28/7
Wow... 'You are the most resilient bitch I know Ren, when you let go I can catch you some place else'
You're across back of my hips again... Same as before I got sectioned.
'I was teaching you complete surrender' yeh.... Lol it went 'Well Ren, in some ways' Hahah I'm pleased I feel like me again.
'Sleep go to Ddads hub ok?' You? 'Got your back' Feels like hips 'You're not one to follow convention' It's alot Inka, big flow. 'I know Ren, better delt with threw dream'
Boats in a muddy harbour. Jim and my Dad was there oh Sheila too and we were pulling smaller boats onboard bigger boats for the tide incoming.
The smaller boats were a crazy mix of vessels one was a primitive coracle another a more modern fiberglass boat.
Snails and Whales - an exam I had to take too and a long walk pushing an old wood and metal trolley the kind that was used for moving ice or fish boxs. I was pushing it over the muddy tracks.
Next dream was a small island not much above the sea level and close to the shore.
It belonged to a family who had a house and 2 horses there. They were making phone calls to have the island enlarged.
I had a felt tip pen that was sometimes blue sometimes brown.
I could change it with my perception and I was trying to balance it so it was a blend of them both.
Piling into the back of a strange car too. The seats were down and it was crowded with people and kids. It was to get us back to the island but I'd wanted to swim there instead. The water looked nice.
29/7
Before sleep that flow at my hips yesterday had moved to my neck.
Then it was in and
out of the same dream all night.
A game, series, story everything was linked.
All cross referencing each other.
I'd lost my phone
and bank cards but didn't care.
Dark version of my main dream area, I'd been playing on a strange kind of bike
with a sit down seat almost like a tall tricycle... It had rusty keys on the wheels and
steering.
I'd walked ridden it round the block outside the house and as I got back round
the front a guy was chucking fireworks around in the dark.
Fay & Holly were
with me and I'd reminded them fireworks are explosive and to stand back and
shoved them in front of me as the guy chucked on in a flower basket hung on the
side of a house.
The firework blew a perfect hexagonal shape in the side of the house were the
window had been.
There was a large
pool of water across the road and I followed the guy who'd blown the hole with
the intention of finding out were he lived as he was not
familiar.
Opposite the big puddle that stretched across the roads was a night newsstand
it's where the white squares are the guy goes in.
I follow him to the entrance and see he's put on a hard hat, another guy is in
there too with one. One red one white
and he's putting screwdrivers and alan keys threw the skin in his eyebrows.
Like strange body art or tribal stuff. I look him in the eyes which are blue.
I was pretty ludic by now.
I ask him if he's a
handyman... He can fix the window he just blew out.
He grins at me with odd shaped teeth and tells me 'Nah, I'm proud of my work
and I wouldn't want another 38 anyway'
He poked my cheek as he told me and his proximity and my lucidity woke me up.
As I'd woken Inka
confirmed my thinking about the nightbus and the Hexagonal bolt I was
given.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/05/went-to-bed-confusedafter-seeing-stuff.html
I was trying to
renter the dream but instead I WILD into another setting.
A room with a lamp a game of Monopoly is set up and part way threw play there is a bottle of vodka open and a tube of
pringles, glasses are around the table but the people are absent.
The detail of the room woke me and Inka reminded me of the void game.... 1 winner the lower rounds are team games but I'd challenged him.
I'd asked him to
team with me as once I'd won I realised I didn't have a clue what I was doing
:P
Oh yeh, prior to that dream he'd asked me to merge with him and go into the VR
thing.
The guy who was in my main dream house the other night.
Oh and the grumpy sun from years ago.
When I'm dreaming again It still flows on... I'm still in main dream area we
have 2 old 60's coaches and we are going to use them for the
community.
I've been cleaning and sorting children's toys and am making a large pillow for
the front of the bus, my thread kept snapping though.
We were competing I was in levels Inka wanted a Monopoly again but I was
playing for him.
Oh at one point I looked in a mirror too, I was surprised at my appearance as I
was a young asian female my eyes were black and hair black but with a red dye
too so it reflected red light.
I was lucid too but wanted to finish what I was doing.
Pennywise the creepy clown was due back in my dream space but it wouldn't enter
when I was there. Or it was there but
wouldn't make it's self known.
I was due to leave for London and it would start scaring people once I'd left.
This is linked to
the balloon dreams from before the latest section. Mine were ?
Hummm I'll need to check.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/04/future-me-is-crash-test-dummy.html
Hummmm what's with the Hex shapes?
Inka?? 'Yeh Ren?'
Hummmmm 'Words aren't working well Ren' I know but I forget the thoughts that pass between us as the knowing is so much.
The dream's you drew my attention too... These people well guys I keep meeting are crew?
'That depends on you Ren' I don't recognise them but they are very real.... Shifty too.
'Like me and you' We are so well integrated now. 'Very, you always hunger for growth mouse'
It gets me into trouble 'You are learning how to handle yourself'
You are no longer holding me back? 'Well observed, you are learning my role'
I had no fear following that guy? 'We've been teaching you how to'
Will you vanish? 'I'll grow with you Ren as your experience of time changes'
Ddad's hub it linked
to dath?? What is it... I know the
node...
Daath..... That's Darth Dad.... So what is Daath it's the hidden one that I
knew was there.
http://www.wisdomsdoor.com/tol/daath.php
Hummm that's angel stuff?? Binah is Saturn?
Oh is Chookman or
what ever Neptune... So that's the roles
we play?
No charts are the same..... 'You move
as do we'
Oh yeh it depends on where I am.
'Its my Birthday soon Ren, I'll help teach you self control' Ok... Thanks.
Are the nodes our hubs to me??
'We show Ren, you're not a traditional type of student' :) Suppose
Who are these guys in my dream space? 'People to learn from Ren'
lol ok, sounds fun.
