Zombies & Slow Mo

So for months, I've been waking at 2.22, 3.33 4.44 or 5.55 after especially vivid dream/travel. I've noticed different themes on how the 222 dreams are all linked often, same scenario people.

I'd been chatting with a friend yesterday about the 2.22 thing.

Anyhoo it's so hot here last night couldn't sleep at all tried upstairs  kept waking tried downstairs. Then suddenly knew where my story was going next and made notes, still couldn't sleep. Then think, fuck this I'll write, look at my watch it's 2.22!!

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When I did fall asleep at 4.30 ish it was not really sleeping, more low-level astral stuff, splitting and jumping to various characters (Ironically what the story is about)

Anyhooo when I wake/come back I how much sleep I actually got last night. Check my band and it's 2h23m lol The unirverse is a funny place!!


Right, so it's hot to hot to sleep, I think cool triggers my sleep which is why I dream more before period that's when body temp is up..   anyhooo.

I realised Ren & Kaylo need to go to the Indian overseers dream..  not toaly sure why :P but they do!

Eventually gone 4 I manage to 'sleep' only it's not sleeping at all. It's straight into hipigoggly hallucination then WILDs.  Then all this below in tiny amount of sleep.

It's lower astral stuff, paying with time/space weaving and jumping.  
It really felt like I had an eye in two worlds and one in the middle... I could move in and out of views/change alter my flicker rate too. 

I'm splitting too part of me in the back garden just pre-dawn and I'm watching sparrows & robbins waking and I see them in slow-mo.   I'm also aware of a fly in the room and can join with it too!   I contacted Kelly as Fay wanted something.

Oh, then I was also down here on the PC too... only I wasn't lol I floated down and could see the room with lights on and my PC (I was in other places too)   There were messages I had to give to a few people and I did that.  

I wanted some fun too so I jumped myself into a game-type world, it was an MMO style game with NPC zombies that were trying to catch players but I didn't feel like hurting or killing them so decided to make them 'real' instead.     This was funny as they were sort of cartoonish... I didn't have many hit points so I could only do one at a time.   I'd have to split them then sneak in and hug one!  This made them real and then they'd look at me and the other zombies confused... They turned into tall blue people once real.

There was one area where they were all in a big huddle making it really hard to separate them and hug them... if I aggroed them they would chase me all flailing arms :P   and I didn't have enough HP to let them hit me while I was hugging other one.

So I was trying different techniques of pulling them to see if I could sperate one or two to animate at a time... It was really bloody hard as they all moved as a mob and their eyes were everywhere.   But I had the advantage of time hopping so every time I stuffed up a pull I could just run off then jump back in time pre-pull and try again from a different angle.   Was a wired setting almost desert-like at night or dusk for the first bit and then the pack of them were at the edge of a river on a small bright sand dune area. 

Ohhhh yeh at this point I was also on 'Twich' the gamer thing... and chatting there which is odd as I only use it for addons.     It was funny as I realised how twitch was like flicker rate too :P  I was having convos on there with people, I think I was asking if anyone was free to help me split the zombi huddle.

Next of I decided to go see Inka from my story!  lol  This was funny as he was there and real and was sort just like he is with a 'What the bloody hell are you doing here?' that made me laugh!   I also realised I'd jumped to him just before the part I wrote yesterday.. where he took me to Malico Necromancer style and he told me 'You know what happens next'  as if asking if I really wanted to go there!  lol   - It's wired as I didn't know why she was angry before that bit!    lol but I wasn't angry so I said not now and jumped again.  

What a wired night!!

The Lungs Are the Roots to Anchor the Minds Branches

Wow, another amazing night :D

Soo first part of the night I'm a tree in the wind, holding on with my roots.  (Guardian and Fool??)

I wake up with the number 14 in my head... This is a code, DNA?  Light Code?

Sooo   I lay awake, every time I clear my mind another image/symbol comes....  The Blue Bird. 

The 14 Angel's from my cot toy song (The one found a vid for yesterday)

When at Night I go to sleep, Fourteen Angel's watch do keep, 
Two, to whom it's given, to guide my steps to heaven.



14, DNA?  A special number   1 & 4   Are we waiting to re'member this?  Angels  or Angles..  I've never been able to get these the right way round!    Not dyslexic, quantum!    Ok  these are shapes, solids!  Numerology is the points and connections that make the geometry.

lol  Then the Disney song once upon a dream pops into my head!!

Lyrics from "Sleeping Beauty"
Written by Sammy Fain and Jack Lawrence

I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream
I know you, the gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam
Yet I know it's true that visions are seldom all they seem
But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once, the way you did once upon a dream

But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once
The way you did once upon a dream 

The 2 in the song.
Two, to whom it's given, to guide my steps to heaven.

The Magic Mirror from the Mandela effect??  Or the Mirror/Mirror  -  the sign in my dream Compass & Square on a mirror... Also shown to me 2 times on August 25th!!   

OK wow we seriously are threw the looking glass!   That was shown to me in the meeting intelligent infinity. 
My totem animals, also in pairs  the 2 spiders... the

(2 owls and 2 eagles, candle with no flame dream from 22 Oct 2010.)    Oh and today the 11 Oct 2016 ......  and the 33 that I will come on to later (IN TIME)  O.o  'Now I know were not in Kansas any more!'  another Mandela effect.......

This dream below was strange... it took me ages to get back to sleep - I was dreaming in a dream... but had also at some point been awake as I'd written something down too.

22, Oct.2010

From the first dream I'd woken up, in my old house in seahouses.

I'd been dreaming of the 2 eagles and 2 owls (from other dreams at the time), near me was 2 candles, one could go out but the other was alight and neither really went out.
I'm still in a dream but I'm analysing dreams in this dream O.o
I got the impression it was twin flames (this is what I'd written down when I woke later ???)

Also there was a dream of a stone had been activated to allow something to change now, this had dragon in it too. 

I was wondering about my daydreams, and this male character that is always present in different forms. I was wondering if this was a soul mate who was discarnate, or a guide, or a part of me.
Also I had the image of a funnel from my house now..... something to do with gathering energy and channelling it.

I went and lay down on my bed, which in the dream was my parents bed in my old house. I was looking at an ipad type thing trying to find more about the activated stone, the ipad was a screen that  held my dreams and I could flick threw them
As I lay with my eyes part shut to ponder. **wired bit**
I saw a flash of bright - I opened my eyes to see the ceiling break like clouds and a bright golden light there --- I'm thinking bloody hell, wow! I mentally greet the light.
Then this lazer bean type of thing comes threw the clouds and hits me in between the eyes in my forhead -My head was fizing buzzing and cracking, like an out of tune radio. The golden lazerbeam stayed for ages beaming light energy into my 3rd eye area
The beam then faded, I jumped of the bed... Marcus was there, (old partner)
I told him what had happened, we felt my head and it was hot were the beam had been but the rest felt normal he thinks I'm odd and says jokingly 'I'm sure I'd understand if I knew the culture'

--- I wake up, the word Twin flame is allready written on my dream pad. lol it was soooo bizzar, took me ages to get back to sleep as I was just wide awake thinking, what the heck just happened!

I'm assuming the 2 dreams must have merged in two allowing me to write the twin flame bit. But the golden lazer beam into my 3rd eye was sooooo vivid, real seaming and odd to the point of funny ;D

Sooo   Back to tonight...... I also I recall an old dream with the snow seeds...   

Ohh and interestingly I just found the type up from the vision I had back in July 2010 It was when I tried a Youtube past life regression thing... but only went as far as being about 5years.    

"Then had the most vivid falshback to beeing aprox 4years old and a picture I'd drawn.  I knew it was a real memory cause it had smells... it started with a smell, It was the crayon tin, and old victoria biscuits tin with a blue and deep red lid...      I was colouring in a picture of a pink angel it was me...   I took it upstairs and put it on my wall, 
I stuck it on my bedroom wall right under the light switch on my nhoas arc wallpaper in my bedroom.
I remember clearly the angel I'd drawn, it was me...... but I wasn't an angle of God, I thought of myself as what I at the time called a devils angel.


I took myself out side after the vision to chill in the garden...... 
By this point I'm seriously freaked out thinking holly shit I'm some kind of Satanist
Then look up into the sky to see the pink clouds have formed a big pink dragon breathing pink cloud flame."

(((Well shite!   I'd totally forgotten about that bit! -  ))   -  I'm doing some hard core re'membering! lol

"If I couldn't see the funny side in this I think I'd be wheeling my self off to see some kind of therapist this morning.........

I could kinda hear my guid laughing saying 'well you did ask'

At this point my body feels so flipping odd.... it was like I was buzzing.   (Same as the trembling last night then!)

I sat there for a time thinking, am I bad? am I evil.... as I was brought up christian going to sunday school & fellowship meetings.

Decided that I can't be evil as I forgive easily, trust people and all ways try to be kind and fair, guenuainly care about people and want life to be better for all - and I'm quite a loved up person "



Well  that was a fun tangent!  :P
Now I get the Giant dreams I was having!

Soooo  now we've got me being some kinda fallen angel/nephallim/giant/dragon thingy out the way/backinto the tree ;)  ...........what was the Snow seed dream about? 

lol  looking for that dream I've found loads of other dreams from 2010 when I was trying to tell myself this! That I'm part of a memory complex...  the Jung collective subconscious... I can tap into that... that's why I wanted to do Psychology!   I am you lol.... you are me!


Sorry...  tangents - The ADHD brain, fun hu?

Aug 28, 2010.....   

I told them night before last head needed a break - so my dreams were still nice with energy and startreck type stuff, but no strong messages.

Lastnight they came back with a woosh

1st one was visual --- seems my 1st dream is often the visual one.

I was a tube Like an upright worm with hollow middle ;D I was bringing energy to earth and into the ground. Diffrent colours, it flows threw me and down. The green energy is quite fast, seems the one I'm to focus on.
I'm beeing shown round an old stone temple by an elderly guide in white, into a hidden area. Light is coming threw a coloured windows in a hall and breaking into spectrum of coloured light on the other stone wall...... This is what I'm ment to see.

Then skips to looking into a pool/fishpond. It's beautiful, all kinds of amazing life in there.

Then skips to being in the country watching a massive storm coming in, huge grey clouds full of rain. I'm excited Ian is with me and climbs a hill towards the storm to see were the sun has gone, it's behind us.
Me and others stand and wait for the storm to hit.... We have to change the energy.

3rd dream I met an old friend.... she tells me she's found her gift, she can see people's past and future. I tell her I'm here to work with energy.



lol,  I've now 'Re'Memberd' that I'm all of them Dream Characters!   I'm me and male me and the 3rd me! 
That' was me telling me I had to wait for the storm before I could put it all together....   (This must be to do with alinement's of the planets!)  *Shrugs, just a hunch*

All the Dreams & Visions are like jigsaw seem to be bits making a massive multidimensional picture!  

I'm making the puzzle  I'm here to connect, to re'member  that's why I'm hear :D   I'm cosmic glue! :P  Sticking to you!   ( also might need rescued from a mental hospital at some point too O.o  )   Hehehe


Sorry.....  another tangent!  

Snowseeds...   Hopefully I can find it before to long and get on with what I was going to type.  

Meby a poem first ;)

Close together yet miles apart
The span of a life in the beat of a heart,
The contrast so calm so still so blue,
Timless forever expressed in a hue,
The white it stands brilliant enhanced by the light,
But so quickly it is eaten by the wind and the night,
The grey it blows high so heavy so full,
I feel it's water is ready to spill,
How stunning the battle of grey vs light,
The wind and the waters as they drag in the night,
We wait for there power,
Their energy,
Their Storm,
In out tiny but magical human form.


Just found this too  -
I had a dream I was riding in a wave of energy that's building and I hear and feel vibration. Then a voice inside my head says to me 'Don't worry, your a Guardian here too' later in the dream there was letters 'Indigo ray 11-11-11' written on a wall... and that I had people to go too, and I'd know them....

and another dream in 2013 ........

Another lucid dream.
I was in a bed reading, as I looked at the book I realised the book I was reading wasn't in English - and thus realized I must be dreaming (cause I only know English)

It was a harsh realization and I thought I'd woken myself up becoming lucid. It was while looking at a 2nd book, still in the same bed I realised I was still asleep as this time the words had numbers in them too.

I started to look more closely at the book, and it started to unfold into a fractal flower type of shape. I felt myself leaving my body sideways - but I wasn't crazy about that sensation and snapped myself back into it  (flower of life!! _ 

(Ohhh that's what's happening now, the getting lucid in 'life' this was seeing now... the numbers in the letters - how many layers is there (Oh the rainbow onion.. it's the mandala  ohhh   Mandala effect, it is the global wake up que from the life dream)





Right,  sorry...    Finally the Snow seed dream....  

3 March 2013

I had the most visually amazing dream last night with lots of you guys in :D

I don't know if it was earth we were on, things were similar but different.

We were in a large expanse of what was like ancient grassland with huge tall trees that were shaped like magic mushrooms.

We were in a massive encampment of humanity, and had a picnic table. M was there and Lynn, Jane, Austin, Lorna Taji and more of us..... we were waiting, there was an air of excitement and anticipation. The camp of people went on as far as the eye could see in all directions, but we were dwarfed to insignificance by the epicness of the wilderness around us. I guess I could feel more than see the others.

In the first part we are laying looking up a grass bank to a pink sky between the huge sparse mushroom trees.

Floating threw the sky are blue prints or patterns for human like species, there kinda made out of light. (a bit like them trippy luminous squid things in the deep sea) We seem to lay for hrs watching and pointing.

Then the dark clouds come. Rolling in and blocking out all of the pink sky.

Untill it's soooo dark with only a faint red light at the distant horizons.
With cracks of thunder parts of the clouds open and what look like rivers of water fall from the sky onto the people below. We got really cold and wet, but the excitement was still there.

As fast as the darkness had appeared, it started to break again. The pink light started peaking threw again and the dark clouds were breaking up and falling to the ground in what looked like lumps of candyfloss. In with the cloud lumps were these 'seeds'
They were shaped like big spherical dandelion clocks and fell slowly like snow.... we were calling them snow seeds there arrival caused lots of cheering and hugging as we jumped about to try and catch them. It was really cool :D
Everyone was supper loved up and embracing each other.

That's as far as I got as Josh woke me up looking for a toy 

Ok....  That was the dream....   O.o   Not sure is the is the future/past  ---  Oh,  the time thing there is no future and past.    Sooo Is this the looking glass reality?  Oh Dandelion 'Clocks'! lol

The Mushrooms...    They were there on Sat too,  Alice in Wonderland, the mushrooms... the Youtube vid.  'There are no trees on planet earth'  !!  LOL  -   OMG O.o  The implications of this are epic :D

Sooo   Humm, the Kefier I'm drinking (fungus scoobie!!)  They say the Vagus nerve goes from the heart down threw the organs???   
Good gut bacteria effects the vagus nerve too -
Is that why my solar plexus chakras going nuts atm? 

solar plexus -  Whose role is to absorb and assimilate Prana from the sun.  (Prana?  This is the same stuff from the breathing...

 Blugh...  and  I'm only 2 sentences in from the stuff I wrote at 3 am!  Heheh  Sorry, this is going to be long.   

 

 

 

So So Back to the 3am Stuff  and Some Round World and Science! 

So It was the number from the dreams and the Blue Bird cot toy  which was Ironically a lullaby to send me to sleep!!      14   1&4 
Then it was another of my poems..

All I could re'member was

'Tiny steps on a silver path that leads into the stars, tiny steps back down again that lead into the heart....     
Next comes threw a word.  'Shuttle'  (Ra uses this word )
The weaving machine...   also a loom
The Bracelet and heirloom?    -  Wonder if there is a relation with the date of the bracelet and the shuttle loom

Sorry, I'm bad at staying on point (that's funny) Oh,  so dose the silver cord to our astral self  look like DNA?   With steps spiralling down and up?   Are our neurons the stars??   IS our brain a receiver?  Or is all this inside it already?    
Heirloom - is something, perhaps an antique or some kind of Jewellery, that has been passed down for generations through family members.   
Ohhh  is it in our DNA then?? ?   More questions!! More answers :D


Back then to the Numbers 1 & 4 

What are 1 & 4

1, the Monad
2, The Mirror,  Dose the creator need a Mirror to be aware? 
3, The Triad, the Lover Archetype, The Trinity, The Triangle, Body,Mind,Collective Subconscious/spirit  (The One Spirit)

So Number 4 

4,   Hummm    Ok  4 is the quantum!!  It can either be a pyramid shape or flat!!  4 is quantum - 4 is reality?? 

The first image is the brainstem dyed...   This looks like the time/info tunnels, that I can travel... so are these 'Information'  
Is the information Quantum and wrapped into the tubes in our DNA, Or Neurons? 

Sooo  Neurons?  DO neurons make the memory?? 

1, Monad  -  The Singularity  that sprang awareness.      So dose the Monad need the '2' Mirror for awareness???  

Other 2 images are DNA,  these are the tiny steps from the poem?  That we travel?   

Sooo  I'm getting all this from inside??   Or am I a receiver??  

As a Triad in my Dreams I can be in the tunnels or out of them... the info in them is Fractal & Timeless it's coded and quantum......      This is 4 perhaps I think.

Moving threw the tunnels or outside looking in or you can be 3 to 'triangulate' and move between...   Oh this is the GPS I was told to look for earlier in the year!  lol

Back to the flat earth tree....     The Lungs are the Roots to Anchor the Mind!   That's why my lungs are wired and expanding at the moment...   (I'm sure this has implications for health!  Heart problems and Brest cancer.  )

A friend posted this below yesterday too... I knew It was a puzzle piece. 

It's the Medicine disk of the Hopi Indians.  (Oh my Indian dream!! ), that's the 'Elements inside us'

It's the Disk of the flat earth!  :D :D   --  I'm sure this will be tied to the Vagus Nerve, Meridians, Energy centres and stuff.
So  All about Numbers!   5 is the Sum of 1 & 4

5.  A pyramid shape.   'Initiation in pyramid'   --   This is the Awareness of the Quantum???? 

Particle and wave, The 'See' and the 'Be'  A human being, A human seeing! :D 

As above so below, as within so without...   That seems about right.   

So the roads, the trees, mobile phones the internet  VR -  we are reverse engineering from inside too I've always thought that was the case, that we were taking stuff we should be able to do and materialising it.......
Well not the trees but they are the reverse of our lungs? 
Sooo oh,  on flat earth if we are a tree we won't need the trees??  (The You-tube thing there is no trees on flat earth, the Russian guy)
Is that why it's giant Mushrooms?  And mushrooms in the looking glass world??  That the Fairy's live in??  Psychedelics?  

Next..  I'm the tube...   I'm the awareness in the tube?    The arm in the bracelet?   The tube... a tube is a channel. The tubes in our body..    The Cosmic Carrot!  

Humm,   I have been seeing 33 recently,  33 degrees in free mason stuff, the Nephilim are chapter in a verse 33 or something in the bible.    That's the 3&3 the  6,  the Diad /Dryad  The Dryad tree spirit of Flat earth or the Diad / DIAD in the heart of our physical body that I was waffling about yesterday. It's the Pyramid going up and down.  The Branches or Mind, the Roots are Lungs.... Sooo  hummmm  The other organs???  


I finally went back to sleep!
-- and I had a dream.... lol OFC I did :P    

It was my Gran's house, Out of the window is a sea with 3 islands with trees and mists, the sea is beautiful but is behind a big wall. 

Mainly men in the building.     The house is full of people  (humm  I had another dream like this ages ago with a solider in...  My Gran's brother who died before I was born..   It was pre blog so I'll have to hunt it out. 
Kelly told me something about a Sore thumb and we seemed to be waiting for something.....  

As I wake I see a picture of a milk bottle, it's full fat UN-homogenised :P  The cream has floated to the top.    I know this means something... is this the vibration of colour? 


I have an asthma attack, my roots are growing to anchor my mind, they will grow up and round to form my ever word....     shrugs, don't understand why it's 'word' not world??  


Oh, is that the creation, the power of the word -  the word was god and word was with god?  

Ahhh  I know why my roots meet!  This is the Torus! The cosmic carrot goes into the tree perhaps, is one spiralling one way and one the other?



That makes the bubble that fits into the 3D flower of life... that is the thing that connects us!  Our awarness is at the middle of the flower were the bubbles interlock with each-other...    but if we all move to the ring the roots and branches make -  wow, that would be awesome :D   We would 'know' we were connected!!



Ohhh,  and a song came on..   I was playing Zak a lullaby as he looked sleepy... as I Finnish the blog this comes on, it's also Disney from Rapunzel 

(Oh the Tower Archetype!  The actual 'death' that is actually the birth of being born into the forgetting round world) 

The first time I saw that film with her dancing on the spiral sun like I used to draw, it made me cry and cry and cry...      (I knew I'd forgotten)

All those days watching from the windows
All those years outside looking in
All that time never even knowing
Just how blind I've been
Now I'm here, blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's all so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be

And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once everything looks different
Now that I see you

All those days chasing down a daydream
All those years living in a blur
All that time never truly seeing
Things, the way they were
Now you're here shining in the starlight
Now you're here, suddenly I know
If you're here it's crystal clear
I'm where I'm meant to go

Sooo   Angels are Angles and vice versa! Oh and that song was from T'ANGLED  :*Face Palm* 

That's why I didn't know how to spell them.   Also quantum :P  the 14, was the 1&4 the tree... 14 is a number I need to check out too..    and the 2 guide my steps to heaven.... OK, So what's heaven then?

lol,  So it seems you can decode your life like a dream!! :D    Whether you should still remains to be seen!! 

Wonder what the dreams of my Dad's side of the family will bring...  when he was here he asked if I was writing my 'life- story'  I replied it felt like I was writing every-ones life story.   Oh, theres that pesky one again ;)