Parasite on a Purple Preditor

Woke to a track playing that I'd not put on...   Still it's a track I love!! 💚 it's what fried my heart center. 

Drag me down, inside the earth, bury me deep to recall our birth, where we danced a planet and sang the air and then we formed hills and mountains without a care, we ran threw woods and swallowed the sea and we fractured ourselves into you and me.  

We play in creation.  We poke at the game. We stare at each other knowing we are the same.  

We know this cause we made it! We ripped it up and then, We played it. 

Come hold my hand, as we run back in. Come dive with me while in the air we swim.  

To the time before, when our game was new and the shadow you're afraid of was the birth you knew.
🌍🌈🌎

Wake suddenly at 101 'How was that Bitch?'  lol Inka, I'm so hot... I feel like I'm burning!  'Ren 😆'   Had been in upper astral formless space holding watching being. Then a feeling of group falling/tunnel.  

Wake next at exactly 333 I was aware but it was just sensation bit ripply nice flowing.  

There had been a dream too.... In a plane in an electrical thunder and purple lighting storm, we are playing a new game.  A woman is holding an infant she is talking and sharing roles.
The men leave first.  It wasn't my turn yet I had to wait a bit longer. 

Another dream a road had been totally flooded fields too, a guy in a canoe he was supposed to build a shed but hasn't yet. 

Was still awake at gone 4.30 was told this dream is linked to the 'new game' dream here. Also told will will jump at 444... I did then it was strange jumbled visions and sensations.

I'm a flea! lol in thick purple fur the perspective is wired.   I knew the fur as I sort of zoomed into the flea and then all was wired cause lol ....flea perspective!! 

 

Back at 505 thinking that was bloody wired.. 'Come back Ren, all of you with me' lol ok... jump back and next wake bang on 515! Hahaha   

Was warm dark/soft but hard too, a flea on a purple preditor 😆😋

A word - 'Emissary' and a feeling of Asia - Venus is so bright out of the window now and the almost dark moon rising below it. 

'Come bk please Ren' Told again emissary and lol Leon turns my avatar back into a flee and pops me back into the purple preditors fur!

Felt really strang...'Yeh Ren, your splitting allover.. come bk and focus here please'   💜 

Wake at 707.  I'd been with Inka as a parasite in his purple fur....... I'm fucking nuts  😆😆
Also with Malico in that same guest house from this dream.  He is in my story now dark hair & eyes that I'm more familiar with.   

We were fighting,  just cause we felt like rather than anything wrong. 

After we had stopped fighting I fell asleep in astral and he changed my avatar into one he was more familiar with.  It's a form I've taken in other dreams and I know it's tied to these below...   I was very white/pale with elaborate horns and long white blond hair... I'm formless again just watching this from the room.

The horns from here...   and here and preditors and data.  

Trashing energy Grid.. and the play/queen dream that I just can't find at the moment.  

Yeh finally found it from Last Aug 😛




This one that seems to be the opersit to the Scaly thing I was after the dragon dream. 

More mirror number games all day 😏  

Stay playful, breath joyful! Listen in and be grateful.

It is a beautiful creation we are dancing with  

'Keep playing nice Ren' 💚

Family Fall Out

Internets borked and is later now so recalls not so sharp.

The first part of the night feels like weaving long and wide - ideas... woken by kittens then crash again.. woken by kittens hr and a half later.

Was having a strange dream/lower astral experaince of a young boy/girl felt almost like a soap opera reminded me of the start of this dream.   Also the duality dream where I lived a life lasting generations in a pond with the water people (till it was drained). 

Also the duality dream where I lived life-lasting generations in a pond with the water people (till it was drained). The dream was just running swimming, the Male threw streets and woods, the female threw ditches/sewers and rivers.  Male/female parts of self (Last night the dream of contracts & male me) when they are as one again..and dreams followed on from last night too)

This track pops into head on waking :)

 When I'm with you, I'm a kid, I'm an animal
Taught me how to love, where we're from, nothing else to do
But live it up, we were kids, we were animals
Runnin' through the woods, now I'm tryna get to you again
When I'm with you, I'm a kid, I'm an animal
Taught me how to love, where we're from, nothing else to do
But live it up, we were kids, we were animals
Runnin' through the woods, now I'm tryna get to you again

___

Wake bang on 303

I’m in a dream with all the dream/story characters but we were just chatting/sharing… lol subjects were last night’s dreams/shamanism/aliens/dryads…  tree spine spaceship brain type stuff so symbolic but also all very interconnected and woven with story & narrative – Back to sleep for 313 but wake again at 333 very suddenly after an odd astral experience where our minds had been connected like the like the dew drops on the spiders web :P   lol  It reminded me of a mother duck leading babies  all in a line. 

Went back to sleep to wake bang on 444 after a really long fascinating dream – it was multi layered and fits with the other stuff from the evening and last night, my recall was hazy but for a few parts that stuck… which is annoying will try a dream re-entry tonight to try remember more.  



Starts of in space a battle/war with 2 main factions and many other involved most allied with one side or the other.   (This makes me think of the dreams with stasis and serial numbers)

I’m on a GREY ship lol  :P   ‘Symbols Ren’ 😉 Was some epic space battle but our ship had been ostracised from our own faction too so we were on neither side and instead hummm I had a feeling we were like a clean/up crew… scavengers we certainly were not under the command of either faction and distrusted/unwelcome by both sides, though we were tolerated rather than attacked. 

The next part I recall Is earth like.  I’m taken to a massive posh country estate/manor one of them UK stately homes, it’s modern and is being used as a wedding venue at the time of my visit there are 100’s of people there we see guests in the garden.  (Wired recall of being a guest in the garden too in another dream years ago).  I’m not a guest, I don’t like there and I’m not staff though it’s the staff I’m mainly interacting with and using the staff areas.   Along with the ceremony and the guests and celebration I’m aware that nothing and no one are what they seem… there are layers upon layers.   So many games in games and agendas – it was boggling and even while in the dream I was amazed and astonished, the staff there and the other people in the dream all know me – but I don’t recall them or that much about ‘me’ :P.  

Inka is Male me though telepathically linked / separate. 
He knows the score and I know this is linked to these dreams too. 

My Grans house and me siding with outcasts)  - and then these 2 dreams with Inka too off world controll
Setting fire to stuff.  Oh the Gran dream was on the same day as one of the others too 👀




There is another layer to this too…   It’s played as we split from the house.  We are there with others in this massive house taken threw to a hub, meeting place waiting on a mission/game start.   While waiting Inka and me have split into another dream/astral layer to close portals.   They have been opened and we are closing them down again, were elemental and Illeth meets us there too I think she was water, I was fire and Inka air, he closed his with lightening – we were depleted though and tired it took our joint effort to close the earth portal then we dropped back into the other dream we were splitting from. 

It’s a hub inside what appeared to be the massive estate.  It’s typically hubby large white entity’s coming in and out all the time   (On waking I realise this is also linked to the stuff from this Feb/March--- where I realised the Rog character came from in my story).  We are waiting on the ‘next move’ and assignments.  It’s not our turn….  There was something about weaponised insects … I wish I could recall better as it was totally fascinating.    Drugs/Cigarettes my actual bro was there too…. Lol just remembered he actually did get tattoo with a barcode and serial number years ago :P     

Oh the Organics v humans battle dream?    Anyhooo dream jumps and we are taking outfits/uniforms roles.  My uniform is more like underwear like shorts and a running bra but made of the weirdest stuff it’s almost reminded me of fly paper rolls :P    or thin sticking scraped animal skin… It was a little like the sealed confession from the Yew Are Accused… also the insect type armour in other dreams?  The stasis on and then another one in my main dream area?  Lol but this was more like fly tape.    Oh guess could fit with one of my Trump dreams… were I was clearing out a house with the Duality recyclers :P  Anyhooo at that point I was just alone there My bro, Inka had different roles I was going to get changed and wait jump/port.

So I’d woken at exactly 444…..   Mind was O.o   pulled back to the astral convo from before the dream with characters Inka, Leon and crew – we are chatting about the dream and they are explaining free will/shamanism agreements games different things people want to play with and experience.   The whole night was totally fascinating!!

Woke at 6.30 but was to late to go Run dawn ☹ as I had to sort pets/kittens and packed lunches so run as later.    I know how this is linking so many other dreams.  

Oh on run had that wired DL/ recall, the battle and the boggart dreams, the baby bogart found as collateral damage in a war…   Also that strange dream with a woman withlong hands, I knew these were all connected too.. Trump & Honey


Oh wired... The Serial number one Nov 17... lol also upside down ;)   The dream wiredly similar, Goat too!.... 'Ren, just keep re'membering'  And the other.....   Stasis & an overseer

These ones from Jan with Rog that started here... Or meby night before

 DL was direct to root chakra O.o   lol  most odd never had a DL there before  hahah well not this kind >,<     ‘Ren’ 😏 Heheheh  Inka 😜