19th Dec.
Dreams of being many women... the men on the planet had gone crazy. Abusing and raping women treating them badly and blaming the women for it.
Women were all turning gay wanted nothing to do with the crazy men. A train too but not safe, telepathy men invading thoughts.
Thursday 20 December 2018
Thursday 6 December 2018
Nov 2018
Oct 23rd.. first there was a ghost/shimmer anomaly that only I could see... then it changed into a black crow and then a woman... it was kind of all 3 things/ crow/woman/shimmer it landed on my left hand.
It stayed with me, sometimes could turn into a pen with witch I could write and also a carrot. I was walking with the bird down a long hallway on the walls were pictures and each picture was a painting from a scene in my dreams.
Oct 25th one dream was of being in a bay/cove there was a huge shallow sandy bay with bright blue sparkling water in the water were 100's of dolphins all different types more that I've ever seen.... different sizes and colours. There we a few sharks in the water too. At first I was watching from one of the dunes/ cliffs to the right side of the bay looking out to sea. The bay was filled with people too enjoying the water with small craft, sailing or surfing.
I walk down to the waters edge the tide is high in and the dolphins are doing a sort of swim past coming close to the land and swimming past us. I'm with lots of others on the land lining the waters edge and enjoying the interaction.
26th Oct
Last night I was a bit rubbish about writing anything to remind me what I was dreaming. One thing I can recall is a big residential building but instead of bed/dorms there were kitchens. Corridors lined with doors leading to small kitchens 1 person to each. It was busy and hot, hectic not natural light or windows and the kitchens were old fashioned with built in shelf like dressers filled with the occupant cooks ingredients and equipment. - Each small kitchen had a 'distinct' personality of the resident cook.
We were leaving too - it was a bit like my communal dorm school dreams but I've never had one with kitchens rather than bedrooms :stuck_out_tongue:
My kitchen was messy, very full and a bit old-fashioned and grubby - It had so many ingredients elements I wasn't sure how to shift it. (edited)
4th Nov
I was dreaming of chewing on some wood.... like a chopped log. I chipped my teeth so called a dentist, it was in my main dreamarea and the dentist was where a bingo arcade used to be.
The dentist try's to put me of saying it's to stormy but I tell him I'm close will come anyway.
When I get there all the enamel from my teeth have gone so I just have the pink dentine left. It's not painful and I'm not bothered by it, I'm waiting for my dentist to arrive and chatting with other people there - it's very busy in the place.
5th Nov
I'm in a department store. The displays have moving walls the area I'm in is a baby thing/ very modern cots and stylised baby clothes I keep getting confused as the walls move closing it in.
There is a woman who's dad is a famous actor and she's showing us images of him in shows and on a stage - sometimes acting, sometimes dancing ballet.
Next I'm taking acid with some friends from now and past... we are sitting talking and playing with bubble wrap - the dream experience was very much like being on acid.
Next buildings on fire... very old buildings like a whole town. It's been a dry summer and the straw roofs and big timbers are dry and the fire is spreading from one roof to the next.
Last dream, I'm getting the London underground but it's an above ground station the train is wide and flat and open more like a cattle carriage I struggle getting on and once on sit down on the floor leaving the friend I was with. It's a late night train and I'm heading into and returning to the city for dawn. I chat with some men on the floor who have been to a gig they are still in work suits and shirts from the day before. On the floor are 'spots' there like white heads but filled with like pva glue I pop them while chatting to others in the carriage.
The guards are announcing that the train is very full and people should make full use of all carriages at the front and back of the train to find space. I stand up and move to the carriage side looking out onto pre-dawn London. It's misty and smokey kind of smoggy as it was years ago. I look ahead and see I'm right at the front of the train and the guard and driver are just in-front of me. I decide to get off it's not my stop but I want to walk.
On leaving the train I wander threw dark damp streets, the light is blue and black shiny. I bump into someone who is a mix of 2 people I know (both are similar shy, small quiet spoken females) they are in London visiting a dying mother and are upset I hug them and they cry on my shoulder for a while, I walk with them to the hospital.
On leaving them I'm heading to a place I remember, I visited it the first time I arrived in the city... I want to watch the dawn there :slightly_smiling_face:
In the dream I've been to the place before (It's a place in my dream London my dream London is mainly based on the river)
The place I'm heading for is a bridge in the city the river flows under it then falls down below at a wired angle sloping down hill in a way water only dose in dreams :stuck_out_tongue: I stand on the carved stone bridge watching the river flow under.
It's a hazy autumn dawn orange threw the mist. (edited)
9th Nov
Last few nights dreams have been like my brain defragging.
Snippets of stuff from the day smooshed together.
Night before last it was pear sorbet that they just made at the local icecream shop (With pears from the community orchard) There was also a duvet cover... it was lovely a light brown colour with bright turquoise mandala type print on it - turquoise piping round the edge.
In the morning there was a dream about my watch battry bursting and getting battery acid allover me (far more than would fit into a watch) Also a large room filled with people who were going fox hunting.
Last night was sort of hopping on stuff in space like big stepping stones.
10th Nove
Last nights dream was cool - It was last being on a planet scenario. I'd been there ages alone. I'd rigged up 2 ways of making power it was to do with tapping something deep into the planet. It was a planet that had been inhabited by humans or something similar. there were houses and plumbing/electricity but everything was different to here.
The other beings found me and wanted to stay as I had made a life there. There was a wired thing were I got into a bubble and had to pop myself out of it. I wanted to help them but there energy brought back this sinister AI robot things (in the dreams these were what had destroyed the original being on he planet) They were a bit like the ANSIS in Mannings books - that crossed with a cool robot thing. They had weapons and tracking and saw human/bio's as an infection. One of the new beings that arrived got instantly killed and I was on the run with the other... Heading in and out of buildings I knew, I seemed to recall that I needed to get somewhere quiet and 'shut down' till they went away.. was like a meditation, deep sleep thing.
Woke up around then.
22nd Nov
In one of my dreams last night there was a really interesting moment when I walked out of a door. A small dark moth flew down and landed on my hand and then almost immediately a robin flew from a near by tree landed on my hand and ate the moth.
I remember thinking, oh I need to remember this bit of the dream.... and I did :P
Didn't sleep Friday night as we were driving up North... Sat was Zonked.
Sunday 25th Nov
I was with Male me who kept changing playing some kind of game in a group with other people. My Aunt and Uncle were there too and they were moving to Japan on a buss, I was helping them to pack up there stuff. My old cat was n the dream too I was hugging him again, all warm and floppy. There was also a weird grass valley where the ground/grass/Turf was like jigsaw bits all put together to make the hills.
Monday Dream 26th
Sacred geometry and Escher style art - very visual. In the dream I had a false awakening and went into the kitchen were the radio was debunking patterns and geometry and I was thinking, hu.... that's odd.
Travelling with a bunch of DJ's in a city going from venue to venue... then venues are wired no gravity so people are floating dancing, one is made of smashed bricks another small white pebbles and tiles. I have a female lover she's small dark skinned we are both young.
I was also running threw an industrial city, a friends black and white dog was there being chased by a boxer dog, it lept from a balcony but it's lead was trailing and it caught and was hanging by it's neck, I was trying to climb to it to get it down. Wasn't sure if it was still alive but woke before I got there.
4th Dec.
Huge glass biomes, looking at fossils and trilobites - Also massive tree ferns still living... as tall as big redwoods. There was also a jumbel of stuff about tide coming in/ control and forgetfulness and a prison/jail break.
6th of Dec.
One of them visually wow dreams. First recall is watching 4 suns setting across a desert, I go to a room where there is a huge open window a 5th sun is setting on a rainbow mountain range. It's made of different colored sands and rocks - I can see energy we call them microwaves rippling I think they've caused the wired effect on the mountains.
In the blown sands and rock faces there are old crumbling and ancient buildings carved into the mountain sides.
Jumps and I'm in a valley in the mountain range at dusk, we are walking up to one of the crumbling buildings... we climb up onto what is a flat roof and open a trap door. Inside is totally different and I laugh with recognition, metal stairs deeply patterned and lazer cut lead down into the metal interior. There are markings all over it's a language I have forgotten how to read. I recall how the dwellings were built on old spaceships and we are inside of one now.
In the ship are people I know and people I don't - it's very eccentric and eclectic - it's been made into dwelling areas. I chat with a old gent with white hair who has an area like a junglow study, old red chesterfield sofas, loads of potted plants and walls of old fabric bound books, he makes tea for us. Other people are there too, we are waiting and excited as it's nearly time to take off.
Dom is there and is excited about music he's bringing - The aliens arrive back and are powering up the ancient ship it's alive too with lights and humming. Last bit I recall was walking down a huge long corridor deeper into the ship.
Monday 22 October 2018
Grumpy Dreams - Mid Oct
Friday 19th Oct
1st dream
Again it's a massive communal building it was meby a country hotel or something - bit I recall I'm in a bathroom huge high ceiling and old bathroom fittings, a roll top bath and high lav. I'm o the toilet and behind me is a famous picture It was like The Creation of Adam by Michelangelo, but slightly different... People were coming to view it and I was just trying to pee and have a bath. I was trying to be patient about it.... Next bit I'm in a more modern room that is like a library - but with bunk beds on shelves.
2nd dream..
Huge auditorium - enclosed, quite dark looks like some kind of Vatican building but it's also a bit like the EU parliamentary place. It's full of world leaders and me and Zak are there too and were tired and irritable. We try to sleep in some chairs, but then get moved on as there the 'British pm's chairs' So we move on...
Next we are supposed to be hosting a party with Americas Trump... but he wants to bring his own food. I'm in a kitchen with stuff he's sent on ahead as that's what he wants to eat... There are 'pork Snitzels, and also some kind of cheese melt thingy like a breaded potato and cheese thing' I'm tired and grumpy and wondering why we can;t all eat the same. (edited)
Sat 20th
Last night... also hazy as Zak was in our bed sideways O.o
I know there were lots of old ancient and other worldly buildings. Some were like ruined castles with women in ballgowns dancing in moonlight.
I'd stopped to study a parasite, it lived in a fish and people were annoyed I was killing the fish to get the parasite out to look at. The fish was small and orange and the parasite was a long thing clear worm I could pull out.
There was also another ancient building that was being rebuilt commissioned - mainly for appliance repair, but we were also adding a area for pottery clay work. I was making and painting things with clay.
Monday 22nd.
Last night had a really cool dream though I was angry in it. Male me was Ian and we lived in a or rather under a strange steam punk city.
We lived below it, deep in some of the lowest layers (like a huge deep catacombe/cave under-city) Male me was a shaman, I was mainly ethereal and formless - could teleport/walk threw walls vanish - I was annoyed with him as he was respected and I was barely noticed and disliked in the above city - he was telling me it didn't matter that we were the same and one.
It was sexual but more magical - in fact imitate and magical rather than sexual.
We were creating and manifesting - playing with form and reality. It was like dream in a dream, but was more of a trance/magical state in a dream.
We were in one of them sandbox void spaces where we are formless but can play/make together.
Were using wolf spirit energy to form a matrix in which to create life - the forms we were making were symmetrical and strange they looked like bacteria/spores the kind of thing you see in microscopic pictures but larger scale.
Second dream was wired... I was going to Fays school and had to ware her school uniform but I could only find trews with holes in the knees, or skirts that were her firends and the wrong colour.
1st dream
Again it's a massive communal building it was meby a country hotel or something - bit I recall I'm in a bathroom huge high ceiling and old bathroom fittings, a roll top bath and high lav. I'm o the toilet and behind me is a famous picture It was like The Creation of Adam by Michelangelo, but slightly different... People were coming to view it and I was just trying to pee and have a bath. I was trying to be patient about it.... Next bit I'm in a more modern room that is like a library - but with bunk beds on shelves.
2nd dream..
Huge auditorium - enclosed, quite dark looks like some kind of Vatican building but it's also a bit like the EU parliamentary place. It's full of world leaders and me and Zak are there too and were tired and irritable. We try to sleep in some chairs, but then get moved on as there the 'British pm's chairs' So we move on...
Next we are supposed to be hosting a party with Americas Trump... but he wants to bring his own food. I'm in a kitchen with stuff he's sent on ahead as that's what he wants to eat... There are 'pork Snitzels, and also some kind of cheese melt thingy like a breaded potato and cheese thing' I'm tired and grumpy and wondering why we can;t all eat the same. (edited)
Sat 20th
Last night... also hazy as Zak was in our bed sideways O.o
I know there were lots of old ancient and other worldly buildings. Some were like ruined castles with women in ballgowns dancing in moonlight.
I'd stopped to study a parasite, it lived in a fish and people were annoyed I was killing the fish to get the parasite out to look at. The fish was small and orange and the parasite was a long thing clear worm I could pull out.
There was also another ancient building that was being rebuilt commissioned - mainly for appliance repair, but we were also adding a area for pottery clay work. I was making and painting things with clay.
Monday 22nd.
Last night had a really cool dream though I was angry in it. Male me was Ian and we lived in a or rather under a strange steam punk city.
We lived below it, deep in some of the lowest layers (like a huge deep catacombe/cave under-city) Male me was a shaman, I was mainly ethereal and formless - could teleport/walk threw walls vanish - I was annoyed with him as he was respected and I was barely noticed and disliked in the above city - he was telling me it didn't matter that we were the same and one.
It was sexual but more magical - in fact imitate and magical rather than sexual.
We were creating and manifesting - playing with form and reality. It was like dream in a dream, but was more of a trance/magical state in a dream.
We were in one of them sandbox void spaces where we are formless but can play/make together.
Were using wolf spirit energy to form a matrix in which to create life - the forms we were making were symmetrical and strange they looked like bacteria/spores the kind of thing you see in microscopic pictures but larger scale.
Second dream was wired... I was going to Fays school and had to ware her school uniform but I could only find trews with holes in the knees, or skirts that were her firends and the wrong colour.
Monday 15 October 2018
Floating and Ghost like Dreams
Friday 7th Sep
Night before last I was having Ghost dreams.
Game type of dream - I'm male and female me I'm mainly male and he's a warrior type female me is my friend Emma. We have an objective to find to ghost children in a very old medieval type of church. We've started the mission by lighting a mote thing and are looking for them. We know they have gone 'walkies' and we catch the odd glimpse of them round the church and graveyard. I find them and charge in warrior style and some how destroy the young boy -- We then find out we could ahev just identified them and didn't have to take one out - the girl ghost is upset with me and so if female me.
Next dream I'm a ghost (invisible) and I'm watching people. This time people are looking for me but they can't see me. I'm floating some scissors towards a guy and he can see them so he knows where I am.
Last night...
Another game, this time there are beads/gems/jewels missing from a necklace and we are hunting for them flying round to find them. Swaps to main dreamscape and I'm in a hardware / veg store it's dark and big with lots of shelves.
It's also home to some young kids with behavioural issues.. It's late on a Sunday and everywhere else closed I'm shopping I get some veg mainly greens of various types and then there are pirated cd's too and I'm flicking threw these I notice Imagen john lennon. As I'm paying I'm with a male (male me) and a youth in the shop comes up with a knife to threaten the male me, I step between them and look him in the face as he relaxes I place a hand onto his chest. I ask him if he lives here, he nods. I tell him I'll come round tomorrow and read with him.
Second dream was walking in countryside there is a festival with orange/red/green 'grown' housing
Sat 8thSep
So many dreams last night I kept waking and going back into them.
The main one was of our 4x4 car being plopped into the Sea in the middle of nowhere and sinking... and me not even attempting to get out just going down with it and then I was alone and 'dead' in the water. I was me but different in a huge grey underwater world at first I swam deeper and deeper trying to see if I could find the car and if the rest of the family were like me now but I didn't and became a little more lucid.
I end up in an undersea city it's a sort of hub at first for new arrivals a small blond boy is there crying he looks 6 or 7 and I comfort him by putting my hands on his head and face and getting him to look at me, he doesn't know how he got there or where his family is. There is a grump guy who is telling me it's pointless comforting him.
As I explore there is this amazing 'clock/atomoatom/mulit coloured creation of flowers and birds' It's in a pit that has no water then at a certain time each cycle (like a day) it fills rapidly and changes - I'm in it, it's like a scene I guess - there are also a bunch of soldiers old fashioned like cavalry in red and white uniforms. There supposed to be there as part of it but I'm not, but it seems ok that I'm there.
The water fills fast pushing us up to the top of a glass thing were occasionally the soldiers will get caught and drown.
I explore a bit and seems there are lots of people and a kind of 'order' and a secrete resistance to the order. I leave and find amazing under sea hot springs.
Wake up but go back into the same dream.. when I go back I'm instantly spotted and arrested this is a little odd suddenly people are coming at me from all angles - I'm taken to a young blond female a girl really she's in-charge now.
Next I'm in a room painted deep turquoise it has water for ceiling bright blue.. there are greeting cards and memory's inside - some beautiful painted jugs, I'm supposed to be clearing it.
I wake up again. Last dream was a coach journey from a country camp place were people were getting pushed round by sheep and threw a large industrial city. I'm at the back of he bus with an old friend we are hugging and sleeping on each other. I've got to stop and collect stuff at a point along the way but were not sure if the bus will wait or just leave me there.
Sunday 7th Oct.
I've been so busy lately I've been crap at writing up dreams but I've noticed I've been having them ones that last over a few nights.
Started last week and one I recall strongly where I was in a universe shaped like a uterus and there light/threads weaving parts together. Part of the dream I was with sentient androids, part robot but with a very real consciousness... they were in bits. I was with people helping to put them back together as they were needed for an upcoming battle. It was fun.... not like an omg were all going to die, but more of a your on our team vibe. There was also lots of dogs, with larger dogs protecting smaller dogs.
Then last night in and out of this big 'event' world wide - there had been a shut down of all media/electricity and communications some of us know why and what was happening and we were trying to reassure the others it was ok. I was with people who were scared but was excited.
I had my friends dog with us - I was looking after him for her. At one point I found him collapsed looking dead but when I touched him I felt a faint heart beat checking his airways I found an orange ribbon down his throat I pulled out and he recovered quickly. Many of the other dream characters were non-human robot types with enhanced eyesight to most they were human too only something around the eyes made them stand out.
There was battles going on around the world, this was something I could see from 3rd person blood in the sea around New York, Tokyo and another city I can't remember - the sea was red with blood.
I woke to pee then went back into the same dream, I'm in an out door amphitheatre/meeting space in my main dream area tiered stone stairs and lots of different groups with different adgenders I'm in a central area with lots of others listing to the people blow front speak - though it's not like a performance more a very active discussion/debate. In the middle we were listing and considering. There was also a tower :slightly_smiling_face: I like my tower dreams, this one was red brick again but very plain..... almost like a factory chimney.
Monday 8th Oct
More aggressive dreams last night. It was a game/fantasy type world at first there was a setting almost like a court room... the participants were small and there was a switch/lever in the middle and every so often it would get switched... and the participants would move places. People accused would be the accuser, or the jury the observers it was all out doors on a floating platform.
Next up there is a haunted house, this is also 'game like' there are floating wooden ships in the sky (I've been here a fair bit of late) there are gold coins that can be collected - make a path. I'm following my 4 year old self.... she looks like I do in photos and I'm watching 3rd person from in the air.
She's like Zak, small cheeky and over confident in a nightdress. She goes into a hummmm I want to call it a haunted house, but it's just the black rotting timbers and shell of a building and the timbers are a live and can move... the whole structure is floating in a purple/darkness.
In the place there is a 'ghost' errr well a thing it's black and rotting, person shaped, dead or undead. It needs putting to rest. I'm hammering a small metal hand crafted chisle into it's eye socket. It's grey and heavy and the shaft is wrapped with a twine. The hammer I have is also crude, hand crafted from metal with a twine/string grip. I feel the skull crunch and shatter as I hit the chisel .
Last dream was rugged country / rock in my dream it was Cambodia there were a kind of sheep there... rugged hill sheep, I was on rocky land with them, (edited)
Wed 10th Oct
Cool dream last night, male me last night was Dom.... the first part of the dream is hazy but I start to recall when we enter a magic/occult teaching facility. It's huge and there's something a bit sinister about it, we are going there as Dom wants/needs to learn something.
As we approach the huge metal gates a big black truck drives out, there is 3 men in the front all dressed in animal suits - we are being watched as we enter (I think we might have been wearing animal suits too)
Threw the black metal gates there is a large concrete entrance it's like walled garden entrance to a European style grand-home but is industrial in style. A wired clash of styles.
To the left and right are metal and concrete coulombs holding up small roofs. Tables and chairs are along the sides in the covered areas filled with men talking playing board games/reading studying. Were watched by all as we enter, I don't walk in the dream I float a few inches of the ground.
We enter a large dark room, walls are lined with old occult and magical books, alchemical equipment.. chemistry/potion stuff. There is a large long low reception table to the left wall and we start here.... were told the answers he's seeking are in this room.. take as long as we need.
The centre of the room has long low tables were people can read/study - the room is busy but quiet like a library and fairly dark. He starts to look around we stay together.. Dom is looking at something and I lay down on the floor looking up at the ceiling I notice on the table 2 sheets of paper stuck to the underside of a low table/shelf. I pull them off and pass them to Dom - they are covered in text and filled with geometrical designs which are labelled. He's interested and things there helpful to what he's seeking.
A meal is about to be served at the low tables and he takes the paper and sits waiting for the food. I go to the desk and as if I can use a bathroom - they point me to 2 large oak doors in the back corner of the room and laugh saying sure if you can find it.
I float off and then threw the doors.... The area behind the doors is very different and fluid it's corridors and doors but it's constantly changing. In style it looks like a 60's posh hotel or something (pastle tan/pink and blues) I pass threw several doors and know that the room I was in would have shifted / changed now. I pick a door to the right that a guy is leaving from, it looks like a fridge / large freezer or larder but I sort of know there's a toilet in it. I find the toilet and it's just in the corridor but I also know that it's not... use it then leave to make my way back knowing it will be different again.
The last part of the dream I'm floating round this strange changing building it's much lighter in this part like a modern library I guess - I pass a huge sort of admin / reception office area with lots of people busy -- again they all stop and watch me float past. I think there was a way into a garden but Ians alarm woke me up at that point. (edited)
Thurs 11th Oct.
More intense dreams...
First of I was in a kind of holiday park with Zak, we were in a swimming pool and on getting out noticed it was infested by small burrowing insects that were digging into me to lay there eggs.
They were massive grubs... even at the time I realised there were more like the grubs bugs that bore into trees/soil/nuts to over winter. I was sort of puling them out of me. It was iccy but I wasn't freaking out ( as I would have done years ago :P )
The last dream was of a festival/gypsy fayre - lots of people in tents, out door cooking, stalls of pots and pans. I friend of mines child had lost 2 socks and the dream seemed to revolve around looking for and finding them. I know in the end they were in a very obvious place - One bit I recall that was odd was a tree on a track, revolving and being carried round and round 2 rows of stalls like streets. It had white dots on it's branches that were a kind of illness.
Today
I've had a few nights of hardly any sleep... last night was dreaming again.
First part of the dream was a huge outdoor venue with tubes/tunnels connecting different places. I'm in a group/team I think there are 5 of us, we are collecting things.
At one point I'm in a small flower filled meadow - it's full of coloured blossoming flowers and insects. A winding path threw the middle - a small area only a couple of mts squared has been mowed with a scythe.. only small areas are taken at once to preserve the meadow eco system. In the grass on one side there is a group of females... they dislike me for some reason, I think they were a kind of adversary group/team. The field turns into a tarot card that I'm holding it's a balance card of fire/water.. and active too.
The card is small and colourful the dream changes and I'm in a dark place holding the card and then notice the rest of the deck.. they are small sized very well used the edges wide and worn with shuffling but the colours bright the images are hand painted. I get a message the deck was my mothers, mothers - I'm confused at first then am shown she had a different theology to my Mum she's watching me.... there are more cards and books occult and herbals different decks of cards. I ask permission to explore them and cut the deck and the word yes is printed allover on all sides.
Next I'm in a dark forest at the edge of a meandering stream the ground is knotted with tree roots i'm laying a rug on the roots to have a picnic with friends.
Jumps again and i'm back with the team from the first part of the dream only I'm saying goodbye to them, they are all going to kill themselves in a ritual. There is a mountain and a dark cave and it's going to collapse/close they are going into the cave to be crushed - as they die there spirits will be me too so I will be all of us.
I'm waiting outside and watch the cave fall and crush them there are lots of others watching too - once they are crushed I hear there voices in my mind and we are together.
Last bit of the dream starts in a dark tunnel a makeshift bed of blankets is along a dark cave wall there are several people in it we are sleeping. I'm dozing in and out of sleep, the guy next to me is masturbating and the woman on the other side of him gets angry with him as her younger daughters are in the bed thing too - they wake me bickering.
Dream changes again and I'm flying over a really strange 'market place' it's got the feel of a old town market day people from allover coming together to trade/meet share news - it's strange almost fantasy like wired, colourful and otherworldly all kinds of entity's and items... I felt ghost like floating above didn't really seem to have any substance just an observer. (edited)
Night before last I was having Ghost dreams.
Game type of dream - I'm male and female me I'm mainly male and he's a warrior type female me is my friend Emma. We have an objective to find to ghost children in a very old medieval type of church. We've started the mission by lighting a mote thing and are looking for them. We know they have gone 'walkies' and we catch the odd glimpse of them round the church and graveyard. I find them and charge in warrior style and some how destroy the young boy -- We then find out we could ahev just identified them and didn't have to take one out - the girl ghost is upset with me and so if female me.
Next dream I'm a ghost (invisible) and I'm watching people. This time people are looking for me but they can't see me. I'm floating some scissors towards a guy and he can see them so he knows where I am.
Last night...
Another game, this time there are beads/gems/jewels missing from a necklace and we are hunting for them flying round to find them. Swaps to main dreamscape and I'm in a hardware / veg store it's dark and big with lots of shelves.
It's also home to some young kids with behavioural issues.. It's late on a Sunday and everywhere else closed I'm shopping I get some veg mainly greens of various types and then there are pirated cd's too and I'm flicking threw these I notice Imagen john lennon. As I'm paying I'm with a male (male me) and a youth in the shop comes up with a knife to threaten the male me, I step between them and look him in the face as he relaxes I place a hand onto his chest. I ask him if he lives here, he nods. I tell him I'll come round tomorrow and read with him.
Second dream was walking in countryside there is a festival with orange/red/green 'grown' housing
Sat 8thSep
So many dreams last night I kept waking and going back into them.
The main one was of our 4x4 car being plopped into the Sea in the middle of nowhere and sinking... and me not even attempting to get out just going down with it and then I was alone and 'dead' in the water. I was me but different in a huge grey underwater world at first I swam deeper and deeper trying to see if I could find the car and if the rest of the family were like me now but I didn't and became a little more lucid.
I end up in an undersea city it's a sort of hub at first for new arrivals a small blond boy is there crying he looks 6 or 7 and I comfort him by putting my hands on his head and face and getting him to look at me, he doesn't know how he got there or where his family is. There is a grump guy who is telling me it's pointless comforting him.
As I explore there is this amazing 'clock/atomoatom/mulit coloured creation of flowers and birds' It's in a pit that has no water then at a certain time each cycle (like a day) it fills rapidly and changes - I'm in it, it's like a scene I guess - there are also a bunch of soldiers old fashioned like cavalry in red and white uniforms. There supposed to be there as part of it but I'm not, but it seems ok that I'm there.
The water fills fast pushing us up to the top of a glass thing were occasionally the soldiers will get caught and drown.
I explore a bit and seems there are lots of people and a kind of 'order' and a secrete resistance to the order. I leave and find amazing under sea hot springs.
Wake up but go back into the same dream.. when I go back I'm instantly spotted and arrested this is a little odd suddenly people are coming at me from all angles - I'm taken to a young blond female a girl really she's in-charge now.
Next I'm in a room painted deep turquoise it has water for ceiling bright blue.. there are greeting cards and memory's inside - some beautiful painted jugs, I'm supposed to be clearing it.
I wake up again. Last dream was a coach journey from a country camp place were people were getting pushed round by sheep and threw a large industrial city. I'm at the back of he bus with an old friend we are hugging and sleeping on each other. I've got to stop and collect stuff at a point along the way but were not sure if the bus will wait or just leave me there.
Sunday 7th Oct.
I've been so busy lately I've been crap at writing up dreams but I've noticed I've been having them ones that last over a few nights.
Started last week and one I recall strongly where I was in a universe shaped like a uterus and there light/threads weaving parts together. Part of the dream I was with sentient androids, part robot but with a very real consciousness... they were in bits. I was with people helping to put them back together as they were needed for an upcoming battle. It was fun.... not like an omg were all going to die, but more of a your on our team vibe. There was also lots of dogs, with larger dogs protecting smaller dogs.
Then last night in and out of this big 'event' world wide - there had been a shut down of all media/electricity and communications some of us know why and what was happening and we were trying to reassure the others it was ok. I was with people who were scared but was excited.
I had my friends dog with us - I was looking after him for her. At one point I found him collapsed looking dead but when I touched him I felt a faint heart beat checking his airways I found an orange ribbon down his throat I pulled out and he recovered quickly. Many of the other dream characters were non-human robot types with enhanced eyesight to most they were human too only something around the eyes made them stand out.
There was battles going on around the world, this was something I could see from 3rd person blood in the sea around New York, Tokyo and another city I can't remember - the sea was red with blood.
I woke to pee then went back into the same dream, I'm in an out door amphitheatre/meeting space in my main dream area tiered stone stairs and lots of different groups with different adgenders I'm in a central area with lots of others listing to the people blow front speak - though it's not like a performance more a very active discussion/debate. In the middle we were listing and considering. There was also a tower :slightly_smiling_face: I like my tower dreams, this one was red brick again but very plain..... almost like a factory chimney.
Monday 8th Oct
More aggressive dreams last night. It was a game/fantasy type world at first there was a setting almost like a court room... the participants were small and there was a switch/lever in the middle and every so often it would get switched... and the participants would move places. People accused would be the accuser, or the jury the observers it was all out doors on a floating platform.
Next up there is a haunted house, this is also 'game like' there are floating wooden ships in the sky (I've been here a fair bit of late) there are gold coins that can be collected - make a path. I'm following my 4 year old self.... she looks like I do in photos and I'm watching 3rd person from in the air.
She's like Zak, small cheeky and over confident in a nightdress. She goes into a hummmm I want to call it a haunted house, but it's just the black rotting timbers and shell of a building and the timbers are a live and can move... the whole structure is floating in a purple/darkness.
In the place there is a 'ghost' errr well a thing it's black and rotting, person shaped, dead or undead. It needs putting to rest. I'm hammering a small metal hand crafted chisle into it's eye socket. It's grey and heavy and the shaft is wrapped with a twine. The hammer I have is also crude, hand crafted from metal with a twine/string grip. I feel the skull crunch and shatter as I hit the chisel .
Last dream was rugged country / rock in my dream it was Cambodia there were a kind of sheep there... rugged hill sheep, I was on rocky land with them, (edited)
Wed 10th Oct
Cool dream last night, male me last night was Dom.... the first part of the dream is hazy but I start to recall when we enter a magic/occult teaching facility. It's huge and there's something a bit sinister about it, we are going there as Dom wants/needs to learn something.
As we approach the huge metal gates a big black truck drives out, there is 3 men in the front all dressed in animal suits - we are being watched as we enter (I think we might have been wearing animal suits too)
Threw the black metal gates there is a large concrete entrance it's like walled garden entrance to a European style grand-home but is industrial in style. A wired clash of styles.
To the left and right are metal and concrete coulombs holding up small roofs. Tables and chairs are along the sides in the covered areas filled with men talking playing board games/reading studying. Were watched by all as we enter, I don't walk in the dream I float a few inches of the ground.
We enter a large dark room, walls are lined with old occult and magical books, alchemical equipment.. chemistry/potion stuff. There is a large long low reception table to the left wall and we start here.... were told the answers he's seeking are in this room.. take as long as we need.
The centre of the room has long low tables were people can read/study - the room is busy but quiet like a library and fairly dark. He starts to look around we stay together.. Dom is looking at something and I lay down on the floor looking up at the ceiling I notice on the table 2 sheets of paper stuck to the underside of a low table/shelf. I pull them off and pass them to Dom - they are covered in text and filled with geometrical designs which are labelled. He's interested and things there helpful to what he's seeking.
A meal is about to be served at the low tables and he takes the paper and sits waiting for the food. I go to the desk and as if I can use a bathroom - they point me to 2 large oak doors in the back corner of the room and laugh saying sure if you can find it.
I float off and then threw the doors.... The area behind the doors is very different and fluid it's corridors and doors but it's constantly changing. In style it looks like a 60's posh hotel or something (pastle tan/pink and blues) I pass threw several doors and know that the room I was in would have shifted / changed now. I pick a door to the right that a guy is leaving from, it looks like a fridge / large freezer or larder but I sort of know there's a toilet in it. I find the toilet and it's just in the corridor but I also know that it's not... use it then leave to make my way back knowing it will be different again.
The last part of the dream I'm floating round this strange changing building it's much lighter in this part like a modern library I guess - I pass a huge sort of admin / reception office area with lots of people busy -- again they all stop and watch me float past. I think there was a way into a garden but Ians alarm woke me up at that point. (edited)
Thurs 11th Oct.
More intense dreams...
First of I was in a kind of holiday park with Zak, we were in a swimming pool and on getting out noticed it was infested by small burrowing insects that were digging into me to lay there eggs.
They were massive grubs... even at the time I realised there were more like the grubs bugs that bore into trees/soil/nuts to over winter. I was sort of puling them out of me. It was iccy but I wasn't freaking out ( as I would have done years ago :P )
The last dream was of a festival/gypsy fayre - lots of people in tents, out door cooking, stalls of pots and pans. I friend of mines child had lost 2 socks and the dream seemed to revolve around looking for and finding them. I know in the end they were in a very obvious place - One bit I recall that was odd was a tree on a track, revolving and being carried round and round 2 rows of stalls like streets. It had white dots on it's branches that were a kind of illness.
Today
I've had a few nights of hardly any sleep... last night was dreaming again.
First part of the dream was a huge outdoor venue with tubes/tunnels connecting different places. I'm in a group/team I think there are 5 of us, we are collecting things.
At one point I'm in a small flower filled meadow - it's full of coloured blossoming flowers and insects. A winding path threw the middle - a small area only a couple of mts squared has been mowed with a scythe.. only small areas are taken at once to preserve the meadow eco system. In the grass on one side there is a group of females... they dislike me for some reason, I think they were a kind of adversary group/team. The field turns into a tarot card that I'm holding it's a balance card of fire/water.. and active too.
The card is small and colourful the dream changes and I'm in a dark place holding the card and then notice the rest of the deck.. they are small sized very well used the edges wide and worn with shuffling but the colours bright the images are hand painted. I get a message the deck was my mothers, mothers - I'm confused at first then am shown she had a different theology to my Mum she's watching me.... there are more cards and books occult and herbals different decks of cards. I ask permission to explore them and cut the deck and the word yes is printed allover on all sides.
Next I'm in a dark forest at the edge of a meandering stream the ground is knotted with tree roots i'm laying a rug on the roots to have a picnic with friends.
Jumps again and i'm back with the team from the first part of the dream only I'm saying goodbye to them, they are all going to kill themselves in a ritual. There is a mountain and a dark cave and it's going to collapse/close they are going into the cave to be crushed - as they die there spirits will be me too so I will be all of us.
I'm waiting outside and watch the cave fall and crush them there are lots of others watching too - once they are crushed I hear there voices in my mind and we are together.
Last bit of the dream starts in a dark tunnel a makeshift bed of blankets is along a dark cave wall there are several people in it we are sleeping. I'm dozing in and out of sleep, the guy next to me is masturbating and the woman on the other side of him gets angry with him as her younger daughters are in the bed thing too - they wake me bickering.
Dream changes again and I'm flying over a really strange 'market place' it's got the feel of a old town market day people from allover coming together to trade/meet share news - it's strange almost fantasy like wired, colourful and otherworldly all kinds of entity's and items... I felt ghost like floating above didn't really seem to have any substance just an observer. (edited)
Monday 3 September 2018
Free Falling & School.
Night before last a wired game of crazy golf with 3 miss worlds who were men in drag and the Crankies (wired wife/hubby comedy thing from the 80's the wife played his son) - After the game I'm flying along a river in a run down city area. It's an industrial area but disused lots of empty warehouses.
3 dreams last night
First me and Emma are in Berwick it's cycling night/day very quickly and at night the sky is filled with thousands of stars many of which are falling .
We are walking round the town going into bus offices trying to get timetables and tickets we needed to get to a place beginning with S (I forget where now) We were also caring for a young male with learning issues, he was physically very big but mentally like a young child lots of people found him intimidating because of his size.
Next is a big school or Uni - I'm in a class of people aged 27 and the new intake were all 22.
The school is floating and is a series of platforms around a main hall area is a rectangular walk way high high up. We are jumping of it into the centre where the air is 'cloudy' looking. The air is different density's meaning you can free fall... Fast at first then slowing down threw the denser air and then speeding up again to land. It's fun the new 22 people are playing a sports type of game on the platform below were we land - I see 2 females that are upset with each other crying and one of the elders is mediating.
On the stairs on the way up there is food layed out for a birthday party we need to step over it and round people....
Dream hops and I'm in a strange landscape with hovering stone cubes some of them have entrances into them. I'm climbing down one to get into another. Where I need to put my hand there is a thick bramble/thorny runner but it's the only place to hold so I grip anyway feeling the thorns pressing into my fingers. I pass it and my hand is bleeding red,warm fresh blood.
Last dream was wired -- It was in an underground religious meeting place and there was a ritual that was like a funeral and christening rolled into one. I'd been invited by the mother of the baby for who the service was. I was ethereal made of black smoke and all the children and babys were made of the same patchwork.
3 dreams last night
First me and Emma are in Berwick it's cycling night/day very quickly and at night the sky is filled with thousands of stars many of which are falling .
We are walking round the town going into bus offices trying to get timetables and tickets we needed to get to a place beginning with S (I forget where now) We were also caring for a young male with learning issues, he was physically very big but mentally like a young child lots of people found him intimidating because of his size.
Next is a big school or Uni - I'm in a class of people aged 27 and the new intake were all 22.
The school is floating and is a series of platforms around a main hall area is a rectangular walk way high high up. We are jumping of it into the centre where the air is 'cloudy' looking. The air is different density's meaning you can free fall... Fast at first then slowing down threw the denser air and then speeding up again to land. It's fun the new 22 people are playing a sports type of game on the platform below were we land - I see 2 females that are upset with each other crying and one of the elders is mediating.
On the stairs on the way up there is food layed out for a birthday party we need to step over it and round people....
Dream hops and I'm in a strange landscape with hovering stone cubes some of them have entrances into them. I'm climbing down one to get into another. Where I need to put my hand there is a thick bramble/thorny runner but it's the only place to hold so I grip anyway feeling the thorns pressing into my fingers. I pass it and my hand is bleeding red,warm fresh blood.
Last dream was wired -- It was in an underground religious meeting place and there was a ritual that was like a funeral and christening rolled into one. I'd been invited by the mother of the baby for who the service was. I was ethereal made of black smoke and all the children and babys were made of the same patchwork.
Sunday 2 September 2018
End of August 18
On holiday so crap dream write up..
Sat 18th, a love/sex adventure with a father of a friend of a son. I was pregnant... but was aware of siblings the child couldn't know of without upsetting people.
Sunday 19th August
Ballet dancer, dancing sad/happy have some eggs. There was a coat dance and mirror dance.
Huge funeral with kids and dogs, the kids are watching 'love actually'
Monday 20th
'Plane' journey but not really a plane, like a island travelling. Dream started with bossy people and trying to collect wild people. We flew the world on flat island plane, penguins and wales.
I had a relationship with the pilot.
Wed 22nd.
Old cats - some medicated... then a 'killing spree' an accomplice to a murder.. Next dream an art exam. Connection to the examiner, exam on 'line'
MY answer was 'there is no line, only observation of within and without... 'line' is a margin.
Friday.. 24th
Amazing dream last night. Was a school setting again.... A vast live in learning town with buildings and fields. It was futuristic grass trees and stuff with floating lesson platforms colourful brick roads between set in a sunny country side. I moved about on roller skates as the area was very well spread out across meadows and hillsides.
A change was happening to the world. A vortex .. this was a fractal fragmenting of everything there.
I was really excited as that is what id gone there to be part of.
It was really amazing hard to describe like a planet took acid and was turning it's self inside out. Visually stunning. A friend comes to get me, she's freakes out and wants me to leave with her of world.
She's taking me to a tower rocket to the government and police to leave world. I'm angry and telling her no, I'm staying.
We argue and she drags me into the tower - rocket. She tells me I'll be a slave if I stay here. I don't argue but know she's confused and I tell ger i will break my way out of the tower. I lay my hands on it and bits vanish... She's annoyed and upset and I tell her to let me leave. She won't so I keep dissolving it by touching it. Until nothing is left and we are back in the otherworldly countryside.....
She's very angry I tell her I'm home here, I'm sorry I destroyed her tower but she shouldn't have taken me in. She'll fine another. We part ways and I fly up into the sky vortexSat 25th
I meet and have a chat with 3 versions of myself.
1st Sept 18.
Carry was at home alone and had changed the locks... there was a cat house party going on with cats raving!
2nd Sept
In my main dream house lots of amazing moths and butterfly's and then I have a small white budgie in a nest with eggs and young. There are also black and brown small rodents with thick long hair and then a big grey and white friendly rat.
The garden is filled with brambles.
Sat 18th, a love/sex adventure with a father of a friend of a son. I was pregnant... but was aware of siblings the child couldn't know of without upsetting people.
Sunday 19th August
Ballet dancer, dancing sad/happy have some eggs. There was a coat dance and mirror dance.
Huge funeral with kids and dogs, the kids are watching 'love actually'
Monday 20th
'Plane' journey but not really a plane, like a island travelling. Dream started with bossy people and trying to collect wild people. We flew the world on flat island plane, penguins and wales.
I had a relationship with the pilot.
Wed 22nd.
Old cats - some medicated... then a 'killing spree' an accomplice to a murder.. Next dream an art exam. Connection to the examiner, exam on 'line'
MY answer was 'there is no line, only observation of within and without... 'line' is a margin.
Friday.. 24th
Amazing dream last night. Was a school setting again.... A vast live in learning town with buildings and fields. It was futuristic grass trees and stuff with floating lesson platforms colourful brick roads between set in a sunny country side. I moved about on roller skates as the area was very well spread out across meadows and hillsides.
A change was happening to the world. A vortex .. this was a fractal fragmenting of everything there.
I was really excited as that is what id gone there to be part of.
It was really amazing hard to describe like a planet took acid and was turning it's self inside out. Visually stunning. A friend comes to get me, she's freakes out and wants me to leave with her of world.
She's taking me to a tower rocket to the government and police to leave world. I'm angry and telling her no, I'm staying.
We argue and she drags me into the tower - rocket. She tells me I'll be a slave if I stay here. I don't argue but know she's confused and I tell ger i will break my way out of the tower. I lay my hands on it and bits vanish... She's annoyed and upset and I tell her to let me leave. She won't so I keep dissolving it by touching it. Until nothing is left and we are back in the otherworldly countryside.....
She's very angry I tell her I'm home here, I'm sorry I destroyed her tower but she shouldn't have taken me in. She'll fine another. We part ways and I fly up into the sky vortexSat 25th
I meet and have a chat with 3 versions of myself.
1st Sept 18.
Carry was at home alone and had changed the locks... there was a cat house party going on with cats raving!
2nd Sept
In my main dream house lots of amazing moths and butterfly's and then I have a small white budgie in a nest with eggs and young. There are also black and brown small rodents with thick long hair and then a big grey and white friendly rat.
The garden is filled with brambles.
Monday 13 August 2018
Holly in my Eye and a Disjointed Adventure
2 dreams from last night.
The first I had a sore eye last night.... when I woke in the night it was very painful felt like stye though nothing to see. I whent wake into semi lucid dream in the dream I was examining my eye to see what was up and I removed a tiny dry holly leaf from the inside of my left eye. I know holly is the partner to the Oak rulling the winter in Celtic Ogham law so I'll have to look into it.
My main dream was cool wired/sexual and very disjointed. I was multiple people in the dream swapping and changing characters all the time.
I start as neither sex living with another young woman and her young female child who looks to me as a step/father. , I'm scanned in a supermarket but I also work preparing breakfast for parliament. The different factions in the house want there own breakfast room but I refuse saying they must eat together to come closer - I'm preparing pineapple and Neapolitan ice cream.
Dream swaps and I'm a young male, the person from the first dream is now female and is my friend. We are friends she has a lover - as the male I'm a masochist and she enjoys inflicting pain so helps me out so there is also a sexual element to our relationship.
I don't dream of that part - the dream is of a conversation we are having both nekid (I just know that's our back story)
She's found a woman/partner for me a friend of hers and is going to introduce us... I'm excited then look down realise I'm covered in welts and bruises and comment.... 'meby I should wait, don't want to scare her off.... then say, actually it's better she knows me'
The female gets annoyed and says 'no you must wait... she won't want to see that... and any way when your enjoying amazing tantric sex with her you won't want pain'
Confused I ask her 'Why would great sex stop me wanting to experience a fuller range of sensations?'
I think after that I realised she didn't want our group of friends to know her part in it - or any connection to it.
Dream jumps, I'm the same male again nekid laying on a rug with a male lover we are painting together in a large heavy book (It reminded me of a book of shadows/spell book)
Dream skips again and we are watching a procession threw a sunny country lane a young boy is being transported in an open rickshaw type thing - he is a witness to a crime/event and is being transported to a case/hearing.
We pass a hippy man & woman being arrested by police the guy has dreds and both male & female are high... they have with them a 'plucked turkey space ship' this is so wired. It's floating and alive orange/purple/yellow - The guy has a strange tool kit and the woman is explaing how he made it when he was high and how it really flys.
We pass them and I'm back to a female again and a member of the crowd walking with the boy witness .. I'm a 'seer' and see a young female girl jump onto the front of the rickshaw tipping her and the boy into a hedgerow and meadow where they vanish.
No one can see the girl but me and a group of men (she's a ghost/spirit) they pull me from the crowd as I can see the girl too.
Dream hops again I'm a couple outside a dark brick mental hospital near a sewer opening me and the male are going to perform a ritual to summon a daemon from the underworld (this is to do with the missing witnesses) Inside the mental hospital staff and patients are pressed against the windows watching us.
We start the ritual and a black entity comes from the sewer washed up with lots of dark black water It's sticky black faceless male. The black water floods much of the fields and we are floating in this black water the daemon has given us what we needed to know. At this point a flatbed truck drives up to the edge of the flooded area. In the back of it is a young black guy he's dresses in 70's style clothing with flares and an afro and he's waving a pair of flatted freeze dried lungs.
He's the best friend or brother of the male in the water with the female I know he's telling us his lung cancer has gone and we are both overjoyed for him we yell at him not to come into the water but he jumps down wading towards us waving the flattened pink lungs.
Behind him we can see a deep stillness in the water and know the deamon is underwater about to take him, the male rushes forwards to push his brother out of the way but i'm in the females body now and move fast shouting to the deamon... 'you can't have either of them I love them to much'
The deamon grabs me and kisses me and it's nice I kiss back then feel bad for the male who's my lover as I think this the female falls unconscious in the black gloppy arms and I'm watching the dream from 3rd person.
The deamon laughs and yells 'shortly, she'll be fucking Beelzebub on a flaming chariot pulled by the 9 hounds of hell chasing dawn across the back of the sky... if that kind of thing will make you happy...(laughing) .. of course it will'
I wake up.
Friday 10th August...
Hazy but in an outdoor vets making an order for someone - They had horses & Dogs. I'm ordering them lots of anti parasitics.
Sat 11th
Wired woven shapes shiny string wrapping to make forms.
A young girl having a cake sale - She lives up a lane in a big house next to the house is a ruined red stone castle. I enter her house to get cakes but ask to go to the toilet first in the bathroom are 9 baths places in a square shape.. the final 3 baths are joined and have water jets.
Sunday 12th.
Friend had written a book about my father being Autistic and too Moral... There was a maze in water.
Also stuff about Brexit a total fuck up/mess & automaton singing pigs.
The first I had a sore eye last night.... when I woke in the night it was very painful felt like stye though nothing to see. I whent wake into semi lucid dream in the dream I was examining my eye to see what was up and I removed a tiny dry holly leaf from the inside of my left eye. I know holly is the partner to the Oak rulling the winter in Celtic Ogham law so I'll have to look into it.
My main dream was cool wired/sexual and very disjointed. I was multiple people in the dream swapping and changing characters all the time.
I start as neither sex living with another young woman and her young female child who looks to me as a step/father. , I'm scanned in a supermarket but I also work preparing breakfast for parliament. The different factions in the house want there own breakfast room but I refuse saying they must eat together to come closer - I'm preparing pineapple and Neapolitan ice cream.
Dream swaps and I'm a young male, the person from the first dream is now female and is my friend. We are friends she has a lover - as the male I'm a masochist and she enjoys inflicting pain so helps me out so there is also a sexual element to our relationship.
I don't dream of that part - the dream is of a conversation we are having both nekid (I just know that's our back story)
She's found a woman/partner for me a friend of hers and is going to introduce us... I'm excited then look down realise I'm covered in welts and bruises and comment.... 'meby I should wait, don't want to scare her off.... then say, actually it's better she knows me'
The female gets annoyed and says 'no you must wait... she won't want to see that... and any way when your enjoying amazing tantric sex with her you won't want pain'
Confused I ask her 'Why would great sex stop me wanting to experience a fuller range of sensations?'
I think after that I realised she didn't want our group of friends to know her part in it - or any connection to it.
Dream jumps, I'm the same male again nekid laying on a rug with a male lover we are painting together in a large heavy book (It reminded me of a book of shadows/spell book)
Dream skips again and we are watching a procession threw a sunny country lane a young boy is being transported in an open rickshaw type thing - he is a witness to a crime/event and is being transported to a case/hearing.
We pass a hippy man & woman being arrested by police the guy has dreds and both male & female are high... they have with them a 'plucked turkey space ship' this is so wired. It's floating and alive orange/purple/yellow - The guy has a strange tool kit and the woman is explaing how he made it when he was high and how it really flys.
We pass them and I'm back to a female again and a member of the crowd walking with the boy witness .. I'm a 'seer' and see a young female girl jump onto the front of the rickshaw tipping her and the boy into a hedgerow and meadow where they vanish.
No one can see the girl but me and a group of men (she's a ghost/spirit) they pull me from the crowd as I can see the girl too.
Dream hops again I'm a couple outside a dark brick mental hospital near a sewer opening me and the male are going to perform a ritual to summon a daemon from the underworld (this is to do with the missing witnesses) Inside the mental hospital staff and patients are pressed against the windows watching us.
We start the ritual and a black entity comes from the sewer washed up with lots of dark black water It's sticky black faceless male. The black water floods much of the fields and we are floating in this black water the daemon has given us what we needed to know. At this point a flatbed truck drives up to the edge of the flooded area. In the back of it is a young black guy he's dresses in 70's style clothing with flares and an afro and he's waving a pair of flatted freeze dried lungs.
He's the best friend or brother of the male in the water with the female I know he's telling us his lung cancer has gone and we are both overjoyed for him we yell at him not to come into the water but he jumps down wading towards us waving the flattened pink lungs.
Behind him we can see a deep stillness in the water and know the deamon is underwater about to take him, the male rushes forwards to push his brother out of the way but i'm in the females body now and move fast shouting to the deamon... 'you can't have either of them I love them to much'
The deamon grabs me and kisses me and it's nice I kiss back then feel bad for the male who's my lover as I think this the female falls unconscious in the black gloppy arms and I'm watching the dream from 3rd person.
The deamon laughs and yells 'shortly, she'll be fucking Beelzebub on a flaming chariot pulled by the 9 hounds of hell chasing dawn across the back of the sky... if that kind of thing will make you happy...(laughing) .. of course it will'
I wake up.
Friday 10th August...
Hazy but in an outdoor vets making an order for someone - They had horses & Dogs. I'm ordering them lots of anti parasitics.
Sat 11th
Wired woven shapes shiny string wrapping to make forms.
A young girl having a cake sale - She lives up a lane in a big house next to the house is a ruined red stone castle. I enter her house to get cakes but ask to go to the toilet first in the bathroom are 9 baths places in a square shape.. the final 3 baths are joined and have water jets.
Sunday 12th.
Friend had written a book about my father being Autistic and too Moral... There was a maze in water.
Also stuff about Brexit a total fuck up/mess & automaton singing pigs.
Thursday 9 August 2018
Mid July till early Aug 2018
Sunday 13th July
I didn't write last nights dreams... they were hazy. There was a battered old hard back copy of' The Wind in the Willows' I think I was then back in a memory from my 20's in a rave with an old friend and DJ who I knew. Then a roe deer small - a baby.
Then main dreamhouse ... the loft room was there again, my parents room. It was a revisiting of old dreams.
Tues 17th July
I had a dream about a hummm feild in the sky?? It seemed like the old feild in my main dreamscape there are horses in the field and then then this kind of rock formation, cube like rocks but natural all the same, I'm not sure of the name of them.
Like that
https://www.alamy.com/stock-photo-dverghamrar-dwarf-rocks-volcanic-basalt-columns-and-cube-jointed-iceland-84603313.html
Anyhooo nesting on the rock coulombs are 1000's and 1000's of small black birds - they were behaving like starlings but felt more like blackbirds. (Reminds me of the dream with Roz with flocks of birds)
I was up on the rocks with the birds looking down, way way down below was a coast line with white sand. In the sand was the remains of an ancient castle with 4 turrets.. most of it was buried in sand the turrets toppled.
Another dream, my main dreamscape playing outside at night it's snowing and the snow is fresh, we've made snow men and have decorated the area with frozen yellow ice (it was peed on snow) but had been moulded into star shapes so was like star shaped frozen wee.
Wed 18th July
First dream I'm in the countryside with a neighbor I know now we are both young in our 20's we have drugs, something wrapped in paper to snort so was like speed or coke.
Next dream is main dream area but built up.. 2 gay friends are having a pool party it's nekid and being held in a hotel after midnight. In the first bit of the dream i'm getting some Zzzzz's as I know it's going t be a late night. It's tropical theam.
I'm at the party but it's over fast and I seem to be the person clearing up, I've swept the whole area and am leaving it like we found it when someone tells me we need to move the haybales that were beside the bar area... these get dragged thew and I have to resweep everywhere. Dream shifts so I'm outside in a huge open grass plane and I'm still sweeping.
Friday 21st July
First dream, I'm in the countryside in the dark in the back of a horse box with an old school friend. Were travelling in the horse trailer with the doors open at night.
Her horse is with us, we are trying to get somewhere she feels we need help and we go into a 'horse people' type area. (Stables/Gym duno cause i know very little about horses and polo and hunting)
I offer to go ask for what we are looking for, but Clare knows I'm better with small animals and the area she's going to is full of highly strung race horses so I wait at the door of the trailer.
She comes back and tells me she has back pain and she has a 'bum bag' could I fill it and give it to her for pain relief - Confused I start rooting round the back of her horse box, but all I can find are dirty pants... after a while I give up and go back to sit at the open tailgate.
There are different groups of people milling round beside me I notice some hunt sabs, they wave at me and I say hello. Then someone in the horse crowd blows a horn and yells lets hunt. I think, err hunting not illegal (but also know these people are outside the law due to money) I remember the hunt sabs waving at me and making so much noise that the hunt would be disrupted anyway.
Second dream is a pre-historic earth like planet - I'm on a cliff looking down onto a low river valley lake bed.
I'm neckid and Zak is with me also nekid he's a baby. I have him attacked to me with stips of leather in a sling type thing.
I jump from the cliff tops into some of the high trees and am climbing down threw them like a monkey - when i get stuck now and then I unsling Zak and hang him from a branch while I climb lower and can lift him down.
When we get down we are looking at this amazing river basin from above then I'm along and stuffs high speed... there is this agle that takes the whole lake.
It's toxic to all life and blooms over the top of the water till it covers the lake - then as soon as it covers the lake the water evaporates leaving just this algae. Then I'm watching these small frog and large fish (Bit like big black catfish but pre-historic) eating all the algae... It's wired as the dream is so visual - it's like watching a nature film these small mouths munching threw all this lush green slushy stuff.
Monday 23rd July
I'm on a huge grass plain and I'm with Andy (This is a friend from my early life) we have a teepee type of tent but it's has a slight raised platform we are neckid and have face paint but it's more like tribal marks. I spend lots of time stretching and dancing nakid out on the grass (Like balet/yoga) We are going on a mission, we need to visit the 4 elements.
Before we do this Andy makes this kind of milkshake/Sunday thing in a glass with cream and cherry's. He brings it while we go on this mission to collect something from Earth/fire/water/air (I think they were dragons we met)
When we have 'attuned/completed' our missions with the elements we need to access the underworld
This was a kind of 'interact with rock with energy/light' and we are absorbed into a cave/cavern system there is a giant crystal guardian/troll thing that we pass.. it's friendly.
We go deeper and deeper until we are meeting with hummm avatar of the planetary consciousness. She's beautiful beyond words.. old and vibrant, sexual but wise and motherly like a fairy of sorts she glows. As we approach her there is another male there, Jack. He's sitting alone as we all arrive she tells Andy to give the Sunday/shake to Jack. Andy is visibly hurt but passes it over. The planetary mama thing looks at me, I feel the pain of Andy and I tell her,
'I know what you are showing me.....
But how am I ever to love a man when I'm already in love with You'
She was surprised by my reaction - and the fact I knew her intimately ...then Ian's alarm woke me up. (edited)
Monday 30th
My dreams have been hazy though I know I'm dreaming. Last night I was getting married to my old school friend we were still young. I was worried about her, she was tired and I was making food her her. I was rubbing her lower back and making soft boiled eggs in a cup with toast fingers. I'd asked if she wanted brown or white eggs and she told me I couldn't ask that.
I was puzzled and picked to of the white ones, they wen't shaped like normal chicken eggs. They were more pointed on top and bottom and wide low bottom like a smooth white cut diamond shape. I plopped them into boiling water.
Wed 1st Aug
I had an odd dream this morning, Ian's mum who died just before Christmas was in it.
It was set in my Grans old house, my Gran wasn't home and there was an old fashioned Iron stove / fire place in the corner. The kind that warms the room but you can cook on too.
Ian's mum was in the fire, and she was telling me she'd been there since she died and didn't know how too (I can't recall the words I was using) In the dream I knew I was dreaming and wanted to write the dream down so I didn't forget it so I wrote what was happening on the tops of a pile of old newspapers that were there.
After a while Ian' s mum was standing in the room with me - we talked about death and she said why are there some orange angels and I asked her if she'd met any purple creators yet.
8Th Aug
Last nights dreams were first of leaving a residential school. It was night and dark, I'd been there for 7 years if I remember right. I was angry and didn't want to leave (It was a home to me)
Then I was with male me, over stormy seas in a helicopter we kept landing on islands and making love there. One of the small rocky islands had a small pool by a very basic cottage/shelter - I was given a key, it was for the cottage and told I could use it for as long as I wanted.
Last nights dreams my main dream area, I find 2 guinea pigs in the corner of my room.... there water is empty/has spilled and they are very ill and dehydrated - I feel bad and give them water and they quickly revive.
Last night, 9th August
First dream is of a prison inside a mountain. It's either off world or very futuristic. The sky is very black and filled with bright stars. The landscape is baron dark dusty with a huge mountain the only feature.
Into the mountain is a huge opening/road into the mountain and hovering vehicles pass in and out. There made of a dull purple/ grey metallic substance and have glowing neon lights in pinks and purples and lime green. I'm a prisoner in there I can also see 'Ghosts' other prisoners who've died in there I think it was like a mine on the inside. It was an odd dream were I was in it but also observing it from a 3rd person overview.
Next dream I'm with a friend who's in the form of a beautiful red haired cat - She has spots on her like large white heads there raised and have puss in them, she also has flea dirt in her hair. I gently squeeze the spots letting the puss out of it, some of it drips onto and into my hair which in the dream is also red.
Last dream I was outside watching falling stars and meteors in a dark sky (Could be the perseids meteor shower on atm) It was very cool to watch.
I didn't write last nights dreams... they were hazy. There was a battered old hard back copy of' The Wind in the Willows' I think I was then back in a memory from my 20's in a rave with an old friend and DJ who I knew. Then a roe deer small - a baby.
Then main dreamhouse ... the loft room was there again, my parents room. It was a revisiting of old dreams.
Tues 17th July
I had a dream about a hummm feild in the sky?? It seemed like the old feild in my main dreamscape there are horses in the field and then then this kind of rock formation, cube like rocks but natural all the same, I'm not sure of the name of them.
Like that
https://www.alamy.com/stock-photo-dverghamrar-dwarf-rocks-volcanic-basalt-columns-and-cube-jointed-iceland-84603313.html
Anyhooo nesting on the rock coulombs are 1000's and 1000's of small black birds - they were behaving like starlings but felt more like blackbirds. (Reminds me of the dream with Roz with flocks of birds)
I was up on the rocks with the birds looking down, way way down below was a coast line with white sand. In the sand was the remains of an ancient castle with 4 turrets.. most of it was buried in sand the turrets toppled.
Another dream, my main dreamscape playing outside at night it's snowing and the snow is fresh, we've made snow men and have decorated the area with frozen yellow ice (it was peed on snow) but had been moulded into star shapes so was like star shaped frozen wee.
Wed 18th July
First dream I'm in the countryside with a neighbor I know now we are both young in our 20's we have drugs, something wrapped in paper to snort so was like speed or coke.
Next dream is main dream area but built up.. 2 gay friends are having a pool party it's nekid and being held in a hotel after midnight. In the first bit of the dream i'm getting some Zzzzz's as I know it's going t be a late night. It's tropical theam.
I'm at the party but it's over fast and I seem to be the person clearing up, I've swept the whole area and am leaving it like we found it when someone tells me we need to move the haybales that were beside the bar area... these get dragged thew and I have to resweep everywhere. Dream shifts so I'm outside in a huge open grass plane and I'm still sweeping.
Friday 21st July
First dream, I'm in the countryside in the dark in the back of a horse box with an old school friend. Were travelling in the horse trailer with the doors open at night.
Her horse is with us, we are trying to get somewhere she feels we need help and we go into a 'horse people' type area. (Stables/Gym duno cause i know very little about horses and polo and hunting)
I offer to go ask for what we are looking for, but Clare knows I'm better with small animals and the area she's going to is full of highly strung race horses so I wait at the door of the trailer.
She comes back and tells me she has back pain and she has a 'bum bag' could I fill it and give it to her for pain relief - Confused I start rooting round the back of her horse box, but all I can find are dirty pants... after a while I give up and go back to sit at the open tailgate.
There are different groups of people milling round beside me I notice some hunt sabs, they wave at me and I say hello. Then someone in the horse crowd blows a horn and yells lets hunt. I think, err hunting not illegal (but also know these people are outside the law due to money) I remember the hunt sabs waving at me and making so much noise that the hunt would be disrupted anyway.
Second dream is a pre-historic earth like planet - I'm on a cliff looking down onto a low river valley lake bed.
I'm neckid and Zak is with me also nekid he's a baby. I have him attacked to me with stips of leather in a sling type thing.
I jump from the cliff tops into some of the high trees and am climbing down threw them like a monkey - when i get stuck now and then I unsling Zak and hang him from a branch while I climb lower and can lift him down.
When we get down we are looking at this amazing river basin from above then I'm along and stuffs high speed... there is this agle that takes the whole lake.
It's toxic to all life and blooms over the top of the water till it covers the lake - then as soon as it covers the lake the water evaporates leaving just this algae. Then I'm watching these small frog and large fish (Bit like big black catfish but pre-historic) eating all the algae... It's wired as the dream is so visual - it's like watching a nature film these small mouths munching threw all this lush green slushy stuff.
Monday 23rd July
I'm on a huge grass plain and I'm with Andy (This is a friend from my early life) we have a teepee type of tent but it's has a slight raised platform we are neckid and have face paint but it's more like tribal marks. I spend lots of time stretching and dancing nakid out on the grass (Like balet/yoga) We are going on a mission, we need to visit the 4 elements.
Before we do this Andy makes this kind of milkshake/Sunday thing in a glass with cream and cherry's. He brings it while we go on this mission to collect something from Earth/fire/water/air (I think they were dragons we met)
When we have 'attuned/completed' our missions with the elements we need to access the underworld
This was a kind of 'interact with rock with energy/light' and we are absorbed into a cave/cavern system there is a giant crystal guardian/troll thing that we pass.. it's friendly.
We go deeper and deeper until we are meeting with hummm avatar of the planetary consciousness. She's beautiful beyond words.. old and vibrant, sexual but wise and motherly like a fairy of sorts she glows. As we approach her there is another male there, Jack. He's sitting alone as we all arrive she tells Andy to give the Sunday/shake to Jack. Andy is visibly hurt but passes it over. The planetary mama thing looks at me, I feel the pain of Andy and I tell her,
'I know what you are showing me.....
But how am I ever to love a man when I'm already in love with You'
She was surprised by my reaction - and the fact I knew her intimately ...then Ian's alarm woke me up. (edited)
Monday 30th
My dreams have been hazy though I know I'm dreaming. Last night I was getting married to my old school friend we were still young. I was worried about her, she was tired and I was making food her her. I was rubbing her lower back and making soft boiled eggs in a cup with toast fingers. I'd asked if she wanted brown or white eggs and she told me I couldn't ask that.
I was puzzled and picked to of the white ones, they wen't shaped like normal chicken eggs. They were more pointed on top and bottom and wide low bottom like a smooth white cut diamond shape. I plopped them into boiling water.
Wed 1st Aug
I had an odd dream this morning, Ian's mum who died just before Christmas was in it.
It was set in my Grans old house, my Gran wasn't home and there was an old fashioned Iron stove / fire place in the corner. The kind that warms the room but you can cook on too.
Ian's mum was in the fire, and she was telling me she'd been there since she died and didn't know how too (I can't recall the words I was using) In the dream I knew I was dreaming and wanted to write the dream down so I didn't forget it so I wrote what was happening on the tops of a pile of old newspapers that were there.
After a while Ian' s mum was standing in the room with me - we talked about death and she said why are there some orange angels and I asked her if she'd met any purple creators yet.
8Th Aug
Last nights dreams were first of leaving a residential school. It was night and dark, I'd been there for 7 years if I remember right. I was angry and didn't want to leave (It was a home to me)
Then I was with male me, over stormy seas in a helicopter we kept landing on islands and making love there. One of the small rocky islands had a small pool by a very basic cottage/shelter - I was given a key, it was for the cottage and told I could use it for as long as I wanted.
Last nights dreams my main dream area, I find 2 guinea pigs in the corner of my room.... there water is empty/has spilled and they are very ill and dehydrated - I feel bad and give them water and they quickly revive.
Last night, 9th August
First dream is of a prison inside a mountain. It's either off world or very futuristic. The sky is very black and filled with bright stars. The landscape is baron dark dusty with a huge mountain the only feature.
Into the mountain is a huge opening/road into the mountain and hovering vehicles pass in and out. There made of a dull purple/ grey metallic substance and have glowing neon lights in pinks and purples and lime green. I'm a prisoner in there I can also see 'Ghosts' other prisoners who've died in there I think it was like a mine on the inside. It was an odd dream were I was in it but also observing it from a 3rd person overview.
Next dream I'm with a friend who's in the form of a beautiful red haired cat - She has spots on her like large white heads there raised and have puss in them, she also has flea dirt in her hair. I gently squeeze the spots letting the puss out of it, some of it drips onto and into my hair which in the dream is also red.
Last dream I was outside watching falling stars and meteors in a dark sky (Could be the perseids meteor shower on atm) It was very cool to watch.
Friday 13 July 2018
Fabric Support and Meeting with a Queen
10th July
2 very strange dreams the second one not at all pleasant.
In the first I'm with 2 adult cousins it's a kind of 'party' it's very dark and outside my cousins house in Berwick - One cousin has prepared food and the other is being very rude complaining about it.
We also have crazy face paint colourful wired/glittery but also a bit twisted too think scary circus.
There is a game too.... it's running round a small dark scary hut with lots of broken doors/windows and trap doors. The outside is dark too.. Females run round the outside and inside are rapists who try to grab the women running round the building. It's like a teenage horror film or something and there is no intention of raping anyone it's more the 'fear/anticipation'
Some others and me had agreed to play, and I realised quite soon that there was nothing in the dark building but our own fear/anticipation.
Next there is 2 men I think one was my x. The both like me but I can't decide which I like, I know it's wrong to interact with both but I like both. Next one of them is caught steeling from a gang at the party. They have surrounded him and are intimidating him making him sit under a table while they stand round him. - Woke here.
Next dream
This is a house warming party for my friend who's about to move into there new home.
She's put up or is trying to put up her bell tent in the garden (they will be living in this overt the summer while work is done on the property)
She wants me to help, in the dream the sun is setting the garden is big and beautiful - the tent is wired and instead of a centre pole for support she's got lots of small connection poles that don't quite work/reach they keep bending and won't support the fabric then they tun into a tower of pans/bowls/mugs and cups.... again they won't reach and I can't help her put the tent up properly.
Next I got for a walk into a field with her my other Friend and her 3 kids, we are looking down on the new house. There are 100's of birds in the air and they are pecking at small crops they ground is very dry and the plants look ill and parched.
We come to a bench and sit down.. I notice these huge insects on the ground, they are like massive ticks but coloured like lady birds - I point them out, then realise there not a 'good thing' I'm trying to use my phone to look them up and find them at first - They are and invasive immigrant tick and can suck all the blood from a human... I want to double check before I tell them but then my phone goes wired and I can't find the 'close all apps' button the phone is so full of info/stuff but I can't find what I need to show them. Her children start playing over the top of these insects - I want to stop and warn them, but I wanted to be more sure/check before scaring anyone.
Thurs 13th July
Jewellery box, gems a broken cup being carried out to sea and a magpie
http://www.wildspeak.com/animalenergies/magpie.html
Last night.
(First dream a garden walled/dark bindweed criss crossing)
Another train dream last night.
I'm on a journey with kids. I'm making my way to the front of the moving train - the train is packed.
First carriage I'm working my way down the isle of sitting passengers The next carriage is more of a room saloon/bar like they used to have on old posh trains.
It's more modern though some people are sitting some standing & mingling It's less crowded but I notice a sign saying 'No Children' so we don't pause but keep moving on towards the front.
As I leave the saloon next carriage is a corridor like the trains with small compartments and corridors down one side. The corridor is packed and as I push by a very old preacher he taps me on the bum with his holy book... I shoot him a questioning glance and keep going.
The next carriage is like a cargo hold it's dark and people are laying round on the floor I'm stepping over bodys, Zak has started to lag behind and is crying/whining we pass a young guy who smiles at Zak and tickles him to cheer him up and we stop to chat.
The guy stands up holding Zak and playing with him and they clearly like each-other. The guy has lots of black hair and a big bushy beard he looks middle eastern - I comment he's clearly been round children a lot and I ask him if he has siblings. He tells me he has 12 I smile and say wow big family, his sister appears too she is a little younger meby early 20's has her hair covered he introduces her and we talk together.
The setting changes and we are all in a large temple they tell me we have arrived at Galilee. The preacher from the train is speaking to a huge packed crowd... it's some Abrahamic religion he's very old but seems to know me and keeps talking specifically to me he likes Zak. There is another preacher with him younger I don't recall what they were talking about more the fact they kept talking to me and Zak. I think we passed Zak threw the crowd to them.
After they had finished talking we are mingling in the temple I have in my arms a small fat raccoon it belongs to the ancient preacher - It's very sweet and placid and has curled into a ball asleep, I'm looking after it.
The preacher tells me that a king and queen are visiting and he wants me to cook the meal they will all share, he warns me he'd rather I didn't meet them though (as he knows I won't show deference and he doesn't want me to get into trouble)
I'm cooking food in an area outside but still in the temple grounds it's over an open fire and I have 3 thick round cast iron grill rings with fired clay hummm I duno there like little tubes that I can use as legs to place over the fire to raise up the grill rings (I've never seen anything like this but I knew how it all worked) I'm cooking skewered strips of marinated meat and fish and have other veg on the fire grill too.
Next I'm summoned to the King, Queen, Preacher - I think they had requested too meet the cook - I know I'm expected to bow/crawl?? Something about my head not allowed to be higher that theirs and they are seated at a round table eating the food I prepared. (The queen was like a young version of queen Victoria) she's wearing a flowery 50's style sun dress - I didn't notice the king. I walk tall up to them my eyes locked with the queen. She's amused and tells me I will be flogged, I can see the Preacher rolling his eyes at me in disbelief that I won't bow to the queen but I just smile at him.
2 very strange dreams the second one not at all pleasant.
In the first I'm with 2 adult cousins it's a kind of 'party' it's very dark and outside my cousins house in Berwick - One cousin has prepared food and the other is being very rude complaining about it.
We also have crazy face paint colourful wired/glittery but also a bit twisted too think scary circus.
There is a game too.... it's running round a small dark scary hut with lots of broken doors/windows and trap doors. The outside is dark too.. Females run round the outside and inside are rapists who try to grab the women running round the building. It's like a teenage horror film or something and there is no intention of raping anyone it's more the 'fear/anticipation'
Some others and me had agreed to play, and I realised quite soon that there was nothing in the dark building but our own fear/anticipation.
Next there is 2 men I think one was my x. The both like me but I can't decide which I like, I know it's wrong to interact with both but I like both. Next one of them is caught steeling from a gang at the party. They have surrounded him and are intimidating him making him sit under a table while they stand round him. - Woke here.
Next dream
This is a house warming party for my friend who's about to move into there new home.
She's put up or is trying to put up her bell tent in the garden (they will be living in this overt the summer while work is done on the property)
She wants me to help, in the dream the sun is setting the garden is big and beautiful - the tent is wired and instead of a centre pole for support she's got lots of small connection poles that don't quite work/reach they keep bending and won't support the fabric then they tun into a tower of pans/bowls/mugs and cups.... again they won't reach and I can't help her put the tent up properly.
Next I got for a walk into a field with her my other Friend and her 3 kids, we are looking down on the new house. There are 100's of birds in the air and they are pecking at small crops they ground is very dry and the plants look ill and parched.
We come to a bench and sit down.. I notice these huge insects on the ground, they are like massive ticks but coloured like lady birds - I point them out, then realise there not a 'good thing' I'm trying to use my phone to look them up and find them at first - They are and invasive immigrant tick and can suck all the blood from a human... I want to double check before I tell them but then my phone goes wired and I can't find the 'close all apps' button the phone is so full of info/stuff but I can't find what I need to show them. Her children start playing over the top of these insects - I want to stop and warn them, but I wanted to be more sure/check before scaring anyone.
Thurs 13th July
Jewellery box, gems a broken cup being carried out to sea and a magpie
http://www.wildspeak.com/animalenergies/magpie.html
Last night.
(First dream a garden walled/dark bindweed criss crossing)
Another train dream last night.
I'm on a journey with kids. I'm making my way to the front of the moving train - the train is packed.
First carriage I'm working my way down the isle of sitting passengers The next carriage is more of a room saloon/bar like they used to have on old posh trains.
It's more modern though some people are sitting some standing & mingling It's less crowded but I notice a sign saying 'No Children' so we don't pause but keep moving on towards the front.
As I leave the saloon next carriage is a corridor like the trains with small compartments and corridors down one side. The corridor is packed and as I push by a very old preacher he taps me on the bum with his holy book... I shoot him a questioning glance and keep going.
The next carriage is like a cargo hold it's dark and people are laying round on the floor I'm stepping over bodys, Zak has started to lag behind and is crying/whining we pass a young guy who smiles at Zak and tickles him to cheer him up and we stop to chat.
The guy stands up holding Zak and playing with him and they clearly like each-other. The guy has lots of black hair and a big bushy beard he looks middle eastern - I comment he's clearly been round children a lot and I ask him if he has siblings. He tells me he has 12 I smile and say wow big family, his sister appears too she is a little younger meby early 20's has her hair covered he introduces her and we talk together.
The setting changes and we are all in a large temple they tell me we have arrived at Galilee. The preacher from the train is speaking to a huge packed crowd... it's some Abrahamic religion he's very old but seems to know me and keeps talking specifically to me he likes Zak. There is another preacher with him younger I don't recall what they were talking about more the fact they kept talking to me and Zak. I think we passed Zak threw the crowd to them.
After they had finished talking we are mingling in the temple I have in my arms a small fat raccoon it belongs to the ancient preacher - It's very sweet and placid and has curled into a ball asleep, I'm looking after it.
The preacher tells me that a king and queen are visiting and he wants me to cook the meal they will all share, he warns me he'd rather I didn't meet them though (as he knows I won't show deference and he doesn't want me to get into trouble)
I'm cooking food in an area outside but still in the temple grounds it's over an open fire and I have 3 thick round cast iron grill rings with fired clay hummm I duno there like little tubes that I can use as legs to place over the fire to raise up the grill rings (I've never seen anything like this but I knew how it all worked) I'm cooking skewered strips of marinated meat and fish and have other veg on the fire grill too.
Next I'm summoned to the King, Queen, Preacher - I think they had requested too meet the cook - I know I'm expected to bow/crawl?? Something about my head not allowed to be higher that theirs and they are seated at a round table eating the food I prepared. (The queen was like a young version of queen Victoria) she's wearing a flowery 50's style sun dress - I didn't notice the king. I walk tall up to them my eyes locked with the queen. She's amused and tells me I will be flogged, I can see the Preacher rolling his eyes at me in disbelief that I won't bow to the queen but I just smile at him.
Monday 9 July 2018
Underwater tunnles, and fabric stairs.
Friday 6th July
I was fending of tonsillitis again last night and I remember 2 beautiful settings rather than a dream.
First was a city, but it wasn't a city it was rolling grass hills, with rivers and beautifully made sandstone bridges. There were towers too, very thin reaching impossibly high into the sunny sky. The towers where kind of amazing works of art, carved with spiral steps on the outside and a kind of lattice of stone work and sculptures. They bent and twirled defying gravity. (It was a city of sorts but not at all like an earth city)
Then the other setting was very different but also beautiful - this is underground tunnels of a glass like sculpture - perhaps it was a lake bed?? Thinking about it now that would make most sense.
The floor of the tunnels are fine white sand and the walls are looking into green water with huge goldfish swimming in it.
The tunnels glow with green light filtering threw the clear sides where the fish swim, the tunnels/caverns are pointed at the top, sort of shaped like leaves and seem very natural small plants and shrubs grow in the sand too. (edited)
Last night
2 Dreams last night that I can recall, there were lots more.
First was a big adventure/game.
It's set round a wild coastal area rocks/sea and monstrys and monks. I had a lover we were both magic but were being chased and had to take this 'I think it was an illuminated manuscript/baby' to safety on an island. In the dream it was Iona but was also like the island St, Cuthbert lived on. (It was like a wired magic version of early Christianity on the British Isles)
I'm travelling sand dunes first there are 'huge' hares lots of them and also turtles in areas too.
I meet with my lover before I go and I touch the area in above and between his eyes - It glows purple like an Indian bindi but made of light. We will use this to communicate while we are separated and to find each other again after.
The book keeps turning into a baby/back to a book..baby.. When I leave my lover I'm travelling with another magic person it's dark and we are running over rocks into the sea we can walk on the bottom of the sea, seals are there too - we enter a huge hummm living/glass clear octopus/squid kind of thing. It's going to transport us to help get the baby/magic book to the island where it will be safe. When we get to the island we go inside it and it's a crystal cavern with a huge spiral staircase of some clear prismatic stairs - it's visually epic kind of glowing in rainbow reflecty light.
Second dream
I'm my 2-3 year old self.. I can see myself from outside so I'm kind of 3rd person, zoomed out looking at baby me. The setting is a large green with an outdoor nursery/play group - the grass is very green, there are slides and climbing frames, easels for painting, playground chalk ect.
On 2 sides of the green are large prefab buildings, they are painted a bottle green colour they have a military look to them on the other 2 sides of the green are 2 different churches, old Gothic architecture. I'm above the area looking at it in my mind it was in Scotland.
I zoom back into my baby self and I'm toddling along following my Mam, she's younger like she was when I was a baby, we are walking across the green towards one of the church buildings, at some point she turns into a younger version of my Dad too I'm a little older now and I tell my Dad how good it is to see him so well.
Both vanish and I walk into one of the churches, it's large cooler inside out of the bright sunlight, inside the Church is grey stone high vaulted ceiling and stained glass windows where the coloured light is coming in, it's bright. In the centre is a square platform with iron railings round it, I'm small but I jump up it's a spiral staircase leading down so I start of down the stairs, I age as I go down and round and the stairs change from stone to pleated fabric, some areas are quilted it widens out too so it's like a large fabric spiral, I'm passing other people on the way down, some are sleeping, others are having sex... It's flattened out to the point where I can slide and 'surf' - so I'm kind of wizzing down and round.
annoyingly Ian's alarm woke me before I found out what was at the bottom :P
I was fending of tonsillitis again last night and I remember 2 beautiful settings rather than a dream.
First was a city, but it wasn't a city it was rolling grass hills, with rivers and beautifully made sandstone bridges. There were towers too, very thin reaching impossibly high into the sunny sky. The towers where kind of amazing works of art, carved with spiral steps on the outside and a kind of lattice of stone work and sculptures. They bent and twirled defying gravity. (It was a city of sorts but not at all like an earth city)
Then the other setting was very different but also beautiful - this is underground tunnels of a glass like sculpture - perhaps it was a lake bed?? Thinking about it now that would make most sense.
The floor of the tunnels are fine white sand and the walls are looking into green water with huge goldfish swimming in it.
The tunnels glow with green light filtering threw the clear sides where the fish swim, the tunnels/caverns are pointed at the top, sort of shaped like leaves and seem very natural small plants and shrubs grow in the sand too. (edited)
Last night
2 Dreams last night that I can recall, there were lots more.
First was a big adventure/game.
It's set round a wild coastal area rocks/sea and monstrys and monks. I had a lover we were both magic but were being chased and had to take this 'I think it was an illuminated manuscript/baby' to safety on an island. In the dream it was Iona but was also like the island St, Cuthbert lived on. (It was like a wired magic version of early Christianity on the British Isles)
I'm travelling sand dunes first there are 'huge' hares lots of them and also turtles in areas too.
I meet with my lover before I go and I touch the area in above and between his eyes - It glows purple like an Indian bindi but made of light. We will use this to communicate while we are separated and to find each other again after.
The book keeps turning into a baby/back to a book..baby.. When I leave my lover I'm travelling with another magic person it's dark and we are running over rocks into the sea we can walk on the bottom of the sea, seals are there too - we enter a huge hummm living/glass clear octopus/squid kind of thing. It's going to transport us to help get the baby/magic book to the island where it will be safe. When we get to the island we go inside it and it's a crystal cavern with a huge spiral staircase of some clear prismatic stairs - it's visually epic kind of glowing in rainbow reflecty light.
Second dream
I'm my 2-3 year old self.. I can see myself from outside so I'm kind of 3rd person, zoomed out looking at baby me. The setting is a large green with an outdoor nursery/play group - the grass is very green, there are slides and climbing frames, easels for painting, playground chalk ect.
On 2 sides of the green are large prefab buildings, they are painted a bottle green colour they have a military look to them on the other 2 sides of the green are 2 different churches, old Gothic architecture. I'm above the area looking at it in my mind it was in Scotland.
I zoom back into my baby self and I'm toddling along following my Mam, she's younger like she was when I was a baby, we are walking across the green towards one of the church buildings, at some point she turns into a younger version of my Dad too I'm a little older now and I tell my Dad how good it is to see him so well.
Both vanish and I walk into one of the churches, it's large cooler inside out of the bright sunlight, inside the Church is grey stone high vaulted ceiling and stained glass windows where the coloured light is coming in, it's bright. In the centre is a square platform with iron railings round it, I'm small but I jump up it's a spiral staircase leading down so I start of down the stairs, I age as I go down and round and the stairs change from stone to pleated fabric, some areas are quilted it widens out too so it's like a large fabric spiral, I'm passing other people on the way down, some are sleeping, others are having sex... It's flattened out to the point where I can slide and 'surf' - so I'm kind of wizzing down and round.
annoyingly Ian's alarm woke me before I found out what was at the bottom :P
Wednesday 4 July 2018
June, Caterpillers, Train hubs.
Yesterday>>
Wired very visual and tactile dreams.
In one I'm in a bathroom but one wall is forest/trees/jungle and there is a huge caterpillar it's a good 35cm long and fat too, it's face is cartoon like very sweet and human-ish but with a long green pointed nose like Pinocio.
It smiles too it's skin is bright green and very soft I'm stroking it and watching it climb up into the tree.. as it climbs it falls but saves it's self with an impossibly thin bit of silk - that easily holds it's big weight. Once on the branch I watch it turn into a chrysalis face first while still smiling at me.
Although I don't see it emerge I know it will have red/white/brown moth wings.
Next dream is another huge residential school, I'm leaving the block I've been in. The building is red brick with lots of windows and doors - I go outside with my friend Emma she's doing somersaults and handstands on the grass.
Next I'm in another part of the school, I tell them I want to stay it's my home - but I've been there 7 years and I'm ment to move on.
Next bit is odd, me and Emma are in a high room at an open window. Around 3 storeys up there are 2 different airflow's meeting - the top one is light and cooler the air is moving fast.
The air below is warmer and denser, - it feels like an invisible foam mattress. We are pressing it and wobbling it - far below we can see people walking and driving and we are wondering if we can make them feel the vibrations when we wobble it. I remember being kind of surprised they were moving threw it so easily as to use it was almost solid. I was shaking the air to see if anyone notices us.
Interesting link...
https://allaboutheaven.org/symbols/97/123/butterfly-and-moth
Last night..
Really intense dreams last night.. In the first I was visiting or in South Africa or at least that was the name for it in the dream I was in Johannesburg.
In the dream it's visually out there it's modern or even futuristic. There is a big hub of trains/tracks there.
I arrive at night I'm met by some friends (who I know who are South African) It's night or kind of dusk the skyline is pink/purple but the hub I'm in is huge with so many tracks meeting and crossing. There is also something ancient there -- This bit was crazy sci-fi stuff... it's like a vast area in the center of this hub with no floor (space) and these floating ancient / magic tech.
It's middle eastern in design made from rock and metal shaped echoing sacred geometry but they are impossibly woven together they float too, It's almost impossible to describe how epic this looked, pillars of interlocking stonework and metal with bits floating and flashing. (The knowledge of what/why/who/how) had been lost. They remind me of when Corrina use to dream about Dwemer ) The monuments are feared and revered by the locals... I've had dreams of similar areas in London but they've been inactive/destroyed crumbling. Here they are still alive and powered. I'm very curious about them and want to explore more.
There is also an electrical/lighting storm going on - the lighting is purple/pink. I'm staring in awe into this abyss with these floating other worldly creations - while the purple lighting is all around.
Next part of the dream we are being 'rounded up' from where we are at this 'hub' there a group I want to call them Nazis but there was no affiliation other than 'authority'
Were taken to underground rooms and ID is requested - there was a sense of 'order/function/control' we were not miss treated but I was keen to get back to the hub and the dream jumps there again.
Next it gets wired - (As if it wasn't already odd) but I'm back on the platform and it's a game/trap.. Everything's closing in.
I know it's a dream and I'm in my mind, all of the other dream characters turn into ancient statues and first one wants to help me it's male... but I'm also very aware this is 'my dream landscape' all the statures turn into the same male stone being and as I move threw the hub of tracks/trains they start to close in on me.
They are trying to capture me becoming more and more twisted (gargoyle like) - This is very cool, and I'm aware they are all 'me' too but I'm staying with the story and not getting lucid as It's fun and I don't want to wake myself up. I'm chased a bit more and then I come to a space with battered open cardboard box's on the side of each are stickers... On the box's are lol 'spiritual gifts/skills' things we've chosen to move/play with. I reject many box's instantly and then find one 'spiritual warrior' - reject that too. I find myself in-front of a box that says 'Shuttle / Trixter / Empath ' I know that's my gift/box. --- I win - but I'm keen to play/fight again.
In my second dream is all set under ground.
I'm being held in an underground pawn brokers/money lenders shop. I own them alot but I'm a carer for a baby/man with downs syndrome.
I've looked after this man since he was a baby he's large now bigger than me, we owe money as I'm a carer... I'm happy to be tied to what I own but I ask to take the Downs guy to his family - this is agreed then I'll return to work of the dept/owed.
Again I'm in an mass of underground trains/network/transport hub. The guy I care for is vulnerable and I want to get him somewhere safe.
We are mid journey and getting a connecting train to take him home when the doors start too close with him on and me off - I try to force the door but they won't be stopped - lock is in place and the tube train is moving.
I'm aware that the person will be confused and lost- not able to get of the train at the right stop or get home.
I go to a counter where there are 3 Indian women - they find it amusing that I lost / got separated from the male in my care - but offer to put out a notice to the other stations hubs to look out for a disorientated loan male traveller with learning differences.
Wired very visual and tactile dreams.
In one I'm in a bathroom but one wall is forest/trees/jungle and there is a huge caterpillar it's a good 35cm long and fat too, it's face is cartoon like very sweet and human-ish but with a long green pointed nose like Pinocio.
It smiles too it's skin is bright green and very soft I'm stroking it and watching it climb up into the tree.. as it climbs it falls but saves it's self with an impossibly thin bit of silk - that easily holds it's big weight. Once on the branch I watch it turn into a chrysalis face first while still smiling at me.
Although I don't see it emerge I know it will have red/white/brown moth wings.
Next dream is another huge residential school, I'm leaving the block I've been in. The building is red brick with lots of windows and doors - I go outside with my friend Emma she's doing somersaults and handstands on the grass.
Next I'm in another part of the school, I tell them I want to stay it's my home - but I've been there 7 years and I'm ment to move on.
Next bit is odd, me and Emma are in a high room at an open window. Around 3 storeys up there are 2 different airflow's meeting - the top one is light and cooler the air is moving fast.
The air below is warmer and denser, - it feels like an invisible foam mattress. We are pressing it and wobbling it - far below we can see people walking and driving and we are wondering if we can make them feel the vibrations when we wobble it. I remember being kind of surprised they were moving threw it so easily as to use it was almost solid. I was shaking the air to see if anyone notices us.
Interesting link...
https://allaboutheaven.org/symbols/97/123/butterfly-and-moth
Last night..
Really intense dreams last night.. In the first I was visiting or in South Africa or at least that was the name for it in the dream I was in Johannesburg.
In the dream it's visually out there it's modern or even futuristic. There is a big hub of trains/tracks there.
I arrive at night I'm met by some friends (who I know who are South African) It's night or kind of dusk the skyline is pink/purple but the hub I'm in is huge with so many tracks meeting and crossing. There is also something ancient there -- This bit was crazy sci-fi stuff... it's like a vast area in the center of this hub with no floor (space) and these floating ancient / magic tech.
It's middle eastern in design made from rock and metal shaped echoing sacred geometry but they are impossibly woven together they float too, It's almost impossible to describe how epic this looked, pillars of interlocking stonework and metal with bits floating and flashing. (The knowledge of what/why/who/how) had been lost. They remind me of when Corrina use to dream about Dwemer ) The monuments are feared and revered by the locals... I've had dreams of similar areas in London but they've been inactive/destroyed crumbling. Here they are still alive and powered. I'm very curious about them and want to explore more.
There is also an electrical/lighting storm going on - the lighting is purple/pink. I'm staring in awe into this abyss with these floating other worldly creations - while the purple lighting is all around.
Next part of the dream we are being 'rounded up' from where we are at this 'hub' there a group I want to call them Nazis but there was no affiliation other than 'authority'
Were taken to underground rooms and ID is requested - there was a sense of 'order/function/control' we were not miss treated but I was keen to get back to the hub and the dream jumps there again.
Next it gets wired - (As if it wasn't already odd) but I'm back on the platform and it's a game/trap.. Everything's closing in.
I know it's a dream and I'm in my mind, all of the other dream characters turn into ancient statues and first one wants to help me it's male... but I'm also very aware this is 'my dream landscape' all the statures turn into the same male stone being and as I move threw the hub of tracks/trains they start to close in on me.
They are trying to capture me becoming more and more twisted (gargoyle like) - This is very cool, and I'm aware they are all 'me' too but I'm staying with the story and not getting lucid as It's fun and I don't want to wake myself up. I'm chased a bit more and then I come to a space with battered open cardboard box's on the side of each are stickers... On the box's are lol 'spiritual gifts/skills' things we've chosen to move/play with. I reject many box's instantly and then find one 'spiritual warrior' - reject that too. I find myself in-front of a box that says 'Shuttle / Trixter / Empath ' I know that's my gift/box. --- I win - but I'm keen to play/fight again.
In my second dream is all set under ground.
I'm being held in an underground pawn brokers/money lenders shop. I own them alot but I'm a carer for a baby/man with downs syndrome.
I've looked after this man since he was a baby he's large now bigger than me, we owe money as I'm a carer... I'm happy to be tied to what I own but I ask to take the Downs guy to his family - this is agreed then I'll return to work of the dept/owed.
Again I'm in an mass of underground trains/network/transport hub. The guy I care for is vulnerable and I want to get him somewhere safe.
We are mid journey and getting a connecting train to take him home when the doors start too close with him on and me off - I try to force the door but they won't be stopped - lock is in place and the tube train is moving.
I'm aware that the person will be confused and lost- not able to get of the train at the right stop or get home.
I go to a counter where there are 3 Indian women - they find it amusing that I lost / got separated from the male in my care - but offer to put out a notice to the other stations hubs to look out for a disorientated loan male traveller with learning differences.
Friday 29 June 2018
June 2018
Thursday 7th June
Last nights dreams were odd... just floating in the air over an ocean I think it was the ne between Asia and the USA -- I was watching how the magnetic north pole was moving and how it was tied to volcanoes too.
It was about magnatisim and polarity.
Friday 8th
Dream about a hotel, I feel it was my main dreamscape but it was very different... I was in one of the old inn/hotels but the cliffs and harbour were different.
Harbour was gone, cliffs higher and the sea was broken by little islands and a natural land breakwater making the pools of seawater very still and clear.
In the hotel was all women and female girls we were organising something like a party and the room we were in had large huge windows over looking the sea. I was looking forward to swimming...
Jumps so I'm down closer to the water with a few kids, we are collecting gold dogs (there like balloons/tokens) for the party they are in the sea I watch a small girl happily dive in to catch one (Got woken up here)
Sat Dream
I was changing the stairs in my main dream house... or someone else was. A lorry arrived with a carpenter and some new stair railings and stuff. They were pastel green very large chunky wood they were going to curl round more and seemed way to big for the house.
Monday 11th
Travelling in tubes in a strange (Uni/huge learning place) in what were like glass/crystal skulls that travelled in transparent network of tubes :stuck_out_tongue: They reminded me of elaborate hamster balls. (It was very crowded there so many people - I was moving on)
Most of the dreams were of packing up and leaving a place again first was the big uni, then another learning place but this time my room was on the bed of a lake.
Deep and the water is very dark, I'm swimming up and down bringing my stuff up to the surface, there are some rugs that have been on the floor and some floor cushions and bedding as I was swimming up and down to clear out my sleeping place I was wondering how it would dry. It was odd my area had no walls as it was lake, but there were 4 kind of low 4 poster beds with thin curtains round them... they were low to the lake bed like futons, and the wood posts were painted beautifully like gypsy caravans.. the rugs had been laying between the beds on the lake sand.
Once out of the lake I was walking with friends, we walked threw the countryside to a sort of out of town shopping/entertainment/industrial park.. There were adverts allover for products I've never seen. We walk past the main hub and round and down to the edge of the estate and into an old white warehouse open at both ends. Inside it's full of beautifully painted old wooden things, bits from old fashioned steam fair grounds, and old painted caravans, travel chests & candle box's (They are being repaired/repainted) - I'm recognised there and someone asks If i've come to help paint... I smile and tell them perhaps later.
Out of the back door of the warehouse is a huge meadow where an old travelling steam fair is set up, it's so colourful :slightly_smiling_face: There is an open marked too mainly selling colour full clothes fabrics and rugs. It's all so bright by now I'm floating not walking, only a few feet of the ground though up and down so I can look at stuff.
I'm recognised here and at home. I find a neon orange cropped top in a wired lace material that I love O.o -- I also spot some paintwork on a fairground ride that I intend to touch up, it's a kind of flying merry go round with kites on.
Monday 18th Jun
Been crap about keeping track of dreams,
( Last week I had a wired false awakening dream about my aunts house where I was staying, I'd got up and gone into the bathroom ... it was how it used to be years ago when I'd gone as a kid and I'd noticed I had lots of long wired thick/ginger/blond arm pit hair! :stuck_out_tongue: I was shaving it of with a razor I found.
Sat or Sunday I had a really cool dream of boned inside bones... like a whole chain of things that had swallowed other things whole and then all that was left were skeletons.
Hard to describe but visually pretty awesome.)
Last night the first long dream was cool.
I was hummm kinda like an Ewok (I've drempt about these before, an Ewok Mama who was in a dream we knew)
This time it's a city of all kinds of entity's but mainly Ewoks .It's in space ish.. huge floating platforms with buildings glass bridges and stairs connect them, there are library's and gardens it's normally very peaceful. There are robots and other species welcome there too.
I'm an Ewok too short half a human high and hairy allover, there has been some kind of betrayal and one of us have been killed.
Stuff was given away in a history book that lead to the death.. It's sad and hummm I want to say political but that's the wrong term the death is a big deal though and is causing a ripple out of disturbance. I'm at the funeral procession the 'coffin' floats and is a stasis chamber rather than for burial.
Second dream was large hotels/schools me and one of Fays friends parents are being implicated with drug smuggling. Were innocent but have been in the places and meeting it's going to be pinned on us. I think I'd had stuff planted on me too, I was fairly un-phased about it all. My Bro was in the dream too, partner and some people from a band I used to like.
Friday 22nd
I had 2 dreams I recall last night... the first one was hummmm I'd gone to bed meditating on why I was seeing things in the news/word (I don't tend to watch the news) but people were posting things on social media So I'd gone to bed meditating on it.
First dream was wired but similar it's the dream of shifting reality's / jumping but with groups. It was 'words' I was left with on waking. 'Healer, meeting place, waiting, herding/sheperding, keeping things moving'
The second dream has very odd symbolism that I'm not totally sure about yet.
It's in my main dream area and I'm outside lighting an outdoor clay oven (The kind you can do stonebaked pizza in) It's lit and warming and I'm going to go round the dream area and bring people back for a party/get together. It's mainly family and I tell my dad and partner and get some veg and flour at a market stall.
Next I go to my Uncles house (the one who just died) to tell there family... The house is full, of aunts and uncles and cousins. My Uncle ken who died is there, he's happy and smiling he's with my Aunty betty who's also close to death & bedbound. They are both well sitting at a table playing dominoes together. I hug them both and tell them I love them and invite them all to come to the gathering.
I go threw to the front room and Zak is there - he wants to play and we wrestle on the floor. While playing he stands on my hair, it really hurts so I go and look in the mirror beside the front door.
In the mirror I have 'crazy' hair. it's dreaded/thick like medusa snakes moving and it's yellow orange & red like fire. It's tied into 6 thick bunches 3 on each side. At the top where Zak stood a patch has come of so there is a bald oval shape and coming out of the top of my head is a small red funnel (like a steam train) and a red whistle in the shape of an enamel coffee pot! Both have hinged lids to let steam/smoke out. I'm amused and think... wow, how come I never noticed them before, Zak loved the funnel as it was like the one Thomas the tank has :stuck_out_tongue:
https://goo.gl/images/6o6GR8
Tues 26th
My first dream last night was hummm it was set in the 80's in a familiar yet unreal place it was a combo of different regular dream areas.
It's a city, night time and I'm around 16 years old, I'm a drug dealer though i'm bottom of the food chain, selling in nightclubs.
I'm at a club it's fun, I'm dancing and selling.
I'm carrying alot of pills and I know that police have clocked me (In the dream the police is my Uncle who is an x police man) I go out threw a fire exit and run, I know I need to hide the stash as If I get caught with the amount I have I'm fucked. I;m also aware I don't want to flush it as it's on 'credit' I need to sell it to pay the guy above me (If I can't I'll be in deep shit that way)
I also know the police will have sniffer dogs so I need to get rid of it fast. I hide it in an old chest freezer in a back ally outside an electrical place - and call a friend to try and swing by and pick it up while I head back into the club as hopefully b4 the police notice I'm missing. As I'm heading back in, there is the Mayor of the town is with the police man -- the Mayor is in the dream my mother.
She is saying to the police as I walk past 'There is my miscreant daughter now'
(Wired as I've never used this word ever :P) I stick my fingers up at them as I walk past into the club..... the police have raided it now and the sound system has been shut off.
I go back in and start dancing... There is no music but it's still inside me and I stand alone dancing to music only I can hear.
A guy is there he keeps trying to touch me and I keep telling him 'F-off I'm busy' The police and Mayor mother are inside now watching me too, as are others round the room. This guy keeps hitting on me and trying to touch me I know he's called 'Dave' he's wearing a blue 80's track suit :stuck_out_tongue: --- He grabs my ass again and without warning I kick him in the balls then jump on him while he's down and punch him hard in the face breaking his nose! O.o
Woke up after that.. (edited)
lol.... it was kind of a fun dream really, lots of excitement and adrenaline.
LAst dream was wired about a long train journey up and down the country to get a picture frame.... but when I got to the city all the shops were cobblers and key cutters. I couldn't find a framer. I also kept falling asleep on the train.. and going into dream in dreams were the other passengers keep warping into other things.
Wed 27th
A dream about being in my Grans house... My Grans not there but I'm with a group of 4 (age 20ish) me and a collage friend Claire there are 2 boys we are friends with one is Asian and the other middle eastern I can't recall there names though. My cousin is there too, and the house is filled with mirrors and windows so we can see islands and sea all around.
We were preparing to leave on a journey, using trains/planes. We were hoping for a lift from someone but they didn't want to so we were sleeping rough at a bus stop waiting for the bus in the morning.
29th
Dream about a massive communal house, there are 'wings' some wings are basic others are like wired old fashioned hotel - there are many many people living inside.
People are giving me there money to keep for them, I write there names on the notes so I know who to return them too I share a big room with 2 grand 4 poster beds (the kind you find in stately homes) I'm sharing the room with other females. We have a bathroom next door, it has 2 huge baths each big enough for 3-4 people. 2 gay friends are all ready in there and we are going to bathe too. We have these wired cushions and foot things that make us 'float'
Lots of my friends are already in the bath and I put the wallet with other peoples money in beside a plant (that I notice needs watering so I water it)
I get into the bath too, then one of my friends asked me to massage her so I do as she leans over the tub. We are all nekid and chatting. The people come to collect there money and I get out of the bath and start checking the notes to give back. Lastly only Helen needs her money back (This is the female I was massaging) When I unfold the £20 note I notice it's changed shape and the name now says Wilma part of it is missing and as I open it more it's a hummmmmm I want to say 'Flyer' but it was more of a bit of art the money had been altered and changed there was an paper cut out of a white tree that I could flip up out of the note and the purple / white ink had been changed to beautiful patterns you could still see it 'had' been money. On the back it is by an author and is telling me about a series of sci-fi/fantasy books about a group of people reality jumping. I didn't recognise the authors name.
Last nights dreams were odd... just floating in the air over an ocean I think it was the ne between Asia and the USA -- I was watching how the magnetic north pole was moving and how it was tied to volcanoes too.
It was about magnatisim and polarity.
Friday 8th
Dream about a hotel, I feel it was my main dreamscape but it was very different... I was in one of the old inn/hotels but the cliffs and harbour were different.
Harbour was gone, cliffs higher and the sea was broken by little islands and a natural land breakwater making the pools of seawater very still and clear.
In the hotel was all women and female girls we were organising something like a party and the room we were in had large huge windows over looking the sea. I was looking forward to swimming...
Jumps so I'm down closer to the water with a few kids, we are collecting gold dogs (there like balloons/tokens) for the party they are in the sea I watch a small girl happily dive in to catch one (Got woken up here)
Sat Dream
I was changing the stairs in my main dream house... or someone else was. A lorry arrived with a carpenter and some new stair railings and stuff. They were pastel green very large chunky wood they were going to curl round more and seemed way to big for the house.
Monday 11th
Travelling in tubes in a strange (Uni/huge learning place) in what were like glass/crystal skulls that travelled in transparent network of tubes :stuck_out_tongue: They reminded me of elaborate hamster balls. (It was very crowded there so many people - I was moving on)
Most of the dreams were of packing up and leaving a place again first was the big uni, then another learning place but this time my room was on the bed of a lake.
Deep and the water is very dark, I'm swimming up and down bringing my stuff up to the surface, there are some rugs that have been on the floor and some floor cushions and bedding as I was swimming up and down to clear out my sleeping place I was wondering how it would dry. It was odd my area had no walls as it was lake, but there were 4 kind of low 4 poster beds with thin curtains round them... they were low to the lake bed like futons, and the wood posts were painted beautifully like gypsy caravans.. the rugs had been laying between the beds on the lake sand.
Once out of the lake I was walking with friends, we walked threw the countryside to a sort of out of town shopping/entertainment/industrial park.. There were adverts allover for products I've never seen. We walk past the main hub and round and down to the edge of the estate and into an old white warehouse open at both ends. Inside it's full of beautifully painted old wooden things, bits from old fashioned steam fair grounds, and old painted caravans, travel chests & candle box's (They are being repaired/repainted) - I'm recognised there and someone asks If i've come to help paint... I smile and tell them perhaps later.
Out of the back door of the warehouse is a huge meadow where an old travelling steam fair is set up, it's so colourful :slightly_smiling_face: There is an open marked too mainly selling colour full clothes fabrics and rugs. It's all so bright by now I'm floating not walking, only a few feet of the ground though up and down so I can look at stuff.
I'm recognised here and at home. I find a neon orange cropped top in a wired lace material that I love O.o -- I also spot some paintwork on a fairground ride that I intend to touch up, it's a kind of flying merry go round with kites on.
Monday 18th Jun
Been crap about keeping track of dreams,
( Last week I had a wired false awakening dream about my aunts house where I was staying, I'd got up and gone into the bathroom ... it was how it used to be years ago when I'd gone as a kid and I'd noticed I had lots of long wired thick/ginger/blond arm pit hair! :stuck_out_tongue: I was shaving it of with a razor I found.
Sat or Sunday I had a really cool dream of boned inside bones... like a whole chain of things that had swallowed other things whole and then all that was left were skeletons.
Hard to describe but visually pretty awesome.)
Last night the first long dream was cool.
I was hummm kinda like an Ewok (I've drempt about these before, an Ewok Mama who was in a dream we knew)
This time it's a city of all kinds of entity's but mainly Ewoks .It's in space ish.. huge floating platforms with buildings glass bridges and stairs connect them, there are library's and gardens it's normally very peaceful. There are robots and other species welcome there too.
I'm an Ewok too short half a human high and hairy allover, there has been some kind of betrayal and one of us have been killed.
Stuff was given away in a history book that lead to the death.. It's sad and hummm I want to say political but that's the wrong term the death is a big deal though and is causing a ripple out of disturbance. I'm at the funeral procession the 'coffin' floats and is a stasis chamber rather than for burial.
Second dream was large hotels/schools me and one of Fays friends parents are being implicated with drug smuggling. Were innocent but have been in the places and meeting it's going to be pinned on us. I think I'd had stuff planted on me too, I was fairly un-phased about it all. My Bro was in the dream too, partner and some people from a band I used to like.
Friday 22nd
I had 2 dreams I recall last night... the first one was hummmm I'd gone to bed meditating on why I was seeing things in the news/word (I don't tend to watch the news) but people were posting things on social media So I'd gone to bed meditating on it.
First dream was wired but similar it's the dream of shifting reality's / jumping but with groups. It was 'words' I was left with on waking. 'Healer, meeting place, waiting, herding/sheperding, keeping things moving'
The second dream has very odd symbolism that I'm not totally sure about yet.
It's in my main dream area and I'm outside lighting an outdoor clay oven (The kind you can do stonebaked pizza in) It's lit and warming and I'm going to go round the dream area and bring people back for a party/get together. It's mainly family and I tell my dad and partner and get some veg and flour at a market stall.
Next I go to my Uncles house (the one who just died) to tell there family... The house is full, of aunts and uncles and cousins. My Uncle ken who died is there, he's happy and smiling he's with my Aunty betty who's also close to death & bedbound. They are both well sitting at a table playing dominoes together. I hug them both and tell them I love them and invite them all to come to the gathering.
I go threw to the front room and Zak is there - he wants to play and we wrestle on the floor. While playing he stands on my hair, it really hurts so I go and look in the mirror beside the front door.
In the mirror I have 'crazy' hair. it's dreaded/thick like medusa snakes moving and it's yellow orange & red like fire. It's tied into 6 thick bunches 3 on each side. At the top where Zak stood a patch has come of so there is a bald oval shape and coming out of the top of my head is a small red funnel (like a steam train) and a red whistle in the shape of an enamel coffee pot! Both have hinged lids to let steam/smoke out. I'm amused and think... wow, how come I never noticed them before, Zak loved the funnel as it was like the one Thomas the tank has :stuck_out_tongue:
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Tues 26th
My first dream last night was hummm it was set in the 80's in a familiar yet unreal place it was a combo of different regular dream areas.
It's a city, night time and I'm around 16 years old, I'm a drug dealer though i'm bottom of the food chain, selling in nightclubs.
I'm at a club it's fun, I'm dancing and selling.
I'm carrying alot of pills and I know that police have clocked me (In the dream the police is my Uncle who is an x police man) I go out threw a fire exit and run, I know I need to hide the stash as If I get caught with the amount I have I'm fucked. I;m also aware I don't want to flush it as it's on 'credit' I need to sell it to pay the guy above me (If I can't I'll be in deep shit that way)
I also know the police will have sniffer dogs so I need to get rid of it fast. I hide it in an old chest freezer in a back ally outside an electrical place - and call a friend to try and swing by and pick it up while I head back into the club as hopefully b4 the police notice I'm missing. As I'm heading back in, there is the Mayor of the town is with the police man -- the Mayor is in the dream my mother.
She is saying to the police as I walk past 'There is my miscreant daughter now'
(Wired as I've never used this word ever :P) I stick my fingers up at them as I walk past into the club..... the police have raided it now and the sound system has been shut off.
I go back in and start dancing... There is no music but it's still inside me and I stand alone dancing to music only I can hear.
A guy is there he keeps trying to touch me and I keep telling him 'F-off I'm busy' The police and Mayor mother are inside now watching me too, as are others round the room. This guy keeps hitting on me and trying to touch me I know he's called 'Dave' he's wearing a blue 80's track suit :stuck_out_tongue: --- He grabs my ass again and without warning I kick him in the balls then jump on him while he's down and punch him hard in the face breaking his nose! O.o
Woke up after that.. (edited)
lol.... it was kind of a fun dream really, lots of excitement and adrenaline.
LAst dream was wired about a long train journey up and down the country to get a picture frame.... but when I got to the city all the shops were cobblers and key cutters. I couldn't find a framer. I also kept falling asleep on the train.. and going into dream in dreams were the other passengers keep warping into other things.
Wed 27th
A dream about being in my Grans house... My Grans not there but I'm with a group of 4 (age 20ish) me and a collage friend Claire there are 2 boys we are friends with one is Asian and the other middle eastern I can't recall there names though. My cousin is there too, and the house is filled with mirrors and windows so we can see islands and sea all around.
We were preparing to leave on a journey, using trains/planes. We were hoping for a lift from someone but they didn't want to so we were sleeping rough at a bus stop waiting for the bus in the morning.
29th
Dream about a massive communal house, there are 'wings' some wings are basic others are like wired old fashioned hotel - there are many many people living inside.
People are giving me there money to keep for them, I write there names on the notes so I know who to return them too I share a big room with 2 grand 4 poster beds (the kind you find in stately homes) I'm sharing the room with other females. We have a bathroom next door, it has 2 huge baths each big enough for 3-4 people. 2 gay friends are all ready in there and we are going to bathe too. We have these wired cushions and foot things that make us 'float'
Lots of my friends are already in the bath and I put the wallet with other peoples money in beside a plant (that I notice needs watering so I water it)
I get into the bath too, then one of my friends asked me to massage her so I do as she leans over the tub. We are all nekid and chatting. The people come to collect there money and I get out of the bath and start checking the notes to give back. Lastly only Helen needs her money back (This is the female I was massaging) When I unfold the £20 note I notice it's changed shape and the name now says Wilma part of it is missing and as I open it more it's a hummmmmm I want to say 'Flyer' but it was more of a bit of art the money had been altered and changed there was an paper cut out of a white tree that I could flip up out of the note and the purple / white ink had been changed to beautiful patterns you could still see it 'had' been money. On the back it is by an author and is telling me about a series of sci-fi/fantasy books about a group of people reality jumping. I didn't recognise the authors name.
Wednesday 6 June 2018
End of May -June 18
Sat 26th May
Last nights dream.. Another long one set at my old high school, it was very realistic and very like it was when I was there... same layout and rooms/uniforms.
I'm school aged and best friends with Martha (Who I did become good friends with at collage - she was at my Highschool but we were in different houses so I didn't know her well then)
We are selling drugs at school, mainly her but I'm pritty involved too.
I'm mostly based in the science corridor and my tutor room is the Chemistry lab, she's mainly down at the Balifgate campus in the language rooms.
I've gone down to her form room and were stilling in a 3rd story class down at Balifgate when a teacher comes up to search us, they are going threw Martha's make-up she's mainly suspected rather than me, so I sneek out and make a phonecall to the teachers office so the teacher has to get up and leave giving Martha time to move the stash..
Next bit I recall we are walking home threw the town on a sunny afternoon together, I tell her 'we need to knock it on the head for a bit as the net is closing in on us' she's pritty blasé and plans to continue and even though I know were likely to get caught soon I stay involved.
Next part of the dream we are in the girls toilets outside the Science rooms Marths's tipped her stash into one of the small washbasins and I'm rooting threw it planning to take something (the drugs looked like rolled out fudge and were flavoured like fudge too :stuck_out_tongue: I was going to have a hit of one that was like a pealed boiled egg! ) I'm flicking threw getting some when I see one of the Male PE teachers entering and I know were fucked as there's only one way in and out.
I pick up a handful of drugs and head into a cubicle to flush them while nodding at the door for Martha to see... I know it's pointless though and were going to go down for the amount of stuff we have.
- Other dream was just floating in space amongst stars no body.. there was one specific patch of starts I was drawn too I could feel them.
Wed 30th May
Dream of jumping between 'reality's' different versions of people. Seeing them contrast - A prince in a life as a servant, a murderer as a loving husband .. Huge fat people being breathtakingly beautiful Iri was in the dream too.. Though it wasn't really like a dream it was like flicking threw an interlife photo album.
Then a wired adventure dream it was huge opstical courses of soft foam cushions jumps, ledges and I had a basket of eggs with me, we had to get to the end with some eggs unbroken.
Last dream was very disjointed... the British leader of the opposition had a room full of green army style camping gear ... 2 football teams, a radio show that was to loud, 2 young gay lovers that were hopelessly in love with each-other and a chocolate cake made into a castle.
Sunday 3rd June
Night before last was a dream odd. it was like soul fragmentation but a type of attachment where you could 'collect' bits that were less 'you' lol hard to explain. It seemed to happen at times we were vulnerable/broken it's all a little hazy.
Then a dream about a type of alien ( Anshar) visiting here and Canada they liked air it was pure??
Monday 4th June
Last nights dreams.
A wired under and above water tower/factory it's made of metal and goes deep down and way up. (I think it was to do with ocean energy)
The water is grey/dark in fact the whole dream was sort of grey-scale. It's very hazy one part I do recall is letting go backwards of this metal structure into the cold grey water.. falling backwards then sinking down down. I was aiming to see if I could find the sea bed I think. I rember the light and the shadow of the tower how it looked getting smaller and smaller as I went deeper and deeper. I was some how recording it/others were seeing what I was seeing as I when deeper and deeper past the base of this structure.
(It was industrial almost like a deep sea oil well) I didn't reach the bottom I think it was to dark to see by then so I started swimming up.
Second dream, I've been taken by some friends to a Jewish temple.. inside it's painted in rich deep colours with symmetrical/interlocking patterns.
The person holding service is a yongish woman in her 20's the people in there sitting on the floor I know (from school friends to people I know now) (Non of my actual Jewish friends are there though) someone pulls me over to the right of the room... they point out the men sit on the left and females on the right. We are cross legged on the floor there is also a pool of water to bathe in.
The talk the woman is giving is very wired, people are also talking in a language I don't know and they tell me it's Yiddish, I'm surprised they can all speak it fluently as I didn't know any of them could.
The woman is now dancing and flirting with me, she has a bowl of almost chocolate moose of something and is eating popcorn out of it while watching me intensely I stare into her eyes.
I think next there was talk about money and green bank notes fluttering round. (it was all fairly wired
Last night 6th
First dream.
I'm in a large what I think I want to call 'student union' it's a large place of learning where people come together to help/interact/socialise ect (I should add it;s not earth like.. there are all kinds of humanoid and alien types, there are unknown things in box's too tiny monsters/aliens/creatures that we are looking at some of them are a little like wired sea slugs.
It's mainly in the open and we are all learning but this is organisational too in that we make choices about what we wish to look at/study/experience and how we do it.
There are windows along one side that looked out over an old fashioned town (We seem sort of above it) ... I recall an old building had caught fire and we were watching it be put out.
There are quiz's going on and conversations also boxs of fresh fruit and veg are available and being distributed, I think it was like a summer break of something... we were meeting between lessons.
There are 3 dragons too there very colourful and serpent like almost like Chinese dragons...
I'm playing with them, I have gold hoops and me and a few more people are sort of dancing with them, the dragons weaving in and out of our hoops. (it was a bit like when dogs jump threw hoola hoops but a coordinated and flowing yet free style dance.
Next dream is with a girl I went to school with I've not seen her since I was 13ish. At first we are all there and this girl doesn't remember me and I remind her she moved to our village with her father who was a police officer when we were in middle school, I tell her she sat at our table and made friends with me and my best friend.
The dream changes and I'm in an unfamiliar town with my old best friend. We are both the children of police officers and moving into a new set of police houses (70's social housing near police stations for the family's of officers)
We are the first 2 family's to arrive and we make friends, we are given the job of sharing out the new wheely bins and recycling box's to the new property's (These are more modern wheely bins and caddys) Instead of sharing them we decide to hide them, knowing we will get into trouble but it's sort of funny so we sneak about and hide them in stupid places.
Next part I recall is the other family's arriving I meet the Mama of another family and introduce myself she's called Anjak and there British Caribbean she has 3 daughters our age that we say hello to (woke up there)
Last nights dream.. Another long one set at my old high school, it was very realistic and very like it was when I was there... same layout and rooms/uniforms.
I'm school aged and best friends with Martha (Who I did become good friends with at collage - she was at my Highschool but we were in different houses so I didn't know her well then)
We are selling drugs at school, mainly her but I'm pritty involved too.
I'm mostly based in the science corridor and my tutor room is the Chemistry lab, she's mainly down at the Balifgate campus in the language rooms.
I've gone down to her form room and were stilling in a 3rd story class down at Balifgate when a teacher comes up to search us, they are going threw Martha's make-up she's mainly suspected rather than me, so I sneek out and make a phonecall to the teachers office so the teacher has to get up and leave giving Martha time to move the stash..
Next bit I recall we are walking home threw the town on a sunny afternoon together, I tell her 'we need to knock it on the head for a bit as the net is closing in on us' she's pritty blasé and plans to continue and even though I know were likely to get caught soon I stay involved.
Next part of the dream we are in the girls toilets outside the Science rooms Marths's tipped her stash into one of the small washbasins and I'm rooting threw it planning to take something (the drugs looked like rolled out fudge and were flavoured like fudge too :stuck_out_tongue: I was going to have a hit of one that was like a pealed boiled egg! ) I'm flicking threw getting some when I see one of the Male PE teachers entering and I know were fucked as there's only one way in and out.
I pick up a handful of drugs and head into a cubicle to flush them while nodding at the door for Martha to see... I know it's pointless though and were going to go down for the amount of stuff we have.
- Other dream was just floating in space amongst stars no body.. there was one specific patch of starts I was drawn too I could feel them.
Wed 30th May
Dream of jumping between 'reality's' different versions of people. Seeing them contrast - A prince in a life as a servant, a murderer as a loving husband .. Huge fat people being breathtakingly beautiful Iri was in the dream too.. Though it wasn't really like a dream it was like flicking threw an interlife photo album.
Then a wired adventure dream it was huge opstical courses of soft foam cushions jumps, ledges and I had a basket of eggs with me, we had to get to the end with some eggs unbroken.
Last dream was very disjointed... the British leader of the opposition had a room full of green army style camping gear ... 2 football teams, a radio show that was to loud, 2 young gay lovers that were hopelessly in love with each-other and a chocolate cake made into a castle.
Sunday 3rd June
Night before last was a dream odd. it was like soul fragmentation but a type of attachment where you could 'collect' bits that were less 'you' lol hard to explain. It seemed to happen at times we were vulnerable/broken it's all a little hazy.
Then a dream about a type of alien ( Anshar) visiting here and Canada they liked air it was pure??
Monday 4th June
Last nights dreams.
A wired under and above water tower/factory it's made of metal and goes deep down and way up. (I think it was to do with ocean energy)
The water is grey/dark in fact the whole dream was sort of grey-scale. It's very hazy one part I do recall is letting go backwards of this metal structure into the cold grey water.. falling backwards then sinking down down. I was aiming to see if I could find the sea bed I think. I rember the light and the shadow of the tower how it looked getting smaller and smaller as I went deeper and deeper. I was some how recording it/others were seeing what I was seeing as I when deeper and deeper past the base of this structure.
(It was industrial almost like a deep sea oil well) I didn't reach the bottom I think it was to dark to see by then so I started swimming up.
Second dream, I've been taken by some friends to a Jewish temple.. inside it's painted in rich deep colours with symmetrical/interlocking patterns.
The person holding service is a yongish woman in her 20's the people in there sitting on the floor I know (from school friends to people I know now) (Non of my actual Jewish friends are there though) someone pulls me over to the right of the room... they point out the men sit on the left and females on the right. We are cross legged on the floor there is also a pool of water to bathe in.
The talk the woman is giving is very wired, people are also talking in a language I don't know and they tell me it's Yiddish, I'm surprised they can all speak it fluently as I didn't know any of them could.
The woman is now dancing and flirting with me, she has a bowl of almost chocolate moose of something and is eating popcorn out of it while watching me intensely I stare into her eyes.
I think next there was talk about money and green bank notes fluttering round. (it was all fairly wired
Last night 6th
First dream.
I'm in a large what I think I want to call 'student union' it's a large place of learning where people come together to help/interact/socialise ect (I should add it;s not earth like.. there are all kinds of humanoid and alien types, there are unknown things in box's too tiny monsters/aliens/creatures that we are looking at some of them are a little like wired sea slugs.
It's mainly in the open and we are all learning but this is organisational too in that we make choices about what we wish to look at/study/experience and how we do it.
There are windows along one side that looked out over an old fashioned town (We seem sort of above it) ... I recall an old building had caught fire and we were watching it be put out.
There are quiz's going on and conversations also boxs of fresh fruit and veg are available and being distributed, I think it was like a summer break of something... we were meeting between lessons.
There are 3 dragons too there very colourful and serpent like almost like Chinese dragons...
I'm playing with them, I have gold hoops and me and a few more people are sort of dancing with them, the dragons weaving in and out of our hoops. (it was a bit like when dogs jump threw hoola hoops but a coordinated and flowing yet free style dance.
Next dream is with a girl I went to school with I've not seen her since I was 13ish. At first we are all there and this girl doesn't remember me and I remind her she moved to our village with her father who was a police officer when we were in middle school, I tell her she sat at our table and made friends with me and my best friend.
The dream changes and I'm in an unfamiliar town with my old best friend. We are both the children of police officers and moving into a new set of police houses (70's social housing near police stations for the family's of officers)
We are the first 2 family's to arrive and we make friends, we are given the job of sharing out the new wheely bins and recycling box's to the new property's (These are more modern wheely bins and caddys) Instead of sharing them we decide to hide them, knowing we will get into trouble but it's sort of funny so we sneak about and hide them in stupid places.
Next part I recall is the other family's arriving I meet the Mama of another family and introduce myself she's called Anjak and there British Caribbean she has 3 daughters our age that we say hello to (woke up there)
Friday 25 May 2018
Baby Boggart Dream
22 May 18
I've had a few dreams following on from each other in my main dreamscape. Waking recall is hazy atm but I know in dream I'm aware.
I guess I need to get better at writing them all up to get recall back.
3 nights ago it was with my old school friends from when were were around 6-9 it was team searching game.
There was also my normal mass education thing.... I was re-enrolling.
An odd dream in my main area... the last 2 nights it's had an 'american feel' but I can find no reference to the words used...
Apart from this car... a Herald Triumph
lol I'm not knowledgeable about cars at all... In the dream I was on the main street in my main dream scape heading inland/west. I was passing threw market stalls and shops owned by Asian & Indian family's.
Once on the road again west of my main dream area there was a squashed car almost being carried on a convener belt of metal down the road. I'm to the north of it.
A 'police/traffic' guy is there watching the car move and I look at it and him, another car beeps behind and looks to move past, the traffic guy waves it past and nods knowingly to me.
He says to me, 'it would have been her' nodding to the squashed car. She went in for a 'wipey face' and in my mind I saw an American dinner' he tells me they were after this 'car' It was shiny come and the name 'Herald Triumph'
last night...
It's the same jumpy round hazy recall but I was another me.
I'm a porn star and my name is Ge Gee it's 40-50's and I've afro style hair but it's red I'm also in a band.
We have 2 sax players who are very good... they play at each other.
Next there in a fast ocean warming and sea levels rise very rapidly... I'm also talking to a friend she's a 'plastic' Angel ... I know her but she's been cast into plastic and looks more like a flower fairy she's a 'speaker' as in an actual 'speaker' protecting sound :stuck_out_tongue: ... this bit's wired as there is a feeling of limitlessness and I'm amused that's she's a plastic fairy.
In the dream I'm also making music
Wired how the car and the 'porn star' were all the same time frame 40-50's I know it all flowed and fit together but it's hazy now
Wed 23rd May
I'm in Cornwall or the west country a coastal town it's a beautiful day and we are walking with kids and Ian when we see a VW camper for sale. It's a deep green/white Bay.
We impulse buy it once inside there is just me and Ian and I'm driving from the back seat. It's hard as I can't reach the peddles or see properly. I stop so I can move to the front seat but when I get to the front seat the cars switched to right hand drive and Ian is driving. I explore the camper instead.
It's amazing inside, more of a house than a camper. It's got plastered walls and stained glass windows with shutters, paintings are hung, plants growing and shelves with plants and crystals.
I try to get the radio to work and can't then realise there's a stereo with pile of CD's racks with books... -- I ask Ian about the van as we seem to have all this guys stuff. He's chilled out and said the guy didn't want it, but Ian left his number in case he changed his mind.
I arrange a beanbag on the floor and flick threw an art book looking at some mind blowing images. We stop at a hummm it's a cottage with a cafe, it's like a hippy/art shop and crystals art and colourful clothing are spilling out into the walled garden, wind chimes and sun catchers are hanging from flowering trees it's all so colourful and pretty.
Next part I remember is that I've got stuck inside a large shopping complex it's a posh Mall type of place and all the deco is the same.... I'm trying to get out but everywhere looks the same and I can't find the doors or even the windows, Josh comes and finds me and leads me outside into the sun.
Next part I'm in an egg throwing fun fight! My brother is there.
Second dream is my main dream area, it's the first school field, also lovely and sunny there are portals on the grass and 100's of kittens and ducks going in and out of the portals.. there are also large musical instruments made of wood and shells. I'm floating round stroking kittens and making music with others, there are also 2 men who can turn into dogs.
Thursdays dreams.
A large residential school, we are redecorating the area we sleep in, and clearing it out.. It's all organised quite OCD by colour. Male me is there too and one class we take is taking under water :stuck_out_tongue:
Last nights dreams.
First one is a very high up attic room, I'm there with a female Asian friend. The room has high wooden beams and lots of roof lights and balcony windows and doors all open to the night air.
We are sleeping there the night air is warm and the room is lit by just star light.. we are laying looking threw the open windows and doors at all the the amazing stars.
Very long dream..
This dream was one of them that is years long (I think it is the start of a dream/life from another dream
Boggart
as I'm an infant version of the same kind of blue creature.) I'd forgotten about the other dream until waking the on waking realised it was almost the younger version of this thing.
I'm non-human small with very long limbs, blue grey skin small abdomen with a pot belly and pointy teeth, hairless all over... As the dream starts with mainly humans I know I'm 'different'
The starting dream setting is an 'orphanage/school'
It's a group of old stone buildings set in forest woodlands the world is primitive and many different types of entity exist there.
The orphanage is mainly human children with some half breeds it's run by a half breed man (hes got green skin thick set taller than the humans with pointed ears and teeth not as exaggerated as mine)
It's this male who is a primary contact as the older humans at the orphanage find me unpleasant ( I was told I was found as collateral damage in a battle and as I was small and helpless brought here but the orphanage is all I remember)
I'm taught and fed communally with the other children there but they consider me stupid/simple.
I'm confused... I'm struggling to fit in and keep up with the other children. I'm incontinent and can't learn or talk like them (I can't make the right sounds with my mouth to speak or hold a pencil) I can understand them though.
I'm bullied and teased by the other children as I smell, and wet myself .. and while I'm not 'abused' there I am beaten occasionally and humiliated by being made to wash my nappy's (that don't work well as I have a tail) the harsh treatment is mainly in an attempt to 'domesticate' me.
The Green man is not usually unkind to me when I see him but is frustrated by my lack of any progress - while other children are growing fast and learning I'm still unable to talk/write/not wet myself)
There are communal bedrooms with wooden cots, but I'm kept mainly in a small room with a wooden bunk bed alone to stop the other kids picking on me and for hygiene reasons.. ( I have no bedding or lights )- it's lonely and confusing.
I'm taken one day to see the head of the orphanage he's with another green entity this one larger still and his skin thicker and a deeper green (I recognise this type from other dreams) there kind of fantasy orc types if I had to describe them.
The Orphanage head explains that I'm leaving with the new male that he knows where my species are and he's travelling that way.
My next recall is travelling threw forests with the orc type entity.. he's taken and thrown away all my clothing, I'm much happier nakid and outside as we travel he explains things to me about my species (draws images with sticks in the soil and mimes things too, I understand a little of what he says.
He's taking me home to my forest, my type are usually solitary and live for a very long time and spend years as 'infants'
As we travel the woodland changes the trees and colours until the trees are changing colour and getting thicker and bigger... They are grey blue/purple like me, the bark is the grey bit.
Soft thick dark blue wet moss covers the ground. The light is different too there are kind of glowing lights in the trees but the canopy's is so high there is no sky to speak of so it's darker and the air is warm and very damp.
I know it's home... i fit perfectly into the habitat.. my long limbs and claws are perfectly suited for climbing the trees and being bald and nekid the water runs easily from me I'm the same colour so camouflaged, though I felt totally safe and at home there. There was also this amazing fruit on the trees thick skinned but soft and wet inside.
Wake up at that point.
I've had a few dreams following on from each other in my main dreamscape. Waking recall is hazy atm but I know in dream I'm aware.
I guess I need to get better at writing them all up to get recall back.
3 nights ago it was with my old school friends from when were were around 6-9 it was team searching game.
There was also my normal mass education thing.... I was re-enrolling.
An odd dream in my main area... the last 2 nights it's had an 'american feel' but I can find no reference to the words used...
Apart from this car... a Herald Triumph
lol I'm not knowledgeable about cars at all... In the dream I was on the main street in my main dream scape heading inland/west. I was passing threw market stalls and shops owned by Asian & Indian family's.
Once on the road again west of my main dream area there was a squashed car almost being carried on a convener belt of metal down the road. I'm to the north of it.
A 'police/traffic' guy is there watching the car move and I look at it and him, another car beeps behind and looks to move past, the traffic guy waves it past and nods knowingly to me.
He says to me, 'it would have been her' nodding to the squashed car. She went in for a 'wipey face' and in my mind I saw an American dinner' he tells me they were after this 'car' It was shiny come and the name 'Herald Triumph'
last night...
It's the same jumpy round hazy recall but I was another me.
I'm a porn star and my name is Ge Gee it's 40-50's and I've afro style hair but it's red I'm also in a band.
We have 2 sax players who are very good... they play at each other.
Next there in a fast ocean warming and sea levels rise very rapidly... I'm also talking to a friend she's a 'plastic' Angel ... I know her but she's been cast into plastic and looks more like a flower fairy she's a 'speaker' as in an actual 'speaker' protecting sound :stuck_out_tongue: ... this bit's wired as there is a feeling of limitlessness and I'm amused that's she's a plastic fairy.
In the dream I'm also making music
Wired how the car and the 'porn star' were all the same time frame 40-50's I know it all flowed and fit together but it's hazy now
Wed 23rd May
I'm in Cornwall or the west country a coastal town it's a beautiful day and we are walking with kids and Ian when we see a VW camper for sale. It's a deep green/white Bay.
We impulse buy it once inside there is just me and Ian and I'm driving from the back seat. It's hard as I can't reach the peddles or see properly. I stop so I can move to the front seat but when I get to the front seat the cars switched to right hand drive and Ian is driving. I explore the camper instead.
It's amazing inside, more of a house than a camper. It's got plastered walls and stained glass windows with shutters, paintings are hung, plants growing and shelves with plants and crystals.
I try to get the radio to work and can't then realise there's a stereo with pile of CD's racks with books... -- I ask Ian about the van as we seem to have all this guys stuff. He's chilled out and said the guy didn't want it, but Ian left his number in case he changed his mind.
I arrange a beanbag on the floor and flick threw an art book looking at some mind blowing images. We stop at a hummm it's a cottage with a cafe, it's like a hippy/art shop and crystals art and colourful clothing are spilling out into the walled garden, wind chimes and sun catchers are hanging from flowering trees it's all so colourful and pretty.
Next part I remember is that I've got stuck inside a large shopping complex it's a posh Mall type of place and all the deco is the same.... I'm trying to get out but everywhere looks the same and I can't find the doors or even the windows, Josh comes and finds me and leads me outside into the sun.
Next part I'm in an egg throwing fun fight! My brother is there.
Second dream is my main dream area, it's the first school field, also lovely and sunny there are portals on the grass and 100's of kittens and ducks going in and out of the portals.. there are also large musical instruments made of wood and shells. I'm floating round stroking kittens and making music with others, there are also 2 men who can turn into dogs.
Thursdays dreams.
A large residential school, we are redecorating the area we sleep in, and clearing it out.. It's all organised quite OCD by colour. Male me is there too and one class we take is taking under water :stuck_out_tongue:
Last nights dreams.
First one is a very high up attic room, I'm there with a female Asian friend. The room has high wooden beams and lots of roof lights and balcony windows and doors all open to the night air.
We are sleeping there the night air is warm and the room is lit by just star light.. we are laying looking threw the open windows and doors at all the the amazing stars.
Very long dream..
This dream was one of them that is years long (I think it is the start of a dream/life from another dream
Boggart
as I'm an infant version of the same kind of blue creature.) I'd forgotten about the other dream until waking the on waking realised it was almost the younger version of this thing.
I'm non-human small with very long limbs, blue grey skin small abdomen with a pot belly and pointy teeth, hairless all over... As the dream starts with mainly humans I know I'm 'different'
The starting dream setting is an 'orphanage/school'
It's a group of old stone buildings set in forest woodlands the world is primitive and many different types of entity exist there.
The orphanage is mainly human children with some half breeds it's run by a half breed man (hes got green skin thick set taller than the humans with pointed ears and teeth not as exaggerated as mine)
It's this male who is a primary contact as the older humans at the orphanage find me unpleasant ( I was told I was found as collateral damage in a battle and as I was small and helpless brought here but the orphanage is all I remember)
I'm taught and fed communally with the other children there but they consider me stupid/simple.
I'm confused... I'm struggling to fit in and keep up with the other children. I'm incontinent and can't learn or talk like them (I can't make the right sounds with my mouth to speak or hold a pencil) I can understand them though.
I'm bullied and teased by the other children as I smell, and wet myself .. and while I'm not 'abused' there I am beaten occasionally and humiliated by being made to wash my nappy's (that don't work well as I have a tail) the harsh treatment is mainly in an attempt to 'domesticate' me.
The Green man is not usually unkind to me when I see him but is frustrated by my lack of any progress - while other children are growing fast and learning I'm still unable to talk/write/not wet myself)
There are communal bedrooms with wooden cots, but I'm kept mainly in a small room with a wooden bunk bed alone to stop the other kids picking on me and for hygiene reasons.. ( I have no bedding or lights )- it's lonely and confusing.
I'm taken one day to see the head of the orphanage he's with another green entity this one larger still and his skin thicker and a deeper green (I recognise this type from other dreams) there kind of fantasy orc types if I had to describe them.
The Orphanage head explains that I'm leaving with the new male that he knows where my species are and he's travelling that way.
My next recall is travelling threw forests with the orc type entity.. he's taken and thrown away all my clothing, I'm much happier nakid and outside as we travel he explains things to me about my species (draws images with sticks in the soil and mimes things too, I understand a little of what he says.
He's taking me home to my forest, my type are usually solitary and live for a very long time and spend years as 'infants'
As we travel the woodland changes the trees and colours until the trees are changing colour and getting thicker and bigger... They are grey blue/purple like me, the bark is the grey bit.
Soft thick dark blue wet moss covers the ground. The light is different too there are kind of glowing lights in the trees but the canopy's is so high there is no sky to speak of so it's darker and the air is warm and very damp.
I know it's home... i fit perfectly into the habitat.. my long limbs and claws are perfectly suited for climbing the trees and being bald and nekid the water runs easily from me I'm the same colour so camouflaged, though I felt totally safe and at home there. There was also this amazing fruit on the trees thick skinned but soft and wet inside.
Wake up at that point.
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