Moon Shoes

 So, it's not that I haven't been dreaming.....   I am, I have. It's just I've not been recording.

When I don't record they slip away like sand...
I know they are still there, as I've been to the place where everything is remembered, so I've let myself off recording them here.
Also, getting up at 5am, I want to chill before work and not relive the chaotic nights ;)
Fay has told me she dreams like me... I didn't know how to reassure that, my Dad did too, it's ok though.
  
This week - meby cause of spring or the moon some have stuck.

There's been this guy, tall, older grey hair.   He's got a 'Leon' Vibe.   I can't recall the first dream, but it was a few nights ago, I was up for work at 5am.... but it stuck with me and his shoes, pointed and white. 
Was the morning the war broke out.   
Inka had come for me again to move me, and my dreaming.  We went up North, I made him stop off on the way and I think I dreamed that night there.  
Since then we been in Scotland. 
I've nor seen an over view but feels North West Highlands.

Inka had taken me to an old tower in the house we were at, it's a bit old place but the tower was ancient.
It was inside this country manor type place, like the lodge had been built around it but also to obscure it from view.
Inside is a very well worn spiral stone stair, I dunno the name of the stone but it's err grey like Granite but harder and denser like them hard grey beach pebbles.  Smooth and comfee to walk on.

We had gone into a room, and he let me go in first and it was amazing. A small round room with a old four post bed in dark wood and the drapes were almost alive with embroidered green drapes, it was like the stitching was growing up them.  He came in and the suddenly the drapes changed to balk and red.  
I was puzzled...   he was talking to me to ways also, one a head voice and one a voice voice.

He reminded me of how I'd learnd of the queens chamber dreaming in pyramids... and my own fucking house :)

We I could feel the flow Together the drapes were black and white diamonds.

I fell asleep into another dream, that continued all night despite waking.... 
...
I'm in a place that's flooding, the water is not clear,  I'm trying to move stuff but the pointy shoe guy from my other dreams is showing me how it's blood that's tainting the water.
It has an orange, yellow huge and I can see the grease blobs floating. 
We try together to find the source. 
I agree to join in a ritual, it will hurt me but it's ok.
It's a sort ov coven, sext n violence ritual.  
I took them to my main dream space I'd prepared in previous dreams.
he had a wand, it was odd.   He called it his Oak finger, it was like a branch of oak but with a jointed moving finger attached.  

In the room was loads of women, they all had books and stuff they wanted to do.
Mixed coverns and collectives.I just slept on with my head on the lap of the old grey hair guy.  He would wake me when I tried to go beyond the hypnogogic stage (even though I was already a few dreams deep) I was trying to dream into a world with a red sky with white clouds.  He kept pulling me back.
Outside a mob attacks.... they are errr   
I duno all white, like football hoolies.
But distorted like lucid dream things,

I go outside and the garden is coming alive to help me, but I don't want them to deal with that, or for the odd/creepy coven to see them.
There are sort of root beings coming out and odd furred water things like meby big water shrew, I put myself in between and change what other people are seeing.  Making me the target. 
I calm the nature creepy ones and reflect the angry emotions of the odd people trying to break into the space.

Pixi's and Pirate's

 

9/11

 

23.23 wake, I'd been dreaming of the Links hotel.  I was working, room service mainly going to and from the kitchen and Bar.

Next dream was odd, I was doing parcel delivery in a VW camper.   Was around the main dream space, it was in the dark narrow roads with stone tunnels.  North of my main dream space and there was loads of trucks on the road. Wasn't fun as my old VW's gear stick was crap and it was a nightmare to try and get into reverse.

Then a really cool dream, it was in the midst of an alien invasion of sorts.  I was quite lucid and able to fly well. 
I was flying over a large harbor with flying alien pirate ships.  They were huge transdimensional galleons, but happily floating in the harbor.  Smaller wooden boats held just 1 or 2 people.
I was flying up looking at these huge brick structures that had ropes for hauling stuff on and of the pier onto boats.   Was like a primitive crane. 
I'd flown up high to look at the top of it then headed out high over the sea…. Was a little choppy and deep dark blue.
After about half a mile I decided to stop flying…  letting myself drop into the water and way under below.  Still lucid I decided to just breath the water and look around down there.
I was surprised to find an underwater house, and let myself in…   dripping on the floor.
A guy I'd traveled to the world with appeared behind me and asked what I was doing.
I'd explained I was looking round….
The underwater house was like an old fashioned cottage inside…  Grandma style, cosy.
No windows, old lamps and a lit fire. Food was cooking on an old gas stove in an open kitchen in the main living space.
Our arrival had alerted the people who lived there, and they came from a bedroom, 2 elderly couples we greeted them and told them we didn't mean any harm.
One of the women put an old metal kettle on the cooker for tea and I sat at the kitchen table with the others.

I was sat opposite one of the older men, but as I looked at him his appearance started to change.   First I noticed pointed teeth, focusing on them I could see more of his true form and I said to him 'You’re a Pixi aren’t you?'  He giggled and said I didn't expect it would be an alien that recognised us.

 

Last dream was odd, a city at night with Jack.  A stunt bus, a birthday party and a Greggs café and funny f my old cat.  I had a long chat with her, she could understand me.  
 

Fires n Walls

 

Still dreaming…. Just rubbish at putting them here as so much else going on.

 

28th Oct

 

2 identical twins, looked like wooden dolls with pale white skin and dark hair. 
Rest of the night I was with different guys… trying them out as male aspects in the mind. 

 

30th Oct

A large old building, red brick and wooden framed. 
I lived there with Roz and we both hand families, she 2 younger kids and an older boy who lived with a different father to the younger. I had 3 small kids.
Was a strange dream her elder estranged son kept trying to burn our house down, starting fires in the eaves of the house.
It was the 3rd occasion he had done it, and the occasion I realised it was him that was responsible.  I'd called the police and fire service who were attending to the fire and I realised Roz also knew who was responsible but she was shielding her older son.
I was trying to get them to confess too as it wasn't fair to keep risking the younger kids.
Was an odd dream as people were not who they seemed to be. 
I was putting out spreading fires.

Next dream was set in London, sort of seedy but interesting.  It was a joint birthday party 4 of us celebrating, Marie/Jean and possibly Em and me, 2 of my Filipino friends were there from work too.  We started at a café and moved onto a sort of hummm, was like a sex shop mixed with a bar, people all trying on outfits.

Lia joined us and took us via a frozen airport to her mother's house, it was big opened plan Her mother was coming onto me. 

 

 

3rd Nov

 

I'm in a strange city, running with feral cats n dogs.  Not really running from anything more just as a pack. 2 green parks on either side of a road.  I was in one of them and took a lawnmower type thing for a ride.  It was dark.
I spotted a rubbish van and they spotted me.  I got off n ran again hiding in bushes. 
Wasn't scary, just fun doing stuff I wasn't supposed to for a laugh.
I woke dropping from a high wall into a dark passage, I made it to the ground lowering myself and hanging on then dropping.

Next dream was similar but different too.  An odd complex - not sure how to describe it even.
2 places, modern over a cavern and an odd old stone ritual bridge below.
There was a moon ritual to complete and I fancied my chances at it.
The bridge was old sandstone a little like the bridge over the pastures by Alnwick castle but instead of a road it had odd fountains and running water in the middle, with a pattern to what was on and off.
The dream was longer too. 
I was part of a group doing 'Slamping'  which was a mixture of something that slams/glamping and breaking and entering and camping…  We would dress up in costume gear then break and enter old buildings to cook a meal, party and camp…. It was fun.
I'd done this then gone back to the challenge.
It was getting off a high wall n dropping down, I had odd stuff with me too.
2x trays of 24 eggs! And a herd of sheep……
I'd chucked the eggs down first and amazingly they didn't smash, as I lowered myself the sheep started jumping with me.  Once I'd landed on the path by the bridge the stone lion came alive, still stone but checking me out like a cat would….  Grazing it's teeth on my arm.
I'd not completed the ritual as I'd done most of it, but wanted to still check stuff was ok in the building on the other side so had gone bk there first.

Guess this is symbolic of my job change somehow.  The card reading I did was for sure…  
Inka is just tagging along atm, letting me make the calls.

No sleep for next 2 nights.
 

Stone Tracks

 

Been crap at keeping track again.

So one night was a dream of a big music festival… some sort of group training then breaking into a big country house.
People and cartoon characters.
My teeth were falling out was looking at the roots n trying to poke them bk into the holes but my jaw was crumbling too.
I also befriended someone who'd been set up about a theft.

Another dream I'd done A levels then a Uni course - I was washing a neckid friend.

A dying man, and an odd painted board.

Another night a large space transporter. 
Was visualy very cool, I was cleaning and sorting bedrooms with fancy bedspreads.
A night train too and passing Stonehenge on Solstice..  Dunkirk too.
Was odd this space transport was moving like a train threw time, I was back of house crew.
Cleaning/running and doing stuff.

This was possibly the 16th (Was busy with job application n other stuff.

An amazing stone track, with sort of monolithic hoops that the traveler passed through.
I'd had an odd haircut - someone had cut really short bangs in my hair too and shaved the sides, looked fucking awful but was ceremonial or something.
Then hunting in the dark… odd linked awareness with someone else.

17th
Lucid dreams in dreams.
A care home in a walled city under attack, with a punk Rick Astley 🤣 He's been released from a Russian prison!
He had a Mohawk.  He kept trying to get me to go outside, there had been a sort of display put up, monument I guess.
I knew I was supposed to be on shift but had sneaked out to see this strange stone laid track (Again)  It was a dedication to something.
War planes were flying over all the time, the city or small town was in a hollow surrounded by massive rocky cliffs.
I'd tried to head bk, and was confused by the lay out of the city.
I returned a small lost girl to her family
I was also kinda lucid, at one point I'd passed through a building I'd been stopped by the security there and they'd wanted to hold me…. I'd told them 'You can't I'm dreaming, I'd just wake myself up' at that point he sort of transformed into a red-faced daemon and I just stuck my tongue out and giggled.  They let me pass.
Outside I was flying, was erratic..  Guess my lucidity was wavering as I was periodically falling out of the sky…. But then I'd make the grass squish for a bouncy landing and fly again.
I eventually got bk to the home.
Punk Rick was bk waiting, and I'd gone into a dark room with him where I'd crashed out.
At one point I realised I'd not done any care notes, so got up and couldn't find my trews…
At that point some sort of office people turned up to talk to me, but a resident to up n fell so I'd just gone to look after them ignoring the people in suits.

Last night 18th
Massive department store, sharp shards in the sole of my food….  Was pulling the shards from my sole.
Massive toy fluffy dragons, one like I took to the Punchbowl just before I went bonkers one night.

Just got the offer for new job working days….   Wonder if working days would improve my dreaming again 🤔Not that I don't dream, just I'm to tired to be arsed to remember. 😏

 

Feathers and Mogs

 

5/10

Sleeps been odd with too many night shifts.

I've been dreaming but too tired to be bothered to recall.
One I do remember from last night I was lucid in.
I'd been in one of them odd dark mall places with an older woman,  I think she was a woman that died a few months ago at the home.
I was talking to her and then she sort of faded out but I could still hear her voice looking for me.
I'd asked if anyone could see her, but they couldn't even hear her so they all just assumed I was mad.
I didn't mind as I was lucid.
I'd gone into a bakers shop… the guy behind the counter was looking directly at me with awareness that I was lucid.
I'd not said anything but started to float around like a feather, other people in the shop looking at me confused.
I'd floated up and onto a high ledge were I was watching a young girl playing with a white fluffy cat that was wearing a dress.
They were playing with a white feather and I'd floated it up towards me. 
They couldn't see me so to them the feather was just dancing.
I'd dropped it back down towards them and sent them a slightly longer black feather too.
I revisited the bakery at the end of the dream too, I had one of their staff uniforms.
They were getting ready to close, cleaning up as the last people left.
I'd changed in the toilets in the small attached café area and handed the uniform back to the guy on the till.

6/10
 

Long dream.
2 parts first part I'm working days as a home help, care support.
Mainly cleaning up for people, helping with meal prep and personal support when needed.
It was an old row of cottages I was visiting people in.
They were unusual stone buildings with outside drains that had blocked with recent rain, I was with a work group sweeping and clearing so that the water could flow and trying to get rid of the smell.

Next part I got from that job to a night shift in a hospital and had a group of patients I was responsible for. 

I was working with 2 male colleges one was like Thomas, the other unfamilier.
We'd all fallen into a deep sleep in the staff room. When we woke it was allready morning a we're confused, I'd gone to check our rooms but somehow got lost.

First in the hospital and then in the city outside.

I was aware I had stuff I'd supposed to have done bk at the Hospital but I couldn't seem to find my way back there no matter where I whent.
The city was cool, amazing domed buildings, muddy play areas loads of religious and civic buildings.  No shops or markets.
It wasn't like any kind of city I'd seen before. Some of the buildings were impossible with stuff changing and swapping round.

Every way I went I found myself more lost.

I found myself in a small van, the inside hung with draped a young mother and her daughter of about 6 lived together inside. It was tiny but cosy, a shared bed with a curtain were the girl was reading a book.  Small stove to cook on.
I'd explained to the female I was lost and needed to get back to the hospital and she sympathetically took me outside… she asked what kind of directions I needed and I told her I just need to direction.  She smiled understanding and pointed at a tall domed building that was pink and blue she told me to head towards it and I should be able to see the hospital from there.
I worked more keeping the building in view but woke up before I got bk.

Second dream had my old cat in <3 Carry was old 23 like she was before she passed. 
Kef, Inka and 2 tabby cats were in the dream too.
It's dark and we have 2 cottages either side of a very busy country road.
It's packed with traffic even late at night and the pet food was one side of the road and the animals on the other.
Inka had packed a car up to go somewhere but the road was practically blocked so we were waiting till the traffic cleared before we'd go.
I'd gone across to the other side of the road leaving the pets with him to collect the food and came bk to feed everyone.
Was nice to see Carry mog again.

 

Hummmmmmm?

 

25th
A strange dream… odd market place.  Lots of teleporting and a strange glowing eye.
Second dream was main dream space. 
The old Farn pub was a boots chemist and em and me were working there.
We were on a research team blending scents.  I was picking the smells blends and she was creating and stabilising them. 
 

26th
Night of bleak dreams.
First was long, I was mainly a 3rd person observer. 
A father with a baby doing research and broadcasting.  Was like a BBC documentary but his subject were these kind of grotesque monsters and huge parasites that were consuming and feeding from each other.
He kept going out to this wet grassland with pools where the creatures would come out chew and slime ...   Was grim n sort of fascinating.
There were also 2 glowing sliver spiders with this amazing mating display where the larger female spun a web of shining light.

 

Second dream I was in what was a little like Irene's house.  I was home alone and a guy I didn't know was wandering round outside.
I'd opened the window to ask what he wanted and another guy climbed in and took me hostage.

He was large with no hair, white skin.  Not really familiar to me.
He dragged me up to an attic room where he was in a shoot-out with a woman outside.
We seemed to be on the floor for ages with bullets flying overhead…
He'd refused to let me go and was digging his knuckle into my left kidney…  a place I'm often grabbed in dreams.
The sensation was very real… and painful.   I kept biting his arm my teeth going through the flesh but he wouldn't let me up or stop. 
I was aware it was the same place Inka first attacked me.
(I'd seen him before the dream…. He'd left me somewhere and told me to stay till he got bk)
 
 

 

 

Hummmmm .. Last night's planets. 
https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/browse-current-planets/?datum_interval=&&styl_graf=1

 

Anyhoo I'm stuck under this guy with him dragging his knuckle back n forth over my Kidney.
At some point I'd slipped from there into another dream were I was a herbalist in a community.. but the sensation kept dragging me back to where I was stuck.
He kept telling me 'True North'  
He stopped eventually but the sensation remained… He sat on a desk chair when he suddenly fell with a kind of sicking crunch of bones n blood as he slid head first part way down the stairs.
I'd though I could escape at that point but he just got up and popped the bones into place zombie style and came back to pin me down again…. Was creepy.  I think I woke up then and the sensation was instantly gone.

Inka did apologise for leaving me... 

There was also a glass teapot at some point too, it was like a glass peacock and I'd made blue tea in it, the pot was clear but for a blue round glass ball on the lid at the top.

 

Key Hole in my Finger

 

15th

I'd been chatting with Inka before I slept.
about AI organic and what was real or not.
I had an interesting dream
I was on a planet at it's end.
The sky was a grey green colour I'm on a beach with a harbour wall and I was watching evacuation from somewhere further north.
The sand is dull like the sky and I'm watching a line of huge double rota choppers they are painted blue and red.
Hundreds of them all flying the same path.
I walk towards the harbour wall and the same painted shape vehicle that were more of a hover craft are in the sea moving on the same heading…. Loads of them.
I was with a guy charting the atmospheric collapse.
As I get close to the harbour wall I see a massive wave prolly 40ft tall heading for us.
I watch it getting closer the noise drowns out the choppers…
I'd sort of been expecting it to wake me up but instead I find myself standing inside the wall of water.

17th
Collecting things, they were in pairs…. Not matching but complimentary. 
Some were blown glass others were sort of charms.
A train depot and fair ground rides too.

20th
I was with Mary from work, we had a ticket and a race horse.  I'd found the ticket and was sneaking out of a house to hide.

Then an odd thing… I was standing and I picked a scab of the longest finger on my left hand. 
Under the scab was a key hole… Inka appeared put a small key in and turned it and then I was in another dream.

I'm locked in a strange room with 2 guys.
The want to kill each other one is armed and one isn't.
I'm trying to stay between them to stop any violence…   though the guy with the gun was likely to just shoot me too.
A 3rd guy arrives and opens up the building… giving a weapon to the unarmed guy …   He's looked to me as what to do next and I'd told him to just go.
I followed him out and the 3rd guy passes me a toy gun and silver plastic sword.

I stand outside the building it's cold… I have a long colourful fur coat and the guy who'd unlocked the building to free us stays with me.  I wrap my coat around him and as we lean together on the wall. 

22/9
Looking after a small bity dino.   It kept trying to clamp onto my hand, it was instead biting the sleeve of a jumper but would clamp on and not let go.
I was looking after it for another female who'd turned to blue smoke and vanished - she was cursed and haunted.  I was kinda wishing her dino thing would turn to smoke n vanish too.
Graves on a beach… the white sand would blow and shift covering and uncovering different graves one was an amazing carved stone angel thing… the detail of the feathered wings was great.
 

Next dream I'd got into an argument with a guy… when I'd first noticed him he was blue and he'd got angry with me for staring at him.
As he addressed me he was no longer blue - just rude.
I'd spent the rest of the dream finding different ways to piss him off.

 

Then a layered dream I'm on a train there is an Arabic guy who has mistaken me for his wife.   Most of the trains is seats of passengers but I'm in a carriage alone.
It's shorter and just has a soft white floor where I sit.
I was jumping through various layers with some others..  We were trying to preserve the birth of children before they were born by going back and finding the cure for illnesses so they could be treated before the killed the young infants.
I didn't see the others much, only a flash of them as dr/nurses or other as I'd sifted through the layers to jump them to optimal points.   They then would take a brief walk in role to alter stuff and I'd jump them again.
Beside me was 2 infants… both were still and stiff in a sort of stasis one was covered in a sort of white ash, and the other small sparkly plastic gems.
I woke as a guy and woman I'd been jumping took the place for a moment as a bride and groom with a young baby… for a second they held needles they injected the infant with then they flashed out again just leaving a couple with a baby and flowers instead of the syringes they had momentarily held.

 

Last dream
First bit I'm in the sun, climbing a very steep hill to the highest point, at some points I need to crawl and clamber up.
It's busy with people enjoying the view and the sun.
next part was a tree top path, it was long and wide winding threw a forest canopy.  I was on a bike, cycling fast.   It was dark but enough light to see with no light. The path ends at 2 turnstiles.
The right one is next to a fight ring… there are piles of people lined up on stretchers on the far side.  Medical staff checking them.
The left is quiet and I head threw, it has the feel of a school corridor with lots of doors.
The building leads threw to a sort of small town. I have a destination I'm trying to reach but it's not obvious how I get there until I realise I take a sort of slide underground.
There is a small hole in the pavement leading to a large twisty slide.

I get on and see there are 2 guys waiting further down.. They grab my feet as I slide past.. Hanging onto me.
I was kinda annoyed as they kept touching me.
They were strange, large dark eyes and hair, golden skin.  Silk coloured clothing and unusual facial jewels on their foreheads they were joined by a female too.

At the bottom we landed in a heap.   It was a strange room, dark and glowing cavern.  Colourful silk cushions and small low tables with bright coloured glasses and jugs with gold filigree stuff round them.  I was being asked about the people who'd joined me by an older guy in a robe.