Friday 29 June 2018

June 2018

Thursday 7th June

Last nights dreams were odd... just floating in the air over an ocean  I think it was the ne between Asia and the USA    -- I was watching how the magnetic north pole was moving and how it was tied to volcanoes too.
It was about magnatisim and polarity.

Friday 8th
Dream about a hotel,  I feel it was my main dreamscape but it was very different...  I was in one of the old inn/hotels but the cliffs and harbour were different. 

Harbour was gone, cliffs higher and the sea was broken by little islands and a natural land breakwater making the pools of seawater very still and clear.   

In the hotel was all women and female girls we were organising something like a party and the room we were in had large huge windows over looking the sea.   I was looking forward to swimming...
Jumps so I'm down closer to the water with a few kids, we are collecting gold dogs (there like balloons/tokens) for the party they are in the sea I watch a small girl happily dive in to catch one (Got woken up here)

Sat Dream
I was changing the stairs in my main dream house...  or someone else was.  A lorry arrived with a carpenter and some new stair railings and stuff.  They were pastel green very large chunky wood they were going to curl round more and seemed way to big for the house.

Monday 11th

Travelling in tubes in a strange (Uni/huge learning place)  in what were like glass/crystal skulls that travelled in transparent network of tubes :stuck_out_tongue:  They reminded me of elaborate hamster balls.    (It was very crowded there so many people - I was moving on) 

Most of the dreams were of packing up and leaving a place again   first was the big uni, then another learning place but this time my room was on the bed of a lake. 

Deep and the water is very dark,  I'm swimming up and down bringing  my stuff up to the surface, there are some rugs that have been on the floor and some floor cushions and bedding as I was swimming up and down to clear out my sleeping place I was wondering how it would dry.  It was odd my area had no walls as it was lake, but there were 4 kind of low 4 poster beds with thin curtains round them...  they were low to the lake bed like futons, and the wood posts were painted beautifully like gypsy caravans.. the rugs had been laying between the beds on the lake sand. 

Once out of the lake I was walking with friends, we walked threw the countryside to a sort of out of town shopping/entertainment/industrial park..  There were adverts allover for products I've never seen.  We walk past the main hub and round and down to the edge of the estate and into an old white warehouse open at both ends.   Inside it's full of beautifully painted old wooden things, bits from old fashioned steam fair grounds, and old painted caravans, travel chests & candle box's  (They are being repaired/repainted)   -  I'm recognised there and someone asks If i've come to help paint...  I smile and tell them perhaps later. 

Out of the back door of the warehouse is a huge meadow where an old travelling steam fair is set up, it's so colourful :slightly_smiling_face:  There is an open marked too mainly selling colour full clothes fabrics and rugs.   It's all so bright by now I'm floating not walking, only a few feet of the ground though up and down so I can look at stuff. 
I'm recognised here and at home.  I find a neon orange cropped top in a wired lace material that I love O.o  -- I also spot some paintwork on a fairground ride that I intend to touch up, it's a kind of flying merry go round with kites on.


Monday 18th Jun

Been crap about keeping track of dreams, 

( Last week I had a wired false awakening dream about my aunts house where I was staying, I'd got up and gone into the bathroom ... it was how it used to be years ago when I'd gone as a kid and I'd noticed I had lots of long wired thick/ginger/blond arm pit hair!  :stuck_out_tongue:   I was shaving it of with a razor I found.

Sat or Sunday I had a really cool dream of boned inside bones...   like a whole chain of things that had swallowed other things whole and then all that was left were skeletons.   

Hard to describe but visually pretty awesome.)


Last night the first long dream was cool.   

I was hummm kinda like an Ewok (I've drempt about these before, an Ewok Mama who was in a dream we knew) 

This time it's a city of all kinds of entity's but mainly Ewoks  .It's in space ish..  huge floating platforms with buildings glass bridges and stairs connect them, there are library's and gardens it's normally very peaceful.  There are robots and other species welcome there too. 

I'm an Ewok too short half a human high and hairy allover, there has been some kind of betrayal and one of us have been killed. 

Stuff was given away in a history book that lead to the death..  It's sad and hummm I want to say political but that's the wrong term the death is a big deal though and is causing a ripple out of disturbance.    I'm at the funeral procession the 'coffin' floats and is a stasis chamber rather than for burial. 

Second dream was large hotels/schools me and one of Fays friends parents are being implicated with drug smuggling.   Were innocent but have been in the places and meeting it's going to be pinned on us.    I think I'd had stuff planted on me too, I was fairly un-phased about it all.  My Bro was in the dream too, partner and some people from a band I used to like.

Friday 22nd

I had 2 dreams I recall last night...  the first one was hummmm    I'd gone to bed meditating on why I was seeing things in the news/word   (I don't tend to watch the news) but people were posting things on social media So I'd gone to bed meditating on it.

First dream was wired but similar it's the dream of shifting reality's  / jumping but with groups.   It was 'words' I was left with on waking.   'Healer, meeting place, waiting, herding/sheperding, keeping things moving' 

The second dream has very odd symbolism that I'm not totally sure about yet.

It's in my main dream area and I'm outside lighting an outdoor clay oven (The kind you can do stonebaked pizza in)  It's lit and warming and I'm going to go round the dream area and bring people back for a party/get together.    It's mainly family and I tell my dad and partner and get some veg and flour at a market stall.
Next I go to my Uncles house (the one who just died)  to tell there family...      The house is full, of aunts and uncles and cousins.  My Uncle ken who died is there, he's happy and smiling he's with my Aunty betty who's also close to death & bedbound.  They are both well sitting at a table playing dominoes together.  I hug them both and tell them I love them and invite them all to come to the gathering. 

I go threw to the front room and Zak is there - he wants to play and we wrestle on the floor.  While playing he stands on my hair, it really hurts so I go and look in the mirror beside the front door.
In the mirror I have 'crazy' hair.  it's dreaded/thick like medusa snakes moving and it's yellow orange & red like fire.     It's tied into 6 thick bunches 3 on each side.    At the top where Zak stood a patch has come of so there is a bald oval shape  and coming out of the top of my head is a small red funnel  (like a steam train) and a red whistle in the shape of an enamel coffee pot!   Both have hinged lids to let steam/smoke out.   I'm amused and think...  wow, how come I never noticed them before, Zak loved the funnel as it was like the one Thomas the tank has :stuck_out_tongue: 

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Tues 26th

My first dream last night was hummm   it was set in the 80's in a familiar yet unreal place it was a combo of different regular dream areas.

It's a city, night time and I'm around 16 years old, I'm a drug dealer though i'm bottom of the food chain, selling in nightclubs.

I'm at a club it's fun, I'm dancing and selling. 

I'm carrying alot of pills and I know that police have clocked me  (In the dream the police is my Uncle who is an x police man)    I go out threw a fire exit and run, I know I need to hide the stash as If I get caught with the amount I have I'm fucked.    I;m also aware I don't want to flush it as it's on 'credit'  I need to sell it to pay the guy above me  (If I can't I'll be in deep shit that way) 

I also know the police will have sniffer dogs so I need to get rid of it fast.    I hide it in an old chest freezer in a back ally outside an electrical place - and call a friend to try and swing by and pick it up while I head back into the club as hopefully b4 the police notice I'm missing.    As I'm heading back in, there is the Mayor of the town is with the police man  -- the Mayor is in the dream my mother. 

She is saying to the police as I walk past 'There is my miscreant daughter now'     
(Wired as I've never used this word ever :P)      I stick my fingers up at them as I walk past into the club.....  the police have raided it now and the sound system has been shut off. 

I go back in and start dancing...      There is no music but it's still inside me and I stand alone dancing to music only I can hear. 

A guy is there he keeps trying to touch me and I keep telling him 'F-off I'm busy'   The police and Mayor mother are inside now watching me too, as are others round the room.     This guy keeps hitting on me and trying to touch me I know he's called 'Dave'  he's wearing a blue 80's track suit :stuck_out_tongue:     ---  He grabs my ass again and without warning I kick him in the balls then jump on him while he's down and punch him hard in the face breaking his nose!  O.o

Woke up after that.. (edited)
lol....    it was kind of a fun dream really, lots of excitement and adrenaline.
LAst dream was wired about a long train journey up and down the country to get a picture frame....  but when I got to the city all the shops were cobblers and key cutters.     I couldn't find a framer.    I also kept falling asleep on the train.. and going into dream in dreams were the other passengers keep warping into other things.

Wed 27th

A dream about being in my Grans house...  My Grans not there but I'm with a group of 4 (age 20ish)  me and a collage friend Claire there are 2 boys we are friends with one is Asian and the other middle eastern I can't recall there names though.    My cousin is there too, and the house is filled with mirrors and windows so we can see islands and sea all around. 
We were preparing to leave on a journey, using trains/planes.   We were hoping for a lift from someone but they didn't want to so we were sleeping rough at a bus stop waiting for the bus in the morning.

29th

Dream about a massive communal house, there are 'wings' some wings are basic others are like  wired old fashioned hotel - there are many many people living inside. 

People are giving me there money to keep for them, I write there names on the notes so I know who to return them too I share a big room with 2 grand 4 poster beds (the kind you find in stately homes)  I'm sharing the room with other females.     We have a bathroom next door, it has 2 huge baths each big enough for 3-4 people.  2 gay friends are all ready in there and we are going to bathe too.  We have these wired cushions and foot things that make us 'float' 

Lots of my friends are already in the bath and I put the wallet with other peoples money in beside a plant (that I notice needs watering so I water it)

I get into the bath too, then one of my friends asked me to massage her so I do as she leans over the tub.    We are all nekid and chatting.   The people come to collect there money and I get out of the bath and start checking the notes to give back.   Lastly only Helen needs her money back (This is the female I was massaging)   When I unfold the £20 note I notice it's changed shape and the name now says Wilma part of it is missing and as I open it more it's a hummmmmm   I want to say 'Flyer' but it was more of a bit of art   the money had been altered and changed there was an paper cut out of a white tree that I could flip up out of the note and the purple / white ink had been changed to beautiful patterns you could still see it 'had' been money.    On the back it is by an author and is telling me about a series of sci-fi/fantasy books about a group of people reality jumping.     I didn't recognise the authors name.

Wednesday 6 June 2018

End of May -June 18

Sat 26th May
Last nights dream..  Another long one set at my old high school, it was very realistic and very like it  was when I was there... same layout and rooms/uniforms. 

I'm school aged and best friends with Martha (Who I did become good friends with at collage - she was at my Highschool but we were in different houses so I didn't know her well then)

We are selling drugs at school, mainly her but I'm pritty involved too. 
I'm mostly based in the science corridor and my tutor room is the Chemistry lab, she's mainly down at the Balifgate campus in the language rooms. 

I've gone down to her form room and were stilling in a 3rd story class down at Balifgate when a teacher comes up to search us, they are going threw Martha's make-up she's mainly suspected rather than me, so I sneek out and make a phonecall to the teachers office so the teacher has to get up and leave giving Martha time to move the stash.. 

Next bit I recall we are walking home threw the town on a sunny afternoon together, I tell her 'we need to knock it on the head for a bit as the net is closing in on us'  she's pritty blasé and plans to continue and even though I know were likely to get caught soon I stay involved.

Next part of the dream we are in the girls toilets outside the Science rooms Marths's tipped her stash into one of the small washbasins and I'm rooting threw it planning to take something  (the drugs looked like rolled out fudge and were flavoured like fudge too :stuck_out_tongue:  I was going to have a hit of one that was like a pealed boiled egg! )    I'm flicking threw getting some when I see one of the Male PE teachers entering and I know were fucked as there's only one way in and out. 

I pick up a handful of drugs and head into a cubicle to flush them while nodding at the door for Martha to see...    I know it's pointless though and were going to go down for the amount of stuff we have.


-  Other dream was just floating in space amongst stars no body..  there was one specific patch of starts I was drawn too I could feel them.

Wed 30th May
Dream of jumping between 'reality's'  different versions of people.    Seeing them contrast  -  A prince in a life as a servant, a murderer as a loving husband ..   Huge fat people being breathtakingly beautiful  Iri was in the dream too..   Though it wasn't really like a dream it was like flicking threw an interlife photo album. 

Then a wired adventure dream it was huge opstical courses of soft foam cushions jumps, ledges and I had a basket of eggs with me, we had to get to the end with some eggs unbroken.

Last dream was very disjointed... the British leader of the opposition had a room full of green army style camping gear ... 2 football teams, a radio show that was to loud, 2 young gay lovers that were hopelessly in love with each-other and a chocolate cake made into a castle.

Sunday 3rd June
Night before last was a dream odd.  it was like soul fragmentation but a type of attachment where you could 'collect' bits that were less 'you'  lol  hard to explain.  It seemed to happen at times we were vulnerable/broken    it's all a little hazy.

Then a dream about a type of alien (  Anshar)  visiting here and Canada they liked air it was pure??

Monday 4th June

Last nights dreams. 

A wired under and above water tower/factory it's made of metal and goes deep down and way up.  (I think it was to do with ocean energy)

 The water is grey/dark in fact the whole dream was sort of grey-scale.    It's very hazy  one part I do recall is letting go backwards of this metal structure into the cold grey water..  falling backwards then sinking down down.  I was aiming to see if I could find the sea bed I think.   I rember the light and the shadow of the tower how it looked getting smaller and smaller as I went deeper and deeper.     I was some how recording it/others were seeing what I was seeing as I when deeper and deeper past the base of this structure. 

(It was industrial almost like a deep sea oil well)     I didn't reach the bottom I think it was to dark to see by then so I started swimming up.

Second dream,  I've been taken by some friends to a Jewish temple.. inside it's painted in rich deep colours with symmetrical/interlocking patterns. 

The person holding service is a yongish woman in her 20's  the people in there sitting on the floor I know  (from school friends to people I know now)  (Non of my actual Jewish friends are there though) someone pulls me over to the right of the room...  they point out the men sit on the left and females on the right.  We are cross legged on the floor there is also a pool of water to bathe in.     

The talk the woman is giving is very wired,  people are also talking in a language I don't know and they tell me it's Yiddish,  I'm surprised they can all speak it fluently as I didn't know any of them could.
The woman is now dancing and flirting with me, she has a bowl of almost chocolate moose of something and is eating popcorn out of it while watching me intensely  I stare into her eyes. 

I think next there was talk about money and green bank notes fluttering round.     (it was all fairly wired

Last night 6th

First dream.

I'm in a large what I think I want to call 'student union'  it's a large place of learning where people come together to help/interact/socialise ect   (I should add it;s not earth like..  there are all kinds of humanoid and alien types, there are unknown things in box's too tiny monsters/aliens/creatures that we are looking at some of them are a little like wired sea slugs.   

It's mainly in the open and we are all learning but this is organisational too in that we make choices about what we wish to look at/study/experience and how we do it. 

There are windows along one side that looked out over an old fashioned town  (We seem sort of above it)  ... I recall an old building had caught fire and we were watching it be put out. 

There are quiz's going on and conversations also boxs of fresh fruit and veg are available and being distributed, I think it was like a summer break of something...   we were meeting between lessons. 

There are 3 dragons too there very colourful and serpent like almost like Chinese dragons...
I'm playing with them, I have gold hoops and me and a few more people are sort of dancing with them, the dragons weaving in and out of our hoops.  (it was a bit like when dogs jump threw hoola hoops but a coordinated and flowing  yet free style dance.


Next dream is with a girl I went to school with I've not seen her since I was 13ish.  At first we are all there and this girl doesn't remember me and I remind her she moved to our village with her father who was a police officer when we were in middle school,  I tell her she sat at our table and made friends with me and my best friend. 

The dream changes and I'm in an unfamiliar town with my old best friend.  We are both the children of police officers and moving into a new set of police houses (70's social housing near police stations for the family's of officers) 
We are the first 2 family's to arrive and we make friends, we are given the job of sharing out the new wheely bins and recycling box's to the new property's  (These are more modern wheely bins and caddys)    Instead of sharing them we decide to hide them, knowing we will get into trouble but it's sort of funny so we sneak about and hide them in stupid places. 

Next part I recall is the other family's arriving I meet the Mama of another family and introduce myself she's called Anjak and there British Caribbean she has 3 daughters our age that we say hello to  (woke up there)



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