Triad Me, Space Onions and Time Editing

Very very long!!

My night started with slightly remembered images (before the awesome adventure)
A cave. Then cutting and pasting time lines.. this was visual, it was like errrr spiralising a pineapple into a spiral of rings and removing a ring or 2. Then I was dreaming for someone else of a blue tit, I painted it. Some jumbled stuff about Hillary, Bonds and Kate Middleton.. future. A beautiful woman with blue feathers.

Then memory in walnuts (2 half's of the brain!)  and information like onions. 

The nuts/pineapple and onion were to do with storage of information in space/time... onion was layers of reality.

I woke really confused as I wasn't sure how this integrated with my current view of this then I remembered my rainbow bubble of experience that makes flower of life thing and realised the onion was like that... it was being spiralised and stretched out threw space.

It made the pattern our solar system makes as it travels threw space, I had a realisation that the planets have memory awareness and are leaving trails of information too. They have archetypal memory/awareness they leave a trail behind in time/space (this is how astrology works)

At this point I also had a feeling that J (middle child) was outside reality and needed dreaming back in again.... I was feeling quite disorientated as I went back to sleep.


--- Then the dream,

I went straight into a semi-ludic dream from the HH stage.. I was watching a hole in my dream/dust and just lept in.

It was like I made a whole threw my reality into space, I was falling threw space it was nice, I was also 'dual' - (I was me and my brother but both me)

I reached out a line to a passing star and hooked it to spin up from, I traversed space like this (felt a bit like spiderman)

I see a track, it's glowing and fizzing like purple/pink electricity. (It's a memory/time/information line) We go to it, this time I'm both within it and without, I'm inside but watching myself out of it and then I become 3. (I melted my train down )
I'm a triad or trinity and my awareness is 3fold. I'm an over-soul I'm female me and male me. (This was the tangled bikes)
We travel this tunnel into America - There are some native American elders we need to meet.
As we land I'm me and my brother who then turns into my childhood 'boyfriend' of 5 or 6 years old.   He's also me though as I'm still seeing everything from the 3 places of awareness... we are lovers/siblings/whole we are one, we are magic... the sense of completeness was and is amazing.

We meet the Native Indians, they are angry - call us plastic shaman and say that male me just wants to f*ck people... my male side mishears and thinks they say feed so he manifests a bag of cookies.

They walk away in disgust, we need to reach them.   Female me falls to the floor convulsing and enters a trance where over-soul me can speak threw her.
Male me runs to bring back the natives, they are reluctant but don't want to leave female me fitting on the floor.
As they get closer Over-soul calls threw time to them, I tells them 'I CAN SHOW YOU' They recognise the voice over soul.
They need to meditate with us, they still don't believe us but the over-soul voice was familiar enough for them to agree... they are still cross at female me as I puked on them while I was fitting.


They agree to meditate, 'we' explain they need to forgive us, we are them too... they need to let go now.
I take them back in time with 'us' and we alter slightly some time lines.  We all come back together, they are less angry with us now and trust us, we say good bye.

'We' open a reality gap and go back into space... using our over-soul as an anchor  we can teleport/shape/shift and dimension jump.. we're exploring.

I get a 'letter' from the Native Americans, 'We' need to go back.
When we go back there is a box of gifts left for us... they are all blue and white things, box's inside box's there is also amongst it a handwritten letter, it's from one of my mums sisters to another sister - it mentions her medication. ( Ancestors timeline dream )
We accept the gifts and take the hand written letter.   The natives can't 'recognise' us as the people don't remember/know any different now as the timeline is different ......but the people we took back 'know' that there are people alive now that wouldn't have been without the change, we can't meet them again but the gifts are their acknowledgement.

Male & Female me are dryads now and made of soft flexible wood, we travel again as a unit of tarot style 'lovers' and over-soul.   Falling threw space and time, meeting aliens to talk too.
We come back to earth, one alien with bright orange eyes follows us watching.

He wares a dark hooded cloak and is channelling stuff too, 'We' find it odd that they are interested.

'We' rapidly lose him by anchoring up to Over soul again and teleport to a huge beautiful grassy plain we are riding in the air in an old style bus seat... it's like a roller-coaster with no rails we control it by thinking of a point to move too (this is really good fun!! )
After messing around we start to port into hospitals, we are still dryads but invisible made of energy... We are working beside Dr's we are de-ageing cells around incisions and wounds so that they will heal faster.
I woke up as I was arranging 'meetings' with people....

Night was just amazing :D Was obviously way to excited to go back to sleep!

14 June 2016  -  Same symbol but I didn't understand it then.

I remember the dreams right threw the night.
First one.
I'm sitting in a small group some are helping and teaching.
We have coloured paper and pencils and craft stuff. We are making Animal masks, mine is Wolf.
One of the teachers in the group is a shaman, he tells us we are honering the spirit of the animals focusing the energy and power by making the mask... by wearing it we are inviting the spirit animal into us, or asking to take it's form. There is a Wolfe with me watching, he stayed with me threw the other dreams too.

The middle dream.
I forgot to write straight away, it's many things spreading out way way out in different directions like ripples in a lake..and coming together again long journey almost like circular waves but all separate parts going way out - then coming in again to be reconciled. We finally come to rest all together, Wolfe is still with me.
Next was just a pattern (I posted a picture... It's swirling slowly.
Last dream
I'm working in a garden centre selling small plants, lots of people are sitting in a field I think they are meditating they are slowly going down in number as they vanish from view.
As I wake I get told to look for air element symbols. I didn't recognise the symbol in but googling it it looks like a shinto symbol.
I also got another message to keep looking for the 'GPS' That was mentioned in Sat nights dream. Wonder what it can be :D

--   Thoughts on this dream.. aside from feeling very blessed.  (Updated on 21-Sept-16)


I've been flat out since sat so not had a chance to catch up on dreams... last night was quiet (which is good as I have enough to catch up on from past 2 dreams)

I'm a bit blow away, I just looked up the term 'over soul' As it's not a term I'd ever used till Sat nights dream (I was clear that it was the right term)

So just looked it up on wiki - it's from an essay on transcendental unity.
'We live in succession, in division, in parts, in particles. Meantime within man is the soul of the whole; the wise silence; the universal beauty, to which every part and particle is equally related, the eternal ONE. And this deep power in which we exist and whose beatitude is all accessible to us, is not only self-sufficing and perfect in every hour, but the act of seeing and the thing seen, the seer and the spectacle, the subject and the object, are one. We see the world piece by piece, as the sun, the moon, the animal, the tree; but the whole, of which these are shining parts, is the soul'
More amazing is the bit below...

"Over-soul" has more recently come to be used by Eastern philosophers such as Meher Baba and others as the closest English language equivalent of the Vedic concept of Paramatman.[5] (In Sanskrit the word param means "supreme" and atman means "soul"; thus Paramatman literally means "Supreme-Soul".[6]) The term is used frequently in discussion of Eastern metaphysics and has also entered western vernacular. In this context, the term "Over-soul" is understood as the collective indivisible Soul, of which all individual souls or identities are included. The experience of this underlying reality of the indivisible "I am" state of the Over-soul is said to be veiled from the human mind by sanskaras, or impressions, acquired over the course of evolution and reincarnation. Such past impressions form a kind of sheath between the Over-soul and its true identity, as they give rise to the tendency of identification with the gross differentiated body. Thus the world, as apperceived through the impressions of the past appears plural, while reality experienced in the present, unencumbered by past impressions (the unconditioned or liberated mind), perceives itself as the One indivisible totality, i.e. the Over-soul.

This is pritty awesome as the the word 'Sanskara' --- That was the word I'd thought was samskara.. It was the word give to me in the meditation dream were I was showed the effects my thoughts were having on my reality!! (The meditation with nothing until I thought)

--- Last nights dream had a single word too that I was . Zeitgeist - spirit of the age/time.


How cool, I seem to be being taught directly from beyond the veil, it's funny as I don't have many firm ideas about stuff.... other than that we are eternal and are past of a whole. The only intention I ever set for dreams is one of surrender and 'tell me what I need to know'

Ancestors timeline work.

Lots of dreams starting and ending with pools. Seemed like I was clearing past energy's and ancestors... I think this might be tired with with my 'inheritance' dream.


A pool, there are 2 lovers coming together (they symbolise the tarot card) They have text messages and the 4th message is important. 


 I have a fox cub in my mouth, holding it by it's scruff.
There is a large house of marble built into a cliff, I fly in it it's a bit like having a drone view.... There is another house that needs redecorating and repaired, the work men are trying to do it all at night when the owners asleep.

I'm sitting with a friend called Nicky, I have a story I have to keep repeating.... every time I tell someone new I start laughing, I was crying with laughter..... we seemed to be in a large group waiting for something.. the something starts and it's a magic festival in the countryside.

-this bit seems to be the ancestor bit -

I have a house with 2 rooms and no windows... I share a front room with someone, but it's haunted by the memory of a grumpy father... we leave stuff there to appease him, but it's not somewhere I want to sleep or spend time.
I don't want to be in my place of no windows either.... my mothers people were shaman, that pass down the female line, and I'm hiding and avoiding them.
I can also see gold prospectors, they are part of her line too..... they have guns and are shooting the sky - black feathers are falling.

A designer I know has a gift for a friend, it's a colourful hand drawn book.. everyone wants me to 'go' - I'm just trying to find somewhere bright to 'sleep' not the no window place, or the grumpy man place... but every where I go I seem to be in someone's way.
The designer gives the colourful book... I'm not there but I have an overview - There will be one for me in time, they call me 'brave'

The shaman are waiting.

(On waking I feel the connection with the shaman & new world people... I've had a powerful vision recently where I swapped from native American on a plain to new world explores on a ship.... Then a wired synchronicity that happened when someone posted something about Appalachian mountains. (I can relate this into my current life with a 'gold aversion' and a block I have regarding money/wealth.    ---     Is this a 'perceived' battle/separation  between spirit and material? )

Back to sleep....

We find a boy young teenage, there is a felt campfire and prisoners round it. It's a 'game' Fay (daughter is there and this boy loves her) The prisoner boy wants me to take his photo with this wired camera, to move the film on it needs twisted round a spiral...  I feel like the film is twisting.  

I need to take the young boy home. He has a nanny he can speak to as a ghost in a vision, there are 3 old ladies filling a vehicle with dead bodies, Fay gets on top of the bodies with a duvet and goes to sleep.
When we arrive at the boys house there is 2 family's there and a car garage... the head of the family tells everyone they can stop as it's thanksgiving. (Think this is relevant to the ancestors dream too but not sure what it means yet....   My daughter laying on the dead people seems to represent past/future)


Last part, I'm a school caretaker.. I'm ordering supplies, I meet some others on the roof who are in my way, I grow huge and start to fly, then go back inside to clean the floor with bleach?? Outside there is a pool... there are lots of cousins of mine (from my mums side of the family) they are kids like I remember them, they are jumping into a small pool and happy.

Thoughts....

'The lovers' card and the number 4 also seem to fit with the lack of balance in spirit and material. Seems this is a block that is moving/needs to move. 
The '3' old ladies, with the bodies and my daughter sleeping on the dead - 3 seems a positive number here the '3' present working on a 'laying to rest' of an issue threw the past generations (dead) and into the future (daughter).


The lack of windows is interesting in contrast to the other dream of repairing a window.

--  Wired synchronicity too.  Decided yesterday evening to google my mothers maiden name... It's one of very few family names that were passed down from the mother rather than the father.

-- It's occurred to me 2 days later - The gift of the book colourful book gift and the 'me' in the way.   At the time it felt like both me and my friend were both me, but separate.  This morning it occurs to me that the 'me' in the way the one not read is the ego driven me...  the one ready for the gift is the intuitive me, which again in actuality are one in the same....  spirit vs material also? 


Inheritance dream from Oct 22 2010
Setting is an alien type of planet in a beautiful forest. 
I'm with the male half of me (I think twin flame/together we make whole) - this time he is in the form of a shaman, he is big and blue , we both have blue skin.  
We kept holding each other as I am going somewhere I'd not be able to see him for a very very long time.
It's heart achingly emotional, we walk and talk holding each other..   it's a beautiful forest and lake were we walked with huge yellow butterflies the size of dinner plates that would fight in the air and these sweet fuzzy animals.
In the forest is a big Victorian house it looks very out of place it is full of old relatives on my mothers side.  Lots of food is laid out and the atmosphere in the house is serious almost like a wake is going on.    Before I leave on my journey I have to sign an 'inheritance deed' that is held in the house.