. Giant stone elementals, I think I'm one too. I'm shifting slightly to the right It feels like I'm in the foundations of being and the move is almost like cracking long stiff knuckles. The spider from the earth crone.... we are the net & web!
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I wake feeling I need to be careful, Next bit is all awake.
I'm shown.....'There is no need for you to be careful you already know the game and the outcome'
I just don't remember - I just need to move further aside and let the part of me that dose lead/drive' I laugh and surrender further into remembering.
'Monad' - I'm told. Ok - One? God? I check google on my phone yes.. Monad (Gnosticism), the most primal aspect of God in Gnosticism.
Then I think, ok... SO Triad.. that's 3.
2, that's the Mirror!!
So I know I'm a Dryad, so what's that... A dice has 6 sides... so a Dryad has 6 points.
So what shapes that, it's 2 pyramids one top and one bottom. --- Oh that's the 2 interlocking stars, the Mekhaaba thingy... the star of David!
I laugh.... I know how the dimensions are ordered I see the North South East West the 4 elements the male the female... The mirror
I'm a 6th dimensional being!
I know it's inside too..... It's the tree of life, which is also the flat earth and also the story I wrote for the tree.
My Asthma flare up.... I had the feeling my lungs were getting bigger... This was also the increased power supply I was shown in one dream (I was also told my electrics were shot... I'm fixing this)
I'm expanding into the branches of my lungs that I lost when I fell out of my flat earth when I was 6.
(this was a dream at my aunty's house and the thing I've been tracking in the aunty ancestors dreams)
-- It was when I was indoctrinated into the world of the mind, the round world and left the world of the heart the flat earth. They are quantum! (Also left right the air/water/fire/earth & fixed mutable)
The trees both inside and outside... it's the 2 half's of our brain the lungs, the vagus nerves the Veil is inside too.. it's stopping the bits of use re'membering what we are. It's the Hermetica As below so above, as within so without! (Also told to me in a dream years ago)
Sooo I'm A dryad, a Triad and a Monad
O.o I realise I'm Ra, I'm Dr who 
:P I'm a time lord lol I'm a 6th dimensional light being That's the code I'm carrying - that's my group/collective.
It's at this point I'm a very awake mouse!! .... I'm stuck in bed thinking.
Oh the irony... I was sleeping to wake up and now I am awake I can not sleep! Lol why do I always get insomnia when people are sleeping down stairs and I'm stuck up here with the universe inside me. Lol and whilst that is factual it also appears to be metaphorical. (Irony - alchemical too)
Soooo wow.... I'm thinking, ok well shit I'm a 6D elemental or something..... but wow
So what the fuck am I doing here and now (I know that that is all there is (hear & now) so I ask'show me'
I get purple swirls in my eye dust and know it's a dream so I leap in....
It's an action adventure type dream, there are so many different types of beings! Giants, Aliens, elementals, There is really BIG stuff going on! I can see in both directions.. I'm trying to get people to safety.
Then the scene changes, Its an upsetting dream.. there is Zak, Josh, A rat and 2 voles..... they all get into a cot together... I tell them not too as someone going to get squashed!
I see they are all mixed up together.. they are all the wrong size.
I can see they need to separate. I 'try' to help, I grab the 2 small voles but as I do the rat clamps on to one of them biting it, I open it's jaws and tell Josh to get the vole out.
He can't understand me, and as they move the rat clamps down again and kills the vole... In anger I bang the rats head on the side of the cot and kill it
I feel terrible and filled with remorse - they were all special and beloved they just needed sorted. (Controll! - Duality - Mover/moved) I wake up again,
WOW OK, Was it my error to separate or inter-fear ?? (another word play)
I lose 2 pets by interfering... (I got told about this in another dream too) (With the crocodile O.o)
I realise this is Free Will, This is the prime directive!! This is why I was so afraid of my power!
This is the fear of re-membering'
Have I done this in the 'past'? I feel yes, I inter-feared trying to help and made things worse. This is why I'm so cautious round free will.
I get the feeling... I don't 'Inter - fear' I just oppose the force! (OOO I'm yoda too! )
Natural law will do the rest. (The branch falling from the tree) I 'balance'
I now know I'm Lucifer too (The pink angel from my childhood remembered vision that wasn't gods angel.. it was me) hahaha I even stuck it under the Noah's arc wallpaper under the light switch on my bedroom wall! --- (you couldn't make this shit up!) That really happened!!
I'm the illuminaughty too... all the stuff I've been teaching myself is the occult (hidden ) It's hidden cause we were not ready yet, it wasn't the time yet!
Now I know why I had to forgive Christianity before all of this started.
I've told myself all this in dreams, the 'time hopping for the perfect crime' .... I'm the balance... tooo. It's all happening at once, instant karma as I know that the only time is now. The iluminaughty they are the branch in my story that grew to long.. and I'm the tree (cause I'm one) I'm down in my roots Holding on, forgiving them/me loving them... will they come back, or will they fall off.
I know this cause I can see
WOW
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