Jan 2019

1st Jan 19

A communal house that I was opening.  It's in an old pub/inn in a rundown dark city.  The inn had been closed and I was opening it.   Separate bedrooms and then big communal lounge and kitchen, kitchen was a bit like a school cookery room with different stations and cookers. 

The main room had a fireplace dark wood and tartan blankets wood floor to roller skate on communal spaces and quiet booths.

2nd Jan 19.

In the sea of grans house were the school was a B&B staying in the B&B with Zak then floating over the sea a city of sand under the water still sea and lots of lights lighting up the sand city.


3rd Jan. 

Large castle/world  with a group of people male me is Mathew and there are more of us, we are taking a hallucinogenic plant.  

Bark/leaves and berry's are all chewed up we are outside large castle walls and tripping hard talking to each other it got wired when there was a book I'd written of what was happening at that time and I was reading it like a recipe.

Second dream is a running game, we have bags and run and sleep.  there is a wired evolved insect it has extra pink wings and can fly allover the world. 

I take peoples bags, we are going to run along then sleep on the shore... sometimes we sleep in dunes out of the wind. 

4th Jan

Im at a learning place and it's exam time very soon.  I'd not been to any classes and couldn't really remeber what subjects I'd taken.  Religion?  Philosophy?  Physics/maths   I wasn't sure how to find out... then I kind of fell into story telling.

5th Jan.

Sleeping on hard concrete then a wired drive  the car keeps searing one way.   We driveing up an frozen waterfall.  Found a group of young kids making a film.

7th

Long hair pink space pig.

8th

dreaming of wvw I'm my scourge and playing with sand, good fun.  Something with a funeral and world celebration.   End of the dream there was a big outside kitchen but dog poop allover. 

10th
A fighting game..   team on team.  I have a lump in my left arm, it's getting bigger and then a clear ball/egg emerges it's clear at first then has a tiny dino in it blue and yellow.    After it's hatched the egg trnes into a gem.

12th
A large shared house with lots of other women babys too.  The baby's are sugar addicts  boob milk high and lows.  I'm working a garden growing mushrooms and asparagus.

13th

Main dream area, newsagents there is a boy 7 for adoption.    Lots of people living above it and singing too.  Jack has applied to adopt the boy.  him and cousin Ian are running along the beach.  I have a bag with frozen fruit and there are socks with holes at the heals. 
I work in the shop, it's old fashioned with wooden counters and cubby holes. 


15th

Wired world.. with Dom and I'm having his baby.   There are female teachers they are teaching us a martial art like kungfu  big temple type place we will be there for years.

17th

Mevagissy  I'm lost in Scotland I got out of the car was with Ian and then wander off no phone. 
looks amazing mountains some of them have eyes.  Vallys too and rivers very color saturated.  I'm asking people for directions go into strange town halls in villages there is a religious group too like mormons. 

19th

Main dreamscape, Northsunderland where the horse fields are.  There are farms there and lots of fields and horses.  I sit on a large horse and it sits down I get of and rub it's nose.    I walk down a long track people are cycling on it at the bottom it opens into fields. 

I walk in the grass it's very very green and waterlogged but not at all muddy.  My feet are wet I notice a bright sliver and realise there is train track layed there.   New and shiny very sliver the water covers it -  at first I panic a bit as I'm standing on the track and I remember the recurring nightmares from so long ago then I remember the time lines and my other dreams..  I walk a little ways up the hill and sit down to look back down onto the sunken track thinking but Zak woke me up.


20th

A prison though it's not like a prison there is a huge swimming pool more like a sea pool part of it seems wild caves/rocks and other parts are clear and blue pool like water.   GDS are there with the wardens

We have made a game for the prisoners a hide and seek type of game.  We have hidden tags deep in the water and the prisoners are coming to find them one is there already and she's doing well.  

I'm in the water too neckind and swimming I dive to the bottom and when I push of to go back towards the surface I realism I'm bleeding menstrual blood it reminds me of a jellyfish ink squirt...  the bright red blood clouds and disperses into the blue water it's mesmerizing leaving a trail behind me.   I wasn't embarrassed but I was worried that the prisoners might not be allowed to play the game as I'd contaminated the water. 


Second dream

Large bus a sort of coach trip I think, large area with tents and people outside too.   I had a dog with me a black lab so we wen't allowed onto the bus. 

I walk into a garden/field and find a pond...  small deep very full of life It was tidal and the creatures in it were millions of years old so colorful too the moss was so vivid and green, the water so clear and the pondlife so colorful.  Big pink sea slugs were slimming over my bare feet that were on the wet rocks around the pool.  

21st Odd 'soap/kefir' factory in main dream area.  Mix of scratchsleeves, kefier and makeup.  Cows in the lab.

23rd

Ian in a band at a festival lots of 'marshal' stuff.   Jack & Chloe on a very very muddy path.  Big feild with grass, was sunbaked but growing again green...  pain in foot stepping on wet muddy bit and finda silver razor blade in my foot. 

25th

I've moved to a new city  clearing out a house and taking delivery of food some of the veg is bad so I refuse it.  Out side at a bin area big communal bins and recycling very full.   I have a really heavy black rubbish bag struggling to lift it onto the waste bin.    Lots of displaced people too an eastern European lady wants to get her sister to help me but when they arrive I've climbed up onto the rubbish and am rolling the bag.

Next is a sick dog pinky hair its very sick dying.  it's been cut stitched down it's sternum high up the wound is open and inflamed and leaking.  Dog also had V&D and dehydrated.   
I carry it to a vets and go in but it starts puking/leaking pooing alover my bare arms I carry it out to avoid the mess and it dies in my arms.  I go back in and ask if they have a body bag as it's gone now.   I put the dog into the bag and ask if they have any valency as I'm new here  they don't but we chat about were I've moved from.