Wednesday, 27 August 2025

Bat Shit & Feathers

 


27th
Very long lucid dream.
It starts in the daytime, Old Stone close.. I'm on a park bench laying down when a Pigeon lands on my lap, joined soon by star my cat.
I wait there till dark.
It's now a dark version of my main dream space.
Night and everything is different, I'm young... early 20's and I'm going to Rachel H's birthday party I realise I've left it to the last mo to get a gift and am wondering what to get.
I split up from Em, Marie and Rachel S who are also going to find a gift.

I wander off, the roads have high hedges and the moon is full and blood red, I get distracted looking at it and wander into someone's garden to get a better view.
Trying to get back to the road again I wander through a planted veg garden with a sort of clear sheeting rigged up to protect it from the wind of the sea. 
As I let myself out of a cracked glass door 2 young girls notice me and come outside to see me.  The younger keeps hugging me, I hug her back explaining to her parents I'm a mother too, so I don't mind.  (I understood this even though I was young there)
I'd left the garden roads to visit an undercover market area.
It's sort of seedy and I thought I might find a gift there, though if I couldn't find anything I'd grab her a bottle of nice Gin.
While browsing a stall holder introduces himself.  
I recalled his name right through the dream and I remeber his father's name but his has gone.. It was something like Ewing, so I'll go with that. 
His accent is southern Irish and his hair red and wavy (He's familiar in a way too.... a little like Rog or the dream guy with red hair I've had lots of dreams with.
He tells me 'I'm Ewing Son of Ebony Ivorson....
He's close looking at me, has some small silver and gold earrings beside him that he's selling.
On impulse I tell him 'I'm dreaming'  His eyes widen.... with question and I tell him 'Never mind' with a smile.
He laughs and touches me and there is a sexual energy exchange, like them instant orgasms.
He pockets the stuff he's selling and tells me he'll come with me.
We wander looking at stuff, all kinds of stuff..... I'm lucid so I'm changing what's around us in amusing ways but most of it subconsciously letting the dream play out too.
Some stuff I did change like making my flipflops into fluffy slippers.

We walk past all kinds of stuff, me sort of thinking about things then versions of them appearing. Displays of various fish and snails, plants, fossils and gems then on into what was like a surreal department store.
Ewing asked if we were window shopping, I told him lets visit the harbour.

As we arrived it was an old-style fishing harbour at first... but the closer we got the stranger it got, with diggers dredging the bottom and police boats dragging in unexploded missiles. 
We kept walking until we got further and further out into the water and it was getting more chaotic, so I decided to jump somewhere else... He came too.
Not having set any intention other than to move I was in a cave...
I'm laying down nekid on the floor....
Dead skeletal birds and bats are flying above and pooping on me, feathers falling and sticking to the poop.
Still lucid I just lay and pondered the strange situation when a headless bird walked up to me and entered my body threw my vagina! 
Ewing was to the side standing looking amused.

The scene changes and I'm laying with a group of people... we are now all stuck with feathers... I'm still laying down now looking up at a dark sky.
There is a group of people staring and someone asks 'Who isn't here'  
I'd raised an arm saying 'I'm sure as hell not here'  The feathered people and the crowd looked at me laying on my back giggling.  I'd added 'If I was, I'd not be laying covered in bat shit n feathers'  
The woman who'd spoken says 'We have a winner'  The others round me look upset and I realise they are all the same guy but slightly different...he's bald.  
He's upset and out of the crowd females in suits appear the speaking woman tells the men to go with the 'end of carries resetters' 
Ewing helps me up and I swap back into clothing... we are back in the marketplace from earlier. 
He takes me to a strangely ugly deformed guy, who has odd metal pins in his face. 
The new guy wants to charge us £25 a day to hire a portrait for our stay.
I'd looked the guy in the face and told him I didn't need a portrait for my 'Dream Holiday' 
He looked at me realisation dawning that I was lucid and his face changed to a good looking guy with piercings.  
I decided to wake here and make notes to recall, took me a few attempts to wake fully as I was going to head to Inka, but I did manage to wake myself up.

I go back to sleep and find myself in the same dream, less lucid now... but I still have full recall of the previous events.  
Rachels Birthday is getting closer, and there is to be a cleansing ritual and a girl band even though we are only a few guests.
Her mother and her friend will be doing the ritual, it's quite cult like and I decide I don't want to be cleansed... as I'm happy how I am.
Rachels house is also open, lacking walls, it has layers of floors and a garden on the lowest level a large area is laid out with cushions to watch the band... some stage blocks in the centre for them to stand on.   
But the band is sick, there are only microphones and an item of each of them.  One was the main singer she had by her mic an old wooden crucifix on wooden bead string. 
The menu was printed and laminated with Rachels birthday, we were having pad Thai, spring rolls and a Thai salad.
A small table held alcoholic drinks and there were some old wooden bar tables and chairs by a patio to a garden. 
More people had decided to join the event and so we were shown to a dorm room... our bags, all similar had been dropped in a large square luggage rack, in the centre of a room.. A bed roll opposite each next to the wall with a square walk area between.

I went to get changed but someone had ridden a bike all-over my clothes and they were covered in tire prints. 

Friday, 22 August 2025

Bouncing and Flying.

 

19th
A strange car, filling with water.... Platform kind of game and collecting stuff.

A dream of Hurworth.. The house like it was but decayed.. The carpets bare, vacuum broken.
Dad & Christine were there and Zak as a baby, with a plastic baby bath and nothing but an old sheet to dry and wrap him in.
 

Marie too, we had shaved heads with numbers cut into our hair, I think hers was 27 something 276 meby. 
 

20th
A big open kitchen it's on the side of a hill.   Industrial cookers.
Gas bubble tubes, they were a form of light and glowed and gas bubbles were in the glowing liquid, they stood around person height.
It was harvest too, and bales of hay were being stacked.

 

Next dream was long and visually good.

It was a return to collage dream, a bus from my main dream space south to London. 
The bus was an old coach and we each had a backpack of stuff.
Some of us had sort of small flying helicopter back packs only around 5 of us, and we were using these to fly out the fire escapes and explore before regrouping with the bus.

It was a night journey and we were flying away from the roads exploring. 
We stopped of and a party in a house with a huge garden.
Neon and black lights.
All my stuff kept falling apart, shoes with sole's falling off an old style phone that was broken into layers.
I didn't mind.
In the field of the party was a festival of speed, a mix of racing and fair ground rides glowing in the dark.
I was with a guy who seemed to be my friend.
We'd lost the bus at this point and had flown up into a dark canal district, standing on locks.
I think it was Liverpool somewhere as the guy I was with was complaining about 'bloody Scousers' The dream was fun but frustrating.

Last dream I was back in main dream space, very 70's hair styles.
In the newsagents store room.  Lots of family and strange stock, it was also dark.

21st
A long car journey, 4 of us squashed in the back sharing a blue blanket with a logo on it.
The boot was packed with stuff.

At the journeys end was a meeting, I was talking to a friendly tribal guy.   He was telling me stuff, I had my head resting on his leg as he spoke.
I met with a female bus driver too, I was going to leave with her, we instantly got on well.

22nd
Staying in a single story cottage in the country.  The owners lived in a house close by it was possibly a farm but the buildings were modern.
The male was a mix of Marcus and Ian, they were sort of smooched into one.
Fay had got into an argument with them and whitest they were fighting over something at a door they'd managed to clamp one of Kef's feet in the door and he lost a toe. 
Sureal stuff too, like a hole that opened in the floor that I dropped down... I was hanging on a rope there before climbing back out.
Kef had surgery and the surgeon had decided to remove a toe from each foot for balance was odd he had sort of 2 black hoof like projections from each leg after.


Next dream also odd, it's an outside area where building work is going on.
I was getting drinks for people from a cafe/bar and had keys to go into the restricted area where the builders were.
I had a list of things people wanted me to collect or make.  2 bottles of beer for 2 guys working a newsagent stand..  Some lego white sheep for Marie, I was to make a grey lego goats head too.
The lego sheep were grazing and I needed to round them up, kef with his odd toes would help.
I'd set off to collect them half bouncing half flying until I got distracted by a giant bouncy mattress with maypole like rope ribbons to pull on.
I spent ages just bouncing around higher and higher.

Then some odd stuff, an alien female who I was supposed to be helping..   Was to do with her uterus and needing surrogates.... But people kept forgetting and every time they did she lost another preterm baby.

Next I was sleeping on a bunk bed in a kids play park... Laying on the top bunk.
2 Lions were walking around and on the lamp post next to me a monkey was hugging a domestic cat and a crow.  
I'd walked from there to a funeral, I'd been going to visit family in Hurworth but realised there was a funral on... It wasn't morbid but a calibration of life.
The church inside was arranged with soft purple tired seating and people I recognised had turned up, but they were younger...  I realise lots of them are now dead but they were arriving looking like they had in their 20's looking more like they were going to a wedding.
I was wearing green, and inside a white owl was projected onto the wall.

Last bit of the dream I was being strapped into a strange yellow machine, part conveyor belt and part fair ground ride, I was with Jean.... Loads of stuff going the other way too.  Luggage in black bin bags.

 

Monday, 18 August 2025

Cornwall & Bk again

 


Cornwall dreams

12th
A hospital dream, busy ward, scanning QR codes. Odd staff. Messy.
Second dream was Sheilas main dream house, it was being sold... An old school friend wanted to buy it.

13th
Odd Alien possession dream.  A book with predictions and occult stuff.  Journeying and visions.

Kinda cool layered stuff, steam punk style encryptions.
Big thunderstorms.

14th
End of the world dream.  Silly, I was in Kerala a new Jesus but the locals were confused that he wasn't Indian.

Long plane flight.

15th
A big light house.  Bev a woman I know from round here.
An odd terraforming sort of land scraping machine and a bomb disposal guy I was friends with.

Then a crazy long dream.  Ian had kids and foetal kittens shut in box's they were starving.
I was concerned and trying to feed them, wondering why he'd put them in box's and if he'd get in trouble...
I got more lucid and realised I was dreaming but I then woke into another dream rather than waking up again I realised I was dreaming when I was with Fay and child me, they got on well together... I was about 6, but was there as me too.
More stuff about country borders and morality.  It took ages to wake up.

16th
2 spots to swim, deep and tidal.  I was diving for fossils.

Then it was strange, multiple planets like many versions of earth and earths story.
They were quarantined from each other so their stories could play out...  but there was a certain bleed through. 
One version was research and data on all the other spheres, data came though anonymised and we were collating it and cataloguing. 
I was using trains between the different versions.
There was odd stuff to collect, mine was purple... It was clear but not glass.  It was products formulated especially for me.  Sort of purple acrylic containers. 

One a stoppered bottle had a smell in, but I didn't like it and binned it.

 

I was matched to St Michael too, I was confused and they told me they thought I'd like it given his link to Inka...   That confused me, but after looking up St Michael I can sort of see some links.
 

Was interesting, anyhoo, especially the algorithms used to anonymise the various iterations of earth. 

I go back into the same dream, this time I was using the Chinese/Japanese alphabet and looking at the difference in the use of the words they made, was odd as in the dream I understood both languages. 

 

17th
Visiting Niki in New York.  Wasn't actually New York... Was an odd selection of shops under cover and a large complex of big houses with square lawns.
We were having a meal outside together.

Lots of kids but much older.

18th
I was looking for Joel in dream...  ah.. he messaged he's ok, just messaged this morning...still living  in his car.
Inka was helping, giving me strange mementoes to dream with.

I'd hold them to dream, a selection of glass rods.  Long and thin like solid straws. 

A strange old guy with white bushy hair and beard, steam punk style.
He had a clock on his stomach, old wind up one in a sort of leather case he was wearing like a back to front back pack.  Odd clothing too, sort of a fancy suit, waist coast n stuff.

 

It was a sort of time machine, I was using the mementoes Inka was giving me to make RP dream scenarios. 

Thursday, 7 August 2025

Games and Falls

 


28th
Wasp again, this time it was on mouth that was covered in melted caramel.
Star jumped up and ate it.

29th
Lara and Jo, Puppies.   Lara's puppy was sleeping in a bakery cart full of pastries.
A wet path, helping people who were slipping.
A Christmas shop, was a food shop not much was left we were getting stuff to put a meal together with friends.

30th
strange dream in here.... Was probably from all the noise under the building, I think they 2 hedgehogs I saw last night were under there!

Was a large house at the street, filled with loads of people.
Kids dressed up as petrol pumps and a woman having a hen do, people arriving and going.
Dogs in clothes with hair dyed same colour as owners.

last dream was of an odd Pakistani woman I'd stopped cutting down trees with a chainsaw.
She was bonkers but we soon became friends.
she took me to meet her family too, and the street were she lived.

they were also odd, we passed a crumbling post office a place with old people dancing and a medi room for wound care.
Last up they showed me something they had made.  It shot nets and they were using it to cover a park pavilion.

Last dream I owned a junk shop, I was going to re open as a soup and sandwich place. 
 

6th

An odd dream, Clair a parent of one of Zak's friends had called me and asked to talk about her older kid.
It was a strange meeting.  In an unusual chapel set in a large mowed lawn.  It was made of pebbles, sand coloured it was a strange shape too sort of rounded. 
It looked attractive in the sunlight.
A service was going on inside held by a guy in white robes.  It was sort of split into separate sections and I went with Clair to a quite part where we first talked then I started doing and odd ritual with candles and a mirror.
At one point I had a flaming halo then long tall molten horns.

I had a caravan too, it was parked up the wheels thick with sticky drying mud.

Last dream I was somewhere high up, platforms that were being destroyed by huge digging equipment.  Jumping and falling. A left that went into free fall with me in it.   Was odd.

7th
First dream was like a D&D game.  A book with pages that popped out small foods to regain health points.  I could make health stones too.

Then I was at a strange party in an unfamiliar place.
A short guy with waist length white hair was neckid with some other guys they were laughing and happy and wanted me to take some photos for them with a kids Polaroid camera. 
The party was to get larger, I was cleaning pool toys.
Loads of people coming, I left the guys to get dressed and met guests taking coats.
I sat with a small child and red him a story book about a brown dog.

last dream was surreal.
I was part of a small family... With a father figure as one of 5 teenage/young adult kids.
We were being paired and I wasn't sure what brother to team with.
We all had strange abilities.
One of the brothers was being targeted by the father type...  He had a sort of rainbow mask, but it was more a rainbow blurr as he ported about.
He was hunting us, and we didn't really have much chance to get away from him.
glowing knives made of sort of electric, they left glowing white wounds were it was more like white light was bursting from inside were we got cut.
It was an emotional dream too, connection and betrayal - I was torn between what brother to help as we were all in danger.

Last dream was similar,  I was with the brother I'd chosen to team with.  We had a baby in a pram, it had the same birthday as me - a young boy.
We'd left it at the end of a strange puzzle map garden we were in.
I could zoom out to where it was a hexagonal grid.
The pram was parked by a cafe at one end of the map and we were exploring a large gate mechanism at the other end.
The dream jumps and I'm in an old communal shower room.
It's dark, unused... It had been in a school I'd attended.
It was linked to me through my birth date and I was showing it to the brother I was with.
Dark, with concrete walls and old porcelain troughs.  A single metal light, a few wash basins with dividers and 3 toilet cubicles.  There were lots of showers though, the place was familiar from other dreams. 


 

Bat Shit & Feathers

  27th Very long lucid dream. It starts in the daytime, Old Stone close.. I'm on a park bench laying down when a Pigeon lands on my lap,...