Strange snow garden. Little coble.

ren [9:00 PM]
I had dream of a health centre/school.  It was Christmas and a girl had killed herself, the parent had come into the waiting room.  I was chatting with her. 

It was Christmas too so delivers would be wired, we were waiting for food to arrive.. it was being delivered to our healthcare/school not home)     I knew lots of people there,   someone was moving something for me.

When I left there our new home was a wired building, social housing  (cheep in the uk)  but big and spacious,   I needed to change things from the last residents,

The back opened out on to huge snow filled fields,   (It wasn't really like social housing)    we had out buildings, and stuff.  
Inside it needed clearing from the old residents. 

At the front the people from the school,arrived.. out the front door was snow too but with golden sunlight on it :slightly_smiling_face:  It glowed golden white. 

In the middle of the dream there was also a path, up and twisty, no snow.   People could take 'things'   It was a bit like a shared garden.  I had a tiny hand made Coble  (The wee fishing boat from were I grew up)  and a child's cloth hanky  Embroidered with nusery rhymes like I had when I was little.  I was passing them on,   putting them in a shared garden tub on the big snowy mountain so someone else could take them for there garden.

Dec 2017

ren [10:01 PM]
Main dream from Sat.  Again it's my main dreamscape, there is a house that's a guest house, I'm outside looking in.  (My first dream was a wired fun adventure game with Keifer Sutherland working in a hot dog van) ?? 
Anyhoo the gueshouse swapped from being one run by  a friend of my parents to being the hotel across the street were a friend of mine lived. 
I'm still outside looking in to Mels old bedroom (She killed herself at 21)  I'm looking at the changes, then Mark arrived (a friend who seems to play magician archetype in my dreams)

He's taken over the hotel and asks if I'd like to look round see the changes he's made.  I go in threw the window.  The places is all painted white, very zen and unclutterd with large windows.. as we walk threw we are no longer in my main dreamscape and the room at the front now opens into countryside.   There are large open doors onto a pattio now and then it's open to feilds,  in the feild there is an odd heap of ancient monuments   piles of standing stones all heaped on top of each other, I can see part of a massive old Celtic cross stone in the pile too.  
He's taking me past a small animal petting zoo,  part of the hotel he asks me to check the animals and but I'm detracted by a flock of large parrots all different colours I follow them to a waterfall and they are joined by pink flamingos too.


ren [10:10 PM]
I was having a long dream this morning. The setting was a long sandy beach and a sea with a small island of shore. (The setting seemed back to front or the sun was setting wrong as it seemed like main dreamsape but the sun was setting east.  )

There is a new largish building on the beach, it's like a school hall.   There are 100's of other people in the dream, many are camped out on the beach, but some are still in the hall...   I'm being a go between. 
I have friends on the shore and I'm out there meeting people, but Ian and Fay were still in the hall so I kept popping in to give them updates about what was going on.

There were storms coming in really quickly and the beach was ripping like a wave it had bunched all the people and tents into a small pile in the middle of the huge sandy beach.    Then the sky would clear again and I'd chat with people again... it was funny to watch.  No-one seemed to mind though it was a bit of a muddle.  

I think Ian had decided he wouldn't pitch our tent till the storms had passed but I preferred it outside not fussed about a tent.  

As the sun was setting there was the most epic veiw!!   The sky was pink purple and blue and the Milkyway was impossibly close and bright filling the sky and going down into the ocean then golden fireworks start coming from the small island...   It's beautiful   :heart: 

I'm excited and in Awe but I want Ian and Fay to see the show too and the sky so I run back again to go try get them out of the building.   When I get them to come out they have left via the wrong exit and we find we are in a harbour area were the veiw of the sky is obscured.  

I'm frustrated and am trying to find my way back to the shore using the stars but they are struggling to keep up.


ren [10:16 PM]
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This last dream I think is telling me alot.   When I get in touch with my higher-self spirit things go bonkers for me, it's lovely and awesome but It gets faster and faster and I struggle to ground it or stay attached to the world around me.     To many people I'd easily come across as a total mental case :wink: 
I start to drift...  (it dose wired things to my family too (It's like our versions of reality become incompatible for a bit, like cogs turning different speeds and they catch until one slows or speeds to meet the other. )

I almost need to shut it out, deaden myself to it....    then I realise I'm not complete without it and find myself flowing again in that direction. 

This dream seems to be about that.



----- Today December 14th, 2017 -----
ren [10:38 PM]
I'm recalling my dreams but they are so non nonsensical that I can't string them...  

There has been 'Pool maintenance'  A massive conifer forest in snow.  
Friends flashing in and out of WW2 Nurses.    Being asleep in water, a grandfather clock and then a shcool were menstruation was being suppressed.

Last nights dreams were the same...    Hazy...   I know I'm dreaming deep, but the recall is wired.
One I did remember was a room full of women with 'Rainbow dresses'    So They all had silk ball gowns in the colours of the rainbow.  One was wearing purple/ultra violet    I talked to that one and she sang to me about individuality. 

Next I'm a 'tour guide'   The setting is the old medieval town I went to school in.  I'm taking people round the country side in Northumberland, first the town then,    to wrecked castles in and out of the sea,   to buildings I was acting as a historian guide to a group... taking them threw destroyed buildings

Garden full of Bees and Clothing Shop.

Night before last (Thursday)
I had a dream about first being on a raft with a friend we had a paddle each.  
Then a outside garden centre, there were bees' allover on the plants.  I was being given some hummm
perhaps it was petrified or fossilised wood.    Round and smooth like polished crystal but also slices of tree trunk... they were beautiful, cold and smooth and hard.     There were for a garden.

I'm back at a house, it's my new house (an old stone cottage set in farm and woodland and I'm in the back garden.  It's night and I'm gardening...  again the bees are there even though it's night, there is a waterfall running down the south of the garden, it's sloped down west to east.  
It's been neglected and I'm cutting back brambles that are overgrown and making space for the shrubs and flowers. 

At the end of the dream I walk to the front of the house that faces east to watch the sun rising.



- Last night.

First dream, I'm a teacher or teaching assistant at a university... it's multi national and we have students from all over the world and we are on a field trip. First part I really remember is standing on a street meeting the students of a coach.

Me and another teacher take them up and into another Uni building, we are using it as a sort cut to reach a museum.   I'm standing at doorways holding them open and making sure our group keeps together and heads the same way. 

At one point here a guy challenges me (He's a student at the Uni we are passing threw)  He asks me, 'Are your students language students'  there English is poor, worse than mine (He was Asian looking)  
I explain patiently that they are not specifically studying language but we they learn English as we study other subjects in a common tongue'

At the bottom of some stairs a bunch of the students are heading the wrong way...  I open what looks like a medieval fortified door (it's been painted in white gloss to look less wired) 

I open it into a gorgeous old walled garden it's got lush green grass and stone statues covered in moss and lichen, there is a river with a stone bridge too. 

The bridge leads to the entrance to the Museum, it's a huge stone arch also elaborately carved, I point the students in the right direction and wake up. 

Next dream.

I'm in the sea swimming with 2 other females, we are holding hands in a ring treading water.   We keep diving down to look below.     On the sea bed is the remains of an old Victorian terrace of pit workers houses.    All identical they have all eroded the same way, and sand built up the same way by each (shoved by the tide and currents)  

The floors and gardens are all soft white/yellow sand same as the sea bed and the top floors and roofs have all washed away.    Just the red bricks, and odd window hole smoothed buy the constant flow of water around and over them.     (I remember it was an island that had flooded)


ren [12:51 PM]
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Last dream, I'm with Jack. He's opening a business, a woman's clothing boutique and he wants me to come in as one of a number of partners. I'm reluctant as I'm not into clothing in my mind I consider that I might like to serve/ work there and help people try on clothes/outfits.

He's taking me to the street were the potential premises is while he tells me about it. It's an old fashioned market town (possibly a version of the place I live now I think it was, as the coaching inn's and alleyways were similar)
The streets are smooth cobble stone, the premises is on a road with a posh gift/chocolate shop it serves hot drinks too and has plush velvet and leather sofas that spill out onto the cobbled streets (I recalled I had worked in there, serving and wrapping chocolate gifts for people to give)
There is also an inn with blue painted shutters, it's all closed up.   As we arrive it's evening, and  everything's shutting up. 
There are lots of rough sleepers picking this place to sleep, the chocolate shop has dragged it's sofas outside for people to use rather than sleep on the hard cold cobbles. 
There are also strange looking beds with pull up hoods that look like very old fashioned prams also left out in a line in front of the closed Inn also for people to use. 
Me and Jack decide to spend the night too,  and pick a blue sofa against a wall.   We chat then doze,  waking as it gets light.  
One of the rough sleepers comes up to us.  She's middle ages and large, perhaps pregnant but is old to be pregnant.  She has wavy red hair and an eastern European accent. 
She wares a deep blue dress embroidered with gold vines and coloured flowers.   We make small talk then she sort of looms over Jack looking down at him on the sofa she spreads her arms wide and the dress has bat wings ( think I comment, Oh, you look like an owl)

She says to Jack.    'Ware the ones who come on board for there own gain. Hid your true wealth'

Then turns and goes,  Jack looks shaken up and we get of the sofa.   He wants to go consider what she said and we say goodbye and part.   I'm walking home next, across a large green rec field the sun is rising pink and  people are coming out to play sports.  I keep walking and walking until I'm back at my main dreamscape.

It's night again, the street lights have been switched off (light pollution or energy saving or something)  but it was black dark, no moon or clouds.    I know the layout well so was happy finding my way home in the black, at this point I hover just over the path as I can't see curbs or anything.  I'm hovering along in the black and pick up speed cause it's fun by the outline of buildings I realise I've passed my turning so slow to a stop.  

As I turn 2 kids are out in the dark, one is laying trying to trip people up.   I hover over him then pick him up and tell him not to be an ass, he might hurt someone.   and head back to the turn towards my main dream house.   As I turn the corner there is a street party/picnic happening.   Tables are spread and filled with people talking and eating, kids playing.  I wave hello and head into the estate, as I do I get a phone message from Jacks sister flash up on an old fashioned mobile phone.  I stuff it in my pocket with the intention of replying once home. 

One entering the estate its been snowing here, the snow is a couple of ft deep and I sink my fingers into a bush I walk past poking little holes into it.    

I wake up here.