Being Blood

When the world is all running the other way and you're diving in and trying to play. When the light is blinding and you long for the dark and the noise is relentless you retreat to your heart.

You crawl thew the darkness falling away, welcoming night instead of day. 

We are waiting for you we and know you well. 

Run with us to the back of time, dive and swim threw the deep divine.

Welcome the void as it welcomes you, falling apart to emerge as new. 
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'Come then, we are waiting' Straight to you? 'Mmmmm'  Come dryad first?  'Soon Ren, we finish what we started'.  Ok, I'll jump from the tree.   'Meet you there Witch'.

Tree root hub into the first dream. 

I'd been with male me who was Jack we were boiling an egg and I kept adding more and more hot water deliberately pissing him off.   

He was annoyed about it but I kept topping it up when he wasn't watching, I'd added washing up liquid too and kept going until he eventually flips out and rages. What was the other hot water dream? Oh.. hehe a month ago. 

Also a street with a really strange metal device that moved along the path on a track, it was strange, but recall was poor. I'd been woken by cat meowing. 

I next woke at 404.  

I'd been with Inak he was a preditor again big cat, wasn't a flea this time just joined perspective but I wasn't driving the form just piggybacking and looking out. 

All black cat this time, we were on a hunt but running threw realities, not over land. A chase, a game hunter and pray. I had a wired perspective the Seth frame 1 frame 2. How it tied into my dreams of stasis pods and the story & so many in stasis? Eh?  'less fall out keeping people asleep'?? Still don't get it.  'Dream Ren'    

When I wake again I'd been patterns/shapes symbols so many! 'Getting it yet Witch?'😈  Starting too lol 😏  'Good'  
So many patterns all the geometry and fractals, tree rings, onions the ripples! 'Symbols in Symbols Ren'.  Shapes, the grail the triangles, the stars... I'd been in the geometry.    It's wired that this isn't that strange anymore 😆

From there I left onto lower astral of here, dark and silver again I'm heading to the woods and find on the floor a folding knife it's handle is bright blue like the blue from last night. 

I'd had a dream of 4 children in a room, we close the door and leave them to sleep.   

When we jumped back to Malico and the house I joined him but I was inside him....blood flowing warm bright red like arterial blood. Back and forth in time threw all things. Hot and vital.  The was the other dream of seeing blood... this time I was blood.

lol, woke up really blissed out... I'd forgotten I was supposed to be re-entering the blood ritual dream so was wired the dream had ended with me being blood. 'Tonight Ren we are ready now'.
I can see how the triangle symbolism that makes the flower of life/star I was in is also the grail, less multidimensional than the singularity thingy though.  


lol Inka you shit!  Was pondering cat/big cat totem and the Fox/Wolf stuff.   Got me thinking about the black cat dreams and I remeberd the one close to death 28th.  ...   Blind in one eye... your shitting me!!  'lol Ren, told you last night don't make me go Odin on you'     You allready did!  'Back at you bitch'  😈


How many times?   'Told you bitch, you have no idea' 😏   Hahah I've got more of an idea and I recall 100's now 👀