'We are part of eachother Ren' Mmmm 'You'll be fine, but you have me to help'
I'm so
tired again. 🥱 'We are sol aspects Ren, young
and old. If we can't hold a light for
you two then little else would' 'We will
be fine here Ren, Inka is free to play his own game. We remain here for a
time'
'Don't rely on me though bitch, level up too and we team shit good'
Mmmmmm I lack perspective. 'Here?
Let me shatter your mind?'
That would be nice. 'Then dream. I'll
help'
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Thanks Inka 'You're
welcome Ren, Have that one on the house, Next time you owe me' lol Oh good
😁 I'd been in everything again
Mycelium but then mushrooms and fungus, mould and spores. I was aware of their tastes, smells,
effects. I was segmented too like I was
a bit of a frequency of music.
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Berwick next, I was
getting an ego check. A group of us
were.
I'd met an old friend Sharon there. It
was reminiscent of checking baggage onto a flight. Having our personal crap measured and
weighed.
A strange place I was in.
A white tall
hub, I'd been having a chat with captain Picard!
A rouge planet and
it's 2 satellites were going to be captured by this system.
He was showing me the planetary and system
obits and trajectories in 3d.
He was also telling me how some of us were able to tune into a broadcast from
elsewhere.
After he'd finished showing me I'd opened my eyes and out of the window was a
crazy sight.
Things floating in the sky, massive balloons and inflatables all bouncing around
then falling down.
Blow up dolls, huge models of pollens and planets.
On the street below
was a carnival but we kept getting 20 second periods of snow.
A school place I was at, I'd forgotten
where I left a bag. I met Victoria Tateagain.
She was showing me she was no longer afraid of needles and had learnt
piercing she gave me a library book called 'The Raven' checking it out and
writing my name in.
Can't read the next bit.. but Inka tells me 'Here Squeaky, Jump into me'
Then so much stuff all jumbled up.
I was in a hospital bed, I'd been bitten by a venoms snake.. I was in delirium
vaguely aware of bits of my body swelling up and some medic staff frowning at the bottom of the bed.
A war zone, empty city streets with only soldiers left there.
Outside also the Vatican I think, it was a large important building with guards
there.
A desert and a horse, golden sandy colour with a darker main and
tail.
Inka and Ddad argued too. Inka won, Ddad backed down.
A castle and guard, strange dragons and monsters.
White Dr Martin boots, white socks.. My feet had been bleeding and the white
leather of the boots is stained with fresh blood inside.
Battles starting loads of them all threw time and we were going back to the start over and over.
Trying to start with the optimal outcome or avoid the conflict beginning. This was vast.. so much data processing all the possibility's and programming the alternatives.
RNLI their flag, Life rings... Like red and white donuts. Inka was making me laugh to as I recalled making myself a donut head!
Changing actors in and out of the battle senarios. We were processing.
Certain ones
know how and when to back down or not.
An odd dark fortress. We are flying over.
A strange dragon, metal teeth. A female dolls head monster was coming to attack it.
The back of it was a mince-meat machine, it had a silver metal mouth.
Another hybrid thing that I was apart of was keeping guard.
I was watching the interaction as we stopped the doll's head thing
attack.
Oh yeh we were like a metal red and black dragon thing?
Is this the snake
eyes roll for the start of the month??
I couldn't really tell what I was perceiving as I was rendering it all so
strangely.
Once we were holding the doll head thing at the gate I left the merged robot
and went into the fortress to play. The Doll's head was attracted to the metal flying thing, was happy to watch it.. a strange energy play.
I'd hopped of the flying dragon robot (That had been made of me and Inka.....and walked into the dark castle.
Felt like the Shinning house or Wuthering heights type of building.
It's filled with old fashioned well to do types talking and I'm surfing on what was like a cross between a hostess and medical trolley.
Was good fun as there was lots of corridors... I kept crashing into other things and people.
Hummm... It is the first of the month
and Inka was also reminding me then of things exploding.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/02/blue-blankets-and-talking-teddys.html
And that had the same odd toys made into things! Also the metal game bits.
--
A guy sinking with an arrow threw his foot.
He'd fallen out of one of the life rings we had chucked.
I was the thing they were arguing about 🤔
It started on Ddads hub earlier in the night.
Inka was taking me to his portal hub, told DarthD he didn't care if he came or not. That it was Inka that I'd merge awareness
with.
He knows me better and knows how to use me?
Errrr He knows how to not make me explode now anyway! Oh yeh,
It was my emotional triggers and how to defuse me. 😛
DarthD did come and just merged awarness to observe.
When Inka had told me to jump into him... It had been different, like I was
just in half of him!
From his
middle down! 😄 like a south pole or something.. Felt strange.
A series had also been rewritten.
It was
done with humour now and I was watching odd puppet like puppies and kittens learning to
play fight together. Reading body launguage and posturing.
Hummm the row with Ddad.
Inka wanted to
avoid me having a sense of humour failure because that could be messy at this
point?
I'd been pissed off at being made to wait on Ddad's hub in that blue overall and was getting bored.
Inka had appeared before things got heated.
The others only explode me with good reason or when they can put me back together
better. 😆
He was refusing to just let them use me, that they have teamed with me for
ages to make me less hostile. Ddad can be a shit and Inka will remain failsafe
to stop me blowing up all over.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/07/back-to-schoolbut-not-as-i-knew-it.html
Felt emotionally tired on waking up.
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