Arctic Sunset

 

24th
 

I'd gone bk to re-ed Inka... But not touched him.  Just laid down on the isopod floor n slept there, as usual Inka is with the re-ed Ren.
He picked me up at some point n put me on the bed...  then lay next to me.
He told me it was pods auto cleaning or something n to lay still.
I'd asked why he cared... He told me he was in enough shit already without an anomaly on his floor.
The dream I had was odd.
Was camping somewhere in the Arctic circle.  Light was low but visible for a few hrs a day.
Tents were dark green, warm enough inside but low to be out of the wind.
We would sing, before dark...  Like a choir, in harmony.

Round fires..  I was trying to blag stuff I'd want on my journey home.
At one point I'd fallen asleep when it was snowing and woke in a snow cocoon.
I didn't know how to get out but someone found me clearing the snow from my face and pulling me out.
I woke but went bk into the same dream.
This time the camp is closer to human settlements.
This time there was an Uncle..   I've herd mixed stories about.
He was their with some cousins.
I wasn't sure why he was there.
We were never close cousins, but he always seemed ok. I've got on with him at funerals and was shocked when I herd the things adults know n kids don't.
Anyhoo.. He was there with his fam, he'd gone into some kind of kidney crisis.

Everyone wanted us to pack up and leave, but I'd wanted a photo of the setting sun and wandered off alone.
I couldn't find the right spot, and the lane was muddy with melting snow.
Then my phone didn't work.
I kept finding discarded Christmas tree ornaments. 
The a puddle, with 'little people' living in it.   Like tiny gnome like humans.
I'd stopped to talk to them, and a local at his back gate told me what they called them.
It wasn't the Norwegian name Nisei? Or something.... It was something different.

I remembered people were waiting for me back at the camp so headed back, picking up some hand made Christmas baubles that looked like they'd been painted by kids on the way.

Bk at camp they'd taken my Uncle to the local hospital. 
I'd followed on foot, found him waiting for a consultant in a wheelchair with a giant catheter bag attached.
He asked me to take him for a walk, I agreed and we went out.

I'd got down the hill, n the bag was filling with blood and urine till it was almost full (Way more fluid than should be in a human being)
At that point I think I'd asked someone in a local store to help, but a passing ambulance picked us bk up.

Re-Ed Inka is different with me now.  
Hummm..   He's mapped stuff onto my body again. 
He said he needed to be sure how much I recalled.
 

Toilet Fight

 

17th - 23rd

Similar dreams.

Huge worlds, connected by monorails and trams.  The trains connecting layers realities.  Meeting with fam and friends.
 

An alien world, another with dragons.

Living in London with a girlfriend.  Another of playing in a large pond with Jack.

A long dream of 2 rival high schools in my main dream space.  Different methods for educating.

Was about groups and friction.  Parties, gangs and clubs.

A club that was attacked with gas that made people sleepy, then the victims were raped.

 

1st n 3rd person dream of seeing odd eyes on TV's watching people watching the tv.  They were sort of red and holographic but not many people could see them. 

 

 

Last night 24th was funny...

I'd been auguring with 2 Inkas and another Ren, well mainly we were all disagreeing with one Inka, the one from re-ed.  He refused to help us all with something, so re-ed Ren had gone with the Inka that usually watches me. 
They all told me to leave the re-ed Inka alone... But I'd decided to go bug him anyway.

I'd found him in an iso pod there laying on the small bunk with his eyes shut.  I'd appeared floating cross legged in the small space and he told me 'Piss off I'm busy' without even opening his eyes.

I'd not replied and just waited till I knew he was asleep and dreaming n then sat on the floor touching his hand to enter his dream.

He's in the dock in an old fashioned court house, he was already in prison clothes and handcuffs.
Only he could see me, and he continued to ignore me and everyone else as he was sentenced.

 

As he was being led from the court he shoved my awareness back and into a dream of my own.

It's my main dream house and I'm in the lounge with a mix of Josh n my Bro and some other people.   I'm watching this really odd tv show, it's like a mix of concert and a comedy but every so often the people on the screen morph so that they take on features of hair and people in the room, at first only I notice it.... It's both funny and disturbing and I can't stop watching thinking it's just me.... But then the others notice it too and I decide it's either happening or we are in a group psychosis/hallucination.

My watch was doing odd things too, at first just the display and screen were changing then it started changing physically into diffrent shapes colours sizes.  I was annoyed as I liked my watch.

 

I go threw to the other room to show people.  In the other room are loads of odd things.
Rubber toys like them rubber chickens, only they are odd things like a shotgun, a cowboy boot police truncheon various animals.
Then this song starts playing.

The Big Push - I Shot the Sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop

At this point I know I'm dreaming with Re-ed Inka and he's the one that drives me 'NUTS'

 

It was really hard to wake..   Took me a while to drag my awareness bk to my body and write down the dream... Curious I decided to go bk n dream there again as the lucidity and dreaming had been way more vivid.
I jump bk to where I was still sat by re-ed Inka's sleeping form.  Only now Leon is standing beside me.  I look up at him questioning and he tells me he's 'Witnessing' 

 

Before I could ask more, Inka is aware of me again shoved my awareness into another dream...

...

Sheesh!!!  🙄😆

'We all warned you Ren'  IKR but, I don't see how 2 you's can be so different??
'Well now you do'  lol yep

 

So as I said, I'd gone bk as the dream was interesting and vivid after all.

This next dream was long and crazy....  'As will you be again if you don't stay the fuck away' ....
Mmmmm I can kinda see that - point taken.

Anyhooo the dream is of a big shared house, at the start I was painting walls. 

I could still recall the first dream, I was low level lucidity.
The building was old, Victorian style with odd furniture and high ceiling’s.

 

Odd stuff keeps happening in this house and it's expanding into a huge complex, with ruined Victorian saloon's, moss covered abandon glass houses and large gothic style gardens.

It reminded me a little of a English country manner style shinning building.

 

Living in it are loads of frens and family.

We all had a room, they looked better painted .. As white they'd looked boring. 
I was helping Em paint hers but when I turned round to pick up the paint I found myself in a different room.
I'd worked out it was the one above.

Zak had a room with Wizard stuff in it.
Odd stuff was happening in other rooms too.
So many people, Kev & Sharon.. David & Sue.  Em, Neighbours old flat mates.. Then more guests too they are all having odd experiences.

At one point I'd gone outside trying to get back in, walking round the grounds I'd come to some stone steps but the bottom step was covered in Lion shit and I was barefoot so I'd gone another way round..   2 lion cubs had been picked up by people in the garden and carried bk to the pride that lived there.
I'd tried to get back in the main entrance but I was flying fast and kept missing it, on the street one way was a load of banks... The other way was a war memorial.
Took me a while to land in the right place and then I was asked to take a string of light bulbs down some steep steps putting one bulb on each.
A load of people were following me and Zak kept standing on them, it was hard not to as at the side of the stairs were baskets of old plates & cutlery.

 

The dream ended with a fight with ghost Inka.  I was trying to use an old Victorian decorated toilet to take a crap... N he wouldn't let me. 
He kept pulling me, shoving me and lifting me of the toilet ending up with me covered in crap!💩
At this point a group of visitors all walk threw staring at me covered in crap fighting with something invisible... They were on their way somewhere as the house was like a maze.
I think I'd said something like 'A little privacy please' as they all filled past.

Eventually someone stopped they told me 'Ah, an apparition'  I'd said, 'Oh!' Giving them Inka's arm I was fighting with and asking if they could feel him too. 
They confirmed they could and asked me if I wanted and exorcist.  I told them just a bin bag for my shitty clothes and a hot shower would suffice 😆

 

'Are you going to listen now Ren?'  Mmmmm suppose, oddly though I feel more awake than I have in months.

'Come bk to normal me Ren, that is if you're going bk to sleep' Mmmm

I think Inka came to me here, body energy felt much more chilled.
I had a dream with him in, was another shared house but this was much more normal.
We had some kittens and room mates.
Was coming up to Christmas, we were all skint so most of us were not going to see family and the people staying were all bunging £25 into a kitty so we could go to the market n get stuff to make a meal, left over we'd use for booze n smokes.

Was much more normal :D 
 

A Stone Globe filled with Poppys

 

17th

First was a work dream.
I was with Abi, was a night shift in one of them odd places with loads of floors and no walls.
I was mainly sorting out supplies of dried foods.  Lentils, oats n stuff.
The old fashioned style pantry cupboards had just been painted.
So stuff was all-over and needed putting back away.
I was washing stuff in skinks too.

 

Second dream was way longer.
Started in the dream version of Hurworth with loads of old cottages.
I'd been staying in one and needed to take a taxi bk to my main dream space over night to be back for a work shift at 8.30am.
It was in the café with Leon n Joan.
I'd cleaned the cottage, it was late afternoon and gone out to an old fashioned butchers that was closing.
They served warm pies and he was cleaning out the fridges and stuff before closing up.
I'd bought one of the 2 pies left and he gave me the other for free.
After I walked down the street past the pub and went in to ask about local taxi companies, I needed one that would accept a very long fare.

Headed bk with the numbers, ate one pie and called around to get someone to pick me up after midnight and crashed on the couch.

The journy home I slept in the bk of the cab, ate the second pie cold before we arrived. 
Called work ahead to let them know I'd be 5mins late.
I whent home, unpacked n got changed.
When I arrived at work they were waiting for me outside in the car.
Told me we would open later.
I got in and we drive round the country side before parking up on a high country lane with veiws over the country side.
They get out and there is a small statue.   It's a globe made out of small hexagons, it's all carved from stone... Some parts of the globe are missing and inside the bottom forms a bowl.
It's filled with poppies and there is a basket to the side where you can leave a donation, take a poppy and put it inside the stone globe.
I watch as the others do this....    Puzzled as to what it means.

They explain it's to remeber people and they are going to a funeral.
It's a small stone chapel not far away.

When we get there I'm collected by 2 guys, one was someone I know a polish guy, Dan.  The other I didn't know.  
He was from the area that was Czechoslovakia,  he was tall.... Very tall, blond though his hair was shaved close to his scalp.  They were part of 2 different militia groups working together or informants? 
I duno, they wanted to take me to meet people.   One of them knew Putin.
I agreed to go with the blond guy, we would walk.  
He walked so fast, probably cause his legs were way longer than mine.   I held onto his sleeve practically running to keep his pace at some points. 

We eventually met up with a hidden army.   One of 2.
I was tired by then, so I just joined the camp went to sleep there n woke up here.
 

Squashed

 

16th

Odd night, was a storm here.  Also first good sleep since last Thurs
At one point I'd woken and the sky outside was green. 
I was curious, but not enough to get out of bed.

After that I had loads of false awakening dreams.

I was in bed and first there was a cat on me, I was confused as the door was shut and I'd not let one of the cat's in.
Then it was other things on the bed.
Heavier things pressing me down, didn't feel like sleep paralysis, was just odd.
Then it was 2 guys, again pressing me down.  I felt like I saw them come in.
I'd tried to use my phone light to see but it didn't work the batteries on everything watch phone little lights had all run down so I was just in the dark being pressed on.

 

I kept waking from the experience, but not waking... As I was still asleep.
I'd even gone down to the house at one point where there was a power cut but again, there was something down there touching me and once more I woke up.

At some point I must have fully woke up as I'd written down the dream, but then I'd go straight back into the same dream with the same thing happening. 

I'd decided to write something each time I woke and it happend 6 times....  Was getting anoying as It was hard to work out when I was asleep or not.

After this I'd had a more normal long dream.

A feild where I was holding a small snake, a large old tree trunk, no branches kids where climbing it at the top it looked like a human nose.
I'd packed a towel and put on a swimming costume under my clothes and I walked with Jack and a few others down to the coast as we wanted to swim.
The roads were quiet, cut lawns and wide paths.
A small tram crossing with people waiting.
Then threw the back of a shopping place, pasted the big dumpy bins and old shopping trolleys.

When I get to the coast the only shore line I can find is in a sort of cave, a building has been built on stilts and the water comes in threw small inlets in the back.
The water is black and thick...  I'd wanted to keep walking till I found some open shore but Jack took me inside the building to look around and collect codes.
We were scribbling them on a bit of paper.  111 010  011 and similar, we needed to collect 12 codes.
On the journy back, we again whent past the bins, and a large claw for collecting rubbish then jumped on the tram roof to hitch a ride for a few stops, jumping off again as it left a station onto the soft grass on the side of the track. 
 

Catching up on Dreams

 

4th April
Odd dream about popping in and out of mirrors.  Other people dreaming too.

 

In the morning I was having a dream in a pub, was an old city pub, felt like London.  Sitting with an unfamiliar group of friends.
Inka walked in he was in such a mess, really filthy and stinky.  He came straight over to me like he knew were I was.

I'd got up and hugged him when one of the bar staff came over and told him he needed to leave. 
I was going to argue but Inka stopped me told me he's wait outside, but I just left with him.... Woke as we were leaving together.

6th April
Long dream, strange country town with large old cottages on country roads surrounding it.
Em was in the dream, and Mia and her family.
There was also an unfamiliar guy, he'd been in a relationship with Em, then Mia and was after me next.
I'd not realised this at first and gone with him to one of his properties where he breed horses and dogs.   Once I'd realised I'd  told him I had 3 kids n wasn't interested.

Didn't stop him trying.
I'd gone into the town with Mia too, also bumped into Lara, Jo & Beks.. Was odd to have so many friends in a dream, but the town and area was all unfamiliar.

10 April
First good nights sleep since the weekend, loads of dreams.
A big collage, I was at the end of my education and could remember the start of it many years earlier.
There was an odd bit, 2 lifts next to each other.   We called the lift a guy in front of me was waiting to push a metal locker in.
When the doors opened the lift was still on a story above us....  I felt myself being sucked into the open lift shaft and bumped the guy in front of me who accidentality pushed the locker into the lift shaft...
The lift came down crashing into it then the whole thing started to get hot.  A woman arrived to monitor it and closed down that lift.
We took the second one up instead, it was strange.... Grey plastic benches to sit on and the sides were made of dirty plastic glass and we could see setting light outside as we went up.

 

Then  3 dreams at the same time.
A pilgrimage, a strange abusive male who made us pack up the kitchen.  We were to meet at a wall at night to set off, we didn't really want to go.
A kid was sent to fight with a wolf, he arrived back grey scratched and shivering

In the other dream I was alone in a room on a floor, I split myself in 2 and was still attached to me, then I started to make love with myself.
The 3rd dream Jon & Jo had taken on a cottage in my main dream area.  They were renovating it, I was watching them lay new stones in the garden.
My  bro was living with me in main dream house, he was in my room.  I was in the room at the front must have been mid summer as the sun was setting at midnight.

Last dream jumped 3 times. 
It started in a house I had at in the east end of London.  A small terrace.  Inside was empty as I'd sold it and there was a few nurses with me, they were using a room for a talk.
I was clearing out some old baby stuff that had been left in a cupboard.
I'd found a memory stick the nurses were looking for then I placed these zigzag silver stickers onto the walls of a small corridor leading to a loft hatch.
At certain times of the day the light would hit them making rainbow patterns down all the halls and stairways.  
I'd been wondering about the house I was moving to next as I'd not seen it.
As I was wondering the dream jumps and I'm outside the new property with my brother.

It's a modern-ish house on a country lane past a farmers market stall.
We've arrived at night and both are lucid.   In the house I can see the people who we are buying it from.
We walk around the area first, and that's enough to convince me I want to live there, it's open pasture with massive ancient oak trees. 
My bro and me look at strange spectral like animals that are moving around in the dark.
I laugh and make myself huge like a giant... And my bro blows up his form too so we dwarf the strange creatures that are curious about us.
Next I jump inside the property, the family don't see me so I look around checking out the  various rooms.
Last I check out the farmers market, he has a large shed with fresh produce and visits the local town markets on there market day.
Dream jumps again, I'm still with my bro.
We are moving in a strange modern driverless vehicle.  It's daylight and we are entering a millitery space complex.
It's very futuristic a monorail carrying matching white millitery vehicles is moving a similar speed to us and we arrive at the complex under a bridge were the transport train has stopped at an unloading platform.
My Bro doesn’t speak... We leave the vehicle and he motions me to follow and stay out of sight.
We head in where 2 groups are leaving a large building complex by several doors.  One group has a red sports tabard on the other are in yellow high vis jackets. 
I'm unsure what is going on but it seems it's some kind of 'tag' game... As I'd seen them all exit they were 'out'.
My bro had vanished now and the people out encourage me to keep looking for people while they all move into a massive communal shower block.
I'd passed there, was odd as there was a guy just out the shower standing in the hall with a towel round him still damp.
I could smell his shower soap really strongly.

Woke up after that.
 

Skin, Seal's and Crypts

 

24th

First dream was of a large social gathering in my main dream space.  It's a joint funeral and birthday.   Lots of parents of friends and friends of my parents.

Next a filed hospital, I had a friend I called petty officer Ryan.
The hospital was a sort of charity, police were bringing us the patients.
It was an odd setting, stuff was falling from the sky. 
People were suffering from skin illness of various kinds, wounds that we couldn't get to heal, skin infections leaving open raw areas.  I had pussy spots on my thighs and under arms.
I'd reported stuff to the dr against the advise of the other nurses.
The dr told me I was right to elevate my concerns and taught me a test to look for yeast infections using banana skins!   We put stuff onto a glass plate.  Positive results made amazing patterns.

 

Last dream, a harbour that had been tiled in smooth green tiles, first the walls then the bottom.
It was lovely for swimming.  As I sat on the wall I was seeing different versions of the same place, in one reality it was an odd sunken port I was looking at.
The water always remained the same, bright blue and clear.

25th
Alnwick, I had a pet baby seal that followed me all over till one day it ran off.  
I found some people with it on a rope lead dragging it away. 
I'd called to it and it skipped the lead and came running bk to me.

We walked together to the side of an ice sheet were other people and seals were resting.

Then a dream with friends and co-creation.
We were back in mane dream space, but astral in it, sharing concepts and manifesting odd neon crystals.   We had memories stored in glowing cubes, weaving it with time and future.
I had a bunch of Japanese friends and worked in a restaurant belonging to one of them.

One gave me a lift home in an odd ultra modern car, the inside was all white.... The drivers seat on the other side than I'm used too.
We took off our shoes inside, there was a compartment in the door to put them.

 

26th

Was in London, the east end, I had a job cleaning toilets at night they were all connected by tunnels.  Linked to the tunnels was the crypt of an old church.  I slept in there in the day where it was dark and cool.
I would occasionally take people on tours of the tunnels. 
Other dreams too but I had a sinus headache and didn't want to move.

Lazy dreaming

 

25th

Strange Birthday party for Ian's sister.  It was kids party food, small sandwiches crisps of a brand I didn't recognise, jugs of squash.
It's been held in a Mall.  My Aunty betty was there and my cousin Paul.

I got off with another female while looking threw some clothes after I'd wandered from the party into a shop.
She came up behind me and was pressed against me while I was stroking her with a large soft brush.
When we met face to face she had drawings on her face, strange black marks that incorporated her eyebrows.  We parted intending to find each other later.

I sat on a seat for a while overlooking a harbour strange light almost green/yellow.
The woman next to me must have had fleas as I got 2 painful bug bites so I got up and wandered off accidentaly picking up her coat. 
When I realised I returned to give it to her and she thanked me, her face was half covered in small black marks.
Some young boys playing on the harbour wall, I'd got to sit with them and 2 slipped and were hanging on in each arm.  My grip wasn't good to pull them both up, but when I called no one would come and help.
I managed to grab both of the arms of one boy while the other clung on so I could lift them up and they hugged me and ran off telling me their parents were shopping in the mall.

Next dream was really long, 3rd person watching a strange film/family.  It was a bit Jumanji but with deer and wolves packs of them and strange talking animals too.
After they solved that they landed in an arctic place with strange sea mammals.

I jumped with the same family to a costal city, I was me now and was in a strange painted bus, it was part coffee shop and part performance venue.... Oddly big on the inside. 
The parents of the family in the first dream had separated and I was tracking the guy who was in the town spending time sleeping rough.

 

27th

Hectic dream.  Cleaning and plants, buildings with damage.  Psych dr's was like a whole world... To much to recall.

 

Ground works, a tidal park.  Left a bag that got all wet.
School out, locked gate - trying to jump time to get round my mistakes.
Flying, many suns in the sky - Inka was shoving me off course.
Couldn't see him just feel him n hearing him laughing.

Last dream a lovely crystal cave,

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I've been dreaming loads, just tired from work so not writing them up.

Some more lucid than others many with flying.

Odd blue parasites one night that were like shiny blue seeds then turned into glowing blue worms.

Last night I was reading an odd book in my dream, black and dark blue with moving images.
Strange dark sand beaches, I was turning the sand into clay like I was working on a wheel.

Huge dunes, and shifting mud.
There was a group we played card games with too, 2 guys and an Alien that would drop in, small like Ren the alien, but with glowing spots on their skin.  As we drank spirits they drank strange vials.

At the end of the game they would vanish.

I'd found something out about the stuff in the vials, and when I'd met with the alien alone I'd asked him if he was on the bad side.  He's laughed told me it was a roll, I'd asked him how he was able to teleport it was to do with him being a higher level than us and I could see images of where he was from.

He then told me he was thinking of deleting the alien character.  I'd asked if he would still be able to teleport and he said wasn't sure - I was sad as we enjoyed his company.
At that point he turned into a guy...   Not unlike Inka.

I'd shoved him backwards and we fell into a deep clear ocean, the water was filled with dolphins that came to see us, swimming with us.  I was playing with one excited, and when I looked over at the guy who was now giving me and Inka he was holding a butter knife but the dolphin beside him had been cut clean in two.
As we were underwater we spoke telepathically, I'd asked him why the fuck he would do that and he just gave me an evil grin!