I don't want you to
go... I recall the nights you moved in
and out of my chat.. The conjunctions too.
'I'm not going anywhere Ren, it's
why I landed in you.... Ddad next'
Your showing me the train? 'Remember were I told you, where you were meant to
be?'
With Pluto??
You were the rear guard dragging me back into my time?
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/12/at-least-something-knows-score.html
Day before that
conjunction..
'You're onboard with the rest of us
now' lol...
I should
sleep... Got another night shift.
'Feeling?' Better thanks, 'sleep then'... Soon, I wana watch the sky a bit before
it's dark again.
'I'll show you Ren,
remember there are many layers to your multi dimensional dream'
Mmmm
Why
did we take over his Hub?? 'Was a better
option than him taking over your house' 🤔
'You could have just learnt astrology like
most people do?' lol 😏 Nah, I'm good....
I was surprised to
feel his emotion...
'He was surprised at your
insistence to rebirth yourself in that manor at that time' lol
Was
intense, and oddly lonely... On the
bathroom floor of a white room in a mental hospital 😆
'You were on fire and angry Ren' Not with him, With the people who held me
under lock and key... I just wanted to
be out on the heath getting my stupid head round all of this shit!
'You were with me' lol... Yeh, and if I tried to explain the
impossible coincidences it just made me appear more fucking insane. 'You were In Sane.... Now so much out sane though' True...
'Sleep now, your tired' Wait... I wana read that night - The Ddad regret one.
Hummm... Can't find it. Could you help
plx... Lol.. That was faster than
expected.. How do you do that?
'Trust'
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/08/rip-ties.html
lol... 'Read it then ffs sleep mouse' Hahah kk
I forgot I you told me to do a second birth chart... 'Not now, Sleep' Yeh... Kk
First rebirth
Can't be sure of the
time, it was after they moved me into a second room as I'd painted the walls
with my breakfast in the first one.
Could have been a little later in the day, was Summer so it was light
for a long time, but I'd had everything taken from me and no sense of
time.
'See, in that chart... You are stuck with me
😆' lol.. I'm also Cancer
'Where Saturn Sits in your Birth chart'
What about my 3rd time 😋
'What
do you recall of it?'
2 points of light colliding, oh, playing AI's?
I recall quite most of my psychotic breaks.
Oh
yeh... That night when Ddad was
emotional... He told me that split caused my AI timeline. 😕
--
I'd slept for a bit,
an odd dream.. I was going to drive Fay to London with a friend but I was more
interested in a side gig I had going on with root veg.
It was the shape of
a turnip, the size of a swede with a
texture and colour like sweet potato.
It was a new species, and we were looking for it's genetic heritage.
I was looking way back at some ancient brassicas that had grown at the edge of
marshlands.