Start of March 18

Thurs 8th March

More dreams of grounding souls/shoes.

I'm in main dreamscape in a shoe shop (Not sure this building ever was a shoe shop)  it's been owned by the National Trust for as long as I recall.   In this dream it's a show shop though, my old best friend Em is with me again.  I could remember how this fitted with other dreams, we are older and the shoe shop is bespoke  - it has a bedroom too, it's a bit like a fairy story were the elves make your shoes by night. 

Em is having some awesome shoes made, amazing dyed leather hearts, flowers laces...

I'm in awe  
I don't want them I want something soft like I've been told I need in other dreams but I have no money, I think of asking my friend to buy me some but realise although she has the money it would embarrass her. 

I tell them I can't afford  (get a message about ballet pumps on ebay)


I've realised that ballet pumps are what I need... all leather, soft grounding naturall but don't cost loads of money.  I orderd some today of ebay!  Well cheep.....  going to look like a nut job wearing pink  ballet shoes round the woods in mud up to my ankles!  But at least they will help stop the sweet chestnut spikes poking my feet :stuck_out_tongue:
Second dream, I'm also with Emma...   this time she's opening a restaurant.  We are to be 'staff'  she's picked these white blouses to wear as uniform but then realises there really see threw. 

I'm refusing to wear anything under it, when someone else suggest second hand dresses.... out come these 60's style floaty sundresses and we all put them on.

Thurs March 8th
I've got slight strep throat again.. not bad but niggling.  I kept going to sleep in my dreams then having wired in dream dreams. 

In one of them was a wired old angel head in a gold fish bowl full of soup.    I was writing up the in dream dreams in my dream with a blue pen.  I know we were packing up to leave something again and a man called Mr pig had come to collect our old Christmas tree, but we'd already got rid of it and he was annoyed.    I went to apologize for wasting his time. 

I was also in the papershop in my main dream scape again, I was laying on the floor trying to sleep... there was a new carpet there it was scratchy and smelly.

Monday 12th March 18
I've been dreaming but to lazy to ill to write them up.   

Last night I had a dream about a local friend and her house. 

We got back to her house in the early hours of the morning..   I had in my hand belongings of hers some small children's toys and some pink purple gem like sweets. 

It was dark and she'd gone into her bedroom and I needed to put stuff away, I went in and she was at the foot of the bed with the duvet up licking the soles of her hubbys feet....   she pulled her head out and said,  not now...    close the door on your way out.

I did..   and went into the girls room with there toys to try put them away but it was dark and I accidentally woke them,    dropping everything....   muddling the sweets with the toys.   

Then I was all scrabbling round on the floor tying to sort things out. 


---   I met the friend today, she told me that yesterday they sold there house  (they moving cause the neighbour is making her hubby crazy)     me and our friend group are all sad for them to leave.


Tuesday dream..

Was an game type of dream again.  Its a team battle/war.   I'm with a team we are battling with portals and things.  Were outside in a sort of energy tower made of cubes and spheres of light. 
We are using fairly complex trigonometry to locate the portals and i'm drawing on rock with chalk lines and curves to work out openings.   Dream is mainly non humans... I woke at the end of the dream where I'd captured the other teams mascot, it was a small pink chicken / foul bird and I was ringing it's neck to wind up the other side.   It was wiredly real the sensation of it's tracheal rings crunching in my hands.  I felt mild remorse at the poor bird who didn't really do anything wrong but I knew it would up the game by pissing the other side off. 

Wed Dream 1.

This was a grotty dream, I'm in a huge building with Zak a school I think, we are ment to be getting the train home but were to late to catch it... I remember we have a room there anyway so we can stay the night we want to have a shower but all the bathrooms are horrible with shit allover the floor and over flowing toilets. 

Dream 2

With Emma, we are discussing religion / Christians heaven.  She's telling me in the dream she believes in good/evil (rapture assertion) and God. 
I shrug and tell her I trust in love - to look for the love in all.   As we talk we are around a conifer tree on fire, as it burns it turns into a kind of firey acorn and it pulses like a heart beat as I breath with it  (I think my friend was scared of it) It was cool! (edited)


Last nights dream.

Really long dream it starts in the countryside somewhere with a round table and people sitting at it, I've made a meal to share and I'm moving round the table speaking with people.
One of the people at the table is a guy I know from school, he was born with a genetic illness that's more disabling over time (a few years back I got in touch with him and apologise for how I treated him at school  as I felt I could have been nicer to him, but he was really surprised and said I'd been one of his friends and way nicer that most other people)   anyhoo
He was there and as I was chatting to him he turned into a younger male Japanese guy.   I mentioned oh I have a friend in Japan and suddenly we were in Japan and the guy was a girl.  @melody I've a feeling this might have been you. 
The girl was Japanese too and we were in an old Victorian English style building (I think the brits put them somewhere in japan after a war)  It was old fashioned decoration and the girl wanted to show me something we were going up and down rectangular spiral stair wells until we started going down and down coming out into a what was at first like small courtyard in between the dark buildings at that point I recalled where I was...  everything's is mossy green and dark, old carved stone structures have crumbled to the ground and are covered with moss ferns so damp and green  the dream gets more vivid.  I can feel the pull of the 'portal/membrane'    I'm of the floor now and have wings but I don't use them to fly I burst threw the membrane into lol
Well,   'word'  it's all water with a swamp like tree growing up in the middle and round it are humm  they are like floating islands of moss they are representing the continents on the planet but being used as seats and cushions by other 's like me.   Were wiredos (this is very much like the 'reality bomb' dream were I meet others who are so so real but totally of the wall wacky,  I rush to the nearest female we hug as I start to remember she tells me yes, your remembering now we are hear for the planet.  It's so nice to be amongst them we arrange ourselves some flying some swimming around the tree and mossy islands.  I'm chatting with a guy next to me his face was so clear in his 40-50's ginger hair small blue twinkling eyes wings.

I 'm remembering how much control we have here and I  tip the ocean  just cause I can, we are all sort of amused but then someone points out that will cause a tildel wave.  I tell them I can confine it to the sea someone points out it will effect ships so I decide to go out and calm the ocean. 
opening a portal and I'm back out in the dream world.  Firstly in a city again I'm like wind flying people can't see me but there is a breeze as I pass (this is like the game I've played where we are wind)  dogs can see me and I wave at them. 
The dream world is wired some of it is like human city's but as I get out over and ocean there are also wired rocks that I've never seen they have fires burning on them I can splash sea water on them... they hiss and go out but reignight as they dry.   They almost look like they have holes with burning tar or something oozing,  I also pass an odd looking thing that i've a feeling could be fun (it has a creepy/dark vibe to it)  but I head out to were I was going to settle the wave but woke up before I got there.