on to make space for the new intake.  We have been there for so long we have no other home.    It's really emotional, we hug and cry (I woke with pools of tears in my eyes as I was on my back)
We haven't even had time to collect our few belongings before our old sleeping hall is full of new people... it's loud and noisy. 

We walk out together 5 of us Foz & James characters and at least 1 other female.   We are homeless and aimless and stay together out of familiarity.  We walk heading into what I think was London, a big city. 
The detail goes crazy here and the skyline is amazing (like my astral type dreams)   We are in a docklands area of a large city.   There is a wired futuristic monorail /with cradles hanging below carrying objects and 2 amazing robotic dino recycling machines.  They are animated and alive looking but just sort of structural like metal bones, they have no internal organs just like huge metal tyrannosaurus large metal jaws that 'eat' crush and break up scrap metal and they swallow it and it just falls out of them as they have no stomach.   They move around on their 2 metal legs wadding through the scrap.  I think the monorail was transporting the crushed stuff. 

I get excited here as I've 'dreamed' this place and tell the other this, I point out a big Ferris type of wheel beyond the robots.  (I think this is this one that can be lifted by drones)  I'm excited and leading them on as my alarm wakes me up. 

Amazing Cave and Poison Arrow.

Wed 8th Jan
On a beach, the clouds are amazing and the sun is low and shining threw a cave behind to make amazing cloud and light patterns. 

When I turn to look at the cave it's glowing, the sun is shining threw a tiny crack and the cave is filled with rainbow crystals and stalactites and stalagmites.   I'm aware that the sun will only light the cave-like this for a tiny time each day and it's beautiful. 

Thursday 9th Jan

In a huge snowy ravine on the other side, someone is shooting arrows at me.   They are small and troll-like nekid and quite hairy wearing only leather shorts/cloth. 
One of the arrows hits my foot, it feels like a sting.   The troll is cheering and really pleased.

Next part of the dream I'm in a vet clinic, some nurse I know and some I don't.  I need IV fluids - my foot is poisoned. 

I can't find the fluid I need as supplies are low but I find a small bag of one and one of the nurses goes to inject me... my veins are tiny and like paper, (sick old cat or kitten veins)  We are trying to get a tiny yellow catheter places but can't. 

We pick another vein and it works.  The poison from the arrow is spreading and it's making me delirious..  I'm drawing a line around it and it's getting bigger there is also thick puss in it.  ( Same as this other dream?  ) 
I go to some human dr too and they just leave me with fluid and say it may kill me go home n see.     I walk home with my fluid. 

Controll vs Freedom and a Water Winky!

An odd battle with 2 factions (Control v freedom & magic), it's mainly covert and it's set in a strange place, I'm not human I have an identical twin and we also have a ghost deer it's blue-white glowing and small, we are all small.

Me and my twin are hiding and hunted.  Some dwarfs help us by letting us rest awhile in their underground ship.   This bit if clearer as we were resting here, they were asking us if we felt safe there and we did, very but needed to go back out above.

When we go out again we are in a school type of place.  Me and my twin get separated when a 'teacher' spots me and tells me to follow. 

It's a wired pulling apart like pealing a celery stick.   (The deer goes with him) twin is angry with me for following as the teacher is part of the other faction (controllers)

The kids are on our side though (resistance) and they have created some kind of chaos/distraction in the playground so that I can slip off away from the teacher as I reach the playground and realise that the children are helping I do a fist bump with one who grins and winks at me and I go and back to my twin. 

Wake at 3.33

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(Dream about tokens and episodes/gems that is a bit hazy)

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Next dream is a beach holiday I'm going on with rach & a scandi friend.  There is prep and getting clothes then a flight.  The resort is beach feels a little like Greece or the Med.  Everything is expensive but we want to swim so not so fussed.  When we get there me and scandi female go straight to the sea.  It's not sunny but the water is nice and we swim a while before coming out again. 

There are wired types around taking peoples stuff while they are swimming and it's frustrating as I want back in the water and so walk back towards the sea with my small bag. 

The sea looks strange and the sky is a wonderful stormy deep dark blue.  The tide is coming in fast and to the sides too.  There is a triangle shape of sand were the sea is closing in and I walk quickly to stand in it.  
I'm watching water coming from all sides it's big rolling breakers of greywater seawater 2-3m high.    I'm interested that they are a triangle shape and wonder what will happen when they all reach and crash into each other.   So I stand in the centre waiting in anticipation.

The waves cover me and then I'm pushed up and out of the water on a point of water like when a drop lands in a pool.     Then I'm above the sea, I stay on the surface of the sea, riding the big storm waves in towards the shore and I see others also running on the top of the waves.   The beach is really busy now with people watching and when I reach the beach I walk along and find Rach sitting on the side of a clear flowing river the bed of which is large grey boulders. 

I'm excited and I say to her 'You know that little point of water that you get when a drop falls into a pool?'  
She laughs and replies 'Yeh, a water winky'  (with reference to a penis)   I laugh too and say great!  'I am a water winky!' 

Wake up here. 

Collecting Colours and a Lovely House.

First dream is in a massive city, it's like a game world huge fantastical buildings everything is in grey and white and I'm collecting outfits and dyes. 

I have a few outfits.  Red & yellow are the first colours to collect and as I pick them up the dreamscape starts to clour in red/yellow oranges.  I need to fill these colours first so I can move onto blue & pink.  I have an evening dress thas is silk and as I hunt colours it turns brighter and brighter red.

Next part I remember there is colour now and I'm with a team, we are cleaning up the city is such a mess, nappies have been left in a puddle of water and we are clearing them into bins we are really shocked by the behaviour of some of the other people and wonder if they are NPC's as they are so messy.  Next bit I'm on a steam train, the funnel is blocked with bread dough and I'm scooping it out with my hand...  the funnel was also to let O2 to the fire.

Next dream is also in a city, a woman there is elderly she has arthritic hands and an amazing homely cottage, she cares for kids with disabilities she has a son of her own who is downs.  My Aunty Irean is there to sitting on her sofa.  The house is Victorian style old furniture but very very homely she drives an old black car.  I am visiting her to get a copy of a recipe.  There are tents in the city too with homeless people in them - I think male me was homelss there and protective of his 'space' 

Playing and Helping an Act.

First dream & Second as I went back into the same scenario/dream.

Starts as a game dream (To much Zero dawn)  I'm on cliffs in space, snow coloured and I'm moving around them.  It's a sort of chase/dance we follow this track and there are fires, weapons, food dropped onto the path.  There was a pursuer and pursued we used the objects to assist in the escape of the hunt. 

I wanted a bow but all I got was fires.  After playing I leave there and walk down a sandy sunny lane into a world.  

In the world, it's warm and bright a soft sand lane is sided by woodland one way and grassland the other.  At the bottom of the lane is a gathering.   I go to see what's going on.

It's a religious meeting/festival followers have come for all over to get together and celebrate their religion.  It felt a little cultish Jehovahs whiteness type of vibe - The people are nice, mainly black in very colourful African style robes that reach down to there bare feet.  Everyone in the dream had bare feet.  All the other people in the crowd have red/ginger hair and freckles.   

I leave them and keep walking further along the lane where stalls are set up along the sandy track. 

I go to one where a young male is setting something up, he has a wired wizard/warlock outfit and a fire at the back of his stall with a chalkboard announcing his 'performance' times.  He's a comedian/wizard/entertainer and I greet him and ask if I can help.

He invites me round the back where he is preparing and he needs to keep some stuff out of view of the crowds.  I find 2 old woven fabric tapestries set into large old frames and bring them over.  We lay them at the front of a bench to screen an area from view.  I will stay down there too.

The crowd arrives and the act starts, he is talking about a crime that was committed - it's funny, with tricks too and focuses on a letter.  He also magic's up some turkey noodles.  (I'm keeping these below the tapestry with me till needed)  The show is going well when I wake up.

- Second dream.

I'm inside now, the room is like a church or courthouse with wooden benches and a raised area at the front.  On the front are some people from the first dream, a young black girl smiles and waves and me and I wave back, 2 small children with ginger hair are there too... playing in the space between the benches and the front.   They are dressed/bundled into wonderfull warm colourful clothing Siberian/Russian in style very bright.

I'm in the benches with the guy from the first dream - he is getting ready to perform again and the room is filling fast  (the space we are in has no back wall.... just a step down like it's a stage we are all on and more and more people are climbing & stepping up - it's packed. 

The boy is flustered there is not much time and I speak to him quickly. 

I say to him.   'You don't know me, would you believe me if I told you I'd assisted you with this in two alternate realities? We have done K & R?'

He nods and I say 'Great, let's do this'

I stand up and face the back of the room where more and more people are crowding in and up and ask all the people standing to move back and for them to step back down, so everyone can see (there is a huge crowd outside the room too but their view is blocked by the people standing in the room setting. 

-  Alarm woke me up here.