Lots of dreams starting and ending with pools. Seemed like I was
clearing past energy's and ancestors... I think this might be tired
with with my 'inheritance' dream. A pool, there are 2 lovers coming together (they symbolise the tarot card) They have text messages and the 4th message is important.
I have a fox cub in my mouth, holding it by it's scruff.
There is a large house of marble built into a cliff, I fly in it it's a bit like having a drone view.... There is another house that needs redecorating and repaired, the work men are trying to do it all at night when the owners asleep.
I'm sitting with a friend called Nicky, I have a story I have to keep repeating.... every time I tell someone new I start laughing, I was crying with laughter..... we seemed to be in a large group waiting for something.. the something starts and it's a magic festival in the countryside.
-this bit seems to be the ancestor bit -
I have a house with 2 rooms and no windows... I share a front room with
someone, but it's haunted by the memory of a grumpy father... we leave
stuff there to appease him, but it's not somewhere I want to sleep or
spend time. I don't want to be in my place of no windows either.... my mothers people were shaman, that pass down the female line, and I'm hiding and avoiding them.
I can also see gold prospectors, they are part of her line too..... they have guns and are shooting the sky - black feathers are falling.
A designer I know has a gift for a friend, it's a colourful hand drawn book.. everyone wants me to 'go' - I'm just trying to find somewhere bright to 'sleep' not the no window place, or the grumpy man place... but every where I go I seem to be in someone's way.
The designer gives the colourful book... I'm not there but I have an overview - There will be one for me in time, they call me 'brave'
(On waking I feel the connection with the shaman & new world people... I've had a powerful vision recently where I swapped from native American on a plain to new world explores on a ship.... Then a wired synchronicity that happened when someone posted something about Appalachian mountains. (I can relate this into my current life with a 'gold aversion' and a block I have regarding money/wealth. --- Is this a 'perceived' battle/separation between spirit and material? )
Back to sleep....
We find a boy young teenage, there is a felt campfire and prisoners round it. It's a 'game' Fay (daughter is there and this boy loves her) The prisoner boy wants me to take his photo with this wired camera, to move the film on it needs twisted round a spiral... I feel like the film is twisting.
I need to take the young boy home. He has a nanny he can speak to as a ghost in a vision, there are 3 old ladies filling a vehicle with dead bodies, Fay gets on top of the bodies with a duvet and goes to sleep.
When we arrive at the boys house there is 2 family's there and a car garage... the head of the family tells everyone they can stop as it's thanksgiving. (Think this is relevant to the ancestors dream too but not sure what it means yet.... My daughter laying on the dead people seems to represent past/future)
Last part, I'm a school caretaker.. I'm ordering supplies, I meet some others on the roof who are in my way, I grow huge and start to fly, then go back inside to clean the floor with bleach?? Outside there is a pool... there are lots of cousins of mine (from my mums side of the family) they are kids like I remember them, they are jumping into a small pool and happy.
Thoughts....
'The lovers' card and the number 4 also seem to fit with the lack of balance in spirit and material. Seems this is a block that is moving/needs to move.
The '3' old ladies, with the bodies and my daughter sleeping on the dead - 3 seems a positive number here the '3' present working on a 'laying to rest' of an issue threw the past generations (dead) and into the future (daughter).
The lack of windows is interesting in contrast to the other dream of repairing a window.
-- Wired synchronicity too. Decided yesterday evening to google my mothers maiden name... It's one of very few family names that were passed down from the mother rather than the father.
-- It's occurred to me 2 days later - The gift of the book colourful book gift and the 'me' in the way. At the time it felt like both me and my friend were both me, but separate. This morning it occurs to me that the 'me' in the way the one not read is the ego driven me... the one ready for the gift is the intuitive me, which again in actuality are one in the same.... spirit vs material also?
Inheritance dream from Oct 22 2010
Setting is an alien type of planet in a beautiful forest.
I'm with the male half of me (I think twin flame/together we make whole) - this time he is in the form of a shaman, he is big and blue , we both have blue skin.
We kept holding each other as I am going somewhere I'd not be able to see him for a very very long time.
It's heart achingly emotional, we walk and talk holding each other.. it's a beautiful forest and lake were we walked with huge yellow butterflies the size of dinner plates that would fight in the air and these sweet fuzzy animals.
In the forest is a big Victorian house it looks very out of place it is full of old relatives on my mothers side. Lots of food is laid out and the atmosphere in the house is serious almost like a wake is going on. Before I leave on my journey I have to sign an 'inheritance deed' that is held in the house.
