Back to sleep and next, there was it was like a cube filled with dots/made of dots like this no lines though only the dots
Then another dream that I felt had been inside or come out of the dot grid?? Duno 😀
It's the first soul shard dream I've had in ages, it's also disjointed several aspects that don't fit. I'm Aunty sheilas and there is ghost in the bathroom. It's not her bathroom it's a wired white almost like a communal school shower room all white tile. I can't see it but it's trying to get back into me it keeps boofing my astral form about so I'm floating and bouncing or getting squashed. Other people found it disturbing but I'm not afraid of it I know it's on a very different flicker rate to me atm.
Other people didn't believe me but they could see me moving weirdly so decided I was right. (My thoughts are this could be 1 of 3 shards.
-Me at 17, anorexic living there
-The me that had the dream about falling of her flat earth disk as a kid when it started to wobble to much (I had that in that house - though I think I've got that bit bk) (lol that was wild one)
-Or The mirror me with the wired hair?? Though that could also me the same as 17 anorexics me (humm what was the poem I wrote in that house...
I know it started, Oh found it in an old book... wow it's like my entity and body consciousness talking to each other. Haha it probably always was!
Please don't be afraid of me I know that I am ill,
I don't want to scare you I am building up my will.
I know I'm in here somewhere the bit I used to like
and only for my love of you I won't give up the fight
for as long as I see beauty and as long as I feel love
there is always hope that I will find my dove
my pure white dove of freedom
which is lurking deep inside
it will come to me and give me much needed peace of mind
so, for now, my love just care for me and let me care for you
deep inside my heart, I know this life was meant for two.
two voyagers with hearts so big they almost blow their minds
with pure love and compassion like no other kind
just help me reach inside myself and try to help me find
the part of me who loves us both and blissful peace of mind.
Which also I realised this morning the connection with my Birth name my parents wanted to call me Andrew and when I wasn't a boy they had no other name so I ended up with Andrea. Andrew (means MAN) my missing other-half the feeling disconnected and half a person split to play in duality but I'm both too as it's inside me. It's also linked to Andromeda and this dream not totally sure how yet.
Tangent delt with back to the dream ;) Now this stuff is jumbled and seemed to be all simultaneous so there isn't an order.
Nana in the 60's before I was born knew her... when she still played the fiddle. She'd met a Prince? She was showing me perfume bottles very cool 60's ones all empty. - Then something about her parents and a 'wealth transfer' (Hummmmm so the dream of the wired hair me was also the dream about dowery... no dowager! ) Oh and the Andromeda was about me and that male partitioning for a spiritual inheritance to be given at the age of 47 but to come now??? 👀
- There was another bit with Nana and it's also before I'm born Sheila and the other sisters are there and my cousin Sue is a kid must be the end of the 60's and Nana has a locket and it's massive the size of her hand and she opens it and there is her daughters and then it opens again and there is her daughter's, daughters and I knew this was like a whole DNA line on daughters going back n forth in time :P
- There is also something about a holliday with Em and a bus drop of and there are a line of zimmer frames wrapped with lay type flower garlands!
A thing that is morphing between a pingpong table and a grand piano, it has pockets in for 'tools' and I can play the game or the music?
A shop Cat is there her parents too and much wealth. We are in a popup Christmas shop - it is a shop/store and it's in a really poor area of a town and her parents are bringing their stock - really expensive Christmas gifts cards and decorations and I know the people here will think the prices laughable ( A big wealth transfer) ?? Also seems to fit with the stuff above?
Back in Sheilas, the back bedroom with the mirror where I'd seen a wired reflection.. was a white room filled with computers and tech all white too. Sheila and Erics room is a strange pannel game were 3 African Americans are sitting they are wearing face masks but they have studded them with Gems and Diamonds and they are having a competition where they make expressions of them.
(Woosh, and then there was all the story info too)
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