Squashed

 

16th

Odd night, was a storm here.  Also first good sleep since last Thurs
At one point I'd woken and the sky outside was green. 
I was curious, but not enough to get out of bed.

After that I had loads of false awakening dreams.

I was in bed and first there was a cat on me, I was confused as the door was shut and I'd not let one of the cat's in.
Then it was other things on the bed.
Heavier things pressing me down, didn't feel like sleep paralysis, was just odd.
Then it was 2 guys, again pressing me down.  I felt like I saw them come in.
I'd tried to use my phone light to see but it didn't work the batteries on everything watch phone little lights had all run down so I was just in the dark being pressed on.

 

I kept waking from the experience, but not waking... As I was still asleep.
I'd even gone down to the house at one point where there was a power cut but again, there was something down there touching me and once more I woke up.

At some point I must have fully woke up as I'd written down the dream, but then I'd go straight back into the same dream with the same thing happening. 

I'd decided to write something each time I woke and it happend 6 times....  Was getting anoying as It was hard to work out when I was asleep or not.

After this I'd had a more normal long dream.

A feild where I was holding a small snake, a large old tree trunk, no branches kids where climbing it at the top it looked like a human nose.
I'd packed a towel and put on a swimming costume under my clothes and I walked with Jack and a few others down to the coast as we wanted to swim.
The roads were quiet, cut lawns and wide paths.
A small tram crossing with people waiting.
Then threw the back of a shopping place, pasted the big dumpy bins and old shopping trolleys.

When I get to the coast the only shore line I can find is in a sort of cave, a building has been built on stilts and the water comes in threw small inlets in the back.
The water is black and thick...  I'd wanted to keep walking till I found some open shore but Jack took me inside the building to look around and collect codes.
We were scribbling them on a bit of paper.  111 010  011 and similar, we needed to collect 12 codes.
On the journy back, we again whent past the bins, and a large claw for collecting rubbish then jumped on the tram roof to hitch a ride for a few stops, jumping off again as it left a station onto the soft grass on the side of the track. 
 

Catching up on Dreams

 

4th April
Odd dream about popping in and out of mirrors.  Other people dreaming too.

 

In the morning I was having a dream in a pub, was an old city pub, felt like London.  Sitting with an unfamiliar group of friends.
Inka walked in he was in such a mess, really filthy and stinky.  He came straight over to me like he knew were I was.

I'd got up and hugged him when one of the bar staff came over and told him he needed to leave. 
I was going to argue but Inka stopped me told me he's wait outside, but I just left with him.... Woke as we were leaving together.

6th April
Long dream, strange country town with large old cottages on country roads surrounding it.
Em was in the dream, and Mia and her family.
There was also an unfamiliar guy, he'd been in a relationship with Em, then Mia and was after me next.
I'd not realised this at first and gone with him to one of his properties where he breed horses and dogs.   Once I'd realised I'd  told him I had 3 kids n wasn't interested.

Didn't stop him trying.
I'd gone into the town with Mia too, also bumped into Lara, Jo & Beks.. Was odd to have so many friends in a dream, but the town and area was all unfamiliar.

10 April
First good nights sleep since the weekend, loads of dreams.
A big collage, I was at the end of my education and could remember the start of it many years earlier.
There was an odd bit, 2 lifts next to each other.   We called the lift a guy in front of me was waiting to push a metal locker in.
When the doors opened the lift was still on a story above us....  I felt myself being sucked into the open lift shaft and bumped the guy in front of me who accidentality pushed the locker into the lift shaft...
The lift came down crashing into it then the whole thing started to get hot.  A woman arrived to monitor it and closed down that lift.
We took the second one up instead, it was strange.... Grey plastic benches to sit on and the sides were made of dirty plastic glass and we could see setting light outside as we went up.

 

Then  3 dreams at the same time.
A pilgrimage, a strange abusive male who made us pack up the kitchen.  We were to meet at a wall at night to set off, we didn't really want to go.
A kid was sent to fight with a wolf, he arrived back grey scratched and shivering

In the other dream I was alone in a room on a floor, I split myself in 2 and was still attached to me, then I started to make love with myself.
The 3rd dream Jon & Jo had taken on a cottage in my main dream area.  They were renovating it, I was watching them lay new stones in the garden.
My  bro was living with me in main dream house, he was in my room.  I was in the room at the front must have been mid summer as the sun was setting at midnight.

Last dream jumped 3 times. 
It started in a house I had at in the east end of London.  A small terrace.  Inside was empty as I'd sold it and there was a few nurses with me, they were using a room for a talk.
I was clearing out some old baby stuff that had been left in a cupboard.
I'd found a memory stick the nurses were looking for then I placed these zigzag silver stickers onto the walls of a small corridor leading to a loft hatch.
At certain times of the day the light would hit them making rainbow patterns down all the halls and stairways.  
I'd been wondering about the house I was moving to next as I'd not seen it.
As I was wondering the dream jumps and I'm outside the new property with my brother.

It's a modern-ish house on a country lane past a farmers market stall.
We've arrived at night and both are lucid.   In the house I can see the people who we are buying it from.
We walk around the area first, and that's enough to convince me I want to live there, it's open pasture with massive ancient oak trees. 
My bro and me look at strange spectral like animals that are moving around in the dark.
I laugh and make myself huge like a giant... And my bro blows up his form too so we dwarf the strange creatures that are curious about us.
Next I jump inside the property, the family don't see me so I look around checking out the  various rooms.
Last I check out the farmers market, he has a large shed with fresh produce and visits the local town markets on there market day.
Dream jumps again, I'm still with my bro.
We are moving in a strange modern driverless vehicle.  It's daylight and we are entering a millitery space complex.
It's very futuristic a monorail carrying matching white millitery vehicles is moving a similar speed to us and we arrive at the complex under a bridge were the transport train has stopped at an unloading platform.
My Bro doesn’t speak... We leave the vehicle and he motions me to follow and stay out of sight.
We head in where 2 groups are leaving a large building complex by several doors.  One group has a red sports tabard on the other are in yellow high vis jackets. 
I'm unsure what is going on but it seems it's some kind of 'tag' game... As I'd seen them all exit they were 'out'.
My bro had vanished now and the people out encourage me to keep looking for people while they all move into a massive communal shower block.
I'd passed there, was odd as there was a guy just out the shower standing in the hall with a towel round him still damp.
I could smell his shower soap really strongly.

Woke up after that.