Clash Dream and Dieing Fox.

First dream was real-time clash of clans. 

This was fun, buildings were being pulled apart and rebuild real-time as they were updated.

It was a big long dream with 2 factions.  I was building cannons and putting them on stilts around a pond I was with a bunch of other people from our team all trying to improve our base.

Second dream

This jumps around it's a series of scenes with no real story... I'm more of an observer. 

Another very long dream this is a version of Aunty Sheilas.   The main road is a road/rail/river with the 3 all together.  I'm seeing this above like a map. 

The roads runs in the same place - and goes threw to town (This is the same layout as normal for this dream zone)  In the town there is a lack of housing, it's really run down.  I'm suggesting that the empty brown site and empty shops are converted into shared and communal spaces. 

There is an old kitchen, 70's style but like new.   Sue & David used to have it but now it belongs to Ian's uncle Jon.  It's a really interesting style. 

Another part of the dream I'm looking down on similar victorian buildings. They are small terraces arranged into blocks with square 'commercial' units every few houses.  These are decorative too, made of old red brick with wrote iron fences and removable covers.  One is selling newspapers, another is to repair cars.

I ride on the river in an old tire, it floats...   there are 2 tracks one for trash and I go down the trash one alone, at the bottom is a guy who collects rubbish is nice and asks me what I have, I give him the tire and an old black blokes shoe. 

A children's home, the children are being taken and 'married' they are way too young.  I'm aslo in a big pool where children are learning to swim.

People from home (main dream area) are here too..... they are 'broken'  or not good, some are drunk, others just laying staring into space or adults laying with children.   -  It's 'messy'  I feel sad for them. 

An old man comes to get me - he tells me he has seen a fox in a garden and wants to go back and see it.  I walk with him past run down messy stuff.   Threw a house where cats run threw the building in front of us, they are dirty like street cats.  I hope they don't scare the fox of as the old man is keen to see it again.

As we come to the garden entrance we are met by a boy I know (he's been in other dreams recently) He's is early teens, has no home, strangely unmanaged shoulder-length brown hair and warm brown eyes. 
I know him deeply and I know he's come to meet a girl here (I think another me)  .
I see her in my mind to (a green/blue knitted jumper and red/brown short dredded hair) 
I smile at the boy sadly and love him deeply I let him know she's not here - only me. 
He has his fox/wolf with him.   The animal is in a very bad way with open wounds, and cancerous hard lumps - dirty and maggoty I know he smells vile but I can't smell it - my heart is breaking for the boy and I go to the fox who puts it's head on my leg I kneel down to let it lay on me to die.  I motion to the boy to come over but he can't - It's too much for him and he backs away relived that the animal is in my care and ashamed he can't stay.   I tell him I won't leave him (the fox).  I know that the old man is also the boy, he came to get me.    The fox/wolf dies in my arms. 


I wake from this dream (shouty baby next door)

When I go back to sleep again the boy/man comes back to me to thank me.  He says 'Few can show that level of compassion in life - goodbye'  

I wake up, wonder what the time is as baby isn't crying.  It's 555

Too Full Kitchen, and a Needle in my Nose

Nov 27th Dec

Bathroom in stone close, I'm on the window sill trying to open / look out of the window.  I get the window open.  I'm painting, on the window, there are huge bottles of perfume.  I'm frustrated with them, I've been given them but I don't like perfume - it makes me sneeze and have a headache... but it seems wrong to bin them. 

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Next is a dark forest with Ender men in the woods.  They have a different name here but I can't recall it.  I'm with a fox, dog and bear.

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Next a strange very overfilled kitchen there is barley any surfaces but many many cookers.. so many that the doors don't open well. 

A fire glows with a purple flame and I know it's a portal but I can't remember how to open it. 

A cave leads to the sea, I also have a needle up my left nostril that hurts, I'm trying to get it out and do eventually. 

There is someone I know who had lots of money (I could have been like that, but it wasn't right for me then)  

Nov 19 Week 3

21st Nov.

First dream - With other Andrea, lots of milk & cups of tea on a hillside. 

Second dream - A long fun dream set in a city.    Starts in a bedsit or 3 bedsits in one building.   I have a small tiny room, downstairs is a bigger one that 2 parents and a young baby live in - I think the bigger one had been mine, but we swapped as was ok with smaller. 

I go out into the city, I have a boyfriend we are young under 20, the other dream charachters are young too. 
We are all quite chavy, my boyfriend has dark blond hair and a tracksuit.  We hang around a supermarket carpark, one of my friends has been chained to the trolleys by a security guard and we are showing her how to wiggle free. 

We got arrested at one point but released again, dream had a huggy playful vibe to it.  The city had some kind of festival happening - I think Ian was there too and he wanted to see the lanterns.   We were trying to get there but the central city had a wall around it, and we were on the outside of it.  I kept floating up a bit to see if I could find a route around.

There was a street stage with a talk or show going on and we stopped there for a bit to watch.   After a while, we saw the fire lanterns in the sky and kept moving on towards them.  They were grey and red. 

A shop we go into is wired - it's like a 7/11 store but like an Ersher painting so the stairs and floors don't meet.  It's confusing and makes us laugh.

-  When I wake up dream dust is really organised. 

22nd  Nov

Shelia's/ Auntys / Female side dream.  " dreamscapes merged, it's Sheila's house but the Glebe is the coast. 

In the dream there is a long corridor and the beach/sky sea is all beyond the window.  Dark grey & moody. 
Was a wired dynamic of 'owndership'  

23rd Nov

A school/ military - but very free.  It's an ancient town/city we are there learning.  A battle is coming and we are learning the rules of engagement. 

The building we protect archives, we win if we protect them.   Our skills are wired, phasing/shielding/time moving. 

We play with reality to battle.   We can also use a psychedelic, this is a cheat mode - but ok.  It helps us to use our abilities under stress.  - Feels like a superpower.


Nested, Humans/Angels/Dragons going back & forth. 

Waiting on a chopper.   Someone is hurt, we give directions.    Ian orders pizza then is angry as others start it.  I'm 'embarrassed' by him. 


24th Nov

A water dragon to angel then to pink - like Russian dolls all nested. 

Country village with windy streets and lots of trees.  A country fair - dancing and thi chi taking place.  A big basket full of apples. 

There is also an ultra-modern building - white with PC's & lasers.  Very different from the other dream stuff.

25th Nov

Michael Vets / Floors - A massive building, each floor is a different colour.

26th Nov

First dream is in a forest/house.. it' like the floor plan for a huge house but the walls have crumbled, old stone covered in moss.  Now no more than waist-high. 

Trees grow threw floors the rooms are still functional with beds, tables bathrooms. 

Many people are living there it's comfortable - local people, all doing their thing but in the forest together.

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A strange unfamiliar city.  I'm in an industrial area, there is a large raised train line on a bridge and I'm at a coach dept.   Lots of identical coaches are lined up filling with people to the left of the busses in the distance is an old castle type of building or an old bank, big stone architecture.  In front of that is a huge metal fence with yet more busses they are huge way to big to go on the roads we have.

Behind to the right are large prefab/mobile science labs.   They are on stilts can be moved on huge lorry transports.    They are sealed and on stilts for contamination reasons (Oh, I'm remembering another dream where I'm in one of these working on stuff - they are dark inside, with lasers. 

I get onto one of the coaches, I'm travelling as 3 people.  Me and 2 males - not human and all different, the smaller male makes noises like a chime ball.  We are going to travel in the front of the coach next to the driver and the door.   We have a sort of bed on the dashboard... facing backwards towards the others on the bus.  I'm in the middle, the male with the chime head is laying on my left with his head on my chest chiming he's blue. The other male is chatty and on my right.  We are talking to the others in the bus too.   We have large glasses of cold creamy milk -  A Scottish guy in a kilt is telling me how he likes bacon on his porridge.

Last dream,   More crumbled buildings floating above a floor covered with elephant poop.  Then I'm in a metal wire yard a large queen bee lands on me, she's huge and brown and black striped... different colour and shape to any bee I've seen before. 

Nov 19 Week 2

9th Nov

1st dream - A strange open Inn/Pub on the coast, no walls.  Seats are yellow fluffy velvet - some of them are damp where they have been rained on.

There is a strange dragon/crystal statue  - It looks at first like a statue, but then on closer inspection, it's a dragon made from rainbow crystals - Like peacock quarts.  
It's curled about an egg that seems cracked and dead - A purple bolt of lightning comes down and strikes the top of the dragons head and the dragon comes to life and the egg is hatching. 

2nd dream - A dream about children and birthdays, it's set in a dream version of here.   Kids are all over there is a big party and my brother is there, he's sad I forgot his birthday.  - We walk a long walk, Zak gets hit by a car (wakes me up)

10/Nov/19

1st - A strange school I'm at - we are on a field trip in a coach.  The school teaches only art/craft or cookery and I'm in the art class.
The coach is huge, has cookery bays and art stations on it too.   It's messy, paint on the floor - food all over the worktops.  We are collecting stuff we need, the cookery lot have been collecting 2nd hand cookery equipment and I have some old leaking tubs of acrylic paint in pink, green and purple. 

We are leaving the coach to look around a town, I've got left behind - the teacher comes back for me but I lose him again before I get to the rest of the class.   

I'm wandering around a huge multi-storey bus station, it's a wired transport hub.  I think someone was following me.  I find my way lower and lower until I reach a basement pier it's dark and grey, very cold the water is frozen and in the frozen water are barge boats and water homes.   They look like they are being repaired but no one is around.   I think a battle of sorts was about to begin. 

2nd -  dream was a rock pool full of fish, I get in and it's tropical with tropical fish, it's much deeper than it looks and there is an underwater cave I go into.   I'm swimming in the dark threw a cave underwater - I can feel lots of fish too.  I keep swimming and get to the top of a water slide, that then goes into a big fun pool.    Had fun swimming :)


11/Nov/19

1st - is a hmmm it's a very old building, built of slate a house with outbuildings and a walled garden.  The building is very old, the garden well planted but out of season or neglected.  Grey paving slabs run between the buildings.  A big roast meal is being prepared to share, many people are coming but some are late.  Jud & Her crew haven't arrived, beside the building is a crumbling shed where a big black crow lives. 

2nd - I'm in wild countryside lightly wooded with open & shrubby scrubby bushes.  It's dusk, windy, damp and cloudy.  In the distance we see a tree draped with pink... It's strange so me and the other female I'm with (possibly Marie) walk to it. 

Up close it's a very old twisty tree and the pink is 1000's and 1000's of bright pink feathered birds all hanging upside down together with clear plastic coverings on them.  Confused we think they may be trapped so reach our hands in and wake/move the pink birds who start to fly away.  A long pink feather falls and I tuck it into my hair.

We have woken nearly all the birds when an old farmer arrives - He is very angry and I realise we have messed up, the birds were hibernating/sleeping/keeping warm.   They are now out getting cold and wet - I feel bad that they might not survive.

13/Nov/19

1st Gay male friend, and a building with liquid mercury in the walls.   It runs in channels - a huge library.

2nd Game style dream, A wired boss/creature roaming in a set area.  Trying to take it down.  It's like a game,  we travel in strange red rail carts around the play arena.


14th/Nov/19

Planet, Ice/Snow to much weather.  Art a canvas but it's got a mechanism inside - the mechanism is hidden by the art. 

16th/Nov/19

House with thousands of spiders, was a bit freaked out by the number of them. 

Sunday 17th/Nov/19

Ian's dad ill.

Long dream.  I'm going on holiday with Em, packing and taking my brother to school...  when we leave I realise - I've forgotten my clothes.
We are heading to the West country there is a chalet it's big a few of them I think.
Other people and lots of dogs there a river running threw the middle and a bridge with cafes on wooden stilts over the stream and soft warm fairy lights lighting up everything. 

I visit an old market town to find clothes but realise I have no money anyway so put everything back. 

Next I'm in a castle ruins, it's huge and dark with just flickering wall sconces to light up the crumbling stone.   There are a mix of people there, some are tourists/visitors others are there to explore or hear a lecture going on in one of the big rooms, a wooden lectern is waiting for speakers. 

The talks were on rebellion/dissent/ascension and transformation.  The changes were inside then changing the outside.  I was walking around outside the lecture hall looking up at some of the hard to access parts of the ruin, I spot some very small elephants (the size of a pig) they are amazing looking - they have gold swirly patterns on the skin of there haunches and their backs have red pattern with the grey skin showing threw. 
I'm trying to show the other people in the dream, but they keep missing them or can't see them.

Monday 18th/Nov/19

Another long dream,  I'm a sort of dinner lady in a child's school (though sometimes I seem to be a runner for an operating theatre)  I have a wired hat.
It's a huge place/ school - most of the children are outside in a big play yard there is a dance-off going on.  
There was also a stone arch, old looking.  Threw the arch were some old guys - sort of bin man vibe - they were really friendly and the boys from the school loved them.  They were helping to fix bikes and make dens.  They had a grandfather vibe about them. 

First week Nov 18.

End Oct -  Woodland, pools and wooden buildings - Dragons/daemons It picks me up - we are climbing tall buildings.

Main dream area, Aroura in the sky, blue and green then fireworks too. A field/farm goats & lamas potatoes growing.

Sat 2nd Nov

Dogs and Cats that can talk, with Em & she is upset...  'Grief is love with nowhere to go'  - we are removing her uterus

Sunday 3rd Nov

Female prison, a balcony over a pool - jumping off into shallow water.  Need to do it in under 3.5 seconds.   An exercise yard to run around - playing squash too.


Monday 4th

Large field near grans house, it's a veg field, not much is left a poor woman's garden.  Meet Jack and we hug.

Nov 5th Tues

Large modern flat complex, it's on a cost with big glass windows looking out over dunes and onto a sandy beach and sea.   The glass windows/doors open onto a balcony too.

Only women live in the building, there are baths and beds - and apples, all cut into slices.  We shared rooms and beds many of us all in the apartment block. 

Wed 6th Nov.

Clare with Dobby, Wolf and a monkey (could have been Zaks cuddly monkey but was alive) 

We are in a house/bunker it's cold dark and damp outside and Dobby and the Monkey are receiving radio signals.  I think it had to do with a Soviet sub. 

-  Next, I'm meeting someone at the beach I have to be there at 3.30  (Again 3 & 1/2 ) was in the dream the other night...   Hummm

Anyway there is a woman in a sports car and she's driving really manic, we are on the same road going to the same place, I think It was her I was meeting - but travelling separately. 

- Last dream,  A house with cactus & cats, 2 aliens are in the house.  Like ET crossed with a gremlin, there was one here but a second arrived and they are catching up - they have missed each other. 
At the end of a dream I'm waiting at a coach with lots of other people, I can't recall where we were going but I was going to get onto the coach. 
While waiting I decided I would fly and was flying up and around in small loops just above the other people waiting for the bus, they seemed surprised I was flying. 

7/11 Thurs

- 1st was about vaccine safety study team....and cost/risk/benefit analysis - Home & patterns.

-2nd  Big flat city, we are going fishing...   need to make our own rods by the river bank.

-3rd A Rave/party going to kick off... it's the prep.  Entry to the building, sound rig arriving and being set up, drugs arriving.... we had to wait on children arriving first, and going to sleep before the dancing could start.  Some of us are dancing away, the music is always inside. 

8/11 Friday

1st  - A huge country fair, it's in heled a village nestled between hills/dales.   There are sheep all around on the hillsides and it's beautiful countryside.    Kef was with me but there are also 100's of other hearding dogs,  they have packed up into mobs - I'm looking for Kef in the packs of collies wandering around.    
I find him again, I'm with him but there are cakes and food all over.   It's hard work to keep an eye on him, we wander threw an open cafe/food court and he bites a bit of a meringue cake going past.

I try to get out of the crowds a bit and we reach a dock type of area, old brick warehouses are crumbling but still busy. 

In one there are molten trenches of tin in the ground, it's flowing and liquid.   There is also a large production line of tin soldiers.  They are huge, heled by steal cogs and wheels...   I recognise it as a 'fear' childhood dream/fascination.    The large machinery - I make myself walk around and under the feet of some stationary tin soldiers but freak out when some of them are moving, it's an automated stomp/match action - Big steal wheel lift the feet.    I freak out and run back, some young children are there and laugh at me. 
I keep moving but can't stop thinking about the feet and the mechanised movement, I need to go back and revisit it again.  I've moved with the crowd into an art installation and it's all one way now so I'm looking for a way to cut back threw and analyzing the fear.  (No emotion?  Mechanised?  Tin Man?  No heart?  )  I'm trying to get back to it to work it out and end up in a big cafe/kitchen.  It feels quite  Wizard of Oz / Willy Wonka now.   The kitchen is full of 'crazy chefs'  it's like an exaggerated film set.   I tell a chef I'm trying to get back to the Tin soldiers that scared me, and he tells me I can cut threw the kitchen to go back.   It's so crowded though, the tables are so close together I end up crawling under benches and threw serving trollies. 

Cat woke me before I got back.

2nd  -  I'm with a floating travelling caravan.   It's got a few floats that float.   On them are religions/gods/ relics/  all stored in ornate box's.
Followers are accompanying them - bickering and arguing and revering them.   I decide I want to open them all..... let it all out to kind of 'duke it out' and sneek one night and open all the boxes.

I'm floating above the caravan with the contents - it's funny to see it all floating about - People are annoyed it's out and floating I want the caravan to slow a bit so I can float and play with it. 
After a while, we all sit down on the grass, priests/police/lawyers/philosophers - We are all observing the stuff floating about, making notes and cases for and against.