Thursday, 23 July 2020

Singularity??




Woosh!....  what a wired 24hrs.   Struggled to get to sleep which is pretty unheard of for me.  I was still awake at 1.30 in this wired place a falling/slipping into and placing of what's to come.    At the time I knew I was experiencing that first bit of the night where dreams DL 😆 or come in and then I spend the rest of the night filtering them threw layers of consciousness. 

It felt like a big hole? like lol meby a tunnel drop and shift. But I was experiencing it from my body or humm the room.  

So next up I'm sort of in the room it's dark and then I'm 'woken' by the very loud 'noise'  and it's one of the things above (The middle of the flower of life)  where the bubbles meet.    But sentient.  There's a loud noise like sound distortion fast/slow speed at the same time.  I'm expecting to see the thing that was in the room that was there and I sit up to look for it.   But it's not there and I realise it was on another astral level.     I felt it was  'Singularity'.  

After that stuff got really wired.   Time was warped and the noise#s I'd heard from the thingy was the stuff that happened in the room after than backwards... so the cat's purring, the door clicking Ian snoring and alarm and it was wired.. like I was stuck in time and I knew it was a singularity and linked to 'Eoria' or something wired like that.  After that was a vivid dream Fay and Tigs were very clearly at my main dream area and I gave them both a silver key and told them they could come whenever.. it was a home when they needed it. 
Next bit visiting people, puzzles & fun - all talking the same language & play. 


Then day got bloody wired.    The first part I was running with bits of the book in the head, all the characters talking to me.  Leon mainly...  (Impulsivity & unpredictability a skill in the game)  It's linked to intuition and checking the whole b4 move.   Also asking about polarity and perspective. 

Next I'm out and telling Fay about the wired time thing in the room and I get home and Ian's wired.  Very mad and very wired.  Pushing me about being a right-wing supporter and a natzi, scary aggressive wants to throw me out and keep kids, lawyers and stuff.    This goes on for hrs, with him wanting to say I pick a side while me trying to explain my perspective and how I see differently and times wired for me as I see probabilities.    

Felt like an interrogation at parts.   Anyhooo we sort it out and I go to write up my dream and look for the image of the entity and see this dream from last month that I'd forgotten about.... which talks about the day and the arguments we had perfectly!!     

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/06/lots-of-bizzar-entities.html

Totaly blow my mind so I share it with him and he then totally freaks the shit out.... resulting in him wanting to chuck me out again.     12hrs crazyness!


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The same thing was also in this dream before, it reacted to intention reminding me to be impecible with intention....







Tuesday, 21 July 2020

Brain Halves.

2 large matching houses built on a rock they are an early meby victorian style all hand made windows very high level of craft but the houses are newly built lacking the character associated with ageing fresh rendering drying on the walls.

The rock they are built on is a cliff and the cliff has a chasm, inside the chasm is a waterfall and also fire.    lol sounds like a Minecraft ravine, but it was amazing a beautiful very high rendering 😁

Crystal caves were below too.    I don't know anything about the surrounding area.  The 2 houses were on one on each side of the ravine but there was a rock land bridge between the 2.  

I'd had a massive argument with a father figure who was angry at my uncontrollably destructive and chaotic behaviour.  They were trying to impose control and I was leaving refusing to submit to restraint. 
In the dream there is a 4ish-year-old young male boy, he's crying and screaming for me not to go - not to leave the buildings (Like a young brother)    I pick him up on my hip and take him with me.  


This makes me think it must be both halves of the brain! Yin-Yang.  The Boy young boy is the white dot in the black.....   we can never escape our nature/duality. :D 



Another dream I'm in a massive city (I'd come from the outskirts where I recalled an ancient cottage in the bottom of a dell, a stream lots of ferns damp and green only getting sunlight midday. The main bit of the dream I recall clearly is an amazing complex newly built in the centre of the city.   (I know this was one of the long and visually mind-boggling dreams)

The complex is of 5 newly built mansions that were around a central courtyard - It's an incredibly exclusive complex just newly finished and out of access for all but the very few elite/rich.   I'm floating above and into it, the design is outstanding, the architecture and materials stonework.  It's an amazing mix of old and modern style.   The buildings are just on the market and not owned by anyone yet.   In the courtyard are 'THINGS'  lol  I know them and I know I'd been afraid of them in other dreams/places and yet I'm not now - but the recall of the fear reminds me there is something here to learn so I pass threw the glass to get closer.     I'm pretty sure at this point I had someone with me but not physically.. I had no physical form either.  Just awareness exploring but I was having a conversation explaining what it was I was seeing.   

Ok so the things, are like organic machines formed from a hmmm like I want to say black light/plasma?      It's the kind of black with form that you see in games sometimes.  Flowing black energy and the machines are all different some have arms/legs but it's almost a robotic structure of pulleys and levers.    Just the minimum needed for movement rather than the complexity of creatures organic legs.     I had a profound sense of excitement being so close to something I'd been scared of.


Just remember a dream from the Weekend too.    Well, it was a vision, not a dream it was clearly the Star of the Tarot major cards I didn't realise that at the time till I was no longer in it. 

It's a pond with a person gazing into it looking at the reflection of themselves and the sky in the water, not realising that they are the sky too. 

May into June

  1st May First dream was a festival at an old farm stead. Was a small do, but cosy. An odd thing, with a small stage n craft tables. ...