Triad, A Journy North and a Story

First part of the night I'm Triad me again, I'm telling myself about my Asthma and we are working on healing in.

I'm playing with ideas around control and surrender and mind and feeling.

The dream recall is Hazy,

I'm travailing in a cold sea there is ice, I'm heading north sometimes I'm in a boat and sometimes just swimming.   Something is following us, I'm trying to shake it and hide in a hotel.

A second dream of being on a planet, I can see a possible future while being in the now using my over-soul eyes from space while I'm on the planet.


I wrote a children's story today too, in my head it's a picture book I can see the drawings.  The story is -  The Oak Tree  :)


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The Oak Tree.

On a planet, on a, hill, A big beautiful Oak tree is growing in a field.

One branch near the top starts to get longer and longer.

He's so busy! He's being a branch, enjoying the view,  talking to the birds and trying to reach up to the beautiful sun light.

He’s passed the other branches and he's waving around on his own in the breeze.  The view is fantastic, he can see trees and  hills, it feels a little lonely but the sun is kind.  

He starts to notice he's attached to something else!   ‘What's that?’ He thinks.   He tugs a little harder in the breeze.    ‘Something is stopping me from flying away with the birds? Flying to the sun?  Holding me down? Keeping me back?’

The branch at first is a bit worried,  he starts to reach higher to the sun calling to him hoping it will save him from the thing that is dragging him down!
Up and up he grows!    While the beautiful the sun beams down on him.

The higher the branch gets the more he is blown about.

One dark and stormy night swinging wildly in a gale, afraid and alone the branch finally turns around to face the thing holding him down.   It’s HUGE! 
How will he ever escape from something so big. 
Miserable and alone the branch longs for the morning and the return of the sun shine. 

As the dawn starts to break the branch looks back at the giant shadow holding him back, it looks different in the light, he starts to make out other branches below that look just like him,  lots of them!

Confused the branch turns his attention away from the light watching the other branches.
Slowly the branch starts to remember, He’s not a branch!!  He’s a Tree!  

How could he have forgotten what he is.  How could he not have noticed the rest of him he chuckles to himself.

The tree explores he’s been so busy up here in this branch he’d completely forgotten about all his other branches!   He notices his acorns ripe from his growth filled with promise and potential and then he remembers his roots way way down in the warm dark earth.

He sees how hard his roots have been straining to support his lopsided stretching and how the earth has been nourishing his growth.
The tree relaxes into his new perspective and contentedly wriggles his roots deeper into the warm darkness below him.   

----  Drawing the piccys for it, I realised that the light source was in the wrong place for the sun... then I realised the main light source is the readers awareness.  Must add pics.


Ohhhh   -source  I had to google it -a place, person, or thing from which something originates or can be obtained.  :D

Triad Me, Space Onions and Time Editing

Very very long!!

My night started with slightly remembered images (before the awesome adventure)
A cave. Then cutting and pasting time lines.. this was visual, it was like errrr spiralising a pineapple into a spiral of rings and removing a ring or 2. Then I was dreaming for someone else of a blue tit, I painted it. Some jumbled stuff about Hillary, Bonds and Kate Middleton.. future. A beautiful woman with blue feathers.

Then memory in walnuts (2 half's of the brain!)  and information like onions. 

The nuts/pineapple and onion were to do with storage of information in space/time... onion was layers of reality.

I woke really confused as I wasn't sure how this integrated with my current view of this then I remembered my rainbow bubble of experience that makes flower of life thing and realised the onion was like that... it was being spiralised and stretched out threw space.

It made the pattern our solar system makes as it travels threw space, I had a realisation that the planets have memory awareness and are leaving trails of information too. They have archetypal memory/awareness they leave a trail behind in time/space (this is how astrology works)

At this point I also had a feeling that J (middle child) was outside reality and needed dreaming back in again.... I was feeling quite disorientated as I went back to sleep.


--- Then the dream,

I went straight into a semi-ludic dream from the HH stage.. I was watching a hole in my dream/dust and just lept in.

It was like I made a whole threw my reality into space, I was falling threw space it was nice, I was also 'dual' - (I was me and my brother but both me)

I reached out a line to a passing star and hooked it to spin up from, I traversed space like this (felt a bit like spiderman)

I see a track, it's glowing and fizzing like purple/pink electricity. (It's a memory/time/information line) We go to it, this time I'm both within it and without, I'm inside but watching myself out of it and then I become 3. (I melted my train down )
I'm a triad or trinity and my awareness is 3fold. I'm an over-soul I'm female me and male me. (This was the tangled bikes)
We travel this tunnel into America - There are some native American elders we need to meet.
As we land I'm me and my brother who then turns into my childhood 'boyfriend' of 5 or 6 years old.   He's also me though as I'm still seeing everything from the 3 places of awareness... we are lovers/siblings/whole we are one, we are magic... the sense of completeness was and is amazing.

We meet the Native Indians, they are angry - call us plastic shaman and say that male me just wants to f*ck people... my male side mishears and thinks they say feed so he manifests a bag of cookies.

They walk away in disgust, we need to reach them.   Female me falls to the floor convulsing and enters a trance where over-soul me can speak threw her.
Male me runs to bring back the natives, they are reluctant but don't want to leave female me fitting on the floor.
As they get closer Over-soul calls threw time to them, I tells them 'I CAN SHOW YOU' They recognise the voice over soul.
They need to meditate with us, they still don't believe us but the over-soul voice was familiar enough for them to agree... they are still cross at female me as I puked on them while I was fitting.


They agree to meditate, 'we' explain they need to forgive us, we are them too... they need to let go now.
I take them back in time with 'us' and we alter slightly some time lines.  We all come back together, they are less angry with us now and trust us, we say good bye.

'We' open a reality gap and go back into space... using our over-soul as an anchor  we can teleport/shape/shift and dimension jump.. we're exploring.

I get a 'letter' from the Native Americans, 'We' need to go back.
When we go back there is a box of gifts left for us... they are all blue and white things, box's inside box's there is also amongst it a handwritten letter, it's from one of my mums sisters to another sister - it mentions her medication. ( Ancestors timeline dream )
We accept the gifts and take the hand written letter.   The natives can't 'recognise' us as the people don't remember/know any different now as the timeline is different ......but the people we took back 'know' that there are people alive now that wouldn't have been without the change, we can't meet them again but the gifts are their acknowledgement.

Male & Female me are dryads now and made of soft flexible wood, we travel again as a unit of tarot style 'lovers' and over-soul.   Falling threw space and time, meeting aliens to talk too.
We come back to earth, one alien with bright orange eyes follows us watching.

He wares a dark hooded cloak and is channelling stuff too, 'We' find it odd that they are interested.

'We' rapidly lose him by anchoring up to Over soul again and teleport to a huge beautiful grassy plain we are riding in the air in an old style bus seat... it's like a roller-coaster with no rails we control it by thinking of a point to move too (this is really good fun!! )
After messing around we start to port into hospitals, we are still dryads but invisible made of energy... We are working beside Dr's we are de-ageing cells around incisions and wounds so that they will heal faster.
I woke up as I was arranging 'meetings' with people....

Night was just amazing :D Was obviously way to excited to go back to sleep!

14 June 2016  -  Same symbol but I didn't understand it then.

I remember the dreams right threw the night.
First one.
I'm sitting in a small group some are helping and teaching.
We have coloured paper and pencils and craft stuff. We are making Animal masks, mine is Wolf.
One of the teachers in the group is a shaman, he tells us we are honering the spirit of the animals focusing the energy and power by making the mask... by wearing it we are inviting the spirit animal into us, or asking to take it's form. There is a Wolfe with me watching, he stayed with me threw the other dreams too.

The middle dream.
I forgot to write straight away, it's many things spreading out way way out in different directions like ripples in a lake..and coming together again long journey almost like circular waves but all separate parts going way out - then coming in again to be reconciled. We finally come to rest all together, Wolfe is still with me.
Next was just a pattern (I posted a picture... It's swirling slowly.
Last dream
I'm working in a garden centre selling small plants, lots of people are sitting in a field I think they are meditating they are slowly going down in number as they vanish from view.
As I wake I get told to look for air element symbols. I didn't recognise the symbol in but googling it it looks like a shinto symbol.
I also got another message to keep looking for the 'GPS' That was mentioned in Sat nights dream. Wonder what it can be :D

--   Thoughts on this dream.. aside from feeling very blessed.  (Updated on 21-Sept-16)


I've been flat out since sat so not had a chance to catch up on dreams... last night was quiet (which is good as I have enough to catch up on from past 2 dreams)

I'm a bit blow away, I just looked up the term 'over soul' As it's not a term I'd ever used till Sat nights dream (I was clear that it was the right term)

So just looked it up on wiki - it's from an essay on transcendental unity.
'We live in succession, in division, in parts, in particles. Meantime within man is the soul of the whole; the wise silence; the universal beauty, to which every part and particle is equally related, the eternal ONE. And this deep power in which we exist and whose beatitude is all accessible to us, is not only self-sufficing and perfect in every hour, but the act of seeing and the thing seen, the seer and the spectacle, the subject and the object, are one. We see the world piece by piece, as the sun, the moon, the animal, the tree; but the whole, of which these are shining parts, is the soul'
More amazing is the bit below...

"Over-soul" has more recently come to be used by Eastern philosophers such as Meher Baba and others as the closest English language equivalent of the Vedic concept of Paramatman.[5] (In Sanskrit the word param means "supreme" and atman means "soul"; thus Paramatman literally means "Supreme-Soul".[6]) The term is used frequently in discussion of Eastern metaphysics and has also entered western vernacular. In this context, the term "Over-soul" is understood as the collective indivisible Soul, of which all individual souls or identities are included. The experience of this underlying reality of the indivisible "I am" state of the Over-soul is said to be veiled from the human mind by sanskaras, or impressions, acquired over the course of evolution and reincarnation. Such past impressions form a kind of sheath between the Over-soul and its true identity, as they give rise to the tendency of identification with the gross differentiated body. Thus the world, as apperceived through the impressions of the past appears plural, while reality experienced in the present, unencumbered by past impressions (the unconditioned or liberated mind), perceives itself as the One indivisible totality, i.e. the Over-soul.

This is pritty awesome as the the word 'Sanskara' --- That was the word I'd thought was samskara.. It was the word give to me in the meditation dream were I was showed the effects my thoughts were having on my reality!! (The meditation with nothing until I thought)

--- Last nights dream had a single word too that I was . Zeitgeist - spirit of the age/time.


How cool, I seem to be being taught directly from beyond the veil, it's funny as I don't have many firm ideas about stuff.... other than that we are eternal and are past of a whole. The only intention I ever set for dreams is one of surrender and 'tell me what I need to know'

Time Hopping for the Perfect Crime?

An odd night of cross referencing dreams and poetry.. I'm not sure what it is that I'm re-membering it's all coming back in bits and bobs.

First part of the night was bizarre, time changes, bobble heads, people bit like 'Frank Sidebottom' I know nothing about him :P but people had that massive head and some of them with just 1 eye.

Realitys all mixed up, like hairy balls or pom poms - I was looking for something to connect with to re-balance.

Then the proper dream (with my train/school imagery which is again timelines/lessons/earth)

Sooo the setting is on a train, I'm with a small group of 3 or 4 people one of them is the black guy from the force awakens (the one who left the dark side)
Inside the train it's a school. It's a posh school an elitist paying one, and it's their open day, nibbles and drinks have been laid on to smooze prospective parents and students.

The small group of us are not ment to be there, we are looking at the new security doors they have set up and talking about 'the perfect crime'

We are discussing the possibility of teleporting ourselves threw the carriages faster than the train is moving so we can hide in the future ahead of time.... always one step ahead of the game.

((This stands out to me as I did this once in a train in a dream.... it was a dream I lived for many lifetimes it went on for 1000's of years and had parallels to Atlantis/Lemuria type of myths added below. ))

On waking I have the message 'choosing the lesser of 2 evils is still choosing evil' (I think this is to do with political voting)

I also had lines from 2 poems in my head, one is 'falling threw time, peeping into space' - Another that I can't remember now.




So this is the -   24 July 2012
Another dream that seemed to last for lifetimes. (thus long)


The start of the dream there is a train, the front end & back end have
different destinations - and the train is due to split shortly.
A few of us from the back carriages decide we want to go with the front end
of the train.

So as the train splits (it's still moving) we kind of make ourselves
ethereal and blast ourselves threw the train walls into the front.

Once on the front train it changes into a huge space ship - it's massive
more like a flying science lab/factory with huge rooms, windows and bridges.

At first me and the others who great crashed the journey are really pleased with ourselves. 
We can fly and pass threw walls into space and back, we are also totally
invisible to the people on the spaceship.

As time passes (months) we start to get depressed. Cause we can't interact
with anything or even each other. Were all just ghosts, watching.

The people on the ship get old and some of them die and were just stuck
there - timeless, trapped observers. Eventually after many 10's of years the ship
landed/crashed to a planet.

On the planet there were a few people who could see us but by this time most
of us were in deep depression and not wanting to communicate.  I was quite excited to be on the new planet.

I could see magnetic lightening strips up in a very cloudy sky (the landscape
on this planet was an amazing very modern industrial cityscape huge purple metallic structures)

I'd flown up to get closer to the lightning, but was intercepted by some
people who could see me.

I stopped to chat to this woman, sitting on a pipe miles above the ground -
she told me they'd been waiting for me and the others like me, that I was
one of them.
It got a bit wired at that point, cause she didn't look like me but all her
mannerisms and expressions were the same as mine.... she was explaining that
we had all been cloned by this one guy who was leading them.

I'd decided that I wasn't keen on the idea of having a 'leader' so flew of
back to the lightning stuff.

As I got to it, I could no longer fly - I fell threw the air for what seemed
like ages, when I landed I was back in the ship again.


One of the other ethereals was there she'd changed and she had found away to
become real again - it was to do with her eyes/crying and emotion.

One by one we all went to sit and look at her as she cried as we started to
cry we became real again too.

The last part of the dream was like a journey home we repaired the ship to
leave.

On the journey we started to have kids and create a civilisation on the
ship.

Years and years passed again, and kids grew up and we had an entire world on this
ship.   - But our society was a mess the younger generations we had produced
were fighting each other and us as elders had all become wired and vain
.
--- I woke up after that :)
Totally knackered as it felt like I lived for 100's of years last night.



Synchronicity while writing up too, I was trying to explain my dream symbolism to partner....

[10:18:12] Me: As a kid though I had recurring nightmares... I'd be trapped on train tracks 3 or 4, I'd hear a train coming and feel the vibrations. I could never see the train though or what direction it was coming from and I'd have to pick a track

[10:18:43] Me: I'd always get the one right next to the train and have to cling to the ground as the train rushed by sucking me towards it
[10:18:51] Him: No train station near where you grew up either, that's odd

[10:19:41]Me : Over the years the nightmares stopped but significant chages in my life were often accompanied by dreams of getting on and off trains
[10:20:27]Me: and as my dreams got freakier I realised the tracks are timelines - possibilitys that I could have visited in my life

[10:20:50] Me: as a kid it's wide open... there are many many ways your life can go

[10:22:41] Me: as you get older the options are narrowed down I guess... I've seen the tracks from space too... and controlled them - they are like trippy dmt tunnels of memory/experience and the 'train' is awareness/now

[10:23:38] Me: they are all happening at once.. but the awareness/now moves threw the experience/memory/time like a train in a tunnel
[10:24:12] Me: It works in my head in fractal pictures :P It's not easy to put into words :D

And then, I clicked on a link on a page I've been trying to read and this picture pops out at me -- that's them, my tunnels :D   Only they are rainbow and the information ripples :P

This was posted today.... also fits with the Atlantis dream...  (the arrogance)


17 sep- 16  insight into split dream. 

Was playing fires with toddler...
He was trying to 'kill' the fire, I explained fires can't be killed but only quenched with water.   Then my mind went all alchemy (spirit-fire/emotion-water) and I realised that it fit with the time crash dream and the crying making us real.

Multi-Dementional Dream with Beings/Elves/Aliens & DMT

Oh wow!! I just had the best night of dreams <3 <3
It started with the CG/world type dream but in reverse with me in charge of the program and After that I spent a night interdimensional manipulating 100's of different dream scape's at the same 'time'... well I say 'time' they were all playing both forwards and backwards at once and I kept falling out of them into an overview of massive tunnels... also met teachers/guides/aliens. Was just soooo bloody awesome!

 Sooo no way I can explain these properly - will add the cross ref dreams at bottom as not in blog yet.

Starts in a wild-west crossroads type of place but I'm not in the dream I have an overview a bit like playing a game in god-mode.
I'm above and there are some railroads going back and forward in time threw the roads of the town, They are invisible to the inhabitants.  I'm using the trains to diagnose people and bring them medicine - like an unseen healing of the town.
I stop the experiment and all the people in the town see me, it's a really odd moment like in the wizard of Oz when they look behind the curtain they all look at me then turn white gloopy and melty. 
This is where it gets wired.... I zoom out of the dream into a 'void' and can see a hole in the dreamscape where I left threw and I think 'woops I used to much TNT' then a disembodied voice (one I know from other dreams ) laughs and tells me 'DMT'

I'm in a multidimensional space and as I let thoughts wander fractal worlds appear (like condensing clouds dream) this time thoughts make dream-worlds... the first is a Moroccan red style city, it's beautiful (I'm serving everyone food from above) then another world forms and another my mind is splitting and time is going all ways in the worlds backwards and forwards. I'm making 100's of dream worlds with my emotions and nudges of thoughts, so subtle and abstract, there are right angles too... like a massive tracing arm... that's were and old rave song 'Gamemaster' appeared in my mind.    I observed the worlds for a time.  

Then I had a body again, it was on fire... I was burning but not hot or being consumed just on fire... (this was linked to a round house dream I'd had that was on fire) linked also possibly to healing mudras & chi??

Next I was on an interdimensional train and I was also watching myself on it from somewhere else - and there was lots of trains/light rippling in fractals of rainbow tubyness going in 1000's of directions:P ... I could zone in on specific places there were some aliens/interdimensional something's/eleves too that wanted to chat to me  (they looked like fractal/rainbow insect people)  I talked to them about my dreams and dreaming 'inside out'


I went onto a train too for a while, there are other people on the train, it's very modern and it's travelling threw a tube in space going back and forth in time both at once... there are heart shaped balloons there, I go into a world that crumbles like sand we all fall threw and then into a black gloop that we again fall threw and end up at a bus stop.

I've felt sooo loved up and blissed out all day, feel like I was on such an adventure last night!


 - The 'Game master' song, it seems the lyrics came from a book -  an extract from the book  'Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library ( Using wit, wisdom, and deep compassion, they entice us to explore the corridors of time through the concept of the Game Masters; to awaken the crucial codes for multidimensional perspective; and to redream the Living Library of Earth. Their teachings aare significantly arranged in twelve chapters to trigger a deeper understanding of our ancestral lineage. Earth probes the memories hidden deep within us to reveal our crucial roles in the transformational process )'   -  Fairly relevant to the content of the dream!

There was also something like the thing below  (This was also the thing I saw in the Mason symbol dream) 

* Condensing clouds dream -  from18 Jun 2016
It was almost like I was meditating in the dream... I don't remeber any scenery or much at all.
All of a suddenly thoughts retuned - The thoughts became physical and they started to condense into huge grey fluffy clouds the moment they hit the dream scape, it was really epic looking!

I became more aware of myself I was watching the thoughts causing these huge storm clouds, I also became aware I was floating way out in a grey sea.
I wasn't alone, but others were all a distance from me. I noticed the thoughts were also making waves..... the more extreme/unbalanced the thought the more I bobbed up and down on the sea and the bigger the waves I made.
I herd a word that I thought was perhaps Samsara,
but all morning walking the dog the word Samskara has been in my head.... I wasn't even sure if it was a word till I just googled it.

*  City with no walls/Burning house