New Shoots, Old Growth

12th March

Superimposed images some faster, some slower.. like a monitor refresh rate with different images on each flicker rate.

Observing lots of them, felt like when I've done 'life review' 

Next dream is wired.  Like I'm seeing a live stream or just in someone's room.  I'm observing a woman in a bathtub.   The bathtub is squarish and she is naked, with not much water breastfeeding a small baby. Bizarrely her bathtub id surrounded by monitors and PC cases. 
She's giving a talk/demo on malware & data viruses.   (There is also another scene in a large building with glass walls and people in red t-shirts also talking about firewalling) 

The woman in the bath seemed paranoid and I 'joined' telepathy with her.   We exchange journeying/shared consciousness.

13th

Virtual world play for the first part of the night.   Had the symmetrical dream dust before sleep.   Dreams are psychedelic in nature.

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The dream I remembered a few hrs after waking was of a garden. 

(Also wired access to it with mechanical things and hi-tech corridors) 
In the dream I'm gardening with small children, old raised beds are overgrown.  We are pulling out dead and old plants for the compost and clearing the way for new growth and spring.

We find more beds than we thought, and also seeds we had forgotten about.   We all work together in this 'allotment' type of space on a hill.   

Where the seeds have been stored a shop adjoins it.  I help in the shop too.   It's lovely inside.  All hand made sanded wood shelves, with fresh produce, hand-baked bread and cakes, seeds to grow.  

It's on the outskirts of a village and the shop owner is angry... angry that no one buys from her....   She's bitter and hostile, and the people in the village want and need her shop - but don't come in as her attitude is bad.  The produce in the shop is fresh and lovely, but going to waste as the people in the shop won't come in. 

There is a disconnect...  


Hummm.... The same theme as another dream.....  lately.  ??   I'll add it when and if I recall.  

Lots of Places at the sameTime

Reality layers weaving in and out of them like feels like a quilt and I'm a thread weaving in and out.

The dreams some of them seemed to be taking place at the same time. 



First is again like one of the memories that aren't mine.

The setting is a townhouse in the early 80's. 

It's a townhouse, like a converted victorian flat, we live in a large city possibly London.  The walls have large flower-patterned wallpaper and 'noisy' carpet.

I live with my mother who is an artist, she makes wigs and fashion she has a crowded workroom where she spends most of her time.
Tall and beautiful but she's mentally in a bad place.  Heavily pregnant and my father, her partner has left.    She's given in to despair and is pretty despondent.  (I can observer her from above, but I know her threw the recall of her daughter) 



The girl's father I see him in the girl's memory - he reminds me in a way of the father in the first WillyWonker film of the spoilt kid.   He's balding with a comb-over very wealthy and having an affair, he was giving us money for the flat we live in but the payments are late and my mothers is too messed up to chase him for the money.

We rent the flat from an Indian man (I think it's above his shop or a shop he owns) -  He is losing patients with the lack of payments and wants us evicted.    As the child it felt like I was trying to 'shake' my Mother out of this haze worried about the baby due - appease the owner of the flat so we didn't get evicted and angry at the father.  

-  These dreams all seemed to happen at once.

Next dream I'm on a bus journey, it's long and filled with friends - Old school friends I think.  We are laughing and hugging, sleeping on the bus curled up together.  We swap seats often to be with different friends. 
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A beach/shore the tide is coming in fast and there are rocks in the beach which cause rip currents so coast guards are pushing people of raised sandbanks so they don't get cut off.    Where the sea is cutting in and coming in around the banks it's filled with so much sea life!, Amazing stuff and huge clams bigger than dinner plates, some of the sealife is prehistoric and ancient. 

It's amazing the coast guards keep pushing most people further up the shore but I'm standing in the water and they just leave me be.    The tide moves fast and then it's going out again and some of the creatures have been left on the drying sand.  I'm helping to push them along and flick them into the water a seahorse, clam and Angel & starfish. 

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A wooden cafe in a green mountain pass, wooden floors and open to the sun.


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A second-hand/charity shop that I am volunteering in.  Old costume jewellery and how it feels.  A friend comes in and we chat, I'm also waiting for a hire-car.

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False awakening style dream of Fay forgetting a bag and then no phones/net connection.   Nothing working.

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A grid pattern and seeing the alarm clock coming at me in the grid before it went off.

Data for a Reset, and a Balloon Room.

Recall much better than last night.

The first dream before 2pm I'm in main dream area and it's my Birthday.  This was to do with 1st and 2nd.

It's my main dream house but very different inside - and it has that very very high layered sky thing going on again. 
Lots of people I knew from there are with me.  Ray, Martin, Ali and Marie...  some of them are pissed off with me others not - but that had been put to the side as they wanted to 'DREAM' too.

I'm teaching them about shared dreaming and dream space - they all want to do it too and I'm showing them how they can (They just needed to remember)  I was sort of floating above them as they slept and entering into their dreams to help pull them out and up together.     They had to remember how too play the key to the recall was fun and playing like we were children. 



The second dream is symbols...  no body just awareness and a sort of 'void' but not as it's more just like data and units.   The 101 but with other symbols too > < // || \\ <     It was all symmetrical - It was a symbolic language and I was checking data sets.    There is a reset needed, (time of darkness)  Code change..    An awareness of 'animal/energetics' too.

The last dream I thought was a WILD  but then I realised I was in a dream already then did the WILD from the dream. 

I'm in a dark field at night with an elderly shaman woman,  I'm asking her to take me to her elemental circle as I wanted to jump.  She askes me where mine is and I tell her I just fling some rocks around.  

(still something about Birthday and 1&2)


I'm already shifting before we reach it and I can see her stone circle as we approach it, her small stones have been painted white as she works mainly in the dark.  I see my tunnel before we get to her circle and jump .... and watch a room materialise around me, very lucid now but as I said it felt more like I'd come from being awake straight into this lucid space. 

The room that's materialising is modern, like a college classroom or an office meeting room.  White tables and chairs and the room is filled with white balloons all floating.   I'm stabilising the room/reality around me when I remember reading about the hand check people do to get lucid in dreams and wonder why they use this so try to count my fingers. 

Sure enough... it just doesn't happen.  I count one way and there is 6, and then the other way and I'm like 'what!'  Why can't I count my fingers :P   I'm doing this while I wonder what I'm going to do next...  I was gaining more lucidity when Ian coughed lots and woke me up. 





This..
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2016/10/brown-sleep-meditation-and-time-disks.html

& this

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/search?q=book

I need to draw stuff....   and sorry for lazy link.

Will update with image when I'm less lazy ;)

Vauge Dreams.

Lots of dreams started early in the night but all feel vague.

First up I'm with my Bro, chatting and laughing - we are weaving threads and following them, talking about psychedelics and reality.

Next dream.

2 twin baby's very small one of them has a peg tube and I'm preparing food to feed it with.  

An old lady crossing the road and a bus, stop the bus help old lady

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Then main dream area, a driving lesson but the handbrake isn't working so we go sit outside main dream house chatting.  We are talking about summer and music festivals while waiting for a mechanic, there are lots of people around.

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Next dream is Sheila & Erics, the house is losing its cohesiveness as they lose their memories.    Doors are moving and wall, rooms change.   The sea is at the back of the house now and coming closer.

The house is full of cats and dogs and I want to walk my dog, who's in the dream too but there are so many other pets and people in the house. I'm feeding all the cats and someone leaves a door open and my dog runs off as he's fed up of waiting.   I go out to look at him, try a vet's next door where the staff are rude and I give the vet a lecture about judging on appearance. 

Outside I wander around abit, there are some amazingly wired buildings.   Big and strange.  Also, energy nested like Russian dolls, lots of male energy then a sort of rapunzel type energy in the middle.

Trying to help a Walk-In Friend.

This dream was fun, my recall starts and I'm in a large dimmed auditorium - It's packed and thousands of people are in the room mainly just muttering amongst themselves.

I don't think we were watching or listening to anything - more like waiting for something to begin.  I get some telepathic interference then a voice saying 'She can hear us!' 

I recognise the voice, it's a female friend we work together.... there are a few of us in this dreamworld.   (Multidimensional/angel/cyber-fairy types)

Not all of us are awake/listening yet but there were really pleased I was tuned in again as cause I was one of the guardians I could rally the others to wake up.

The entity I'm chatting with has taken a 'walk-in roll' and she's in the body of a boy in a coma and she wants me to sneak in and turn of the life/support to the body to 'free her up' again.   The world we are in is one of my 2 faction scenarios...  this was sort of science &control vs magic/spirit/chaos.

The world is managed by an 'overseer' class - everyone is chipped for ID and currency is digital all entities are tracked and can be switched off/ locked out of systems. This makes it hard to access areas, transport food/water so it's difficult to mount much resistance here.   There are another 2 of us in the auditorium and we arrange to meet outside.

The setting is metal, grey/perhaps large space transport.   Scan doors/that read our chips so it's hard to move about unmonitored.  The overseer's don't like us awake as telepathic interactions can't be monitored like digital and vocal transmissions.

My walk-in friend is guiding us to the medical facility level where the body she's in is being kept alive.  We are using metal maintenance hatches to move around and I go down one climbing down a metal ladder into another metal corridor below.    (was a little bit star wars ish I suppose)

I realise I've been spotted and the enforcers are closing in on me.   I move around a corner and try to dissipate but I'm not lucid enough yet and so I get detained instead.
One of the other females and me are moved to a busy secure area that's like a padded room crossed with children's soft play.   She's really annoyed about it and we are trying to find somewhere quiet to think of our next move. 

Workshops?

The first dream,

A big country estate stables and outbuildings made of stone and wood and an old old cobblestone road/path.  It's sunny, warm summerlike.

Some of the outbuildings are used as stables and some are garages where police cars are parked.  Some horses are in their stables and others are in a field to the side.   Sheep are also grazing watched by an old collie. 

There is a large wooden/shed workshop built over the cobbled road, with a pit under to work under vehicles.   The wood over the pit is rotting and not safe to walk on.  The workshop is filled with lots of old tools and farm equipment.   Amongst the tools on the shelves are also a few jars filled with colourful sweets.   I don't recall other people or what was going on, just mainly the setting.

Second dream

Another barn/workshop this one is concrete blocks, high ceiling on one wall a fireplace has been removed and replaced with a large strange flat heater. 

I leave that place and am walking in an unfamiliar town at dawn walking down a street with a male who was famous (I can't remember who)  The person was incognito and we were chatting, they wanted to get off the street before the sun rose fully and people came out.

I keep walking and am heading down to the sea and a beach.  I walk past a house for sale, it's an open viewing and a family are inside. The doorway is interesting so I go in to have a look. 

The house is modern but built using very traditional methods and is nice looking, at the back of the building a large glass door opens onto a huge green lawn with banana trees and corn growing.  The garden slopes down to farmland and I can see the sea in the distance. 

Reading a Story.

Better recall last night.

First dream I was entering a game world, it was like Clash of Clans and very cartoonish at first and I was aware we in the world were awaiting updates.   Once in the dream and absorbed things became more realistic. 
I was watching an odd race of they were like a cross between motorbikes and insects - they had a set track/line that they moved along and they flew/hovered around.   Big enough to ride on.

I find myself in a shared building. I was journeying threw on my way to a new school/uni/lesson and I'd stopped off here to rest.

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I went down into it where there was a basement or a room below ground level.  Some of the walls are like bare stone, the dwelling seems scooped out of the earth.
It's a very funky welcoming communal shared space filled with adults.  An older hippy type guy seems to be one of the more permanent residents.  

It's dark outside and inside is dim lighting too, I think perhaps oil lamps with colourful glass. 
There is an old sofa covered with throws, and hand-crocheted blankets, large traditionally woven rugs cover the floor and big floor are cushions scattered about for setting space.  Rustic shelving is hammered into some of the walls and the shelves are filled with books.

The room is heated by an amazing large wired stove/cooker like I've never seen before - It's built / Cut into the stone wall, almost stepped and shelved.   Like a clay oven I sppose but huge and many of them altogether. 

Doors open for fires and metal hot plates are for cooking, other doors are ovens and some of the 'shelves' just seem to be for sitting on to keep warm of resting while cooking. 

The adults have strange clothes too, not a familiar style to me. (duno what I had on) It's evening and they are going to share a story together before sleep and they want me to read to them as the guest.  I'm a bit reluctant as I don't know them but they are friendly and encouraging so I agree.

I lay back on a floor cushion between a couple and read the book they give me, it's a picture book vibrant bright colours like a 70's children's book - the script is a black old fashioned typeface in English and I can read it through the light in the room makes it hard.  (Can't remember what it was about)  After the story, we all are thirsty and go into a pantry past the cooker.  It's a little brighter in here with a Belfast sink and old tap, homemade open shelves hold a mish mash of old fashioned mugs (the type that celebrates things) and tumblers of cut glass in various sizes.  We all get some water.

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Second dream

Was a school setting.   Zak was there but he was my brother - we are taking the same class, it's to do with writing and a competition. 



(Oh, found some images of clay type cookers... was like this but built into the basement-dwelling wall and bigger - with more metal bits)