Death and yet more Blood

The first part of the night just wanted to chill so went to the Tree hub. 'After Arguing' Shhhh 😏Didn't argue, told you where I was going 💚

Dreams had been hazy strange version of main dream area one that is familiar but that I've not been to in what feels like ages! I recall other dreams here it's the buildings seem way to big like they did when I was a kid/small.   

A dog that didn't want to walk and I was trying to get it home.. to heavy to carry, spaniel on a green slip lead and a posh woman shouting directions. Ohhh wow, I have wired recall of other dreams in this space, a concert hall and a railway line running past the main dream house... feels an age since I was in it though. In another dream I had white/black orange long hair I was combing out knots. 

Woke gone 3. 

Inka?  'Mmmmm'  Come play?  'Tree Hub'.
Sleep instantly and jump there, I jumped to the room I'm familiar with dark cave with fire and rug, Inkas there but we are made from the earth not wood. We have no faces same as Dryad, lol was a bit like being morph made from red clay.. moving earth form. 

Inka reaches into me and takes out my heart and then I take his...we swap them they are also soft clay-like earth. Then he takes me down into a room below I've not been in before.. it's kinda hazy as my lucidity wasn't high and it was visual but not using eyes more of a floating awarness and tactile too.

The room is also dark and warm the place has a red/orange glow like candlelight, though I don't remember any light source.

There is a wood bench growing from the earth in the center its the only thing in the room. I lay down and he kills me with the knife with a blue handle that I found in astral the other day. I turn from clay into blood. I run down the bench and into the earth soaking into it. There was so much blood... I am it. Warm, red greasy soaking into the sandy orange earth leaving just a greasy stain on the floor and the bench, was there for a while just flowing and changing. 

Wake up... That was unexpected!!😆 'Hahaha, Ren... you've been dreaming blood rituals all week death comes after hanged man'  😈 Did you kill you, or me?   'The same thing'  Haha suppose.
Was still surprising 'We wouldn't be wild if we were predictable' 😏 Hahahaha.

Jumped back to tree hub to sleep the normal room, I sleep again back into main dream area. 

Long dream I meet Em's Mama and she wants to take me for breakfast male me was a jumble of bro/dot. We arrange to meet her, Em joins us too. Hummm, so symbol wise Em seems to be Me reversed...  I have been given care of an older woman too and I also had a role in a
birth unit but the births are not human, they are all kinds of hybrids
& entities. Strange buildings too with glass fronts was taking blood & tissue samples to check.

(lol like Ren from the story?) lol brains and symbols are wired!  'Yours certainly is bitch' Haha thanks😏

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Fuck Inka! That thread.... On the insect & plant entitys👀

'IKR bitch, it's fun though'  💜💚💜

 Pfffff I'm no teacher, leader?  'You don't need to be Witch. We just play.... play nice this time bitch... Symbols, roles masks'   😈

'I notice you didn't tell them about' ... Pffff do not go there!  'You can Ren'  

I will, just one step at a time. 

Reality is wibbly....   'Yep Witch, only going to get worse if you want to fly'   I do!!

'Hang on then, we got you... Don't expect them to like you Ren, you know how this shit pans out'   lol PAN!! 

💜  'Yep'  I'm still all in! 

'Planting seeds, Ren... We are all with you too!' Like reality bombs but less fall out???  'Your getting this shit bitch'  

 But the burn? The Pop?  'Trust. We are playing'

 Oh.... Some of them see??   'They are us too Ren' Oh yeh..... 

The heart anger?... That's new. 'To you, yes... energy centres different in other aspects' Ok, TY. Does it fuel the violet flame?  'Burn Bitch, and keep jumping till you burn purple'   lol, I will but I'm right? I'll take that as yes 😆  

 

Being Blood

When the world is all running the other way and you're diving in and trying to play. When the light is blinding and you long for the dark and the noise is relentless you retreat to your heart.

You crawl thew the darkness falling away, welcoming night instead of day. 

We are waiting for you we and know you well. 

Run with us to the back of time, dive and swim threw the deep divine.

Welcome the void as it welcomes you, falling apart to emerge as new. 
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'Come then, we are waiting' Straight to you? 'Mmmmm'  Come dryad first?  'Soon Ren, we finish what we started'.  Ok, I'll jump from the tree.   'Meet you there Witch'.

Tree root hub into the first dream. 

I'd been with male me who was Jack we were boiling an egg and I kept adding more and more hot water deliberately pissing him off.   

He was annoyed about it but I kept topping it up when he wasn't watching, I'd added washing up liquid too and kept going until he eventually flips out and rages. What was the other hot water dream? Oh.. hehe a month ago. 

Also a street with a really strange metal device that moved along the path on a track, it was strange, but recall was poor. I'd been woken by cat meowing. 

I next woke at 404.  

I'd been with Inak he was a preditor again big cat, wasn't a flea this time just joined perspective but I wasn't driving the form just piggybacking and looking out. 

All black cat this time, we were on a hunt but running threw realities, not over land. A chase, a game hunter and pray. I had a wired perspective the Seth frame 1 frame 2. How it tied into my dreams of stasis pods and the story & so many in stasis? Eh?  'less fall out keeping people asleep'?? Still don't get it.  'Dream Ren'    

When I wake again I'd been patterns/shapes symbols so many! 'Getting it yet Witch?'😈  Starting too lol 😏  'Good'  
So many patterns all the geometry and fractals, tree rings, onions the ripples! 'Symbols in Symbols Ren'.  Shapes, the grail the triangles, the stars... I'd been in the geometry.    It's wired that this isn't that strange anymore 😆

From there I left onto lower astral of here, dark and silver again I'm heading to the woods and find on the floor a folding knife it's handle is bright blue like the blue from last night. 

I'd had a dream of 4 children in a room, we close the door and leave them to sleep.   

When we jumped back to Malico and the house I joined him but I was inside him....blood flowing warm bright red like arterial blood. Back and forth in time threw all things. Hot and vital.  The was the other dream of seeing blood... this time I was blood.

lol, woke up really blissed out... I'd forgotten I was supposed to be re-entering the blood ritual dream so was wired the dream had ended with me being blood. 'Tonight Ren we are ready now'.
I can see how the triangle symbolism that makes the flower of life/star I was in is also the grail, less multidimensional than the singularity thingy though.  


lol Inka you shit!  Was pondering cat/big cat totem and the Fox/Wolf stuff.   Got me thinking about the black cat dreams and I remeberd the one close to death 28th.  ...   Blind in one eye... your shitting me!!  'lol Ren, told you last night don't make me go Odin on you'     You allready did!  'Back at you bitch'  😈


How many times?   'Told you bitch, you have no idea' 😏   Hahah I've got more of an idea and I recall 100's now 👀