Crazy London and Elevator into the Sky.

I'm lucid in the dream, ranging from very lucid to getting absorbed into my surroundings and story but still aware I'm asleep/dreaming.

Sky is a twilight purple and the city is busy and buzzing with excitement.  It's the start of new year celebrations. 

The buildings are wonderfully crazy, impossible towers mixed with huge old buildings and futuristic floating platforms, the skyline is dominated by 2 huge escalators from the top of one big building one going up and one down into the sky they have glowing lights down the side of them with all kinds of people and entities using them.

Above the Natural History Museum are massive animated flying-dino skeletons lit by purple, pink and blue lasers. - The bones are just flying around perfectly articulating with each other.

I passed St Pauls Cathedral too or a crazy version of it all lit by purple glowing lights - lights in the ground around it to people here are outside all singing together.

I was on my own trying to get to Kilburn to meet some friends for like a rave or something we are heading there to dance all night. My friends who were already there had gone on early to set up a Soundsystem.

But I'd not been in the city for years and was kind of lost but mainly distracted by looking around at the awesomeness around me.
I was asking people for directions and they kept commenting on how I was 'new round there' - and I was admitting it was a while since I'd lived there. I half knew my way around in that the layout was familiar enough to know the direction I was heading in but not the streets to take.

-  Was a bit sad to wake up as it was really fun there :)

Second dream,

Painting a room for Fay, reminded me of when we all painted Mel's room, it was split into 2 halfs like Mel's room was.

We are picking the colours and trying testers.  We are planning on a deep green, a grey/lavender and a rose/pink that's almost metallic. 

Pink & Blue Flowers and Baby Fire Dragon.

If I could take you deep inside of me.
If I could hold your hand,
If I could pull you right into.... the space I don't fully understand.

Then you'd smile as we looked and we'd grin as we watched and we'd wonder how ...we ever thought apart

27th Dec - 28th  Dec. Fuzzy with not good recall.  Fun though, team games and also standing in a harbour with no water.  Me & Male me nekid the tide has gone way way out and we stand on dark stained sand.  No other people. 

29th Dec

I'm on a beach long sandy beach with little 'camp's' along the line of the dunes.   One is a big bed with lots of parents with babies - taking it in turns to comfort crying babies.   They have visitors who won't leave.

There are a few markets like stalls and then this amazing dark pool on the damp sand.   It's dark and is in the shape of an abstract Micky mouse sorcerers apprentice head.   The dark reflects really well like the 'Dusk' sword on GW2. 

A D&D type of game, it's a wired school lit by candlelight where we are being taught and a young girl singing druid music.

30th Dec

First dream is a monastery/school. 
It's got large open courtyard gardens where most of the classes take part, we are learning magic.    This dream was really fun and light-hearted.  A large fire dragon lived in the monastery too we joke and laugh a lot. I'd given a friend a lighter but she'd lost it and then stollen another as she liked it so much, she was in trouble for this.   We have a small baby fire dragon - it's the size of a lab dog really heavy to pick up.  We are going to raise it till it's old enough to take up the space of the adult monastery dragon.  My friends are carrying it off excited and I tell them to be careful of sneezes and farts. 

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Next dream I'm in a deep river swimming downstream, it's fast-flowing and the river is full of debris all kinds of stuff including spaceship wreckage.  I'm looking at it as I flow and swim past. 
The river banks have big buildings on them, with large gardens.
I reach a big dark deep pool with lots of overhanging trees no one is there and decide to swim back up the river a bit.  The current is strong in the centre but I find at the side of the river I can swim against the flow without to much bother so I head back upstream.

On the bank some young boys have come out of a large house, they want to try swimming too so jump in to join me - one of them got into trouble a bit and I helped him back to the shore.

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Next dream is old ruins, Roz is there on the surface with some other male builders the ruins are crumbling and covered in moss, damp and overgrown.   I'm below in a valley/dark place it's drippy and damp.  Something to do with 'becoming feminine'  and it's almost done.  There is an old old ancient bit...  with a wall of runes and an ancient druid guardian so old as almost a statue, it was Russian and something to do with a sun god, I clamber over mossy tumbled rocks to meet him.  It was a healing space.

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Last dream,

We have finished at a uni/training/live in place.  We are moving out but we want to go together as we are close friends now so we get a job together.

There is male me and Em, and one more.  Male me flicks between Ian/Dom & someone else.
The place we find to work is a really naff furniture/carpet warehouse with a strange 80's male & female type of 'boss' 

It was a funny dream a bit like an 80's film.  The bosses start to like us despite how different to them we are and let us change and update the place a bit, painting the walls in colourful paints and we are good at customer care, cleaning and sales too, the place becomes less uptight and ridgid.  We install a cafe/coffee counter and some seats so people can relax there too.  

At the last part of the dream 2 elderly women come in I visit the table of the first lady and ask what I can get her.  She had a handful of pink hydrangea flowers and askes for a bowl and some water for them.  I bring her a glass bowl and a jug of water - she arranges the flowers and I pour in some water.  I ask if I can get her a cuppa while she waits, but she's happy to let her flowers infuse.

As the second table, the lady opens her hand to show me some blue hydrangea flowers and I find a second glass bowl.  Once they are in water too I ask if I can get her anything and she tells me she's pleased I know their name. 

Black & White swirly Puss & Multi Dimensional Drawing.

23rd Dec

Robot dream, animated by 2 forces like positive & negative - was more subtle than electric.   They all had a symbol/logo like a purple infinity sign.   Also main dream area on a bus, jack asleep on top of me. 

24th Dec

2 green vases - I'm taking a plane to Japan to pick them up, the fact they will be for sale is front-page news.

Dream with next-door neighbours..  I have a spot on my hand centre of the palm and when I squeeze it lots of thick puss comes out, first white then black, then a mix of both. 

26th

A school/uni dream students are older 16+ and not very focused on the lessons.  I've been picked up by the head as I have a bottle of spirits and we are heading to the supervised detention area, we walk threw the carpark where some boys are fighting and setting cars on fire and they are collected too.

We are taken into a supervised area, there are glass partitions so we are observed, though we are indifferent about being watched.  In the area, we are to stay there is a large table with 5 or 6 chairs round and some cushions on the floor were kids are lounging. 

I know a few of the people in there so I greet them then sit down on the floor with Benny - I'm very lucid at this point, and I touch his leg and tell him I'm sorry he'd killed himself and ask how he's doing.  He smiles, he's ok but still working threw stuff. 
We talk about when we knew each other (I'm rendering him young as he was when we were friends)  We talk about what might have been and we dip into an alternative life where we did become a couple for a while.    (We were on a bus together)  Things were chaotic in this other life too and we can see similar patterns and karma playing out but we enjoy the physical aspect of our friendship that we didn't in this life. 
We head back to the reality where we are in detention and go sit up at the table, some of the others join us and I grab the pile of scrap paper.  I'm drawing in many dimensions - a fractal flower of life where our concept of 'self' is made up of our interaction with 'other' but we are the fabric that the experience is made from.  I draw space/time/memory .. memory moving threw 'space' creating time tunnels like spiralised onions and how closely some of them are woven together.  We teach/learn - learn/teach together in our detention space.  I talk about our planets memory moving threw space and how this creates what we think of as astrology (looks like space DNA) - the teachers are watching threw the glass too.

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Second dream I'm in the dream version of a house I was in the other night this house again, it's still raining and leaking there.  Now it feels like sheilas house, but the kitchen isn't there, it's not been built yet and the dining room has an old iron cooking stove in the hearth.  (Not sure if this house ever was like this)  The water is rising inside and I've had to unplug things downstairs - I'm giving away the food from the fridge and freezer. 

Base on Lock-Down.

First dream I'm on the west coast of Scotland on a beach, the sun is setting over the sea. We are doing yoga on the sand in the sea, it's shallow.

Lots of us, 20-30 mainly women.  Rowena is taking the class, my cousin Emma is there too.   I think my dog was there and he'd inhaled water into his lungs but was ok. 

- Second dream

We are off-world on a green earth-like planet.   Based in a large camp inside metal bunkers and ships, I'm young 6-8y and my friend is a young boy similar age.  Not sure if we were human, he has almost white skin and white hair, I didn't see a mirror.
His father is an officer, tall, built and grumpy.   There is some kind of sola weather event coming and the base is going to be on lockdown until it's over/passes.  The base is automated, a female AI voice and large screens in the metal walls tells us time till shut down and shows images of the surroundings outside and of the planet.  The crew can't control the process.

Me and boy have a plan to dodge out just before lockdown so no one has time to get us back in.   People are milling around bringing stuff in and preparing for possible stasis if needed and we are pretending to play by a door.    As the time gets closer we make a run for it just as the timer hits 3 seconds and get out as the doors shut. 

The boys Dad is furious and the other adults angry but we are excited and a bit scared. 

(Wake up go pee but go back into the same dream)

We are outside not far from the base, we know they can see us on the cameras so plan to go further away, we aren't too bothered about the solar thing, more the wired weather systems that will follow it - snow/ice/wind-heat & fires so want to find shelter.  The boy has a small robot bug he made, it's a caterpillar but transmitter too and the base works out they can speak to us via it. 

(I can see into the base too, there is a metal screen filled control hub where they are predicting weather impacts and they think we might be able to help control fires before they get out of hand. 

We find another tribe/camp.  There are a people who are younger, in caravans, they have much darker skin than us and live on the surface more - they are happy to trade with us. 

Lots of time passes and me and the boy become part of a group of other youngsters - We hunt and just play about, for the most part, trading skins/kills food.

The next event I remember is finding a more advanced group - these are also young, but a little older than us - perhaps teenage.  They have a communal school/home that is bigger than ours, better tech and facilities.  (We lived wild) they are also a different vibration/flicker rate than us.. so they can't see us or hear us, they are close enough to feel where we are though.

Our group sometimes lurks amongst them watching/learning and on this occasion, we have got careless and they bump into enough of us to realise we are there.  They start to focus us more and we are like static/buzzy and untuned but they can see us.  Most of our group escapes but I'm trapped in the building and they can tack me with their tec.  They aren't overly hostile but we don't want to be caught and I try to escape hiding in a tower.   I know they can locate me horizontally (I wasn't sure about vertically)  So I'm climbing up a huge spiral metal staircase tower thinking that they might not know what level I'm at so I can slip off and escape.  I climb to the top of the tower, the metal is like knives and scissors sort of made from spiky old tools.  At the top is a sandstone ring and I get into the ring hoping to jump out but they are waiting for me and laughing at how primitive we are there tec can easily track us in lots of dimensions. 

Wake up here.

BBC & Trump, Wired Purple Smoke Slime.

20th Dec.

First I'm in a carriage, the old fashioned type with lots of glass that should have been pulled by a horse, but was moving anyway.  It had a leaky roof, It was also rolling into things. 

Then I'm in a garage, it's attached to a large house that was like a B&B guest house.  The garage was filled with cleaning equipment but way too much, like a whole lorry full of pallets, had been dropped in there.  100's of bottles of cleaning liquid and mounts of loo roll.  While looking around a portal opens and there is a woman there, she is telling me about the 'Baron Trump' book... and time travel and gematria.

21st.  

Some wired BBC thing, something about a ransom and an incriminating film. 

A game on a big metal ship in the ocean,

Then a dream with a big field, a young boy and girl playing on wet grass.  Then I'm there but not me.  I have a twin brother who I don't talk to or get on with.
In the distance is a farm.
There is a child's birthday party where a game has been set out...  it has wired table with these balls of slime that turn into purple smoke then back into slime.
There is also a strange temple, naked black women guard it, they sit in a Buda pose with a head-dress.   I speak to one who is very beautiful, she is letting people take her photo. 

Lovely Village and Squashed Snake Vally.

Gorgeous little village, it's on a hill lovely buildings with balconies in the snow.  Snow melts and it's green. 
I'm with male me, we are looking for a home there in the place on a hill. 
There is a communal building but all of the rooms on one floor is full and the floor before has no windows so we don't fancy that.  
We were looking for 2 rooms next door. 
Carry & Princess are there as kittens, playing.    Julianna is there too showing a new house. 

I get onto a bus it's got large beds on it and a walkway down the middle.  On the other side right at the back are an Indian family, all under the duvet.  I'm in a bed alone. 

We are travelling down into a grassy valley, a lone house stands - it's next to a river and made of old sandstone blocks.  It's like the pastures at Alnwick and the dutchy buildings. 
The bus keeps going and the trees get thicker till it's jungle -  Outside are huge snakes, dark with yellow strips, there are so many of them the bus is running over some and squashed snake is coming up threw vents and landing on my leg.

I ask the family next to me if they are getting sticky but it's only me. 

I'm off the bus, standing by the river on the grass.  There is a squashed snake with a tire track on it and I feel sad it got squashed. 

Sinking Boat.

16th Dec
WoW dreams, both in the world but also in a big server room - like and old fashioned LAN party.
In the WoW dream, I was travelling in a jungle in a canoe.



18th Dec
A vet surgery that was also a ship, it's huge.  I'm operating with Ann on an intussusception on a kitten.  There are human babies in incubators too and lines of cages filled with all kinds of animals. 

A calf is there, it's floppy and won't eat and I'm going to take it to some grass... as I open the cage there is a large spider touching it makes my finger sting.  I get the young cow out but it's refusing to eat, I try different squares of grass on the deck of the ship but it doesn't want any of them. 

The ship sinks, I swim down and open the cages so the animals can come up.  Fay's teddy is there so I bring it to the surface too.
We are on the surface of a sea surrounded by boat wreckage.  A small island appears and we are deciding if we should land.  Some people are already there but we are not sure if they are like us. 

Freaky Robots and Lots of Crap.

13th Dec.

Hazy but was in London in Fabric Club,  Then other Warehouse parties - good fun :) 



14th Dec.

Long dream, again in a city.  I think it was following on from the night before in terms of location.  I'm mainly in a dockland area with big multi-story empty buildings, warehouses and garages.  There are huge robots bit like Horizon Zero Dawn/war of the worlds.    Massive long leg stalker things. 
There are a few humans and we are being hunted, we can't work out how they are tracking us, possibly metal.  We try to avoid being out in the open as the robots are constantly scanning for us. 

They make wired whining drone noises.   It's pretty freaky -  (reminded me of other robot dreams which often have a sinister vibe)  There was some kind of government/conspiracy/military thing going on.  

Me and 3 other people have been located and a big scanning robot is broadcasting our location, we run into the harbour thinking they won't follow us into the water but as we enter the sea the water below starts churning as something big is coming to the surface below us.     I'd known I was dreaming (I normally do)  This made me wake myself up :P   I was scared, but also kind of annoyed I'd not stayed longer to see what would happen.  

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Second dream, I'm with family & dog in wired countryside.  I see the ruins of an old building I want to explore, there is a tacky theme park in the way that I struggle to get threw.  A woman there gives me directions.   I have to go up a grassy hill and then down again... there are barb wire fences (Kef is stuck)  Bit like this dream the other night.  When I get to the ruins, it's different to how it looked earlier in the dream.   It's more modern with mosaic flooring and fire pits and is a bit tacky.  

15th Dec

First dream I'm watching martial arts red belts with yellow writing on them.   Lots of jumbled stuff, some murdered twins, and a strange old fashioned muddy farm with a small farmyard and old red tractor.

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Long dream, I'm in my vet nurse greens and someone hands me a sick black greyhound/whippet type puppy to take to the kennel rooms.   It's small and it rests it's head on my shoulder as I carry it.  
The vets is wired, there is a laundry shute with a slide that we can use to get into the kennel room, but someones thrown some old bedding in and it's covered in big dog shits.  We take the stairs, the kennel room is huge and in a basement.  It stinks the whole floor is covered in newspaper and pee and poop is spilling from Kennels and cages onto the floor. 
I'm confused wondering why it's such a mess and it's unpleasant for the animals and staff so I'm intending to clean up. 
I find an empty cage for the dog,  clean out the old mess, put new bedding in and the heater on.   In the next-door cage is a dead cat that's been partly dissected, and I take the cats ear to offer to the dog to eat.... then decide meby someone left the ear there for a reason and I'd better find the pup something else!

I leave the dog and get some gloves, apron and a bag and start clearing the shit.  I soon realise there are lots of cages and animals and hardly any staff.  I meet Judy there who was head nurse at the PDSA years ago - she's trying to clear up too, I tell her I'll pick up crap. 

Another head nurse I know is there too, also cleaning.  I find my way into an office at one bit, ahead vet is sitting at a table full of paperwork and another nurse is doing lab work in the corner. 

I introduce myself, he seems nice and we chat about bacteria and biofilm.  I leave again and go back out picking up more crap.  The kennel room seems huge and I go to the front which seems more like a pet store... people are dressed in animal costumes meeting customers.  

I try to leave but when I go out the door, I'm just in a broom cupboard.... then teleported outside onto some grass.    Woke up looking back at the door. 

A group of 5 and jumping about.

12/12/19
First dream was horrible...  This was a full moon/bleeding/shedding.
I'm at possibly Aunty sheila dreamscape but it's not really anywhere.   There is a star shape of mattrasses all the heads/pillows point in where a paper screen separates the dreamers.
Boris J is there and he's slimy as heck, I have lots of tablets I'm taking but all I have to take them with is nasty gin.  I feel ill... I'm also cooking for the other dreamers, it's a big meal that I'm struggling with as I feel ill and secretive.
- Woke feeling blugh

Second dream, this was the same but followed on.

The other dreamers have changed form, we are still 5 but all young it's a loving dream, very tactile but not sexual.

It flicks around a lot, but the 'story' adventure/dream we are having has consistency & continuity.

One male turns Russian and we are travelling home to see his father - we are on a trawler as it's cheap in icy greywater.  When we get thier his dad is maffia type   - they are like each other and fight.  We port back to the others.  I have a cut/wound in my thigh muscle that one of the others will suture it but we are busy.  They help me walk.

Next we are in a 70's lab, it's carpeted more of a study room than a chemistry lab.  We are looking for some tech or study that was done in the room.

I'm laying hugging one of the boys (He's keeping me still) the other is about to stitch my leg wound closed.  Above I can see dream bleed threw that they can't it's a bridge of old stone - very old crumbling in parts.  It's an ancient stone bridge.

They can't see it so I take the boy I'm holding and we port up leaving a body behind that is being fixed.

On the bridge is a floating whiteboard with revision notes from one of the math/science exams I'm sitting.  There are titration equations - I sort of remember them but I've not learnt enough yet. 

I go back to my body that is fixed and we jump about collecting stuff, an octopus person is with us for a bit.   Last part I remember is a radio broadcast one of the boys was doing, he is annoyed with me for vanishing with one of the others. 

Shaman Adventure

11/Dec/19

Setting is a jungle ancient school place.  The people there are shamans of various abilities rooms are arranged around a rectangular stone pool.

It had a mission/game / mmo feel - I was collecting items from other ruins and the jungle - the item I remember most was a huge claw.

It was buried half in and out of a crumbling ancient stone building that I'd climbed up.   When I get it out it's bigger than my hand.  Reminded me of when cats scratch the sofa and leave a nailed shaped keratin layer behind. 

Once I brought it down I was digging the soft tissue from inside it with my knife.   I also recall that I had really cool hair, I saw the reflection of it in something.  It was black and white with green/blue and purple bits all woven and dreaded. 

Looking for a big Kettle, A NDE & London Rivers.

9/12/19

First dream. 

I'm with people from our street.

Kelly/Ian Matt -  Kelly is pinning a book onto a canvas.  I'm weirdly bendy doing backflips in slow motion just spinning round and round in a wired hoop.   I could feel green & blue energy centre.

I stand on my hands - upside down dancing.

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A big kitchen, industrial-like a school or hospital canteen.  A large family is visiting, mama has curly ginger hair and they have 7-8 kids. 

I'm making tea, but can't find a big enough kettle to boil water.  Susan g from school is there, working in the kitchen.

I wander threw and eventually find a large stainless steel kettle - It's with the camping stuff but I take it as I have time to rinse and return it before it will be needed. 

10/12/19

First dream is set in an NHS hospital waiting room, it was in a basement no natural light.   The room is busy and there is party political 'broadcasting' happening.  

This is a wired type of broadcasting in that it's going direct into peoples neural network so we are experiencing a patient 'dying' in the waiting room.  Each of us is experiencing the same thing, our vision gets wired and fuzzy and starts to diminish into a smaller and smaller fuzzy rectangle our ears are ringing and the floor comes closer as we fall forwards    - rather than hit the floor we are in a white space only white getting brighter and brighter no form or body.  

People come round again, talking that we all experienced the same white space, people are postulating it was blank white as we were not the person who passed.  -  We are puzzled that we all experienced it.    After that I went into a very crowded toilet... only it wasn't like any other toilet - it was metal and really high tech each compartment was like an airlock that needed to be locked down on entry.   People in here were talking about the NDE too. 

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Second dream was a game/mmo type of dream.  A large army are going to take on a massive brown/red dragon and it's minions.   I'm floating above it all watching.   The commander is moving fast with lots of people to various points on the map while the dragon is approaching. 

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Last dream is set in London only there are 2 rivers.  I have a pink rubber ring and want to play in the central river but when I get there the catacombs where you can access the water from are closing for the day.  I'm annoyed they won't let me in.  I walk back threw a churchmen and priests are there with boys, we all know they are pedos.  There is some wired interaction where I trick their leader with salty nuts, and a drink of water threw a reed straw - it was like an Esop fable type of scenario. 

After I leave I head to the south river which has sand and marram grass banks and go and play there with the big bright pink rubber ring. 

Long Dreams with Bad Vibes.

Long night of dreams with stressy or sad emotions.

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First dream is set in a town, there is a person I know (civil servant here)  in the dream she has a house with a long garden, the government are doing a compulsory purchase of her garden to widen a road that runs past it - she's sad about it.
A friend Neil is in the dream, he's been studying an area where a lazer was used to do some work on a river bridge and has found people in the area got cancer - it was to do with the lazer but he wasn't allowed to publish his paper. 
In the town, there is a museum or library and many old bikes, some teenagers are there and a policewoman with a small fluffy dog.   She's trying to desensitize the dog as it's really strung out about stuff. 

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A wired street/town seedy.   There are 'guilds' that people can join, once you have joined then you have to only associate with that group, but before you join you can visit all the guild halls. 

I visit a cyberpunk one, it's a massive building like a huge arcade crazy looking people and aliens, lots of neon lights.  There are areas for the guild only but there is lots to see

The second I visit is closing for the day soon so I only get to look round a little, it's a lolita style anime - Cute, but wired and sexy too, there are human animals as well. 

The place shuts and I'm out in the town first a wired corridor with odd plasterwork then outside the building, it's run down and grotty. 

Geralt the Witcher is there we are a couple but it's not a good relationship.  He's not happy.   We visit a strange street with kids fighting and brawling and a then a club where no one is having fun. 

After we leave Geralt finds Yennifer, he is happy again, she's making a mushroom omelette I'm pleased he's happy but watching him pack alone in the dark from outside.

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Last dream, a large house that's being renovated, it's a wired modern style with old bits of furniture too.  I think it belonged to my Aunty Ann - it had a leaking roof - and lots of plasterwork to re-do. 
My Dad was doing the work, but there was some disagreement between him and my Aunt about money and liability - It was awkward and anxious as lots of money had been lost on the building. 

Full Harvest, Snake and a Rainbow Staff.

5th Dec

- First dream, I'm floating disembodied chatting with a friend and a couple of aliens about earth world stuff. Then outside alone making food by a pond - can teleport around.

The friend Ant who I was chatting with appears to try the food.

- A shed with some dogs trapped inside, we are breaking into the sheds to let the dogs out.  Then a big house party with people sleeping around the floors.

- Last dream is long, it's a big open college/school - It's filled with homeless, mentally ill people, kids who have come from care.   I was hugging some of the scared people. 

There is a big outdoor cafe area with long benches filled with hungry people eating.  I'm calming down a teacher who is angry at a boy for not reading, but the book he has dirty pages and he's got some OCD and the dirt is freaking him out too much to read. 

7th Dec

At the start of the dream I'm in a village with a lightning electrical storm, we have a board game (trivial pursuit) - I need to get some new questions as we know the answers now and they are outdated.

I walk from the village to a house/farm smallholding.   It's late autumn and the harvest has been big, but so much is ungathered..   fruit is still hanging from huge trees with brown leaves falling. 

The ground is covered with oak leaves, nuts and fallen rotting fruit.  The female owner I know..  she lets me into her chicken/duck coup and shows me the ladder to travel down.

The coup is huge, made from woven willow so big that full-size trees are inside too.  There is a huge next filled with big blue eggs.   I don't see any birds and wonder why the eggs are just left there.

The way out is up a ladder in a tree then a drop-down an old stone wall into ungrazed pasture land.  I find I'm in a long thin fence tunnel.  
Large square metal is stretched between long log fence posts.  I can see sheep and older lambs grazing to the sides and I follow the fenced of path.  

Kef is with me now and the path is like an obstacle course in parts with us having to jump/climb and crawl at various parts.  

The path opens into an apple orchard, the trees are filled with red apples. There is a lost lamb there I go to it to try and help it threw the fence it vanished and a huge snake is on the grass, it comes up to me. 
It's stretched tall and is my hight, it lays it's head on my shoulder and its body is running down my back.   It wasn't aggressive it was more of an erotic move the snake liked me....  I call to the farmer woman who appears and I ask her to lift the snake off and that I'm not interested in it sexually.    She matter of factly sais ah yeh, it's a fire snake, you need earth or air.   A pentagram is burnt into the grass with the elements on the points of the star and she indicates where I sit on the star (also fire) and the flow of attraction with the other points.

I leave her and the snake and keep walking, Kef is still with me and we get to a tricky part of the fence, I climb threw ready to call the dog to jump and catch him as there isn't space for him to land...  I notice him run off outside the fence and call him back, I keep calling but he doesn't come. 

I look down and it's not Kef who is still with me laying at my feet on the other side of the fence and I see in the distance a female collie who looks like him.  I clim back threw and we head in the direction of the other dog. 

This leads to a bigger path with more people including the dog and it's family, we say hello and keep walking till we get to a small town.  It's a victorian coastal town, with tall old victorian buildings and inns they look new fresh bright painted woodend doors and windown frames and bright clean staind glass windows. 

I hand around a bit away I'm supposed to be meeting someone.  There is a more modern corner shop on my right and the owner calls me in - he askes me to cover for him for a while as he has an errand to run and I go behind the old fashioned style counter which has a till at each end and a sweet display in front. 

A guy comes into to buy new batteries and I find the pack he wants on a blister card hanging by the right hand till.  It has no price sticker and I can't find it's price on the price list their either. 

While I'm looking some kids come in trying to steal from the till, I jump over shut the till and kick the girl round the front of the shop again.  While I do that another boy trys to take from the right hand till, I shut that till too and tell them both I promised to take care of the shop.  Wake up here.


Last dream

I'm watching me from way up high.  I'm blind but instead of a white cane I have a rainbow staff with glowing runes down the sides. 

Surrounded by Cetaceans & A Leaky Roof

In the first dream, I'm on a rock a little way out to sea in a bay, the bay is part cliffs and part sand with some buildings in the distance on the shore too. 



I'm out in the sea on a rock outcrop just above sea level and the sea is packed with Cetaceans of all kinds.  Narwals are quite close with some dolphins, some huge whales to some look almost armoured... they have wired bumpy plates on their skin, not like anything I've seen before.   Most are familiar but there are species I don't recognise too.   The sea calm and the water is packed with them they are easy to see and look at in the shallow blue water. 

Beside me is a huge toad - easily bigger than me he's on the rock just below me looking up at me. 

We were curious about each other. 

Second dream.

A big victorian house, nowhere I've been but it felt familiar.   The layout is similar to the dream of a garden of bugs that wanted me to help them. 

I'm in the kitchen at the back, it's a typical old side return.  I've just finished painting it - but I notice the walls are wet, and then the units to.   They are soggy and falling apart.   I know other areas in the building are leaking too. all the walls seem wet.

Ian is there too and he's refusing to see it.  I go out and climb up onto the kitchen roof which is flat, It's pouring with rain and the roof has had it, guttering is all blocked with leaves and big pools are sitting on the rooftop.   I pour water of an empty the gutters.  It helped a little inside. 

Water Tube & a Forest Stream.

Friday 29th Nov

2 bedrooms with a sea near close.  I'm in one room and rach in the other.. between the 2 rooms are a funnel water/tube lift. With small sinks/ponds of seawater.

Dom there too we are in bed.  I try to send a squid thing down the tube to Rachel but it doesn't fit I carry it down to the sea to let go.

Sat 30th Nov

A shallow wide stream in woodlands.  I'm with lots of people who's names all begin with J.  Jilly, Jack, Jo, Jon & James.  

The stream is clear with sand and pebble bed and shallow banks.   Above some construction, workers have flattened an area of forest and concreated it, there are metal fences around the area.  Bits of concrete and tar are coming down into the stream and we are trying to get them to clear up or move the fence so we can clear up - They won't and are rude and unhelpful.    I was also viewing something from above to do with homoeopathy.

- Second dream I'm seeing a cross-section of a river floating in space - banks and all.

Last dream, main dream area.  Over the wall, the houses are all glowing in the dawn light.  Doors are open music plays, it's warm.   I have very long red dreaded hair.

Sunday 1st Dec

A big openplan kitchen I'm taking up the floor, it's layers and layers of old linos and then different tiles.  Strange how many layers of different coverings. 

Clash Dream and Dieing Fox.

First dream was real-time clash of clans. 

This was fun, buildings were being pulled apart and rebuild real-time as they were updated.

It was a big long dream with 2 factions.  I was building cannons and putting them on stilts around a pond I was with a bunch of other people from our team all trying to improve our base.

Second dream

This jumps around it's a series of scenes with no real story... I'm more of an observer. 

Another very long dream this is a version of Aunty Sheilas.   The main road is a road/rail/river with the 3 all together.  I'm seeing this above like a map. 

The roads runs in the same place - and goes threw to town (This is the same layout as normal for this dream zone)  In the town there is a lack of housing, it's really run down.  I'm suggesting that the empty brown site and empty shops are converted into shared and communal spaces. 

There is an old kitchen, 70's style but like new.   Sue & David used to have it but now it belongs to Ian's uncle Jon.  It's a really interesting style. 

Another part of the dream I'm looking down on similar victorian buildings. They are small terraces arranged into blocks with square 'commercial' units every few houses.  These are decorative too, made of old red brick with wrote iron fences and removable covers.  One is selling newspapers, another is to repair cars.

I ride on the river in an old tire, it floats...   there are 2 tracks one for trash and I go down the trash one alone, at the bottom is a guy who collects rubbish is nice and asks me what I have, I give him the tire and an old black blokes shoe. 

A children's home, the children are being taken and 'married' they are way too young.  I'm aslo in a big pool where children are learning to swim.

People from home (main dream area) are here too..... they are 'broken'  or not good, some are drunk, others just laying staring into space or adults laying with children.   -  It's 'messy'  I feel sad for them. 

An old man comes to get me - he tells me he has seen a fox in a garden and wants to go back and see it.  I walk with him past run down messy stuff.   Threw a house where cats run threw the building in front of us, they are dirty like street cats.  I hope they don't scare the fox of as the old man is keen to see it again.

As we come to the garden entrance we are met by a boy I know (he's been in other dreams recently) He's is early teens, has no home, strangely unmanaged shoulder-length brown hair and warm brown eyes. 
I know him deeply and I know he's come to meet a girl here (I think another me)  .
I see her in my mind to (a green/blue knitted jumper and red/brown short dredded hair) 
I smile at the boy sadly and love him deeply I let him know she's not here - only me. 
He has his fox/wolf with him.   The animal is in a very bad way with open wounds, and cancerous hard lumps - dirty and maggoty I know he smells vile but I can't smell it - my heart is breaking for the boy and I go to the fox who puts it's head on my leg I kneel down to let it lay on me to die.  I motion to the boy to come over but he can't - It's too much for him and he backs away relived that the animal is in my care and ashamed he can't stay.   I tell him I won't leave him (the fox).  I know that the old man is also the boy, he came to get me.    The fox/wolf dies in my arms. 


I wake from this dream (shouty baby next door)

When I go back to sleep again the boy/man comes back to me to thank me.  He says 'Few can show that level of compassion in life - goodbye'  

I wake up, wonder what the time is as baby isn't crying.  It's 555

Too Full Kitchen, and a Needle in my Nose

Nov 27th Dec

Bathroom in stone close, I'm on the window sill trying to open / look out of the window.  I get the window open.  I'm painting, on the window, there are huge bottles of perfume.  I'm frustrated with them, I've been given them but I don't like perfume - it makes me sneeze and have a headache... but it seems wrong to bin them. 

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Next is a dark forest with Ender men in the woods.  They have a different name here but I can't recall it.  I'm with a fox, dog and bear.

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Next a strange very overfilled kitchen there is barley any surfaces but many many cookers.. so many that the doors don't open well. 

A fire glows with a purple flame and I know it's a portal but I can't remember how to open it. 

A cave leads to the sea, I also have a needle up my left nostril that hurts, I'm trying to get it out and do eventually. 

There is someone I know who had lots of money (I could have been like that, but it wasn't right for me then)  

Nov 19 Week 3

21st Nov.

First dream - With other Andrea, lots of milk & cups of tea on a hillside. 

Second dream - A long fun dream set in a city.    Starts in a bedsit or 3 bedsits in one building.   I have a small tiny room, downstairs is a bigger one that 2 parents and a young baby live in - I think the bigger one had been mine, but we swapped as was ok with smaller. 

I go out into the city, I have a boyfriend we are young under 20, the other dream charachters are young too. 
We are all quite chavy, my boyfriend has dark blond hair and a tracksuit.  We hang around a supermarket carpark, one of my friends has been chained to the trolleys by a security guard and we are showing her how to wiggle free. 

We got arrested at one point but released again, dream had a huggy playful vibe to it.  The city had some kind of festival happening - I think Ian was there too and he wanted to see the lanterns.   We were trying to get there but the central city had a wall around it, and we were on the outside of it.  I kept floating up a bit to see if I could find a route around.

There was a street stage with a talk or show going on and we stopped there for a bit to watch.   After a while, we saw the fire lanterns in the sky and kept moving on towards them.  They were grey and red. 

A shop we go into is wired - it's like a 7/11 store but like an Ersher painting so the stairs and floors don't meet.  It's confusing and makes us laugh.

-  When I wake up dream dust is really organised. 

22nd  Nov

Shelia's/ Auntys / Female side dream.  " dreamscapes merged, it's Sheila's house but the Glebe is the coast. 

In the dream there is a long corridor and the beach/sky sea is all beyond the window.  Dark grey & moody. 
Was a wired dynamic of 'owndership'  

23rd Nov

A school/ military - but very free.  It's an ancient town/city we are there learning.  A battle is coming and we are learning the rules of engagement. 

The building we protect archives, we win if we protect them.   Our skills are wired, phasing/shielding/time moving. 

We play with reality to battle.   We can also use a psychedelic, this is a cheat mode - but ok.  It helps us to use our abilities under stress.  - Feels like a superpower.


Nested, Humans/Angels/Dragons going back & forth. 

Waiting on a chopper.   Someone is hurt, we give directions.    Ian orders pizza then is angry as others start it.  I'm 'embarrassed' by him. 


24th Nov

A water dragon to angel then to pink - like Russian dolls all nested. 

Country village with windy streets and lots of trees.  A country fair - dancing and thi chi taking place.  A big basket full of apples. 

There is also an ultra-modern building - white with PC's & lasers.  Very different from the other dream stuff.

25th Nov

Michael Vets / Floors - A massive building, each floor is a different colour.

26th Nov

First dream is in a forest/house.. it' like the floor plan for a huge house but the walls have crumbled, old stone covered in moss.  Now no more than waist-high. 

Trees grow threw floors the rooms are still functional with beds, tables bathrooms. 

Many people are living there it's comfortable - local people, all doing their thing but in the forest together.

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A strange unfamiliar city.  I'm in an industrial area, there is a large raised train line on a bridge and I'm at a coach dept.   Lots of identical coaches are lined up filling with people to the left of the busses in the distance is an old castle type of building or an old bank, big stone architecture.  In front of that is a huge metal fence with yet more busses they are huge way to big to go on the roads we have.

Behind to the right are large prefab/mobile science labs.   They are on stilts can be moved on huge lorry transports.    They are sealed and on stilts for contamination reasons (Oh, I'm remembering another dream where I'm in one of these working on stuff - they are dark inside, with lasers. 

I get onto one of the coaches, I'm travelling as 3 people.  Me and 2 males - not human and all different, the smaller male makes noises like a chime ball.  We are going to travel in the front of the coach next to the driver and the door.   We have a sort of bed on the dashboard... facing backwards towards the others on the bus.  I'm in the middle, the male with the chime head is laying on my left with his head on my chest chiming he's blue. The other male is chatty and on my right.  We are talking to the others in the bus too.   We have large glasses of cold creamy milk -  A Scottish guy in a kilt is telling me how he likes bacon on his porridge.

Last dream,   More crumbled buildings floating above a floor covered with elephant poop.  Then I'm in a metal wire yard a large queen bee lands on me, she's huge and brown and black striped... different colour and shape to any bee I've seen before. 

Nov 19 Week 2

9th Nov

1st dream - A strange open Inn/Pub on the coast, no walls.  Seats are yellow fluffy velvet - some of them are damp where they have been rained on.

There is a strange dragon/crystal statue  - It looks at first like a statue, but then on closer inspection, it's a dragon made from rainbow crystals - Like peacock quarts.  
It's curled about an egg that seems cracked and dead - A purple bolt of lightning comes down and strikes the top of the dragons head and the dragon comes to life and the egg is hatching. 

2nd dream - A dream about children and birthdays, it's set in a dream version of here.   Kids are all over there is a big party and my brother is there, he's sad I forgot his birthday.  - We walk a long walk, Zak gets hit by a car (wakes me up)

10/Nov/19

1st - A strange school I'm at - we are on a field trip in a coach.  The school teaches only art/craft or cookery and I'm in the art class.
The coach is huge, has cookery bays and art stations on it too.   It's messy, paint on the floor - food all over the worktops.  We are collecting stuff we need, the cookery lot have been collecting 2nd hand cookery equipment and I have some old leaking tubs of acrylic paint in pink, green and purple. 

We are leaving the coach to look around a town, I've got left behind - the teacher comes back for me but I lose him again before I get to the rest of the class.   

I'm wandering around a huge multi-storey bus station, it's a wired transport hub.  I think someone was following me.  I find my way lower and lower until I reach a basement pier it's dark and grey, very cold the water is frozen and in the frozen water are barge boats and water homes.   They look like they are being repaired but no one is around.   I think a battle of sorts was about to begin. 

2nd -  dream was a rock pool full of fish, I get in and it's tropical with tropical fish, it's much deeper than it looks and there is an underwater cave I go into.   I'm swimming in the dark threw a cave underwater - I can feel lots of fish too.  I keep swimming and get to the top of a water slide, that then goes into a big fun pool.    Had fun swimming :)


11/Nov/19

1st - is a hmmm it's a very old building, built of slate a house with outbuildings and a walled garden.  The building is very old, the garden well planted but out of season or neglected.  Grey paving slabs run between the buildings.  A big roast meal is being prepared to share, many people are coming but some are late.  Jud & Her crew haven't arrived, beside the building is a crumbling shed where a big black crow lives. 

2nd - I'm in wild countryside lightly wooded with open & shrubby scrubby bushes.  It's dusk, windy, damp and cloudy.  In the distance we see a tree draped with pink... It's strange so me and the other female I'm with (possibly Marie) walk to it. 

Up close it's a very old twisty tree and the pink is 1000's and 1000's of bright pink feathered birds all hanging upside down together with clear plastic coverings on them.  Confused we think they may be trapped so reach our hands in and wake/move the pink birds who start to fly away.  A long pink feather falls and I tuck it into my hair.

We have woken nearly all the birds when an old farmer arrives - He is very angry and I realise we have messed up, the birds were hibernating/sleeping/keeping warm.   They are now out getting cold and wet - I feel bad that they might not survive.

13/Nov/19

1st Gay male friend, and a building with liquid mercury in the walls.   It runs in channels - a huge library.

2nd Game style dream, A wired boss/creature roaming in a set area.  Trying to take it down.  It's like a game,  we travel in strange red rail carts around the play arena.


14th/Nov/19

Planet, Ice/Snow to much weather.  Art a canvas but it's got a mechanism inside - the mechanism is hidden by the art. 

16th/Nov/19

House with thousands of spiders, was a bit freaked out by the number of them. 

Sunday 17th/Nov/19

Ian's dad ill.

Long dream.  I'm going on holiday with Em, packing and taking my brother to school...  when we leave I realise - I've forgotten my clothes.
We are heading to the West country there is a chalet it's big a few of them I think.
Other people and lots of dogs there a river running threw the middle and a bridge with cafes on wooden stilts over the stream and soft warm fairy lights lighting up everything. 

I visit an old market town to find clothes but realise I have no money anyway so put everything back. 

Next I'm in a castle ruins, it's huge and dark with just flickering wall sconces to light up the crumbling stone.   There are a mix of people there, some are tourists/visitors others are there to explore or hear a lecture going on in one of the big rooms, a wooden lectern is waiting for speakers. 

The talks were on rebellion/dissent/ascension and transformation.  The changes were inside then changing the outside.  I was walking around outside the lecture hall looking up at some of the hard to access parts of the ruin, I spot some very small elephants (the size of a pig) they are amazing looking - they have gold swirly patterns on the skin of there haunches and their backs have red pattern with the grey skin showing threw. 
I'm trying to show the other people in the dream, but they keep missing them or can't see them.

Monday 18th/Nov/19

Another long dream,  I'm a sort of dinner lady in a child's school (though sometimes I seem to be a runner for an operating theatre)  I have a wired hat.
It's a huge place/ school - most of the children are outside in a big play yard there is a dance-off going on.  
There was also a stone arch, old looking.  Threw the arch were some old guys - sort of bin man vibe - they were really friendly and the boys from the school loved them.  They were helping to fix bikes and make dens.  They had a grandfather vibe about them. 

First week Nov 18.

End Oct -  Woodland, pools and wooden buildings - Dragons/daemons It picks me up - we are climbing tall buildings.

Main dream area, Aroura in the sky, blue and green then fireworks too. A field/farm goats & lamas potatoes growing.

Sat 2nd Nov

Dogs and Cats that can talk, with Em & she is upset...  'Grief is love with nowhere to go'  - we are removing her uterus

Sunday 3rd Nov

Female prison, a balcony over a pool - jumping off into shallow water.  Need to do it in under 3.5 seconds.   An exercise yard to run around - playing squash too.


Monday 4th

Large field near grans house, it's a veg field, not much is left a poor woman's garden.  Meet Jack and we hug.

Nov 5th Tues

Large modern flat complex, it's on a cost with big glass windows looking out over dunes and onto a sandy beach and sea.   The glass windows/doors open onto a balcony too.

Only women live in the building, there are baths and beds - and apples, all cut into slices.  We shared rooms and beds many of us all in the apartment block. 

Wed 6th Nov.

Clare with Dobby, Wolf and a monkey (could have been Zaks cuddly monkey but was alive) 

We are in a house/bunker it's cold dark and damp outside and Dobby and the Monkey are receiving radio signals.  I think it had to do with a Soviet sub. 

-  Next, I'm meeting someone at the beach I have to be there at 3.30  (Again 3 & 1/2 ) was in the dream the other night...   Hummm

Anyway there is a woman in a sports car and she's driving really manic, we are on the same road going to the same place, I think It was her I was meeting - but travelling separately. 

- Last dream,  A house with cactus & cats, 2 aliens are in the house.  Like ET crossed with a gremlin, there was one here but a second arrived and they are catching up - they have missed each other. 
At the end of a dream I'm waiting at a coach with lots of other people, I can't recall where we were going but I was going to get onto the coach. 
While waiting I decided I would fly and was flying up and around in small loops just above the other people waiting for the bus, they seemed surprised I was flying. 

7/11 Thurs

- 1st was about vaccine safety study team....and cost/risk/benefit analysis - Home & patterns.

-2nd  Big flat city, we are going fishing...   need to make our own rods by the river bank.

-3rd A Rave/party going to kick off... it's the prep.  Entry to the building, sound rig arriving and being set up, drugs arriving.... we had to wait on children arriving first, and going to sleep before the dancing could start.  Some of us are dancing away, the music is always inside. 

8/11 Friday

1st  - A huge country fair, it's in heled a village nestled between hills/dales.   There are sheep all around on the hillsides and it's beautiful countryside.    Kef was with me but there are also 100's of other hearding dogs,  they have packed up into mobs - I'm looking for Kef in the packs of collies wandering around.    
I find him again, I'm with him but there are cakes and food all over.   It's hard work to keep an eye on him, we wander threw an open cafe/food court and he bites a bit of a meringue cake going past.

I try to get out of the crowds a bit and we reach a dock type of area, old brick warehouses are crumbling but still busy. 

In one there are molten trenches of tin in the ground, it's flowing and liquid.   There is also a large production line of tin soldiers.  They are huge, heled by steal cogs and wheels...   I recognise it as a 'fear' childhood dream/fascination.    The large machinery - I make myself walk around and under the feet of some stationary tin soldiers but freak out when some of them are moving, it's an automated stomp/match action - Big steal wheel lift the feet.    I freak out and run back, some young children are there and laugh at me. 
I keep moving but can't stop thinking about the feet and the mechanised movement, I need to go back and revisit it again.  I've moved with the crowd into an art installation and it's all one way now so I'm looking for a way to cut back threw and analyzing the fear.  (No emotion?  Mechanised?  Tin Man?  No heart?  )  I'm trying to get back to it to work it out and end up in a big cafe/kitchen.  It feels quite  Wizard of Oz / Willy Wonka now.   The kitchen is full of 'crazy chefs'  it's like an exaggerated film set.   I tell a chef I'm trying to get back to the Tin soldiers that scared me, and he tells me I can cut threw the kitchen to go back.   It's so crowded though, the tables are so close together I end up crawling under benches and threw serving trollies. 

Cat woke me before I got back.

2nd  -  I'm with a floating travelling caravan.   It's got a few floats that float.   On them are religions/gods/ relics/  all stored in ornate box's.
Followers are accompanying them - bickering and arguing and revering them.   I decide I want to open them all..... let it all out to kind of 'duke it out' and sneek one night and open all the boxes.

I'm floating above the caravan with the contents - it's funny to see it all floating about - People are annoyed it's out and floating I want the caravan to slow a bit so I can float and play with it. 
After a while, we all sit down on the grass, priests/police/lawyers/philosophers - We are all observing the stuff floating about, making notes and cases for and against. 

Another dream coming true and glass cattapilla

End of Sept. 

Big spider walking on me, spider bite..   A field and playground yoga.



Main dream area, but there are 2 city's one on top of the other, it's on the North Beach.  A big hotel, there is a wired flying road for light vehicles under is older streets - run down warehouses all underground now - service tunnels. 

The hotel has 2 parts too, and many many corridors.  I'm helping an epileptic man.    There is an amazing view of the sun setting in the north behind a futuristic tower. 

Train, it's very busy filled with people in the carriages are bunk beds. 

A man and woman who do dream analysis/research.  I talk to them, he makes notes and she makes art with colourful tissue papers.

A dream where I'm with Dom...  Laying with him.  
There is an opera too it's in Latin - but being translated.   'Regret is one word  & college'    I knew it was to do with spirit group and separation  It was sad. 

From last night the 26th Sep.

I was due to meet a bloke from Australia today with regard to the company I set up 10 years ago.

In the dream we were sitting together talking on a brick wall with fiberglass on top.   He said to me, 'she works 9 hrs a week'

-  Well I met him today not dream....  He said the same words 'She works 9 hrs a week'   Followed by 'The big guy works in mysterious ways(Synchronicity and plans) '    The wall, was signifying 'In or Out'  In as do I want to work with them or sell up to them. 

I'm not sure about the fiberglass meaning/reference yet... will have to ponder on that one.    -  I'd been feeling unsettled about the meeting since I woke up because of the dream, but I didn't know why as I wasn't unsettled before the dream.    When he said the line from my dream really surprised me. 



My other dream earlier in the night there was a wasp like insect had layed it's eggs in my mouth/inside lip.  I could feel it growing - I got a friend to help squeeze it out and out came a totally clear transparent caterpillar it was like glass/crystal.    :)

End of Aug19 & Start of Sept.

End of August Start of Sept

Been so lazy about writing up... lots of dreaming though.

Dream about Aunty Ann, with a police officer and a neonate weimaraner pup, it has no furr - dream had crystals in it too.

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Dream about gnomes and elves.  Tracking threw lands long grass - tribes/ races are hostile but there is a road that all use, it's like a safe area.   If you stray from the path your attacked.    Travelling the track, straying only slightly to hunt for supper. 

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Dream version of here,  driving things are all slightly different, a car-park where there isn't one opersit the club.

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With Jo and family, wild swimming in deep green pond with dogs- lots of fish nibbling us.  Breastfeeding a small baby, lots of milk. 

Hire a car, long journy but drive over train tracks and get stuck on them.  Have to climb over a big sleeper...  the train fair to the city is £21  I leave the car there. 

Wed 3rd Sept

Kim from rainbows as a foster mother... lots of children - new start.  a small pink crochet rat.


Glastonbury dream, a brexit meet people coming back together.   Green tea, fresh making it & soap too. 

Tues 10th Sep

Swimming in the souther hemisphere - worlds small.  A sandy island, alone male female we become 1 person.   Cross big train tracks, Indian woman on a train, grandmother - talking to her.

12th Sep

Long adventure dream, Indiana Jones style.  A bracelet and a ring with a ruby stone, both familiar - to find them.  Set in Egypt and Thailand.  A powerful goddess/woman  in a large mason building tower metal... she is powerful & manipulative.  Puzzle/mystery.  3 male acrobats with blue and white outfits helping me.   I need to find the woman and get the silver bracer and ruby ring. 

13th Sept

Main dream area,  under ground water flowing very fast some of the buildings will be destroyed.  130 houses are going to make way for the river.  Mine is one of them.

The sea is the other side of the old drystone wall.... it's dark no moon so many stars.   I'm swimming in the sea, it's dark and I'm going deeper using the stars to navigate and know where the shore is.   Sky is like it was when I was young, so dark and so full of stars.

- Second dream, I'm with a group of young people we are 4 or 5.  I have afro hair, I was cutting it - I remember the texture and resistance of the small curls -  a big ould fashioned building. 
  

Start of August Dreams

Friday Aug 2nd

Minecraft dreams, in the house I'm building all square.

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Driving a bus, I'm collecting artists and creatives and different stops.  The roads have lots of   sandstone bridges carved with lots of glyphs.  One of the stops is Craster to pick up the musicians that were there in the other dreams (festival on the beach) 

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Watching a woman give birth from above - sometimes watching sometimes I'm the woman (not my body was a bit like an old friend Suzanna)    -  Watching a body with no skin above it's hydrating and then emptying I can see all the circulatory system  - It's on a medical type stainless steal table.

Then I'm maning a pregnant woman shape from clay or wax.

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Last dream I'm with Ian but we are both female, it's a car race/chase game - We had guns and there was time travel portals to drive threw.

Sat 3rd Aug

Another minecraft dream this time outside with square skeletons. 

Main dream area, out the back of the cafe by Monkeys house, I have a revision scheduled for science papers... But I'm also working in the cafe there too and don't have the revision time.

- Another were I was watching child me (3-4years) with my Dad.

Sunday 4th Aug

Main dream area but lots of tents were main dream house is (This this might be after it was evacuated)

Monday 5tth Aug

I'm in a strange sandy / scree landscape it's like an opencast mine possibly.  Lots and lots of people there (They have come for a birthday party)  I'm watching people on a cliff that falls and I'm also falling with them.   It's mainly sand but there are them black stones too the hexagon ones like on the giants causeway.   They are in long columns but all falling in bits with the sand. 

Next part I'm with an artist she has bad arthritis her fingers are curled and she doesn't paint any more as her hands hurt, we are having hot choc together and I'm carrying a tray.  We go round the outside of an old damp dark stone building to a stone seat carved into a stone retainer wall (a bank behind with ferns in) 

We sit an an old rotting wooden table and I pour us are drinks, she tells me the sun is returning back here soon and I can see a chink of sunlight peeping round the stone building in a thin strip on part of the seat.

Emma arrives too and we are now looking round stables on the property big stables with lots of horses.

Last dream - A game in an old wired city there is a lady of light we are going to for a reward it's like a massive turtle bit like some of the ones on supermario.  

Tuesday 6th

A big heated swimming pool - It's for elderly people with joint problems, I'm trying to insulate the water when not in use to keep it warmer for more pain relief but Ian is there and he doesn't like the top insulation covering.    It's 's working though and the water is getting warmer. 

Last dream was like a film/story.   It's in a big glass multi story building, the characters are introduced one at a time, a small young girl in an oversized coat who dose handstands, 2 huge mastiff dogs who kind of guard the girl.   A drunk french guy, a posh woman they all have different skills/roles.

There was something really profound written on a bit of paper but I can't recall it now. 

 
Thursday 8th Aug 19

First dream I'm with Em, we are going on holiday to Crete, when we arrive there is a storm that passes.  Dream was of swimming in warm blue shallow water there are flat plaice like fish on the bottom.

Second dream.

This dream was all set underground.  I'm with another female we are singers and are in a show singing a duet - we make beautiful harmonies and there is a special song we will perform.

Our relationship is of mutual respect and affection though we don't appear to know each other very well.    To warm up we have gone to visit a very elderly bed bound lady to sing to her - we can't sing the duet as it's for the show and we realise that we don't know the same songs only the same tunes.  

We are looking for lyrics for a song about a gypsy woman so that we can sing it together.

Friday 9th August

Minecraft dream but also countryside like Scotland, mountains and hills.  I have a blind friend or a friend blindfolded we are playing games directing each other to things.
Then an odd dream about stocks and a flight to Africa and something about Mugabi.

Next I'm with Jean, she's pregnant again and we are in the old house she lived in as a kid but it's modernised.  I'm the only one who knows, her mum and hubby don't.

Sat 10th August

Big long wild adventure dream, it's about soul and bare - feet and nekid, solving a puzzle and a strange gold symbol surrounded by rainbow light. 

Next I'm outside Alnwick, there is a big station with many tracks, lots of different gauges.  Trains are different sizes and from different times in history.  Its alot like childhood nightmares but I'm hopping over the tracks now dodging trains and heading to the signal box.


Epstein, cards falling in the dark.  Lots can't see.

Last dream a town and outside school, there is a female trying to intimidate me but I make her sing beautifully and she's happy.

Big class room, Jack and another male, I love them both.  The class is on changing and manipulating time, we are learning how to pause/ alter stuff.  The 2 males are angry at me. 

More cards falling. 

An outdoor collage with Marie, we have LSD cakes they are round like merings but coloured pink/yellow and brown like Neapolitan ice cream.  We walk around the town tripping, it's a bit built up and we would prefer to be in nature.  Fake snow starts falling it's like CG.  It's night time the acids not very strong.

Disembodied voice 'If you evolve all evolve'


Sunday 12th Aug

Tracking threw a jungle and a wired God coming onto me.... think this was from book I was reading.

Monday 12th Aug

Long dream of Dr Soory and hospital, I'm going to have my chest opened and all my blood taken out, saying goodbye to my Dad first  then we decide not to do the surgery.

Wed 14th

Wired long dream about a pedo ring, I know them, some of them are friends.  I've been asked not to report them and they are relying on my trust but Ian follows me finds out and reports them....     then it's wired the children involved and the kids parents are angry with Ian and he apologised to everyone.  I feel I've betrayed people.  
Then we create a wired peal away alternative reality where it's ok to be pedo - it's a kind of social experiment.  I'm an observer.
The reality we create is very different not just the pedo thing but the command structure there is no money either - work is voluntary.      The society is coming of age and I'm curious as to whether the pedo will have fatherly protectiveness of there own offspring with other older men. 

Last dream is Zak and a toddler group, I'm with a group of mums but I'm tired, half my brain was asleep and I couldn't control my body or face. 

Seahouse's old first school,  the bottom playground had building going on.  Diggers. 

Thursday the 15th August

Buying a new house but the old owner still in and there stuff.  It's Miranda and she has lots of old crockery and pots antique and mid century.  The house is in Craster the house Dad's uncle lived in and grew tomatoes.

Large outdoor area with a coastguard look out - up some steps is a big telescope pointed at the stars & skys over the sea.   There is pet/tame heron gul too & Kef they walk with me talking to me. 

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Main dream area, the old quarry field but it's very very different - large flats built into clifs with balcony's,   (The earthquake?  ) There is also a huge celebration a new year festival with people spilling right down to the beach.   Lots of drink, I'm with Emma we have old fashioned cloudy lemonade to share.

I can't find the way to my main dream house find a wired stone opening but wake before I go threw.

Next dream with another Emma and Holly, we are going to an wedding expo but don't want to pay so are going to climb over a house.  House is huge 3 story, I get stuck at the top and the other 2 climbe down - I leave my body and fly down to join them, we laugh cause I can't get my leg over.  Fly back up and into my body then can climb over and I make my way down.  


Sat 17th

Long train journy stopping of mid country, also lots of underground trains very busy - visiting Chloe & Arora and horse too. 

Sunday 18th

Dream of Croft and A Bettys Will,  then a meal.  The main dream is a panto/show.  There is lots of costumes and rolles one is this amazing evil/ice queen outfit with huge long crystal horns - huge fingers too that shoot ice & fire.    The queen actor is not well so I take the roll, the outfit and makeup are amazing but I don't know the lines so I'm trying to learn them quickly. 

((Oh wired, as I'm typing this up - I did just get the Money from Aunty B on my way to have a meal with friends... where they said to me don't go to the dark side)

Monday the 19th

Crazy city/tower it's glass and metal and huge, climbing way up impossibly high some parts are floating above the main tower too. 

There is a hierarchy - The higher parts are built/stolen from the poorer down below.  It's really interesting, glass spiral staircases and strange art.  I'm clinging on the side and floating around looking at it all and trying to find an odd glass robot. 

Wed 21st

Another school type dream..again there is a big performance.   We are locked into a big space - there are carpets and rugs eaten away by moths at the corners.   Jo n Jon... singing again & Jack. 

Horses,Foals and Leaders.

First dream is outside grans house still lots of people there and music again, there are music and bands and people coming up from the shore.

Next dream I'm hairy and pulling a sleigh I'm at the back and am not a dog, more like a coyote, I can talk to the dogs though.   

A dream with a metal stove, lots of people qing up for food and taking exams I've not studied for. 

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Long crazy dream with world leaders, mainly Bush and a group of Chinese leaders - It's a secret meeting and it's wired and stupid they are rolling on the floor like babies playing wired games.   I think I was there as a family member related to someone at the meeting, I was introduced to people then just watched them confused - They were drunk/wired all just rolling round so I left.

Outside there is a field of horses in family groups with lots of young foals one is called Essa'

I meet a Jewish woman too, she has a very big house/building it's all white smooth stone looks almost castle like. 

I go back to the meeting and the leaders are playing with wired slime on the floor. 

Main Dream Scape - In and out of same dream.

Woke at 3.33 after my first dream.  I seemed to go in and out of the same dream all night all in my main dream area.

The first dream was of my main dream house and estate is being evacuated as an earthquake or similar is coming and it's going to be unsafe for a while possibly flooding or something. 

We are moving to higher ground for a time and into shared buildings... these are mid century style homes large with big windows and they are all painted pastel colors outside.  The building I'm going into is open plan large detached it's like a blank canvas inside, no furniture or decoration or even lights it has a temporary feeling. 

Jo & Jon are there too and their kids and the floors is covered in roll mats for sleeping - other people are moving around coming from the area that's going to be uninhabitable for a while.

My old black cat is in the dream too, she's deaf and old (like she is)  She's at my main dream house and I've already been to collect her once but someone left a door open and she went back - so I've gone to collect her again.  

The estate is pretty empty when I arrive there are other cats around (they have crazy patterned furr zigzags and crazy orange and red colors, I'm not concerned for them as they are all healthy and independent.    The estate has the same 'playing card' color scheme as this dream from the other night..

It takes me a while to find Carry, (she can't hear me calling or arriving)  She was a little confused and doesn't want to leave but I put her into a bag and onto my back to take her to safety for a while. 

Back at the temporary place I take her up to an attic room and stay with her while she adjusts to the new building.  - There is a sense of anticipation. 


Next dream..

Back into the same dream area I'm up from the main street - I was aware I was a visitor there and I remembered the other dreams and how it fits together.  The area I was exploring is the area up from the mainstreet - The old greengrocers that was there when I was a kid is back, there are several bakers too and a butchers they are busy and have produce outside too.  The green grocers has a familiar shop upstairs too - behind this area is a new station.  The train comes again I'm leaving on it soon. 

Same color scheme in some of the shops again. 

((Edit... How odd, I've just noticed that the shop from this dream - 2 days ago it's sale was shared  by my old friends with a few of them commenting on it.... just popped up on my feed today from 2 days ago the same night I had this dream. ))

Egg Mandala and odde men/woman dreams.

28th Sunday July

Very organised dream dust, making patterns and grids.

First dream is main dream area outdie Ali's house - I'm with different powerful females Ive known now and back then, Jo, Liz, Judith, Helen.  We are playing a game and have some tokens to win or lose, I'm drunk and can't walk. 

Next dream was like a large court, parliament or hearing room, on one side are men and the other women.  The women are powerful there is an exchange of talking court like then the women start clucking louder and louder like hens.

Swaps to a May type of celebration eggs and a huge effigy burning this is inside a wired church style building with high vaulted ceiling but the colors are red/white & black with a bit of gold/yellow... like playing cards - it's patterned too checks/ swirls.     The effigy is massive made of straw/fur all kinds of stuff it's a sort of beast I think, the building will likely burn with it.


Next I'm watching an egg shaped mandala unfold it's a fractal pattern but there are eggs/tadpole/ embryos in it  -very strong female/love energy.   (Home)

Next dream...

A game, sort of man hunt chase game... a team of us is trying to stop one runner reaching an end point. 
Their game is a gauntlet run with a flag.. they leave banners on the rout and we need to take them down before their goal.   
It's fun threw lush green jungle with tracks and old crumbled ruins, I'm frustrated with my team though as they didn't bring cc and I can't slow him alone -  I could track and chase/slow him but it was a team game and it needed us all to help bring him down and most of the team wasn't up to it.

Last dream.

Back to main dream area

I'm in the cafe back kitchen outside Monkeys house - it's night but someone is in and they are letting me make a drink to take with me... it was ment to be coffee and I was using the old coffee thing but I was making it with leaves, had been fresh and green but were dark brown and slimy after I had brewed them.

Next dream I'm with lots of very young boys all around Zaks age, again it's a very green area like a child's playground surrounded by trees, there is a miniature railway there that they are going on and a small pond for fishing. 

End of July watery dreams.

Wed 17th July

I'm buying a house with Emma & Roz.  It has a compost toilet, there are compost bins too. 
Lost of Dogs and Horses there too.

Thursday,  18th.

First dream is a of an underground puzzle/maze.  It was competitive / finding things in the maze.


Second dream I'm with Male me who is a mix of people.  Emmas is in dream again too, it's in main dream area. 

I get annoyed as male wants to control the vision and female me wants to make things different.  I run off and leave so I can manifest something different,   I'm on a sandy beach watching a race/parade of people in wired animal costumes all running into the sea.  I wave at them all.  

Sat 20th

Learning massage in a school, on the top story.  A hairy woman  (Ware-wolf - sick (I think it was sometimes me and sometimes not)  Running along a beach and something to do with propaganda.

Sunday 21st, 

In the primary school of main dreamscape - I'm living in the school but dream is set in the grounds. A play is going on and we all ware animal costumes - Lots of fox's and dark pools of water.

Monday 22nd.

One of them wired jelly/membrane things again -  Was a wall I couldn't pass threw.  I was also taking a karate grade, but I'd not practiced and didn't know the moves. 

Tuesday 23rd

Robot team game, bit like hide and seek but with tracking signals - was set in some old city runes.

Main dream area, kingstreet going down to the beach, on the outskirts of the village was an old fashioned sweet shop - black and white painted door  lovely sunset.

Thurs 24th

Going back to Alnwick, Martha was there with a girl in her own world.   I was looking round the town, a rainbow in the sky - I visit an old tower, old stone it's strange I think it was going to be made into a tourist pub.  The view is of a mountain range but it's a patchwork of red and brown fields.  There is a robot old man too - he's a kind of deactivated father /body guard. 

Friday 25th

UK from above like looking at a living map The south east is submerged boggy & marshy like - the soil is like a thin layer on the sea, like it would roll up.    Stone hedge was on the map and bigger a center point.  There was a game with patterns too.



Strange dream version of here - the healthfood shop was big, st Christoper's green a hub, wired cafes underground and filled with animals in clothes like old fashioned ladies.  I was going to a cafe but found a littler of pink plastic Siamese cats - real but there skin was pink rubber plastic.    A wired flame/candle too.  Shooting the flame to light a bomb. 

Sat 26th. 

Massive pool all indoors - I'm a swimming instructor one of a few but I swim nekid.  After a while the owners fire me as I won't ware clothes, the other teachers are indifferent to me going.  I know why I'm being asked to leave as some people find me distracting/unhygienic or offensive  - but we all have bodies and I wanted to stay true to myself - was happy to go.