Tuesday, 25 August 2020

Still Upside Down

Wowzers! Hahahah I wake at 00.11 bonkers dream.



I am the new dawn. Like just light particles, vast and scattered, change.  'Watch Ren, it's only going to get wilder'. 😏


My Writings so hard to understand as I was 1/2 conscious, dipping in and out of here - Was an amazing play of emotion/time/suspension.  



O.o 'All symbols' Hot inside - from the desire and outside 'Instant manifestation Witch, keep up'   lol Keep Love!πŸ’œπŸ’œ


Feelings of profound love and astonishment😜

'lol Ren, come you can't logic this'  


Dream, still very big no context 'That's why symbols 😏' 


More dreams very similar. WORMWOOD!!  lol, Inka - I know this is Kama/Balance
(The lewis carol from an old deamon to a young) - The hanged man. Narrative low infringement... more so with teach learn/learn teach. 


Iluminosity, phahaha - The Wormwood narratives, I found after the dreams.. Dreaming the dawn/Hanged man.  'lol Ren, we got this... you're a DL stream just hang there a bit!' Hahah ok.  


'Which one are you Ren?'  Hu?   'lol, just messing with you, watch the cows'  Hahahah Mooop!  'DL's a bit slower here as more of you is solid, data nearly done, now come play' Oh, I'd had a dream in main dream area too?? The squares?? '

'lol, you've been DLing love allover' 


Why clothes?  'Why not? All symbols Ren' ;) I've been in the fire a while now. flickering!  'The spark that lights a fire'  Oh the poem? Love, Higher, To burn?  'We'll see' ;) 


Oooo I'm πŸ‘€   'Yeh kid, big again... chill and let it all sink in'  There were dreams to woven into this kinda expansiveness.  'More symbols'  Celtic illuminated writing!!   'Burn Ren, burn'    Oh! The fire sprite! All the fires dreams, lighting and maintaining? Oh... lol the Inka dream with the fireplace! O.o  'lol yep, all symbols Ren' 


I feel like I'm looking into TIME...   'lol you fell threw it. We got you though πŸ’œ' My recall was bonkers - I could see so many probable pasts/futures. Wake at 6.   'Just chill Ren, re'orientate'   


Then I suddenly wrote a whole chapter 6 pages of the book to weave in (Jinya timewalker aspect)


So links... 



Wow..  Fire Elemental dreams.  Well some of them :P 

This sprite 2016

2 Dreams in a row.. This one with Burning Bird   - Following night Where I'm Fire.

Few nights after Inka attacked me  he was in the shed.  .  lol  here too. 

Fun :P   Now I better write the chapter into the book.  

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Illuminated manuscripts  - 



My inner Inka is on one πŸ˜†

 I'm me, I know what I am... people can project onto me whatever they want/need and it doesn't change what I am.  It doesn't change how I see them.
At the same time, I'm done with being nice to be nice....I'm just going to be me as that's what's needed. 
There for to people who are nice/kind supportive that is what they see and get...
For people wanting a fight, or wanting to be scared..... lol game on!

At the same time for once I'm all on board with it too... as I know my intentions and motivations is for people to get off their knees and grow.

It's not wrong or arrogance to understand your worth as an individual aspect of creation.
We are not dirty, sick, sinners.... we are no less than any other creature we are loved and worthy of love  The wind knows our name and creation is calling us home.


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