An Odd Attraction and Another Goodbye

13th/Jan/20

Disturbed sleep as got a new kitten who got separated too young, so needy & feedy.

First dream was just jumbled head stuff. 

Then a long dream that I remembered well but has faded a little over 2 days of animal management.

So the start is an odd sort of cottage in a field down a lane.  The cottage is chalet-like with an upstairs with balcony that is sort of separate.
Not sure if there was anything else around it has a fenced garden and there is a male and female there.  The female had a mother vibe and the male was wired like moon face or the saucepan man in the faraway tree kids books. 

I'm mainly in the garden and I had an iPad or similar in the dream and it had gone.  I realised the guy upstairs had taken it.  -  It sort of changed here... it almost felt like I was dreaming a story or a book of 2 parts. 

In the upstairs of this cottage lives a young rich guy, he has ginger wavey hair.   I go up to confront him and get my ipad back but we are attracted to each other.  The iPad is no longer relevant - the attraction is visceral (or energetic)  It was like our organs were magnetically attracted but we fundamentally disagreed on so much stuff.  We argue but need each other in this sexual magnetic way.  There was fighting and fucking, very volatile.

The dream moves from there and we travel together allover he has rich parents who don't approve and a rich aunt too who is powerful.   The places we visit are odd, a large stately home/palace type of place with big formal gardens  - then warehouses filled with cyber goths and punks, I seemed more at home here.  I was magical in the dream and was teaching it to him as his attitude was trouble and he was going to need to defend himself. 

14th/Jan/20

Very long dream, one of them leaving/bye dreams I have. 
It's a school/group we are almost done there and are out on a walk together.  2 of the people are rendered as London James and another as Foz (people I've not seen for years)
On the walk, James is angry and moody, sullen and argumentative.  He punches himself really hard in the eye with the intention of blaming it on Foz and getting him into trouble.   Another friend tells the 'teacher/authority' that it wasn't Foz (very chilled academic male) I back her up.   James is furious.  I go to him and we talk, he's hurt emotionally and I tell him I know that - his anger subsides and we hug.  After that, we seemed to be 'together' as lovers.  He was rich but his parents have cast him out and he's like us has nothing. 

(Wonder if the same male from last night as James is v well off and has red hair)

We are packing up to leave the halls and say bye now.  I've been with these people for a very long time.  We are moving on to make space for the new intake.  We have been there for so long we have no other home.    It's really emotional, we hug and cry (I woke with pools of tears in my eyes as I was on my back)
We haven't even had time to collect our few belongings before our old sleeping hall is full of new people... it's loud and noisy. 

We walk out together 5 of us Foz & James characters and at least 1 other female.   We are homeless and aimless and stay together out of familiarity.  We walk heading into what I think was London, a big city. 
The detail goes crazy here and the skyline is amazing (like my astral type dreams)   We are in a docklands area of a large city.   There is a wired futuristic monorail /with cradles hanging below carrying objects and 2 amazing robotic dino recycling machines.  They are animated and alive looking but just sort of structural like metal bones, they have no internal organs just like huge metal tyrannosaurus large metal jaws that 'eat' crush and break up scrap metal and they swallow it and it just falls out of them as they have no stomach.   They move around on their 2 metal legs wadding through the scrap.  I think the monorail was transporting the crushed stuff. 

I get excited here as I've 'dreamed' this place and tell the other this, I point out a big Ferris type of wheel beyond the robots.  (I think this is this one that can be lifted by drones)  I'm excited and leading them on as my alarm wakes me up.