Forgetful

I was still confused and asked Malico for further elucidation.

Malico asked me to dream with him, on the rock with the white stag where he'd picked 'GL bitch, I'll scrape you up later'   lol Inka, FU I'll be fine.  'Or Mine?'  Eh??

 

Malico asked me to dream with him, on the rock with the white stag where he'd picked for us to fight.

Loci joined us too, reminded me to find the night me and him had been arguing in Japanese.

We sat by that signal box thing..  He was telling me Holy Island to Devils punchbowl then Hindhead, to Stag Rock...

The Hind deer in the house was Christmas, then one was killed by dogs on the path not long after that.
I killed Malico at stag rock then after there was that white stag shot in a town..... 
'I won't put you on a chain Ren, nor on my table'   You wanted to last Christmas.. 

'I gave you the Sky Ren'     Skyren..  Like siren

 

I was taken back to when I re birthed 'As a dragon Ren, you were tired of others shit'
Oh yeh...   'Be my dragon Now?'    Errrrr  Hu??   How???  

I woke back from a very cool dream.  I'd been on the run.   Running n hiding in magic gardens, slipping threw reality's away from stuff.

Next wake at 313   I'd had an amazing visual dream!!   Stonework and architecture.  

Oh yeh, before the dream Malico had asked if I wanted to go with him to the Architect this is often an odd old version of Leon.
But instead of meeting anyone I was in a dream.

In the dream was a strange house I was inside...
It was plain and grotty like a cheep B&B.
I'd gone into the room I was using and then decided to open the horrible curtains and then to my amazement right out of the window was these amazing roofs and architecture.
Then it was in the room too, the stone carvings were so detailed it was amazing.

Like nothing I've seen before.  
Different coloured stones all worked together, stuff that just looked impossible to make... Like the different stones had been fabric plaited and woven together.

Fay seemed to be in this room, and I'd said wow look at that she told me I know.
It's what dose my work for me.
I pull back an old curtain on a second wall, behind this one was more stone work with stone and live birds!
Live birds are in amongst amazing carvings.  
Painted blackbirds in a blackthorn tree.
Then they come alive as I'm watching.  

Chaffinch too, and then budgies too a mix of very different types of birds.
All are very tame and I spot an old box of budgie seed... I sprinkle a little out for each.

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Next wake....  
That was awful 'So is owning stuff'  Hu?? 
'Should have got lucid' 
No sympathy then?  'Non'  lol thanks!! 😆
It was a long very detailed dream. 
I'd been travelling with a few bags, had stopped in a mall on a bench.  I'd been tired n half asleep then I noticed my bag was open. 
I looked in and noticed my car wallet had gone.

I spotted the guy I suspected of taking it and asked him.

Was holding him by the wrist..  (Better than when you smashed someone's teeth?)  lol Inka I'd forgotten that dream!
I had a hold of the guy by his wrist, asking him to show me plx...
He had at least some of my stuff. 
I was telling him I'd give him some cash I just couldn't be arsed to cancel all my cards n stuff.
I didn't dislike him, but nether of us wanted to bk down.

We'd ended up with security who wouldn't help and the guy gave me back a laminated image of one of my cards.
The security were useless... It was one of them dreams were nothing worked. 
No pens, no phones...   Everyone was really unhelpful.

I'd need some funds to continue my journey.

I'd told the security to keep n eye while I went to find my stuff.
But while I was asking them the guy had buggered off.
Him having gone I decided to walk bk n see if I could find any of my other stuff.....
Then I realised I was also lost!
I'd tried to ask someone if I could borrow a phone but everyone just kept walking past. 
 

I'd woken myself up sobbing as I was about to cry! ...
Inka had no sympathy and reminded me we'd all jumped back to my main dream space and before the dream he'd been telling me more about human slavery.

Was going way, way back n forth in time...  

This was all linked to the other dreams. 

On another layer to this I'd been observing something else....
A new portal/gate had opening and Illth and others would be waiting.

Or I was to open it?  Hummm  

I sleep again, this time Ian's dreadlocks were on Fay, she also had a massive spider in her hair!  

'False widow dream Ren'  ??  Errr kk
I kept jumping awake too, could feel the charges like jolts in different spaces :P 

Lol one was funny as it was Inka kicking me cause I was just falling into dreams over and over n he was trying to get me to remember stuff.
I'd sat in the middle of the fire after that, it's the one outside...  One of the few I've not yet changed the colour of.   I changed it to purple too while I was listening, the others were adding different colours n metals in, Kaylo gold, I did silver, Inka added copper... Not sure about the others.
We were all there now.

Slavery going back to Roman and Greek times, Viking too.  
One of them was telling me sarcastically that's why ID chips would be good! 
Hahah was like the re-ed station and credit/karma,
human credit implementation...     Subjects like the fucking sims!!
It was going back so far....  
It was linked with land?? 

Oh yeh, the hunter thing, the stags...  
Nomads.   I didn't like settling down, this was the ownership thing??
Yes....  Elen of the ways.   They followed deer moving.   
No farming, no land.  We just moved on.

It was all to do with the concept of ownership lol owner shit! 
Hummm was more too, but it's a bit hard to remember now.

Oh hahaha  Snoozepapers  - rather than news papers... 

 

Hunter gather, wanderers...  I'd curled up in a ball in the middle of the fire, the others told me 'Ren, your with friends'  
I can't read the rest of my writing..  
I know it was to do with the Nephilim / Elohim dream.... 

Inka reminded me last year once more about that Apocrowhatsit of Jon..  I did read then forgot again.

Oh yeh...  You told me about it last halloween, but I didn't read it till spring
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apocryphon_of_John

It's the same as the dream from the frog split into!  Oh  Hahhaha yeh that was the dream I couldn't read the writing from!! Hahah

So it was a dream of here was sitting with the family in the front room and then I could hear croaking!  I'd looked on the floor.  The light was dim and the cats had brought in 2 massive frogs or toads! 

I think toads cause they were huge!  
I'd said to everyone in the room?   Did this happen to us once already?
They all said 'No'  I'd said ok then I must be dreaming!   🤣

The yaldawhatever is the lion headed serpent that we tried to lead threw the labyrinth cause it was sleepwalking.
Ah... that was nov.. the least we forget!!!  

Kk thanks guys, my recall and lucidity level is shit atm.   

'Help with it?'    Yes plx....   Would be good, feel like I'm swimming in custard again 😋

'Border guards Ren'   Doorways... The frontline in the mind??  
 

Ooooo   Looped to here just before Beltain!   The frogs n same stuff. 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/a-lot-just-happened-in-2-hrs-it-did-yes.html

Oh!!!   👀 Falsewidow dream was another trigger target!  'You hunt in Dreams too Ren'  
With the phone, the other dream with the phone and teeth then the spider in!!!  

The night my phone broke when Ian dropped his!!
Oooo that was linked to Halloween with Tigs mama... these are wyrd loops!!

Ropes & Chains

First dream I was just sleeping in a city.. Rough sleeping.
Laying watching feet n people at first they were all Asian, but after a bit they changed..
I don't recall what too.
Oh there was a guy I knew in the dream but not in real life, he used to hand out flyers for a shop would buy me a drink now n then.
No idea who I was.

With Claire, I was showing her how to make yogurt with kefir. 
Straining and stirring... This is familiar from something else??

Haha Inka... Did you just put that recall in now?  'Now Ren?'  lol stop it, I'm dizzy 😵
I tried to find that dream.. And instead found another about something I'd literally just posted moments before in a group!

The next dream was strange I was with my dad by a short leafless tree.
We were unwinding a length of bright orange nylon rope that was hanging from a branch...

It was to be replaces with a soft hemp coiled rope that I had brought.

I was trying to help, but my dad had pushed my out the way as I was knotting and tying it all wrong and getting in a tangle.

The next dream was odd I was in a town with many, many dogs, all on rope leads and harnesses.
Someone else was holding them.   A female I was with.

We'd passed people sitting down on a bench with yet more dogs!

One with us kept barking.  The female that was holding them accidently let them go and they dived off charging like a pack.

I'd yelled at my dog and he came back.... But the others were in the road now chasing traffic.  

As they'd been tied together I didn't have a lead, but as we ran after the dogs I found a length of rope in threw a ring in the ground. 
An iron type ring for mooring boats.

I'd taken the rope, it was woven red, grey back and used it to make a leash for my dog. 
I'd called to the others I'd pop to the pet shop and get more leads.

The female I was with told me take a good look at the street so you know your way back.
I'd looked down the street taking in white and blue painted buildings. 
A pub sign and hill slope.

They followed the dogs and Kef n me headed to the pet shop.
The petshop was strange and filled with dogs and parasite medication.
A guy in a wheelchair was sitting at the back,  he told me about his dog and was oddly familiar.  Inka??  'Should have written it down lazy'  lol 
A small red setter puppy had come to meet Kef.   (My B&W collie)

Kef had laid down and rolled over so not to look bigger letting the puppy play with his nose. 

I'd woken by Inka we were by my outside fire he told me bluntly 'You belong on a chain!'
I'd responded with a pissed off Eh??
After than he just laughed at me and said 'You're loyal Ren.  Like your dog you usually come when called'
I wasn't sure what the heck he was on about and had gone to sleep again by the fire.

He was showing me star systems, Orion again, then the 2 dogs.

Reminding me of the Scooby Doo catapult the other night.

Hunter?? 

He was showing me lots pushing me back into recall of lots of other dreams.
Artemisias & the wormwood connections.
The Pleiades too?? Oh they ware also in the Myths and a systems

'You asked bitch, why that system triggers you'

Oh yeh!!  'Read all your dreams Ren, stories you have the clues' 

lol ok...  Oh yeh, the dog people too!
One I washed in a bath....

Hum..
Then I'm seeing the white stag, the one shot and when I'd killed Malico I was also a dog.
I'd wiped the blood on the white stags back??
The dead Hind on the path to Hindhead too?  

The Stag shot in a town.   Then we found another one in a park?
Christmas dream, I needed a guy to help me move a young deer back outside?

Humm.. Hunters room is mine.
The Skua is also parasitic jaeger???

'Yeh Ren, you don't want rescued.... Your not helpless'  Hahahah!! 🙄

So???
 

Then I saw Andromeda and the chains...  He told me 'Bitch, we have both chained eachother down'

I'd recalled when he'd locked me to a radiator in Malicos house... While for years he was chained up in a basement.
I also see a dream were we used a huge chain to lift a sunken vessel.

Was another dog at Christmas.. With the titration equation? 
Known quantity... 'Yes'   Right 3 way split? 
'Scales mouse'  Oh like Libra and oh..
Egypt the heart n Kidneys are weighed.   'Ren als?' 

Balance, Judgment??

'Stick with why your triggered by the Pleiades'

Was in a dream with Malico and frogs too??   'Mmmmm'

Hummm Non of the myths seem right.. 'OFC, your in her dream and not His Story'

Archetypes then??  'Closer mouse'  Hummmm 
'I told you to look up your shit'  Hahah   I will with time  'Like TIME NOW?'  Yeh, like that.....
 

 Hummm SO I'd been taking to someone yday about why people who say they are from that system trigger n piss me off 😂
I log in this morning and someone else claming to be from there posted the above image.

Sooo the dreams,

Dog washing....   Where we started digging down too!  'Conencting Ren, the spaces were there'  kk

Last Christmas... the Deer in the house.  

Hummm...   Titration...

Ohhh  the conjunction Solstice was the bow/Arrow & Dogo person!
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/12/what-trajectory-am-i-alined-with.html
 
All linked to last Christmas...  I'm more aligned to Orion system so they don't like me?   Saviour bullshit??  Is this spirit for sale crap?? 

Malico in Egypt...


Hummmmm, they want to keep the war going??   We wana play??   

Dark vs light crap??   They 'Don't much like us' 
Hahahah  yeh can I remeber more of this plx now??
It's to do with scape goats??  

When Planets start Teaching

Inka and me jumped back to last night. 
I'd met him in his hub briefly first.
Darth D told me to sit on the stone alter thing and wait.

I'd wanted to go exploring in the metal first... Was told not yet.  


D Dad had asked Inka if he wanted to die with me, like we did the time on the bones somewhere in a tunnel above. 
He doesn't said he will receive me into him once dead instead...
Unless I wanted him to die too.   I didn't mind.

Waiting was dull so I'd fallen asleep there too into a fun dream.

My main dream area, a new venue there.  A place I'd not been to before.
It's below ground, an escalator and security are on the door.
I was purple still but smaller.
I was sneaking in and out of the venue.

Security had chucked me out 3 times and were getting annoyed...
They kept missing me to though,.
I was supposed to be on the guest list but people didn't recognise me cause I looked like a small purple imp.
I was looking for a friend... And then she arrived back.
I'd hugged her for a bit as I've not seen her in ages.
She was tall, I was only at her waist this was I guess my small though rather than her big!
She was in a black pencil skirt and a gold knitted top.

I'd asked her so are you queen now?? 

She laughed and told me yes, she'd been away getting coronated.

Oh and something about doing up a camper van too.

It was Vicky.. Err Victoria Tate her name was.
(The Victoria Biscuits Dream I told you were for later)   Errr kk...
Someone had made me a corn beef sandwich??   But I'd lost it.
I could smell it and though someone might have stood on it.

There was a new sandwich shop in the space now too called Ozzy's. 
They grill any sandwich you take there?  Then serve it wrapped in paper with salad and pickles!?!?!  Lol

I was walking round with Vicky now she had very long blond straight hair... Oh we'd got the giggles over some balls.   She'd commented that they looked like dyed scrotum!!
I was telling her they were key-rings that you could buy at the giftshops.
We were trying to decide what I should put in a sandwich.

Hummm Oh Victoria Sandwich too 'Red n White filling??' 
The Tag on James yesterday was blue white, he was out the game till a new round??

Hummm Oh the child me in Blue & White me on my Birthday Imbolc, we intercepted her  in trouble for fighting!!

Oooo the blue white checked hanky dream too!! 'For the dream you were supposed to find yesterday'  Yes, You'd stopped fighting, told me about weapons in the clouds.   I'd called Zak off 🤣

Oh!!  That's the Estuary that I've just flooded there last week and the liquid Iron that we weren't allowed to swim in yet!!  All in the same place 🤣
'And where I parked the white HGV'  Oooo!! 
Wow....  Cool!!



00.33 'Come back here'  lol ok... Did you lot kill me yet?  
'Not Yet Ren... Come here, or want me to collect you'

Yeh plx, I'm quite awake now.
Pain, left wrist... Oh yeh.   Before I'd slept Inka had told me to take of the copper bands tonight, that I was no longer arrested 😛
With the pain he said take the watch of too, and go into the pain.
It was referred from a knot further up the arm,  as I pressed it and explored it, it was from holding my phone.
Contract.. Con - Tract.. Con?  'Tomorrow Ren'  Contracts are different from deeds and oaths?


'Yeh come here'   Oh.. It's 222.  I'd got up as mind very awake.
 

Errrr....   Wow, the biscuit tin, night. Then what happened 🤯
Was the other night with Alters and underground stuff and me arrested!!
And I just watched that film with Ian BK bed 😮
When I put my watch bk on it really hurts! 

'Come back to sleep'   I'm still awake, 'Will help, we go into the pain entanglement this time' 

Unicorns??  Horns??  The twisty spirals and coloured candy canes I keep seeing?  The spiral cone?? 
Darth D had wanted to tie me down to kill me. 
I'd commented sarcastically a mouse wouldn't need much string.
He'd replied he didn't intent to kill me as a mouse... 

Inka had said he'd hold me still if I wiggled but I didn't bother fighting with death or time.

This is jumbled errr   Yeh so before the unicorn stuff Dart D had asked again if I wanted to be christened first..  Or baptised I'd replied no I bloody didn't!!!

Inka was laughing and Malico had asked me if I'd like him to help me with the symbology. 
I agreed I did and he'd offer to merge with my awareness, I reminded him I was about to be killed... He told me Ren, I can see the situation you are in! 🤣

So it was him that was showing me stuff.   The cones, Eyes, Horns...  Reminding me of what I'd already learnt. 
A baby is christened with the sign of the cross.. On the forehead!  
Then I remember what Inka had told me as we'd jump bk there.....
That he'd not leave me, but when I died this time to enter him threw the silver mark I'd left yesterday on his 3rd eye.
He'd reminded me he had told me to look up errr    Bindi.. But it's not got round to it.
Will in a bit..

So the cross is the cube and tesseract??  I'd woken slightly but was being told to jump back.   Help with the symbology plx?  'Lay down mouse... ' I will 'it's nearly 303'

 

Is it?  'Will be in a mo, you need to be here' 

Woke next at 313
That was Wyrd!!  '😏 Ren'
DD had stabbed me in the heart... He'd found that gold knife again that keeps popping up.
I was angry and told him not to kill me in the heart cause it wasn't mine...  Inka told me 'It's fine its, his just shut up n keep still'  🤣

So Malico was still showing me symbology!  
That dream from way back in 2010!!  
The crazy gold lazer-beam into my head....
'Read all later Ren, more Biscuit tins!'   Hahaha  ok...

This time it's a similar sensation but also going in and out of my ears!  
Felt like I duno... Was lower and more in the base of my skull this time somewhere in the middle where my ears met!

Time was wyrd..
Then Poseidon was in front of me and had reformed me once more as that purple fire thing, but bigger than last time.  
He gave me a hug, we were all still in the same room.  
I'd swapped back into something more humanoid but felt really sick... 

Then I vomit up a whole big blue live fish!
After that more stuff came out... Sludge n stuff.
It reminded me a bit of spirited away when that fishing hook pulls out all that gunk from the river spirit.

As I was puking Malico was showing me more images...
The dream years ago in an astral lesson, I was invigilating an exam, removing stuff from under my skin.

Putting them in petri dishes for the students to answer questions on.
One thing I'd removed was a whole fish :P
He also reminded me of the fisherman's parasites I'd got in my thigh....  That was around Christmas...  OH!!  When I'd agreed to hunt the planet Neptune and stasis.

lol, am I still salty about being Christened and the age of Pieces?? 🤣😂

'Come here again Idiot'  I still feel sick 😛

 

Wake next at 414

I'd been in a layer close to waking.... Downstairs in the dark in our front room.  Oh I was splitting?? 'Yeh'
In the space outside here there was a big work detail.

Emmm utility workers..  Water, Gas or something. 
They were trying to fix something fast, one kept saying over and over

'If we don't fix this people are going to die tonight' 
I kept thinking I should make them a cup of tea as it was dark n cold out.
But I was to fractured to solidify in one space.
They knew all the neighbours by name.

I wasn't sure what was up... Outside of this dream on another layer was blocky awareness like a puzzle game.
It was all slotting together now quite fast.. My dream dust was fractal moving cubes.

Hummm Oh yeh, so I'd jumped back again to the deep cavern we were all in.  I was again the purple thing... The others were all helping me to reorientation, as my vision and hearing was wyrd.
It felt like a bird inside my head was cheeping and tweeting!! 😂

Inka reminded me of my big boggart/imp ears and the bat dream the other day.... He told me massive ears were good at echo location. 
Hummm... 
Oh  Yeh I'd told them I was going swimming in the liquid metal now... 
When I'd jumped in and merged into it I was seeing copper pipework and the silvery looking soldering in the spaces were the joins and connections are.
That was all before the astral layer here.

The wrist pain had also gone too now.... Inka was telling me to check out the dream were a needle was in a wrist drawing off bad blood.

After that the dreams were less lucid n jumbled.  A reception desk, I was suppose to be working but I was laying in a garden dreaming.  I could see a blue wall with a price tag on.  It was £30.03
Also something about the queen and a photographer out of favour... He'd been ditched for a granddaughter.  Had made a fuss. 

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Right so... Errr Bindi...
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bindi_(decoration)
Ok... That makes sense.... So what's with the Cross there then!!
 

So Christening and Baptism...
Hummm...   Ok... Lol why are you laughing Inka
'You'll see'  Hahahah Sheesh 😂

So Darth Dad asked me the same thing when he shattered me on you with Anvil.. St Peters Key??? 

'Yes'  St Peter, that same cockerel was in a painting with Pluto?? 
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pluto_(mythology)

And Janus?? 
Was an Iron doorstop in another dream too??

'Told you your a squeaker speaker'   Hummmmm...
 

All the same story over n over again....   'His Story'   Or her dreaming??? 
Hummm wait up, you got me to baptise people?? 

'I did Bitch'  lol was around this time last year??   'Look it up'  lol  OK....

Was Halloween morning!!  'Yes' 
That Apocrawhatsit book... 'That you didn't read either'  😛

I did just about 6months later... 

Wait up. 

Hahaha this was Christmas day....  Pluto the dog. 
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/12/a-mouses-stupid-bitch.html


The fisherman's parasites was the day before solstice n conjunction. 

Oh the rooster dream here....  Lol  Ok, it is funny!! 
 

I know get who all you guys are as my planetary aspects... These help with timestamps I'm dreaming at.
 

 

So this is Lamas/Imbolc lol all the festivals are linking up??  

'Close enough for now'   Hummmm?? 

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Hummm 2016, Fish under my skin...  Also another night I was liquid fire, that time Red...
I was supposed to jump till the flame turned purple! 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2016/11/a-night-of-wired-things.html


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Ooooo

Guys can you show me this plx?  Like in a way I'll understand?  'Shove you threw it mouse?'  Hahah yeh that might do it.  

I'll find out..

Is that shape the spider thing??

 

That's what I painted on my celing n drew all the time as a kid, that spiral sun thing!!! 

 

Sooo

 

The Eclipses, Equinox and cross quarter festivals.   These are what cause the cyclical dreaming patterns??   'Will show in images Ren'  kk thanks

Oh yeh, I came to find you n Kaylo last night too... You, Illith, was with you..  It was stretchy?  
'It was when you were feeling the cone / horn energy Ren'  🤔
 

I can't follow this verbally from these vid's..  'It's easier to show you Ren when your asleep'  😊TY

This reminds me of the stupid CME dream....
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/costumes-of-his-story-stored-in.html

Oh.... Hahah was one last night too!

Earth bound.... Fun???  'Yeh Mouse, you'll have fun'  Heheheheh