Monday 31 October 2022

Piggy

 


29th.

Piggy.  I had a huge pet pig!  It was following me round a city as I was feeding it a big bag of crisps. 

The city was odd and attractive, made from self built log dwellings.   Outsides hung with lamps and fairy lights, the roads were dirt tracks between them.
There was traffic too, I was looking for a lead for my pig to take it back home....  I didn't have one and I was running out of the crisps I was using to make it follow me.
It was big and pink with some darker patches.

It's mouth felt funny as it ate the crisps.

Other dream was very long too,  a city and mall, with several collages and universities.

I was to take a lecture room, I'd got their early and wanted to head to my dorm to drop something off before the class.
I got lost on the way though....

My class was an hr long, and I kept taking the wrong turns trying to find my way back. 

It was 45mins into the class and I was still lost, outside on some grass. 

 

A bench were people smoked and another uni in the background.
A small yellow snake kept leaping onto me and wiggling on my clothes, it would come back each time I lifted it down.

Last dream a laptop locked into a security dock, the code to unlock it wasn't working and I was frustrated I couldn't get it back.

I was also trying to repair a small round collapsible table
 

31st Oct
A large shared dwelling, it was like a teaching hospital with dorms were the staff stayed.
I wasn't on duty but sleeping there.
3 large cobweb spiders landed on my face.
Outside was a tree and a meeting, to do with politics and the carpeted hallways were covered in dog shit.
A big alligator was moving about too, it came into my room.

 

Next part of the dream I was washing sliver jewellery in a hand basin with soap. 
 

Friday 28 October 2022

Amme

 


26th Oct
Dream of working in a hospital, was mixed with work stuff too as I'm on a run of nights.. 
I had the work phone with the care app... And I'd put it down someplace and wasn't sure were.

I had one task left to do, but needed to log off.

I was in a rush to get to someone who had opened some portals between planes of reality.

It looked amazing, I was viewing it remotely - very trippy stuff, I wanted to get there to see it, it was 5% open.

Next dream I was in a lovely autumn garden, I had a building there with a table filled with interesting stuff including an Asian style carved dark wood dragon.

The plants outside were covered in dew and a low mist was letting the dawn light threw.

 

In the garden was a small gorge were a sandy river flowed threw. 

 

 

27th last night shift of 6+

 

Lots of crazy stuff, not really able to bring back we'll threw waking 🙃

In one i jumped with a star as a foot was cut off.

 

28th.

Brilliant dream...  A co-creative endeavour making a hybrid mash up child from bits of magic everything...  

Oh yeh it was a younger me!  But we'd integrated into her mentally all the aspects of future me.   We were going back .... Em and me, and teaching her and loving her from the space far beyond. 
Ian too, she was being infused with our stories and art... Games science and magic. 
Em, me my bro, Ian too...  Disney and Game, it was set in a magic version of my dream space with an amazing old fashioned steam fair, with an old tram as a coffee, and bar.
She was me, but herself too.... And we were reaching into her from outside of time and making her our child..... 

We were going to call her,  Amme    -  Am-Me     Emma, backwards
🤣  -
She didn't really belong of this reality, but we were all maing sure she'd be ok here.




Friday 21 October 2022

Treasure Hunt


Dreaming with Kaylo and Inka again... Tonight Inka joined the dream shares a bit.
He's more like himself again.


A dream like a film.... It even had a sound track.  It was about small people, like rats or smurfs. 

They had a king and a treasure hunt.   Was set in a forest,  I had a pile of images, papers.  A map of the area like a treasure map, the image of a kings seal and some other stuff.

Next dream was involved too a I'd given birth to a daughter with dark hair and blue eyes, was feeding her and I had another son called Leo.
Then I was observing... A ghost family, the daughter and mam had planted a veg garden and something had happened in the family home. 
The father was a kind of daemon or ghost... But they stayed with him dying too, jumping threw realities until they were all on the same level.  They'd made a pact with something.

The grass was like tiles, combed this way and that...  Making patterns in this odd land.
I was at a table with 2 crows and I'd been given a pile of money for work.

 

I was wondering how I would be able to spend it... As it was all different kinds of currency, with different alphabets and images, some really attractive notes. 

Other things were old fashioned food coupons and rations and lunch vouchers.  

 

Next dream I was making a tree of threads, at first they were like embroidery of all colours, woven then they turned into silver glowing threads. 

I'd wired in little glowing orbs and the tree was starting to look amazing, but I needed more of the orbs to light the rest of it up.

The place I was to get them from was a strange seedy market place, were people arrived in vans.   I had a small VW camper, same as last night.

The meeting of vans overnight had been violent and there was blood on the ground.
I entered the store there to find the orb lights I needed in small draws.
On the walls were people each with an id number.   On one end was entity's with a unique number, but moving threw the space more people shared an id.
They were available to hire or meet.
It was an odd space, with a one directional flow.. But once you hit the far end you moved back.
Last dream I was in a house holding a square plate painted with coloured dots. 

 

Thursday 20 October 2022

Mining and Explosions.

 


Dreaming with Kaylo - Inka is watching us but not dream sharing.

 

First dream was long and visually brilliant.
My Gran and Grandad was there... It's set on the cliffs in front of there old house. 

They are both dying in the house. 

 

The cliffs are incredible, they are glowing rocks that are being mined into rippled tile shapes.  They are black flecked with an orange, gold metal.   The sky is black filled with shooting stars. 

Of shore is a mining rig on a small island, it's using explosions to break up the rocks on the sea bed and flames are burning on the sea. 

The rocky shore is lit by came fires, there are 2 distinct groups of people.   The miners in hard hats and overalls and then hippy types with dreadlocks and layers of clothes.

 

I had that VW camper I often have when I'm in this place, Wolfy was in it sleeping. 

I kept going to check on my dying grandparents.  

I was looking into a dark rock pool filled with fossils and shells, ancient shell fish still alive.

A huge craft flys overhead too, it's space capable.   It drops in my arms what is like a ventriloquist puppet of a US president.... It was like a mix of Kennedy and errrr Clinton... Or what Kennedy might have looked like older, he had white hair.

 

Next dream was a bus stop.  I was with a group of friends, I didn't know them but the smell of us as a group was familiar.   We were an odd group of ages and styles.

House maintenance and repair.   An old bed base with legs and casters and a dirty mattress.  I was repairing a wall, it was the old style of wooden batting with plaster on top. 

Yet another group of unusual people, they were also friends.  We were playing a game with a bar of chocolate, letting it melt onto bits of our body then licking it off.

Next dream was similar too,  groups of people who knew each other.  
Old wood furniture including a grand old wardrobe, it had been painted I was considering if I could restore the faded paintwork.
But Dot had started sanding it and the design was almost gone. 

Large hornet sized wasps that were transparent like glass. 
2 of them, one kept landing on me.


More groups of people, I was moving around alot.  Again, people I don't know but in the dreams they were familiar to me.
 

Tuesday 18 October 2022

Em's Fam... and Skull Plates.


 

An odd dream.  Fay has 2 skull plates over her temples... Kind of Klingon style.  I kept telling people I remembered her without them and she wasn't born with them.  

They were adamant that she had been, even finding baby photos to show she'd always looked that way to them.
It was confusing as I knew I knew her with a normal shaped head.
Marleen was there too, it was an odd house with a straw covered floor.
I was using a phone to try and vacuum it...   She was telling me she didn't vacuum and her hoover had no plug.

I had a small shelf I was sleeping on, and a sheet facemask I'd put on to sleep in.

I sleep there into another dream..

Also involving Marleen and this time Em and her bro & sis too.

They had moved to a new house, and I was going with them to see it.

It was an amazing place in a primordial valley.   Huge windows on each side and incredible views of forests and creatures.  

Hippo type things in water and tall walking things a little like giraffes. 

On one side the ocean too, over a huge hill like cliff that we climbed up for the view.

Her dad too, he was asking me if I knew the names of some of the trees.
 

The place was a sort of exclusive island and they were being welcomed to the people living there with a shared meal cooked by Marleen and then they would all perform and outdoor play.

The meal was a muddle of different platters, some roast meat's, shell fish and veg. 

We sat on the floor at a long low table and Marleen brought me a huge block of hash...

It grew there and was a leaving gift.
It was quite crumbly but smelt good.

It was time for me to leave, I think they were all a bit sick of me being excited about the amazing views from the windows.... It felt like it was a version of our main dream space.

Slightly closer to the sea than were Em lives now.

 

I'd arrived back via a train and met Donnat at the station... Which again wasn't familiar. 


 

Sunday 16 October 2022

A Strange War



15th.. 
Lots of nursing dreams, not ness work... But other places I've played that role.

 

16th..

 

Really tired so dream recall not great, dreams were long and involved.  A city hospital, medication rounds.  Nurse roles..  Lots of them like I was taping my collective experience.
An acting role too...

Lots of info and data sorting.
 

Second dream was long,  Marcus and Ian were in it - it was odd as they were fighting for my affection.  

 

17th

 

Big uni it was at the end of the year and we had all been taking exams.   I was also on shift there to keep an eye on people.

Back into the same dream,  Outdoors now, a huge orange moon.

Next dream was really long, a dark version of stone close... The house was elongated front to back.
There was a war, and co ordinates were marked on the walls.   I could see glowing vectors too.
The fire was going to the house were the other Andrea lived.   There were soldiers out the front window with strange launchers, firing over the house. 

They would with time come in and fire from my room, another went round to the back garden and was firing from there.

They sky was vast. 

A huge convoy of military robot dino's too.   A little like horizon zero dawn in size and style, but they were military camo colours and covered with guns. 

They were walking down the side of the house.
I had infant clothes, and people were coming to collect them....   At some point the dream changed so I was in Em's house... The other way round.  

Sorting some more clothes and also baby food for people in need.
It was sad... The destruction, and inevitability of it.

last dream was also long and surreal. 

Set underground in a very old style hub,  wood clad walls painted in yellowed white paint.

2 law enforcement guys.... They didn't get on.  At first one had a prosthetic arm. 

A white door with a post box, people were passing me messages.

A female changed the arm of one of the guys...  It was odd too, with the feel of barbi and ken dolls. 

At the end of the dream I found myself in a sort of gameshow competition.

 

In the first round I didn't have a clue about the rules,  I had a chopping board with a selection of foods. 

I lost the first round... And then told them I didn't understand the game objectives.

It turned we were to write a recipe using what we'd been given.   It was easier now I understood.
 

 

Friday 14 October 2022

12-14th Oct

12/10

Work related dreaming...   On a bunch of night shifts.    In one I was working with Em, but she was also a resident. 

 

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Where attention goes, enerhere attengy flows...

'That's the power of integrating your aspects Ren' 

wtf is up with my spell check...   Attenergy is attention energy?   'Yup' 

 

Enerhare  ?? 

 

ener - Wiktionary 
4 Jun 2021 
ener c ( singular definite eneren, plural indefinite enere ) one of a kind, oner (an 
extraordinary individual) loner, lone wolf (one who lacks or avoids company) one (person or thing that is 
number one in a system, e.g_bus #1) first decade in a century rowing boat for one person, e.g. single 
scull ( games) A die roll of one. quotations

 

Lol  Ener here?

So I was thinking where attention goes, Energy flows.... But
 

This is flipping my head... 'Just as well'  

 

An AS well?  'Ren, you are in an ok place, why would you pick my games?'  Why not both?  :)

 

'Bitch ;)'  lol  leme just ride on your bus :P   'Fuck off, Ren'  Hahah  ok...

 

 


13th

Second Nightshift - was dreaming but no notes as was sleepy :D



14th

A posh house and art projects, images made from doodles... Some of them were really interesting.
We were mainly outside in formal gardens.
Else was in the dream too... We were decoding paintings.

We were discussing how we could  'Smell the moon'
The building had a side entrance threw a shed and a room filled with antiques all with labels on them. 

 

With an old friend Kerryann  we were in what was like a church audience only it was a crowd that had gathered to see an Elvis impersonator.  

Odd bombs and boobytraps.  
 

Last dream was a jumble of stuff.  A low river with 2 bridges one old one new.  It was a docklands type place, the river walls were concrete now but old store houses stood along the banks.  I'd found some items belonging to Shirly the logos were different but I knew they were hers, they'd been moved from her garden and I was going to take them back across the older of the bridges.
Loads of feral cats around, I was looking for mine but they weren't there. 
A trainline too, and a journey.   A room with Marcus.
 

 

Tuesday 11 October 2022

Cloud Seeding.


10th Oct
Tower block dreams..  Supply chains and a fake intercom messages.

The block had a sprinkler system that came on.

11th Oct... 3 very long dreams, they were to long to recall all the detail of the storeys.

A city station...   Ultra modern train and hub, we'd got of the train.  I was with Marcus and my bro who in the dream was my cous Ian. 

It was a version of London...  Red, White and Sliver train tracks but they were getting smaller and smaller in gauge.

The most amazing thing was when I'd pointed up to a cloud seeding plane that was about to jump to hyperspace.     The plane was like nothing I've seen, yellow and black stripes. 

Not plane shaped, the sky was overcast and were it was jumping to hyperspace there were transparent tendril like tentacles surrounding it in the sky.  Looked epic.

I was mixed up in some religious and class war and once more was not popular.

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Traveling threw a version of here next, deep countryside.   No cars just bus's I was on a double deck bus and everyone had one of 3 different mugs.   Yellow, Blue or Pink.  Most had on a cat or a dog, cartoon style image and some words I forget now.   My mug was a mouse.   We were toasting with our mugs and getting of the bus at Liphook to await a night bus collection there.  In the mean time there was a heart testing station we would visit.
There was an interconnecting station too.  It was a transport link in the centre of countryside.

 

Last dream Laying in the back of our Shogun.   It was my home now, the back was flattened and there was a mattress in there with blankets and my bedspread. 

We were in a strange city with grand old buildings, high roofs and billboards.. It was an old style.
I'd made my way back to a dark carpark.

Many people were living in vehicles there or on the move, displaced a meeting space.

A family with an old mother.   She was Polish or Russian , that part of the world, she had on old style clothes and was short, her family were in modern dress.
The old woman had been watching me....  
She'd told me she'd not liked me at first but trusted me now, and had given me a kiss.

 

Dream jumps and I'm on the harbour hill in my maindream space. 
A performance is going on it was for a wedding.... Possibly my parents and I'm being asked if I can count the people involved.   They were moving around alot and someone wanted a tally of the crowd and performers.
 

 

Sunday 9 October 2022

Day Dreams

 


8/10

At work.  Lots of HH while meditating, chilling and a visual effect coming back that I could see in the room.
An orange red pulsating geometric shape.

 

'I told you not to trust him Ren'   I trust him to be what he is.   I still feel him.

How come you are being so nice?  'I feel you too Ren'   I know.
Thanks for keeping me company.  'You're welcome idiot'   lol 

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9/10

Dreaming with Kaylo, Malico and the Red babe that's now bigger.

 

First dream very detailed.... They all were considering it's my second day of nights. 

Bell had been hit by a car and I could tell her back leg was broken.  

I was taking her to a vets but Ian and mark were there and in a heated argument about spirit/religion.  

Mark was crying and trying to get away from Ian...  I was aware of the other dreams I'd had with Mark and what the possible issue might be.

Mark had left into an underground bunkhouse and bouncers were stopping Ian from following.

 

We'd gone into an adjoining building like a bar to chat to people.   I was recognised by someone who wanted to know how I was.....  I couldn't really remember them though, they new my name.

As we were talking on of his bottom front teeth became wobbly and lose and another friend pulled it out. 

The last part of the dream was crawling up a stupidly steep red brick path with 3 other females.   We needed it to get to the high road.

2 of them were Asian, 1 had dropped some stuff.   I'd accidently crawled over some of it so I'd stopped to help them pick it up aware my cat was waiting with a broken limb.

Next dream had been long, set in what I think was pinnacles.  It's been a while since I dreamt of here.

It's been a while since I was in this dream space...
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/10/still-on-tower-join-dots.html

Lol....  The first line...   'He even told you himself Ren'   You don't need to trust something to love it.   
Anyhooo..   I had to learn to trust 'He was teaching you ultimate surrender Ren'  That was to Air though....   'Yeh'  ???

Anyhoo 'Read that after'   Ok..

 

The space was abstract, a large room like a club or dance hall, with deep wells that fell threw the floor and a high ceiling.
The wells were tiled inside, with a pattern of flowers at the bottom.  The water level very low.

We had a herd of cattle... We needed to herd them into an area where they wouldn't be in the rising sun.

I had the babe of a friend too, cute kid with light brown skin and afro hair.   I was dancing with it to give the Mama a break and chatting to a table of people, a guy there was remembering his son.
The queen was in my dream too.... But merged with my Aunty ann in some way.  Or it was the queen but felt like an aunt.  She had a room, but it wasn't the queens one.

I kept falling down the wells too.
I was getting good at landing though.    Flipping in the air to slow my fall.

Last dream was a bit like work but I was with Andrea's family and Glen... It was funny.
There was some wind storm... I was crawling in threw some glass doors were people were scared spreading laughter on my way.  
The people thought it was coming from the kids I'd amused, but I didn't care as it was working anyway. 

Friday 7 October 2022

Space Bird


2 nights with DarthD & Inka.    They have been ignoring me mainly as I lay on the floor dreaming in Ddad's hub. 

6th Oct

Lots of dreams... My recalls ok, but it's hard to bring the detail threw to waking as they are such long dreams.

A hospital dream, I was nursing or care staff bringing stuff for people, towels and washing.

 

A futuristic hub, was like a university hospital or something.  It was a vast complex with a football team too.
We had dorms and I had a sign on my door.  I was a nurse and a sex worker, a couple arrived that I knew.  But we all just lay around on the floor talking...  The female was a version of a girl I knew in school, the guy was similar to Simon I first did LSD with. 

I was in trouble with the school authorities but there was an election due there too and  the leadership would change. 
 

Last dream we were caring for a baby girl, but we had all forgotten her name. 

It was a surreal place, I was with a bunch of hippy males.  We had found a meteor it was an unusual shape, almost like art.
The guy who had reached for it was grinding it slightly and as it split open there was an amazing stone/petrified creature inside.

 

At first it looked like a dragonfly type creature but as I turned it round it had feathers and turned into a bird.   It's feathers had pictures of puffins on, round it's collar... It was small like a sparrow but greys and blues. 

We were calling it a space bird.  

Oddly when we tried to show it to some other people it had morphed yet again into a model of a red and white lighthouse with small LED lights.  

7th.

An odd little shop, glass spiral stairs.  I was making a meal with tinned hotdogs and instant mash.

Very long dream.

A lovely big old cottage with a large garden at the back that connected to other lawns and gardens from surounding propertys.

Unusual plants, that moved like eyes on stalks.   They could see and feel and followed movment.
I was gardening and looking at the plants, showing them to others.

Then a large vet surgery where I'd been taken on as staff,  I'd lived there once then left.
I'd come back but the place had been expanded and changed and I was struggling to find my way around.
It was shift change and I'd lost my coat, was looking for it to leave but kept getting lost.

Odd rooms like tea rooms, and 2 open dwellings..  I was confused as I'd known the layout diffrent.
A woman had a room with puppies and kittens, and then tiny horses and chickens.
They were all the same size, lining up and then ebbing and flowing like the tide.

Wadering round the detail gets more sureal untill I'm in a futuristic operating suite.   Small gass and dry ice bottles are in a metal carosel that can be wheeled around and there are rows of stainless steal chairs.

It looks like it's set up for humans rather than animals.   The place has been steralised and I'm not supposed to be there, but I can't find my coat or a way out so need to keep exploring.

Next was an underground water way.   The water was special and pure, we were not supposed to contaminat it and there were stone walk ways to pass.
More people were there too, also using the walk ways and walls to clamber around the water flow.

There had been info on a twinning experiment too.  I'd been paired with someone on a magenta&yellow. 
They had been various outcomes.   'Intergral enemys'  I think was my outcome.  
The pairings had had various results with the intergration of the twin aspects....    I'd been one of the less harmonious results, I recall thinking I'd kinda fucked it up.  It was easy to understand there but hard to bring the awarness threw to waking. 
Some groups had ended up as one androgenous entity,  but I was an aspect with 2 in one. 



In the morning, Leon arrived and jumped me to Kaylo.  He was angry with Inka, wanted me to stay away from him.   Inka arrived after still ignorning me but arguing with Kaylo.


Wednesday 5 October 2022

CPL & Layers

4th Oct.

Many long dreams but recall not great.

 

Outdoor work place, groups and teams.  I was collecting a crew and we were listening to a radio interview.  Had bunkbeds too, a nice sunrise.

 

City.  I was looking for a bunk space, some people I know were in a shared space where people had sleeping cupboards along a wall.

The manager offered me a space but it was a square shelf space.  

I'd told her I'd need to sleep like a pretzel to fit and I'd stay in a B&B, to let me have first shout on a space were I could lay out. 

She was strange looking, deformed skull, ginger curly hair.  She'd agreed and took the key fob I had for the space and put an updated code onto it. 

 

Last dream was in the rain in the dark, a loft or barn.. And then below a series of paddling pools and buckets filled with warm water.  We were sitting in them in the rain chatting.   We were various sizes too, the smaller entities in the buckets. 

 

5thOct.

 

A 3 story house I lived in with 2 old fashioned grandparents (Not mine)  We had a rotor of meals we would prepare.

 

Next up a lucid dream, I was in my living room looking into a mirror the images were changing.  First it was a baby like Josh or Zak, then more surreal stuff like reptilians and morphing images.   I was trying to decide what to do so I tried to 'roll' out of my dream body.  I nearly succeeded and thought I'd woke myself up in bed, but soon realised that was another layer and became lucid there instead. 

 

I was in the air viewing a freight distribution service called CPL.  It had blue and orange HGV's.

Seems this is a thing.... Also blue and orange.  
https://www.cplinter.com/en/   Only the branding I was seeing was different, the cabs were white - This was odd as I was familiar with it from other dreams too.

I was seeing the joker in a car, dogs herding sheep.  

It was a street in the dark.   
When I was lucid in my room...  I'd wanted to be outside so I'd set my intention to go to the street.   The street wasn't this one.  

I'd dropped to all 4's to feel the damp road.   It was very real.
3 tabby cat's all different breed and shape, walking with a pigeon.

A guy I was with, taken by the police...  He was also medicated with something that made him out of it.

 

I'd woken then WILD into another long lucid dream.   Again the detail was amazing and real, I knew the environment and knew I'd been there earlier in the week in another dream.

Marie was with me and I was telling her about the space and how there was 3 versions of the same space.

It was a medieval costal village. 

One version had a castle on the cliffs at the shore, another was a walled market town and the 3rd more of a village. 

Oh yeh, I'd WILDED from another dream, were I'd been meditating at sunset.

It was fun to chat to Marie and I was telling her about layers of dream.

 

I'd lost a bit of lucidity as the dream unfolded and we headed into the market square. 

A strange metal machine was there, like an industrial clothes drier - only it was a transport devise with 2 guys inside.   One of them tried to pull Marie in and she'd attacked them, with one getting stuck under the devise.

After that we wandered about and explored.   I found an odd deli with open sandwiches and asked them for a bit of quiche I could see they didn't seem to know the name so I'd just pointed to it.

 

Last dream was 3rd person almost.   A female, part of an experiment in a strange futuristic lab... She was waiting on recall. 
 

Monday 3 October 2022

Oct 1-3rd 22

Working nights so not much dreams/sleep

1st Oct.

Rocks painted like soft sofas.

Missing people, looking for them and checking them.


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2nd Oct

Odd dream a hub with penguins and turtles and my dad.

Smelly turtle shit.

  I was having my hair brushed and it looked like a pool noodle.

I also had a Chinese accent.

Lots of various animals

 

A baby that turned into a woman, I had to take her somewhere with a soft toy.

Ice-cream and sorbet bar, lots of flavours. 
Woman wandering in the road, I needed to watch her. 

 

3rd rd Oct
 

A plane journey with a cat I needed to care for before departure. 

Boy in a pushchair wearing a dress.
A town were I was looking out of a window, some dogs had got hold of a loaf of bred and there were slices on the grass.
I shop with jewellery, I was wandering around looking at stuff. 
 

 

D Fraggled Rocks

  Eh that was fast...   Christ Ian's blocked by my B hind?   Hind head?   Was roads mapping, navigation elen stuff.   Only mixed with ...