Lemmy, Blobfish and Wasps

 

First dream was a school party with Lemmy from Motorhead..   Most odd.   We all got grounded for waring no-school shoes.   Was funny, all these bullshit excuses a group of popular and unpopular.

Next was lake swimming in a frozen lake, I'd come out and stuck a chocolate sweet to my forhead... 3rd eye area.
A wasp came and fed from it.
She then took the whole chocolate from between my eyebrows and took it back to her nest..
She fed it to her babies that quickly grew into 'Blobfish'

These were sort of slug/fish things that had blue and yellow lips.  

 

They did sort of look like that but were brightly coloured like something out of spongebob.
We put them on leads and took them for a walk, where people took photos and they became a viral sensation 🥴

 

Then I was at guys hospital monitoring viral blob fish infection!

Next I was shoved on a bus we went to my old grans house another dream hub I've not been to in ages.
My gran was due bk out of hospital... But I'd chucked all her food... Shops were shut and the people with me in her house were all hungry.
I was in map mode, looking at places we could get food, and bus routs and times.
The sun was odd like there was 2 suns... It got dark from 6mp till 10pm... Then there was a half-light till just before dawn.

Last dream or a dream mixed with the one before... I'm on a train...   With family from Darlington I was never close too.
The station hubs are somewhat familier.

Modern places with ancient ruins on top.   The stations are crowded, the trains more like rooms.
again I'm not just in first person... I'm above and viewing other dreams from this depot.
People get on.
I'm in a hub with a baby dressed in a blue sleep suit.  It's not mine, but reminded me of blue ted.
The family had suggested we go to the lounge, as me n baby were asleep in a corridor.
I'd thought they ment their room... But when we went in it was clear I was not welcome, though I think the baby was theirs.
I'd picked up baby and left... We go outside the train, a strip of land is moving with us... Marked off by a rope on small metal pegs.
It's boggy and wet, not great to put the baby down, some Asian families are sitting outside and a few guys smoking.
When I get bk onto the train it's changed...  I see a huge lego dino and get it to pick me up in it's mouth, I bring the baby too.   We let the lego dino carry us around.  

 

Gardens and Trains, Walls and Towers

 

21st
Been dreaming all month, but still rubbish at writing them :)
Been so hot I need to get up early to run or do stuff here before it's like and oven.

Last night was lots of dreams.

first one was kids and war games, a dark environment with shifting sands.
Strange maze in the centre.   Guns, and staying low.

An odd performance that moved round.
As the sun rose we to ready to go, I was collecting stuff... Pots of black pepper and knives.
My main dream estate, 2 houses across the main car park.
I'd bought one and another couple were moving into the other on the same day.
I'd gone to say hello.
There was something odd about them.

The guy was called Raveo, the female Free-Free when I asked her how she wrote it she told me 333 - 444.
We were also between 2 phone networks one of them the UK network 3.
I'd gone bk to my main dream house, where loads of people were arriving some were setting up to cook on the back lawn, another guy was moving pianos in.
I was getting more lucid and realised I was dreaming when something started to grope me, it wasn't a person... Just random limbs covered in skin...   Very odd.
Woke me up.

Second dream also whent lucid, was an interview for a person at Durham Cathedral I'd become lucid when I realised that a gap in my teeth was missing.

I'd flown out of a roof window and was following a big bunch of cables tied together.

I was seeing other odd stuff, sets of tiny silver rodent teeth... And gloves made from animal skins, otter... Badger and other stuff.

In the last dream I had a pet kestrel that I was training. 

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23rd
 

On trial, but innocent.
Was that guy from Breaking bad too, Fring?  Possibly he was called.
A green field with a travelling fair, skinny lurchers.
 

Next dream was longer, the cemetery near the old first school in my main dream space was a walled garden.
The access to it was strange, I'd entered with 2 chefs.  They were pitching 2 new recipes for a range of ready meals.  A meeting hall was attached to the square walled garden and they went into there and I went into the garden part.
It had a strange vibe, felt safe and separate from other side of the fence.  Lots of dogs and deer.
Some of the dogs were aggressive, I chatted to a woman struggling to control her muzzled dog on it's lead.
The wall around the garden was old and crumbling and at the centre was a old stone pool with a fountain that people were swimming in.

Next dream was sort of my main dream space, but also it had grown to a large city size.
I was with a female wheelchair user.
I chatted to a builder buy who gave me a yellow plastic looking thing to hold, he explained it had narcotic properties if licked.... I tried it and it gave an instant psychedelic hit.
I'd asked him why he had it, it was a building material used to make hard clear plastic decorations.
I spoke to 2 cops too, one was my relative.  I was anoyed with them both, we talked about psychosis.
I had a cool drink too, was like a multi layered Neapolitan milk shake.

 

Last dream was beautiful.

A huge tree, high up on a sort of cliff.
Kids playing in it's branches.
One of the kids gave me a tiny coloured toad, as I held it, it turned into a patterned pipe fish.
It was attractive, reminded me a little of a sea slug.
It had been out of water to long and I took it to the harbour in my main dream space too, this was different too.
Large sand areas with people dancing in lines, the water was crystal turquoise.
I found a rockpool close to the incoming tideline to release the pipefish into.

Inka was in the dream too, we had a box with 3 tiny rodents in a fridge and I was taking a blood sample from him, for some reason I was taking it from his finger.  I'd attached a small canular there.

25th
Moving around on undergrounds in a strange version of London.
The same security guard was working each station at the same time.
One area I walked through had old fashioned kitchens outside.
Next was wasps... 
was loads landing on my legs, at first they didn't sting me. 
It was just itchy... Then one did sting my hand.
Last part of the dream I was on a strange train

It's seats were all white satin and people all had cuddly toys with them a bit like a moving bedroom.

26th

0330
A stone tower with a stone wall around it.
 

0440
Longer dream with more recall, also dreams in dreams.
First part I'm in a garden, there is an old patchwork sofa in the middle and flying cats!
The cat's had flying zoomies and were zipping in and out of tall flowering trees and bushes.
I was making a food I'd had a dream about, was I guess like loaded chips they were served with battered onion rings and they had a crunch taco crumble on top.

Next part I recall is watching a migration.  Was Russia or Poland.
Amongst the moving people were tiny people.   Came up to normal humans waist.
They were adults.
Was odd as most people couldn't see them, and just looked at me strange when I pointed out the little people.
It wasn't till I was in an assembly hall that another woman mentioned them as people from the Heather.

 

0550 last dream was my main dream house, I'd put in small glass windows but someone had broken into the house taking out one of the glass pains.
Marcus came round, with a woman who just kept glaring at me... He wanted me to go with him, but I refused.
Staying where I was waiting for a police officer who arrived, a tall guy with no hair.
 

 

Last dream when I was dosing before waking up was being on a fishing boat, we were picking a name for a baby girl she was to be christened on the boat.


 

Harvest Dreams Again

 

3th July
First a work dream..  Then a sort of game dream, playing with pressure big jumps and floating, falling like a balloon high fences we were jumping over.

Another living in London, big underground carpark and sitting on the bk of a fire engine.

 

4th July
First dream a odd world of sleeping people. A lock down of units and bases puzzles and mysteries for people awake to solve.

 

Then visually amazing dream, countryside ripe corn fields.
Old medieval hamlets old wooden signs about buildings that had faded.
I was with a guy at first, he had an inheritance that he couldn't unlock till he had 200k of his own funds first.
Then with a female, was NY Niki.  She was taking me to meet her American parents who had bought a building in this strange rural countryside.
The building was very modern inside and lacked windows, they were happy to let me look around.
It seemed to be an old store house of sorts, was to large to be a traditional dwelling.
Old hoists with big chains attached were still hung from the high rafters.
Wooden doors high up on the front wall.
We went for a walk around dusk.
The countryside was lovely, blue sky and endless golden corn fields with wildflowers and tree hedgerows.
The farm we passed was strange too, rows of massive harvest vehicles not like anything I've seen before, oddly out of place and futuristic. 
No one seemed to know were we were.
I also passed a yard filled with old carved wooden carts, they were sort of mobile live in vehicles old with metal wheels.  Small for one horse.  The old untreated wooden panels carved with birds animals and faces.

A large stocked trout fishing pool and bushes covered in purple flowers and butterflies.

I went into the dream again, an older guy telling me about harvesting stuff.

6th
1 dream at work.
A odd rocky landscape almost prehistoric, bright blue pools filled with strange huge turtles.
I had with me an orange cuddly lobster, I'd dropped it into a pool and an odd kind of kraken see creature was trying to eat it.

I was freaking out but it realised it was a stuffed toy and spat it out.
Another toy I had, a green spotty dragon toy jumped down and rescued my lobster.

 

7th
Lots of dreams, long sleep after 2 shifts.
 

A dark world, concrete. I was pregnant and being kept prisoner for something.
A holding pen with a few others, the unborn baby's father was a dr.
I'd sent a message to him to visit and test me for something, he did drawing a small amount of blood, the test was a purple plastic snap type test.
He showed me my range and risk for something, it was fine but I was dehydrated and my amniotic fluid low so he'd brought me more water to drink.

The second dream seemed to follow on from that.
Wake 222
It was odd world of gods.  The child's father was in the dream too, it was a world of goods and then lesser humans.  I was one of the humans but almost ready to ascend to the god group.

I was supposed to still do 3 things, tests tasks or achievements or something.
I had a good female friend who wanted to sneak me in anyway as I was close and once in for a while it wouldn't matter if I'd done the other things.
 She'd hidden me in a large black zipped canvas bag with some stage equipment.  I came through with a larger transport.
The intersections between the realities were odd.
Like clear bubbles in a membrane or skin.   Sort of like pimples we'd pop through...  I could see people pressed up against the clear skin in some of them once I'd passed through with her.

Wake again at 444
Was a dream about silent and quiet protest and direct action. 
I was one for direct action, most others were the silent protest.
A guy was taking me to see the conflict zone.
It was the same guy from the medi dream... I'm not sure what had happed with the baby but I don't recall being pregnant any more.
The combat area was errrr I duno, was like looking out on a lego space battle zone.
Drones and flying vehicles.  We were helping with the war funds somehow.

Next dream was bk in Alnwick, I was sleeping rough.  People all had odd gifts and skills.
I was sneaking into the school gym to use the showers there and I'd traded for a locker key were I kept what belongings I had.
At night I'd hide in an old theatre during the show and sleep there till sneaking out again in the mornings when the cleaners came in.   Was a strange environment more of a dream hub, the conflict zone from the earlier dream could be viewed through a window like portal there.

 

 

Dice and Cards

 

6th June

Very long dream, it was like a space vr game.  Odd station with tubes and corridors we could float threw but they had timed airlock and cleaning systems and rising and falling water levels.
We needed to know the patterns.
I'd worked there years but was being moved to another area with a different team.

We needed to work in sync to open n unlock valves and stuff.
flying droid typed robots were on the team too, to access bit's we couldn't.

The whole station also had this sort of ticker tape tracking, you could put someones id in and you'd see the routes and paths they'd taken all time stamped.
There was an odd sort of overclass there who wore robes - us workers had overalls.

My new job came with harder wearing ones of a thicker fabric, slight millitary feel.  Grey/green pale colour.

A guy on my team... He seemed like the same guy from last nights lucid dream but had his head shaved, he was bugging me for sex in the shower block... But it was my first opportunity to shower in ages and I'd wanted to wash first. He was annoyed as the communal bathrooms filled up so they were to full once I was clean again.

We all had to go to a ceremony too in a sort of hub with corridors like spokes.  The robed people were there too, saying something about 3 dozen decades.
The game aspect was to do with chests like loot chests and crafting, but we never seemed to get any thing, as we were fairly low down the food chain.
The guy with me said to me during the ceremony 'We'll crush the card table under the weight of our souls'

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Second dream I was with Sara, I'd taken her swimming.  After we were sitting on the top of a bus shelter waiting for a cafe to open.  We knew the owners... Oh it was Seafarers in my main dream space.
She'd rolled off the bus shelter and banged her face.  She seemed ok, but I was concerned about the bruise over her eye n concussion.

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End June Iwas dreaming but been bad about keeping track.   Flying dreams and other stuff.
Working one night on n off has been messing with my sleep too.

Last night I went to see the vet Ann, I wanted her to do a tattoo for me.  It was 2 rainbow die being dropped into a rainbow inky puddle.
It was a strange world, like a fantasy novel it had a map.... Only non of the places had names.
I realised the maps were interactive and the places I visited got names... I round this after bumping into some strange bird like people who could place books into peoples minds without them reading them.
She did for me, but it didn't quite work.
They sort of stood in front of the person with the book partly open then blew across the pages while the person getting the book turned one page.
She tried twice on my, but it didn't quite work... Instead it opened more of the map.
She wanted to explore the map with me, and we collected Ann too.

Ann had added other stuff below my tattoo too, it was dimensions and angles.


 

May into June

 

1st May
First dream was a festival at an old farm stead.

Was a small do, but cosy.
An odd thing, with a small stage n craft tables.
Bunks had been set up in old barns for camping.

Second dream was another party in a beautiful country estate, it was set on 2 sides of a tidal estuary with a waterwheel.  The ruins of an old keep had been strung with lights.

Rugs on the grass for people to sit, mowed lawns with gravel paths and in the orchard there was music and dancing under the blossoming trees.

The estate building was lovely too, climbing plants like clematis and wisteria were flowering on the walls.  It was so pretty in the low evening light and I'd been trying to take a photo but like the other night my phone didn't work.... Not sure why this doesn’t trigger lucidity rather than make me annoyed :D
Anyhoo,  I'd spent so long swearing at my phone I'd got almost cut off from the main party by the tide. 
People went to the main house before they river was to high to cross.  

I'd swam over, but my ribbon got caught in the water wheels cog..... And I woke as I was trying to yank it out.

Guess I was at May Day celebrations in my dream :D

 

19th
Hazy dreams, I was with Inka at Re-ed at one point. A room with no windows..  
Lack of food and rations.
A class system.

20th
A night cafe, sweet purple buns.
A new born that was distant family.
A cupboard filled with art for sale.
A night bus that brought a DJ to play a set in the place.

An underground tomb with dancing puppets.
It was linked to another dream were a guy came to collect me.
 

Craster, I was a kid at the swings with Em.
Another puppet show about permanence and surprise.

 

21st
I was in the scouts or similar, a day out buggy racing.  We'd made the carts ourselves.
A graduation.
Then a longer dream with Jack.
We were deciding where to go while having a chip fight.

A church with statues of saints.

Italy.
Then I was staying at Jacks house with him.

Long dream of Michel the vet, we were about to do dental surgery on a dog and I was looking threw the sterilised stuff but couldn't find the pliers we needed for an extraction. 
The dog had been premedded.
Michel took over looking for them while I collected the dog, small with red curly hair.
Was a strange place, just an old anaesthetic machine in a shed, with an old operating table.

Last dream was a school on a hill.
I had a tent were I slept.
A caravan park next too it.
I was watching a motor home pulling a 2 story caravan.  On the top floor was a coffin and stuff layed out for a funeral.
I watched the funeral held by a woman vicar.

 

4/6th
Odd dream with the Malones a fam we used to live near.  Them n Helen S.   They had a motor home with broken plumbing and a tiny microwave.
A white singing dog, husky type.
I was getting last train bk to London from my main dream area.
The village was filled with people in old fashioned clothes too, Peaky Blinders style.

I was in the camper talking to Uncle Ken & changing a small kids nappy. 
I was telling Uncle Ken I was missing Uncle Eric.

Next dream was stressy, I'd lost my passport and train tickets and was due to get a flight.
The journy to the airport was odd, their was a huge tidal wave that turned into a road we were surfing on... Then I kinda floated the car back down onto the flooded land and was swimming about in small chairs n tables that had floated from a flooded school.
 

5/6th

WILD
Was an odd entry, flashing lights n shaking vibrations.
Then I was here but not here was like a dark astral version.
Front of the building was open and outside was a small wall town with a covered harbour area.

I recognised people but they were all slightly different.
Marcus was in a trench coat. A version of Fay too, then others who were unfamiliar.
My bed had shelves on either end and people were coming in to collect stuff.
I was sort of playing with my lucidity level.
There was a small alter in the town watched over by 2 females I recognised one used to go to yoga and works in a pharmacy now - I don't recall the other but she was also someone I knew.
It was pre-industrial, natural woven clothes and wooden fishing boats.
A mix of white and Asian people.
 

I'd jumped into the harbour at one point to pull out an Asian guy who'd fallen in and was struggling.

A white guy with blond hair was shadowing me, he was aware I was lucid dreaming.
He followed me when I left the dream space.... Outside of it was like a war game... Top down style were armies were being controlled from above. 

 

 

Shrinking

 

26th
I'd been robbing somewhere with an unsavoury guy.   To escape we shrunk ourselves and hid in box's pretending to be dolls.
We swallowed the stuff we'd stolen, Jewels and pearls, our pockets we stuffed with cash... then shrank taking the place of dolls and put ourselves in a box.
We were on a couriers lorry when we wiggled out of the box's laughing and chucking up the stuff we'd nicked.  There was a strange wizard in the dream too who'd forgotten who he was.. At some point the wizard turned into Zak.
We'd make a run for it from the truck.

27th
Fragmented dreams.
Floods, water rising. Covering stuff.

Waiting a long time for sunrise, I could zoom out too and observer in globe mode.
Glass shattering close to me, cuts and tiny bit's I had to pick out of my skin n arms.

Another dream of a game in a sort of spirit garden.
 

Longer dream of a flipped version of our lane, it's familiar from other dreams..... Not really like here n the neighbours are all the wrong way round, the lane much steeper.
We had a front garden with a large tree that had purple bark.  It didn't have leaves, more like rosettes, that reminded me of a like succulent type of plant that was symbiotic growing on it.
It produced deep purple edible beans from the crown of the tree at certain times in the year.
 

A boat had been sold too.

The house where I lived had rooms that were blocked off, but the walls would open.
One was sort of an old garden room concrete floor, and open to the garden on one side, a stone fire place and old fashioned folded table that had been stored in the corner draped with fine looking table clothes and napkins.
Old table candles that had burnt down.
Looked like the room had been used for a ritual and the roots of the odd purple tree were breaking up the old floor in parts.
A UV light was on.... I didn't see it but it illuminated odd markings on my skin I didn't know I had.
Swirls and spots.   Like rave style body paint.
I was looking at the markings on the souls of my feet, there was an image there too.... Almost like a photo of a female I didn't know.

Last dream was a young female and an older guy teacher. 
The female had pale skin, curled ginger hair and very pale blue/green eyes... She was 12/13 years old.
The lessons were strange, they were learning a sign language with hands, but remote viewing too.  They would watch TV with eye masks on and still be able to see it.
Another lesson was levitation, mainly viewing and pruning the crowns of trees.
They were masquerading as tree surgeons... Pruning and clearing trees.
People were finding stuff under the trees in their gardens that they didn't remember that they had.
Both of them were communicating with a red sort of demon shaped thing too.....   Reminded me of Inka's purple Smokey form.  This one was red/orange yellow almost like solid flame.
It was in a different layer from the girl and teacher guy, it's language was different but they all could understand it.... The deamon looking thingy was angry, almost emm,   I duno, bound to them to or under some kind of ritual or something that they'd enacted. 
It disliked them but was powerless to deny there communications.
I was just an observer in this dream, formless watching them all.

 

28th
It's still early.. Woke to pee n rubbed n eyelash into my eye and had to get up as eye was watering n hurting so much.
I'd been dreaming when I woke gone 1am.
Was a game world. 
I was again formless but had a main character I think.
A GM or announcement was telling us about a one time bonus or gift to claim for a sort of shared inventory across games/realms.
I wasn't really paying attention n ended up giving it to an NPC.
The characters were like humanoid animal hybrids and from what I recall I'd given mine to a female donkey. 
Hummmmmmmmmm 🤔
Anyhoo I should sleep again, but bk to work tonight...  So doesn’t matter if my sleep pattern screwed up, I'll nap this afternoon b4 shift in the sun.

Rest of the night was not really dreams, just aware sleep.

30th
Early I was dreaming of I duno, meby Japanese picture book type stories. 
Not sure how to describe but it was very pretty, like being in a painting.
There were old carved stones and I was visiting spirit guardians that were trees, birds and pools.
It was relaxing.

Second dream was big, with many parts.
I was on holiday in Asia with a group of frens.  Non familier.
I'd been in bed in our apartment and both my arms were doing different things, like one had a mind of it's own. I was trying to move something but had to consciously focus on the odd arm to let it know what I wanted.
We'd eaten at the same small restaurant each night, it was in a city below a hotel and apartment block close to where we'd been staying.

We'd booked our usual table even though the place tended to be quiet.  Our last meal before the flight home so we had our bags that we'd left on the ground close to the entrance.
Strange people kept joining our table pushing us along the bench, and when I looked over I realised in the crush our luggage had gone.
It' had all my money, tickets passport n stuff so I knew I wasn't getting on the flight that was due.
I go out to look around and a group of young guys are pretending to do maintenance work on the building but it's very sus.
I realise they are trying to get into the locked garage for the block and the owner of the place where we eat n some of the apartments keeps his collection of old cars there so I head in and let him know what's going on.

After this it gets sureal, the younger guys realise I'm onto them and they are trying to stop me watching them while setting traps on the road.
Then guns appear and I'm on the run...
I'd hidden in the rusty shell of a burnt out VW bug car.  
Once they'd passed I left, and at this point others are chasing me, so I shrink.
Was similar to the dream the other night when I was doll size to hide in a box.
I'd climbed into a sort of hole in a rock then met other people my size in brown overalls.
They were some kind of couriers with a banana logo on there suits.
There were diffrent teams and groups forming up against an AI like oppressor and they wanted me to join them and we take an organic lift below ground, still small moving threw the rock.

Below ground Is a tunnle world but I'd zoomed out again till I was formless just watching something that's hard to describe. 
Like live jelly water... Smaller blobs all moving slowly into a larger mass.   Like watching drops of water meet to form a puddle..  Only these were consciously coalescing.

 

On another layer I was aware another unfamiliar male and female consciousness I was weaving the dream with.  

 

Pools & Rings

 

25th
Odd night, was out with frens so didn't sleep till midnight.
First dream I just recall the end.
Stuff I remember from before was building a fire, and we were using a smashed up old piano.
I'd not realised that was what we were burning till I put on a bit I recognised.
After that I was heading bk to my main dream space on the A1 from the north.
Was the road where you turn off coming from the Berwick side.
The sky was amazing!
Blue, purple pink it was night but the sky was glowing and filled with stars.
We'd stopped to look.  Pulling in off the road on the grass on a rise so we could see towards the sea over the hedges.
I'd tried to take a photo...
This time the sun was about to rise.
My phone had this wyrd app that was opening instead of camera and I kept deleting it while watching the sun and getting more and more annoyed with my phone.

I'd ended up punching my phone over n over instead of smashing it turned like rubbery n floppy.

I woke but instead of waking here I woke with Re-ed Inka...  Telling me to chill.   He was holding me down.
He just patted me telling me it was his rage, but it was familiar too... From when I get hormonal.
He smiled n nodded told me to go bk to dream.

Second dream was an odd place with 2 swimming pools, dim light.
Felt like a school.
I'd taken off my rings n stuff n left them on a table by the lower pool and gone up and dived into the upper pool to swim.
I was met with a really angry red haired woman raging. 
She'd got in my face and I'd just barged past her to dive bk into the water.

When I got bk to the lower pool my stuff had been knocked off the table, I knew it was by the angry woman and I collected up most of my rings.
My Mama's engagement ring was missing.
I was going to dive n look for it, but a pool assistant insisted on emptying the pool.
I'd tried to stop her saying it was probably easy enough to find, but she'd pulled a 'pool plug'

This was odd, water was draining and I was with her when I herd a ring drop, then we were at an open loft looking down onto a room below.
I dropped down into the space that was like a sports hall locker room.
All over the floor was old rings.
Signet rings, engagement and wedding bands... Other stuff too.
Non was the one I'd lost but I was collecting them and putting them into a pile.
I was intending to make my way bk to check the pool above.

On the way I got stuck in a turn style thing.  It shoved me into this crazy tec room.
Wyrd screens, people with head sets rows of gaming chairs.
It made me dizzy...
I left straight away and coming out I met a young kids saying 'I duno why I got a Biology, in an A level'
Then he told me 'language protocol failure'

Last part of the dream I was looking at papers n screens.   A guy beside me got my attention saying look at this.
He was showing me how every page was a 9 or a 6 or 69 or 96 he asked me if I understood.
I'd nodded and woke up.


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Made me think of when I was zoned out on a longe run yday.
Inka n me were chilling in that dark dream hub Loci used.

We were manifesting stuff and I'd made a bunch of bubbles... n he blew smoke rings round them making them all look like rainbow Saturn planets.