Monday 13 May 2024

D Fraggled Rocks

 


Eh that was fast...  Christ Ian's blocked by my B hind?  Hind head?  Was roads mapping, navigation elen stuff.  Only mixed with magic GPS

'Go bk to sleep, you a great gate keeper'  Hu?  'Just sleep again love, U on my shift'  Inka?  'Sleep' ok help me? 'Will do'

 

Fuck guys?  This is a lot!  'We will rip you to peace's if we have to - but you know how to reconnect again'😡  'Sleep child of time'  I  'Shut the fuck up REN'  ok...

 

Ok  Wow...  20.20  (Got called from work, cause Dad was freaking out he'd not seen me today... He forgotton we shared lunch n some wyrd logo'd beers together.

 

'Mmm Ren - let trust x trust let'  What's trustlet?  'Better than  toilet bitch'  Pffffffffffff  'He's like you re-member'   Ok wow..

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Inka?   'Mmmm'  Kaylo got angry with you last night before you hit me  'He protected U from Me'  Leon stepped in 'Yep, he understands that sometimes M n U left best to our own shit'  lol was messy  'Aye Ren' 

Ok, though..  'I know Ren, we know one & other Ren'  a lot inbetween that.  'Want me to come 2 U?'   

Aye, meby Ddad again  'As U wish'  feel squished here πŸ’œ

 

Anyhoo was woken from some wyrd dream experiance of drilling for something so long it was allmost egg-stinkt ? Extinct?   Is that why eggs smell like sulpha?  Lol 'Yeh Bitch, it's YOU - write the fucking dream!'  lol  where what?  'DREAM'  More recall then plx

 

 

I know I was in main dream space, bit further down kind street on the west side, past James street.
I was in a building..  It was a new library space.. I'd been given a job there.
lol I kept getting annoy/tannoy messages clean up on isle 12 or 13
πŸ™„

It was an unusual odd collection of books by themes.
I was trying to index and clean.. Was in a section on sailing and swimming, there were lamps nd lasers hanging on the shelves,  I was moving and turning stuff on and off too - was sort of me and not me at once.  More stuff too...

 

Darth Dad n you had come here? Leon? Loci too I duno? What or where I am again?
Oh yeh, I ate Rey bread, as I remembered the catchers in the rey book you asked me to read on the train bk to Kingscross that day.  Shouldn't it be Ray?  Rey dosn't sound right it's not pronounced like that.

Anyhoo I was thinking of brown bread n dead, cockney rhyming slang n criminal undergrounds.. While I was chewing, Rey bread it's quite hard to chug down... But the shop was out of the bagels I like... And Eaton mess was making me feel sick so I left that to the kids n dog.

Oh... Then Dad had called freaking out.  Was more to the dream I can't remeber, I was very asleep.

 

Oh yeh!  Phahaha  I'd wanted to explore fox's head! I asked him first and he didn't mind! Lol cause mines wyrd,  I'd mapped the drifting track he sent allready anyway. 
Loci's good at stuff like that so I got him to come help jump me in.   You guys squished me here and took me.  Anyhoo we seemed to have RIP'ed a copy and we were de compacting it into a building now in my main dream space...
Reminds me of another dream in the building where the post office used to be.. I was indexing and defragging. 

 

I like the dawn chorus too, waking up and going to sleep with the birds I'm starting to understand it.

'Told you I was teatching you the birds n bees 😈' 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2024/04/why-would-i.html

Wonder when the solitary b house is arriving from the Amazon? I like insects alot cool launguage too. 

Is it Monday?  'Mmmm' 
 

Not the defrag ones I wanted but they'll do 🀣  'lol, so will U I suppose'  Hahah  feeling better thanks crew πŸ˜›

Ah found one..
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/04/dream-data-banks.html

 

Lol fonts are punny. 


Sunday 12 May 2024

Marmalade Trust Processing



Lol πŸ˜† high noon was 12.02 

Was still there n bk when where i was supposed to be.

This track is awesome πŸ‘Œ

 

Just back flipped from Moon shine and prohibition to my own black hole..

 

Where πŸ€”  next?  'I'm enjoying watching you dodging your own bullets bitch'  Hahahhahaha 

 

Lol 🀣 listen to indecent noise live from war-saw-  why the fuck u make a shocking shell a ww3 warlock Inka!  'Cause you're as toxic as me, good fun to blow up in people's faces'  lol πŸ˜† the bomb πŸ’£ u put inside me.

'You're on fire n ignited'  love it tbh.  Thanks 😊

Elp..  no chance..



So being in the pub felt safer than being here.  
Was a good night, people were really nice, Barman Michel looked out for me & the landlady. 
Guys shared there vaps and cigs.

 

Inka..   'Fuck off Ren'

Phahaha

Inka...  should I go home?  'Your home is in your heart Ren'

Fuck U i know that..

But 'suck your ribbon n scrounge bitch, I'll keep nicking your vapes'

Lol πŸ˜† seriously

Ffs

U bend?

Will you hit me up with my smokes...

'Toot toot your self bitch' πŸ˜†

Seriously..'Deadly'  Pffff

Here now? Up 2 u.

I duno its warm here.warm in your bed n head 😴

Yup...  true Dat.

Oof

"Navigation?'  Mmm  

Where too.    'Trust your heart'  i do.
 

I was schitso as fuck, could here peoples subconscious in my mind rating me.

Then realised I was surrounded by toys..  And Inka had made me into Mama Laid after I'd tried to turn my Bro into a jampot at my back door.
The pub is a safe space.. Marmalade trust pub πŸ§‘πŸ’›πŸ’œπŸ’›πŸ§‘
 

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Sometimes reality provides you with everything you need if you trust an allow.
 


 

Pub had just the right toys for a mouse


Was time to head home to bed... 'Come then  bring your glass your a shit class act' Lol  πŸ˜† ok.  ;) 


 

Inka?  'Pre-tensile testing, you are hard as fuck Ren'  Yeh, but I just want company friends and a place to be.  
'I know, sorry Ren, if you can be my psycho sis'
πŸ™„ Inka I think we've firmly established that 🀣 'GG, I got you now, relax & let me hold you'  

Thanks, I don't like pissing my Dad off.

'He should be more concerned about you in your home'  IKR...     'It's all right Ren, it will B all Right' 

'Ren, sleep now .... Plx.  I'm sorry too'  for nicking my vapes?  'and the rest - TRUST your self'  ok... You going to fuck my head?  'Only as much as you want me?'  My frens?  'Just Relax' 


I Follow Rivers - Lykke Li (La Vie d'Adèle/La Vida de Adele)

 

 

Was a horrible night.  Processing, hurt, emotion, loneliness, guilt regret.. and forgiving myself... But I've done it so many times...  
Inka had punched me in the gut and made me do a U bend.  Him n Leon staved with me in our latest hub while I felt shit n deflated.  After dawn he asked if I was 'All that's left again'  I was..  I was ready for him to turn me off n on...I was ..   Felt fine gain and he stuffed something in my guts and reinflated me. 

 


Foster The People - Pumped Up Kicks (Official Video)

 

Dad's allready forgotton πŸ₯°  Pleased we got his permanent residency at future care sorted 




Toploader - Dancing in the Moonlight (Official Video)

 

It's pretty magic round here 'When you can stay in your own lane n let people pass'  Haha I'm trying!
'It's ok Ren.. Just use intention' 
I just need to be with people who can see n look at me.  'Not easy when your Me Ren2 , let us all help'

Kate Nash - Foundations (Official Video)

 


 

D Fraggled Rocks

  Eh that was fast...   Christ Ian's blocked by my B hind?   Hind head?   Was roads mapping, navigation elen stuff.   Only mixed with ...