Is Lucidity only for Dreaming?

Was writing fiction last night got to the bit with station stasis and felt really sleepy just couldn't stay awake so Zzzzzz 

Strange nights sleep with many interruptions, kids, partner, cat's & kittens but continuous dreams and experiences with mixed recall due to being disturbed so much.

So following on from last night but lacking the sharper recall - I didn't bother to think about anything just keep sleeping and seeing.

Early I was woken at 11.11 by cat. I'd been watching a 'disaster' perhaps... it was a massive hole in a planet with buildings crumbling being swallowed into a huge cavern the buildings were not of an earth style I recognise it was almost like the rock-cut inner planet dwellings but they had been cut out too leaving towers and air between... like some of the old temples carved down into the ground. This was a massive city though, it was modern too - The scale was vast I'm at the edge of the cavern I don't recall a body more just an observer and I'm observing what is like a news broadcast of the event with 2 females interviewing a child about how she feels watching her home destroyed and I was sort of thinking 'what a stupid bloody question' the child was holding a soft toy and a fabric rug they had left with.... I could feel the sadness of the people seeing their home destroyed and the stupidity of the commentary from the 2 female broadcasters. I'd also seen another scene of people being rescued from fires.  

 Next wake at 00.30 by Ian getting a snack

I'd been dreaming of genetic manipulation, I was very adept at it - I knew I'd done this lots in other lives and had the recall of the other many other dreams too. How we had split stuff and then observed mutations and effects of development and growth I wasn't rendering this fully it was more 'knowing' I knew how it was tied with the 'growth for the sake of growth organic rambling vs reward/punishment more structured inforced growth' Oh.... the angelic soul review too? 👀

Genetics dreams.  

Then back to giants... I'm consumed by a giant again, like this dream with the Key from the other night. It was slightly different not same dream and I was more like me... but was chewed up again and dissociated I ....was also the thing eating myself too. I'm told 'Value fulfilment' .... 'Wanted by the sun??'
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As I'd woken to write this I'm told 'Look Ren'  then instantly all the kitten's miaow really loud at the same time which made me laugh.    

Straight back to sleep.

Next dream is a school/lessons setting but I'm aiding the staff setting up work stations with paper and pens waiting on people arriving.

A canteen I'm putting clean cutlery into trays and on tables, the dinners are yet to arrive.

More stuff about journeying and different roles. A city with a fairground ride and a big meeting hub....

Wake at sunrise and bother to think this time...

Oh! Malico, The sleeping Ancient, 

Giants DNA fallen angels, when Leon told me We Are the ancients 'Yep 

Ren, good, it's settling in' 

The recall is in our DNA too?  'Mmmmmm'   

Oh,

 all the dreams about schools/ labs, plants, DNA & genetic fuckery 👀

'lol Ren, we told you you are no one's victim but your own... no humans 

are'💚 IKR ;)  

Do we all need to remember? Some guys are going nuts down here 😈  'hahaha Ren, YOU wanted them to wake up'.   Suppose... they need to stop letting themselves be played.   'Free will Witch, there is no shortage of gamers'  Hahah Inak 💜

Ohh..   'Yep Ren, we made it, we trashed it, we played it'.    We fucked it we fix it right?  'OFC- We stay till the deadline, told you years ago, you're a guardian too'  

I'm nuts....  'Yep crazy witch in your crazy world..... remember to look around, it's a beautiful day and a beautiful game, just play nice' 😇😈

Oh! My fiction story they just found the stasis/sleep bay. NOW?  'Hahah Ren, TIMING' Oh... the post on my feed the Matrix is a documentary??  'And your life is but a dream'   😆


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Future Station Ren isn't the only one who feels sick😜

Ok Giants dreams, or at least the ones I remembered to tag.  

Then the others are with the Key and Malico the 2 times I was eaten... Oh, the other dreams were I was kept as a food/energy source too 😏 

Have I been dreaming about this all my life?  'You're always dreaming, you needed the blog to search and recall how it fits together though'  

pfffff The story too, that you told me years ago I was writing!   'TIME NOW'   You know how wired this is when you're in a linear mind!!   'Yeh Ren, that's why your ment to listen to your totality!'  Hahahah, you know that makes you considered insane on earth right?😆

'Your upside down, your earth you change it!'  👀 It's so hard to remeber this when awake.... 'Get more lucid then'  😈

Hahahah   So the 'Value, fullfillment'... Oh and the wanted by the Sun 🌞
Sun & Reflection Planet and Hers 🌎 -  lol, the grump sun dream in 2012 too....    pfffff, back to fiction!!

So many lab/science lessons dream too way too many to mention but I recall so much more now!

Family Fall Out

Internets borked and is later now so recalls not so sharp.

The first part of the night feels like weaving long and wide - ideas... woken by kittens then crash again.. woken by kittens hr and a half later.

Was having a strange dream/lower astral experaince of a young boy/girl felt almost like a soap opera reminded me of the start of this dream.   Also the duality dream where I lived a life lasting generations in a pond with the water people (till it was drained). 

Also the duality dream where I lived life-lasting generations in a pond with the water people (till it was drained). The dream was just running swimming, the Male threw streets and woods, the female threw ditches/sewers and rivers.  Male/female parts of self (Last night the dream of contracts & male me) when they are as one again..and dreams followed on from last night too)

This track pops into head on waking :)

 When I'm with you, I'm a kid, I'm an animal
Taught me how to love, where we're from, nothing else to do
But live it up, we were kids, we were animals
Runnin' through the woods, now I'm tryna get to you again
When I'm with you, I'm a kid, I'm an animal
Taught me how to love, where we're from, nothing else to do
But live it up, we were kids, we were animals
Runnin' through the woods, now I'm tryna get to you again

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Wake bang on 303

I’m in a dream with all the dream/story characters but we were just chatting/sharing… lol subjects were last night’s dreams/shamanism/aliens/dryads…  tree spine spaceship brain type stuff so symbolic but also all very interconnected and woven with story & narrative – Back to sleep for 313 but wake again at 333 very suddenly after an odd astral experience where our minds had been connected like the like the dew drops on the spiders web :P   lol  It reminded me of a mother duck leading babies  all in a line. 

Went back to sleep to wake bang on 444 after a really long fascinating dream – it was multi layered and fits with the other stuff from the evening and last night, my recall was hazy but for a few parts that stuck… which is annoying will try a dream re-entry tonight to try remember more.  



Starts of in space a battle/war with 2 main factions and many other involved most allied with one side or the other.   (This makes me think of the dreams with stasis and serial numbers)

I’m on a GREY ship lol  :P   ‘Symbols Ren’ 😉 Was some epic space battle but our ship had been ostracised from our own faction too so we were on neither side and instead hummm I had a feeling we were like a clean/up crew… scavengers we certainly were not under the command of either faction and distrusted/unwelcome by both sides, though we were tolerated rather than attacked. 

The next part I recall Is earth like.  I’m taken to a massive posh country estate/manor one of them UK stately homes, it’s modern and is being used as a wedding venue at the time of my visit there are 100’s of people there we see guests in the garden.  (Wired recall of being a guest in the garden too in another dream years ago).  I’m not a guest, I don’t like there and I’m not staff though it’s the staff I’m mainly interacting with and using the staff areas.   Along with the ceremony and the guests and celebration I’m aware that nothing and no one are what they seem… there are layers upon layers.   So many games in games and agendas – it was boggling and even while in the dream I was amazed and astonished, the staff there and the other people in the dream all know me – but I don’t recall them or that much about ‘me’ :P.  

Inka is Male me though telepathically linked / separate. 
He knows the score and I know this is linked to these dreams too. 

My Grans house and me siding with outcasts)  - and then these 2 dreams with Inka too off world controll
Setting fire to stuff.  Oh the Gran dream was on the same day as one of the others too 👀




There is another layer to this too…   It’s played as we split from the house.  We are there with others in this massive house taken threw to a hub, meeting place waiting on a mission/game start.   While waiting Inka and me have split into another dream/astral layer to close portals.   They have been opened and we are closing them down again, were elemental and Illeth meets us there too I think she was water, I was fire and Inka air, he closed his with lightening – we were depleted though and tired it took our joint effort to close the earth portal then we dropped back into the other dream we were splitting from. 

It’s a hub inside what appeared to be the massive estate.  It’s typically hubby large white entity’s coming in and out all the time   (On waking I realise this is also linked to the stuff from this Feb/March--- where I realised the Rog character came from in my story).  We are waiting on the ‘next move’ and assignments.  It’s not our turn….  There was something about weaponised insects … I wish I could recall better as it was totally fascinating.    Drugs/Cigarettes my actual bro was there too…. Lol just remembered he actually did get tattoo with a barcode and serial number years ago :P     

Oh the Organics v humans battle dream?    Anyhooo dream jumps and we are taking outfits/uniforms roles.  My uniform is more like underwear like shorts and a running bra but made of the weirdest stuff it’s almost reminded me of fly paper rolls :P    or thin sticking scraped animal skin… It was a little like the sealed confession from the Yew Are Accused… also the insect type armour in other dreams?  The stasis on and then another one in my main dream area?  Lol but this was more like fly tape.    Oh guess could fit with one of my Trump dreams… were I was clearing out a house with the Duality recyclers :P  Anyhooo at that point I was just alone there My bro, Inka had different roles I was going to get changed and wait jump/port.

So I’d woken at exactly 444…..   Mind was O.o   pulled back to the astral convo from before the dream with characters Inka, Leon and crew – we are chatting about the dream and they are explaining free will/shamanism agreements games different things people want to play with and experience.   The whole night was totally fascinating!!

Woke at 6.30 but was to late to go Run dawn ☹ as I had to sort pets/kittens and packed lunches so run as later.    I know how this is linking so many other dreams.  

Oh on run had that wired DL/ recall, the battle and the boggart dreams, the baby bogart found as collateral damage in a war…   Also that strange dream with a woman withlong hands, I knew these were all connected too.. Trump & Honey


Oh wired... The Serial number one Nov 17... lol also upside down ;)   The dream wiredly similar, Goat too!.... 'Ren, just keep re'membering'  And the other.....   Stasis & an overseer

These ones from Jan with Rog that started here... Or meby night before

 DL was direct to root chakra O.o   lol  most odd never had a DL there before  hahah well not this kind >,<     ‘Ren’ 😏 Heheheh  Inka 😜