10th July
2 very strange dreams the second one not at all pleasant.
In the first I'm with 2 adult cousins it's a kind of 'party' it's very dark and outside my cousins house in Berwick - One cousin has prepared food and the other is being very rude complaining about it.
We also have crazy face paint colourful wired/glittery but also a bit twisted too think scary circus.
There is a game too.... it's running round a small dark scary hut with lots of broken doors/windows and trap doors. The outside is dark too.. Females run round the outside and inside are rapists who try to grab the women running round the building. It's like a teenage horror film or something and there is no intention of raping anyone it's more the 'fear/anticipation'
Some others and me had agreed to play, and I realised quite soon that there was nothing in the dark building but our own fear/anticipation.
Next there is 2 men I think one was my x. The both like me but I can't decide which I like, I know it's wrong to interact with both but I like both. Next one of them is caught steeling from a gang at the party. They have surrounded him and are intimidating him making him sit under a table while they stand round him. - Woke here.
Next dream
This is a house warming party for my friend who's about to move into there new home.
She's put up or is trying to put up her bell tent in the garden (they will be living in this overt the summer while work is done on the property)
She wants me to help, in the dream the sun is setting the garden is big and beautiful - the tent is wired and instead of a centre pole for support she's got lots of small connection poles that don't quite work/reach they keep bending and won't support the fabric then they tun into a tower of pans/bowls/mugs and cups.... again they won't reach and I can't help her put the tent up properly.
Next I got for a walk into a field with her my other Friend and her 3 kids, we are looking down on the new house. There are 100's of birds in the air and they are pecking at small crops they ground is very dry and the plants look ill and parched.
We come to a bench and sit down.. I notice these huge insects on the ground, they are like massive ticks but coloured like lady birds - I point them out, then realise there not a 'good thing' I'm trying to use my phone to look them up and find them at first - They are and invasive immigrant tick and can suck all the blood from a human... I want to double check before I tell them but then my phone goes wired and I can't find the 'close all apps' button the phone is so full of info/stuff but I can't find what I need to show them. Her children start playing over the top of these insects - I want to stop and warn them, but I wanted to be more sure/check before scaring anyone.
Thurs 13th July
Jewellery box, gems a broken cup being carried out to sea and a magpie
http://www.wildspeak.com/animalenergies/magpie.html
Last night.
(First dream a garden walled/dark bindweed criss crossing)
Another train dream last night.
I'm on a journey with kids. I'm making my way to the front of the moving train - the train is packed.
First carriage I'm working my way down the isle of sitting passengers The next carriage is more of a room saloon/bar like they used to have on old posh trains.
It's more modern though some people are sitting some standing & mingling It's less crowded but I notice a sign saying 'No Children' so we don't pause but keep moving on towards the front.
As I leave the saloon next carriage is a corridor like the trains with small compartments and corridors down one side. The corridor is packed and as I push by a very old preacher he taps me on the bum with his holy book... I shoot him a questioning glance and keep going.
The next carriage is like a cargo hold it's dark and people are laying round on the floor I'm stepping over bodys, Zak has started to lag behind and is crying/whining we pass a young guy who smiles at Zak and tickles him to cheer him up and we stop to chat.
The guy stands up holding Zak and playing with him and they clearly like each-other. The guy has lots of black hair and a big bushy beard he looks middle eastern - I comment he's clearly been round children a lot and I ask him if he has siblings. He tells me he has 12 I smile and say wow big family, his sister appears too she is a little younger meby early 20's has her hair covered he introduces her and we talk together.
The setting changes and we are all in a large temple they tell me we have arrived at Galilee. The preacher from the train is speaking to a huge packed crowd... it's some Abrahamic religion he's very old but seems to know me and keeps talking specifically to me he likes Zak. There is another preacher with him younger I don't recall what they were talking about more the fact they kept talking to me and Zak. I think we passed Zak threw the crowd to them.
After they had finished talking we are mingling in the temple I have in my arms a small fat raccoon it belongs to the ancient preacher - It's very sweet and placid and has curled into a ball asleep, I'm looking after it.
The preacher tells me that a king and queen are visiting and he wants me to cook the meal they will all share, he warns me he'd rather I didn't meet them though (as he knows I won't show deference and he doesn't want me to get into trouble)
I'm cooking food in an area outside but still in the temple grounds it's over an open fire and I have 3 thick round cast iron grill rings with fired clay hummm I duno there like little tubes that I can use as legs to place over the fire to raise up the grill rings (I've never seen anything like this but I knew how it all worked) I'm cooking skewered strips of marinated meat and fish and have other veg on the fire grill too.
Next I'm summoned to the King, Queen, Preacher - I think they had requested too meet the cook - I know I'm expected to bow/crawl?? Something about my head not allowed to be higher that theirs and they are seated at a round table eating the food I prepared. (The queen was like a young version of queen Victoria) she's wearing a flowery 50's style sun dress - I didn't notice the king. I walk tall up to them my eyes locked with the queen. She's amused and tells me I will be flogged, I can see the Preacher rolling his eyes at me in disbelief that I won't bow to the queen but I just smile at him.
Friday 13 July 2018
Monday 9 July 2018
Underwater tunnles, and fabric stairs.
Friday 6th July
I was fending of tonsillitis again last night and I remember 2 beautiful settings rather than a dream.
First was a city, but it wasn't a city it was rolling grass hills, with rivers and beautifully made sandstone bridges. There were towers too, very thin reaching impossibly high into the sunny sky. The towers where kind of amazing works of art, carved with spiral steps on the outside and a kind of lattice of stone work and sculptures. They bent and twirled defying gravity. (It was a city of sorts but not at all like an earth city)
Then the other setting was very different but also beautiful - this is underground tunnels of a glass like sculpture - perhaps it was a lake bed?? Thinking about it now that would make most sense.
The floor of the tunnels are fine white sand and the walls are looking into green water with huge goldfish swimming in it.
The tunnels glow with green light filtering threw the clear sides where the fish swim, the tunnels/caverns are pointed at the top, sort of shaped like leaves and seem very natural small plants and shrubs grow in the sand too. (edited)
Last night
2 Dreams last night that I can recall, there were lots more.
First was a big adventure/game.
It's set round a wild coastal area rocks/sea and monstrys and monks. I had a lover we were both magic but were being chased and had to take this 'I think it was an illuminated manuscript/baby' to safety on an island. In the dream it was Iona but was also like the island St, Cuthbert lived on. (It was like a wired magic version of early Christianity on the British Isles)
I'm travelling sand dunes first there are 'huge' hares lots of them and also turtles in areas too.
I meet with my lover before I go and I touch the area in above and between his eyes - It glows purple like an Indian bindi but made of light. We will use this to communicate while we are separated and to find each other again after.
The book keeps turning into a baby/back to a book..baby.. When I leave my lover I'm travelling with another magic person it's dark and we are running over rocks into the sea we can walk on the bottom of the sea, seals are there too - we enter a huge hummm living/glass clear octopus/squid kind of thing. It's going to transport us to help get the baby/magic book to the island where it will be safe. When we get to the island we go inside it and it's a crystal cavern with a huge spiral staircase of some clear prismatic stairs - it's visually epic kind of glowing in rainbow reflecty light.
Second dream
I'm my 2-3 year old self.. I can see myself from outside so I'm kind of 3rd person, zoomed out looking at baby me. The setting is a large green with an outdoor nursery/play group - the grass is very green, there are slides and climbing frames, easels for painting, playground chalk ect.
On 2 sides of the green are large prefab buildings, they are painted a bottle green colour they have a military look to them on the other 2 sides of the green are 2 different churches, old Gothic architecture. I'm above the area looking at it in my mind it was in Scotland.
I zoom back into my baby self and I'm toddling along following my Mam, she's younger like she was when I was a baby, we are walking across the green towards one of the church buildings, at some point she turns into a younger version of my Dad too I'm a little older now and I tell my Dad how good it is to see him so well.
Both vanish and I walk into one of the churches, it's large cooler inside out of the bright sunlight, inside the Church is grey stone high vaulted ceiling and stained glass windows where the coloured light is coming in, it's bright. In the centre is a square platform with iron railings round it, I'm small but I jump up it's a spiral staircase leading down so I start of down the stairs, I age as I go down and round and the stairs change from stone to pleated fabric, some areas are quilted it widens out too so it's like a large fabric spiral, I'm passing other people on the way down, some are sleeping, others are having sex... It's flattened out to the point where I can slide and 'surf' - so I'm kind of wizzing down and round.
annoyingly Ian's alarm woke me before I found out what was at the bottom :P
I was fending of tonsillitis again last night and I remember 2 beautiful settings rather than a dream.
First was a city, but it wasn't a city it was rolling grass hills, with rivers and beautifully made sandstone bridges. There were towers too, very thin reaching impossibly high into the sunny sky. The towers where kind of amazing works of art, carved with spiral steps on the outside and a kind of lattice of stone work and sculptures. They bent and twirled defying gravity. (It was a city of sorts but not at all like an earth city)
Then the other setting was very different but also beautiful - this is underground tunnels of a glass like sculpture - perhaps it was a lake bed?? Thinking about it now that would make most sense.
The floor of the tunnels are fine white sand and the walls are looking into green water with huge goldfish swimming in it.
The tunnels glow with green light filtering threw the clear sides where the fish swim, the tunnels/caverns are pointed at the top, sort of shaped like leaves and seem very natural small plants and shrubs grow in the sand too. (edited)
Last night
2 Dreams last night that I can recall, there were lots more.
First was a big adventure/game.
It's set round a wild coastal area rocks/sea and monstrys and monks. I had a lover we were both magic but were being chased and had to take this 'I think it was an illuminated manuscript/baby' to safety on an island. In the dream it was Iona but was also like the island St, Cuthbert lived on. (It was like a wired magic version of early Christianity on the British Isles)
I'm travelling sand dunes first there are 'huge' hares lots of them and also turtles in areas too.
I meet with my lover before I go and I touch the area in above and between his eyes - It glows purple like an Indian bindi but made of light. We will use this to communicate while we are separated and to find each other again after.
The book keeps turning into a baby/back to a book..baby.. When I leave my lover I'm travelling with another magic person it's dark and we are running over rocks into the sea we can walk on the bottom of the sea, seals are there too - we enter a huge hummm living/glass clear octopus/squid kind of thing. It's going to transport us to help get the baby/magic book to the island where it will be safe. When we get to the island we go inside it and it's a crystal cavern with a huge spiral staircase of some clear prismatic stairs - it's visually epic kind of glowing in rainbow reflecty light.
Second dream
I'm my 2-3 year old self.. I can see myself from outside so I'm kind of 3rd person, zoomed out looking at baby me. The setting is a large green with an outdoor nursery/play group - the grass is very green, there are slides and climbing frames, easels for painting, playground chalk ect.
On 2 sides of the green are large prefab buildings, they are painted a bottle green colour they have a military look to them on the other 2 sides of the green are 2 different churches, old Gothic architecture. I'm above the area looking at it in my mind it was in Scotland.
I zoom back into my baby self and I'm toddling along following my Mam, she's younger like she was when I was a baby, we are walking across the green towards one of the church buildings, at some point she turns into a younger version of my Dad too I'm a little older now and I tell my Dad how good it is to see him so well.
Both vanish and I walk into one of the churches, it's large cooler inside out of the bright sunlight, inside the Church is grey stone high vaulted ceiling and stained glass windows where the coloured light is coming in, it's bright. In the centre is a square platform with iron railings round it, I'm small but I jump up it's a spiral staircase leading down so I start of down the stairs, I age as I go down and round and the stairs change from stone to pleated fabric, some areas are quilted it widens out too so it's like a large fabric spiral, I'm passing other people on the way down, some are sleeping, others are having sex... It's flattened out to the point where I can slide and 'surf' - so I'm kind of wizzing down and round.
annoyingly Ian's alarm woke me before I found out what was at the bottom :P
Wednesday 4 July 2018
June, Caterpillers, Train hubs.
Yesterday>>
Wired very visual and tactile dreams.
In one I'm in a bathroom but one wall is forest/trees/jungle and there is a huge caterpillar it's a good 35cm long and fat too, it's face is cartoon like very sweet and human-ish but with a long green pointed nose like Pinocio.
It smiles too it's skin is bright green and very soft I'm stroking it and watching it climb up into the tree.. as it climbs it falls but saves it's self with an impossibly thin bit of silk - that easily holds it's big weight. Once on the branch I watch it turn into a chrysalis face first while still smiling at me.
Although I don't see it emerge I know it will have red/white/brown moth wings.
Next dream is another huge residential school, I'm leaving the block I've been in. The building is red brick with lots of windows and doors - I go outside with my friend Emma she's doing somersaults and handstands on the grass.
Next I'm in another part of the school, I tell them I want to stay it's my home - but I've been there 7 years and I'm ment to move on.
Next bit is odd, me and Emma are in a high room at an open window. Around 3 storeys up there are 2 different airflow's meeting - the top one is light and cooler the air is moving fast.
The air below is warmer and denser, - it feels like an invisible foam mattress. We are pressing it and wobbling it - far below we can see people walking and driving and we are wondering if we can make them feel the vibrations when we wobble it. I remember being kind of surprised they were moving threw it so easily as to use it was almost solid. I was shaking the air to see if anyone notices us.
Interesting link...
https://allaboutheaven.org/symbols/97/123/butterfly-and-moth
Last night..
Really intense dreams last night.. In the first I was visiting or in South Africa or at least that was the name for it in the dream I was in Johannesburg.
In the dream it's visually out there it's modern or even futuristic. There is a big hub of trains/tracks there.
I arrive at night I'm met by some friends (who I know who are South African) It's night or kind of dusk the skyline is pink/purple but the hub I'm in is huge with so many tracks meeting and crossing. There is also something ancient there -- This bit was crazy sci-fi stuff... it's like a vast area in the center of this hub with no floor (space) and these floating ancient / magic tech.
It's middle eastern in design made from rock and metal shaped echoing sacred geometry but they are impossibly woven together they float too, It's almost impossible to describe how epic this looked, pillars of interlocking stonework and metal with bits floating and flashing. (The knowledge of what/why/who/how) had been lost. They remind me of when Corrina use to dream about Dwemer ) The monuments are feared and revered by the locals... I've had dreams of similar areas in London but they've been inactive/destroyed crumbling. Here they are still alive and powered. I'm very curious about them and want to explore more.
There is also an electrical/lighting storm going on - the lighting is purple/pink. I'm staring in awe into this abyss with these floating other worldly creations - while the purple lighting is all around.
Next part of the dream we are being 'rounded up' from where we are at this 'hub' there a group I want to call them Nazis but there was no affiliation other than 'authority'
Were taken to underground rooms and ID is requested - there was a sense of 'order/function/control' we were not miss treated but I was keen to get back to the hub and the dream jumps there again.
Next it gets wired - (As if it wasn't already odd) but I'm back on the platform and it's a game/trap.. Everything's closing in.
I know it's a dream and I'm in my mind, all of the other dream characters turn into ancient statues and first one wants to help me it's male... but I'm also very aware this is 'my dream landscape' all the statures turn into the same male stone being and as I move threw the hub of tracks/trains they start to close in on me.
They are trying to capture me becoming more and more twisted (gargoyle like) - This is very cool, and I'm aware they are all 'me' too but I'm staying with the story and not getting lucid as It's fun and I don't want to wake myself up. I'm chased a bit more and then I come to a space with battered open cardboard box's on the side of each are stickers... On the box's are lol 'spiritual gifts/skills' things we've chosen to move/play with. I reject many box's instantly and then find one 'spiritual warrior' - reject that too. I find myself in-front of a box that says 'Shuttle / Trixter / Empath ' I know that's my gift/box. --- I win - but I'm keen to play/fight again.
In my second dream is all set under ground.
I'm being held in an underground pawn brokers/money lenders shop. I own them alot but I'm a carer for a baby/man with downs syndrome.
I've looked after this man since he was a baby he's large now bigger than me, we owe money as I'm a carer... I'm happy to be tied to what I own but I ask to take the Downs guy to his family - this is agreed then I'll return to work of the dept/owed.
Again I'm in an mass of underground trains/network/transport hub. The guy I care for is vulnerable and I want to get him somewhere safe.
We are mid journey and getting a connecting train to take him home when the doors start too close with him on and me off - I try to force the door but they won't be stopped - lock is in place and the tube train is moving.
I'm aware that the person will be confused and lost- not able to get of the train at the right stop or get home.
I go to a counter where there are 3 Indian women - they find it amusing that I lost / got separated from the male in my care - but offer to put out a notice to the other stations hubs to look out for a disorientated loan male traveller with learning differences.
Wired very visual and tactile dreams.
In one I'm in a bathroom but one wall is forest/trees/jungle and there is a huge caterpillar it's a good 35cm long and fat too, it's face is cartoon like very sweet and human-ish but with a long green pointed nose like Pinocio.
It smiles too it's skin is bright green and very soft I'm stroking it and watching it climb up into the tree.. as it climbs it falls but saves it's self with an impossibly thin bit of silk - that easily holds it's big weight. Once on the branch I watch it turn into a chrysalis face first while still smiling at me.
Although I don't see it emerge I know it will have red/white/brown moth wings.
Next dream is another huge residential school, I'm leaving the block I've been in. The building is red brick with lots of windows and doors - I go outside with my friend Emma she's doing somersaults and handstands on the grass.
Next I'm in another part of the school, I tell them I want to stay it's my home - but I've been there 7 years and I'm ment to move on.
Next bit is odd, me and Emma are in a high room at an open window. Around 3 storeys up there are 2 different airflow's meeting - the top one is light and cooler the air is moving fast.
The air below is warmer and denser, - it feels like an invisible foam mattress. We are pressing it and wobbling it - far below we can see people walking and driving and we are wondering if we can make them feel the vibrations when we wobble it. I remember being kind of surprised they were moving threw it so easily as to use it was almost solid. I was shaking the air to see if anyone notices us.
Interesting link...
https://allaboutheaven.org/symbols/97/123/butterfly-and-moth
Last night..
Really intense dreams last night.. In the first I was visiting or in South Africa or at least that was the name for it in the dream I was in Johannesburg.
In the dream it's visually out there it's modern or even futuristic. There is a big hub of trains/tracks there.
I arrive at night I'm met by some friends (who I know who are South African) It's night or kind of dusk the skyline is pink/purple but the hub I'm in is huge with so many tracks meeting and crossing. There is also something ancient there -- This bit was crazy sci-fi stuff... it's like a vast area in the center of this hub with no floor (space) and these floating ancient / magic tech.
It's middle eastern in design made from rock and metal shaped echoing sacred geometry but they are impossibly woven together they float too, It's almost impossible to describe how epic this looked, pillars of interlocking stonework and metal with bits floating and flashing. (The knowledge of what/why/who/how) had been lost. They remind me of when Corrina use to dream about Dwemer ) The monuments are feared and revered by the locals... I've had dreams of similar areas in London but they've been inactive/destroyed crumbling. Here they are still alive and powered. I'm very curious about them and want to explore more.
There is also an electrical/lighting storm going on - the lighting is purple/pink. I'm staring in awe into this abyss with these floating other worldly creations - while the purple lighting is all around.
Next part of the dream we are being 'rounded up' from where we are at this 'hub' there a group I want to call them Nazis but there was no affiliation other than 'authority'
Were taken to underground rooms and ID is requested - there was a sense of 'order/function/control' we were not miss treated but I was keen to get back to the hub and the dream jumps there again.
Next it gets wired - (As if it wasn't already odd) but I'm back on the platform and it's a game/trap.. Everything's closing in.
I know it's a dream and I'm in my mind, all of the other dream characters turn into ancient statues and first one wants to help me it's male... but I'm also very aware this is 'my dream landscape' all the statures turn into the same male stone being and as I move threw the hub of tracks/trains they start to close in on me.
They are trying to capture me becoming more and more twisted (gargoyle like) - This is very cool, and I'm aware they are all 'me' too but I'm staying with the story and not getting lucid as It's fun and I don't want to wake myself up. I'm chased a bit more and then I come to a space with battered open cardboard box's on the side of each are stickers... On the box's are lol 'spiritual gifts/skills' things we've chosen to move/play with. I reject many box's instantly and then find one 'spiritual warrior' - reject that too. I find myself in-front of a box that says 'Shuttle / Trixter / Empath ' I know that's my gift/box. --- I win - but I'm keen to play/fight again.
In my second dream is all set under ground.
I'm being held in an underground pawn brokers/money lenders shop. I own them alot but I'm a carer for a baby/man with downs syndrome.
I've looked after this man since he was a baby he's large now bigger than me, we owe money as I'm a carer... I'm happy to be tied to what I own but I ask to take the Downs guy to his family - this is agreed then I'll return to work of the dept/owed.
Again I'm in an mass of underground trains/network/transport hub. The guy I care for is vulnerable and I want to get him somewhere safe.
We are mid journey and getting a connecting train to take him home when the doors start too close with him on and me off - I try to force the door but they won't be stopped - lock is in place and the tube train is moving.
I'm aware that the person will be confused and lost- not able to get of the train at the right stop or get home.
I go to a counter where there are 3 Indian women - they find it amusing that I lost / got separated from the male in my care - but offer to put out a notice to the other stations hubs to look out for a disorientated loan male traveller with learning differences.
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