Moon Shoes

 So, it's not that I haven't been dreaming.....   I am, I have. It's just I've not been recording.

When I don't record they slip away like sand...
I know they are still there, as I've been to the place where everything is remembered, so I've let myself off recording them here.
Also, getting up at 5am, I want to chill before work and not relive the chaotic nights ;)
Fay has told me she dreams like me... I didn't know how to reassure that, my Dad did too, it's ok though.
  
This week - meby cause of spring or the moon some have stuck.

There's been this guy, tall, older grey hair.   He's got a 'Leon' Vibe.   I can't recall the first dream, but it was a few nights ago, I was up for work at 5am.... but it stuck with me and his shoes, pointed and white. 
Was the morning the war broke out.   
Inka had come for me again to move me, and my dreaming.  We went up North, I made him stop off on the way and I think I dreamed that night there.  
Since then we been in Scotland. 
I've nor seen an over view but feels North West Highlands.

Inka had taken me to an old tower in the house we were at, it's a bit old place but the tower was ancient.
It was inside this country manor type place, like the lodge had been built around it but also to obscure it from view.
Inside is a very well worn spiral stone stair, I dunno the name of the stone but it's err grey like Granite but harder and denser like them hard grey beach pebbles.  Smooth and comfee to walk on.

We had gone into a room, and he let me go in first and it was amazing. A small round room with a old four post bed in dark wood and the drapes were almost alive with embroidered green drapes, it was like the stitching was growing up them.  He came in and the suddenly the drapes changed to balk and red.  
I was puzzled...   he was talking to me to ways also, one a head voice and one a voice voice.

He reminded me of how I'd learnd of the queens chamber dreaming in pyramids... and my own fucking house :)

We I could feel the flow Together the drapes were black and white diamonds.

I fell asleep into another dream, that continued all night despite waking.... 
...
I'm in a place that's flooding, the water is not clear,  I'm trying to move stuff but the pointy shoe guy from my other dreams is showing me how it's blood that's tainting the water.
It has an orange, yellow huge and I can see the grease blobs floating. 
We try together to find the source. 
I agree to join in a ritual, it will hurt me but it's ok.
It's a sort ov coven, sext n violence ritual.  
I took them to my main dream space I'd prepared in previous dreams.
he had a wand, it was odd.   He called it his Oak finger, it was like a branch of oak but with a jointed moving finger attached.  

In the room was loads of women, they all had books and stuff they wanted to do.
Mixed coverns and collectives.I just slept on with my head on the lap of the old grey hair guy.  He would wake me when I tried to go beyond the hypnogogic stage (even though I was already a few dreams deep) I was trying to dream into a world with a red sky with white clouds.  He kept pulling me back.
Outside a mob attacks.... they are errr   
I duno all white, like football hoolies.
But distorted like lucid dream things,

I go outside and the garden is coming alive to help me, but I don't want them to deal with that, or for the odd/creepy coven to see them.
There are sort of root beings coming out and odd furred water things like meby big water shrew, I put myself in between and change what other people are seeing.  Making me the target. 
I calm the nature creepy ones and reflect the angry emotions of the odd people trying to break into the space.

Pixi's and Pirate's

 

9/11

 

23.23 wake, I'd been dreaming of the Links hotel.  I was working, room service mainly going to and from the kitchen and Bar.

Next dream was odd, I was doing parcel delivery in a VW camper.   Was around the main dream space, it was in the dark narrow roads with stone tunnels.  North of my main dream space and there was loads of trucks on the road. Wasn't fun as my old VW's gear stick was crap and it was a nightmare to try and get into reverse.

Then a really cool dream, it was in the midst of an alien invasion of sorts.  I was quite lucid and able to fly well. 
I was flying over a large harbor with flying alien pirate ships.  They were huge transdimensional galleons, but happily floating in the harbor.  Smaller wooden boats held just 1 or 2 people.
I was flying up looking at these huge brick structures that had ropes for hauling stuff on and of the pier onto boats.   Was like a primitive crane. 
I'd flown up high to look at the top of it then headed out high over the sea…. Was a little choppy and deep dark blue.
After about half a mile I decided to stop flying…  letting myself drop into the water and way under below.  Still lucid I decided to just breath the water and look around down there.
I was surprised to find an underwater house, and let myself in…   dripping on the floor.
A guy I'd traveled to the world with appeared behind me and asked what I was doing.
I'd explained I was looking round….
The underwater house was like an old fashioned cottage inside…  Grandma style, cosy.
No windows, old lamps and a lit fire. Food was cooking on an old gas stove in an open kitchen in the main living space.
Our arrival had alerted the people who lived there, and they came from a bedroom, 2 elderly couples we greeted them and told them we didn't mean any harm.
One of the women put an old metal kettle on the cooker for tea and I sat at the kitchen table with the others.

I was sat opposite one of the older men, but as I looked at him his appearance started to change.   First I noticed pointed teeth, focusing on them I could see more of his true form and I said to him 'You’re a Pixi aren’t you?'  He giggled and said I didn't expect it would be an alien that recognised us.

 

Last dream was odd, a city at night with Jack.  A stunt bus, a birthday party and a Greggs café and funny f my old cat.  I had a long chat with her, she could understand me.  
 

Fires n Walls

 

Still dreaming…. Just rubbish at putting them here as so much else going on.

 

28th Oct

 

2 identical twins, looked like wooden dolls with pale white skin and dark hair. 
Rest of the night I was with different guys… trying them out as male aspects in the mind. 

 

30th Oct

A large old building, red brick and wooden framed. 
I lived there with Roz and we both hand families, she 2 younger kids and an older boy who lived with a different father to the younger. I had 3 small kids.
Was a strange dream her elder estranged son kept trying to burn our house down, starting fires in the eaves of the house.
It was the 3rd occasion he had done it, and the occasion I realised it was him that was responsible.  I'd called the police and fire service who were attending to the fire and I realised Roz also knew who was responsible but she was shielding her older son.
I was trying to get them to confess too as it wasn't fair to keep risking the younger kids.
Was an odd dream as people were not who they seemed to be. 
I was putting out spreading fires.

Next dream was set in London, sort of seedy but interesting.  It was a joint birthday party 4 of us celebrating, Marie/Jean and possibly Em and me, 2 of my Filipino friends were there from work too.  We started at a café and moved onto a sort of hummm, was like a sex shop mixed with a bar, people all trying on outfits.

Lia joined us and took us via a frozen airport to her mother's house, it was big opened plan Her mother was coming onto me. 

 

 

3rd Nov

 

I'm in a strange city, running with feral cats n dogs.  Not really running from anything more just as a pack. 2 green parks on either side of a road.  I was in one of them and took a lawnmower type thing for a ride.  It was dark.
I spotted a rubbish van and they spotted me.  I got off n ran again hiding in bushes. 
Wasn't scary, just fun doing stuff I wasn't supposed to for a laugh.
I woke dropping from a high wall into a dark passage, I made it to the ground lowering myself and hanging on then dropping.

Next dream was similar but different too.  An odd complex - not sure how to describe it even.
2 places, modern over a cavern and an odd old stone ritual bridge below.
There was a moon ritual to complete and I fancied my chances at it.
The bridge was old sandstone a little like the bridge over the pastures by Alnwick castle but instead of a road it had odd fountains and running water in the middle, with a pattern to what was on and off.
The dream was longer too. 
I was part of a group doing 'Slamping'  which was a mixture of something that slams/glamping and breaking and entering and camping…  We would dress up in costume gear then break and enter old buildings to cook a meal, party and camp…. It was fun.
I'd done this then gone back to the challenge.
It was getting off a high wall n dropping down, I had odd stuff with me too.
2x trays of 24 eggs! And a herd of sheep……
I'd chucked the eggs down first and amazingly they didn't smash, as I lowered myself the sheep started jumping with me.  Once I'd landed on the path by the bridge the stone lion came alive, still stone but checking me out like a cat would….  Grazing it's teeth on my arm.
I'd not completed the ritual as I'd done most of it, but wanted to still check stuff was ok in the building on the other side so had gone bk there first.

Guess this is symbolic of my job change somehow.  The card reading I did was for sure…  
Inka is just tagging along atm, letting me make the calls.

No sleep for next 2 nights.
 

Stone Tracks

 

Been crap at keeping track again.

So one night was a dream of a big music festival… some sort of group training then breaking into a big country house.
People and cartoon characters.
My teeth were falling out was looking at the roots n trying to poke them bk into the holes but my jaw was crumbling too.
I also befriended someone who'd been set up about a theft.

Another dream I'd done A levels then a Uni course - I was washing a neckid friend.

A dying man, and an odd painted board.

Another night a large space transporter. 
Was visualy very cool, I was cleaning and sorting bedrooms with fancy bedspreads.
A night train too and passing Stonehenge on Solstice..  Dunkirk too.
Was odd this space transport was moving like a train threw time, I was back of house crew.
Cleaning/running and doing stuff.

This was possibly the 16th (Was busy with job application n other stuff.

An amazing stone track, with sort of monolithic hoops that the traveler passed through.
I'd had an odd haircut - someone had cut really short bangs in my hair too and shaved the sides, looked fucking awful but was ceremonial or something.
Then hunting in the dark… odd linked awareness with someone else.

17th
Lucid dreams in dreams.
A care home in a walled city under attack, with a punk Rick Astley 🤣 He's been released from a Russian prison!
He had a Mohawk.  He kept trying to get me to go outside, there had been a sort of display put up, monument I guess.
I knew I was supposed to be on shift but had sneaked out to see this strange stone laid track (Again)  It was a dedication to something.
War planes were flying over all the time, the city or small town was in a hollow surrounded by massive rocky cliffs.
I'd tried to head bk, and was confused by the lay out of the city.
I returned a small lost girl to her family
I was also kinda lucid, at one point I'd passed through a building I'd been stopped by the security there and they'd wanted to hold me…. I'd told them 'You can't I'm dreaming, I'd just wake myself up' at that point he sort of transformed into a red-faced daemon and I just stuck my tongue out and giggled.  They let me pass.
Outside I was flying, was erratic..  Guess my lucidity was wavering as I was periodically falling out of the sky…. But then I'd make the grass squish for a bouncy landing and fly again.
I eventually got bk to the home.
Punk Rick was bk waiting, and I'd gone into a dark room with him where I'd crashed out.
At one point I realised I'd not done any care notes, so got up and couldn't find my trews…
At that point some sort of office people turned up to talk to me, but a resident to up n fell so I'd just gone to look after them ignoring the people in suits.

Last night 18th
Massive department store, sharp shards in the sole of my food….  Was pulling the shards from my sole.
Massive toy fluffy dragons, one like I took to the Punchbowl just before I went bonkers one night.

Just got the offer for new job working days….   Wonder if working days would improve my dreaming again 🤔Not that I don't dream, just I'm to tired to be arsed to remember. 😏

 

Feathers and Mogs

 

5/10

Sleeps been odd with too many night shifts.

I've been dreaming but too tired to be bothered to recall.
One I do remember from last night I was lucid in.
I'd been in one of them odd dark mall places with an older woman,  I think she was a woman that died a few months ago at the home.
I was talking to her and then she sort of faded out but I could still hear her voice looking for me.
I'd asked if anyone could see her, but they couldn't even hear her so they all just assumed I was mad.
I didn't mind as I was lucid.
I'd gone into a bakers shop… the guy behind the counter was looking directly at me with awareness that I was lucid.
I'd not said anything but started to float around like a feather, other people in the shop looking at me confused.
I'd floated up and onto a high ledge were I was watching a young girl playing with a white fluffy cat that was wearing a dress.
They were playing with a white feather and I'd floated it up towards me. 
They couldn't see me so to them the feather was just dancing.
I'd dropped it back down towards them and sent them a slightly longer black feather too.
I revisited the bakery at the end of the dream too, I had one of their staff uniforms.
They were getting ready to close, cleaning up as the last people left.
I'd changed in the toilets in the small attached café area and handed the uniform back to the guy on the till.

6/10
 

Long dream.
2 parts first part I'm working days as a home help, care support.
Mainly cleaning up for people, helping with meal prep and personal support when needed.
It was an old row of cottages I was visiting people in.
They were unusual stone buildings with outside drains that had blocked with recent rain, I was with a work group sweeping and clearing so that the water could flow and trying to get rid of the smell.

Next part I got from that job to a night shift in a hospital and had a group of patients I was responsible for. 

I was working with 2 male colleges one was like Thomas, the other unfamilier.
We'd all fallen into a deep sleep in the staff room. When we woke it was allready morning a we're confused, I'd gone to check our rooms but somehow got lost.

First in the hospital and then in the city outside.

I was aware I had stuff I'd supposed to have done bk at the Hospital but I couldn't seem to find my way back there no matter where I whent.
The city was cool, amazing domed buildings, muddy play areas loads of religious and civic buildings.  No shops or markets.
It wasn't like any kind of city I'd seen before. Some of the buildings were impossible with stuff changing and swapping round.

Every way I went I found myself more lost.

I found myself in a small van, the inside hung with draped a young mother and her daughter of about 6 lived together inside. It was tiny but cosy, a shared bed with a curtain were the girl was reading a book.  Small stove to cook on.
I'd explained to the female I was lost and needed to get back to the hospital and she sympathetically took me outside… she asked what kind of directions I needed and I told her I just need to direction.  She smiled understanding and pointed at a tall domed building that was pink and blue she told me to head towards it and I should be able to see the hospital from there.
I worked more keeping the building in view but woke up before I got bk.

Second dream had my old cat in <3 Carry was old 23 like she was before she passed. 
Kef, Inka and 2 tabby cats were in the dream too.
It's dark and we have 2 cottages either side of a very busy country road.
It's packed with traffic even late at night and the pet food was one side of the road and the animals on the other.
Inka had packed a car up to go somewhere but the road was practically blocked so we were waiting till the traffic cleared before we'd go.
I'd gone across to the other side of the road leaving the pets with him to collect the food and came bk to feed everyone.
Was nice to see Carry mog again.

 

Hummmmmmm?

 

25th
A strange dream… odd market place.  Lots of teleporting and a strange glowing eye.
Second dream was main dream space. 
The old Farn pub was a boots chemist and em and me were working there.
We were on a research team blending scents.  I was picking the smells blends and she was creating and stabilising them. 
 

26th
Night of bleak dreams.
First was long, I was mainly a 3rd person observer. 
A father with a baby doing research and broadcasting.  Was like a BBC documentary but his subject were these kind of grotesque monsters and huge parasites that were consuming and feeding from each other.
He kept going out to this wet grassland with pools where the creatures would come out chew and slime ...   Was grim n sort of fascinating.
There were also 2 glowing sliver spiders with this amazing mating display where the larger female spun a web of shining light.

 

Second dream I was in what was a little like Irene's house.  I was home alone and a guy I didn't know was wandering round outside.
I'd opened the window to ask what he wanted and another guy climbed in and took me hostage.

He was large with no hair, white skin.  Not really familiar to me.
He dragged me up to an attic room where he was in a shoot-out with a woman outside.
We seemed to be on the floor for ages with bullets flying overhead…
He'd refused to let me go and was digging his knuckle into my left kidney…  a place I'm often grabbed in dreams.
The sensation was very real… and painful.   I kept biting his arm my teeth going through the flesh but he wouldn't let me up or stop. 
I was aware it was the same place Inka first attacked me.
(I'd seen him before the dream…. He'd left me somewhere and told me to stay till he got bk)
 
 

 

 

Hummmmm .. Last night's planets. 
https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/browse-current-planets/?datum_interval=&&styl_graf=1

 

Anyhoo I'm stuck under this guy with him dragging his knuckle back n forth over my Kidney.
At some point I'd slipped from there into another dream were I was a herbalist in a community.. but the sensation kept dragging me back to where I was stuck.
He kept telling me 'True North'  
He stopped eventually but the sensation remained… He sat on a desk chair when he suddenly fell with a kind of sicking crunch of bones n blood as he slid head first part way down the stairs.
I'd though I could escape at that point but he just got up and popped the bones into place zombie style and came back to pin me down again…. Was creepy.  I think I woke up then and the sensation was instantly gone.

Inka did apologise for leaving me... 

There was also a glass teapot at some point too, it was like a glass peacock and I'd made blue tea in it, the pot was clear but for a blue round glass ball on the lid at the top.

 

Key Hole in my Finger

 

15th

I'd been chatting with Inka before I slept.
about AI organic and what was real or not.
I had an interesting dream
I was on a planet at it's end.
The sky was a grey green colour I'm on a beach with a harbour wall and I was watching evacuation from somewhere further north.
The sand is dull like the sky and I'm watching a line of huge double rota choppers they are painted blue and red.
Hundreds of them all flying the same path.
I walk towards the harbour wall and the same painted shape vehicle that were more of a hover craft are in the sea moving on the same heading…. Loads of them.
I was with a guy charting the atmospheric collapse.
As I get close to the harbour wall I see a massive wave prolly 40ft tall heading for us.
I watch it getting closer the noise drowns out the choppers…
I'd sort of been expecting it to wake me up but instead I find myself standing inside the wall of water.

17th
Collecting things, they were in pairs…. Not matching but complimentary. 
Some were blown glass others were sort of charms.
A train depot and fair ground rides too.

20th
I was with Mary from work, we had a ticket and a race horse.  I'd found the ticket and was sneaking out of a house to hide.

Then an odd thing… I was standing and I picked a scab of the longest finger on my left hand. 
Under the scab was a key hole… Inka appeared put a small key in and turned it and then I was in another dream.

I'm locked in a strange room with 2 guys.
The want to kill each other one is armed and one isn't.
I'm trying to stay between them to stop any violence…   though the guy with the gun was likely to just shoot me too.
A 3rd guy arrives and opens up the building… giving a weapon to the unarmed guy …   He's looked to me as what to do next and I'd told him to just go.
I followed him out and the 3rd guy passes me a toy gun and silver plastic sword.

I stand outside the building it's cold… I have a long colourful fur coat and the guy who'd unlocked the building to free us stays with me.  I wrap my coat around him and as we lean together on the wall. 

22/9
Looking after a small bity dino.   It kept trying to clamp onto my hand, it was instead biting the sleeve of a jumper but would clamp on and not let go.
I was looking after it for another female who'd turned to blue smoke and vanished - she was cursed and haunted.  I was kinda wishing her dino thing would turn to smoke n vanish too.
Graves on a beach… the white sand would blow and shift covering and uncovering different graves one was an amazing carved stone angel thing… the detail of the feathered wings was great.
 

Next dream I'd got into an argument with a guy… when I'd first noticed him he was blue and he'd got angry with me for staring at him.
As he addressed me he was no longer blue - just rude.
I'd spent the rest of the dream finding different ways to piss him off.

 

Then a layered dream I'm on a train there is an Arabic guy who has mistaken me for his wife.   Most of the trains is seats of passengers but I'm in a carriage alone.
It's shorter and just has a soft white floor where I sit.
I was jumping through various layers with some others..  We were trying to preserve the birth of children before they were born by going back and finding the cure for illnesses so they could be treated before the killed the young infants.
I didn't see the others much, only a flash of them as dr/nurses or other as I'd sifted through the layers to jump them to optimal points.   They then would take a brief walk in role to alter stuff and I'd jump them again.
Beside me was 2 infants… both were still and stiff in a sort of stasis one was covered in a sort of white ash, and the other small sparkly plastic gems.
I woke as a guy and woman I'd been jumping took the place for a moment as a bride and groom with a young baby… for a second they held needles they injected the infant with then they flashed out again just leaving a couple with a baby and flowers instead of the syringes they had momentarily held.

 

Last dream
First bit I'm in the sun, climbing a very steep hill to the highest point, at some points I need to crawl and clamber up.
It's busy with people enjoying the view and the sun.
next part was a tree top path, it was long and wide winding threw a forest canopy.  I was on a bike, cycling fast.   It was dark but enough light to see with no light. The path ends at 2 turnstiles.
The right one is next to a fight ring… there are piles of people lined up on stretchers on the far side.  Medical staff checking them.
The left is quiet and I head threw, it has the feel of a school corridor with lots of doors.
The building leads threw to a sort of small town. I have a destination I'm trying to reach but it's not obvious how I get there until I realise I take a sort of slide underground.
There is a small hole in the pavement leading to a large twisty slide.

I get on and see there are 2 guys waiting further down.. They grab my feet as I slide past.. Hanging onto me.
I was kinda annoyed as they kept touching me.
They were strange, large dark eyes and hair, golden skin.  Silk coloured clothing and unusual facial jewels on their foreheads they were joined by a female too.

At the bottom we landed in a heap.   It was a strange room, dark and glowing cavern.  Colourful silk cushions and small low tables with bright coloured glasses and jugs with gold filigree stuff round them.  I was being asked about the people who'd joined me by an older guy in a robe.


 

Space n Bunks

 

4th
A space ship, but it was more like a flying mall.
We has small rooms too sort of like a large shared house area. 
I'd been watching and older woman do a sort of yoga, she was very strong.
Aravind was in the dream too & Zak.
We'd gone to a sort of food hall for brekky one was Taylor's of Darlington, they were doing a full English brekky and I'd gone for just a huge plate of peas pudding.
My sleep was really disturbed, by the rain on the roof and rubber arms.
Another dream I was woken from the police were alongside us, loads of blue flashing lights.
 

Last dream I was walking to an old church with an elderly priest.  His back was curved and he was slow.
I knew him and we walked together slowly in comfortable silence. 
The congregation followed us. 
Once inside I'd helped him change his robe for the service.
There was an entrance there to the underworld.
Woken again by rain.

5th

A female football game.
I was young with a young boyfriend. We had a governess caring for us.
Shared bunkbeds.
A funeral too.
Strange stuff and soul recycling.

12th
Another dream in my Grans old house.  A mix of fam n frens.  Sandra and Chris were there and an odd old telephone, it was a big Bakelite box on the wall with a mouth bit.
Everyone in the house was annoyed with me, I wasn't bothered just seemed to be cleaning.  I was to be the last to leave so they left me with the key.

13th
First dream I was doing and art course, the building was strange and was also a hospital..  People on trolleys kept getting wheeled threw.

The woman taking the class was annoying, just kept talking about herself and I was bugging her to just teach or set us something to do.  Eventually she set a task to draw a kind of goblet/ challis… it was something I used to doodle all the time so I'd done it but every time I tried to add it to the pile of completed work it slipped from my hand and vanished.   I ended up drawing 3 of them and lost them all.

Next dream was amazing.
It was like a VR game, but I was sort of in it too.
It started in a bunk room that was on an open platform.  I was on one of many white bunks when the attack started.  The attack was planes/ships from the air.
We were already high up among floating platforms, crazy sifi stuff.  Hangers and production compounds.  The air attack was energetic… the attacks made my whole body shake and vibrate.  
I just hid under the duvet, feeling the discharges.
Once it had passed I floated down to where the various troops were massing and gathering.  I had targets and tasks I needed to complete.
I could see there people with sort of overhead display like you would get in a game, transparent targets showing me distance to an objective.

The story seemed to be that we'd been betrayed by another sky nation that we'd been trading with.  The trade had been in golden retriever dogs?!?!?
We now had many of them.
They were staging a takeover and along with their military there were officials and their holy leaders in robes. 
They were aiming at a quick surrender from us, so I was seeming to surrender whilst also trying to get to my target.  It was a guy I was tracking, he knew I was following him but we needed to get somewhere hidden to exchange information.
People I recognised had aged backwards and I was distracted by them and the amazing site of the place and huge amount of people and kept losing my contact in the massive crowds, processions and formations of troops.
It was quite star wars like in looks but also way more futuristic. 
I got woken by rain.

Next dream I was in a bunk again, this time it's hum…   How to describe. 
Like we are In the corner of a cube, in smaller cubes..  They are stepped gold/brown and white.  Each cube contains a small mattress with covering. 
We are close enough to talk to the people in the neighbouring cube rooms.
Opposite the brown sleeping cubes are hanging hammocks with rope ladders between.  These are all blue and white, blue white wooden frames support them and the hammocks are all white.  
There lay out is similar to the Cube room section… 
After a series of blood tests I'd been transferred to the hammock side of the cube, we were again waiting to go into war, and again it was sort of a virtual one were we did it threw dreams from the assigned sleeping section.
I'd climbed up higher and higher till I got to my designated white hammock and covered myself with the small blue blanket.  I could look down into the corner of this floating part cube and see the brown and white section where I'd been before.

Last dream was odd I was with Em and her hub.  Si was wearing strawberry pink checked slacks and a pink golf jumper.. O.o  He looked very strange.

 

Loads of Symbolic Stuff

 

1st

First dream I'm in Brighton. 
A strange church event, was going to be drugs and meditation used.
The church had tarot cards on the wall.
Tattooed guys inside.
 
Still Brighton, there is an outdoor pool for swimming.  The water level can rise or fall so it can be used as a diving pool too.
I swam in both…  it was surrounded by rocks and a grass.
Waves I could surf on with no board. 
My 3 old cats were in the dream.  Carry, Princess and Funny face, I moved to a new house with Carry & Princess and Funny face met us there.

Next was a large building with a glass garden in the middle, it was full of ancient plants..  Massive tree ferns.
I was going to take over looking after it. 
The pipes to keep it watered looked really old.

Last dream was being in here, it was in a different position and a different garden and the pond was inside.
A blue tit flew in and was floating in the pond.
Outside I met a crow, someone had clipped its wings and tail so it couldn't fly.
It was friendly and I fed it it reached out to me and it's leg turned into a paw.

 

3rd
Was surprised I'd dreamed so much as was after a night shift and I'd stayed up to finish the book I was reading.

First dream I was in Chris n Sandras house..  A legacy or inheritance of sorts.  I was dancing there, and Kef was with me.  In the dream they had a wet room and I showered with the dog.

I think we'd been out dancing in the rain… were cold and wet and muddy.
A big shared bed, the layout was like it was when I was young.  Ghosts of family coming in and out.

Energy flow from back was strong.  Inka was around too.

Then a London dream.
I was meeting Marcus, I'd bumped into Jo she had a gift for me… a hand puppet shaped like a cat/bat.
I'd followed Marcus we were running as it had started raining, he was faster than me and the rain was washing the pavement from under my feet.
I got to his house he shared with another guy, he had fishtanks on the wall.
His house mate had Geodes…  He gave me one to break open.
Inside was grey and red, it looked like Saturn with it's rings.

Last dream I was with female friends, we were going to visit a witch craft museum in Sunderland.
Taking the train, I'd decided we should stay in my Grans dream house as it was closish.
Inside the house was more female friends, and cousins on my Dad's side. I was cleaning.
Was an odd mix of females I knew and didn't.
 

Tawny Owl Ritual

 

29th
 

First dream was odd and interesting.
It was in a mishmash of 2 main dream spaces sort of overlaid.
I'd been at my first school.. It was still open and I was helping with stuff there but outside was the small green outside my Grans house.
The thing going on was a Tawny Owl ritual that they did mis summer.
First I noticed owls fluttering in the air… they were each looking a different direction.  Out on the streets in the day light, indifferent to people.
One was above a kid sitting waiting on his parents to collect him from the old school there.

The fluttering direction pointing owls were waiting on the groups of walking owls.
These groups all had one much bigger taller walking owl with them.
Then with the flying direction owl leading, each owl group walked slowly from door to door, going down the path to each door then onto the next.. 
People were opening the doors to greet them.
As they visited more doors the owl groups merged into a sort of owl procession.
One of the larger groups had a sort of ox type animal with them too, it was a pale grey colour and just walked in their midst.
I was curious, wanting to know what it all ment.
Before the owls I'd been in the shool, it was the end of the day and the kids were being given a small pasty and a cooked corn cob to take home, I was clearing up there books and sorting the library stuff out.

Next dream was a version of here.
Different though.
Odd mix of people I know, I was sneaking into one woman's house checking something on her PC then sneaking out.
I was living in a basment above an old function/community room with a bunch of friends and colleges old and new, Rob & Dom were there and Mary too.
The house I was sneaking into the grandma found me, I told her to tell her daughter I'd been round, and where I lived she'd know who I was.
As she was letting me out the back door 3 scared looking older women were looking for a place to hide, the grandma let them inside.
Back at my house, a rave was going on in the function room…. It wasn't run by anyone we knew and there was an odd dangerous vibe about the people there.
I'd gone in and got stopped by a lone guy dancing. 
He was in my face telling me to fuck off.   I'd just glared at him and told him to get out my way as I was just going home.. Pointing to the small door off to the side of the DJ decks.
People I lived with were at the entrance, as we didn't have a door that closed and some of the people at the rave had been wandering in.
I whent in too see my house mates hiding stuff, saying if there rave gets raided we'll get searched too.
I go bk out to the rave, the guy from the dancefloor is at the decks… He's clearly high and I ask him what he's using…
He points to 3 crystals on an electrical circuit.  Nothing like I'd seen before, I ask him what it is and he tells me it's a 'controll and command set up'  I ask him to show me and he dose..
I wonder what the controll and command is.. And who'd controll and who's command.
He starts by touching one crystal… it glows and seems to have some feed bk linked to the music desk too.
The other crystals glow too, he tells me not ready yet.  I wait watching, bemused by how this rave has less than 10 people, the ones I'm used to the rooms were packed.
The crystal is ready and he touches it, I can feel the high just standing next to him…
Once he's done, the crystals go out and he's too out of it to tell me more, I feel I'd give it a go… but not sure about the idea of controll and command and what is what so go bk into the house.
It's white and again no doors between the rooms, not open plan, just open rooms.
I wait on the kitchen counter and stop 2 females trying to enter at the door… they quickly get aggressive and Rob appears to see if I need help…. Rain woke me here.
Odd.

Last dream was also main dream space.. 
I was living in a house that probably doesn’t exist on a street that dose… Up from Jeans house.
I was in London studying and I'd come back to a shared flat, Christine was still alive.
Was on the South Side on Main street..   Was intreasting and old inside.. I'd just arrived and dumped my stuff and made a coffee.
Gone up to a room and came down to find dirty stuff in the sink, while I was washing up I heard a call on the phone that was old land line style and off the hook.
I picked it up bit the voice was barely more than a whisper, it was adult social services calling about my Dad.
I couldn't really hear them well, and it wasn't my house… just a share I was staying at and Dad wasn't there.
I'd put the phone down n got distracted the door to the back garden, a beautiful stone arch porch to a small lawn with wide full shrub and flower beds.
Then cone in and found more dirty stuff I took to the sink.
I did go back to the call, but again it was distant… and It wasn't clear that we could make ourselves understood. 
So I just picked stuff up to wash instead.

… Working tonight, so not sure when I'll get to dream again.

 

Bat Shit & Feathers

 

27th
Very long lucid dream.
It starts in the daytime, Old Stone close.. I'm on a park bench laying down when a Pigeon lands on my lap, joined soon by star my cat.
I wait there till dark.
It's now a dark version of my main dream space.
Night and everything is different, I'm young... early 20's and I'm going to Rachel H's birthday party I realise I've left it to the last mo to get a gift and am wondering what to get.
I split up from Em, Marie and Rachel S who are also going to find a gift.

I wander off, the roads have high hedges and the moon is full and blood red, I get distracted looking at it and wander into someone's garden to get a better view.
Trying to get back to the road again I wander through a planted veg garden with a sort of clear sheeting rigged up to protect it from the wind of the sea. 

As I let myself out of a cracked glass door 2 young girls notice me and come outside to see me.  The younger keeps hugging me, I hug her back explaining to her parents I'm a mother too, so I don't mind.  (I understood this even though I was young there)
I'd left the garden roads to visit an undercover market area.
It's sort of seedy and I thought I might find a gift there, though if I couldn't find anything I'd grab her a bottle of nice Gin.
While browsing a stall holder introduces himself.  
I recalled his name right through the dream and I remeber his father's name but his has gone.. It was something like Ewing, so I'll go with that. 
His accent is southern Irish and his hair red and wavy (He's familiar in a way too.... a little like Rog or the dream guy with red hair I've had lots of dreams with.
He tells me 'I'm Ewing Son of Ebony Ivorson....
He's close looking at me, has some small silver and gold earrings beside him that he's selling.
On impulse I tell him 'I'm dreaming'  His eyes widen.... with question and I tell him 'Never mind' with a smile.
He laughs and touches me and there is a sexual energy exchange, like them instant orgasms.
He pockets the stuff he's selling and tells me he'll come with me.
We wander looking at stuff, all kinds of stuff..... I'm lucid so I'm changing what's around us in amusing ways but most of it subconsciously letting the dream play out too.
Some stuff I did change like making my flipflops into fluffy slippers.

We walk past all kinds of stuff, me sort of thinking about things then versions of them appearing. Displays of various fish and snails, plants, fossils and gems then on into what was like a surreal department store.

Ewing asked if we were window shopping, I told him lets visit the harbour.

As we arrived it was an old-style fishing harbour at first... but the closer we got the stranger it got, with diggers dredging the bottom and police boats dragging in unexploded missiles. 

We kept walking until we got further and further out into the water and it was getting more chaotic, so I decided to jump somewhere else... He came too.
Not having set any intention other than to move I was in a cave...
I'm laying down nekid on the floor....
Dead skeletal birds and bats are flying above and pooping on me, feathers falling and sticking to the poop.
Still lucid I just lay and pondered the strange situation when a headless bird walked up to me and entered my body threw my vagina! 
Ewing was to the side standing looking amused.

The scene changes and I'm laying with a group of people... we are now all stuck with feathers... I'm still laying down now looking up at a dark sky.
There is a group of people staring and someone asks 'Who isn't here'  
I'd raised an arm saying 'I'm sure as hell not here'  The feathered people and the crowd looked at me laying on my back giggling.  I'd added 'If I was, I'd not be laying covered in bat shit n feathers'  
The woman who'd spoken says 'We have a winner'  The others round me look upset and I realise they are all the same guy but slightly different...he's bald.  
He's upset and out of the crowd females in suits appear the speaking woman tells the men to go with the 'end of carries resetters' 
Ewing helps me up and I swap back into clothing... we are back in the marketplace from earlier. 
He takes me to a strangely ugly deformed guy, who has odd metal pins in his face. 
The new guy wants to charge us £25 a day to hire a portrait for our stay.
I'd looked the guy in the face and told him I didn't need a portrait for my 'Dream Holiday' 
He looked at me realisation dawning that I was lucid and his face changed to a good looking guy with piercings.  
I decided to wake here and make notes to recall, took me a few attempts to wake fully as I was going to head to Inka, but I did manage to wake myself up.

I go back to sleep and find myself in the same dream, less lucid now... but I still have full recall of the previous events.  
Rachels Birthday is getting closer, and there is to be a cleansing ritual and a girl band even though we are only a few guests.
Her mother and her friend will be doing the ritual, it's quite cult like and I decide I don't want to be cleansed... as I'm happy how I am.

Rachels house is also open, lacking walls, it has layers of floors and a garden on the lowest level a large area is laid out with cushions to watch the band... some stage blocks in the centre for them to stand on.   
But the band is sick, there are only microphones and an item of each of them.  One was the main singer she had by her mic an old wooden crucifix on wooden bead string. 

The menu was printed and laminated with Rachels birthday, we were having pad Thai, spring rolls and a Thai salad.
A small table held alcoholic drinks and there were some old wooden bar tables and chairs by a patio to a garden. 

More people had decided to join the event and so we were shown to a dorm room... our bags, all similar had been dropped in a large square luggage rack, in the centre of a room.. A bed roll opposite each next to the wall with a square walk area between.

I went to get changed but someone had ridden a bike all-over my clothes and they were covered in tire prints. 

Bouncing and Flying.

 

19th
A strange car, filling with water.... Platform kind of game and collecting stuff.

A dream of Hurworth.. The house like it was but decayed.. The carpets bare, vacuum broken.
Dad & Christine were there and Zak as a baby, with a plastic baby bath and nothing but an old sheet to dry and wrap him in.
 

Marie too, we had shaved heads with numbers cut into our hair, I think hers was 27 something 276 meby. 
 

20th
A big open kitchen it's on the side of a hill.   Industrial cookers.
Gas bubble tubes, they were a form of light and glowed and gas bubbles were in the glowing liquid, they stood around person height.
It was harvest too, and bales of hay were being stacked.

 

Next dream was long and visually good.

It was a return to collage dream, a bus from my main dream space south to London. 
The bus was an old coach and we each had a backpack of stuff.
Some of us had sort of small flying helicopter back packs only around 5 of us, and we were using these to fly out the fire escapes and explore before regrouping with the bus.

It was a night journey and we were flying away from the roads exploring. 
We stopped of and a party in a house with a huge garden.
Neon and black lights.
All my stuff kept falling apart, shoes with sole's falling off an old style phone that was broken into layers.
I didn't mind.
In the field of the party was a festival of speed, a mix of racing and fair ground rides glowing in the dark.
I was with a guy who seemed to be my friend.
We'd lost the bus at this point and had flown up into a dark canal district, standing on locks.
I think it was Liverpool somewhere as the guy I was with was complaining about 'bloody Scousers' The dream was fun but frustrating.

Last dream I was back in main dream space, very 70's hair styles.
In the newsagents store room.  Lots of family and strange stock, it was also dark.

21st
A long car journey, 4 of us squashed in the back sharing a blue blanket with a logo on it.
The boot was packed with stuff.

At the journeys end was a meeting, I was talking to a friendly tribal guy.   He was telling me stuff, I had my head resting on his leg as he spoke.
I met with a female bus driver too, I was going to leave with her, we instantly got on well.

22nd
Staying in a single story cottage in the country.  The owners lived in a house close by it was possibly a farm but the buildings were modern.
The male was a mix of Marcus and Ian, they were sort of smooched into one.
Fay had got into an argument with them and whitest they were fighting over something at a door they'd managed to clamp one of Kef's feet in the door and he lost a toe. 
Sureal stuff too, like a hole that opened in the floor that I dropped down... I was hanging on a rope there before climbing back out.
Kef had surgery and the surgeon had decided to remove a toe from each foot for balance was odd he had sort of 2 black hoof like projections from each leg after.

Next dream also odd, it's an outside area where building work is going on.
I was getting drinks for people from a cafe/bar and had keys to go into the restricted area where the builders were.
I had a list of things people wanted me to collect or make.  2 bottles of beer for 2 guys working a newsagent stand..  Some lego white sheep for Marie, I was to make a grey lego goats head too.
The lego sheep were grazing and I needed to round them up, kef with his odd toes would help.
I'd set off to collect them half bouncing half flying until I got distracted by a giant bouncy mattress with maypole like rope ribbons to pull on.
I spent ages just bouncing around higher and higher.

Then some odd stuff, an alien female who I was supposed to be helping..   Was to do with her uterus and needing surrogates.... But people kept forgetting and every time they did she lost another preterm baby.

Next I was sleeping on a bunk bed in a kids play park... Laying on the top bunk.
2 Lions were walking around and on the lamp post next to me a monkey was hugging a domestic cat and a crow.  
I'd walked from there to a funeral, I'd been going to visit family in Hurworth but realised there was a funral on... It wasn't morbid but a calibration of life.
The church inside was arranged with soft purple tired seating and people I recognised had turned up, but they were younger...  I realise lots of them are now dead but they were arriving looking like they had in their 20's looking more like they were going to a wedding.
I was wearing green, and inside a white owl was projected onto the wall.

Last bit of the dream I was being strapped into a strange yellow machine, part conveyor belt and part fair ground ride, I was with Jean.... Loads of stuff going the other way too.  Luggage in black bin bags.

 

Cornwall & Bk again

 

Cornwall dreams

12th
A hospital dream, busy ward, scanning QR codes. Odd staff. Messy.
Second dream was Sheilas main dream house, it was being sold... An old school friend wanted to buy it.

13th
Odd Alien possession dream.  A book with predictions and occult stuff.  Journeying and visions.

Kinda cool layered stuff, steam punk style encryptions.
Big thunderstorms.

14th
End of the world dream.  Silly, I was in Kerala a new Jesus but the locals were confused that he wasn't Indian.

Long plane flight.

15th
A big light house.  Bev a woman I know from round here.
An odd terraforming sort of land scraping machine and a bomb disposal guy I was friends with.

Then a crazy long dream.  Ian had kids and foetal kittens shut in box's they were starving.
I was concerned and trying to feed them, wondering why he'd put them in box's and if he'd get in trouble...
I got more lucid and realised I was dreaming but I then woke into another dream rather than waking up again I realised I was dreaming when I was with Fay and child me, they got on well together... I was about 6, but was there as me too.
More stuff about country borders and morality.  It took ages to wake up.

16th
2 spots to swim, deep and tidal.  I was diving for fossils.

Then it was strange, multiple planets like many versions of earth and earths story.
They were quarantined from each other so their stories could play out...  but there was a certain bleed through. 
One version was research and data on all the other spheres, data came though anonymised and we were collating it and cataloguing. 
I was using trains between the different versions.
There was odd stuff to collect, mine was purple... It was clear but not glass.  It was products formulated especially for me.  Sort of purple acrylic containers. 

One a stoppered bottle had a smell in, but I didn't like it and binned it.

 

I was matched to St Michael too, I was confused and they told me they thought I'd like it given his link to Inka...   That confused me, but after looking up St Michael I can sort of see some links.
 

Was interesting, anyhoo, especially the algorithms used to anonymise the various iterations of earth. 

I go back into the same dream, this time I was using the Chinese/Japanese alphabet and looking at the difference in the use of the words they made, was odd as in the dream I understood both languages. 

 

17th
Visiting Niki in New York.  Wasn't actually New York... Was an odd selection of shops under cover and a large complex of big houses with square lawns.
We were having a meal outside together.

Lots of kids but much older.

18th
I was looking for Joel in dream...  ah.. he messaged he's ok, just messaged this morning...still living  in his car.
Inka was helping, giving me strange mementoes to dream with.

I'd hold them to dream, a selection of glass rods.  Long and thin like solid straws. 

A strange old guy with white bushy hair and beard, steam punk style.
He had a clock on his stomach, old wind up one in a sort of leather case he was wearing like a back to front back pack.  Odd clothing too, sort of a fancy suit, waist coast n stuff.

 

It was a sort of time machine, I was using the mementoes Inka was giving me to make RP dream scenarios. 

Games and Falls

 

28th
Wasp again, this time it was on mouth that was covered in melted caramel.
Star jumped up and ate it.

29th
Lara and Jo, Puppies.   Lara's puppy was sleeping in a bakery cart full of pastries.
A wet path, helping people who were slipping.
A Christmas shop, was a food shop not much was left we were getting stuff to put a meal together with friends.

30th
strange dream in here.... Was probably from all the noise under the building, I think they 2 hedgehogs I saw last night were under there!

Was a large house at the street, filled with loads of people.
Kids dressed up as petrol pumps and a woman having a hen do, people arriving and going.
Dogs in clothes with hair dyed same colour as owners.

last dream was of an odd Pakistani woman I'd stopped cutting down trees with a chainsaw.
She was bonkers but we soon became friends.
she took me to meet her family too, and the street were she lived.

they were also odd, we passed a crumbling post office a place with old people dancing and a medi room for wound care.
Last up they showed me something they had made.  It shot nets and they were using it to cover a park pavilion.

Last dream I owned a junk shop, I was going to re open as a soup and sandwich place. 
 

6th

An odd dream, Clair a parent of one of Zak's friends had called me and asked to talk about her older kid.
It was a strange meeting.  In an unusual chapel set in a large mowed lawn.  It was made of pebbles, sand coloured it was a strange shape too sort of rounded. 
It looked attractive in the sunlight.
A service was going on inside held by a guy in white robes.  It was sort of split into separate sections and I went with Clair to a quite part where we first talked then I started doing and odd ritual with candles and a mirror.
At one point I had a flaming halo then long tall molten horns.

I had a caravan too, it was parked up the wheels thick with sticky drying mud.

Last dream I was somewhere high up, platforms that were being destroyed by huge digging equipment.  Jumping and falling. A left that went into free fall with me in it.   Was odd.

7th
First dream was like a D&D game.  A book with pages that popped out small foods to regain health points.  I could make health stones too.

Then I was at a strange party in an unfamiliar place.
A short guy with waist length white hair was neckid with some other guys they were laughing and happy and wanted me to take some photos for them with a kids Polaroid camera. 
The party was to get larger, I was cleaning pool toys.
Loads of people coming, I left the guys to get dressed and met guests taking coats.
I sat with a small child and red him a story book about a brown dog.

last dream was surreal.
I was part of a small family... With a father figure as one of 5 teenage/young adult kids.
We were being paired and I wasn't sure what brother to team with.
We all had strange abilities.
One of the brothers was being targeted by the father type...  He had a sort of rainbow mask, but it was more a rainbow blurr as he ported about.
He was hunting us, and we didn't really have much chance to get away from him.
glowing knives made of sort of electric, they left glowing white wounds were it was more like white light was bursting from inside were we got cut.
It was an emotional dream too, connection and betrayal - I was torn between what brother to help as we were all in danger.

Last dream was similar,  I was with the brother I'd chosen to team with.  We had a baby in a pram, it had the same birthday as me - a young boy.
We'd left it at the end of a strange puzzle map garden we were in.
I could zoom out to where it was a hexagonal grid.
The pram was parked by a cafe at one end of the map and we were exploring a large gate mechanism at the other end.
The dream jumps and I'm in an old communal shower room.
It's dark, unused... It had been in a school I'd attended.
It was linked to me through my birth date and I was showing it to the brother I was with.
Dark, with concrete walls and old porcelain troughs.  A single metal light, a few wash basins with dividers and 3 toilet cubicles.  There were lots of showers though, the place was familiar from other dreams. 


 

Lemmy, Blobfish and Wasps

 

First dream was a school party with Lemmy from Motorhead..   Most odd.   We all got grounded for waring no-school shoes.   Was funny, all these bullshit excuses a group of popular and unpopular.

Next was lake swimming in a frozen lake, I'd come out and stuck a chocolate sweet to my forhead... 3rd eye area.
A wasp came and fed from it.
She then took the whole chocolate from between my eyebrows and took it back to her nest..
She fed it to her babies that quickly grew into 'Blobfish'

These were sort of slug/fish things that had blue and yellow lips.  

 

They did sort of look like that but were brightly coloured like something out of spongebob.
We put them on leads and took them for a walk, where people took photos and they became a viral sensation 🥴

 

Then I was at guys hospital monitoring viral blob fish infection!

Next I was shoved on a bus we went to my old grans house another dream hub I've not been to in ages.
My gran was due bk out of hospital... But I'd chucked all her food... Shops were shut and the people with me in her house were all hungry.
I was in map mode, looking at places we could get food, and bus routs and times.
The sun was odd like there was 2 suns... It got dark from 6mp till 10pm... Then there was a half-light till just before dawn.

Last dream or a dream mixed with the one before... I'm on a train...   With family from Darlington I was never close too.
The station hubs are somewhat familier.

Modern places with ancient ruins on top.   The stations are crowded, the trains more like rooms.
again I'm not just in first person... I'm above and viewing other dreams from this depot.
People get on.
I'm in a hub with a baby dressed in a blue sleep suit.  It's not mine, but reminded me of blue ted.
The family had suggested we go to the lounge, as me n baby were asleep in a corridor.
I'd thought they ment their room... But when we went in it was clear I was not welcome, though I think the baby was theirs.
I'd picked up baby and left... We go outside the train, a strip of land is moving with us... Marked off by a rope on small metal pegs.
It's boggy and wet, not great to put the baby down, some Asian families are sitting outside and a few guys smoking.
When I get bk onto the train it's changed...  I see a huge lego dino and get it to pick me up in it's mouth, I bring the baby too.   We let the lego dino carry us around.  

 

Gardens and Trains, Walls and Towers

 

21st
Been dreaming all month, but still rubbish at writing them :)
Been so hot I need to get up early to run or do stuff here before it's like and oven.

Last night was lots of dreams.

first one was kids and war games, a dark environment with shifting sands.
Strange maze in the centre.   Guns, and staying low.

An odd performance that moved round.
As the sun rose we to ready to go, I was collecting stuff... Pots of black pepper and knives.
My main dream estate, 2 houses across the main car park.
I'd bought one and another couple were moving into the other on the same day.
I'd gone to say hello.
There was something odd about them.

The guy was called Raveo, the female Free-Free when I asked her how she wrote it she told me 333 - 444.
We were also between 2 phone networks one of them the UK network 3.
I'd gone bk to my main dream house, where loads of people were arriving some were setting up to cook on the back lawn, another guy was moving pianos in.
I was getting more lucid and realised I was dreaming when something started to grope me, it wasn't a person... Just random limbs covered in skin...   Very odd.
Woke me up.

Second dream also whent lucid, was an interview for a person at Durham Cathedral I'd become lucid when I realised that a gap in my teeth was missing.

I'd flown out of a roof window and was following a big bunch of cables tied together.

I was seeing other odd stuff, sets of tiny silver rodent teeth... And gloves made from animal skins, otter... Badger and other stuff.

In the last dream I had a pet kestrel that I was training. 

23

 

23rd
 

On trial, but innocent.
Was that guy from Breaking bad too, Fring?  Possibly he was called.
A green field with a travelling fair, skinny lurchers.
 

Next dream was longer, the cemetery near the old first school in my main dream space was a walled garden.
The access to it was strange, I'd entered with 2 chefs.  They were pitching 2 new recipes for a range of ready meals.  A meeting hall was attached to the square walled garden and they went into there and I went into the garden part.
It had a strange vibe, felt safe and separate from other side of the fence.  Lots of dogs and deer.
Some of the dogs were aggressive, I chatted to a woman struggling to control her muzzled dog on it's lead.
The wall around the garden was old and crumbling and at the centre was a old stone pool with a fountain that people were swimming in.

Next dream was sort of my main dream space, but also it had grown to a large city size.
I was with a female wheelchair user.
I chatted to a builder buy who gave me a yellow plastic looking thing to hold, he explained it had narcotic properties if licked.... I tried it and it gave an instant psychedelic hit.
I'd asked him why he had it, it was a building material used to make hard clear plastic decorations.
I spoke to 2 cops too, one was my relative.  I was anoyed with them both, we talked about psychosis.
I had a cool drink too, was like a multi layered Neapolitan milk shake.

 

Last dream was beautiful.

A huge tree, high up on a sort of cliff.
Kids playing in it's branches.
One of the kids gave me a tiny coloured toad, as I held it, it turned into a patterned pipe fish.
It was attractive, reminded me a little of a sea slug.
It had been out of water to long and I took it to the harbour in my main dream space too, this was different too.
Large sand areas with people dancing in lines, the water was crystal turquoise.
I found a rockpool close to the incoming tideline to release the pipefish into.

Inka was in the dream too, we had a box with 3 tiny rodents in a fridge and I was taking a blood sample from him, for some reason I was taking it from his finger.  I'd attached a small canular there.

25th
Moving around on undergrounds in a strange version of London.
The same security guard was working each station at the same time.
One area I walked through had old fashioned kitchens outside.
Next was wasps... 
was loads landing on my legs, at first they didn't sting me. 
It was just itchy... Then one did sting my hand.
Last part of the dream I was on a strange train

It's seats were all white satin and people all had cuddly toys with them a bit like a moving bedroom.

26th

0330
A stone tower with a stone wall around it.
 

0440
Longer dream with more recall, also dreams in dreams.
First part I'm in a garden, there is an old patchwork sofa in the middle and flying cats!
The cat's had flying zoomies and were zipping in and out of tall flowering trees and bushes.
I was making a food I'd had a dream about, was I guess like loaded chips they were served with battered onion rings and they had a crunch taco crumble on top.

Next part I recall is watching a migration.  Was Russia or Poland.
Amongst the moving people were tiny people.   Came up to normal humans waist.
They were adults.
Was odd as most people couldn't see them, and just looked at me strange when I pointed out the little people.
It wasn't till I was in an assembly hall that another woman mentioned them as people from the Heather.

 

0550 last dream was my main dream house, I'd put in small glass windows but someone had broken into the house taking out one of the glass pains.
Marcus came round, with a woman who just kept glaring at me... He wanted me to go with him, but I refused.
Staying where I was waiting for a police officer who arrived, a tall guy with no hair.
 

 

Last dream when I was dosing before waking up was being on a fishing boat, we were picking a name for a baby girl she was to be christened on the boat.


 

Harvest Dreams Again

 

3th July
First a work dream..  Then a sort of game dream, playing with pressure big jumps and floating, falling like a balloon high fences we were jumping over.

Another living in London, big underground carpark and sitting on the bk of a fire engine.

 

4th July
First dream a odd world of sleeping people. A lock down of units and bases puzzles and mysteries for people awake to solve.

 

Then visually amazing dream, countryside ripe corn fields.
Old medieval hamlets old wooden signs about buildings that had faded.
I was with a guy at first, he had an inheritance that he couldn't unlock till he had 200k of his own funds first.
Then with a female, was NY Niki.  She was taking me to meet her American parents who had bought a building in this strange rural countryside.
The building was very modern inside and lacked windows, they were happy to let me look around.
It seemed to be an old store house of sorts, was to large to be a traditional dwelling.
Old hoists with big chains attached were still hung from the high rafters.
Wooden doors high up on the front wall.
We went for a walk around dusk.
The countryside was lovely, blue sky and endless golden corn fields with wildflowers and tree hedgerows.
The farm we passed was strange too, rows of massive harvest vehicles not like anything I've seen before, oddly out of place and futuristic. 
No one seemed to know were we were.
I also passed a yard filled with old carved wooden carts, they were sort of mobile live in vehicles old with metal wheels.  Small for one horse.  The old untreated wooden panels carved with birds animals and faces.

A large stocked trout fishing pool and bushes covered in purple flowers and butterflies.

I went into the dream again, an older guy telling me about harvesting stuff.

6th
1 dream at work.
A odd rocky landscape almost prehistoric, bright blue pools filled with strange huge turtles.
I had with me an orange cuddly lobster, I'd dropped it into a pool and an odd kind of kraken see creature was trying to eat it.

I was freaking out but it realised it was a stuffed toy and spat it out.
Another toy I had, a green spotty dragon toy jumped down and rescued my lobster.

 

7th
Lots of dreams, long sleep after 2 shifts.
 

A dark world, concrete. I was pregnant and being kept prisoner for something.
A holding pen with a few others, the unborn baby's father was a dr.
I'd sent a message to him to visit and test me for something, he did drawing a small amount of blood, the test was a purple plastic snap type test.
He showed me my range and risk for something, it was fine but I was dehydrated and my amniotic fluid low so he'd brought me more water to drink.

The second dream seemed to follow on from that.
Wake 222
It was odd world of gods.  The child's father was in the dream too, it was a world of goods and then lesser humans.  I was one of the humans but almost ready to ascend to the god group.

I was supposed to still do 3 things, tests tasks or achievements or something.
I had a good female friend who wanted to sneak me in anyway as I was close and once in for a while it wouldn't matter if I'd done the other things.
 She'd hidden me in a large black zipped canvas bag with some stage equipment.  I came through with a larger transport.
The intersections between the realities were odd.
Like clear bubbles in a membrane or skin.   Sort of like pimples we'd pop through...  I could see people pressed up against the clear skin in some of them once I'd passed through with her.

Wake again at 444
Was a dream about silent and quiet protest and direct action. 
I was one for direct action, most others were the silent protest.
A guy was taking me to see the conflict zone.
It was the same guy from the medi dream... I'm not sure what had happed with the baby but I don't recall being pregnant any more.
The combat area was errrr I duno, was like looking out on a lego space battle zone.
Drones and flying vehicles.  We were helping with the war funds somehow.

Next dream was bk in Alnwick, I was sleeping rough.  People all had odd gifts and skills.
I was sneaking into the school gym to use the showers there and I'd traded for a locker key were I kept what belongings I had.
At night I'd hide in an old theatre during the show and sleep there till sneaking out again in the mornings when the cleaners came in.   Was a strange environment more of a dream hub, the conflict zone from the earlier dream could be viewed through a window like portal there.