Floating

28th May

First a forest. Plants, Ferns in water with plants, swaying, growing.

Then a collage.  It's self-contained (nothing beyond the grounds) reachable by a single train track the platform is in a beautiful vaulted ceiling room.  Ornate sandstone walls the tracks are sunk into the ground again like tram tracks.  One wall is set with huge floor to celing leaded window pains looking out onto a beautiful perfectly manicured bright green lawn. 

All around the lawn are neat flower beds and then beyond them, sandstone paths and small intermate classrooms, also with the ground to floor celing windows facing the central lawns. 

I'm there for a levitation class with a teacher and 5 or 6 others.  ... we start of levitating standing on a small board, then a sheet of paper and then silk.  The 'material' is there to help us focus our attention on the molecules directly below is.... it's not necessary but it's an aid to people who are new and it's easier when starting out than just trying to match the air.

I'm not really paying attention but instead looking out the windows at the space we are in.

In a classroom over the lawn is a group of women all in the most beautifully hand-embroidered clothing. Lots of rainbow colours, I watch them come out of the class and sit together on the lawn talking and laughing and I want class to be done so I can go meet them.  

Aliens and Tunnles.

First dream is set in sunny unfamiliar countryside. Fields, lanes with wild hedgerows and patches of woodland.

There are hummm ...... things!  I thought of them as 'alien' in terms of they were alien to me. 

Some of them are like birdlike leaf creatures these are large like the size of a buzzards and they are shaped like green leaves no face or head but a body and wings - they fly fast.  There are also glowing lights moving fast and then also just 'distortions/glitches '  rushing threw the countryside rustling leaves.  A little like that old school 'Predator' film.   

It's not scary - it was exciting.   I wasn't sure if it was a psychic thing that just I was seeing or if everyone could so I'd taken a video of it to share and ask and other people had seen the same thing....   They had and also shared.     There are also many falling stars. 


The second dream is in my main dream area but underneath in a series of dark wide tunnle like caves.

I'm with male me or my bro and he's gone on ahead and I'm following. 

The caves I'm walkign threw alone are wide and dark and I meet a kind of familiar guide floating.  (He has a feel of Morpheus from the Matrix) - and he stops me by holding up his hand.

I look up at him and he nods ahead knowingly where a wide train track is suddenly dissecting the tunnel we are in. I hear a train coming and sure enough, there is a large freight train with a long line of empty flatbed carriages ratting threw the cavern across my tunnel. I wait until it passes and then I am surprised to see beyond it now are many other train lines with trains/cars tracks moving on them at different intervals. It's like a frogger/crossy-road puzzle game but also tied to my childhood nightmares & train symbology.

I look up at the guide and then grow 2 large wings, I don't use them to fly but I float up easily to join him a meter or so of the ground. I grin at him and then float up and over the tracks/trains and cars and hear him jokingly yell 'Cheater' from behind which makes me laugh out loud.

I wake but go back into the same underground tunnel space.

This time there is a concert/music event on and there are thousands of people trying to see the show. Huge crowds of pushing people and a turnstile type of gate with security on like bag checking or something.   There are 2 shows each day and they are the same time.... I'm going into the second one but the people pushing back after the first show means the tunnels are rammed full of people.


Also another hazy dream..
There is also a kitten who is a mix of 2 breeds, but like Frankinstine stitched together type of mix. Legs and head and tail are from a long-haired ginger cat and the tummy is currently like a Rex. Someones knitted it a jumper and then someone else has sewen a tag/laundry label onto its leg saying 'Damaged' - The cat could talk and it's breeder had wanted it Euthanaised as it was a wired mix of 2 breeds... but the cat was sweet and wanted a mate to have his own kittens now.

A second-hand clothing shop that has been refurbed and has Christmas decorations up it's very busy with wooden benches along one wall where people come to chat and socialise. I'd left and was trying to find my way to the bus station and bike rental.

Group Intention.

Sat 24th May

The first dream very hazy... 

Recipe, remembering long -dream... impossible design, Now bake the new  - Can see unseen. 

In time the hidden factions come to the table... we need to bake together.

A forest and a city, games... rope bridges between the two.  Gaming aspect... fun/play and competition. 

Then I have a broken leg... it's a wired setting a group and I'm annoyed my leg is broken.   I need to have it set will take 6 weeks.   

I'm reluctant but accepting... and as it's set I have wings... one black one white like bird wings, feathered and big.  As I accept my broken legs and 6 weeks out of game my wings wizz into a ball and then I'm a Ying - Yang type spiral ball.  

Then there is a wired thing in my main dream area with music and money and the money is strange the £10 notes are thin and I realise it's like the golden ration.   £50, £20, £10, £5


Tuesday 26th  May

I know I'm dreaming alot but it's hard to pin down when awake. 

Hybrid moving spiders.. 

Watching, singing waiting web-like lines.  - Creations and growth.

A long dream of a house/home we want to rent.   At first, I'm in the gardens of the house -  Moving threw times seasons fast... plants grow then go backwards and watch them shrink.  A shed is built and then over years crumbles and decays, trees grow up.   Time was stretchy here back & forward at once. 

The house that we are trying to rent, it has a strange vibe in it.

The house is alive though and we need to be impeccable with our intentions and emotions.   The house 'knows' 

There is a big cat there and we are having a meeting to see if we can stay.... it's a group thing, we all need to hold the same intention and outcome to stabilise it - but we keep messing up. 

Interesting

but hard to put into words :) 

Neon Orange & Black

I found this lovely vid today on my next play.  It so fits with my dreams of the night before last and all the geometry lately, lol and all dreams and well... hehe it fits with everything obviously 😃 


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First dream I'm with local friends, All-female, Roz, Kelly and others we have bikes and are in woodland very green.  Spring green I've been to a 'shop' it was almost closing time, but I'd got in before it shut and I had got stuff to share.

I was sharing, seeds, plants, veg - ferns.   We were all going to grow something different and then share.

Next up is energy flow again, I'm seeing it in the forest in growing seeds people, plants all the same... but there is energy escaping at the middle - and like a leak in a bag, I can put my thumb on - I'm wondering if I should 'Dam' it?

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Next is a wired dream long with Vet Ann at the start.  (Wonder what archetype she is?  She's often tied with DNA and mother/Home)   Anyhoo this time she's being a vet in a church it's a strange church, it also has seeds, plants, animals and all kinds of eggs. POTENTIAL

Ann is giving a strange guy who arrives a 'job offer'  - The job is to be a dancer at a club and be 'seen'  and while they are talking I jump up on a table and start dancing to music in my head and it's instantly decided I have the job too.   I wasn't trying to get it, but I liked dancing and so it was decided I'd go with him.  

We are to head to a strange city to 'promote/advertise' and into night clubs around the city.  We are to put up as many flyers as possible (These are small and cryptic black and neon orange paper flyers we can staple and stick to things.)  Our other job is to be 'seen'   We ourselves aren't totally sure what we are promoting  - It was a 'different'  dance to the usual one I think.   It wasn't like a venue, or a brand it was all just cryptic. 

Once in the city, we walk streets putting up the orange flyers with patterns and quotes on them and then we head to the venue we have been given.  We are to tell the doormen our names and we will get our clothes there. 


Once inside a small woman who enjoys drink and drugs to excess meets us and takes us to the side to offer outfits.  The male gets a choice of 2 te-shirts and me 2 tank dresses.  We pick black with orange neon strips on.  I can hear the bass and am keen to start dancing once changed we head in. 

It's like an old school warehouse party or an underground car-park venue.  It's still early and the crowds are yet to arrive I follow the bass to the Soundsystem and we are surprised that the other factions are there already.... we are instantly sussed as 'promoters'

I join dancing in their midst - while not welcomed our common love of the dance wins over any animosity and we lose ourselves in the music. 

When I leave the trance I'm surprised to see the male I arrived with is not around and I see some old friends from London Dom & James and others... - they are surprised to find me there too.  I greet them and look around for the male I arrive with.  When I don't find him I bump into Dom walking back to the dance floor and he motions to a VIP room, he has access and I enter with him.

Inside the room is black I can hear but there is no light in the room at all and I can't see a thing and I slowly circle on the spot allowing my eyes time to adjust to the darkness.  First into focus comes a pattern and I as I circle I realise it's a wall concrete and the damp is the pattern I'm seeing - as I begin to make out the boundaries and walls of the room I can see the outlines of people sitting in groups on the ground around the walls.   Dom motions to the far corner and I follow him there to join a group - I'm aware that his current partner is there and that the night will be interesting.... 

Kid wakes me here. 


So Other Ann dreams...   They are often quite long detailed dreams, interesting DNA stuff. 

Adverse Reaction and Making Gold.

21/5/20

Another 333   Wired night with not much sleep as Kitten was out till gone 3.30 am and the little one not well and feeling sick.

Managed a wired dream of a strange Craster that somehow fits with this second of Purple Smoke dream while asleep I knew I was in the same place/space.   This time I'm further down a hill and I'm trying to get to the sunrise and a 'Dad'

My recall starts with a strange fight over knock-off shoes?  (souls meby)  Then a maze-like puzzle with swinging doors.  I was in the maze to get threw and reach the sun.  I'm travelling with someone and they have something like a radio it's wired not like anything I'd seen before.   We could call in to request the music/album. 

-  Another dream was Mini cars in a race, set in the 60's I think.  We were tucking damp leaves onto a coat and under a  belt as we crossed the finish line.   They made a pattern like feathers or scales.




22/5/20


The first dream I recall was long - It's in what felt familiar in the dream but is no place I know.  It might have been a very strange version of my main dream area - but it was very big and all urban.

I start of the dream trying to go into the local health centre/Dr's facility. 

I'd had a vaccination for something and where I'd had it on my left upper arm the skin had gone hard and sore in a large area around it like cellulitis and I wanted to log it as an adverse localised reaction.   The health centre was also very modern felt more like a landed spaceship.   I couldn't log the reaction there and so the receptionist gave me the address of somewhere I could.

I leave again and head to the address of the 'charity' where I can log my reaction.  The charity was something to do with 'Dengue fever' ?   The address is in a very bleak and blocky concrete area the buildings are brown and grey close together and there is no green or sky.   On the way, I meet a group who are heading to the same place and so we walk together and we chat, joke and laugh on the way there. 

The building looks abandoned, the sign over the door is old, glass filthy and the tilled grey floor dirty with rubbish in the corners.  It' has a 70/80's office feel to it. 

The door is unlocked so we enter into a square landing with a spiral squared of stairwell heading down and into a room below.  No door the stairs open into a square room dimly lit by a small high basement window on one wall. 

I comment sarcastically 'Well, This isn't at all freaky!' as we look around a room that is kind of a steampunk macabre cross between a 'scary' dentist and a tattoo parlour.  The walls are covered in a childish but disturbing wallpaper showing pictures of extractions and syringes, blood, pill pots and fresh pulled teeth! The colours are brown, purple, green earthy looking. 

In the centre of the room is a chair that's like an old fashioned dentist chair with leather arm ties with a trolly of strange dusty tattoo /dentist /surgical type tools that haven't been used in ages.   Round the walls were old desks and bookcases filled with handwritten books and diagrams.

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I remember that dream in the morning rather than threw the night. When I did wake I had very geometric dream dust - Again similar to Islamic sacred geometry but it's 3D I'm seeing the shapes breathing that form the patterns.

Second dream

Starts of again in a hall of Res at a big Uni (Later in the dream I find it's UCL (Or a wired version of it). 
I was in a male dorm for some reason and I wasn't a permanent student yet, I didn't have a room I could use the kitchen they had.  It's an off white colour with old fashioned strip lights and plastic school type chairs.  I'm not liked and all the guys in the dorm were waring facemasks as they were concerned about a virus. 

We were reading Physics!  I had to pass the first semester to see if I was allowed to stay as I didn't have the regular Math and Physics qualifications to be on the course (If I was accepted I'd be given a lab coat with this UCL door card in a pocket that opened doors)

((This is reminding me of another Uni Dream ... Humm don't think I can find it or if I've even written it))

Anyway I'm in a lab in the next bit I recall and we are working on making gold.  We have large magnetic machines we can change the polarity.  On trays of sand, we have various metals and electrodes and we are working at altering the elements at a molecular level with magnetics and current.  I've a A4 lined pad in front of me and I'm drawing what I called electron maps flows of + & -   signs, the geometric dream dust was a feature as it tied into the altering of elements.

I understood it and was comparing my notes with that of the other students.  On one magnetic work station in the sand our starting metal is now bubbling like boiling grey stone and on another in-between 2 electrode type things liquid gold is forming slowly like wax. 

Was an odd dream as I was pretty lucid, reading was easy and I understood perfectly what we were doing 😕

Kite's

18/5/20

Dreams again of kites only this time I see that they aren't 'just' kites they are silver cord-like things (shuttles)  We are holding and flying the kites but they are all up together and there is a feeling of 'transmission'   Information coming down the string.

Made me think of this dream too.


So many Shuttle dreams too.

19th
Hardly slept with reflux.  




20/5/20

Many dreams as catching up on sleep, but recall is hazy and my notes wired as I didn't want to move much :P   There was a long dream of a city, following a story of 2 men.  I was just a floating awareness observing. 

Dream from perspective of 5

16th May

A wood/forest school vibe but not that formal.     More of a woodland/lesson nature space very green.

Then a bath and I'm trying to write but my pen has gone and I'm trying to explain that I have a guide..... 

But the more I try to show the more stupid it sounds and it just feels like someone jabbing my 3rd eye with a finger :D   it's funny and wired and trying to explain just seems ludicrous. 

Then there is a funeral I'm late to it...  I meet it late and walk behind the funeral hearse and can talk to the dead person too...   more 3rd eye tapping. 


May 17th

This dream was crazy even by my standards 😲  I'm 4 now people at the same time.  

Firstly I'm a male and female and then I'm their guides' too.  

So the woman is some crazy woman holed up in a lighthouse on costal them park pier. 

(She has visions and dreams of the others but feels hunted by them so is paranoid as hell and has hidden herself away in this wired apartment)  

Then there is a guy who is like the shinning guy.   Total psycho.  His only grasp on reality is to find the female who is hiding.   He sees her in visions too and is using this to hunt/find her.    He's completely lost the plot and is aggressive and unhinged but in a funny way. 

Then there is the kinda higher aspect of the male and the female.

The male higher aspect is a Ra type of collective who are 'wide perspective-data' this is vast vast knowledge but none of it is relatable in any way to be even remotely useful in the given scenario. 


The female higher aspect is this hilarious interfering and protecting green-haired flying fairy godmother type.


She appears on the scene much later in the dream.   So the first part of the dream I'm seeing this paranoid female.... rightly paranoid as people are hunting her, but not handling it well.   

She's holed herself up in this detached metal lighthouse on a pier.

The male is seeing her in flashes and heading to her location he has removable eyeballs :D  (This is tied to this dream too)  in a wired way I can't connect yet.

Then in one scene, I see the scared female.
She's on the toilet and to the right of the loo the old pink flowery curtains part as she looks up and in the parting curtains, there is a mirror behind.

The woman is scared but can't look away.  

So she's looking into the mirror and then the psycho guy can see her like threw a window and his face is in a tree but in the mirror, so he's kind of like looking threw a bush a bit like a 'Green-man'  type of image... but his window is a hole on her bathroom. 

They look at each other and are both scared and the hunt is on/real - cause they see each other. 

Beyond this is the other 2 dream characters... the Ra collective who are guiding the man to the woman. (Fairy GreenHair boops in later)

So ....The man has reached the zone where the woman is and now him and the other 2 awareness are floating with him - The collective guiding him to the female, and the green wired fairy who is floating along laughing beside the male. 

The woman upstairs is terrified as she knows the others are 'coming' the guy hunting is excited cause he's close.

The collective are 'calculating' (This is pure math not sinister) and the Fairy GreenHair is gleefully amused. 

So there is a charging upstairs by the psycho male! 

Up the metal spiral staircase of the lighthouse  in this wired coastal area. 

The male is fueled and fulfilled the male collective is quiet as the location mission is ended and the female is still terrified.... but the green fairy is there!! 

She holds the cards and knows the overview   - She feels the hurt/reunion/betrayal and is playing her hand wisely - she's showing the female first what is hunting her... and the male she's stalling until the female remembers.  
It's this wired standoff in a stairwell with this Grotbagas type of fairy godmother sending the male away until the female has time to consider. 

Bloody Hell!!! Just looked up Grotbags......Awsome!  

High five Grotbags!!!!

Vomiting Stones and a Clean Up

Buzy dreams... 


Causal chakra I think.  (Year group?  Zeitgeist) Are we meant to come online now??



Halls, school.... many labyrinths and classrooms like glasshouses and labs.  Like my high school with people, I'd not seen for years but vast and deep...   Going and connecting with the energy our group had brought in.   I wish I could get more of a handle on it... My head is buzzing at the back and threw the night I couldn't write it down.  But it's here now..

So it's Alnwick but like an astral version of the town, felt lower rather than higher.   It's a learning space like catacombs of modern labs with teachers recruiting for there classes - It's vast and I'm wandering around with people I've not seen since high school... but we are not 'us' 

The rooms had 'Offerings'   and 'games'   teachers were more like GM's I think?? 

Then a Gran's house vibe.... but not it's many houses... more of the cobbles streets a huge courtyard..   and houses around and in the middle of the wide cobbled courtyard is a shed. 

and in the is a shed with a vacuum and It''s shared - and I have it to clean.   First place is a shoe shop...... Cobbled/cobbler/shoe/soul??? 

I take the vacuum and I'm ment to clean a space with it but I can't recall the door number and so I'm faffing around in front of 2 doors.  I don't know the occupants.  

I'm emptying their bins and trying to contact the shed to see what house I should go into to clean.  I go back and get a message and go in.   A young family is inside and I feel a bit awkward cleaning their space, I don't go into the personal rooms and just cleaning the hallways.   I'm hoping to get into bathrooms but their kids are in the bath so I just wash round the doors and leave again.    Tell them to let me know when they want me to come back.

Also -  These could have come before or after as that dream recall just arrived tonight. 

Crazy symbols layers pilled on and in.     Liquid with rocks...  Oh, now I recall that.  It was like pouring rocks into formations.

People, dogs birds vomiting stones.    -  Yep we were in the wired rooms and we were creatures vomiting gravel.  -   How to split  class??

Then just a humble of symbols/layers and meanings...  but it was like Bic biro, the colours...  on waking I recalled Bic company/logo. 

Team Work

Busy night - dreams all night.

First up is a 2.22 wake.   I've been what feels like far.   A game board, Zooming in and out many layers echos like the onion then an overview.  2 parents what can only be described as 'Alien' as they are so different.  Multidimensional/insectoid.  We can sit above and look at what is like a round game board see the moves from up here - 2 UK politicians were there too.    It's hard to describe but it was funny too - the absurdity of it all from this perspective was very amusing. 

I was disorientated on waking and supprised it was 2.22

Next dream's sort of all followed on from each other. 




A closing in for winter I'm on an island far north there is a glass door for the storms, I can watch threw the glass.   There are seals, puffins, skuas lots of animals - I have a phone to chat to the other islands.
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Another dream was wired. It was a thread on Reddit that had gone viral - it was about 'Aliens' & 'Choice' 'Destiny' I'd not started the thread but was a major contributor to it early on.   Now this thread was changing stuff in a huge way.  It was linked to something massive. 

I was confused as my post contributions where not what I recalled writing.   I wasn't sure if this was cause it had been changed externally or I'd jumped from somewhere else and merged with a me that had written something slightly different.
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Back to Islands and very far north felt like the Arctic, this is tied to the other dream Sunday night of the North/South journey. 

A friend of mine Clare was a Dr..  We are very far north, Ice and snow but not cold. 
We are wearing summer clothes.  There is a frozen river bright blue ice we walk on it, snowbanks on either side.... there is a waterfall and the frozen waterfall's away for miles below us, we are sitting on edge of the drop as the sun returns to thaw the water and it's bright and dazzling.   There was something to do with the Ra collective, also tunnels and slides for journeying. 

Masturbation with a female nurse I know we are bring each other to orgasm over and over.  

Next I'm plopped into a 'School' with a military feel.  It's a vast room almost like school sports/assembly hall - no outside. 

I'm in a new intake and we are around 150 young volunteers - we are also told that we will be 'cut off' shortly this is like a severing from our higher/larger aspect/connection.  (However 3 of us will retain connection... I remember recalling I hoped I was one of the 3 as my connection was important)

We are standing in a long line and being sorted into groups.   Green/Blue and Red.  

As we are sorted we are issued blazers like school blazers issued in our group's colours with strange piping on the back in 'wing' shapes.  

These were like arm stripes we filled in as we gained experience but were in the shape of wings - They start of empty just the colour of the blazer but with outline piping looked like an ugly cross between a school blazer and an 80's shell suit tracksuit. 


I'm close to the end of the line, a group of 5 boys beside me are sent to red .
I get handed a green blazer.
When I'm given my blazer it already has most of the wing shape filled in.  Purple outside and then yellow/gold inside the purple there was one colour left to go in the center of the wing shape. (A bright pink I think it would be)
I was confused and felt a little self conscious that I wasn't 'the same' as the other recruits.  As I'm issued the blazer I'm also informed I am one of the ones who will retain my connection channel and this makes me feel better about being different.  

Our 'green group' are almost immediately shifted to our first 'experience'  and find ourselves in a huge canyon on a small rocky island in a very fast flowing river. 
The canyon has vast sides and an opening in the distance upriver.     The 'teachers/overseers are floating awareness/observing.  There is just our group of approx 50 on this rock.    In the distance up river we see a waterspout twisty thing forming it's huge and it enters the canyon and is heading towards us.    I spread my awareness out taking in the whole scenario.  We can't stay on the rock and the river is fast-flowing and will wash the smaller members away.  The instructors are indifferent to how many make it - survival of the fittest is valid.  They care not how many are washed away.  Members of our team are scared as they know they can't make the other bank.   I feel 'team' strongly and want to help preserve all.

There is a bank on the right with a  beach and I can perceive a cave system inside where we can shelter till the water twister passes. 
We need the stronger to form a chain into the water and to the other bank - we can make a bridge for the smaller to pass to safety.  To get us all to safety we need to convince the strong to preserve team and not just themselves.  It works and I wake as we reach the bank and help each other climb up into the cliff and caves. 

No Thanks.

First dream B4 2am

Abstract.   Hotel garden sleep.  View - Game, different rolls, paths, toys.   Story.   Same echos.  Only a few know the story..... finding it, seeing it telling it sharing it.

Next up.  

Colourless potential - Seeds growth, like crystal flowering plant shapes... Tomato seed to plant, to flower to fruit again to seed.. back and forth like a timeline fractal - all crystal empty clear inside waiting for instruction/input.

Then

Journey by bus/coach to London, wired version.  Rasta types are very friendly and welcoming.

The last dream is a long one.

I'm in a 'complex'  it's sealed and controlled, it's medical and also military.  I've come in as an advocate for family, but also as a woman and a nurse.  All others are in uniform - patients are in gowns.  I don't recall my attire or body.

I go threw to the back, I'm not staff there so I shouldn't have been in the area but I'm unphased and I go to the nurse we have been assigned to tell her we decline the offer of vaccinations and thank you but please do not follow up. 

They are dismissive and sarcastic so I tell the family to leave and I will remain to talk.  I was wandering around the complex observing... staff are tired and frustrated and then it's like an end of shift/year party.

There is a table, and also a deep swampy pool in the pool is a Bear/Crocodile.   Around the table, the nurses are relaxing and talking drinking and sharing and I join them at the table and sit too.    I talk with them, nurse to nurse - about the protective role of a 'mother' science, systems and nature. 

Though I'm a nurse to animals (I think the Alligator and Bear were helping totems)  the staff and me have a common medical language.
At first many get up and walk away but a few stay listen and then more come back to join and sit around the table again.   We share a food and drink and I feel 'herd' I say goodnight and go to leave.

I return to the front of the complex but it's past closing time and the public exists are blocked now as the shift was at an end.  A military-type control the doorways and I'm told I need to use staff exists.   So I go where directed up to the train depot on the floor above.  I move threw what is like a crowded waiting room and up a strange hard to access spiral stairwell.  It's almost like scramble rope netting in a spiral fashion.  It's not easy but I clamber up and out onto the depo level.  

It's dark and open to the sky feels like a military aircraft carrier for trains might if it was floating in space. 

The train tracks are sunk into the walkway like tram tracks so the foot or road traffic can share the same surface. Huge grey hangers are to each side, uniformed / errr uninformed people are moving all over.  There are metal signs pointing to different tracks and I see one pointing for Angel and wonder why it isn't Islington too like the Tube-stop.

In the dream, I was going to see my Dad at home and was looking for a stop to Chathill - I look into my bag to find a phone to call my Father to let him know I'm home soon but as I open my bag a glass clip-top bottle of homemade fizzy fermented ginger-lemonade falls out and breaks. -   Josh alarm wakes me up. 

A Chase

Sunday 10th

A long journey north or south... Overview of a country.  UK but different can zoom above.   North is cold, ice and snow blowing down - south warmer.

Trying to view but contrast is too high, need to lower it to make out details.  A car that drives into the sea.

Monday 11th

Very early..

A new Uni/School.  Floors with kitchens, I'm looking to borrow some veg.  We are waiting for lessons/classes to begin.   Floaty guy, cowboy/shady stealing stuff to take into prisons.   There was also an outside area that wasn't properly formed yet.   Looked like there was a logo a repeating logo the shapes.

It's like a landscape that's been built in a 3D package but not textured yet.   Can see the outline of the polygons.

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Next dream was a massive chase, horses and strange hovering motorbikes over miles of dark countryside was a 2 faction scenario.   Robot walker things are around too like squashed At-At things, that move like robot dogs. 
Massive snakes, we were looking for clues to find keys and open doors.   It was fun and exciting, lots of adrenalin.   We reach a raised platform/station first completely frazzled, I comment we aged 2 years in the last 30 mins and we find this funny. 

The platform is an amazing rusty industrial thing, wrote iron that's rusting with stained concrete/plaster stuff that's smooth and stained in nice patterns.   We are waiting for a flying train thing.

(A metal puzzle/game fast like a wire track, magnetic)


The last dream is back in dream Alnwick.  I've taken a job in a bank, it's below street level but is serving food, not money.  It's busy like a bar/pizza restaurant.  Lara and Jo are there and they are waiting for me to finish up, they have bought a pizza too and we are all leaving together - half my clothes were missing so I was topless.

As we go out there is a wired thing of Madona and some guy who was a little like Ewan Magreggor in trainspotting.   One of them is crashed out/OD'd I can't recall which was crashed out now... One has dragged the other and dumped the unconscious body in the electric door on the street level and left them there for us to deal with.      It was an odd jumbled dream but seemed to fit and work.  

Disjointed... dreams and new editor.

 I've been feeling detached...  Ok but off.

I realise I should honer the detached dreams and come to find a new editor. So different space different place.

Wed 6th, May 20

Tower of electric energy.  Green, tall fizzy. Australia?  Towns and people.. Anticipation, gardening and growing. 

Thursday,  7th May.

Seeds...  Void, relay.  

Something some people don't want to do or see.  A red dragon, I fly it I am it.

Friday 8th

Main dream space, but going to Alnwick with Lara & Stew.  Going to eat and I've wrapped gifts for Ian & Stew.   We take a bus, and the table is on dark cobbled stones.   I've wrapped the gifts in 'star/galaxy paper'

Sat 9th,
Parasites on pets.
Long conversations... Astral type.   Hazy, with people from Collage. 

Clare, Lizz..    A city...  Economics  /  Earth kids / building site... then exploring how to lucid dream and go deeper....   SHIFT a mountain.

Dragon Kites & Fight Night!

4/5/20

One dream later on... it learning/school but open strange.   Stuff has changed overnight suddenly odd things that not everyone notices.     Like the washing, machine draw has gone.     Cooker controls have changed and there are now 'devises'  attached tot he cables that were not there before.

I mention it to others but no one seems to know what they are or where they came from.     My hair in the dream was wired.   It was straight then there was an inch or so that was knotted and matted and then the roots growing straight again.   It was something to do with how I'd slept, but another girl with matts similar told be it was where her dragon licked her!

In another part of the dream, I'm watching 3 Asian men on the bank of a wide river flying large dragon/serpent kites.   The wind blows in the mounts and inflates them and they hold them on wide silk sashes.   The men are dressed in temple clothing. 

5/5/20

Fascinating night!  I was feeling really buzzy before bed and knew it would be interesting.  I also felt I wanted my Dalmation Point. 

Dream dust was strange, triangular and pulsating.  

The first part was... Energy/lockdown   HOME -  Busy, reaching, channelling.  Strong, hard and soft.   Mining -  Mining in dreams...  carts/tracks and also mining data.. not sure how this fits with my other mine dreams of late.   I'd been aware but it's impossible to describe as it's not tangible.

The dreams are unusually violent and aggressive, not unpleasant or scary.  A lot of adrenalin and energy.


First dream I'm with Ian, or he's male me.  We are in an unfamiliar terraced house and it's black dark out.   Outside there is a long path and Roweena yoga teacher is next door and she's going to teach a class outside on the concrete car standing.

I have my Matt and I'm going out to practice with her and some others who are in her garden.

When I get outside 2 youngish males arrive, they are bringing a part we requested for vehicle repair - when they offer it's a botch job, it's white and not the gold we requested and they are asking full price.  I inform them it's unlikely to be satisfactory and I call for Ian... the men go down the path with the part and I leave the yoga mat and get Ian and we follow them.  The next part is in a tunnel, meby a little like a subway or underpass.   Ian has walked ahead and when I turn the corner I see him smacking one of the guys over the head with something hard.   The guy crumbles to his knees as the other guy punches Ian and a fight ensues.   I go to look for help for the first guy who's hit the deck as it looked bad.  I don't know who threw the first punch. 

The scene changes and we are back at our home.   The white part is there the white paint flaking off and it's not what we need to fix the vehicle we needed something gold.... and the fight kicks of yet again!  This time more and more people are pilling in, biker types are arriving, old looking barbarians, and then one of the original guys pops up again and he's stolen something from my elderly yoga teacher and this pisses me off so I statch it of him telling him it's wrong to take from females! 
At that point, I seem to be involved too (though I don't recall being physical myself)

We are literally beating each other to death bare fist fighting and smacking each other around the heads with anything at hand when someone sets fire to the building (possibly me) and we carry on fighting regardless as the building is burning around us lost in the violence of the moment.  ---  The scene jumps all of us together and I hear the word 'Valhalla'

I'm in an old fashioned Victorian bar, a little like 'The Elephant' from my college days, I'm behind the bar in what appears to be a backroom/lounge...  The room is full of entities sat at old fashioned tables. They are all turned to face me and are mentally greeting me....  There are all kinds of entities with all colours of skin it's a reunion - I wonder where the men went that I was burning with and my awareness pans round the other side of the bar to show the main bar room where the fighting is continuing with wild abandon!  Flying barstools, mugs of beer and people still punching each other bloody.   

Wake here - thinking well, that was wired!!

  (More of the pyramid-shaped dream dust)

Next dream...

Which seems similar in theme to the first but rendered differently.    I'm with male me and we are in a workshop where we create.

We are aware of something in the building and male me goes downstairs to find out what the noise is,  I can hear something coming it's a robotic drone but disguised as a cat and I climb under a table in the corner to observe.    I'm watching it scan when a portal opens and men come in, they are scanning and searching our creations and research.  Taking bits, I can see them open portals and dream-fasting and sharing mental images.   I don't think they are aware of me but they are.    They issue me with a summons and a warrant,  and I'm aware that our creation has been taken and I've been framed as a perpetrator. 


Wake again wide awake and start clearing... 

Use the Honi what's it....   first at other then bringing it swiftly HOME to my heart.


I'm sorry I'm'seeing' you this way, Please forgive my needing this lesson, Thank you for playing this role, I love you.  

To my heart...   Sorry for perceiving this way, please forgive me for needing this mirror, thank you for offering/service -  I LOVE YOU!

Dragon Weaving

2/May/20

Sleep didn't come was too high energy/fizzy.
The shuttle poem from 2016...

Like a shuttle weaving to and from,

The place where your at to the place you belong,
Binding your heart, with the web of the world,
bracing your soul, you surrender to whole,
enveloped with love, sharing one breath,
Uncoiling to fall, then climbing once more,
threw and in, catching the ends,
it's tangled it's angled,
it's drawing within,
I feel where I'm going, I feel where I've been,
I see into the places the what's in-between,
string or a whole? a weave or a web?
a magic embrace,
we're caught in life's net.


I need to share more, I need to open to the other dragons.

Wake a 333

More weaving, dragons people, dancers, dreamers and truth and resistance to truth doing it anyway.

I see  

Lots to bring, scary but ok...   Guardian energy.



Then this

Next  Gates...  he's a portal too, a Gate!   lol   It reminded me of the old 'hell' funpark that I couln't be botherd to wait in line for. 


Oh.... also Electric all energy centers buzzing and fizzing, when I whent for a wee I grabbed a quarts point and where ever it was was on my body threw the night was crackling. 

Ripples, Breath In Breath Out.

I should have written these earlier in the day as my recalls not so good now.


The first dream was with dogs to start, lots of them breeds I'd not met before and some I have many were breeding pairs nice looking :)

The main event in this dream was an 'advert' it was something 'set' up too look real, but was staged for attention.   It was going to be shared on social media.

The set up was a mother, dead I think.  The characters were Asian mainly female and the younger female was to cry over her mother's body.  It was odd as I was watching from above and then when she was to cry I joined her and we wept together....   the pain and the crying were real, it was the pain of every woman, the pain of the earth and her 'pain - grief' wasn't staged but very real.  'The cry for the Mama for the goddess'  - the hurt and separation was so real that it makes a ripple... a big ripple,  that spreads. 

The advert is spread and shared, not for it's original purpose but for the ripple of sadness and longing that the cry represented.

The ripple spreads out and it calls to all and they all want to 'come' and just 'be'   Thousands and thousands are arriving and more are hearing the call.

-  I woke suddenly at 444   - It had felt very real. 

Took me a while to fall back asleep and the dreams were so very different.  

First, of there are couples having sex in cars... but they are in fancy dress.   Then the men notice and are freaked out..... but the women were aware of the 'others' all along. 

Next up a fat kid, he's nekid and his skin is strange.  I wondered if he'd been beaten he has a blanket and family.  His family are playing solitaire with cards. 

A group like scouts/guides and they do stuff to collect badges.  The badges are like Startreck communicators.  Metal and glowing (Setting is like some ancient temple ruins  MAYA meby)  I've been given one I didn't know I was working for/towards. 
It's got a sort of gold triangle that has a wiggly but then an angular spiral below... the gold glows and runs like liquid fire.    Not many people have the badge I have as it's given to people who gain an objective but go about it in an abnormal or different way... and don't realise they are doing it.

Next was wired/hazy/far something about a 'male god'  -cross.. come back ????   then stuff I can't make out?


The last dream is main dream area not familiar though it's a sort of reversed flipped version of it I've not visited in a long time. 

A party, a house party but not at a house it's at a shop/cafe/arcade and it's a turn-up and bring your own stuff do.  There is a bar in the cafe, the party is to spill out into the streets.  

More and more people are showing up and the vibe is wired, many of them are 'not with it'   Unhinged, out of it or psychotic.   Thinks are getting set alight and one woman is smashing the place up as we don't have the tonic she likes.  She starts beating up people... killing them and then eating there flesh.  It's very wired.   I'm on the run... lol but I can't run, it's one of them things I used to get lots as a kid where you can't run only crawl and you can't see properly either.   I was trying to get to Irene's house (Again Irene??)   Seem to be dreaming my way threw all my Auntys :P  Anyhoo I was trying to get there.  It wasn't a nightmare but it certainly had an unpleasant vibe to it. 

Wake and sleep again....Then there just wired visions.   A mother/father deity unity and then many children who are 'defiant' and split to go own way (killing hurting each other in a journey back together again)

Should Have listend to the Rattly Door

First 'dreams' early on - underground rivers or sewers... waterways anyway, underground networks, there is a sense of a 'wash out'   'Wash threw' due.   Number 8.   If things aren't in a good place or tied down they will be washed away with the flow.


 

The dream is one that words will never do justice too it's a long 'big' dream   - all underground.   Not describable in any common reference as it's so abstract but also 'real'.

There are tracks like minecarts.  There are spaces so wide the sides can't be seen... there are rainbow sulfur pools,  swamp lakes and spaces lit by crystals and glowing liquid. 

Caverns vast and deep with honeycombed rooms.  Rooms that open into central plazas like a fantastical victorian dolls houses. 

The walls of rooms revolve and move like the stairs in Hogwarts.   The huge banks of stone walls filled with rooms are rotating and in each stone room a scene... a family, story, play.  

Between the walls of rotating stone, are common spaces almost like fairytale ballrooms, carved wooden balconies and elaborate staircases allow access to the burrow like rooms when their position is right.  High glowing chandeliers and candelabras light the gloomy earthen halls in glowing colours.    The whole space has an air of ceremony and celebration.   It was like an upside-down faraway tree.

The flow of the dream is hard to tell as I woke and slept back into it a few times.   I'd arrived via a minecart over bumpy tracks.   My first sharp focus is a cave-like room...  Like the ones carves from the rotating caverns.   My room is soft and wide and I'm sat upon a rough wooden bed with natural linen and fur blankets the room is softly lit by wall candles and a fireplace.. it's a 'hunters room'.

Opposite the bed and above the fireplace is an elaborate spooky wooden door.. a little like a loft space access to an old attic. 
The room itself is cosy and warm and comfortable on the bed, with me are 2 small boys, one a baby one almost 2, in the room there are animals as well, a goat/ moose type creature with what looks like fairy lights woven around its soft horns.  The horned creature is nosing the baby who is sitting in an old wooden cradle at the foot of the bed.

Pushed against the left-hand is an ancient carved wooden bench with a red velvet seat,  on the bench, the cat is sleeping with the older child.  Above the bench, silken party clothes and fine lace cloth are hung on rough wooden hooks banged into the raw stone wall and a large shaggy dog sleeps on an animal skin rug spread over the stone floor.

I'm observing the room when the door above the fireplace starts to clatter.  I recall that it does this, there is a 'ghost' that bangs the door, flickers the lights.   In the dream, I'm recalling other dreams of ghosts/shards/missing bits being 'noisy'
The door is normally just annoying 'rattling and banging' but while laying in the bed I hear it speak clearly... It says....   'I can take you into the earth' 

I'm not afraid of it but I'm dismissive of its approach, it's been frightening and irritating in the past and I'm reluctant to trust and I tell it 'I can find my own way'  

On retrospect, this seems stupid.....  I've had tinnitus since I was a teenager and know I have guidance with interference.....lately I've been telling it to speak clearly..... but I'm also super stubborn.    I'm kind of thinking I should have listened to the rattly door!  (Sorry door- I'll try and remember next time to come in! )  

Adamant to find my own way I leave the cosy room and two infants and head into the dark earth tunnel that leads to one of the central spaces.  

It's amazing, huge and wide with hundreds of cave rooms open on one side like a muddle of a stately home, cross-section ant farm and ancient dolls house.  I sort of realised how cool it was at the time but seemed quite intent on what I was doing and that was to find the room with my brother in.

Many of my Mums sisters were there dressed like Grims fairy tale characters I speak to them and they try to explain the tunnels I need to take, Irene tries to lead me threw but the tunnels change sizes like Alice in Wonderland rabbit holes and it's impossible to follow her and I find myself lost again.

There are giants and dwarfs but I can't work out if It's me or my surroundings that are changing sizes.  
This bit blurry as I'm in a sulfa pool, I was on a track and fell off.   The waters are rainbow and warm, my clothes are wet and the water is too hot to be comfortable so I scramble out to the side. The pools smell strong and overpowering.  The minecarts rattle past and I follow them till I find a pirate ship (The it's more hazy and jumbled as I'm getting woken by kittens/binmen)

I've lost a key and it's important.   I need the key.. There is a boy in old-style tweed shorts and braces, he's a friend.   He wants to help me find the key and we remember the sulfa pools and perhaps it fell from my pocket there (my pocket was also old like victorian style bloomers) We, me and the boy are children.  Back at the pool, we find the key, and then another...  and we jump.  

An old city, old Grocers with hand made and painted wooden shelving.. this is tinned meat time... War perhaps.  We are in the grocer's store it's cold and bare with a small window and thick stone walls.    In the store is old stuff like-  tinned meat and there is a strange painted door that goes down into a tunnel system that we use.  There is a link to the Kennedy family and something about a group linked to a  'blue scarf'  (Throat?)

Down in the rooms below the shop, is a group of kids...mainly boys and we need to find the keys I lost in the rainbow sulfa pool.  We are jumping now, the pool has the keys, and then the caves... there is an ipad so modern it can make water flow like a tap.

Then it's wired as I'm more 'awake' Merkal & facemasks, Trade Deals.. hidden tec and 'Atol'