The WEB! Dragons and a 'meeting' I think we did it!! :D

I got into bed and first it was images.. 

Lady -  Bird,  The Blue feathered eyebrows  & The woman covered in blue feathers.  (All from past dreams visions.    - This morning I'm remembering my 'cot' toy.. Blue Bird, it sung about angels 14 watching over me.  (This is shown at the end of the vid... weirdly when I put it on 2 vids start playing at once... one is about a 'Big Picture' Earth angels and a vow of invisibility.  (I think this is silence)





 I had in the healing dream... were the other me's didn't know I was there I'd not spoken till then.
This was wired, as them both together made my head go  'AWOOOGAAA!' 

I needed to step into my own power first...  Before I could teach/help I needed to know what and why!

It's time!  lol  'TIME' 


Soooo  tangent dealt with for now...   Back to the thoughts after the blue bird.   It was the poems I wrote last cycle around 2012.... I understand them now!!

A flower with many petals, A people with many hearts,
They've lost there own beginnings,
Feel alone from the start,
To bring them back together, and hold them all like glue,
Threw trust and hope, with love and light we all have Jobs to do.

The lotus, is the flower :D   Oh wow,  I understand all my old poems now...  my higersself was still separated by the veil... so I could communicate but not 'know'  

Soo many poems!!  I need to start to share them

Ok...Back to the bed thoughts :P  My Asthma is me expanding inside...    It's a transformation like the ladybird bugs.   
The occult/ hidden... it's not really hidden, we just left it behind the veil while we played hide and seek! Free will,  our totality loves us so much <3   The free will, we grow at our own pace.

School...   Has been top down,    if you let children grow they naturally will learn numbers and letters in the same way they use crayons and building blocks... as tools of creation!

Net works, branch lines, blood flow, trees, the web neural network our streets...    We are the same inside out :D  As above so below!

Next thought is 'mass' 

Blood of Christ body of Christ?  Mass...   noo   Weight?   Both & Quantum!
mass is a property of a physical body. It is the measure of an object's resistance to acceleration (a change in its state of motion) when a force is applied. It also determines the strength of its mutual gravitational attraction to other bodies. 

Ahhh the gravity wave then?   The pulling back together! Other body's - other hearts other minds.

I can't get this into words yet.  It's the spiders and blood from the crone dream, the net & gravity.  I think it's blood and breath.  One in and out the other round and round...  Prana.  

Also other words for Dryad...  Diad,   This also has 2 meanings  


DIAD....   Delivery Information Aquasition Device
The diad is a structure in the cardiac myocyte located at the sarcomere Z-line. It is composed of a single t-tubule paired with a terminal cisterna of the sarcoplasmic reticulum. The diad plays an important role in excitation-contraction coupling by juxtaposing an inlet for the action potential near a source of Ca²⁺ ions. This way, the wave of depolarization can be coupled to calcium-mediated cardiac muscle contraction via the sliding filament mechanism.



Soooo It's a  microscopic T shaped thing in the heart made of 3 membrains!!    (Triad)   in the heart muscle that de-polarises  !!   Made of light and dark bands.....    Hahahha   As within so without.   This is the Cross/Hanged man on a cellular level??  O.o  Who knows...  I've a feeling I can go look though :P

That makes sense too!  

Dyslexia is not a disability either it's a deep understanding language... a quantum understanding of word play!   We do not want to remember the spelling as it;s the meaning that creates and 'matters' 

The letters tools of creation.... the 'WORD' was with god.   Words are magic spells :P
 





Soooo,  the blood and the breath..  the expansion contraction of breath... this is yoga Pranayama  ohhh the Prana!  Breathing yoga.. the Prana is the energy!   The blood it goes round and round and round  via the heart... the Cycle.   The heart and the lungs..   the trees and the world or the tree and it's disk. 
Quantum, round or flat. 

I'm so wide awake,  Zak is laying in bed with us having nightmares...   He wakes and tells me 'Mummy, you can't take it back'   He won't say what.

He's always been unsettled, his nightmares the 'scared of birds' the Blue Monsters??  Is this the woman with feathers?? 

My eye dust is really 'organised now'  I see a purple dream entrance so jump into a dream. 



I'm lucid in the dream.

First is a white castle/ school   I'm only one there and it's being bombed.. with 'REALITY BOMBS'   lol :P
The moon crone dream.   The reality bombs started here. 


So the bombs are dropping, they are cluster bombs with invisibility...  my family's there it's really unstable, we are at a brink.  We are in this school 'now' for a reason.  I get bombed...

New reality. 

This one is a real mess, houses are blowing up and people are vanishing as the buildings explode.   War-zone style.
We are split,  lots of us 'know' but some are still really scared of their shadow.   There are lots of people confused and in fear...  (It's amphibian reptilian)    We all know it's something to do with 'GOD' but some are still scared of the judgement.    This is causing the instability.

We are split, some are sending energy supporting the scared and anchoring them...  some are trying to stabilise reality.    I 'know'  I'm building up my power......   I get hit and get zapped again into another reality  'Dead' ... the bombs are a dead like in the other games. 

Connect with other's  we are such a bunch of weirdos!! :D :D   This time it's a space ship type place, but with a reality inside too, we can still see the players from the reality's below.  

Wizards, Mystics, Time lords, religious people  We look like a crazy bunch of nerds  the conversations we are having are amazing, they are doing same as me.....  time hopping, or tracking soul shards - messages.    I understand them and them me!!
Some are having to wear dark glasses as the light and flicker rate is to high for them,   I can still see (this is like screen refresh rate) 
Ian and the kids are there too...  I'm trying to juggle both..  no 'TIME' to meditate so I've been dragging the universe down here inside of me.   :P  (OOps ;)   ( I'm a singularity?? )

The reality's are flashing fast, one is tunnel...   me and the others brace  (OHHHH the Braclet??)

More reality Bombs..   We all brace together (me and the weirdos)
They don't go off again...    lol or do they??? ;)  Heheh

I zap again into a 3rd reality.  It's bright white light room, there are a group at a table only (9 - 12) We are from all over the world, we talk in riddles, we are laughing!   'WE DID IT'  
They don't recognise me or me them,   (But I know I've been with them in astral for ages)
They ask 'Who AM I'   I laugh and tell them,  'I am YOU'  We all laugh :D

We ask what we have been tracking...    Some people a Lizard, Frog....   mine was the gold  holographic frog in the 'Nephalim Elohim' Dream.  We got back threw the separation... I came from the Nephilim / Elohim branch.     (The Giants dreams... the Lucifer angel from my child hood) 

A red hair woman comes up to me ( I think she's the fire element I sometimes meet)   She takes my hand and crosses my palm with hers. 

On my hand ancient writing appears in amber raised bubbles (It's my name but I can't read it) Same text as the Elohim dream...   I can see my picture though it's a Dragon :) 
I gasp!  She laughs, as she looks up at my face it fades,  She is surprised I can see it too....   but I'm connected to over soul.     I can only see it when she's looking...   that is her gift <3    She tells me my name, but I can't 're'member'  lol

I wake up falling back threw layers of realities.   Am wide awake thinking WOW, and as I finish writing up the dream I reach the end of my dream book!!  Hahahhaa :D     lol  what a ride :D :D

I lay in bed physically trembling after this :P

But still it cycles on...    Both me and Ian are Dragons...  Chinese signs. 

I know how to fly, it's to do with vibration... I need to embrace and match the vibration of air.. or become lighter.  
Dragons are masters of the Elements...   also the Chinese star sign the bigger cycle of 4 x 12 years  -  this is the Zeitgeist the spirit of the age, there is only one spirit to share, but we express differently all a part of the puzzle.    Is the Zeitgeist the energy we bring in at birth??  The dates.. meby that links us to the groups/branches closest. 

The flicker rate in the dream.... different species see stuff at different speeds...   'Time... must be linked to heart rate and breathing and mass & the vagus nerve!     Bumble bees and there buzzzzzz  


The dragon dream

From 2012

I had a dream in a dream last night.
First part was a long night walk threw Northumberland (where I grew up)..
I was with a few people and we were walking from my old grans house to an aunts.
about 7 miles threw dark countryside.
There was a shop in the front of my aunts house, and then a dark back garden with lots of wired stuff the stars seemed to come right down to the grass.
In the garden were lots of other people, some awake and some asleep - it was fairly quiet and I whent to sleep there.

In the dream, dream. I'm a dragon/dinosaur type of thing.
I have a long pointed face and 2 triangle shaped wings, a small pointed horn 2 clawed feet, scales and pointy teeth.

I can talk to the other dino's with thought. We have an underground city, with rivers flowing threw it - it's a bit of a dump.
Just a messy series of caves, mainly we live in a pine forest outside of the caves.

Our river is drying up, and we need the water to hatch our eggs.
We decided to dam the water flowing into the city with tree's and as one of the flying dinos I'm required to rip up trees and block the river as it flows to the city.

Some time passed and a lake built up at the city wall, but the city dwelling dino's got angry at us for blocking there river up.

I think they destroyed the dam causing a flood.... I do remember we have a big fight about it though - a huge dino battle.

I was fighting in the air, I discovered I could also heal other dinos using my horn - it was a bit like a my little pony horn :)

The battle is the last part of the dino dream I remember I fell from the sky with something I'd been healing and as I fell I fell back into the first dream.

But I was still a dino, but smaller - human size.
It was daytime and ended up going to a school/church type of place, lots of old school friends were there and were all dressed in long white robes, like school nativity angels.

I was still scaly and wired, they all seemed to be afraid/repulsed by me. I wasn't to bothered cause I could still fly and it seemed like a fair trade

The last bit of the dream I was exploring the buildings and watching people.

Sooo 1976 was a fire dragon year...  I've a feeling this fits with Zeitgeist.  (Spirit of the age) 

Humm....   Number 14.. from my blue bird song, 

The Zeitgeist, I wonder if that fits with breath??  Spirit?

Again from 2012

The flow of the rain into the sea, like thoughts from you into me.
As they join, become one, their work is done,
New to become,
for to be free, the breath enters me,
Did you breath it too?? cause nothing is new



Drifting apart,
The light that we are,
Lost from the start,
Empty of Heart.

Hollow inside,
With what can we fill,
the void that we are,
when we've drifted to far.

Floating alone, to far from what's home,
Who are you?  Why am I me?
When 'they' look at 'I'
What do they see?

A silence so deep so enveloping,
A hug from the place I found Home,
No longer alone, much stronger a zone,
a place of which I'm a part.

The trees as they grow into me,
The birds from who's eyes I can see,
The earth in my Breath,
The night takes my Self,
I'm lost in the beauty of 'We'

Ages all tied in your Web,
Caught in the green safety net,
Don't let us go, together we grow,Right 'hear' right 'now' we belong.   O.o  OOoo  Also from 2012...   :D

Fay's also just learnt to sing and play this...  lol  It fits too!




Sooo I'm wondering, what happens when you start to decode life in the same way you decode dreams?   Is that why I had the dream I did last night??

Possibly insanity??   *shrugs*  Hummm   'The fool' it is then. ;)


The bracelet I got... I'm sure there has to be more to it. The year it was made - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1806

Some of the births/deaths seem significant.. Start of the industrial revolution lots of significant people. It's 206 years old. I can't re'meber what DW said about cycles.
Hummm when I think more about it I get pressure on the crown chakra. My dreams last night, I could feel pressure on 3rd eye, then after on the crown.

Hummmmm  Intreasting.  -
Soo   arousing curiosity or interest; holding or catching the attention.   Seem worth trying then :)
Isambard Kingdom Brunel - born that year.. I feel this is significant for the bridges, trains, ships...  connection & network too.  Key player in the Industrial revolution. 

Braclet   Brace Let   -   In the dream I was bracing with the others to hold the 'reality'   
Sooo brace something that is used to support or connect things, or to make something stronger...    Also fits with the trains ships/tracks/network

Let -   to allow or permit....   Surrender then?    Other end of control? 

It's covered in Ivy,  So apart from the obvious tree reference.  Ivy seems quite symbolic too! 

'Ivy, being an evergreen plant, represents eternity, fidelity, and strong affectionate attachment, such as wedded love and friendship. The ivy plant is also a strong plant which can grow in the hardest enviroment. Another association of Ivy as an evergreen, is perennial life and immortality.'  
Silver too again in alchemy the connection to the moon.  

Heheh,  If we can go down the rabbit hole and land in looking glass world....where else is there to play??