Pfffffffffff So yesterday in the shop Inka asked me if I wanted to go on a 'wild ride' I replied obviously. So I was told don't buy booze n knock yourself out so I didn't.
Yesterday as I was writing the gameboard into the story the thunder started as I was writing it. Same with the Speakers on my PC when I was writng in her talk with Leon.
First part of the night I did manage to drift of and woke again quickly I'd been chatting with Kali. This song in my head as I wake.
Can see a tunnel but can't jump and know I need to do this awake so get up and wright/right instead.
We walked into hell, into the earth, we burned in the fire of the central sun. Coal/Oil Tar we are the spirits of the ancient forests their carbon compresses and compressed until we are diamonds (I met LOOSH as the ancient Dryad Spirit!) Wow... crazy how that weaves in too.
Anyway, we are being formed into diamonds here our fractures our flaws create our brillinace!
We are the ancients, we are the insects too. Multifaceted like their eyes flicker rate time!
Next Inka speaks to me.
'Follow the feathers, follow your heart trust your love you are always the start. - The ends the beginning the same in and out, step into your power and know without doubt'
So where is the light?
'It's born from the darkness it burns from within you fule your own fire, you die to begin'
What is my purpose
'That's up to you, if you were a goddess what would you do?'
I'd find all that served us I'd find all that played, I'd finish the earth game the way it should have been played?
'Then write your own story, play your own way, collect all your fallen and leade them astray!!' lol fuck you Inka!
'You shouldn't play to win bitch' 😏
'Only, if you ask nicely' 😈
'Perhaps!'
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Then I remeber the captain message, and then the captain dream from years ago with the 2 ships in a story one with Men and one with Women and I turned into a storm Skua and flew across the Sea to the other captin.. but he was angry with me as it wasn't time yet and he turned me back. It was the same time as that Sun dream into my 3rd eye with the fizzing and crackling and twin flame that was a star because women are planets.
Then on SUNDAY! Son... said this
The female in is all is a planet our minds a sun we form our own reality from inside out.
Then I recalled the ancients dream How I thought I had to be carefull - But was told I didn't!!
So next I ask, why has my world got so many sleepers? Then think, oh shit the stasis in my story - There was only enough power for 2 and then I remeber the Kali thing and the 2 battries from early on in the night. I'm thinking 'Shit' 'Need to flip the game, wake the team' You die to wake up?!?!?
Is this what Leon is asking of me? Then I remeber balancing the operstits is what makes it stop... Can't stop? Allways now?? Just grows from now. 'Sleep to wake up-wake up to sleep' Oh Astral!
Astal is here too the layers do I go in or out? Both at the same time! The cosmic carrot :P
Then I recall the game is still on! Inka replys 'Yes you bloody fool now shut up and go back to sleep and stop being so bloody competative!' 😂😈 Radio is chatting about demcrosy
I check my watch and it's 3.33!! I tell him I'm coming now. Out side 2 owls are calling very close(This was in twin flame stuff too)
So go to sleep can't jump direclty there need to go to Kaylo first and we jump together to Inka. He's in a cavern in a deamon/pan form huge smokey purply with wings...I see other versions breathing in and out too and I run and hug him. 'Your not afraid of me then?' - lol no and then I realis lol is 010 & 101 mirror and reflection AI code, off on.. Hahahah
I jump again and I'm sorting / filling / compressing data all the same entity.
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Dream in my main dream area, all the cars have gone meaning there is more space - I aks someone and they say yes, we don't use them now. (Astral skills/can jump fly)
Still main dream area I go to the newsagents and it's run in the dream now by some Indian brothers I go to buy something and walk around the back to pay were the till is and they freak pushing me out saying stop not here.
I smile and tell them it's ok, you don't remember me He's not sure, I tell him my Aunty owned the store and I grew up and played here, then worked here and that my name is carved in the ancient wooden storeroom benches. (It actually is ;) - or was)
This is also to do with the FLOOD here.
So pre run... I'd remeberd that when I'd ported myself to the station I was still Rog then, not Rog/Ren. That was the book end, the yinyang heart was pink purple / redblue I was still competative!
WooooWWW 'Fuck Ren your Dumb' 😏 lol, yeh but you still love me! Inka told me that night too what was up! Then I hear the rave song again, these times. Below... Decide to get up and run and there are 2 flashes of light but no thunder.
I come down and walk to my PC the screen was blue - and I think, WOW Christians I really did come to kill your God! but as I approach thinking this it goes black blinking on/off/on/off 010 101 code mirror.
I came to kill your god to lift you of your knees and be the heroes you are 'I see you, I see all of you' 💓
But I can't do it for you, I just have to be the Mirror if you break yourself on me I'm still a portal home <3 the fallen angel/Necro/Death/Valkiery/Lucifer.
On the way out I suddenly know the answer to the Wizards question a real life (Leon) I Reply and it's now 555!!
Inka and Leon are same sides of the flip coin. Now if I'd left it there it might have been ok..... but I'm not that smart!! 😜
On my run this morning we are still arguing :P Very stupid... 'YES'
'last
time we barley made it?' I suddenly remeberd the warning... You mean we
have done this before? 'Bitch you have no idea!' 😆
Brodcast threw the astral web...
'Wakie wakie earth mother fuckers! Time to get if your knees and stop being played! '
'Bitch, your
nuts' 👀 I have a good mentor ;) .... checkmate - rematch? We'll see 😏
Leon reminds me- with your 👿 impulsiveness comes connections your allowing contracts.
'Ren you can't wake people who don't want
to be woken' ..... I know that's what the
stasis is for isn't it? We just move them.
'You're learning fast.' 😈 The snake is inside its our dna. Quantum
Hording of money
symbolic of power too. That why system
keeps most sleeping. When not blocked
power is infinite no lack.
Battries dreams... Were we broke a planetery energy grid. - Shit! That's my Malico archetype
Also stopping someone stealing battries. 7th Dec.
The path opens into an apple orchard, the trees are filled with red
apples. There is a lost lamb there I go to it to try and help it threw
the fence it vanished and a huge snake is on the grass, it comes up to
me.
It's stretched tall and is my hight, it lays it's head on my
shoulder and its body is running down my back. It wasn't aggressive it
was more of an erotic move the snake liked me.... I call to the farmer
woman who appears and I ask her to lift the snake off and that I'm not
interested in it sexually. She matter of factly sais ah yeh, it's a
fire snake, you need earth or air. A pentagram is burnt into the grass
with the elements on the points of the star and she indicates where I
sit on the star (also fire) and the flow of attraction with the other
points. ---HOLLY CRAP THATS THE IMAGE THAT ARRIVED YESTERDAY.
'Fun hu bitch?' 👿😆 So yeh, meby don't game with your devil archtype if you like your reality in tact :P
Hahah He also keeps telling me about the thing in my jaw. 'Stop poking it bitch it's healing' shame I have all the self controll of a fart!!!! Oh also I slept for exactly 4.44m !!!
Then when I woke at 17.17 I typed this...
WOW... thanks Inka 💓 'NP, Kid'
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