Late to sleep.. what a night.
👀 Leon spoke to me falling asleep, I told him I'd jump to the Iso pod where Ren is. Moved to hut after chated with Malico.
Wake at 101 😛 Wow.. I'd been scattered again, so wide so far just but undulating too but a grid, not waves - very strange almost static dancing energy waves. 'Come back Ren & Go again'
Wake at 0220... There isn't words 👀
I'd experienced the same sensation/experience/explosion?
3 ways/times.
It was... errrr I was.. It was like the sonic boom dream but 'being' the explosion. I'm used to being air, but this was like air with something immense ripping threw it. Three times, each time it was equally stunning, incredible surprising and sudden. It was violent but not really destructive as it was all me so there was no resistance but myself. (Ran out of dream pad)
WTF was that?? 'You' lol I don't normally explode! 'Hehehe you do Ren, but not always like that' So what the fuck was that? 'Come back Ren, jump here we need to show you'
So I fall asleep & jump bk.
Experience the same thing again but from the perspective of 3 'others'. O.o Still no clue guys. 'Come back, fully to hut not easy to understand from waking... needs to filter threw layers' 💚 Ok 😏
Get feeling about someone I need to speak to today. Also wtf is with the burnt toast smell? This was wired, they room my fingers smell like I'd been scraping burnt toast.
Next wake at 500. Had had lots of dreams.... and a retelling.
The re-telling was strange, it was by a gold/light warrior paladin superhero. He was like from this dream. That always makes me think of the stupidity of trying to fight shadows.
He is retelling a story to a group of people listening about a big battle.
He announces to people 'When we chased the demons into hell and spanked them on their own domain it released such wave of rage it resulted in lifes fastest ever cycle'
I knew the re-telling was to do with the explosion but 😶 lol?? wtf?
Then the dream which was tragic and beautiful too, a soul retrieval type which had been mentioned last night. I start of formless but create a form to interact when I need to.
The male is a white Scottish publican he's not old 30's and he's sad. He threatens his girlfriend he will kill himself if she leaves on that evening and she dose.
He follows threw cutting his wrists and I stay with him as he dies bleeding out drunk onto the floor in the back of the closed pub.
I was by his body and talk to him a grey-white Staffy dog sees me and stays with the body too.
I chat with the dead guy he didn't believe anyone loved him but I can show/take bk, he 'feels' the love he didn't before. The whole thing was tragic, sad and beautiful the partner and friend find his body in the morning... partner is distraught her friend vomiting in the sink - I'm there with them all & the dog. There was such a mash of emotions lol it was like when your a dryad and can feel a forest and all the creatures only I was in all the people so they could share each other's emotions.
In another dream, I'd been watching this incredible landscape skyscape with another Zak incredible futuristic city and amazing stars above.
One last dream about a group of young females away for one night and one Mother is getting pissy about their not being a shower to was and everyone else is telling her to chill the fuck out!
Also a convo with lightworkers telling them we need balance but they won't listen. --- So this all fits with the explosion, the pala this convo?? 'Yep Ren, OFC' When? 'lol Ren 💜 when else NOW!.......This is why we need to SHOW you, come back now hut or house your call'
Ok, going pod again, need alone for a mo. 'Heheh Ren will send Kaylo there to you'. Sure, TY. Chilled then jumped hut shared deep emotion/ recall & understanding (Dryad/Pan/Boggart/elemental dreams and recalls) woke to rain here outside.
Inka, come here, come dryad? 'OFC Bitch, lets go' TY.
Leave onto astral here dryad form, silver light, sharing everything connected better recall/symbols/patterns ... My cat grey star, the loosh dreams/meetings/ancient forest awareness in oil fields and then we are gone into the earth renewing and I dream again.
First is see the vid of the ancient Oak falling at Twyford down the black and white horses then I'm there in the tree falling and in the horses. 😢
Then a dream of a door that had been bricked up. Was like a large Victorian house with a side return kitchen someone had built a porch. The building is being updated and the door has been bricked up and the porch it had stuff in and I'm asking the house owners do they not want to clear it or just dismantle the porch but they just brick the room and contents into the new extension - I point out that it will need to be re-accessed at some juncture.
The last dream I'm in an unfamiliar city town at the side of a large green and a row of ancient trees have been freshly cut down. It's fucking disturbing! Huge stumps on the grass and cut bits pilled in the middle. I can see them as they were/are there was Oak, Horse Chestnut, Ash, sycamore all gone. The energy is horrible a person is smashing their face over and over on a lamp post and there are 2 contractors in yellow coats and someone has thrown a hard cabbage into the face of one of them who's fallen back and hit his head on tarmac.
Wake crying 😢and feeling so much, pain, chaos and anger there was a white-hot rage in my heart something I've never felt before.
Inka?... 'I'm with you, that's not just your rage' 😏 'Sleep fast need to transmute this' Illeth? 'Heheh, were angry enough as 2' lol, I feel sick. Ooooo so much recall!
'I know we need to clear this first, this is your biggest trigger. <3 We all help' It hurts. O.o 'Yep we know, it's ok just feel it'
Had to get up for kids school. Wow, the broken Dryad dream too, oh and then this too....? 'Yep Ren, I'm with you chill for now... need a 10min nap asap to transmute'
That explosion thing... that's like the ying-yang dot. Born of each other? 'Mmmmmmm, or in your case Harka, the carbon pressured to diamond' 😏
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