Wednesday 29 November 2017

More Horses and 8's

Monday dreams..  In the first one I'm with Zak  we are laying out in the open looking at the night sky and shooting stars the sky was so full of stars and they seemed so close :smile:

Next dream was a hum, I guess it was like the grounds of a stately home.  There was a yoga class in one of the gardens I'd been attending with 2 daughters of one of my friends. 

The class had finished and the grounds were shutting up for the evening.  There was an ancient forge there and the fire was still burning in it, I was standing in the evening sun in the garden watching the pattern of the smoke rising threw the crumbled walls.

I notice another fire, but this time its in an old stable block.  The straw has caught light and there are 2 horses in a stable, I run across the grass into the stable yard to free the horses and call to the girls to set the fire alarm off. 

The horses are lovely  massive shire/cobs one brown and white the other black and white (they were very similar to the 2 horses in the dream the night before)



Ohhh  I just remembered there was also a guy in the yoga class who had a wired prosthetic/robotic  arm.  He was showing it to me and how it worked.


Tuesday nights dreams..   In one I'm in the most beautiful grove of beech trees, it's late autumn and the leaves are golden orange and red, the ground is covered and the sun shining threw the leaves is the same lovely warm hue.  

Next dream was game based.  It' was like pen and paper rpg..  but we were both at a table and also very much in the world/game too.   The DM was Angus an old friend of mine, he was playing too.  
We each has a small veg garden with a table were we were sitting playing the board version then we were also in the world we were making.

The world was bonkers with huge bases in caverns underground.  There were magic stepping stones that needed a special water to activate them...  and huge plant At-At things that walked.    Like giant 4 legged dryads on long stilts :stuck_out_tongue:   At one point me and another woman were tied sitting on chairs with tanks cannons pointed at us....   I'm not sure why.   I think we were being interrogated or something.   There were lots of candles too and a jungle.







Wed - Today
Another dream with 888!   All the dreams last night were odd.. not sure were there going
This time it's a big adventure game, I'm in a team of 4 or 5 and we are in competition with a single male. 

There is a chip thing  It's extraterrestrial something to do with communicating with someone off planet or bit of a spaceship.     I think we needed it to fix something, but the other person wanted it too.

The 888 this time popped up in a hot drinks stall.  All the drinks cost £8.88 which was lots but you got a real mug with each drink.  You had to keep the mug then every wed you could get free tot ups of hot choc another day was free tea.    I can't remember how this fit in with the other bit of the dream, I think meby we hung out there it was the 888 that stuck in my mind again. 
There was also the sensation of someone continually tickling my ribs it was driving me potty :stuck_out_tongue:  I think at one point I grabbed the invisible arm and bit it :stuck_out_tongue:  Crunching on tendons O.o 

The transmitter bit we needed was being kept in a black small rocket thing, it was in a park in a kids playground.  

Our team and the other guy both knew when it received transmissions and would rush to get it before he did as he would wipe it again. 
I woke as I'd split from my group.. I'd got trapped between a huge steam train buffer and the wall on the other side of the transmitter the guy was close too.

Next up.

A huge posh house, it's really grand.  I've been walking in the countryside and land it owns.
The people in it are civil but clearly think they are above us and others.  They had made a room for there baby, it had no windows and there was a large formal dinning table in there for when people came to see the baby.  I didn't see the baby.

We go threw into the hall, they have prepared a meal for us.   Rice wrapped in vine leaves greek style and there are little veg parcels wrapped in raw beetroot curls.    Then I find out Ian's Dad is upstairs, he's in bed ill, someone is asking him to get up he needs to get up.  he jumps up and runs to a bathroom but is sick allover me who happened to be in the way.

I'm heading down to the kitchen to find stuff to clean up when In wake.

I wake but go back into a similar dream.  A row of large posh houses..  there is a posh school too.  Somehow I'm there too, but I'm 'common' :smile:   Most of the kids don't like me and think I don't belong there.  I have one guy who dose like me, we kiss too.  It was an odd dream, not like my usual style.

Sunday 26 November 2017

Growing a Baby in my Hands.

Another dream of a very small baby.  This time it was my elderly aunty and uncles (In there 70's)  This is similar to a dream a few weeks back were my elderly aunt and uncle with dementia had a baby!

Anyhoo  it starts of in there back room up north the fire was gone and were the fire should be was a bench, on the bench was me and then in walked a bunch of friends who I know now and there kids!   All of there kids (lol we all seem to have made lots of kids :wink: )
My kids are not there. 

I'm totally confused why they are all up north but it's great to see them.
It tuns out they have all come to see the new baby.    One of the Niki's is a pead intensive care nurse and she's come as they are worried about the baby.  
I go out into the kitchen were my elderly aunt and uncle are and Niki is with them she's holding a tiny fetus/baby   It's hardly formed, skin is transparent and it's red with it's blood. 

Niki is saying oh poor thing, poor thing..   They are worried it's not talking??   I'm more concerned that it has puss coming from it's eyes. 

I take the baby from her and my hands are hot, and the baby relaxes.  As I hold it it grows, untill it's like a term newborn then it keeps growing until it's holding it's head up and then strong enough to hold onto me.    I walk out of there back door with the baby who has it's arms wrapped round me, I point at a dog and say dog, and baby repeats it... we walk to the gate and then see 2 beautiful huge horses, I say horse and he repeats it.  
At this point my other friends are leaving.   They get into what look like mine craft carts one family in each, and chug out of the garden.    I wave and ask if they are going down the A1 in them.
Baby waves too and we go in.   As we enter the baby is strong and talking now but he sill has puss coming from 2 small cuts above each eye.   I go to get some cotton wool to wipe and squeeze the abscess but aunty and uncle who are in the room say, no we just let it flow.  

I'm confused and say at least let me clean his face, as it's running down his cheeks it's allover me too.   As I'm sitting on the work top with the baby cleaning his face another nurse appears totaly unfamiliar.   She, wipes my knee, there is a gash there that's bleeding (In the dream I was surprised as I'd not hurt myself.    She's wipeing out the puss from the baby to dress my knee and I say to her, you might want to put some savalon cream on that, she smiles and says I already did.

I woke up here...   O.o      So wired!

I'd had another dream about Fay in a school refusing to wear a uniform and a strange teacher.

Saturday 25 November 2017

Owls and Dolphins

Fridays dream.
Such an odd dream.  It was almost like my brain was defragging all the stuff I'd done that day but with a wired twist.

Me and Ian were in bed, but the bed we were in was my parents bed where I grew up.

I was on my Mums side.   (I've had very wired dreams here b4)  I was sleeping and dreaming in this bed, and writing in my dream diary between dreams ... only I wasn't cause it was all dream!
SO We both woke and looked out of the window...  The view out of the window was similar to the view out of current bedroom window.   But it had an extra house next to it hung with pink silk, me and Ian had both woke and looked out of the window   and then watched the same thing happen twice. 
I asked him, did you just get Dajavu  he did, so I wrote that as a note in dream diary and went back to sleep..  Then I could feel my self slipping, in and out of stuff..  and I felt like I knew I was consciously jumping.  I woke again to write this in the dream diary in the dream :stuck_out_tongue: 
Next time I woke I looked out of the window again, this time the veiw had changed into a picnic area in the dark... there were kids playing and people eating, and market stalls all in the dark.   I realised at this point I was lucid and started shouting 'pig' and another big in a box would pop up....  so I spent a while going 'pig' 'pig' 'pig'  making more pigs in box's 
So being lucid I turned back into the room, it's a very close approximation of how the room was decorated when I was a small kid.  
I'm very lucid and the dream is fading, then I remember reading something yesterday that saying if your lucid and the dream is fading spin round and round.  
So out of curiosity I spin round and round and the dream starts to carry on.   At this point someone is bringing children (my children + more into the bedroom)    As I'm lucid I'm not really sure how to proceed so I take them threw to the bathroom (also exactly how it was years and years ago)      At this point I woke up cause I wasn't sure what to do :stuck_out_tongue:

It kinda reminded me why I'm not so keen on lucidity in dreams :stuck_out_tongue:   It's a bit to 'normal'


Last nights dreams. 

I think what I should have done is go further into the dream inside the dreams as that's were the fun stuff seems to happen for me :D

Loads of dreams again.. first one was cool and I woke from it at exactly 5.55

Long dream of a humm  place, it reminded me of a garden centre crossed with a hospital/wildlife sanctuary. 
First part I remember is helping someone like a dr,  They were hand writing prescriptions but we had no pre-printed prescription pads and I'd offered to go fetch an ink stamper...    then it got wired.
There is a pool with 4 dolphins in  they can come out of the water and stand on there flippers.
There are also young children around, the dolphins come from the pool and I reach out my hand they rub there faces on mine and touch me with there tongues they are lovely.

They've gone back into the pool and I walk closer to see them swimming, I notice something in the pool at the bottom, at first it's the clothing of  one of the children who was with us  (a small crawling baby)    then I see the babys hand, and realise she'd crawled into the pool to see the dolphins  (her older sister of 6 was ment to be watching her, but hasn't noticed)  

I dive into pool and grab her and hug her to the surface, she coughs a bit of water up but she's fine and happy to be held and rescued.   I walk to the shallow ramp were the dolphins come out and call to her sister to get her parents, but she comes back and tells me they are embarrassed.  I'm confused and get her to take me to them.

They are hiding round a corner and are both physically disabled   in different types of motorised chair, I try to give the Mama her baby but she asks me to follow as she needs her hands to operate her chair.  She takes me to their room were she has other children too.    I'm still holding her baby daughter.     Once in the room, she had a support at a counter and takes her baby to change it into dry clothes.  We talk an I explained what happened, they are great full and I hug and  go back to the dolphin pool. 

When I get there, it's busy lots of people in swimsuits waiting to go and swim/be with the dolphins many of them are disabled children (physical and mental)   I watch as they are helped into the pools for the dolphins to touch and lick...  I was also waiting to go back in and was already wet I sat on the edge and watched waiting till last.  Oh, I also meet a malasyian father who has a young boy with him, they ask if we have Obi-Wan Kenobi here, one of the other 'staff' says yes we do and goes to get him. 

(I woke here)    at 555
Next dream in in a vet inpatient ward with stainless steal cages.    In one are 3 voles,  they are oddly scared,  something falls and I notice someones put 2 green and black budgies in with them.    I'm puzzled at why this would scare them, but then I look up again and there is a small owl.   The owl swoops to catch one of the voles but crashes into a plastic hamster wheel and budgie perch missing the vole so I quickly take it out.  

I'm holding the owl wondering who thought it was a good idea to cage it with voles.   I can see a small suture at the back of it's neck were an injury has been fixed, but the bird is fit and a good weight and clearly ready to hunt.  The stitches look like disolvable so I take it to the door and set it free,

At the end of the shift the staff want to go out.  We go to a huge multistory (It goes down into the basements layers too it's a pub/bar/restaurant/casino thing.  It's packed with people in 80's type of glam ware..  I'm still in greens and push my way threw the crowds and up and up story after story as I'm heading to a roof garden I know is there.   At the second to top floor I pass the kitchens and wave hello to the staff there and go to meet the gardener on his terrace garden, it's got lots of veg patches (Used in the kitchen below)  and some tables too, it's evening and some tables are occupied lit by candles. 
The gardener knows and greets me he's elderly with white hair and rough hands I tell him I've come to help with the weeding.   He hands me a trowel and takes me to a lettuce bed where I kneel to take out weeds.    I spend time weeding the bed ready to plant fresh seeds...     I notice the waiting staff are really busy and so I help them clear some of the empty tables, taking plates to an elevator that goes to the kitchens. 
At this point some of Ian's family arrive (His dieing Mum and his Dad (Possibly his sister too)

I pull out chairs for them, wipe the table and bring fresh candles for the table...   I'm not sure they recognised me, if they did they wern't surprised to see me in a nurses uniform covered in soil with a trowel in my pocket clearing there table :wink:



In the last dream I have a ship and a treasure map!  I'm the captain it's an old fashioned sailing ship with masts and rigging.  I need some crew to help me,  I pick my crew by arm wrestling them :stuck_out_tongue:
I think we were 2 females and 2 males.

Wednesday 22 November 2017

Meeting my dead Cat

Big long complex dream...  there was a wired futuristic wired fortress.  It has rail tracks in they are overhead on bridges.  Lots of display boards too.  There is a weird male leader/mayor type of thing.
He's gone of the rails paranoid about infiltration and attack of him or his family. 
There are 'chasers'  they work in teams of 2 and hunt and chase down and kill anyone not ment to be there.
So the leader guy is having them train against each other going so far as to kill his own chasers.
There is also a giant in the dream he's massive as big as a 4 story building.    I think I was friends with him, I remember climbing up him but otherwise the dreams kinda hazyy.

Next dream I'm with Dom only it's not him..  He's young and different, he's joining the army his uniform looks like WW1.  
We are playing a game, he's throwing small tablets up into the air and I'm seeing how many I can catch before they fall.   The fall in slow motion.  We play for a while, I pocket the dirty tables and we say goodbye.

The place we are in is another 'school/learning place'  I have a bedroom there, there are only 2 rooms in a small building.  The other was for an old friend Emma, but she wasn't in.  
Between our 2 rooms there is an old fashioned coal fire place with polished shiny grate and a coal scuttle & poker.   The fire is lit and warm so we leave our room doors open for the heat.

The rooms are tiny, brown with old fashioned wooden dressing tables, small bed and small wardrobe.   Faded brown blanket and brown curtains...  they were surprisingly cosy with a warm orangey light shining in the room.
Phoenix my cat who died a couple of years ago is curled up asleep on the bed.  I pick him up to hug him  (he was a supper huggy cat)  He's soft, warm and floppy in my arms :smile: Just like he always was. 
I realise I've not fed him for a long time so I go out into the school which also has shops/warehouses.   I go to the Vet supply place, while there a woman asks me to help her with stuff for her bunny.  I find her rabbit food and a wicker ball/nest thing.. I also write the name of a plant for her on a bit of paper.  It's a plant that the bunny will like, she can get it next door at a plant nusery.     I collect some cat food and a litter tray but my kids wake me before I get back to see Phoenix.

Tuesday 21 November 2017

Jungle Temple


I kept waking myself up coughing last night.. was driving me insane, I'd fall asleep cough and be awake so at 1.30 I got up and had some Valium to knock me out.  I was surprised I still had dreams but I did. 

first one I'm in a sandy jungle?  lol  well it was meby an oasis?  It was sandy like a desert but there was also lush green bits. 
I'm visiting an old temple/city it's ancient and crumbling, made from green bricks and the architecture is incredible.    The paths and stares between the abandoned buildings are narrow and winding.
It's filled with hippies/travellers it's a kinda hippy pilgrimage or something.   People have parties there and meditate but the ruins are becoming unstable and it's going to be abandons/left.    There are rugs and fires on the sand and open squares we were sleep and  dance.

So we have all travelled there for one last look/meet.
As we walk round bits of old green statues are crumbling and falling.  It's strange bricks not like anything I've seen....   green sand stone, but the sand has a glass like sparkly quality.   It's aged and dull though, and covered in moss and ferns.

I'm sad about it being left to fall apart when I meet 'Rose'  she's a shop assistant were I live now (she's a special person in disguise :P )   in the dream she tells me not to be sad, it's being sealed to protect it and not abandoned. 

I meet a guy with 3 big brindle dogs,  one of his dogs has got all wrapped up in that plastic 'danger' tape like the use to seal of areas.  It's wrapped round it's tongue and teeth.  I stop to help them I'm rubbing the dogs warm fuzzy chest as I gently untangle the tape from his mouth and paws. 

Next dream I'm in a large school or hospital I recognise this place from other dreams.  The stairwells at each end of the building leading up to dorms are being refurbished.. and the hall ways are jammed with crowds of people.

I'm making my way threw the middle of people flowing in both directions, I think I was going to a history room to look something up.   A guy passes me, and then another guy passes me again with exactly the same face but different clothes.  Only me and the second guy notice, I laugh and he grins at me and mouths 'WTF?'  we wave bye as we head in opposite directions again.

(Above was Monday)


Last night..

My very elderly Aunt and Uncle are there.. they have just had a new baby.

Last nights dream I'm in a huge residential school type of thing again.  I'm trying to find a mug to make tea, but they are all dirty or some of them have missing handles or are teapots.   I find a small blue/green hand thrown cup and take it to a counter that has boiling water but accidentally knock something off the counter......  this rolls down a huge slope.  I leave the mug and go down the slope.

At the bottom is a drop and I'm going to jump down but people are laying out birthday cakes, and cupcakes and treats were I need to land.   I'm calling them to let me down first but more and more cakes are arriving quickly. 
I spot a small patch and jump singeing a pink and white checked shirt I find I'm wearing on birthday candles.   I manage to get out of the ever increasing cake pile. 
It's a girls birthday and all the guests have brought cakes and pastry's (they look nice :P)  The ask me if I would like one to take with me.  I remember I saw a little plate of cinder toffee and    ask if I can have a piece of that.    (odd as I don't like it) 
I wish the girl happy birthday and push out threw the crowds.

(Odd as I had a dream a few nights ago that also had tables filled with little party cakes also for a birthday) (edited)

Sunday 19 November 2017

More dreams of 8

Sat
One thing that stood out from last nights dreams was a woman with the most mazing octopus tattoo that covered most of her body :heart:   She was nekid, and it was kind of wrapped and chained round her, 2 tentacles meeting at her sacrum, others wrapped round her thigh's, and over her shoulder and arms and things. 
At first she was nakid save for a coral mesh see threw wrap but I took that of her so I cold look more closely at her tattoo :smile:  It was bloody amazing!





----- Today November 19th, 2017 -----
Sunday
First dream I was in a wired robot/car suit :stuck_out_tongue:  It had a wired metal window. 

Then A dream about a massive reunion/party for someone.  It was s surprise so we were hiding people, there were loads or party food on a table.  Someone was missing and I went to find them, I follow them onto bleak upland sheep pasture.  There is a farmer there in a hut, he's going to stay all winter and we are taking supplies.. I have a hawk with me or I release it into the air.

Last dream is of a uni/school.  I'm studying there we get a notice about a grant type of thing (rebate on fees paid or something) 
There are 2 desks to visit, one for girls and one for boys.  In the dream I'm skint and i think it might be worth a go.  A friend got £100 or so back.

I go and they start looking at my notes, I fill something in.  I ask the woman if I'm owed anything and she starts to write a huge number with lots of 8's I think it was like 88,888 or something.   I'm amazed and a tear falls from my eye. 
I ask her how she tells me she knows of all the other schools I've been to and that I have credit. 

Soo I keep dreaming of 8 :smile:   last nights, and the octopus... and the size 8 shoe of the farther in the dream too.

Friday 17 November 2017

Being Water.

Ka Isch ka is? Hay arka ik un ka, ke ka.

Eil!! I'll ka sha.    Hiss en ellia,   ha shis!

Ik lsh sha, an hissh an ill?

In Hasha  

An Ki!  Ann Ki, whisst, anki

'Ikh'

Eyes open slowly deliberately before the glare is fixed
Ikha!  Nak!

A single tear roll's from the blazing eyes. 

'Ih Kah, Nak!!'


**


I was in a lake being called down and down deeper and deeper.

I came to a flowing water serpent, like it was under water, and made of water but with form  (A little like the water train from my dream) 

It curled round and held me wrapped in it's coils. 

It was telepathic and said to me mind to mind. 

'You are small fire child, you are safe...  'Go, Flow now!'  Trust you will know how to return. 

The serpent kinda shimmers and my conciseness left my body into the water....   spreading threw water, feeling the earth and rock supporting below and the sun heating our surface, last part I fully remeber is flowing out of the lake like a waterfall.... oh yeh, the air, bubbles!   Waves... I was playing with the air as we fell threw the rocks

Lovely Vally and MishMash

So many disjointed dreams and imagery.

Firstly a glass house with many rooms there are beds in it.  Ian's Mum who's v ill is in one of them.  She wants me to give her a liquid soap drink to make her sick. 

Next is a dream were I'm a wired superhero, I put dry autumn leaves inside my abdomen to make me change.. this dreams mainly flying and teleporting.

Then I'm in a class studying psychology, I realise I've forgotten to make any notes so am looking at someone else.

Next is my main dreamscape a bit of it I've not been to in a while, children's play equipment has been placed on a square courtyard... at first it's a bower made of sticks, then it's more organised.   Lots of children are playing outside.  

Dream jumps and I just an observer of a family there is a man wife and 2 daughters.   There are islands and a sunset, igloos that are part of a game and sparkle.  The game is to do with drones playing automated shadowside of people.   Another area has pink/bule/purple electric portals.  The father gets arrested after driving one of his daughters cars the police have found MDMA in it, but it's a pink and green crystal pyramid the father doesn't know what it is. 
the police do an anal exam on him, and comment that his shoes are size 8 orthopaedic.   Then the father turns into a cat and leaves threw an open door.   
He finds himself in a circus type glass room with a dog who's trying to learn the trappesse... The cat can do this so demonstrates. O.o

Last is an amazing valley road in-between shear cliffs, there are huge waterfalls falling down and all the rock faces are wet and lush with ferns and moss...  buildings have been carved into the rocks and there is a estuary river too the water in the river is saline.

Thursday 16 November 2017

Tracks and Ice

First dream.. 
Main dreamscape but it's transformed again.    The buildings to the west of the main house are a street of very old fashioned shops, with small colourful painted shop fronts, they are pretty and new, lit up in the cold dark. 
It's night and cold/frosty snowing.   There is a 'flurry'  it's like a spirit/breeze with awareness.     Like the 'Ghosts' I have in my dreams it has no from (I guess it's something to integrate but it seems elemental)  It's moving the snow and ice which is sparkling.





I'm with male me, we have a bed in one of the houses.  We go out into the snow and the flurry is pushing us along,  it bumps us to the door of the shop we are going to we shout 'Thank you flurry'  But then it blows lots of ice and snow into the shop and all over and at that point I shout 'asshole flurry' and shut the door O.o    

Next dream, there is a hollow hill with a pool below it, the pool is frozen and there are a group of dwarfs trapped under it.. I'm with a group of people and we are breaking threw the ice to free the dwarfs we are all muddy and wet its funny.   We move to the side of a very fast flowing river, I sit on the bank and tail my feet into the flow washing of the mud it's warm  (Zak wakes me)

Next dream is a strange hilly village, there is an odd mincart track threw the grass used to move people and dogs around..  (Oh O.o  I've been in this dream before but I was above it manipulating it)  anyhoo this time I'm getting on and off the minetrack it's got strange open carts we can sit on. 

Last dream is a massive house it's a bit like 2 terraced Victorian houses converted into one, it's old fashioned inside.  A toy train is running on a small track around the inside of the house going over bridges were stair wells are, I can sit on the toy train or pick it up and move it.
 

Wednesday 15 November 2017

Opening a Care Home, Meeting a Tribe.

Another 2 long dreams, I think they possibly followed on but I woke with Zak getting into our bed in the middle.

In the first dream I'm opening an elderly peoples care home - the building has been possibly student accommodation (some kind of communal living any how) and I'm altering it and making it accessible for less able people.   I'm changing the lower floors so it has bifold doors opening onto the gardens and grounds of what seemed like a campus (so not sure why I was locating a care home there)  It seemed a good thing to do.   

I was also a death councillor or more of a spiritual guide/witch/seer   lol I dun what but I could walk between worlds.   I was opening ceremony inviting in the corners/ elements and helping in the communing with past / future and ancestors and people not yet born.   
I'd help the people at the end of there lives.  

Next I meet members from an indigenous tribe they are similar to native Americans but shorter and stockier I think.  Dark long straight hair, dark eyes and a quiet strength about them.   The are migrating for the seasons changing and they want me to accompany them and do ceremony with them.   I'm unsure why they want me to go, but they are interested in my ability's with ancestors or time or something (In the dream I was not confident in my ability's)
They were nice though so I agreed to go, the group were all male, there was an elder grandfather then 2 brothers very close in age. 
The 2 males were competitive one was the acting leader and the other believed it should have been his name that was put into the fire as leader.   There was a tension between them.  

We travel threw valleys...  they have old trucks/vans and wear modern clothing but there ways are old and we have ceremony regularly they ask me to open it, i'm still lacking confidence so open it slightly differently but all are content with how it works so I stay with them.
One of the Males wanted to take me as a lover I think...    though the dream wasn't romantic in any way.. but I have a vague recollection of us going to Dom (my x who was my partner in the dream and us telling him I was with the tribe now)
At one point the group gets separated when part of us goes into a town for supplies, I stay on a mountain/vally track with the others.   They are worried about them and ask me to 'see'  
I'm still not confident, but describe were the others are and what they are driving / how much longer they will be.      (It's right and they are united again)



Second dream I live inside a mountain...  or possibly old volcano.   It's grey the rock is cracked it has a window balcony at one side with a view of sea and sunrise... inside it's dark and a rounded the walls have been whitewashed or something.    I'm in there with a friends
I'm sitting on the sofa with 2 other women, we are all getting married but also each others bridesmaids...   someone's thrown pick and mix sweets all over the floor and the room is carpeted in pink and white foam sweets, jelly strawberry's ect it looks cute :smile:

I move threw to another room with a male friend and we hear a 'knocking'  on the wall.   We are confused as we are in a mountain - so we get up on the sofa and 'knock' back.   The knocking replys.   So we head out of the entrance cave and onto the mountain side to walk round to the knocking..    We find some friends who also live with us but had forgotten were the entrance was, we are excited too as we realise the mountainside is thin there so we can add another window to see the sky and clouds. 

As we head back round there are more and more people on the mountain side some have dogs too.   There is also a huge strange ancient tree, it's a tall conifer but the limbs of it's branches have grown up in spirals.

Tuesday 14 November 2017

Odd Hospital and Blood Ritual


2 big dreams again last night...  one was a zombie apocalypse type thing! :D

First dream I'm in a huge institution/hospital.  It's very industrial/old fashioned - freaky and sinister like mental asylum/hospital/factory.    (The building is alive too) 
Parts of it are like underground stations with old escalators but also convener belts  and one point to get up to the next floor we have to leap onto a almost vertical convayer belt and cling on till someone can drag us up at the top :stuck_out_tongue:  It's quite freaky and my dog was with me at that point also going up!
I'm a trainee nurse there we operate on people and animals, the surgeons are human surgeons.   I know the woman I'm going to be assisting (she's a local GP fighting to save our current NHS in the UK)  I don't meet her in the dream though, she's already scrubbed and her and the other surgeons are in another room.




We are put into teams with other nurse my senior nurse is a nurse I knew from when I worked at the PDSA she used to do our training, she's training me here now but we are both older.  I'm with her and a large male nurse.  We are numbered 5,6 and 8 and have to scrub at specific sinks that match our number.  (The tub sinks are really old battered stainless steel) splattered with dry blood the whole place smells of nasty flesh O.o

The medical equipment is very old too, lots of bunched cables and metal machines (it's alive too)  
I'm not scrubbed for theatre yet so I'm sent as a runner to collect something.    I leave along a long brown/beige corridor.. again it's very old fashioned like from the 1920's or something it's an admin/office corridor but some medical equipment is being stored in it.... as I pass it all comes to life moving towards me and following me.    I slide past it and out into threw way with 100's of people..   from there I move into a child's library it's dark with small kids sitting listing to story's.  A train track is set up with a miniature steam train running on it, in and out of the book cases.   I'm tall and I step over/pick my way threw the kids to get to the door on the other side they are reading a book about bunnys... there clothing is old fashioned... hand knitted cardigans and hand made blouses and shirts.

On the other side I find my way in another hall way, still dark I see a man I recognise (He was the UK poet Lauriet for a bit)   I go to follow him as he passes threw a grey door it closes and has a sign saying 'Philosophy' on the door...   seeing the sign reminds me I was supposed to be collecting something for the scrub team.    (Zak woke me here)



Next dream was really epic looking.... there's no way I can do it justice  it's my main dreams-cape but so different  there is a huge stature of a roman soldier (it's the height of a big building)  it's face has been scratched out from under the helmet.. it's in a shrine with latin writing all over it, there is also a portal that glows pink and purple buzzing quietly.   There is a pub old hotel that was right at the top end of the village... this is there too but it's a dilapidated grand hotel (that turns into the base of operation against the zombies/ghosts :P)

Down in the main area of the village there is a huge insane building been put up.. it's several storeys high and open at the front like a dolls house it is basically a massive alter... On the top sits a giant goofy looking skeletal thing with bowls for collecting blood then the blood will flow threw channels going down threw the building.   (Most people can't see this part)  There are lots of candle chandeliers made of antler horns.. but also modern bits.  It's so crazy I duno how to begin discribling it :stuck_out_tongue:

There is an 'event' being put on... it's a big thing all the village are excited and going (but it's also a kind of trap they don't realise they are going to be bled to power this wired blood ritual)  the event is wired it's like a sponcerd 'run' --- so this part of the dream is like the fim speed... everyone has to keep running :stuck_out_tongue:  babies old people kids ect.   Even if they just run on the spot as we have a thing that counts steps/distance.

I'm with male me and we realise somethings not right with the whole thing going on, as people are not giving there consent to be bled/used.   They are kinda being fooled into it so me n male me decide if we can do something to make them more aware. 

We leave the new large building where most people are 'running'  and jog threw the night just the 2 of us round the cost and inland  (this bit looks epic too as it's all deep blue the sky filled with stars and the Milkway looks very close, below us the wet street is also blue and there are 1000s and 1000s of rats also glowing like stars we are worried we will tred on them but there reflexes are better than ours and they scatter as we get close (This looked so cool )

We head up to the old hotel, and remember the hotel owner had showed us 'notes' he'd made hidden in and old leather bound menu book.... he'd predicted what was occurring and we were hoping that the notes might give us a clue on how to help. 

There are a few people in the hotel, we are not running anymore.   More people are coming in and we are showing them the notes in the menu....I seem to be serving behind the hotel bar now and bringing out meals from the kitchen, but mainly I'm using it as a kind of cover to show people the notes.   :smile:

We are putting together a 'resistance' to try and inform the people who are being bled/running that they are being tricked.    We are also being watched by wired ghosts/zombies   though they are not really scary.   I'd made my way back to the old statue with the writing on it (beside the portal) when I woke up, I was trying to remember who had destroyed the face and why, and what the writing ment.

Monday 13 November 2017

Multi Coloured Goat and Long Goodbye

My first dream last night was bizzar  I'd woken up coughing at 1.30 and had good recall.

I was on a spaceship with friends and we are travelling round also playing games.  Me and friend are discussing saying good buy to a home-world you know you'll never return too and different customs.  We are telepathically showing each other 2 humanoids parting  they look like black storm troupers  but there uniform is more of an exoskeleton (non removable) 

They are parting and know they'll never sea each other  one reaches to the others neck and says 'I''l take this for safe keeping'  she removes a serial code. 

It's both tender and sad - lacking in what is normally considered emotion but full of connection & love. 

Next we are on a space station type that looks like an otherworldly posh hotel.  The people from my ship are there we are dressed oddly.. they see something and all rush out together. 

I speak to the person with me and comment 'I struggle to follow the crowd'    we are watching sports or something from other planets, there are also cushions arranged for a music recital.  I'm floating now most people are sitting and standing but I'm floating cross legged above them  over there heads and the cushions talking to a female I know.   Sometimes I'm upside down  ---  I'm wearing a wired outfit of blue silk puffy trews and a cropped top in matching fabric.  It's blue embroidered with pink and gold flecks. 

Woke her coughing. 

Next dream I'm in my main dreamscape but I'm homeless I'm making my way up the coast to the castle... I'm discussing my last dream and how in this dream creativity isn't working well and it's hard to find well paid work for creativity... that I'm not at home in that dreamscape...  I pass an animal sanctuary and tiny male baby goat comes up to me.

It's adorable!  Ankle height with white blue and golden hair  it's coat is wooly matts and long like highland cattle it's got tiny horn buds.     I sit to play with it :smile:

Sunday 12 November 2017

Insects and Rodents.



 Friday..


A strange dwelling on a cliff jutting out of the sea.   There are waterfalls coming out of the cliffs...  it can only be reached by water.   The dwelling is small and cramped ontop of a small cliff in the stormy sea and inside is an elderly clergyman he's got old fashioned robes.     He also has a fat tabby cat.    I can't really recall why I was there or what I was :slightly_smiling_face:



----- Today  Sunday  November 12th, 2017 -----

I'm in a large contained communal residential place..... like a live in school but there is a gym & swimming pool as well as classes.   I'm going swimming but when we get in the pool it's cleared cause of lice jumping on the water. 

When we get out I'm with some female friends but I also have my 2 boys with me and they have lice, me too.  The lice are huge - look more like cockroaches.  

When I put my hand into josh's hair I pull out a handful of them.   They are big, not like head lice but flying roaches and beetles.  I squish them and put them down the loo in the changing rooms. 

I'm aware I need to get them all out of our hair, in another part of the dream I'm in a communal bathroom but the only one there it's a dated Victorian style with large white porcelain sinks and  old mirrors that are scratched on the back.  It reminds me of an old hospital perhaps (metal asylum)   I'm pulling bugs out of my hair and squishing them on the cold porcalin with the backs of my finger nails feeling them 'pop' and watching there insides squidge out.     O.o  

Next part of the dream I'm in a lesson, it's an art lesson but it's in an old fashioned science lab.

I've an excersize book and I've planned out a picture and then I'm completing it in the back of the book.    It's lovely I've almost finished and I'm running a pen over it all.... this is changing it, making some of it matt and other bits shiney and tiny lights are appearing in it too.    I keep going in and out of the scene I'm drawing  - when I'm in it it's snowing and the class and teacher are there too, it's rolling hillside and children are sledging and thorwing snowballs  (yet this was only a tiny part of the picture  (the picture had a star filled night sky were the stars really shined)  then round it were rainbows, and woodland animals, trees and plants.   It' was really colourful.

Thursday 9 November 2017

Another Putin Dream

Monday 6th

My dream was broken cause of sore throat.   I was with the Russian president though....  it' was odd (not as odd as the last dream I had with him in but still wired) 
We were friends, but sometimes I didn't have a body and just seemed to float round his head talking to him :stuck_out_tongue:   I was on a plane with him too, sometimes I did have a body and we talked normally. 

He wanted me to help with something off world.  (This seemed to be to do with a planet were mice and rats were farming veggies) ??? Or that might have been another dream I had inbetween coughing fits.   Anyhoo he seemed to want my help with something but what is kinda vague.

lol  that's funny    I just googled Putin, and he's so like he was in my dream... even down to the fact he's not that tall (Last time he was in my dream he was dressed like a medieval fairy-tale kind with silly silk trews and gold buttons.   This time he just had a suit.

Today...


First dream a friend Lorna had sent me her some tiny rodents - they were lovely like mini Degus or something..  She wanted one that was white and grey.   They arrived, lots of them and I was trying to look after them but then something happened and they shrank to the size of small slugs, and I kept loosing them in the sawdust.   I was worried I'd killed them.

There was also another tank I had, it was like a fish-tank but tropical and had insects and fish, they looked amazing but were also deadly or could make people ill with bites or stings.  There was a huge shiny iridescent blue centipede and dragnonflys     -  They look amazing but are not safe, I'm opening doors for them to leave the tank and get outside. 

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Next dream 

I'm in the sea of the coast of Craster were my Gran lived. (Another main dreamscape)   I'm just in the sea, first I'm in the harbour.  The tide is turning and the waves are huge - I know I'm not going to make it back to shore so I let the tide take me out to sea.   There are others with me....    We float along the coastline heading south... past the rocks that stick out of the water.  

There are people on the shore watching us (It was nice being in the water)

- Last dream, is a like a game but we are the players.   3 of us enter a huge building.  I think the objective was to find something so we all split up, I go below ground level down a chute thing.. another of us uses a ladder to climb up.     The buildings strange and wired, at one point I find a primitive style tribe sleeping with there animals there.

Friday 3 November 2017

New roof and blue blobs :)

ren [7:36 PM]
Dreams this week..    Not fab recall as I've been ill and I wake up thinking 'ouch' rather that dream.    (Me and Ian both had a wiredly unsettled night too... with wired disjointed thoughts and lack of sleep)

One night I was floating beside an old cottage it was having the roof replaced,  totally.     new beams and everything. 

Last night a few bits stand out  ...   A train station, but it's not.  It's more like the signal mans box.   It's up on stilts.      I'm with someone male  (male me I guess)  We are climbing up and are going to take a train from there.  

When we get to the top there is a toy train waiting.   Like them kids rides that you put coins in and they wobble you around.    There is also an ocean in a swimming pool :stuck_out_tongue:   It's like a pool.. but more (hard to describe)    The water is like glass so still,  male me is saying, don't swim....   not now we really don't have the time but it's to still and lovely. 

I leap in, it's warm and salty I'm in the middle of a tropical warm ocean.. a turtle swims past.      Male me is yelling from the shore and I reluctantly re-focus so the 'pool' comes into view.   I realise the pool is busy now and the other swimmers are a massive mix of races/cultures. 

Next is a dream in my main dreamscape.   I'm with Michael, a vet I worked with for 10 years or so  (Hi's wife is often in dreams but him not so much) 

We see a blue orb floating in the sky and are interested so we follow it round the estate.  It's vivid blue indigo and light....   it stops and comes to us as we are interested.
It's one of them 3D type images where you need to focus threw the blue light orb and in it we see the face of a man.   

the man in the orb is trying to communicate with us but his language is clicks&tones and we can't make it out.   He starts showing us diagrams, one is of his skull    (It's cross between human / goat) possibly  there are areas shaded that are different from our skulls....   next he's showing us diagrams of his oral cavity  and dentition.   In the dream I know he's trying to teach us how to understand his language.    Me and Michael are working together... his knowledge of animal anatomy and mine of song/experience. 


On waking I realise I've herd the language before.  

odd really :stuck_out_tongue: (edited)

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