Monday, 24 June 2019

A Star filled Church and a Stable

Friday the 21st (Solstice) 
Main dream area, I'm at the Neptune but it's a leisure/sports center there is a pool we are going in.  The changing rooms are wired and huge, like a maze of rooms communal showers/sitting rooms and bars they are full of people - the pool is tiny in comparison.  A man with ice spikes is getting change, I wander threw the endless changing rooms and come out into a place corded of it's like tropical fish shop tanks line the walls and an open pond with koi is sunk into the floor.

Second dream, I'm part of a house clearance team - we are all grey and white rabbits, we have grey outfits that are more like dolls clothes.  We are cleaning and clearing properties.


Sat 22nd.

Very long dream of Oil.   Drilling and pipe lines - people wanting it and making deals -  some kind of truce is brokered between 2 teams  We are smoking the oil and tasting it too.

2 queens/ an empty harbor all the water has gone.

Last dream,  2 vet jobs in a wired dream London they are at different places one is near the sea, I will take that one.  Outside the vets is a wired busy dark harbor it's filled with people swimming and not boars beyond that the water is rough and choppy.  I'm intending to go out into it. 

There is an old church building near the rundown harbor boat sheds.  It's big and interesting, inside is a narrow maze of catacombs carved from rock -   they rock is holy like cheese inside the holes is dark with stars in constellations and strange runes.   The stars glow in the 100's of dark holes.    The building is full of angry wasps too.    People go in alone with a candle but the caves are busy. 

Sunday 23rd

Meeting Aunty Betty, this was nice we were in a large stately home of sorts, there were lots of people living there and recycling and cleaning out.  There were playgrounds and a cafe and plant stall.   I sit with her and share tea and cakes we talk :)

Monday 24th

Rainbows nursery - a last day party,  cake sale with cakes and lots of children.  I'm saying goodbye the children all have rainbow colored hair.

I'm with a small group/team.  Setting is a run down town, we find and old building - dusty and abandoned it's big like an old grain warehouse or something high ceiling with beams and areas of wooden cladding that the light shines threw, big old wooden barn doors, cool dark and dusty inside.

A woman I'm with thinks it's perfect for our stable.   I'm looking around, it's attached to an ultra modern electrical retailer where there is a drop of bay for mail orders....  they share one entrance. 

The building curves round inside there are 2 ancient forges we are excited about finding them and getting them fired up again - we can shoe the horses.     I'm puzzled by the old and the new and wondering if people will come .... but the stable is filling up all the time. 

Horses and people from allover different times/cultures places...  horses like I'm never seen with long soft noses like elegant brown elephants, horses impossibly tall, some skinny and tired but most of them wired/wonderful and in peak condition - being lead by so many different typed of people in amazing colorful clothes.    I wander around in awe. 

Thursday, 13 June 2019

Giants and a campus

First dream was about flying and an underground science facility hidden inside a rocky mountain. 

We were taking photos and trying not to get seen - we had gems that made us invisible for a while.    There were flying dragons too, and vegetation to hide in.
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A beach dream, walking bare foot on the sand - the beach was busy with odd groups.   Some were mixed groups of giant children, they seemed to have a range of special ed needs and were being cared for by adults our size - the children were way bigger than the adults even though there ages were 2-7ish.   I  we came up to there knees. 

There was also a huge fat dog on the sand laying down, when I say huge he was the size of a double decked bus - a sandy retriever type of dog.    We left the beach and walked a track inland still bare foot. 


Last dream was me returning to a uni campus after a long break.  the new intake were arriving it was like the start of the autumn term.    The campus was bleak and industrial more like old multi story carparks, a petrol station was there too.    I knew the place and had been there for years I was way older than all the new intake, I'm running and climbing threw the buildings part parkour and part flying, bouncing up to look at roofs and hopping over buildings.  I see a security guard, he knows me and nods a greeting.  

I go into my building it's small and thin with one room per floor and a metal winding spiral stare case going to the next room, it's industrial feeling again dirty and dark like a multi story carpark. 

My room, is small and damp on a ground floor - the whole dream is dark blue/grey.  I go into my room it's dark inside and messy with stuff I'd left behind.  
I prop open the door to my room and then building let some air in and open a tin of cat food which I put in a bowl outside.  I shout for my cat (carry my old cat was in the dream, but I didn't see her)   I tell some of the new intake that if they see a black cat can they tell her I'm back.   

(This place had a familiar feel)

15th June

Making an epic Journey but trains not connecting or stopping at stations. ( My train theam)  I have gifts for people, stations have cafes in. 
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Dark hillside a man has kidnapped a woman, he's keeping her prisoner (Male me & female me)  I'm Male me, the female is chained up, the male is nuts - Female escapes and there's a fun/crazy chase scene threw grass on dark hill sides, The male has another life but go into a mess. 

Sunday 16th June

A big floaty maze complex, it's got a military theam.  There are operations going on in different bubbles  - I have an admin roll but also access to time bombs - they have 4mins before they go off.   I have to randomly distribute the bombs and yell the 4 min warning.   It's all fun, game like. 

- Another dream were I'm in a bed with wooden duvet.   -  Oh and I'm in my main dream house, but it's wrong the sea has gone and there is a swamp/lake where the quarry field was.

Monday 17th June.

A Space pirates dream, there is a big wired warehouse/house too it's full of people & children.    I'm moving rubbish and planting plants.   A large black flightless bird comes up and pecks me, I remove it's beak from my hand and keep clearing rubbish - later it then talks to me and apologizes and asks for help.  

A restaurant in Seahouses.  I've gone in with friends to eat, the restaurant is very busy and the man serving has a young baby - I get up and offer to help/clear tables or hold the infant for the large flustered male owner...  and suddenly the place is really hostile.  
People shouting abuse at us as we are 'different/outsiders and not welcome' and the owner angry that we are wanting to be served and we could help by leaving.    I address them all refusing to be intimidated or to go and my group mingle threw the restaurant and help with the food prep- table clearing so all can eat.   The atmosphere changes and we all sing together. 





Thursday, 2 May 2019

Being with Child Me.

Dream was set in Germany I was visiting a friend there in the dream she had a daughter the daughter was me when I was about 5-6 years old.  I knew it was me and was spending lots of time talking with playing games and taking care of myself.  

Outside were we were was a large muddy dig site, archeologists are there and they are excavating bits of wood and treating them like bones, brushing and labeling them - the soil is deep and rich and dark warm brown.

Last dream was an older Muslim guy I think i was Muslim in the dream too I was also an older and younger person again, girl and woman.  

Wednesday, 1 May 2019

Beltain and a Yin-Yang fish dream.

I've not been dreaming much, I've not been sleeping so much been to busy!   

I did have a lovely dream last night (I had opened myself up too dream before I went to sleep)

I was with my cousin he's a little older than me, a married guy with 2 kids we grew up close buy spent Christmas and holidays together don't remember him ever being in a dream before.  

Anway I was with him, and he was making sexual come on's to me.  I was confused, telling him he's my cousin and his married  I was a bit wired out.  The dream pottered on like this like an average dream until the point he changed 

He changed into a white fish like a lovely Japaneses fancy koi and I was like 'OH!'  How stupid I totally get this now it all made sense it was male me - I instantly transformed into a matching  black fish where we swirled and joined/mated like a yin-yang as the ball faded I was sitting naked in a dark pool and the water around me was full of tiny black and white tadpole like creatures clinging to me.    Very real and magical.

Monday, 11 March 2019

March 19

7th March

A huge beach or desert an aboriginal woman and living smoke  sort of wispy soot sprites I've seen them before in dreams sort of think and changeable very black.   The foundations of something new being built.  Plants being planted and grown.

8th March

Aunty Betty,   bread baking lots of different loves and a large grass garden,  feeding the bred to small birds on the grass the birds are singing.   

10th
Zooming in and out dream, threes planets waterfalls.  Sun setting the trees are wired very different. 


11th

Small Spare room at Aunty sheilas Vacuuming up bits of metal lots of iron fillings and unused staples drawing pins and paper clips  they are covering a floor.    I'm using our yellow Henry  he's upside down and too full and the lid comes of and stuffs going back onto the floor again. 

Friday, 1 March 2019

Feb 19

I've had lots of dreams threw Feb but days have been so busy they fade before I keep track.

One was a dream of Aunty sheila and a silver sword.  A spaceship too A hall of res and a room on the 6th floor lots of artifacts. 

House moving again... packing up and cleaning before going.

A dream about shirly and her passed mum also 2 dogs...  2 dogs to women all at night.

One weekend there was a flying car  it was robotic and magnetic like a transformer.   Emma and Jack with me we are flying over the UK the car keeps reforming.

A dream with aunty Betty and Fay, she is looking over and after us. 

A dream of many females  underground doing handstands.

Night before last.  

A  house in a valley rolling winter countryside around it.   It's a strange house many things at once.   Old young/social/horrible and wonderful all patched together.   At first it looks ugly and falling apart but it's changing all the time.  There is an old cottage aspect very old and a huge wrap around panoramic window with a wrap around veiw.    It's full of antiques and a old leather sofa filled with giant caterpillar type of bugs.  There is an old antique breakfast table layed for 7 people.  I float around in the dream watching and looking.


Last night. 

Underground big dark city station end of the line type of place....  it's dirty and grubby late at night, dark before dawn time.
I'm with Dom and and someone else.   We have been dancing all night but are to tired to dance more and are heading home.   
In the station we climb down onto the dirty old track...   walking down it, we can see lights coming from the train in the tunnel and hear it.    We laugh and head back towards the buffers to climb out   when the train lands it's a space rocket and it lands in a pile of ice on the track. 

We are in trouble for the ice and  us being on the track people are annoyed that the time table is wrong now and departure delayed.   - the security is a theater crew and opera singers they are looking for us so I make us invisible. 

I leave there and find a coach  I'm heading north to main dream area.   It's a night journey  out of the windows I see packs of dogs all different ages breads and sizes but all brown.  Fox's too in groups the bus is driving on grass tracks and trails sometimes hitting the animals. 

When I get to my main dream area.... the bus goes all the way there right to the house.  Zak is there in an ambulance he has iv lines going in and out of his limbs -  I take him from the bed and remove the IV lines.  I carry him away from the ambulance and he gets down onto the grass where he vomits and poops clear white liquid thick like jelly.    I carry him into the house and breast feed him I remember wondering if I'd still have milk but I did the milk heals him. 

Woke up there.  

Thursday, 3 January 2019

Jan 2019

1st Jan 19

A communal house that I was opening.  It's in an old pub/inn in a rundown dark city.  The inn had been closed and I was opening it.   Separate bedrooms and then big communal lounge and kitchen, kitchen was a bit like a school cookery room with different stations and cookers. 

The main room had a fireplace dark wood and tartan blankets wood floor to roller skate on communal spaces and quiet booths.

2nd Jan 19.

In the sea of grans house were the school was a B&B staying in the B&B with Zak then floating over the sea a city of sand under the water still sea and lots of lights lighting up the sand city.


3rd Jan. 

Large castle/world  with a group of people male me is Mathew and there are more of us, we are taking a hallucinogenic plant.  

Bark/leaves and berry's are all chewed up we are outside large castle walls and tripping hard talking to each other it got wired when there was a book I'd written of what was happening at that time and I was reading it like a recipe.

Second dream is a running game, we have bags and run and sleep.  there is a wired evolved insect it has extra pink wings and can fly allover the world. 

I take peoples bags, we are going to run along then sleep on the shore... sometimes we sleep in dunes out of the wind. 

4th Jan

Im at a learning place and it's exam time very soon.  I'd not been to any classes and couldn't really remeber what subjects I'd taken.  Religion?  Philosophy?  Physics/maths   I wasn't sure how to find out... then I kind of fell into story telling.

5th Jan.

Sleeping on hard concrete then a wired drive  the car keeps searing one way.   We driveing up an frozen waterfall.  Found a group of young kids making a film.

7th

Long hair pink space pig.

8th

dreaming of wvw I'm my scourge and playing with sand, good fun.  Something with a funeral and world celebration.   End of the dream there was a big outside kitchen but dog poop allover. 

10th
A fighting game..   team on team.  I have a lump in my left arm, it's getting bigger and then a clear ball/egg emerges it's clear at first then has a tiny dino in it blue and yellow.    After it's hatched the egg trnes into a gem.

12th
A large shared house with lots of other women babys too.  The baby's are sugar addicts  boob milk high and lows.  I'm working a garden growing mushrooms and asparagus.

13th

Main dream area, newsagents there is a boy 7 for adoption.    Lots of people living above it and singing too.  Jack has applied to adopt the boy.  him and cousin Ian are running along the beach.  I have a bag with frozen fruit and there are socks with holes at the heals. 
I work in the shop, it's old fashioned with wooden counters and cubby holes. 


15th

Wired world.. with Dom and I'm having his baby.   There are female teachers they are teaching us a martial art like kungfu  big temple type place we will be there for years.

17th

Mevagissy  I'm lost in Scotland I got out of the car was with Ian and then wander off no phone. 
looks amazing mountains some of them have eyes.  Vallys too and rivers very color saturated.  I'm asking people for directions go into strange town halls in villages there is a religious group too like mormons. 

19th

Main dreamscape, Northsunderland where the horse fields are.  There are farms there and lots of fields and horses.  I sit on a large horse and it sits down I get of and rub it's nose.    I walk down a long track people are cycling on it at the bottom it opens into fields. 

I walk in the grass it's very very green and waterlogged but not at all muddy.  My feet are wet I notice a bright sliver and realise there is train track layed there.   New and shiny very sliver the water covers it -  at first I panic a bit as I'm standing on the track and I remember the recurring nightmares from so long ago then I remember the time lines and my other dreams..  I walk a little ways up the hill and sit down to look back down onto the sunken track thinking but Zak woke me up.


20th

A prison though it's not like a prison there is a huge swimming pool more like a sea pool part of it seems wild caves/rocks and other parts are clear and blue pool like water.   GDS are there with the wardens

We have made a game for the prisoners a hide and seek type of game.  We have hidden tags deep in the water and the prisoners are coming to find them one is there already and she's doing well.  

I'm in the water too neckind and swimming I dive to the bottom and when I push of to go back towards the surface I realism I'm bleeding menstrual blood it reminds me of a jellyfish ink squirt...  the bright red blood clouds and disperses into the blue water it's mesmerizing leaving a trail behind me.   I wasn't embarrassed but I was worried that the prisoners might not be allowed to play the game as I'd contaminated the water. 


Second dream

Large bus a sort of coach trip I think, large area with tents and people outside too.   I had a dog with me a black lab so we wen't allowed onto the bus. 

I walk into a garden/field and find a pond...  small deep very full of life It was tidal and the creatures in it were millions of years old so colorful too the moss was so vivid and green, the water so clear and the pondlife so colorful.  Big pink sea slugs were slimming over my bare feet that were on the wet rocks around the pool.  

21st Odd 'soap/kefir' factory in main dream area.  Mix of scratchsleeves, kefier and makeup.  Cows in the lab.

23rd

Ian in a band at a festival lots of 'marshal' stuff.   Jack & Chloe on a very very muddy path.  Big feild with grass, was sunbaked but growing again green...  pain in foot stepping on wet muddy bit and finda silver razor blade in my foot. 

25th

I've moved to a new city  clearing out a house and taking delivery of food some of the veg is bad so I refuse it.  Out side at a bin area big communal bins and recycling very full.   I have a really heavy black rubbish bag struggling to lift it onto the waste bin.    Lots of displaced people too an eastern European lady wants to get her sister to help me but when they arrive I've climbed up onto the rubbish and am rolling the bag.

Next is a sick dog pinky hair its very sick dying.  it's been cut stitched down it's sternum high up the wound is open and inflamed and leaking.  Dog also had V&D and dehydrated.   
I carry it to a vets and go in but it starts puking/leaking pooing alover my bare arms I carry it out to avoid the mess and it dies in my arms.  I go back in and ask if they have a body bag as it's gone now.   I put the dog into the bag and ask if they have any valency as I'm new here  they don't but we chat about were I've moved from.  

Woods & Worlds

  16th Jan I've been dreaming just rubbish at keeping track of them.     Night before last I was on a fire engine.   It was playin...