Tuesday 28 February 2017

Wind Race, Underground Rooms and Beach Statue.

First dream is a errr I guess it was a race/game/hunt, we were in an unfamiliar town and the race was in and out of buildings and doors.... the town was really windy too so we had to struggle with draughts and doors not blowing of.   The race was to find the 'One in the Many'    It was really good fun, fast and blowy :D


Next dream is set in my normal dream zone in the newsagents... as usual it's got many storeys and the dream is taking part in a lower area mainly underground.   It's a dwelling, but also very busy.   There is a large central white room,   to the east is what appears to be  a tacky fake wooden bedroom unit, but looking closer you can see a cave network behind it.   To get into caves you need to go threw what looks like a cupboard door.     Thew the back is cosy space carved into sandstone bedrock.   It's lit with modern up-lighting and there is a low bed area carved out of the rock with a stuffed mattress and bedspread.   There are some candles in glass jars and a white porcine sink too, this is placed onto a levelled of bit of the cave and is functional.     There is a long narrow passage in the rock that also leads round the east side of the large central white room and a storage area.

To the North of the central room is a 2 large double-glazed glass doors, they lead into a room that is for performances and functions, there is a secrete passage here too...  only me and male me (who is my bro) know about this though.   It goes down into a large square concrete room, in the dream we are hiding something here...   hummm, it wasn't drugs but we were behaving like it was drugs.   It's in a bag and it's small and white and plastic   :P   It's hidden here.

In the dream we are waiting for a performance male me has left and the main white room is full of people, I'm with an unusual group... I'm me in the dream but I'm accompanied by 2 tall men in dark suits and glasses they are like bouncers or body guards but they are my friends I'm aware the other DC's are suspicious of us, then another female arrives she;s a little older than me also short and sings beautifully.

We go into the performance room to watch a show and I lead, I go to the east corner and we all sit down... as the show starts we are looking onto a playing field of people playing basket ball with these impossibly high hoops... they kind of take off to jump up to them, then land in rope safety nets...  at this point I'm just hovering awareness looking at the hoops and seeing the balls. 

Last dream

I'm on a rocky sandy sea shore at low tied,  the sky is light cloud, it has the feel that evening is approaching.  

As I watch the sand a wired stone sculpture appears coming out of the sand and way up into the air .... it's a dolphin and 2 serpents.  
The serpents are wrapped round the dolphin and the whole thing is massive and automated, it rises up out of the sand and the whole structure twists around it's self with the dolphin in the middle and then it dives below the sand again.   I walk over the sand where it rose from, and the rocks change slightly so that I'm in a cliff like gully that leads to the sea, there are rooms and temples carved into the cliff walls.
Remotely viewing the cave rooms while I walk along the sand I can see wired black gold angular paintings/carvings inside them that are familiar to me. 
The sea is round my ankles now and I'm nekid, I go out into the sea to swim and am joined by a massive  alligator...  (I duno how to tell them apart)   
I'm stroking it and swimming with it I can sooth it with my mind so it's placid and doesn't attack.    Some small kids arrive to play and I keep the croc with me.... as I watch back threw the gully there are kids playing on the sand....  the tide is out with me now and I can see the sand reverberating where the statue is... 

I call to the kids to move as the statue is coming back, they don't know me so are scared to come towards me  -  so me and the alligator move towards them to scare them off and back to the safety of their parents. 

Saturday 25 February 2017

Space Hub.

First I'm wizzing along really quickly and then I'm in a sort of motorway space hub, it's full of people and cat's with white airlocks all over it too.

Space traffic seems to drive around the outside of it, there are gates like toll gates for docking.    Inside, there are rows of seats, travollators and cats!  Oh and massive glass windows to look out into space.   I'm inside with a cat. 

Zak wakes me but I go back to the same place, this time it's more of a giant space/hub ship.    It's like a floating town,   the corridors are dark grey with red lights and there are massive screens alover with speakers placed so people can see and hear a specific one without interference.

It's huge, but there are hardly any people around.   2 of the screens are showing a briefing of a male and female officer who are onboard the ship... I seem to swap between observing and being the female officer. 
She totally lost the plot and has been contained for 'treatment' but she's shouting at the camera that she's the only sane one on the ship.... that obedience is not sanity.   The men are too obedient to there superiors.
I then swap to a nurse also on the ship, I have a friend who is a student nurse and she's been shadowing me and her family is due to arrive for a meeting.   She asked me to go meet them, I do and it's my aunty who reticently died her daughter and there kids too.   (2 of these were also potential parents for this life)   I find them some seating and go to put the kettle on to make a cuppa. 







Friday 24 February 2017

Dreams of Battle and Stonework.


Thursdays Dreams first.

First dream I was in Berwick and we were going to buy wool tweed??  The shop once there though turned into a fast food and ice-cream shop.   I met Melody, and then the guy from spirit science arrived with a team they were going to record something in the basement... I comment it's a shame Corrina isn't with us too. 

Next dream I'm on a huge stone wall overlooking a big landscape.  I'm with Ian and I notice we are surrounded by skinheads with more and more arriving all the time, they start to do the Nazi salute... I remember thinking 'I don't think we should be here, and hoping Ian kept his mouth shut while we left'

Fridays Dreams.

First dream starts of in a vet surgery, it's ultra modern and all white plastic shiny....    I'm with Michael as vet.  We have a tiny puppy cute, it's got a GI issue.   It's brilliant white too, shaped like a Scottie dog more than a Wesite it's a small terrier.  We are taking bloods and going to put it on IV fluids... we discuss the catheter and go for a largish one as we want to draw the blood from the same IV.   
As we finish taking the bloods 2 elderly female human nurses enter...  they have come from the hospital (their uniform is old fashioned) one is the owner of the puppy and the pup is clearly very happy to see her.   She's going to come threw the back and wait with the pup for a bit while it's on fluids.   I find myself with the bloods in my pocket doing the paperwork to send them to the lab.  I'm confused as I have more paperwork for a Microchip but we didn't chip the dog.  The chips is dated 16th feb, but I was writing the date of the 22nd Feb on the bloods.   I ask the head-nurse about the chip, but she says they couldn't register the chip until the dog was at least 4kgs, It was 2.5kgs on the 16th.  Its close to 4 now so I fill in both forms.



After completing the forms I head into the surgical area.  It's very very different to the front consulting room...  I'm puzzled but interested as there is masses of stuff back here.
As I look around, all the box's look old and dusty and there is tons of  medi supplies.   
I see these amazing reactions going on on a shelf... the containers look like a big reals of suture thread but there is many of them connected together and they go threw the colours of the rainbow...   There is coloured liquid in them and it's bubbling from one colour into the next.    I go to touch one and the head nurse appears again.

She's gowned & masked, scrubbed for surgery in old fashioned green's and is covered in blood she asks me what I'm doing...  (She seemed like a surgeon now rather than the head-nurse)      She tells me to get the surgical kits ready quickly we need them fast.
I'm confused as the instruments are all different (old fashioned)  there is no autoclave and she sighs and tells me the liquids are for sterilisation and that I learnt all this in my training.    I also clearly remember a glass container with lots of suture needles in it.   On waking I realised that the back was much more like an old fashioned war style field hospital.

Next was visions I kept getting the  hermit tarot card.

Last dream....  I'm outside looking at amazing stonework!  I'm up-close examining it and looking at the joins/angles and 'fretwork'  (I knew in dream this was the right name...just googled it as it is exactly that!)
I'm re'membering that I've been stone mason/builder architect too.... This is hard to describe as I stared at and touched the stones I could feel-touch the other me's...   The work I was looking at was amazing craftsmanship, I knew how it had been built, the tools and calculations.
I could also see mechanisms in it that could move.... I understood the reasons for them.   As I move my awareness away from the smooth stone work I see I'm in a massive cemetery it's for people killed in combat/war there are statues of old soldiers these are worn crude and moss covered compared to the amazing smooth fretwork that I'm looking threw into the cemetery.     The words 'Least we forget'  echo in the dream.

I go back to look at the stone and I remember my father... I need to see him (In my dream I was thinking of the old architect from the beach dream rather than my Dad)

I teleport to the city where I know he lives...   It's amazing!  Really indescribable
The tall beautiful buildings are all like works of art, but crazy multi media ones...  like the buildings have burst open in places the burst areas are explosions of creation filled with sculptures, paintings, fabrics and leather-work ...    Ships are half in half out of buildings and there sails are beautiful painted fabrics.   
I'm laying under an arch work of  stained glass flower windows, looking at the joins in the stone arches and the leaded coloured glass. I vaguely recall there was some kind of battle game going on here with 2 sides ebbing and flowing, neither making any headway.   


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I had a feeling this is all connected with these dreams too....  Seems to fit!
http://mousedream.blogspot.co.uk/2016/08/broken-window-and-sand-speeder.html

Wednesday 22 February 2017

Lots of non-human dreams.

Monday.

I was dreaming of a dimensional 'Nexus'   it was on a road with a round-about but at certain times there was an overlay of  another road too...   it couldn't always be seen but it was a junction between just human reality and a hybrid world.
My throat was bad again so dreams were hard to recall, I remember I kept finding it hard to maintain a dream body too and not just fray out all-over the place.

Tuesday.

Similar dreams, floating in and out of stuff.  Big green people, sledging with Zak down to a big stone monument on an island..... It's made with massive rocks and with tiny bricks.  I'm aware people traveld a long way to make it. 

Wed,

Pushing threw a crowd of people mostly going in the opposite direction to me,  then I start realising that the crowd is repeating I'm seeing the same 5-8 people again and again.  I'm wondering if they are NPC's.
I come out into a white space, there are sinks filled with what looks like coral/lichen or moss (it's pretty and alive)  they are fed by tiny drips of water they only grow 1cm a year I realise they are 100's of years old.   There are also stalactites and stalagmites made by slow drip drips. 

Next I have this wired 'lap top' but it's all glass, it's pritty cool tbh :P   I'm using it to put music on.


Second dream I'm on a motorway on the back of a motorbike with male me, we were travelling south back to were my main dream zone so we'd been in Scotland.   I've never been on a motorbike (they freak me out) but in the dream it felt natural and fun... we are in a rush to get back there as it's time to re-set and we have what is needed for the re-set.

We stop first at my Dad's sisters old house, I think my Dad's mam was there too....  I'm struggling stay awake in the dream, then me and male me fall asleep on her living room floor in front of the fire.   (This is the same village I dream slept in when I went into the long dragon dream)  
We wake in the same dream with same mission but in my old house now (main dream house) 
We are non-human, there are people in the house waiting for us, and I give them the re-set codes that look like a massive diamond and a massive ruby.  They are confused, but I show them how to place them into an old radio on the kitchen bench - that will reset as the frequency received will change. 

Me and male me go out into the back garden, there is a large metal chimney going up into the sky, it's a little rusty and needs some repairs and pulling back into shape.  As we do this we end up below it in a round earth room,  kinda below the grass.  We can see the roots of the grass but now under the chimney is this futuristic circular control desk, the panels are all glass with glowing lights and buttons running threw them.   Male me is green, and large different looking to humans he understand the control panel and I have turned into a furry creature of sorts, not quite a dog not quite a badger...   I'm hairy though a with him in the room I'm curled up on the earth floor watching.  

Saturday 18 February 2017

Brain Mess!

Long and messy night.

Visuals and the hippy gogy things before sleep.  

Someone had died and we were throwing hand fulls of glitter into the sky to remember them and it was making a new star.

First dream

I'm in a shopping mall/indoor market/uni thingy. 
I'm looking at pretty colourful things on a stall and a female  PC comes up and frisks me for stealing. 
I'm wearing a black vest and a bomber jacket (very 80's) I'm annoyed with her as she's she's making assumptions based on appearances.  I call her out and tell her your barking up the wrong tree....   then the dream flips as  I recall I'd left my stuff with a female friend.  
I go back into this kind of bus/transit waiting room with cheep carpet and wired walls and my friend has wandered of, but when I come back into the room I see a guy in my bag taking my phone and purse..  

The male is tall, and I'm feisty...   I jump in and pin him in the corner of the room by an electric door. 

I tell him I know he has my stuff,   he tries to brush it off but I have him cornered..   This was odd,  I recall it as me being 1/2 his hight and him against a half open glass door, but I'm pinning him down.

He's got dark hair and eyes (a bit like the element of me I'm bringing in at this time)   
He's trying to act casual and gets his own phone out to call the police and I grab it and ram it into his teeth???   Smashing the glass on his phone... he's pretty alarmed and I then reach into his pocket and get my phone and purse and tell him to 'fuck off'

I walk back fairly traumatised by all this and put the stuff back into my bag, while doing this I realise I don't want a purse or phone as it's a burden.
I meet the friend who was ment to be watching it... but she says 'I was constipated'  
I mentally release the phone/purse but  as I do this I then realise I had a wand... It was a sculpted Poppy stem.

So I set of in the same dream scape looking for a Poppy Wand.  I realise that the phone/purse was a distraction...   so set that aside and ponder the wand.   (on retrospect this was distraction too)

At this point the dream gets wired The city starts to fall away, and I go out into a muddy courtyard looking over hovels  -  above them all is a cartoon spider spinning....   She is a spider witch and she's spinning on a loom.  She is sitting above weaving a poem of love into her weave, she glances over and smiles at me... I can see the poem of love in the fabric of reality she weaves.

An old lady in grey comes and meets me, she is sad at the pain in the people.  Her and the spider remind me of the earth crone.   I take her arm and let her lead me, she shows me a young mama and her baby she's been watching down in a dark earth shed and as we look they have new rug and new warm fashionable clothing that the mama loves.  We walk together looking for the love in the dark.


Next dream.  before I went into this my inbetwenydreamy HH were wired... 

The dream is of a red haired female...  she's making a film... but is also at a football match.  The match is surrounded by high metal fencing and she's climbing it with her fingers and toes.

While doing this she's her focus is on 'The film of the fairy'
I'm almost 3rd person on this dream... but I do have a task, which is to take the recording and place it on a floppy disk (the very early version of)   So in the dream I'm facing a earth wall with 2 drives remotely viewing the fairy and the other person.

I'm observing the red haired female clinging to the fence of a football stadium, and watching the female (dark hair)  'Fairy'  leap from the stadium into a pool and then into another world in a magical forest..
She is being followed by a race of flower people, like halflings  dressed and part of plants and petals. 

I'm recording this and also backing it up... but while I'm doing this there is another reality also running O.o   One in which there is a cheesecake competition on a double-decker bus.   I was also watching this as I  recorded the floppy versions of the other dreams, but in the mean time I was coming up with the idea of blackberry and elderflower cheesecake for the bus competition. 

If the night wasn't odd enough all ready - There was also stuff going on about a harbour of boats were the RM dates had been cut out of the hulls, having sex in a the top shelf of a refrigerator  (which was a reference to me losing my virginity:P ) and being a plumb back pack with the wings of a butterfly. 




Friday 17 February 2017

Heraldry City and MMO Game.

First dream was a stress type dream (I'm fighting of strep throat) I was in a city with friends and I had kids with me, and it was all just very stressful trying to get them across roads filled with traffic...  I'd tried to call someone to meet me and when I looked at my phone and thought it was a little odd as soon as I thought that it got odder still.  

Next dream was also in a city.  This was a wired city, it was filled with castles and medieval but all newly built and weirdly clean looking, there is heraldry everywhere painted on buildings hanging on flags on peoples clothing..  all different emblems.

The castles are amazing, they are made with small bricks then surrounded by wooden forts and then wrapped around them are giant embossed leather jackets!   (this could have been different types of cells and the battle going on inside my tonsils)  Anyhooo, they look amazing, the leather is embossed with huge beautiful pattern s birds/dragons/trees/sheilds/and pictures and laced together over the castle's entrances.   The leather is massive too whole bits way bigger than any animal we have. 

I'm inside one of the castles heading threw a long stone corridor and down a stone spiral staircase when I meet someone who I think on waking could have been Melody she was on our way up and we both had another person with us.   Anyway me and this person know each other and she said to me 'Oh, I've been meaning to ask you something about astral travel' and as she says that the 2 people with us, yawn and instantly fall asleep on the ledge of an arrow slit in the wall.    We both burst out laughing and I comment 'law of free will in action'   we chat briefly  about dematerialising before waking up our sleeping companions and then continue on in our different directions. 

I head on and down into a massive 'library'  it's trans-temporal and flicking in and out of several library's..  the one I'm mainly perceiving is old looking with dark wood panelling all over the walls.  (Others are more modern like my uni library and a school computer room)  
There are no books either, there are loads of PC's with the MMO game WOW on them the library is a server. 
I realised I've not played this for game for years.  There is a librarian who looks like a hogwarts teacher and she's telling people to come back and log out as they need a server reset and they don't want people in the worlds when they turn them off.

I wait for the rest and pick a station to log in at, I don't remember the interface being a wow one - then I realise it's the same as the dream I had when I was dream shifting and met the overseer.   I pick a character and literally log into the world :D    I'm in a snowy landscape  and in stead of the UI I am in the world with skills and ability's...  I look threw my memory for people I know who might be online, I find a guy I used to play with but it's in a different server so I leave this world to go an ask the librarian to shift me over.... I spent the rest of the dream exploring crazy game worlds and experimenting with being different species :D  
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My last dream I'm in a house on a Victorian street (I'm moving out) I've cleared my stuff out a friend Rachel is moving too I'm packing her stuff for her, and saying good bye to the people there...   When catch sight of myself in the mirror I look nothing like me at all, I have black eyes and hair and very pale skin. 
As I'm saying good by to Rob, and the new person who's taking my room.  I notice rob is upside down on the sofa and I ask what he's doing.  He tells me he's improving blood supply to his eyes.    I ask him why, he explains this wired visual stuff he's been getting... it sounds to me like a migraine aura and he says it's a little like that but it's detached retina and he needs to get it fixed soon..... It jogs my memory that someone else was telling me about visual fragmentation and I seem to recall that it's another friend Andy.  I leave them all and go and sit out on the street which now seems to have a view of the sea. 

Wednesday 15 February 2017

Attack on an Island and a Renaissance Room.

Odd, after night before dream of sex, this one was violence!  Odd as they are not common for me. 

The dream is set in a cottage on an island in a storm!   The island is crumbling, as the waves bash it...  there is also a wall of twisty trees around it that I climb up and threw to get into the cottage.   My male aspect with me in this dream but he appears and disappears. 

I'm trying to climb up the tree/branch wall and my male aspect is on the other side... the weight of both of us is causing the branches to bend to much and I can't reach the next step so he (logic) waits below and I go alone.

The cottage isn't mine, and I'm there at the permission of the female owner who is absent.

I sitting cross legged in an empty room in the back of the cottage,  I'm remote viewing the whole cottage (inside and out) the and island and storm.   

I watch an older female come in, she hummmm  admin/employee of the house owner and is ment to be looking after it but she's abusing the trust placed in her and is discreetly stealing and sabotaging stuff in the house.  She's wearing a skirt suit,  is neat and tidy, fair hair pinned up in a bun. 

She's in the main modern part of the cottage. 

On seeing what she's doing I'm filled with rage and go to confront her.

I'm feral, small and straggly and wild I think I was nekid, I certainly had bare feet legs and arms. 
I don't even bother speaking to her...    I just jump her and attack  punching her in the face  over and over and slamming her head into a wall until she collapses.   

I then go back to the other room and sit down in a chair looking at the ground.    It's still dark and stormy out and the ocean is eating away as the island. 
I wait while police arrive, I'm remote viewing again and I see them surrounding the cottage with guns  loads of them..... clearly expecting a flight.    They see me threw the window and one comes into speak to me while the other point guns at me from outside. 

I remain totally detached and emotionless just staring at the floor, the dead body of the other woman in the room behind.   

The police man approaches me and asks if I killed the woman, I not mutely and let them arrest me.

- The dream skips and I'm with my male aspect again... we are on the deck of a ship in the sun the ocean is calm, we are heading to Greece or Italy and we have pasta.   We are sharing the pasta and it's good (I don't like pasta!)  We can taste the wheat and while we are eating it we are remote viewing the wheat fields in the sun where the wheat for our meal grew.



-  Next I'm just female me in a long long narrow room, it's like a a mix of a hotel room and an old peoples home with  a door at each end.  

I'm passing threw, it's visually incredible!  Renaissance style and there are 100's of old elegant women in there.

They are all 70+ and dressed in amazing ballgowns, there white hair is styled and filled with jewels and pins and there dresses are a rainbow of silks. 
They are draped on the posh sofas and chaise lounge's  placed  in groups around the glowing fires in the  in elaborate fire places.  They are being waited on by butlers.




I walk still nekid threw this bizarre room and out into the sun again where male me is waiting, we are walking together companionably discussing the law of attraction and if it's time to reset our intention.

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Interpretation.
Firstly like most of my dreams it was an enjoyable, it flowed easily and I felt I had a sense of purpose threw out it. 

The island and the storm,  this was invigorating wild and powerful I felt at one with the storm.  It was me and I was it.   Climbing up the twisty trees, this reminded me at the time of a fairy-tale like  the prince fighting his way into sleeping beauty.   I leave logic behind at this point so I'm acting/reacting on emotion and instinct, judging by the storm the emotion is strong. 

The cottage..  This is interesting It was almost like I was meditating in the dream, watching and waiting.    The cottage I guess is some aspect of my body, mind or immune system.   The owner of the cottage would be waking me.   The employee office type woman I kill also must be an aspect of me, one which is not helpful to our totality.     I'm in this dream destroying this aspect of me quite literally.      The police I guess represents the status quo of my totality come to see what's going on....     I've achieved what I set out to do and am passive with with my other beliefs at this time.

Soo,  I hop next...  I've achieved what I set out to do and I'm back with my logical aspect.   The storm has passed and we are feeding each-other so I'm in a balanced state and info/ideas/energy are flowing between logic/instinct/creative.    Not sure about why pasta or the field.

Next the long room,  well  lol -  this was surreal and visually very beautiful -  using guys interpretations I'm moving threw old female ideas perhaps..    All these beautiful traditionally ornate pretty feminine things....  yet I'm nekid and wild and happily walking threw them all observing them.     Perhaps I'm showing myself I'm moving away from more passive traditional ideas of feminine - interestingly they were all being waited on by men :stuck_out_tongue: 

Oh, and sat round fires (In dreams where I'm my higher self I work lots with fire - lighting them or keeping them burning) 

Last bit, I'm back with my logic again we seem to be deciding what to work on/with next.

Tuesday 14 February 2017

Shifting, and a Crumbling City.

First dream early on was about destabilising reality's and shifting people as they collapse.   1000's of people are all on the move.  I'm being kept in a small group with a few others we are not prisoners but we are shifting to much and are de-stabalising things more so it's best if we stay together.  

It reminded me of this dream.... 

22 July
Lots of dreams last night which seemed interesting but I could only remember tiny bits of each. First one I was in India or Nepal on a mission there were lots of temples that looked more Mayan than anything from that region.
In another I was in a big ravine or mountain pass where huge groups of people were being moved from island to island for there safety... but they were completely unaware that it was happening as everything was kept to appear the same.
Next dream I'm in a wired city, it's very old fashioned and falling apart.   There are holes in ceilings and walls... there is a 'lesson' going on in this city. 
It looks like there has been a war or earthquake or something that made most of the people leave.    There are a few of us there now.  I'm with Mel & Dom, and the 3 of us are lovers, it's a very sexual dream but  - we also seem to have a group of children of various ages following us, they all have deep purple t-shirts like they are in a kids sport team...  we are shepherding them in some way (though we seem to be more leading them astray)   A family come looking for one of the youngest children (he's only 3) So let them meet and talk to him so they can see that he is ok, but the kid is keen to stay with us... we are climbing in and out of the buildings. 

Saturday 11 February 2017

Blue Boggat


First memory is in a coastal fort set in the sand dunes... It's daylight grey and windy.

We are invading this fort and 'we' are a grey haired warrior, a monk/priest in a brown robe and me, I'm a boggart (Or some kind of wired creature)    I'm trans-temporal and can shift reality's very easily  I'm fairly hideous looking, like a gargoyle face with bat ears and small pointy teeth, my arms and legs are long but my legs bow out so I'm much shorter than the others I'm with, my trunk is small and I've blue grey skin, no hair and a long tail that was pointy at the end.... My eyes are huge and I see in the dark.... I'm also nekid.

The fort we are in is filled with trolls or some other wired race (It was like a war-hammer type table top battle!)   They have old fashioned forged weapons and are patrolling the old stone battlements and I've teleported us inside.  We are there to kill a weaponised monster in a cellar under the main courtyard and I want to go alone, the warrior and priest are arguing I'm not strong enough. 

I wait until a battle starts with a group of trolls and sneak of to take on the monster.    It's a 2 headed serpent type thing, chained up in a basement it's being tormented to be set lose on a local populous or something, so we need to destroy it.   I take it on but the battle is not physical or magical it's sort of energetic, and I'm collapsing the cavern/cellar we are in with me in it too.    
Suddenly my Aunty Ann appears! (She died earlier this week from Dementia )  She tells me she'll take over, she's dead now anyway and to go out and port the others out now.  

I say goodbye to her and head back out to find the 2 guys, they are in the courtyard still finishing of the group that attacked, they are annoyed but can see we need to move as the fort is going to cave in.  I know were there is a portal so they follow me to a fresh water pool on the sea wall of the fort, we swim down and into the portal.

It comes out onto a hilltop in the darkness, the warrior has merged with me now and I have both his memory's and my own, I'm slightly less bow legged and a little more human like, (still bald, blue with tail and pointy ears ect)   The monk is now young and female, we both have brown hooded cloaks - she has no recall of the battle or the male monk.     It's cold and exposed and the path we are on gravely it's kinda upland grazing land no trees or bushes.   The warrior has been here before so I know that there is a lower path that goes to a bothy were we can shelter for the night so I guide the female down the hill.   My night vision can see other travellers with horses and mules travelling the busier track in the distance.  

We pass threw the edge of a large encampment with crude wooden tables and fire pits, it's a Viking raiding group that are far inland.   Their tables lit by torches, are filled with food and each has a beautifully carved wooden replica of a long ship in the middle as a kind of centre-peice.  The raiders are round a central fire so we hear rather than see them. 

We make it down to the lower track and I recall a more recent memory of the Warriors that the bothy is now an Inn.    The landlady is a woman and I have the warriors memory's of sleeping with her on his last stay there. 

We head down and into the Inn,  meby 12th century in style... very basic loud and smelly but it's warm lit by a big open fire and candles and there is food.   This inn is busy filled with peasant and travellers and someone is singing. 
We find the landlady next to rows of shelves filled with old pots near the back and order food and a room.  There is only a large communal bunk room under the eaves of the roof she has 12 straw beds but they aren't all taken so we can stay.
I tell her hello from a friend and ask her if she remembers the grey hair warrior... she blushes and I tell her he's a friend of mine.    She goes to get us bowls of stew and we turn to go find a table, at this point I realise something going to kick of... 

A group of modern people arrived they look jarringly out of place in this medieval scene, they are dressed smart/casual with jeans, shirts and white trainers.
 I grab the other female and push her towards the side door and out of the inn.   We get out into the open and I think we've escaped when one of the men grabs me, he's tall with well cut dark hair his shirt is pink/blue/yellow checked. 
He growls at me 'I HATE YOUR TYPE'    the female monk flees and the male pushes me round the side of the inn towards a stable face down into the hay and starts to rape me...   It takes me a second or two to shift but I leave that reality and find myself in the alleyway of a large city.

I orientate myself quite quickly this time I'm slightly more human looking I still have blue skin, large eyes and tail and my arms legs and fingers are long in proportion to my body.   Ears and teeth are still pointy too, I manifest some clothing and look around. 
I has the feel of an US city as it's in a grid lay out rather than the way our cites sprawl, It feels like the 80's. 
I pass a cafe with large glass windows and metal tables looking for staff so I take the job, I start straight away washing up dishes looking out onto an unfamiliar city street.   I've only been in there for a shift when I get a telepathic message from my home reality that a mate has been selected for me and I'm to meet and join him. 

I Finnish the shift and head to the meeting place, this is odd as I'm moving climbing threw peoples back gardens, over fences and log piles. 
I find my mate, he's also blue and wired looking like me....  we join our tails together to make a wired star shape and they fuse like that  - as we do so we become one person, but with 2 body's joined at the tail - we share the same memory's so we both know every aspect of each-other instantly.    We are telepathic so just two voices in one mind.  

He has a job to do in this reality we walk up to surreal strange cul-d-sac with white bungalows adjoined by pastel painted garages they all have neat lawns.
In the centre of the road is a large table and people are standing round all with brown envelopes.

They are completing end of year tax returns or something similar but the money is charitable and has all been donated.   My male has the receipt for the money that he has given.  The group want to know what he donated to as it was alot of money (As I have his memory's I know he gave it to an unpopular family with sever physical disability's and deformity's)   He is reluctant to tell them this and the conversation is getting heated with us being accused of keeping the money ourselves.  He eventually reluctantly hands the receipt that says says which family the money went to...    The group are disgusted, saying it's to much and the family didn't deserve it and the money could have been better used else where but I can see the difference he's made and know he made the right call.   We leave and I wake up.











Friday 10 February 2017

Alien Internment Camp, Mini Mummy and Strange Animals.

Bizarre Dreams. 

First dream we are a group of humans being kept by aliens.  We are on the alien's home world in a kind of internment camp, I don't remember seeing any of the aliens I was just aware that we were contained there and couldn't leave.  We were also being observes with organic cameras that were placed like CCTV but were actually eyeballs with eye lids that followed us as we moved about.   


Outside it looks a lot like a farm the ground is wet dirt with the odd bit of straw and there are large green plastic tanks containers on metal stilts that have to do with our food and waste. 

We sleep in a similar container too like a huge round plastic thing.    To enter or leave the containers there is a tiny hole that we need to squeeze threw it's very difficult going and takes alot of effort.  (This aspect reminds me of dreams of being born)    Our main activity as Humans was to sing we spend most of the time there singing.

Next dream.... also wacky.

This is set in my childhood home in the west facing bedroom. 

In this dream I have the dead body of my mother, it's mummified and long dead... it's also tiny!  About the size of a barbi-doll! 

The wrappings are partly gone, partly there and the body's semi decomposed.  I wasn't sure why it was out but I was trying to wrap it back up and put it back into this glass sarcophagus,  at first I wrap it in newspaper a bit like fish and chips! It's to bulky like that to fit in the glass though as I realise that it's probably not right for the mummification.   So I leave it and go to fetch some old clothes and rags.  When I come back my bro has unwrapped the packet thinking it was fish and chips and has now left it sitting on the bench complaining it smells.

I bundle the body back up this time wrapping it in cloths and put it back into the glass case.

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Last dream.

I'm in a heated glass house, it's overgrown with plants and in it are strange hybrid animals.  There are massive furry bats, they have beautiful thick hair like minx and are the size of dustbin lids.   Fluttering round are huge butterfly's with wings like dinner plates.   I fly up to get a better view and look round.. the other DC are puzzled that I can do this, I wonder if I'm allowed to take photos and I see a DC with a massive camera so I assume I am.  Next animals I find are bright blue sparkling hedgehogs there spines are like blue metal.  After I leave I make a long journey down the coast, I have a strange live in vehicle it's like a retro caravan but very modern and doesn't need a separate vehicle to move it.    I stop/sleep at beaches and dance in the waves, the small white dog from last nights dream is there too, he's chasing gulls on the shore. 

Thursday 9 February 2017

Dog Tooth and a Water Train.

Wed Dream
I had one quite clear dream in the morning though that I'd gone to the USA to visit a friend who lived there.  In the dream she owned a health-food shop,  I'd been trying to find a very mild soap to help a child, she sold me some.
When I went back to see her again she had been arrested and her shop closed, her 2 twin daughters had been taken into care   (She'd been set up by the church to make her look like she'd been doing something eligal)
I was going to find her in a jail when I woke up.
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Thursday

In a beautiful sunny garden, a female dentist extracted a tooth and gave it to me when she gave me it it was huge! It wasn't a human tooth it was the upper pre-molar of a large bread dog or wolf.   It was clean and healthy.
I knew it was mine and could feel the gap were it was missing.

She gave me it to use as currency, I could get things by showing this tooth!  Dream hops to a city park, it's edged with wrote iron railings painted dark green, it's a large park and there is a wooded area where I'm playing with some dogs but we also seem to be camping/sleeping there  as I'm aware I have some bedding bundled up at in the park to.

There is a canal running threw the park and we go onto a barge...  while on there I notice that the surface of the canal looks like it's raining but it's still very sunny out, thinking about my bedding I go to the window to look for rain cloud's.
When I get close to the window I'm amazed to see a train make entirely out of water coming towards me on the surface of the canal the front of the train is a woman's face   (This is totally epic looking!  it's transparent and flowing and drips are splashing from it but the water is forming a train complete with woman's face :P )   Is the train reaches me the face smiles and says 'Toot Toot!'  lol :D

I get of the boat and stare after the water train, I notice that I can also see an old fashioned London double decker bus, also made out completely out of water.. this time the face is male.  
I run to the bus stop and get onto the water bus.   It takes me to a concert hall, then tells me 'Beeb Beep' as it leaves.

The concert hall is a little like a mix between an amphitheatre/school/lecture hall theatre.  On the stage children are performing - at one point I am up there with them singing and dancing, but I'm also in the crowd watching me too.   At this point the me in the audience is approached by a man with a small dog, he tells me he knows I dream and he's a dream annalist. 

He's friendly so I walk with him to his office it's brightly lit with posters and stuff around. 
I agree to write down the dream I'm currently having but all of his note pads are all ready full... I flick threw them all looking at his writing and notes all in the same dark blue biro pen, the books are A5 with blue covers like school excersize books, I'm surprised by his how neat and orderly his books are.
We chat for a while about dreams and how he is analysing them, I tell him about the elements and he's interested.

I tell him I'll go to look for some more paper and his small white dog comes with me, we look around but every pad we find is either already full of writing or empty and the papers is gone. They are the A4 cartridge lined pads now, but all I can find is the brown card backing some with a few sheets of used paper others with scribbles and doodles on.   I'm in a wide corridor with desks along one wall.

Another lecturer appears as dose a small female girl, she's climbed up into a window recess and is watering some plants there, her father has sent her for some food but she doesn't know were to find any think I knew her father was drunk and her mother had been abusing and sexually assaulting her ((This is quite hazy though- like I'm remembering the girls hazy memory's rather than experiencing them ))   she also has a small dog with her.   

The lecture asks if we are ok and I say we are fine just looking for paper and food.  The dog belonging to the dream guy is now standing next to the lecturer and he asks if it's mine... I tell him it's with us too and call it back over...  as it leaves he goes back inside an office with a large machine perhaps a photocopier and closes his door. 

Me child and 2 dogs set of again to find now paper and food, we end up in the back of a van and then climb down into the tired seats of the audience (who are now leaving as the performance is over) I notice the audience is  filled with people I know.   I say hello to them as I'm climbing all over the place with girl and 2 dogs now in tow.  

(Woken by an alarm) 

Vivid visions while dozing.  A Crescent moon waxing.   It was also eclipsed by 2 smaller objects though, so it looked like it had a couple of bites taken out of it. 


Tuesday 7 February 2017

Tall Tower and Distant Planet.

First dream I'm in a massive Tower (tarot archetype?)   It's thin with many storeys there is a squared of central spiral stair well and small rooms off it.   There are lots of windows on all sided too.
The rooms seem to be surgical in nature with surgical medical equipment.   At the top of the stairwell is also a series slides!  The kind of chutes you find at a water park, some have water others are frozen with ice and some just dry.

The tower has other people there to, my friend Emma from school who was a still virgin (I'm not sure why that was important but it was part of the dream) There was a guy who I had a crush on when I was about 10 called Peter....   there was also a race of bird/human hybrids in the tower too.

I had with me a toddler but not Zak and a small cute fluffy puppy!  In the lower floors of the tower a party is happening, the music can be herd  threw out the building.  The slides are fairly good fun and we seem to be climbing up and sliding down again. 

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 I'm outside in an unfamiliar town, we are in a park lounging in the sun.  The group of people I'm with are part of a commune one female there is owner of a large black cat, she is asking me how to care for it. She's been keeping it indoors I tell her she can let it out but not to encourage it to come to us as we are to close to the road/traffic.

We leave the park to get into our spaceship.  

The spaceship, it's a typical flying-saucer shape fairly small and we are a little crew of 5ish people.


There are no controls everything is done by thought/manifestation, at first we move up into the upper  atmosphere of the planet with the park, they are using their upper atmosphere for storage.  
We hear a signal and head towards it but it's just an old car system  (there is a floating flying giant magnet with loads of old scrap cars stuck to it)    It's a car in the heap that's emitting the signal   (This is alot like the dream from 13th Oct The scrap metal piled in the sky)

We leave that planet to travel into space.

We have control over the walls so we make them transparent to enjoy the journey threw space, even the floor....  so it's like being in space but there is a solid ground to keep us all together.  We lay looking down and then up as we point out distant stars/nebula/galexys.

We find a planet to land on and land in a rocky canyon area, we leave the ship a little like popping threw a membrane, it parts to let us out, me and another female leave first.

The atmosphere is deep dark purple and the rock formations are amazing they look like lava flow with canyons and soft rounded shapes


The rock it self was beautiful!

It was kinda iridescent rainbow the whole place glowed as it reflected different coloured light, so the light was coming from the rock and ground rather than a source in the sky.

The mane life form was these kind of ghost like mushrooms, they were about human height and looked like they were made from glass or something...


amazing looking and very delicate but still organic.  A little like the ones above but more pointed and obviously much larger.

We also saw dino like creatures, massive one passing pretty close by walking past us, the vibration of there steps jiggling us as they were so large.

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Last dream I'm making a Temple!  It's like a Mayan pyramid or a Mandel picture if it was 3D.
I'm aware that it's normal size but I'm huge! 
I'm a massive giant and making it seemed like a kid playing in a sand pit.   I'm singing as I make it and putting male energy into it, there is another female with me I can feel the male energy flowing into it as I pat it shape it and sing.    I'm knelt by it as I work.     It seems small to me but I'm aware it's the kind of monument that we have in our world still now. 

Monday 6 February 2017

Courtyard Garden, Undersea Ruins, Robot Room and a SpaceShip.

I've had cold over the weekend so my dreams have been very broken by sneezing!

Sat nights dream.

It was an unfamiliar but beautiful house with a kitchen with bi-fold doors  that opened onto a beautiful sunny courtyard garden filled with flowers.   In the garden sitting at a table in the sun was a friend of mine Jo, and an unfamiliar bloke.    They had some Greek meze food and wine and were chatting enjoying the food/sun/garden and I was inside clearing up the kitchen. 

The guy picked up a hose pipe and started to squirt the house and kitchen... when I came out he soaked me too.   I was puzzled..  I picked up a plate from the table and splashed him back with water from a pond in the garden. 

I recall that neither Jo nor me could touch this Male as him/his skin was to sensitive. 

- There was also a dream of underwater ancient ruins they had the swastika pattern carved into the stone. 

Sunday

A grid game, with black suns and orange suns... It reminded me of tic-tac-to but the suns swapped colour. 

My other dreams hopped about alot, A wizard in a cave underwater.  Again symbols, the swastika and also the Knights Templar one...   split into 4 ?

- Monday

A round polished dome shaped metal room, in it are 3 very modern computers/machines/robots.  Spaced round the sides of the room.  I'm in there with Anna (A girl who I lived in a big shared house with in my 20's)
She's trying to activate them but she enters the wrong code into the first one.... she dosn't want to wait for it to reset so try's to shut it down to start over.  The machine dislikes this and it trip's security cool-down.   Metal automatic doors come from the top of the dome and close of the entry/exit points and a warning siron sounds with flashing lights.

The machine moves like a transformer first into a metal butterfly shape flapping it's wings to cool of and it then starts to spin,  I grab Anna and we crouch down next to one of the walls as the machine spins around.  As we watch it again it transforms this time into a male and female robot dancing a fast waltz round and round inside the room. 

I notice I have a dog poo in a bag in my hand!

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Next is a grid with symbols... they are flicking, it's almost like a translation grid - with things that mean the same in each square morphing in and out.

Next I'm in dream-house in Stoneclose again, there is an attic room on this occasion.... a Mum I know is up there with her 2 young children and she is teaching them Math.  I seem to recall I have a game console a hand held thing... It keeps breaking before I can compete the level and resetting.

Earlier morning dreams were broken up by toddler but included a
Colourful silk scarf that's worth £100,000 ??
Getting a Bafta for acting!
Colouring in a book,
Being on a spaceship with aliens - they looked a little like something from Startreck a blend of some of the more odd ones.  The crew was all female, the commander was asking another female to pretend to be captain. 




Friday 3 February 2017

Night Protest Threw Feilds.

First dream - me and male me were in underground caverns, they went on for miles and were separated with magic coded doors we needed to pass threw. 
We were in a race to find a magic item, there is competition to find some magic artefact/object. The other people looking for it seemed like old fashioned police detectives in 70's suits.
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Next dream is Northumberland between Alnwick and the coast it's night with only starlight.   There is the sea, dunes and then farmland (small crop fields, trees and hedges) everything is midnight blue and silhouetted. 

There is some issue with farmers and a large organisation and the farmers are protesting (something to do with food supply).
I'm with the farmers and we are marching at night using flares to communicate with the other groups moving threw the dark. 
We are to meet at the walls of Alnwick castle... it felt more like going into battle, the way we were moving at night.  

When we got there there was a camp set up with stalls and things along the outside of the castle walls.  Small furry creatures appear they are like fluffy potatoes with big eyes... they go into a field and start eating all the crops.
The crops look like stunted sweetcorn but they are growing on rows of little spiky bushes like gooseberry bushes, they are in neat rows and the earth under them is dry and stoney. 
As I watch them they morph into shadow imps or something, they look quite cool like they are made of black smoke dancing threw the feild ... there are 1000's of them.   I turn into an owl and fly up and watch them.  

I also see Jo from my dream last-night she is swimming in the sea with children.

Next part I remember I'm a person again and there is an wired old fashioned dark purple car aubergine colour, it's shiny and looks new.
I'm handed some black driving gloves and told that they will fit, and the car is mine.  My male aspect turns into an X partner of mine.    He's unusually aggressive but we still work as a team. 
Next part is more hazy and though I have no clear recollection of anything I'm sure there was fighting.     -  I think a one point I was tied to something via my neck. 



Wednesday 1 February 2017

Void again and Fairy Tale Characters.

Void dream...  Dark - We are all points of light, in the void.   It's hard to describe what we were doing it was organised... shifting things....   like geometric.    Collaboratively  Creating/manipulating a framework might be one way to describe it.    

There was another entity present (also point of light)  - It seems hummm small but very powerful, like small volume but big mass.   Dense or something but it clearly had more understanding that we did and was aiding and observing us from a distance.  
It felt more masculine that feminine (on waking I wondered if it could be the dwarf type thing in my dreams) 
Anyway it is also influencing the grid/matrix we are constructing and 'our group' (these are like a team that I'm familiar with) we want to stop/pull-back/wait to establish the identity of the identity of the new entity.   

For some reason on waking I had word/name 'PEN' - It felt a little like an abbreviation. 

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The second dream made me laugh, I woke up laughing. 

Wired dream of living with a father and a sister..  I was looking after lots of animals.   It was set in Stoneclose this time in the room looking East.  Outside the window is a wired set up of the solar system with a torch as the sun.  The 3 of us are arguing, there is an older sister and me.... I'm looking after voles, an iguana and then the father brings in a partridge or pheasant that he'd hit with the car, he'd tried to pluck it and then realised it was only stunned so brought it to me to look after too.

I'm annoyed as I now also have a 1/2 plucked pheasant added to my collection.  My sister isn't doing anything to help, she's laying round texting....  We start to realise it's a dream fairytale..  and I comment to my sister 'Well your not bloody Cinders' Darling!'     at that point we all collapse laughing and I wake up!

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Next dream I drempt that a friend up the road was beauty out of beauty and the beast, she had a ninja Siamese cat who could talk!

Next was hummm just a visions of what looked like a large sausage cut into slices and pulled out and they were many layers of reality's. 

Last dream was a huge Golden flashy hotel... it seemed the same one were I was attacked in the entrance here.
There are lots of people there, lots of mirrors and rooms, gold high ceilings.   There is a 'man' there though he's not human.  He's a bit tree a bit animal a bit human, he is waiting for someone.  A female to join him...  I know him.   He looks very odd the dream was extremely visually detailed.  

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