👀 Leon spoke to me falling asleep, I told him I'd jump to the Iso pod where Ren is. Moved to hut after chated with Malico.
Wake at 101 😛 Wow.. I'd been scattered again, so wide so far just but undulating too but a grid, not waves - very strange almost static dancing energy waves. 'Come back Ren & Go again'
Wake at 0220... There isn't words 👀
I'd experienced the same sensation/experience/explosion?
3 ways/times.
It was... errrr I was.. It was like the sonic boom dream but 'being' the explosion. I'm used to being air, but this was like air with something immense ripping threw it. Three times, each time it was equally stunning, incredible surprising and sudden. It was violent but not really destructive as it was all me so there was no resistance but myself. (Ran out of dream pad)
WTF was that?? 'You' lol I don't normally explode! 'Hehehe you do Ren, but not always like that' So what the fuck was that? 'Come back Ren, jump here we need to show you'
So I fall asleep & jump bk.
Experience the same thing again but from the perspective of 3 'others'. O.o Still no clue guys. 'Come back, fully to hut not easy to understand from waking... needs to filter threw layers' 💚 Ok 😏
Get feeling about someone I need to speak to today. Also wtf is with the burnt toast smell? This was wired, they room my fingers smell like I'd been scraping burnt toast.
Next wake at 500. Had had lots of dreams.... and a retelling.
The re-telling was strange, it was by a gold/light warrior paladin superhero. He was like from this dream. That always makes me think of the stupidity of trying to fight shadows.
He is retelling a story to a group of people listening about a big battle.
He announces to people 'When we chased the demons into hell and spanked them on their own domain it released such wave of rage it resulted in lifes fastest ever cycle'
I knew the re-telling was to do with the explosion but 😶 lol?? wtf?
Then the dream which was tragic and beautiful too, a soul retrieval type which had been mentioned last night. I start of formless but create a form to interact when I need to. The male is a white Scottish publican he's not old 30's and he's sad. He threatens his girlfriend he will kill himself if she leaves on that evening and she dose. He follows threw cutting his wrists and I stay with him as he dies bleeding out drunk onto the floor in the back of the closed pub. I was by his body and talk to him a grey-white Staffy dog sees me and stays with the body too.
I chat with the dead guy he didn't believe anyone loved him but I can show/take bk, he 'feels' the love he didn't before. The whole thing was tragic, sad and beautiful the partner and friend find his body in the morning... partner is distraught her friend vomiting in the sink - I'm there with them all & the dog. There was such a mash of emotions lol it was like when your a dryad and can feel a forest and all the creatures only I was in all the people so they could share each other's emotions.
In another dream, I'd been watching this incredible landscape skyscape with another Zak incredible futuristic city and amazing stars above.
One last dream about a group of young females away for one night and one Mother is getting pissy about their not being a shower to was and everyone else is telling her to chill the fuck out!
Also a convo with lightworkers telling them we need balance but they won't listen. --- So this all fits with the explosion, the pala this convo?? 'Yep Ren, OFC' When? 'lol Ren 💜 when else NOW!.......This is why we need to SHOW you, come back now hut or house your call'
Ok, going pod again, need alone for a mo. 'Heheh Ren will send Kaylo there to you'. Sure, TY. Chilled then jumped hut shared deep emotion/ recall & understanding (Dryad/Pan/Boggart/elemental dreams and recalls) woke to rain here outside.
Inka, come here, come dryad? 'OFC Bitch, lets go' TY.
Leave onto astral here dryad form, silver light, sharing everything connected better recall/symbols/patterns ... My cat grey star, the loosh dreams/meetings/ancient forest awareness in oil fields and then we are gone into the earth renewing and I dream again.
First is see the vid of the ancient Oak falling at Twyford down the black and white horses then I'm there in the tree falling and in the horses. 😢
Then a dream of a door that had been bricked up. Was like a large Victorian house with a side return kitchen someone had built a porch. The building is being updated and the door has been bricked up and the porch it had stuff in and I'm asking the house owners do they not want to clear it or just dismantle the porch but they just brick the room and contents into the new extension - I point out that it will need to be re-accessed at some juncture.
The last dream I'm in an unfamiliar city town at the side of a large green and a row of ancient trees have been freshly cut down. It's fucking disturbing! Huge stumps on the grass and cut bits pilled in the middle. I can see them as they were/are there was Oak, Horse Chestnut, Ash, sycamore all gone. The energy is horrible a person is smashing their face over and over on a lamp post and there are 2 contractors in yellow coats and someone has thrown a hard cabbage into the face of one of them who's fallen back and hit his head on tarmac.
Wake crying 😢and feeling so much, pain, chaos and anger there was a white-hot rage in my heart something I've never felt before.
Inka?... 'I'm with you, that's not just your rage' 😏 'Sleep fast need to transmute this' Illeth? 'Heheh, were angry enough as 2' lol, I feel sick. Ooooo so much recall!
'I know we need to clear this first, this is your biggest trigger. <3 We all help' It hurts. O.o 'Yep we know, it's ok just feel it'
Had to get up for kids school. Wow, the broken Dryad dream too, oh and then this too....? 'Yep Ren, I'm with you chill for now... need a 10min nap asap to transmute'
That explosion thing... that's like the ying-yang dot. Born of each other? 'Mmmmmmm, or in your case Harka, the carbon pressured to diamond' 😏
Work at 1.30 confused it was so early as I'd already had a very long dream. It was one of the magic school's lessons were on portals and teleporting it's hazy I know I was asking about something but I didn't know the word for it so was struggling with my question. There were also 2 spaniels. Oh, and the astral version of here lol outside Shirlys 2 dogs were there younger and Chris from over the road was out inline skating in the bit outside his house, hehe he was really good!
Back to sleep and next, there was it was like a cube filled with dots/made of dots like this no lines though only the dots
Then another dream that I felt had been inside or come out of the dot grid?? Duno 😀
It's the first soul shard dream I've had in ages, it's also disjointed several aspects that don't fit. I'm Aunty sheilas and there is ghost in the bathroom. It's not her bathroom it's a wired white almost like a communal school shower room all white tile. I can't see it but it's trying to get back into me it keeps boofing my astral form about so I'm floating and bouncing or getting squashed. Other people found it disturbing but I'm not afraid of it I know it's on a very different flicker rate to me atm.
Other people didn't believe me but they could see me moving weirdly so decided I was right. (My thoughts are this could be 1 of 3 shards.
-Me at 17, anorexic living there
-The me that had the dream about falling of her flat earth disk as a kid when it started to wobble to much (I had that in that house - though I think I've got that bit bk) (lol that was wild one)
-Or The mirror me with the wired hair?? Though that could also me the same as 17 anorexics me (humm what was the poem I wrote in that house...
I know it started, Oh found it in an old book... wow it's like my entity and body consciousness talking to each other. Haha it probably always was!
Please don't be afraid of me I know that I am ill, I don't want to scare you I am building up my will. I know I'm in here somewhere the bit I used to like
and only for my love of you I won't give up the fight
for as long as I see beauty and as long as I feel love
there is always hope that I will find my dove
my pure white dove of freedom
which is lurking deep inside
it will come to me and give me much needed peace of mind
so, for now, my love just care for me and let me care for you
deep inside my heart, I know this life was meant for two.
two voyagers with hearts so big they almost blow their minds
with pure love and compassion like no other kind
just help me reach inside myself and try to help me find
the part of me who loves us both and blissful peace of mind.
Which also I realised this morning the connection with my Birth name my parents wanted to call me Andrew and when I wasn't a boy they had no other name so I ended up with Andrea. Andrew (means MAN) my missing other-half the feeling disconnected and half a person split to play in duality but I'm both too as it's inside me. It's also linked to Andromeda and this dream not totally sure how yet.
Tangent delt with back to the dream ;) Now this stuff is jumbled and seemed to be all simultaneous so there isn't an order.
Nana in the 60's before I was born knew her... when she still played the fiddle. She'd met a Prince? She was showing me perfume bottles very cool 60's ones all empty. - Then something about her parents and a 'wealth transfer' (Hummmmm so the dream of the wired hair me was also the dream about dowery... no dowager! ) Oh and the Andromeda was about me and that male partitioning for a spiritual inheritance to be given at the age of 47 but to come now??? 👀
- There was another bit with Nana and it's also before I'm born Sheila and the other sisters are there and my cousin Sue is a kid must be the end of the 60's and Nana has a locket and it's massive the size of her hand and she opens it and there is her daughters and then it opens again and there is her daughter's, daughters and I knew this was like a whole DNA line on daughters going back n forth in time :P
- There is also something about a holliday with Em and a bus drop of and there are a line of zimmer frames wrapped with lay type flower garlands!
A thing that is morphing between a pingpong table and a grand piano, it has pockets in for 'tools' and I can play the game or the music?
A shop Cat is there her parents too and much wealth. We are in a popup Christmas shop - it is a shop/store and it's in a really poor area of a town and her parents are bringing their stock - really expensive Christmas gifts cards and decorations and I know the people here will think the prices laughable ( A big wealth transfer) ?? Also seems to fit with the stuff above?
Back in Sheilas, the back bedroom with the mirror where I'd seen a wired reflection.. was a white room filled with computers and tech all white too. Sheila and Erics room is a strange pannel game were 3 African Americans are sitting they are wearing face masks but they have studded them with Gems and Diamonds and they are having a competition where they make expressions of them.
(Woosh, and then there was all the story info too)
Filled 14 pages in the dream pad.... Number 14 again!!
First part of the night, is thought confirming dreams, I'm a wave and a line. A bridge connecting reality's. Real-I-Trees.
I wake at just after midnight and get visions....
I see the dragon round the tree of life, that's me - spirit of the age... born as a fire dragon.
I see a symbol, I laugh... hidden in plane sight! It's been staring at me all my life! :D
The 2 snakes, the heart wings from the regression that went upside down... I didn't go anywhere I brought they universe into me.
I'm upside down!! The eye in the pyramid and it's it's refection. The dragon the serpent.... infinity, eating it's tail.
DNA, the tree & the cosmic carrot... Inside and out. The Totem too!
Back in June I was told in the dream I was Zeitgeist = The spirit of the age. I didn't understand it then, but there is only one spirit we are it, share it breath it, are made from it... it's the connection and I've moved out of the way to let it in to me.
Fire dragon, fire is spirit... I was also born as Aquarius. So lol Age of Aquarius.. how very hippy! It's brought me to experience the Unity.
My PArther is an Earth Dragon, but he's still in separateness.
Heart song a ...... You + ME Verse. = Universe unity.
As we re'member we are one we can co create harmoniously.
I wrote a poem about this in 2010 but didn't 'feel' it yet.
One drop in the ocean, one flight in a wing, One note in a chorus, in a song we all sing,
A rainbow heat of oness that holds us all like glue, For the now is in the everything, They're all a part of you.
Next was the medicine wheel again, how this fits with the tarot and the disk, alchemy, and the whole - this is coming together I'm not quite there with this yet, I know it's inside & outside.
Next it was the story of jumping mouse. Someone shared this with me when I kept dreaming of mouses... lol, that was the frog I was chasing in the Elohim dream, and integrated with the dragon.
The flood bible storys quantum too... it's was a flood on the round world, it's a flood into our bodys from the universe when we sacrifice the ego to the spirit.
Seems dream mouse still has more dreams to go!
Next thing that pops into my head is 'A space man came Travelling song' I've always loved this song.
I'm seeing the EYE in the pyramid, the illumanaughty.. we are the bit missing, we have been looking at 1/2 of us.
Reality..... real it tree.... The tree inside, the flat world/round world.
DREAM
This dream is awesome, lucid.. It's a WILD (WakeintoLucidDream) It's soo real.
It's about putting bits back together, a future a past a game. A home! A game I play with friends...We are multidimensional ones were play hide and seek, have races to find stuff do stuff all across space and time.
We have finished a game I'm a tunnel running threw pages of a book the pages are worlds/times/possibility's/
A Grey tunnel with doors opens in front of me, I step in. It's got instructions and telepathic messages but I know the protocol I've done this lots. I step in close my eyes.
It's like superspeed elevator going up and down at the same time..... St-reaching then wooshhhh --- Then robotic telepathic voice says , 'Extracting consciousness now' ...... BLISS!!
I'm in a light body, on a space ship, it's grey with a red glow... There is a broadcast.... it's telepathic the vibration message goes to mind.
'Good game everyone, lots of reds this time, then goes of to read codes and download speeds'
We all have coloured lights in our hearts... many peoples are pure one colour but mine are mixed like a yin-yang.... I can see it reflected onto the wall rather than in me. It's Pinky/Red/Purple/Blue we are also given a DL speed. We are discussing different creations and ways to create. I recall I'm a bit of a maverick 'here' I work alone,rather than with a team.... I believe in growth naturally for the sake of it.
I can see and remember 1000's of creations and reality's lives/games I've played.
The lucid dream I had with a robot and the VR robot demo for the vive are all reality's. The dreams I've had that lasted years are all real too. We are all in a locker room waiting to de-brief, I can't wait to go again there is lots of humour and friendly competition. It's like we've been DL'd from an MMOLRPG -- ( Oh, these are taken from 'inside' too O.o lol)
I come back.... This wasn't like waking up, it was like coming back :P
I'm back in bed lol and the time is 3.33!!
The experience is amazing vivid so real, so so real.......but my emotions are disappointed, my DL speed wasn't fast enough.... I'm judging myself!!
I realise this is another me in a con-current life (as there is no time) This reminds me of my Daughter role-playing a game when she was 3 with a friend... they'd been killed and were waiting in a space ship to be born into another baby body. She told me about it in the way home cause she didn't want to be born again and have to ware nappies :P (She also used to tell me that the aliens were watching us on TV)
I'm still disappointed, feeling I should have been better and DL'ed faster. O.o I'm recalling the Penguin dream that lasted a lifetime.. (I know I play lots of games at once .... the hive mind & CG hollographic dreams Time hopping . )
Soo recap - I ask the question and the answer comes....
Spirit took me there for a reason? (YES) ... Oh I'm judging myself there too!! (YES) I'm divided, I have an ego! . My ego separation was there in that reality... I wanted to be faster.. That's why my colour was dual! (YES)
This is also my competitive streak that comes out in gaming :P (YES)
This is a lesson?? (YES!!) Is this 'Spiritual Pride' (YES) lol ok..... Sorry :P
Ok, so I need to balance this?? Forgiveness of this multidimensional aspect of self. I need to re'member that bit of me... do I need to start collecting soul parts from outside earth reality's? (YES)
Ok.... feeling calm now. I need to forgive and reintegrate this, I need to learn Humility!!!
I disconnect and lay back and see another dream entrance, so go in.
I meet the girl with the red/orange hair the one that made the dragon on my palm, she's helping me make sense of the previous dream... she can see me and help me, it's the amber fire. Is this the chakra below yellow? (YES) She is me too.
This will stop the fire in my Yellow Ray if I re'member this too... I need to find my lots Orange soul shards. I start looking threw my dreams.. Bathroom dreams! lol the ones were I'm on the loo :P HAHAHA Ok
I find the ghost in a bathroom, it's invisible too. I can see the light cord movement and vibration that lets me know it's direction. I feel it coming back into me with a WHOOOSH! :) It's so bright!! I can see a group of lives associated with it. A woman, A few Men and a young boy.... I see them all before me, they have been feeling bad & guilty about things. They have various clothes on from threw the ages one of the females seems Russian? She can dance the Charleston (So 1920ish) :P Some of the men look like they are from the 1800's.
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Wake again.
So wow! O.o I've a feeling the boy in the dream had something to do with Zak (my youngest boy)... We've had some wired quantum entanglement thing/karma/soul group stuff going on. He seems to have nightmares as I'm doing stuff. Wonder if this ties in with him yelling 'no don't take it back mummy' and nightmares about me eating his lolly, and being scared of birds?? When he was first born he wouldn't 'look' at me for the first 4 weeks.
This morning is the first morning he hasn't woke up screaming and shouting and demanding things.. he was just laying in his cot smiling and giggling!
This is all quite mind popping :D
Oh how odd.... O.o Zak kept saying to me. 'Mummy I got a good idea' 'I got a good idea in my dream' He's kept saying it all morning....
When Ian appeared he said it again. 'Mummy I got a good idea in my dream, Daddy's a tree'
'Daddy a branch' O.o Hehe Ian's had to admit that that is fairly wired :D I also keep finding stuff round our house that I don't remember being her before.
SOo the pond dream.
The Duality Penguin.
Summer 2011 some time.
I had such a beautiful dream last
night. It felt like it lasted a lifetime...... hence it's long
I was myself, human and I lived
naked in a large deep lake were I was able to breath in the water.
The pool was in the most beautiful setting, surrounded by light forest with
perpetual low sunlight that shone on the surface of the lake.
One day a black & white
penguin appeared in the pool - at first we just imitated each other, but with
time we learnt to interact and play together. Our favourite game was fetch,
with a pink bath toy.
During a game diving deep for the ball, I happened into a tribe of human like
'people' living at the bottom of the lake.
At first they were a little
unsettled that I had found them - I felt that I knew them. (Then realised this
was a memory from a future, and that I would know them)
With time they accepted me and I grew especially close to one of them, years
went by I lived with them and learnt there ways.
With time they gradually faded out of my visual sight but I knew they were with
me still and I could always talk with the tribe even though I couldn't see
them.
During this time the other humans
(ones similar to how I had been) had taken over the area where the lake was
situated. Eventually all that was left of the lake was a small dark deep pool.
The water there had become very polluted, the pollution didn't harm me as I'd
become part of the nature of the lake.
The water was harmful to the other humans though, they wanted to dig out the
pool and replace it with a swimming baths so that their infants could play
there. I agreed and left the lake.
After the lake had been turned into a small swimming pool, I tried to find the
lake water.
I found where they were channelling the lake water too - it was now flowing in
a dark underground canal, the water was now black and thick and was being
pumped fast threw massive turbines.
I could feel the tribe were with me though I couldn't see them..... I could
hear them telling me. 'Don’t be afraid, don't be upset'
I left the canal and the dark water and found a small stream I followed into wild
grassland.... I think by this time the tribe member I'd mated with had
materialised to keep me company.
We came to a small metal shed on the edge of the grassland, inside the shed
were 2 children working several computers. The tribe member I was with asked
about the door way.
The children smiled and said they would help us in a moment.
After a small wait they asked us to open a cupboard and press a blue button,
when we did so a doorway into another scene opened.
Looking through the doorway, I could see the tribe ‘people’ there.
In the distance there was a small beach set in a rocky cove and beyond a huge
bright blue ocean.
I hear them in my mind saying to me ----- 'you know how to swim now, next you
have to learn to swim in the ocean'
- I woke up then :) It was
such a rich beautiful world and it felt like I'd been there for so so long.....
literally a lifetime!
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Hummmm Sooo much makes sense to me now!! This dream from below too, it is inside & outside us!
This from 29th 6th 16. -- Really amazing insight from this
dream. The setting is a huge high security science
complex, it's quite futuristic really clean and white, with huge cooling systems
and miles of corridors. I'm in there on a mission, I know I've
'done' this before.... I also know I'm 'winging' it but I instinctively know all
the people I need to go to to help me, and also know how past all the security
systems.
My mission is Crocheting - the thread is
unbelievably fine and organic in nature. I've got a pair of hooks they are a
size 7. I pass threw the security un-noticed and I'm
cleared for the bio security too. I'm connecting the few people I know in there
who can help and getting things from them. When I get into the place I need to
be, I realise size 7 hooks are to big, and I need 6. I remember someone who can crochet leeks and
that she has the 6, so I find her and bring her to the work station. I'm
watching my team work, they are making amazing tiny molecules and shaped with
the thread. --- As I wake up I realise that rather than
coming back into my body awareness from outside, I'm coming back into my
awareness from inside me. At that moment I realise that the complex was
representing my body, the 'helpers' were cells the security was my immune
system! We were making cells molecules and DNA! :P I've just quickly googled number 7 & 6
and 7 is intellect and knowledge spiritual awareness and 6 is balance, love/care
and connecting above and below. How cool!! :D:D I'm now going to reconsider other
dreams I've had in lab/medical/factory type setting
lol that’s without the awesome vision
I had
Hummmm One below too - I think this relevant to something too.
30 - Oct-2012
Me and Ian both had mad dreams
last night, his was about a telescope that was taken by of worlders and he went
back in time with American Indians to get it back.
My first dreams were about a
cottage near a railway junction in beautiful agless countryside, the house was
full of ghosts and demons.
It was some friends of Ians that lived there and they'd invited us round to get
our take on it.
I found the ghosts funny, they did stupid things like lifting up skirts or
playing with children's toys.
There was all kinds of weirdness outside the house too - big moving shapes.
I sat with Ian at the door, there
was this huge skeletal zomby thing running at the house looking fairly mean.
As it got close up I held up my
hand and shouted stop! It did.... I then held out my hand to it and I asked it
what it wanted and if I could help.
It smiled at me and said 'stay safe' then vanished.
After that some portal opened
outside the cottage, there was an alien metal road and Ian had decided he was
going to steal some of the road to sell.
The alien people were going to
kill him, I asked them not to as our kids would miss him.... and I told them
they could have me instead.
They seemed content with that,
but they told me they wouldn't kill me I had to take the road metal but accept
the corruption that came with it. I agreed... after that I joined some wired
alien group that were doing interesting but not entirely ethical things.... It
was kinda fun.
The 2nd dreams were about
volcanoes erupting outside an elderly relatives house, they were like 3 mini
volcanoes the ground kept shaking and they kept spewing hot stuff, there were
also dogs everywhere.
This one didn't have much story line it was just kinda cool and very real.
I duno :P It was like glowing metal path made of tiny metal pebbles... but they
were all shaped to fit together and polished. It was very pritty.
Some of them had markings on,
and others had holes in. It was like an iridescent purple metallic color.
Cause it was made of small individual bits and it was so cool looking Ian had
prised some bits of it up to take.
They were the bits I had to take of him and accept there corruption
