With Inka in Ddad hub but dreams very wine hazy.
Painting a bit of fabric bob ross style, a steam train in a a snowy conifer forest.
Sandra's house hanging out laundry.
Jumped to see Kaylo & Leon for a while too.
They told me I should head back to Ddad hub so the AI got used to me coming and going.
Leon was also pleased we had taken over it.
Errr we were trying to bring our system timeline into more of an alignment ... I was seeing a sis stem like a flower stalk connecting stuff together.
When I jumped back to Inka he had an Anger bar over his head 😆
As I'd appeared it went down and vanished.
Reminded me of a game boss enrage timer!
That tickles.. 'Be my queen tonight Bitch?' Hahah I'm not sure people call their queen bitch...
'Yeh mouse, but we have little protocol' 😛
'You'll be my pet mouse again before long' What are we doing now?
'Wait n see?' Yeh ok...
(He helped me with Ian.. Before sleep)
31st March
I'd gone back to Ddad's hub where me and Inka joined again into one person but
both retaining personality. It was funny
like we were using one eye each and sharing in the middle. We kept swapping the eye side we were
using.
It was mainly his body we were using and was finding it funny being a guy. I kept making him grab the ass of Ddad's crew
members cause it was making me laugh 😆 They
already think were freaky and odd.
Inka was telling me
this is why we'd split ...
He ment into 2 sex's but also the divided mind, showing me why we are trouble
together.
He wanted me to dream and I did as part of him.... It was a dark dream.
A field at night, very little light. I
could make out moving shadows in the distance but not what they were possibly
cows. I realised I'd already forgotten
the path I'd arrived and was lost in the dark.
As I was lucid I'd let the wind lift me up again and blow me around. Inka was trying to get me to be passive. Also a big blue ankh that was being used as
a walking cane.
Number 1. 1st the moon. And the night I was a mouse in Inka's pocket
with smarties.
The cube that I'd eaten... I was being told that was a moon cycle.
- Haha just checked and it is! March New
moon was the 2nd. 1st of April is the
next one.
On another layer we
were chucking stuff at each others eyes.
Trying not to move or flinch 'I'm
teaching you to override instinct bitch' lol ok... Why??
'Different game' Hummm 🤔
More about the 1st, The new game stats with the new moon??
Next was layered again.
False awakenings and lucidity on many layers at once.
In one layer Inka
and me were mentally wrestling... On
the border of dream and lucidity?
I'd been woken here by my dog at the bed, but realised he was in his crate and
I was still dreaming and not awake.
Zak was also younger.
In this space Ian pinned me down. I knew
I was dreaming but couldn't move or influence anything.
'I'm teaching you a prime directive bitch' lol how not to fuck with dreamers? 'Or me!' lol 😆
In all the layers I was lucid, but Inka was 'Controlling your dream' Mmmm? I duno?
Lucid nightmares are cool, but it's hard not to just wake up.....
It was interesting, I'd recalled the night integrating Leon when he had told me something along the lines of 'Sometimes it's not how well you fight, but how long you can stay down for'
I also knew that Inka's teaching me passivity and non reaction. So I'd not struggled but instead shifted my awareness out of the layer... There was also dodging bullets? Or changing them or us to allow them to pass threw us.
'Come back Ren, it's fun yeh?' Mmmmm 😏
On another layer I was in a dream with family, again I knew I was
dreaming. All of the dreams had a
slightly menacing vibe - but to stay lucid and not wake I had to not react
strongly to emotions.
The room with family was a 2nd story country kitchen felt Tuscan?
On the wall is a large painted clock.
I'd looked at the clock and could see the pointers chasing each other
around the face like 2 little mice.
Looking up at the
clock I'd asked the room, 'Is anyone able to tell me the time please?' I'd done it to see if the others were lucid
I think, or if anyone could perceive what I was seeing.
As they looked at the clock they vanished until there was only my Dad and me
left in the room.
He'd put his arm on the wall stopping me from moving and then looked me in the eyes and told me
'You must be on some
bloody strong drugs'
I'd tried to tell him I don't need any medication, I'm aware of layers of
dreaming... But I could feel Inka telling me no.
He wanted me to gain experience of when to speak and listen.
I'd stopped and looked at my Dad who considered me and then told me something
about Prince Charles and Acid?!?!
I was struggling to dream.
Inka was in that gyro thing again, he wants me to have more self control before
I can join fully with him in it. I was
in-between Loci and Ddad, my crown energy flow was crazy. Inka had asked if I needed his help to
dream. I'd said yes please and he got
out of the thing and stroked my forehead twice and I was instantly
dreaming.
Way less lucid at first. I was looking
from a building across into a room with some people in a green and white outfit
with a small pony.... The horse was I think like a therapy pet. I could see people coming to interact with it
and it wore a green sash with the same markings as the women with
it.
I look down at the floor of the room I'm in where there is a swift or martin
bird with a broken wing.... It's flapping about on the floor.
I recalled seeing the same in another dream earlier on and this ups my
lucidity.
There is a bird with
one broken wing and a monarch butterfly also with one damaged wing.
The Monarch butterfly flies at me to the left of my neck it tickles but I'm
aware of Inka asking me to remain still... The Butterfly enters me, the same
place as that Knights Templar blood ritual dream from years
ago.
Hummm last time I saw a Monarch Butterfly
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/06/axsis-mondi-wobbly-windmills.html
Also linked to 1st April ... I was drawing Knotwork again yday too??
Oh.... I'd asked you yday to show me the perspective of a butterfly? 'You get what you ask for sooner or later Ren' Suppose I do 😀
