Odd leg stuff, Trapped on a Back-Street.

6th 

Fuck off Inka, I didn't ask for your help.  'I'm U2'  Who's U3?  'Our Tree'   Hahaha....   Ok, it's why Leon is pissed?   'One of many reasons Ren, you could allways ask him' 

I'm just trying to lay the stove....  'Aye bitch, but it's spring.  Your birthdays passed you can see the growth'  Mmmmm

Why do other people thing they U?  Or 'Archetypes Ren, we all have them'  Ahhh   Yeh, 'So their Saturn aspect may be similar... But also not me' 
ok... I'll look

 

??   'Mmmm' 

Ok....  I'll go bk to stove.   'Just remeber Ren'  Ok?

 

First dream was odd, Inka n me were both pissed off with the others...   So they'd decided to leave us alone.  I was dreaming fast.

It was one of them ghost dreams... Something coming into me and possessing me.  Similar to when I was in hospital that night and trying to sleep but dreams were so intense I was laughing and orgasaming.  This was the same sort of intense energy, it started in my thigh. 
The others in the dream could sense the other entity too, so didn't think me crazy.   Were just surprised I'd let it merge into me.
Marcus was in the dream, was odd as he was like he was years ago, very real.
I didn't mind the ghost thing, it was at times inconvenient especially if I was trying to sleep.
It was moving round my body, mainly legs/bk n hips.

Second dream I was flying, I was doing a land survey and marking for people where they would find dino bones. 

Then a London dream, Mortimer road and a large house party.
I had the back door keys but rather than our house it was a large mechanical clock. 

Instead of a mouse inside there was a small bird.
At the party were people I knew, a couple of gay guys and there dog so I'd hung round with them.   It wasn't the Mortimer road I knew, it was all modern city dwellings, open plan with large glass windows and balconies.

 

Then Inka was with me, we were again flying doing this land survey and he was feeding me Pez sweets from a dispenser with a dino head.

 

Last dream was very surreal, a puppy and a rug and a hole in my leg. 
First I squeezed out massive locusts they'd eaten the muscle there, then a few maggots. 
Then later in the dream an odd glass bird, then an egg. 
 

7th
Main dream space, and arm there soldiers and tanks.   Recruiting money, there were magic users among them too.... and Pigeons!

 

Second dream I had a free holiday to Spain, it was paid for.  Had to get the ferry to the Isle of White then was getting a chopper from there. 

8th
Stressy dream.   I was trying to get to work.  Ian was giving me a lift and for some reason we had 2 of the nurses in the car too.
He dropped them off then we went to do something.   Up the Hindhead road it was more like Dollis Hill in London.  Busy, but with a wide main road.
We stopped at a church like bank....  It was a library too an odd place, I was surprised it was still open at night but it had turned to daylight again, so meby it was summer.
It had been dark when we left the house.
Kids arrived in the library/bank place from a privet school.  They were waiting there for their parents to collect them and looking at the books.
I'd gone out to find Ian as my shift was due to start.
We drove part of the way till we came to barriers then I got out to walk.
It seemed to be daytime now.   My kindle had some how got smashed.
I walk past market stalls, then an odd barrier almost like a dam... and I couldn't get bk to the main road.

Work was being done on the sewers and pipers were running over the street.   Different sizes, all marked I needed to jump over them.   no one working on them. 
Where they went into a building odd brass and copper carved heads charms were hung from the various pipes. 
I wondered what their meaning was.
Next I found a hospital asking some staff on their brake the way back to the main road, they laughed in a rude kind of way being unhelpful till I followed them to a city park.  A massive apple tree had bright red apples that people seemed to be collecting so I took one as I passed.  It was nice, but I was no closer to finding my way bk.

Next I entered the back of a shop figuring it would have an entrance  on the main road on the other side, but the place was busy and chaotic.  A cafe filled with kids shouting, a run down play zone.   Like an odd maze, still with no way to the road.
I asked a staff member how to get out, she just shrugged and told me that she thought there was a door somewhere.

Last dream I was in a hummmm, was like an outdoor school/prison.
All sorts of ages there.
We were studying food from round the world and were on Ethiopia and Italy.   We were being introduced to the style of foods and the ways that they were culturally eaten.
It was interesting.
I was also doing something with blood and blood types and at one point we took a short boat trip to watch the sun going down.
It was on a small fishing vessel, we walked over a few boats to get to the one we needed. 

The last thing I got was an odd vision of a beautiful iridescent purple and turquoise dragonfly.

 

2 then 3 + Feaver dream

 

3rd.
Neon batteries, they looked like printer cartridges with tubes of glowing liquid.

Inside a game, with walls and locked doors.  
Felt like an escape puzzle.
Once outside there were things in the sky.  Big floating things, but being eaten/consumed by black dust... It swarmed like insects or murmerations of birds then the structures fell. 

The sky things looked like the crazy floating fairground rids I've seen in other dreams.  But one of them was a prison colony. 
There was a man-hunt of sorts and I'd been selected to go as I had a connection to the guy who'd got lose.

 

Next dream I was on a coast, a baby seal and narwhal had washed up, the narwhal was ok.

The seal not so much, I'd put it back in the water and followed it out but it couldn't swim so I carried it ashore again.
I'd gone to find it water to drink and was going to borrow a pot from a garden shed.  
A woman, the gardener stopped me.... Saying not this one, this is the one with the worm.
She pinned me against the shed wall, and brought the worm out. 
It was black and segmented like a millipede.   40cm long and a cm wide, she was waving it in my face till it touched my lips.  
Was grim. 
She put it back and lent me another pot.   I took the seal to a sort of half room I had with a brick oven.  I lit the fire and gave the seal water...   Woke up before I found out more.
 

 

4th
I had very long blond wavy hair, coloured with purple so it was stripy up in bunches. 
I was at some wedding for a cousin. 

Flying over Scotland from above only it was mirrored.  I was following the Tees river inland but it was on the west coast.
I had a twin bro, and we were washing muddy ducks.

A strange creepy organ in a catholic church.

 

Then a dream about a large Victorian house, arguments about decorating.  There was a beautiful blue study/library and the new occupants wanted to paint it all white.  
Was sad as the room had amazing atmosphere with an old desk, book shelves and grey/blue walls.
A shared bed with another female and 2 guys.

5th
Tonight was 3 guys and another 2 females.  We were friends and lovers, all the others were Indian/Bangladeshi some Muslim others Christian.  Not sure what I was.

They stayed in my dreams through the night.  
At one point we'd broken into a supermarket at night and were playing football with a large dried noodle cup. 
At one point I'd turned into a large floating deamon/dragon thing that was flying in a whirly blurr... Sucking the others in till we merged.

I'd been climbing a cliff too, I had pointed nails that were jagged from the climb and my finger pads were dirty and raw.

We 6 had eneded up in my Aunty Ireans house in main dream scape... I'd got salad alover the floor and whent to get a brush to clean it up.  We were all sharing the bed there, had a small PC set up in the corner.

Then the dream spits.   I'm in 2 places.

One I'm in a cave system with the people, an older white fam live at the bk.
We Ask them to stay, they agree and we are left to inhabit the rooms nearer to the cave mouth.

The other was a large manor house, this time it's just me and 2 of the guys.   They are bro's and their parents own the house.
On their land they have a lodge.   It's small and basic, we go to the kitchen, and make toast with fresh sliced plumb tomatoes we'd picked on the way there.
Was a tiny kitchen, with blue and white plates. 
The 2 guys lead me to a back room at the lodge, it was an odd science lab. 
I recall I'd been looking for a kidney bowl, to clean a wound on a woman's foot. 
But I couldn't find one.
While looking I'd unscrewed a bolted unit at floor level, it had a metal door with clamps. 
Inside it was empty but it smelt like an autoclave... Only it was being heated by a furnace or heat source below. 
I spent ages trying to get the door back in place when the boys father showed up and helped me to bolt it bk on. 


(Inka agreed for us to go bk to the others.....  Was the 2nd I think.  I had a fever n tonsillitis.  The others said it was left alone we destroy each other if we mean too or not.   I'm not convinced this isn't cause they hunted us from the tree though.   I guess I'll find out) 

Wet Laptop

 

Not posted for a bit as spilled water in my laptop and had to wait for it to dry out 😆

25th
First dream I was sort of here, the storm and wind keeping my awareness semi in the room.

I was with a family with loads of kids, they were all very close and I was some what of an outsider, they had a large off grid place with their own mining facility. 
My kids were welcome, but I was kept at arms distance from the large extended family.
My shed was in the dream, I woke when I thought my bed was blowing across the room wizard of oz style :D

Second dream when the wind died down a bit, was our work place with a vets below it...

It was kinda like chestnut view dumped on one of the vet places I'd worked in.
I'd not realised I'd taken a job there, it was a new vet that had taken over, he seemed unconcerned he had no patients and had procured Abi & me to work for him from the care home above.
I was mainly trying to get the kettle to work to make coffee!

The building opened onto a wooded lane, there was the most amazing golden pink sun set at one point the sky looking like rolling fire.

I'd worked in the place before he'd taken it over and it had been changed, I was looking around the theatre that I recalled from other dreams and where there had been several vets working there was now only one table and anaesthetic machine. 
Oh another guy from work started too Basil, was odd as he wasn't keen on animals at all.
The vet was odd, a guy mid 40's with wavy brown hair, not someone I've ever met... He was sort of tall and aloof.   Preoccupied with things much of the time, and while he'd employed us he barely seemed to notice us or talk.

 

Was again at the tree place with Inka.   He'd wanted to smother my awareness from Leon after he'd gone to get stuff. 
I've been transforming the area under the tree, it's got glowing mushroom shelves now and a glowing errrr looks like a cross between moss and a trailing air plant but it glows too when the light is low.  
It's cosy.   The awareness smothering was cool.   He'd warned me it might feel odd, but it was them waves of energy I was familiar with.
My body felt electric, not unpleasant at all.

 

 

27th

 

First dream was odd.  I was in main dream space or a version of it.  A large hotel was on the sea road.

People from here n past life.   I was boobie feeding my cabbage patch doll! n that was odd!

People were using Valium.  Suzi n her twins were there, she was renting rooms by the day.  

Working in the room whilst the kids played on the beach.   She was letting me use her room. 

Em had a driver and an office n I was doing stuff for them.  The back of the hotel was odd too, they were barricading it against thefts.   The toilets were like coconuts that you had to pee in :P

 

I remember looking in a mirror at one point, I had peach n deep purple striped hair. 

 

I had many dreams but the room was cold n I didn't want to come out of the floof next to write.  

 

In the morning I had a false awakening.   Here but my right eye wouldn't open...  So I cut a hole in my forhead n moved the eyeball there to check it still worked.

 

 It did, but I only had 2 eyeballs n 3 holes! I was a little concerned my optic nerve would shrivel up so I kept swapping my right eye to forhead n bk.

 

Last dream was plane flight, and journey.   My old aunts but they were younger.  Shila was making a blackberry Crumble and Aunty Betty had taken a plane to London to meet me in a group house n go to a cosplay convention

 

28th
Was very tired after work/Dad's bday.
 

29th

Travelling South and Central America, lots of tribes and strange cities.  We had strange toys we were playing games with, there was another more religious group. 

 

30th

Setting seemed a little like the community centre in my main dream area.  Again we were playing games, but gaming was also my job, it reminded me of playgroup for adults!

Next was a nursing dream, large communal wards.  I had a cat the followed me round and would sit on the bed as I read books to people.  A fight between some guys I knew from home.  They were young, females were arguing about something too. 

Toby and someone a Richard Nelson.  Guess was the bro or Father of middle me. 
There was a school with gardening and seeds & weeds.  A ferry to Jersey.

 

1st
 0220

An attack dream, it was an underwater city just known as 'The City'  I was part of a rouge group.  
Mel & Jilly the old primary School head were with me in the dream too.

 

We had subs & boats, we were escaping from the place and we'd fucked it up good.   Destroying stuff and killing more people as we made our way out.  Friends had helped us get out but as it was Mel and me that were wanted we took off alone.
 

Able to breath fine in the water the Ocean was a big place to hide, n we explored all kinds of abandoned places.  We were both bonkers as ever :)

Last bit was a place were the water had drained, it was filled with ice and snow we were  getting chased by sleds Bond style.  We lost them too until it was just the pair of us in this strange water world, it was beautiful and disturbing. 

 

Inka reminded me were I was after waking as I was really disorientated, I'd been hiding from Leon in a tavern with him.  I'd been really sleepy n floppy and he'd just passed me off as drunk.

Storm Dreams

 

First dream I was sort of here, the storm and wind keeping my awareness semi in the room.

I was with a family with loads of kids, they were all very close and I was some what of an outsider, they had a large off grid place with their own mining facility. 
My kids were welcome, but I was kept at arms distance from the large extended family.
My shed was in the dream, I woke when I thought my bed was blowing across the room wizard of oz style :D

Second dream when the wind died down a bit, was our work place with a vets below it...

It was kinda like chestnut view dumped on one of the vet places I'd worked in.
I'd not realised I'd taken a job there, it was a new vet that had taken over, he seemed unconcerned he had no patients and had procured Abi & me to work for him from the care home above.
I was mainly trying to get the kettle to work to make coffee!

The building opened onto a wooded lane, there was the most amazing golden pink sun set at one point the sky looking like rolling fire.

I'd worked in the place before he'd taken it over and it had been changed, I was looking around the theatre that I recalled from other dreams and where there had been several vets working there was now only one table and anaesthetic machine. 
Oh another guy from work started too Basil, was odd as he wasn't keen on animals at all.
The vet was odd, a guy mid 40's with wavy brown hair, not someone I've ever met... He was sort of tall and aloof.   Preoccupied with things much of the time, and while he'd employed us he barely seemed to notice us or talk.

 

Was again at the tree place with Inka.   He'd wanted to smother my awareness from Leon after he'd gone to get stuff. 
I've been transforming the area under the tree, it's got glowing mushroom shelves now and a glowing errrr looks like a cross between moss and a trailing air plant but it glows too when the light is low.  
It's not dissimilar from the area under my soul tree, but way more refined.... and the area outside is amazing.
It's cosy.   The awareness smothering was cool.   He'd warned me it might feel odd, but it was them waves of energy I was familiar with.
My body felt electric, not unpleasant at all.

New buildings and a Decent to Hell in a City

22nd Jan

 

Multiple layer dream.  Here with a fire engine the lane out the back, or it was mixed with a bin lorry.

Stuff hanging from ceiling spinning, odd glass lanterns and ornaments.

Then on another layer a dream of a massive house i had been gifted. It was a converted ancient chapel to the mother Mary.   Was Celtic style stone work with amazing stuff inside, laid out with gardens like an old Abby.  The stuff in it was now mine too.

The area where the alter had been had been converted into a crystal fire place, the crystals growing from the stone, the floor had crystallised too and the light from the windows made everything sparkly.

A huge stone table was filled with old fashioned candelabra things, and the effect of them lit with the fire made it look magical in the dark too.   Loads of Interesting old chairs too, carved in various designs, I would hold meetings and people could select a chairs they liked to bring to the table.

In the grounds was a massive area that had been gifted to native Americans,  i hadn't met any of the elders, but would see the kids running round the grounds and gardens.

I was new to the place and explored a lift that was surreal, it first went up, then along..   a massive tower i wasn't sure what was at the top as the lift shrank as it got higer up.

 

Enter into a similar dream, the house/chapel was in the dream too.  And Em who had birthed twins, a boy n girl.  I was with a guy and we had this time been gifted a stately home.

I wasn't sure if i would like it as much as the other place but i was looking forward to exploring it with him.

It had been open to the public and we decided to honour the tickets purchased so as we unlocked the glass doors at the front we were followed in by a crowd of visitors, the staff that had worked there too were still inside and a restaurant was preparing the days menus, fish from all over the world was served along with 3 Corse meat meals.

The kitchen was amazing.

There was so much stuff, a beautiful garden at the bk that led into open countryside, it was summer and warm.  Kids were playing in toy still carriages, they were sort of wild west style with canvases over hoops, one pink the other red checked.

 

A big stone fountain a Greek style with dressed up staff from different ages doing cooking demonstrations and offering samples of traditional and ancient foods. 

I'd got into a fight with an older man who was trying to take it all for himself.

Kicking him in the balls n returning the food to the crowd.

A large old fashioned military type guard had arrived to to meet the new guy i was with as they were now under his command.

We looked around the town where the 2 houses were based, and knew the new owners of a 3rd large house that had also been recently acquired, they were close friends of ours and we would visit there place next.  The town had them odd upside down African trees too.  

I was aware it existed on 3 planes at once, 3 at least I could acce

 

23/1

 

Woke at time stamps...  Vange recall of dreams till one long one.

In my head it was a place called 'Warf Keys' It was in London.

It was such an odd place, like a kids playground/chavy town/mall....   
So many rooms, and no way out...   I knew where I wanted to get to and I wanted outside it.

But it whent down and up on so many levels, a huge strange maze of games, puzzles and shite.
 

I found a guy who had the vague idea of the way, we were to go down first....  The feeling was I needed to leave to the left of the building.  The guy I was with was friendly, we were prolly both 20's he had blond hair, easy attitude.

All we were finding were these densely populated layers, no windows/doors.   Bar's and shops and much chaotic crap.
There were signs but non for an exit.  I knew I'd been there before too, so I had an idea of the way out. 

We did find an outdoor space, after going down n down.... A beach n stall area that was abandon apart from birds that flocked to me and landed on my arms.
Knowing how much Zak loved pigeons I'd asked the guy I was with to take piccys.

There was no way out from the beach, so we enter the seedy building again, going lower into areas that are like shared communal tiled toilets/ showers.

Some of the elevators turn into water rides.
Families chucking their kids dirty nappies in.

I just wanted outside of the mess.   On one water slide I had a woman with fake tan rubbing her bare ass on my face, it was still wet and was making my arms brown as I tried to get it of my face.

Another place we went was an odd climbing puzzle up... At the top was a bunch of stuff scribbled on the wall I started reading 'who is god' with all this stuff after but the floor fell in again taking me down.
I found myself on one of the lower layers thinking I was following the guy who I'd joined with to try n get out but when I turned it wasn't him.

Was a red haired guy who reminded me a little of Rog.  
We were in what was like an Underground station shop, all tiled no light and shops selling wyrd crap..   They guy grabbed my tits and I woke at 444.

 

Woods & Worlds

 

16th Jan

I've been dreaming just rubbish at keeping track of them. 
 

Night before last I was on a fire engine.  It was playing music like an ice cream truck. 

Then an odd group of birds that were like a mix of owl/penguin  they had huge eyes. 
A massive sureal church in my main dream space it was like a huge tower with massive glass windows overlooking the coast and sea.
It was filled with lots of school choirs and I was late arriving, I climbed up a wooden stair right to the top at the back were 2 guys from the village were waiting, one of the Spears twins & Andrew.  I sat with them.

 

Last night a night festival and market.  Odd places, I had a birth certificate with a different middle name on and it was confusing me as I knew I'd never been given that middle name.

 

There was a royal family, a young king, his sister and their father.  They were tall and thin with long dark hair, they had been in the kitchen when someone had set fire to it,

We rescued them but their burns were bad and we weren’t sure they would survive. 
 

Inka came n got me from the strange old fashioned village that Ddad had taken me too, Ddad was pissed, but Inka just grabbed me n we vanished into a forest.  
After that we sat and melded into a sort of seed, growing roots and branches...   Felt like we were making a dryad tree.
 

17th Jan

 

First woke at midnight. 
I'd been with a hears, but it was for a dying world.   Smoke before fire, a bleed threw reality. 
2 overlays making a sort of charred vale.   Smoke and stumps amid a live world.

 

Next dream I was going bk into was Seahouses in thick snow, there was snow thingy's clearing the roads.  It was cold.   I'd been at Em's house with her, and Zak was with us too.
We were helping clear paths.

Next same space, a medi teaching hospital.  I was taking some courses there and I'd forgotten my key card to get back into the shared living block.
Before this we'd been making a meal together, me and someone of the other students.  Each was contributing a meal to the menu.   We cleaned up together and I'd got locked out taking out the rubbish and recycling. 

Wake again, I'd picked up my notes from Ems and was studying in a local café,  It was mainly closed, but the family and a few regulars were allowed to use the space.   I'd lost my shedual and it was pissing me off.  It had just vanished and I wasn't sure where I was supposed to be and when.   The snow was still on the ground.   The meal we'd shared was to celebrate Christmas.

The campus was large, I'd returned waiting outside for someone going in to follow them threw.

Last dream I'd was in India, there were cats and people all over and I was travelling with my small grey mouse that lived in my pocket.

One another layer I was with Inka by the tree,  It's growing fast.... Time is different there.  In my dryad form I can enter an almost hallucinogenic state and merge with the forest around.  I've used it to hollow out rooms below and grow furniture from the trees roots. 

 

Trumped Up

 Ok, been shit at keep track of dreams...

I have been dreaming but it's so freaking cold when I wake I'm not keen to stick a limb out of the blanket floof.   That and I'm so tired from work & Christmas.


They have slipped between ultra modern & sort of Warehouse space.

Last night I was assisting an odd tall woman, in my description I just wrote she had legs from here to Seahouses :P 

I can see so much other random stuff I've scribbled down but not got out of bed to process.

Last night I woke at the reg time stamps. 

I'd been having a dream of a woman who was Trumps wife.  Not his current one, she was with child.  (Makes me think of the odd dreams I had after his election last time, anyhoo.
I was helping her. 
We were in a sort of TV studio, with fake cops. 
An odd costume party.
I was helping her to a safe space.

It was a long dream, I know before that there was a river with logs. 

I'd keep track but building work loud all around, and I seem to go days with no sleep them a 24hr crash.