Fires n Walls

 

Still dreaming…. Just rubbish at putting them here as so much else going on.

 

28th Oct

 

2 identical twins, looked like wooden dolls with pale white skin and dark hair. 
Rest of the night I was with different guys… trying them out as male aspects in the mind. 

 

30th Oct

A large old building, red brick and wooden framed. 
I lived there with Roz and we both hand families, she 2 younger kids and an older boy who lived with a different father to the younger. I had 3 small kids.
Was a strange dream her elder estranged son kept trying to burn our house down, starting fires in the eaves of the house.
It was the 3rd occasion he had done it, and the occasion I realised it was him that was responsible.  I'd called the police and fire service who were attending to the fire and I realised Roz also knew who was responsible but she was shielding her older son.
I was trying to get them to confess too as it wasn't fair to keep risking the younger kids.
Was an odd dream as people were not who they seemed to be. 
I was putting out spreading fires.

Next dream was set in London, sort of seedy but interesting.  It was a joint birthday party 4 of us celebrating, Marie/Jean and possibly Em and me, 2 of my Filipino friends were there from work too.  We started at a café and moved onto a sort of hummm, was like a sex shop mixed with a bar, people all trying on outfits.

Lia joined us and took us via a frozen airport to her mother's house, it was big opened plan Her mother was coming onto me. 

 

 

3rd Nov

 

I'm in a strange city, running with feral cats n dogs.  Not really running from anything more just as a pack. 2 green parks on either side of a road.  I was in one of them and took a lawnmower type thing for a ride.  It was dark.
I spotted a rubbish van and they spotted me.  I got off n ran again hiding in bushes. 
Wasn't scary, just fun doing stuff I wasn't supposed to for a laugh.
I woke dropping from a high wall into a dark passage, I made it to the ground lowering myself and hanging on then dropping.

Next dream was similar but different too.  An odd complex - not sure how to describe it even.
2 places, modern over a cavern and an odd old stone ritual bridge below.
There was a moon ritual to complete and I fancied my chances at it.
The bridge was old sandstone a little like the bridge over the pastures by Alnwick castle but instead of a road it had odd fountains and running water in the middle, with a pattern to what was on and off.
The dream was longer too. 
I was part of a group doing 'Slamping'  which was a mixture of something that slams/glamping and breaking and entering and camping…  We would dress up in costume gear then break and enter old buildings to cook a meal, party and camp…. It was fun.
I'd done this then gone back to the challenge.
It was getting off a high wall n dropping down, I had odd stuff with me too.
2x trays of 24 eggs! And a herd of sheep……
I'd chucked the eggs down first and amazingly they didn't smash, as I lowered myself the sheep started jumping with me.  Once I'd landed on the path by the bridge the stone lion came alive, still stone but checking me out like a cat would….  Grazing it's teeth on my arm.
I'd not completed the ritual as I'd done most of it, but wanted to still check stuff was ok in the building on the other side so had gone bk there first.

Guess this is symbolic of my job change somehow.  The card reading I did was for sure…  
Inka is just tagging along atm, letting me make the calls.

No sleep for next 2 nights.
 

Stone Tracks

 

Been crap at keeping track again.

So one night was a dream of a big music festival… some sort of group training then breaking into a big country house.
People and cartoon characters.
My teeth were falling out was looking at the roots n trying to poke them bk into the holes but my jaw was crumbling too.
I also befriended someone who'd been set up about a theft.

Another dream I'd done A levels then a Uni course - I was washing a neckid friend.

A dying man, and an odd painted board.

Another night a large space transporter. 
Was visualy very cool, I was cleaning and sorting bedrooms with fancy bedspreads.
A night train too and passing Stonehenge on Solstice..  Dunkirk too.
Was odd this space transport was moving like a train threw time, I was back of house crew.
Cleaning/running and doing stuff.

This was possibly the 16th (Was busy with job application n other stuff.

An amazing stone track, with sort of monolithic hoops that the traveler passed through.
I'd had an odd haircut - someone had cut really short bangs in my hair too and shaved the sides, looked fucking awful but was ceremonial or something.
Then hunting in the dark… odd linked awareness with someone else.

17th
Lucid dreams in dreams.
A care home in a walled city under attack, with a punk Rick Astley 🤣 He's been released from a Russian prison!
He had a Mohawk.  He kept trying to get me to go outside, there had been a sort of display put up, monument I guess.
I knew I was supposed to be on shift but had sneaked out to see this strange stone laid track (Again)  It was a dedication to something.
War planes were flying over all the time, the city or small town was in a hollow surrounded by massive rocky cliffs.
I'd tried to head bk, and was confused by the lay out of the city.
I returned a small lost girl to her family
I was also kinda lucid, at one point I'd passed through a building I'd been stopped by the security there and they'd wanted to hold me…. I'd told them 'You can't I'm dreaming, I'd just wake myself up' at that point he sort of transformed into a red-faced daemon and I just stuck my tongue out and giggled.  They let me pass.
Outside I was flying, was erratic..  Guess my lucidity was wavering as I was periodically falling out of the sky…. But then I'd make the grass squish for a bouncy landing and fly again.
I eventually got bk to the home.
Punk Rick was bk waiting, and I'd gone into a dark room with him where I'd crashed out.
At one point I realised I'd not done any care notes, so got up and couldn't find my trews…
At that point some sort of office people turned up to talk to me, but a resident to up n fell so I'd just gone to look after them ignoring the people in suits.

Last night 18th
Massive department store, sharp shards in the sole of my food….  Was pulling the shards from my sole.
Massive toy fluffy dragons, one like I took to the Punchbowl just before I went bonkers one night.

Just got the offer for new job working days….   Wonder if working days would improve my dreaming again 🤔Not that I don't dream, just I'm to tired to be arsed to remember. 😏

 

Hummmmmmm?

 

25th
A strange dream… odd market place.  Lots of teleporting and a strange glowing eye.
Second dream was main dream space. 
The old Farn pub was a boots chemist and em and me were working there.
We were on a research team blending scents.  I was picking the smells blends and she was creating and stabilising them. 
 

26th
Night of bleak dreams.
First was long, I was mainly a 3rd person observer. 
A father with a baby doing research and broadcasting.  Was like a BBC documentary but his subject were these kind of grotesque monsters and huge parasites that were consuming and feeding from each other.
He kept going out to this wet grassland with pools where the creatures would come out chew and slime ...   Was grim n sort of fascinating.
There were also 2 glowing sliver spiders with this amazing mating display where the larger female spun a web of shining light.

 

Second dream I was in what was a little like Irene's house.  I was home alone and a guy I didn't know was wandering round outside.
I'd opened the window to ask what he wanted and another guy climbed in and took me hostage.

He was large with no hair, white skin.  Not really familiar to me.
He dragged me up to an attic room where he was in a shoot-out with a woman outside.
We seemed to be on the floor for ages with bullets flying overhead…
He'd refused to let me go and was digging his knuckle into my left kidney…  a place I'm often grabbed in dreams.
The sensation was very real… and painful.   I kept biting his arm my teeth going through the flesh but he wouldn't let me up or stop. 
I was aware it was the same place Inka first attacked me.
(I'd seen him before the dream…. He'd left me somewhere and told me to stay till he got bk)
 
 

 

 

Hummmmm .. Last night's planets. 
https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/browse-current-planets/?datum_interval=&&styl_graf=1

 

Anyhoo I'm stuck under this guy with him dragging his knuckle back n forth over my Kidney.
At some point I'd slipped from there into another dream were I was a herbalist in a community.. but the sensation kept dragging me back to where I was stuck.
He kept telling me 'True North'  
He stopped eventually but the sensation remained… He sat on a desk chair when he suddenly fell with a kind of sicking crunch of bones n blood as he slid head first part way down the stairs.
I'd though I could escape at that point but he just got up and popped the bones into place zombie style and came back to pin me down again…. Was creepy.  I think I woke up then and the sensation was instantly gone.

Inka did apologise for leaving me... 

There was also a glass teapot at some point too, it was like a glass peacock and I'd made blue tea in it, the pot was clear but for a blue round glass ball on the lid at the top.

 

Key Hole in my Finger

 

15th

I'd been chatting with Inka before I slept.
about AI organic and what was real or not.
I had an interesting dream
I was on a planet at it's end.
The sky was a grey green colour I'm on a beach with a harbour wall and I was watching evacuation from somewhere further north.
The sand is dull like the sky and I'm watching a line of huge double rota choppers they are painted blue and red.
Hundreds of them all flying the same path.
I walk towards the harbour wall and the same painted shape vehicle that were more of a hover craft are in the sea moving on the same heading…. Loads of them.
I was with a guy charting the atmospheric collapse.
As I get close to the harbour wall I see a massive wave prolly 40ft tall heading for us.
I watch it getting closer the noise drowns out the choppers…
I'd sort of been expecting it to wake me up but instead I find myself standing inside the wall of water.

17th
Collecting things, they were in pairs…. Not matching but complimentary. 
Some were blown glass others were sort of charms.
A train depot and fair ground rides too.

20th
I was with Mary from work, we had a ticket and a race horse.  I'd found the ticket and was sneaking out of a house to hide.

Then an odd thing… I was standing and I picked a scab of the longest finger on my left hand. 
Under the scab was a key hole… Inka appeared put a small key in and turned it and then I was in another dream.

I'm locked in a strange room with 2 guys.
The want to kill each other one is armed and one isn't.
I'm trying to stay between them to stop any violence…   though the guy with the gun was likely to just shoot me too.
A 3rd guy arrives and opens up the building… giving a weapon to the unarmed guy …   He's looked to me as what to do next and I'd told him to just go.
I followed him out and the 3rd guy passes me a toy gun and silver plastic sword.

I stand outside the building it's cold… I have a long colourful fur coat and the guy who'd unlocked the building to free us stays with me.  I wrap my coat around him and as we lean together on the wall. 

22/9
Looking after a small bity dino.   It kept trying to clamp onto my hand, it was instead biting the sleeve of a jumper but would clamp on and not let go.
I was looking after it for another female who'd turned to blue smoke and vanished - she was cursed and haunted.  I was kinda wishing her dino thing would turn to smoke n vanish too.
Graves on a beach… the white sand would blow and shift covering and uncovering different graves one was an amazing carved stone angel thing… the detail of the feathered wings was great.
 

Next dream I'd got into an argument with a guy… when I'd first noticed him he was blue and he'd got angry with me for staring at him.
As he addressed me he was no longer blue - just rude.
I'd spent the rest of the dream finding different ways to piss him off.

 

Then a layered dream I'm on a train there is an Arabic guy who has mistaken me for his wife.   Most of the trains is seats of passengers but I'm in a carriage alone.
It's shorter and just has a soft white floor where I sit.
I was jumping through various layers with some others..  We were trying to preserve the birth of children before they were born by going back and finding the cure for illnesses so they could be treated before the killed the young infants.
I didn't see the others much, only a flash of them as dr/nurses or other as I'd sifted through the layers to jump them to optimal points.   They then would take a brief walk in role to alter stuff and I'd jump them again.
Beside me was 2 infants… both were still and stiff in a sort of stasis one was covered in a sort of white ash, and the other small sparkly plastic gems.
I woke as a guy and woman I'd been jumping took the place for a moment as a bride and groom with a young baby… for a second they held needles they injected the infant with then they flashed out again just leaving a couple with a baby and flowers instead of the syringes they had momentarily held.

 

Last dream
First bit I'm in the sun, climbing a very steep hill to the highest point, at some points I need to crawl and clamber up.
It's busy with people enjoying the view and the sun.
next part was a tree top path, it was long and wide winding threw a forest canopy.  I was on a bike, cycling fast.   It was dark but enough light to see with no light. The path ends at 2 turnstiles.
The right one is next to a fight ring… there are piles of people lined up on stretchers on the far side.  Medical staff checking them.
The left is quiet and I head threw, it has the feel of a school corridor with lots of doors.
The building leads threw to a sort of small town. I have a destination I'm trying to reach but it's not obvious how I get there until I realise I take a sort of slide underground.
There is a small hole in the pavement leading to a large twisty slide.

I get on and see there are 2 guys waiting further down.. They grab my feet as I slide past.. Hanging onto me.
I was kinda annoyed as they kept touching me.
They were strange, large dark eyes and hair, golden skin.  Silk coloured clothing and unusual facial jewels on their foreheads they were joined by a female too.

At the bottom we landed in a heap.   It was a strange room, dark and glowing cavern.  Colourful silk cushions and small low tables with bright coloured glasses and jugs with gold filigree stuff round them.  I was being asked about the people who'd joined me by an older guy in a robe.


 

Space n Bunks

 

4th
A space ship, but it was more like a flying mall.
We has small rooms too sort of like a large shared house area. 
I'd been watching and older woman do a sort of yoga, she was very strong.
Aravind was in the dream too & Zak.
We'd gone to a sort of food hall for brekky one was Taylor's of Darlington, they were doing a full English brekky and I'd gone for just a huge plate of peas pudding.
My sleep was really disturbed, by the rain on the roof and rubber arms.
Another dream I was woken from the police were alongside us, loads of blue flashing lights.
 

Last dream I was walking to an old church with an elderly priest.  His back was curved and he was slow.
I knew him and we walked together slowly in comfortable silence. 
The congregation followed us. 
Once inside I'd helped him change his robe for the service.
There was an entrance there to the underworld.
Woken again by rain.

5th

A female football game.
I was young with a young boyfriend. We had a governess caring for us.
Shared bunkbeds.
A funeral too.
Strange stuff and soul recycling.

12th
Another dream in my Grans old house.  A mix of fam n frens.  Sandra and Chris were there and an odd old telephone, it was a big Bakelite box on the wall with a mouth bit.
Everyone in the house was annoyed with me, I wasn't bothered just seemed to be cleaning.  I was to be the last to leave so they left me with the key.

13th
First dream I was doing and art course, the building was strange and was also a hospital..  People on trolleys kept getting wheeled threw.

The woman taking the class was annoying, just kept talking about herself and I was bugging her to just teach or set us something to do.  Eventually she set a task to draw a kind of goblet/ challis… it was something I used to doodle all the time so I'd done it but every time I tried to add it to the pile of completed work it slipped from my hand and vanished.   I ended up drawing 3 of them and lost them all.

Next dream was amazing.
It was like a VR game, but I was sort of in it too.
It started in a bunk room that was on an open platform.  I was on one of many white bunks when the attack started.  The attack was planes/ships from the air.
We were already high up among floating platforms, crazy sifi stuff.  Hangers and production compounds.  The air attack was energetic… the attacks made my whole body shake and vibrate.  
I just hid under the duvet, feeling the discharges.
Once it had passed I floated down to where the various troops were massing and gathering.  I had targets and tasks I needed to complete.
I could see there people with sort of overhead display like you would get in a game, transparent targets showing me distance to an objective.

The story seemed to be that we'd been betrayed by another sky nation that we'd been trading with.  The trade had been in golden retriever dogs?!?!?
We now had many of them.
They were staging a takeover and along with their military there were officials and their holy leaders in robes. 
They were aiming at a quick surrender from us, so I was seeming to surrender whilst also trying to get to my target.  It was a guy I was tracking, he knew I was following him but we needed to get somewhere hidden to exchange information.
People I recognised had aged backwards and I was distracted by them and the amazing site of the place and huge amount of people and kept losing my contact in the massive crowds, processions and formations of troops.
It was quite star wars like in looks but also way more futuristic. 
I got woken by rain.

Next dream I was in a bunk again, this time it's hum…   How to describe. 
Like we are In the corner of a cube, in smaller cubes..  They are stepped gold/brown and white.  Each cube contains a small mattress with covering. 
We are close enough to talk to the people in the neighbouring cube rooms.
Opposite the brown sleeping cubes are hanging hammocks with rope ladders between.  These are all blue and white, blue white wooden frames support them and the hammocks are all white.  
There lay out is similar to the Cube room section… 
After a series of blood tests I'd been transferred to the hammock side of the cube, we were again waiting to go into war, and again it was sort of a virtual one were we did it threw dreams from the assigned sleeping section.
I'd climbed up higher and higher till I got to my designated white hammock and covered myself with the small blue blanket.  I could look down into the corner of this floating part cube and see the brown and white section where I'd been before.

Last dream was odd I was with Em and her hub.  Si was wearing strawberry pink checked slacks and a pink golf jumper.. O.o  He looked very strange.

 

Bat Shit & Feathers

 

27th
Very long lucid dream.
It starts in the daytime, Old Stone close.. I'm on a park bench laying down when a Pigeon lands on my lap, joined soon by star my cat.
I wait there till dark.
It's now a dark version of my main dream space.
Night and everything is different, I'm young... early 20's and I'm going to Rachel H's birthday party I realise I've left it to the last mo to get a gift and am wondering what to get.
I split up from Em, Marie and Rachel S who are also going to find a gift.

I wander off, the roads have high hedges and the moon is full and blood red, I get distracted looking at it and wander into someone's garden to get a better view.
Trying to get back to the road again I wander through a planted veg garden with a sort of clear sheeting rigged up to protect it from the wind of the sea. 

As I let myself out of a cracked glass door 2 young girls notice me and come outside to see me.  The younger keeps hugging me, I hug her back explaining to her parents I'm a mother too, so I don't mind.  (I understood this even though I was young there)
I'd left the garden roads to visit an undercover market area.
It's sort of seedy and I thought I might find a gift there, though if I couldn't find anything I'd grab her a bottle of nice Gin.
While browsing a stall holder introduces himself.  
I recalled his name right through the dream and I remeber his father's name but his has gone.. It was something like Ewing, so I'll go with that. 
His accent is southern Irish and his hair red and wavy (He's familiar in a way too.... a little like Rog or the dream guy with red hair I've had lots of dreams with.
He tells me 'I'm Ewing Son of Ebony Ivorson....
He's close looking at me, has some small silver and gold earrings beside him that he's selling.
On impulse I tell him 'I'm dreaming'  His eyes widen.... with question and I tell him 'Never mind' with a smile.
He laughs and touches me and there is a sexual energy exchange, like them instant orgasms.
He pockets the stuff he's selling and tells me he'll come with me.
We wander looking at stuff, all kinds of stuff..... I'm lucid so I'm changing what's around us in amusing ways but most of it subconsciously letting the dream play out too.
Some stuff I did change like making my flipflops into fluffy slippers.

We walk past all kinds of stuff, me sort of thinking about things then versions of them appearing. Displays of various fish and snails, plants, fossils and gems then on into what was like a surreal department store.

Ewing asked if we were window shopping, I told him lets visit the harbour.

As we arrived it was an old-style fishing harbour at first... but the closer we got the stranger it got, with diggers dredging the bottom and police boats dragging in unexploded missiles. 

We kept walking until we got further and further out into the water and it was getting more chaotic, so I decided to jump somewhere else... He came too.
Not having set any intention other than to move I was in a cave...
I'm laying down nekid on the floor....
Dead skeletal birds and bats are flying above and pooping on me, feathers falling and sticking to the poop.
Still lucid I just lay and pondered the strange situation when a headless bird walked up to me and entered my body threw my vagina! 
Ewing was to the side standing looking amused.

The scene changes and I'm laying with a group of people... we are now all stuck with feathers... I'm still laying down now looking up at a dark sky.
There is a group of people staring and someone asks 'Who isn't here'  
I'd raised an arm saying 'I'm sure as hell not here'  The feathered people and the crowd looked at me laying on my back giggling.  I'd added 'If I was, I'd not be laying covered in bat shit n feathers'  
The woman who'd spoken says 'We have a winner'  The others round me look upset and I realise they are all the same guy but slightly different...he's bald.  
He's upset and out of the crowd females in suits appear the speaking woman tells the men to go with the 'end of carries resetters' 
Ewing helps me up and I swap back into clothing... we are back in the marketplace from earlier. 
He takes me to a strangely ugly deformed guy, who has odd metal pins in his face. 
The new guy wants to charge us £25 a day to hire a portrait for our stay.
I'd looked the guy in the face and told him I didn't need a portrait for my 'Dream Holiday' 
He looked at me realisation dawning that I was lucid and his face changed to a good looking guy with piercings.  
I decided to wake here and make notes to recall, took me a few attempts to wake fully as I was going to head to Inka, but I did manage to wake myself up.

I go back to sleep and find myself in the same dream, less lucid now... but I still have full recall of the previous events.  
Rachels Birthday is getting closer, and there is to be a cleansing ritual and a girl band even though we are only a few guests.
Her mother and her friend will be doing the ritual, it's quite cult like and I decide I don't want to be cleansed... as I'm happy how I am.

Rachels house is also open, lacking walls, it has layers of floors and a garden on the lowest level a large area is laid out with cushions to watch the band... some stage blocks in the centre for them to stand on.   
But the band is sick, there are only microphones and an item of each of them.  One was the main singer she had by her mic an old wooden crucifix on wooden bead string. 

The menu was printed and laminated with Rachels birthday, we were having pad Thai, spring rolls and a Thai salad.
A small table held alcoholic drinks and there were some old wooden bar tables and chairs by a patio to a garden. 

More people had decided to join the event and so we were shown to a dorm room... our bags, all similar had been dropped in a large square luggage rack, in the centre of a room.. A bed roll opposite each next to the wall with a square walk area between.

I went to get changed but someone had ridden a bike all-over my clothes and they were covered in tire prints. 

Bouncing and Flying.

 

19th
A strange car, filling with water.... Platform kind of game and collecting stuff.

A dream of Hurworth.. The house like it was but decayed.. The carpets bare, vacuum broken.
Dad & Christine were there and Zak as a baby, with a plastic baby bath and nothing but an old sheet to dry and wrap him in.
 

Marie too, we had shaved heads with numbers cut into our hair, I think hers was 27 something 276 meby. 
 

20th
A big open kitchen it's on the side of a hill.   Industrial cookers.
Gas bubble tubes, they were a form of light and glowed and gas bubbles were in the glowing liquid, they stood around person height.
It was harvest too, and bales of hay were being stacked.

 

Next dream was long and visually good.

It was a return to collage dream, a bus from my main dream space south to London. 
The bus was an old coach and we each had a backpack of stuff.
Some of us had sort of small flying helicopter back packs only around 5 of us, and we were using these to fly out the fire escapes and explore before regrouping with the bus.

It was a night journey and we were flying away from the roads exploring. 
We stopped of and a party in a house with a huge garden.
Neon and black lights.
All my stuff kept falling apart, shoes with sole's falling off an old style phone that was broken into layers.
I didn't mind.
In the field of the party was a festival of speed, a mix of racing and fair ground rides glowing in the dark.
I was with a guy who seemed to be my friend.
We'd lost the bus at this point and had flown up into a dark canal district, standing on locks.
I think it was Liverpool somewhere as the guy I was with was complaining about 'bloody Scousers' The dream was fun but frustrating.

Last dream I was back in main dream space, very 70's hair styles.
In the newsagents store room.  Lots of family and strange stock, it was also dark.

21st
A long car journey, 4 of us squashed in the back sharing a blue blanket with a logo on it.
The boot was packed with stuff.

At the journeys end was a meeting, I was talking to a friendly tribal guy.   He was telling me stuff, I had my head resting on his leg as he spoke.
I met with a female bus driver too, I was going to leave with her, we instantly got on well.

22nd
Staying in a single story cottage in the country.  The owners lived in a house close by it was possibly a farm but the buildings were modern.
The male was a mix of Marcus and Ian, they were sort of smooched into one.
Fay had got into an argument with them and whitest they were fighting over something at a door they'd managed to clamp one of Kef's feet in the door and he lost a toe. 
Sureal stuff too, like a hole that opened in the floor that I dropped down... I was hanging on a rope there before climbing back out.
Kef had surgery and the surgeon had decided to remove a toe from each foot for balance was odd he had sort of 2 black hoof like projections from each leg after.

Next dream also odd, it's an outside area where building work is going on.
I was getting drinks for people from a cafe/bar and had keys to go into the restricted area where the builders were.
I had a list of things people wanted me to collect or make.  2 bottles of beer for 2 guys working a newsagent stand..  Some lego white sheep for Marie, I was to make a grey lego goats head too.
The lego sheep were grazing and I needed to round them up, kef with his odd toes would help.
I'd set off to collect them half bouncing half flying until I got distracted by a giant bouncy mattress with maypole like rope ribbons to pull on.
I spent ages just bouncing around higher and higher.

Then some odd stuff, an alien female who I was supposed to be helping..   Was to do with her uterus and needing surrogates.... But people kept forgetting and every time they did she lost another preterm baby.

Next I was sleeping on a bunk bed in a kids play park... Laying on the top bunk.
2 Lions were walking around and on the lamp post next to me a monkey was hugging a domestic cat and a crow.  
I'd walked from there to a funeral, I'd been going to visit family in Hurworth but realised there was a funral on... It wasn't morbid but a calibration of life.
The church inside was arranged with soft purple tired seating and people I recognised had turned up, but they were younger...  I realise lots of them are now dead but they were arriving looking like they had in their 20's looking more like they were going to a wedding.
I was wearing green, and inside a white owl was projected onto the wall.

Last bit of the dream I was being strapped into a strange yellow machine, part conveyor belt and part fair ground ride, I was with Jean.... Loads of stuff going the other way too.  Luggage in black bin bags.

 

Gardens and Trains, Walls and Towers

 

21st
Been dreaming all month, but still rubbish at writing them :)
Been so hot I need to get up early to run or do stuff here before it's like and oven.

Last night was lots of dreams.

first one was kids and war games, a dark environment with shifting sands.
Strange maze in the centre.   Guns, and staying low.

An odd performance that moved round.
As the sun rose we to ready to go, I was collecting stuff... Pots of black pepper and knives.
My main dream estate, 2 houses across the main car park.
I'd bought one and another couple were moving into the other on the same day.
I'd gone to say hello.
There was something odd about them.

The guy was called Raveo, the female Free-Free when I asked her how she wrote it she told me 333 - 444.
We were also between 2 phone networks one of them the UK network 3.
I'd gone bk to my main dream house, where loads of people were arriving some were setting up to cook on the back lawn, another guy was moving pianos in.
I was getting more lucid and realised I was dreaming when something started to grope me, it wasn't a person... Just random limbs covered in skin...   Very odd.
Woke me up.

Second dream also whent lucid, was an interview for a person at Durham Cathedral I'd become lucid when I realised that a gap in my teeth was missing.

I'd flown out of a roof window and was following a big bunch of cables tied together.

I was seeing other odd stuff, sets of tiny silver rodent teeth... And gloves made from animal skins, otter... Badger and other stuff.

In the last dream I had a pet kestrel that I was training. 

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23rd
 

On trial, but innocent.
Was that guy from Breaking bad too, Fring?  Possibly he was called.
A green field with a travelling fair, skinny lurchers.
 

Next dream was longer, the cemetery near the old first school in my main dream space was a walled garden.
The access to it was strange, I'd entered with 2 chefs.  They were pitching 2 new recipes for a range of ready meals.  A meeting hall was attached to the square walled garden and they went into there and I went into the garden part.
It had a strange vibe, felt safe and separate from other side of the fence.  Lots of dogs and deer.
Some of the dogs were aggressive, I chatted to a woman struggling to control her muzzled dog on it's lead.
The wall around the garden was old and crumbling and at the centre was a old stone pool with a fountain that people were swimming in.

Next dream was sort of my main dream space, but also it had grown to a large city size.
I was with a female wheelchair user.
I chatted to a builder buy who gave me a yellow plastic looking thing to hold, he explained it had narcotic properties if licked.... I tried it and it gave an instant psychedelic hit.
I'd asked him why he had it, it was a building material used to make hard clear plastic decorations.
I spoke to 2 cops too, one was my relative.  I was anoyed with them both, we talked about psychosis.
I had a cool drink too, was like a multi layered Neapolitan milk shake.

 

Last dream was beautiful.

A huge tree, high up on a sort of cliff.
Kids playing in it's branches.
One of the kids gave me a tiny coloured toad, as I held it, it turned into a patterned pipe fish.
It was attractive, reminded me a little of a sea slug.
It had been out of water to long and I took it to the harbour in my main dream space too, this was different too.
Large sand areas with people dancing in lines, the water was crystal turquoise.
I found a rockpool close to the incoming tideline to release the pipefish into.

Inka was in the dream too, we had a box with 3 tiny rodents in a fridge and I was taking a blood sample from him, for some reason I was taking it from his finger.  I'd attached a small canular there.

25th
Moving around on undergrounds in a strange version of London.
The same security guard was working each station at the same time.
One area I walked through had old fashioned kitchens outside.
Next was wasps... 
was loads landing on my legs, at first they didn't sting me. 
It was just itchy... Then one did sting my hand.
Last part of the dream I was on a strange train

It's seats were all white satin and people all had cuddly toys with them a bit like a moving bedroom.

26th

0330
A stone tower with a stone wall around it.
 

0440
Longer dream with more recall, also dreams in dreams.
First part I'm in a garden, there is an old patchwork sofa in the middle and flying cats!
The cat's had flying zoomies and were zipping in and out of tall flowering trees and bushes.
I was making a food I'd had a dream about, was I guess like loaded chips they were served with battered onion rings and they had a crunch taco crumble on top.

Next part I recall is watching a migration.  Was Russia or Poland.
Amongst the moving people were tiny people.   Came up to normal humans waist.
They were adults.
Was odd as most people couldn't see them, and just looked at me strange when I pointed out the little people.
It wasn't till I was in an assembly hall that another woman mentioned them as people from the Heather.

 

0550 last dream was my main dream house, I'd put in small glass windows but someone had broken into the house taking out one of the glass pains.
Marcus came round, with a woman who just kept glaring at me... He wanted me to go with him, but I refused.
Staying where I was waiting for a police officer who arrived, a tall guy with no hair.
 

 

Last dream when I was dosing before waking up was being on a fishing boat, we were picking a name for a baby girl she was to be christened on the boat.


 

Harvest Dreams Again

 

3th July
First a work dream..  Then a sort of game dream, playing with pressure big jumps and floating, falling like a balloon high fences we were jumping over.

Another living in London, big underground carpark and sitting on the bk of a fire engine.

 

4th July
First dream a odd world of sleeping people. A lock down of units and bases puzzles and mysteries for people awake to solve.

 

Then visually amazing dream, countryside ripe corn fields.
Old medieval hamlets old wooden signs about buildings that had faded.
I was with a guy at first, he had an inheritance that he couldn't unlock till he had 200k of his own funds first.
Then with a female, was NY Niki.  She was taking me to meet her American parents who had bought a building in this strange rural countryside.
The building was very modern inside and lacked windows, they were happy to let me look around.
It seemed to be an old store house of sorts, was to large to be a traditional dwelling.
Old hoists with big chains attached were still hung from the high rafters.
Wooden doors high up on the front wall.
We went for a walk around dusk.
The countryside was lovely, blue sky and endless golden corn fields with wildflowers and tree hedgerows.
The farm we passed was strange too, rows of massive harvest vehicles not like anything I've seen before, oddly out of place and futuristic. 
No one seemed to know were we were.
I also passed a yard filled with old carved wooden carts, they were sort of mobile live in vehicles old with metal wheels.  Small for one horse.  The old untreated wooden panels carved with birds animals and faces.

A large stocked trout fishing pool and bushes covered in purple flowers and butterflies.

I went into the dream again, an older guy telling me about harvesting stuff.

6th
1 dream at work.
A odd rocky landscape almost prehistoric, bright blue pools filled with strange huge turtles.
I had with me an orange cuddly lobster, I'd dropped it into a pool and an odd kind of kraken see creature was trying to eat it.

I was freaking out but it realised it was a stuffed toy and spat it out.
Another toy I had, a green spotty dragon toy jumped down and rescued my lobster.

 

7th
Lots of dreams, long sleep after 2 shifts.
 

A dark world, concrete. I was pregnant and being kept prisoner for something.
A holding pen with a few others, the unborn baby's father was a dr.
I'd sent a message to him to visit and test me for something, he did drawing a small amount of blood, the test was a purple plastic snap type test.
He showed me my range and risk for something, it was fine but I was dehydrated and my amniotic fluid low so he'd brought me more water to drink.

The second dream seemed to follow on from that.
Wake 222
It was odd world of gods.  The child's father was in the dream too, it was a world of goods and then lesser humans.  I was one of the humans but almost ready to ascend to the god group.

I was supposed to still do 3 things, tests tasks or achievements or something.
I had a good female friend who wanted to sneak me in anyway as I was close and once in for a while it wouldn't matter if I'd done the other things.
 She'd hidden me in a large black zipped canvas bag with some stage equipment.  I came through with a larger transport.
The intersections between the realities were odd.
Like clear bubbles in a membrane or skin.   Sort of like pimples we'd pop through...  I could see people pressed up against the clear skin in some of them once I'd passed through with her.

Wake again at 444
Was a dream about silent and quiet protest and direct action. 
I was one for direct action, most others were the silent protest.
A guy was taking me to see the conflict zone.
It was the same guy from the medi dream... I'm not sure what had happed with the baby but I don't recall being pregnant any more.
The combat area was errrr I duno, was like looking out on a lego space battle zone.
Drones and flying vehicles.  We were helping with the war funds somehow.

Next dream was bk in Alnwick, I was sleeping rough.  People all had odd gifts and skills.
I was sneaking into the school gym to use the showers there and I'd traded for a locker key were I kept what belongings I had.
At night I'd hide in an old theatre during the show and sleep there till sneaking out again in the mornings when the cleaners came in.   Was a strange environment more of a dream hub, the conflict zone from the earlier dream could be viewed through a window like portal there.

 

 

Shrinking

 

26th
I'd been robbing somewhere with an unsavoury guy.   To escape we shrunk ourselves and hid in box's pretending to be dolls.
We swallowed the stuff we'd stolen, Jewels and pearls, our pockets we stuffed with cash... then shrank taking the place of dolls and put ourselves in a box.
We were on a couriers lorry when we wiggled out of the box's laughing and chucking up the stuff we'd nicked.  There was a strange wizard in the dream too who'd forgotten who he was.. At some point the wizard turned into Zak.
We'd make a run for it from the truck.

27th
Fragmented dreams.
Floods, water rising. Covering stuff.

Waiting a long time for sunrise, I could zoom out too and observer in globe mode.
Glass shattering close to me, cuts and tiny bit's I had to pick out of my skin n arms.

Another dream of a game in a sort of spirit garden.
 

Longer dream of a flipped version of our lane, it's familiar from other dreams..... Not really like here n the neighbours are all the wrong way round, the lane much steeper.
We had a front garden with a large tree that had purple bark.  It didn't have leaves, more like rosettes, that reminded me of a like succulent type of plant that was symbiotic growing on it.
It produced deep purple edible beans from the crown of the tree at certain times in the year.
 

A boat had been sold too.

The house where I lived had rooms that were blocked off, but the walls would open.
One was sort of an old garden room concrete floor, and open to the garden on one side, a stone fire place and old fashioned folded table that had been stored in the corner draped with fine looking table clothes and napkins.
Old table candles that had burnt down.
Looked like the room had been used for a ritual and the roots of the odd purple tree were breaking up the old floor in parts.
A UV light was on.... I didn't see it but it illuminated odd markings on my skin I didn't know I had.
Swirls and spots.   Like rave style body paint.
I was looking at the markings on the souls of my feet, there was an image there too.... Almost like a photo of a female I didn't know.

Last dream was a young female and an older guy teacher. 
The female had pale skin, curled ginger hair and very pale blue/green eyes... She was 12/13 years old.
The lessons were strange, they were learning a sign language with hands, but remote viewing too.  They would watch TV with eye masks on and still be able to see it.
Another lesson was levitation, mainly viewing and pruning the crowns of trees.
They were masquerading as tree surgeons... Pruning and clearing trees.
People were finding stuff under the trees in their gardens that they didn't remember that they had.
Both of them were communicating with a red sort of demon shaped thing too.....   Reminded me of Inka's purple Smokey form.  This one was red/orange yellow almost like solid flame.
It was in a different layer from the girl and teacher guy, it's language was different but they all could understand it.... The deamon looking thingy was angry, almost emm,   I duno, bound to them to or under some kind of ritual or something that they'd enacted. 
It disliked them but was powerless to deny there communications.
I was just an observer in this dream, formless watching them all.

 

28th
It's still early.. Woke to pee n rubbed n eyelash into my eye and had to get up as eye was watering n hurting so much.
I'd been dreaming when I woke gone 1am.
Was a game world. 
I was again formless but had a main character I think.
A GM or announcement was telling us about a one time bonus or gift to claim for a sort of shared inventory across games/realms.
I wasn't really paying attention n ended up giving it to an NPC.
The characters were like humanoid animal hybrids and from what I recall I'd given mine to a female donkey. 
Hummmmmmmmmm 🤔
Anyhoo I should sleep again, but bk to work tonight...  So doesn’t matter if my sleep pattern screwed up, I'll nap this afternoon b4 shift in the sun.

Rest of the night was not really dreams, just aware sleep.

30th
Early I was dreaming of I duno, meby Japanese picture book type stories. 
Not sure how to describe but it was very pretty, like being in a painting.
There were old carved stones and I was visiting spirit guardians that were trees, birds and pools.
It was relaxing.

Second dream was big, with many parts.
I was on holiday in Asia with a group of frens.  Non familier.
I'd been in bed in our apartment and both my arms were doing different things, like one had a mind of it's own. I was trying to move something but had to consciously focus on the odd arm to let it know what I wanted.
We'd eaten at the same small restaurant each night, it was in a city below a hotel and apartment block close to where we'd been staying.

We'd booked our usual table even though the place tended to be quiet.  Our last meal before the flight home so we had our bags that we'd left on the ground close to the entrance.
Strange people kept joining our table pushing us along the bench, and when I looked over I realised in the crush our luggage had gone.
It' had all my money, tickets passport n stuff so I knew I wasn't getting on the flight that was due.
I go out to look around and a group of young guys are pretending to do maintenance work on the building but it's very sus.
I realise they are trying to get into the locked garage for the block and the owner of the place where we eat n some of the apartments keeps his collection of old cars there so I head in and let him know what's going on.

After this it gets sureal, the younger guys realise I'm onto them and they are trying to stop me watching them while setting traps on the road.
Then guns appear and I'm on the run...
I'd hidden in the rusty shell of a burnt out VW bug car.  
Once they'd passed I left, and at this point others are chasing me, so I shrink.
Was similar to the dream the other night when I was doll size to hide in a box.
I'd climbed into a sort of hole in a rock then met other people my size in brown overalls.
They were some kind of couriers with a banana logo on there suits.
There were diffrent teams and groups forming up against an AI like oppressor and they wanted me to join them and we take an organic lift below ground, still small moving threw the rock.

Below ground Is a tunnle world but I'd zoomed out again till I was formless just watching something that's hard to describe. 
Like live jelly water... Smaller blobs all moving slowly into a larger mass.   Like watching drops of water meet to form a puddle..  Only these were consciously coalescing.

 

On another layer I was aware another unfamiliar male and female consciousness I was weaving the dream with.  

 

Pools & Rings

 

25th
Odd night, was out with frens so didn't sleep till midnight.
First dream I just recall the end.
Stuff I remember from before was building a fire, and we were using a smashed up old piano.
I'd not realised that was what we were burning till I put on a bit I recognised.
After that I was heading bk to my main dream space on the A1 from the north.
Was the road where you turn off coming from the Berwick side.
The sky was amazing!
Blue, purple pink it was night but the sky was glowing and filled with stars.
We'd stopped to look.  Pulling in off the road on the grass on a rise so we could see towards the sea over the hedges.
I'd tried to take a photo...
This time the sun was about to rise.
My phone had this wyrd app that was opening instead of camera and I kept deleting it while watching the sun and getting more and more annoyed with my phone.

I'd ended up punching my phone over n over instead of smashing it turned like rubbery n floppy.

I woke but instead of waking here I woke with Re-ed Inka...  Telling me to chill.   He was holding me down.
He just patted me telling me it was his rage, but it was familiar too... From when I get hormonal.
He smiled n nodded told me to go bk to dream.

Second dream was an odd place with 2 swimming pools, dim light.
Felt like a school.
I'd taken off my rings n stuff n left them on a table by the lower pool and gone up and dived into the upper pool to swim.
I was met with a really angry red haired woman raging. 
She'd got in my face and I'd just barged past her to dive bk into the water.

When I got bk to the lower pool my stuff had been knocked off the table, I knew it was by the angry woman and I collected up most of my rings.
My Mama's engagement ring was missing.
I was going to dive n look for it, but a pool assistant insisted on emptying the pool.
I'd tried to stop her saying it was probably easy enough to find, but she'd pulled a 'pool plug'

This was odd, water was draining and I was with her when I herd a ring drop, then we were at an open loft looking down onto a room below.
I dropped down into the space that was like a sports hall locker room.
All over the floor was old rings.
Signet rings, engagement and wedding bands... Other stuff too.
Non was the one I'd lost but I was collecting them and putting them into a pile.
I was intending to make my way bk to check the pool above.

On the way I got stuck in a turn style thing.  It shoved me into this crazy tec room.
Wyrd screens, people with head sets rows of gaming chairs.
It made me dizzy...
I left straight away and coming out I met a young kids saying 'I duno why I got a Biology, in an A level'
Then he told me 'language protocol failure'

Last part of the dream I was looking at papers n screens.   A guy beside me got my attention saying look at this.
He was showing me how every page was a 9 or a 6 or 69 or 96 he asked me if I understood.
I'd nodded and woke up.


--
Made me think of when I was zoned out on a longe run yday.
Inka n me were chilling in that dark dream hub Loci used.

We were manifesting stuff and I'd made a bunch of bubbles... n he blew smoke rings round them making them all look like rainbow Saturn planets.

Arctic Sunset

 

24th
 

I'd gone bk to re-ed Inka... But not touched him.  Just laid down on the isopod floor n slept there, as usual Inka is with the re-ed Ren.
He picked me up at some point n put me on the bed...  then lay next to me.
He told me it was pods auto cleaning or something n to lay still.
I'd asked why he cared... He told me he was in enough shit already without an anomaly on his floor.
The dream I had was odd.
Was camping somewhere in the Arctic circle.  Light was low but visible for a few hrs a day.
Tents were dark green, warm enough inside but low to be out of the wind.
We would sing, before dark...  Like a choir, in harmony.

Round fires..  I was trying to blag stuff I'd want on my journey home.
At one point I'd fallen asleep when it was snowing and woke in a snow cocoon.
I didn't know how to get out but someone found me clearing the snow from my face and pulling me out.
I woke but went bk into the same dream.
This time the camp is closer to human settlements.
This time there was an Uncle..   I've herd mixed stories about.
He was their with some cousins.
I wasn't sure why he was there.
We were never close cousins, but he always seemed ok. I've got on with him at funerals and was shocked when I herd the things adults know n kids don't.
Anyhoo.. He was there with his fam, he'd gone into some kind of kidney crisis.

Everyone wanted us to pack up and leave, but I'd wanted a photo of the setting sun and wandered off alone.
I couldn't find the right spot, and the lane was muddy with melting snow.
Then my phone didn't work.
I kept finding discarded Christmas tree ornaments. 
The a puddle, with 'little people' living in it.   Like tiny gnome like humans.
I'd stopped to talk to them, and a local at his back gate told me what they called them.
It wasn't the Norwegian name Nisei? Or something.... It was something different.

I remembered people were waiting for me back at the camp so headed back, picking up some hand made Christmas baubles that looked like they'd been painted by kids on the way.

Bk at camp they'd taken my Uncle to the local hospital. 
I'd followed on foot, found him waiting for a consultant in a wheelchair with a giant catheter bag attached.
He asked me to take him for a walk, I agreed and we went out.

I'd got down the hill, n the bag was filling with blood and urine till it was almost full (Way more fluid than should be in a human being)
At that point I think I'd asked someone in a local store to help, but a passing ambulance picked us bk up.

Re-Ed Inka is different with me now.  
Hummm..   He's mapped stuff onto my body again. 
He said he needed to be sure how much I recalled.
 

Toilet Fight

 

17th - 23rd

Similar dreams.

Huge worlds, connected by monorails and trams.  The trains connecting layers realities.  Meeting with fam and friends.
 

An alien world, another with dragons.

Living in London with a girlfriend.  Another of playing in a large pond with Jack.

A long dream of 2 rival high schools in my main dream space.  Different methods for educating.

Was about groups and friction.  Parties, gangs and clubs.

A club that was attacked with gas that made people sleepy, then the victims were raped.

 

1st n 3rd person dream of seeing odd eyes on TV's watching people watching the tv.  They were sort of red and holographic but not many people could see them. 

 

 

Last night 24th was funny...

I'd been auguring with 2 Inkas and another Ren, well mainly we were all disagreeing with one Inka, the one from re-ed.  He refused to help us all with something, so re-ed Ren had gone with the Inka that usually watches me. 
They all told me to leave the re-ed Inka alone... But I'd decided to go bug him anyway.

I'd found him in an iso pod there laying on the small bunk with his eyes shut.  I'd appeared floating cross legged in the small space and he told me 'Piss off I'm busy' without even opening his eyes.

I'd not replied and just waited till I knew he was asleep and dreaming n then sat on the floor touching his hand to enter his dream.

He's in the dock in an old fashioned court house, he was already in prison clothes and handcuffs.
Only he could see me, and he continued to ignore me and everyone else as he was sentenced.

 

As he was being led from the court he shoved my awareness back and into a dream of my own.

It's my main dream house and I'm in the lounge with a mix of Josh n my Bro and some other people.   I'm watching this really odd tv show, it's like a mix of concert and a comedy but every so often the people on the screen morph so that they take on features of hair and people in the room, at first only I notice it.... It's both funny and disturbing and I can't stop watching thinking it's just me.... But then the others notice it too and I decide it's either happening or we are in a group psychosis/hallucination.

My watch was doing odd things too, at first just the display and screen were changing then it started changing physically into diffrent shapes colours sizes.  I was annoyed as I liked my watch.

 

I go threw to the other room to show people.  In the other room are loads of odd things.
Rubber toys like them rubber chickens, only they are odd things like a shotgun, a cowboy boot police truncheon various animals.
Then this song starts playing.

The Big Push - I Shot the Sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop

At this point I know I'm dreaming with Re-ed Inka and he's the one that drives me 'NUTS'

 

It was really hard to wake..   Took me a while to drag my awareness bk to my body and write down the dream... Curious I decided to go bk n dream there again as the lucidity and dreaming had been way more vivid.
I jump bk to where I was still sat by re-ed Inka's sleeping form.  Only now Leon is standing beside me.  I look up at him questioning and he tells me he's 'Witnessing' 

 

Before I could ask more, Inka is aware of me again shoved my awareness into another dream...

...

Sheesh!!!  🙄😆

'We all warned you Ren'  IKR but, I don't see how 2 you's can be so different??
'Well now you do'  lol yep

 

So as I said, I'd gone bk as the dream was interesting and vivid after all.

This next dream was long and crazy....  'As will you be again if you don't stay the fuck away' ....
Mmmmm I can kinda see that - point taken.

Anyhooo the dream is of a big shared house, at the start I was painting walls. 

I could still recall the first dream, I was low level lucidity.
The building was old, Victorian style with odd furniture and high ceiling’s.

 

Odd stuff keeps happening in this house and it's expanding into a huge complex, with ruined Victorian saloon's, moss covered abandon glass houses and large gothic style gardens.

It reminded me a little of a English country manner style shinning building.

 

Living in it are loads of frens and family.

We all had a room, they looked better painted .. As white they'd looked boring. 
I was helping Em paint hers but when I turned round to pick up the paint I found myself in a different room.
I'd worked out it was the one above.

Zak had a room with Wizard stuff in it.
Odd stuff was happening in other rooms too.
So many people, Kev & Sharon.. David & Sue.  Em, Neighbours old flat mates.. Then more guests too they are all having odd experiences.

At one point I'd gone outside trying to get back in, walking round the grounds I'd come to some stone steps but the bottom step was covered in Lion shit and I was barefoot so I'd gone another way round..   2 lion cubs had been picked up by people in the garden and carried bk to the pride that lived there.
I'd tried to get back in the main entrance but I was flying fast and kept missing it, on the street one way was a load of banks... The other way was a war memorial.
Took me a while to land in the right place and then I was asked to take a string of light bulbs down some steep steps putting one bulb on each.
A load of people were following me and Zak kept standing on them, it was hard not to as at the side of the stairs were baskets of old plates & cutlery.

 

The dream ended with a fight with ghost Inka.  I was trying to use an old Victorian decorated toilet to take a crap... N he wouldn't let me. 
He kept pulling me, shoving me and lifting me of the toilet ending up with me covered in crap!💩
At this point a group of visitors all walk threw staring at me covered in crap fighting with something invisible... They were on their way somewhere as the house was like a maze.
I think I'd said something like 'A little privacy please' as they all filled past.

Eventually someone stopped they told me 'Ah, an apparition'  I'd said, 'Oh!' Giving them Inka's arm I was fighting with and asking if they could feel him too. 
They confirmed they could and asked me if I wanted and exorcist.  I told them just a bin bag for my shitty clothes and a hot shower would suffice 😆

 

'Are you going to listen now Ren?'  Mmmmm suppose, oddly though I feel more awake than I have in months.

'Come bk to normal me Ren, that is if you're going bk to sleep' Mmmm

I think Inka came to me here, body energy felt much more chilled.
I had a dream with him in, was another shared house but this was much more normal.
We had some kittens and room mates.
Was coming up to Christmas, we were all skint so most of us were not going to see family and the people staying were all bunging £25 into a kitty so we could go to the market n get stuff to make a meal, left over we'd use for booze n smokes.

Was much more normal :D 
 

Squashed

 

16th

Odd night, was a storm here.  Also first good sleep since last Thurs
At one point I'd woken and the sky outside was green. 
I was curious, but not enough to get out of bed.

After that I had loads of false awakening dreams.

I was in bed and first there was a cat on me, I was confused as the door was shut and I'd not let one of the cat's in.
Then it was other things on the bed.
Heavier things pressing me down, didn't feel like sleep paralysis, was just odd.
Then it was 2 guys, again pressing me down.  I felt like I saw them come in.
I'd tried to use my phone light to see but it didn't work the batteries on everything watch phone little lights had all run down so I was just in the dark being pressed on.

 

I kept waking from the experience, but not waking... As I was still asleep.
I'd even gone down to the house at one point where there was a power cut but again, there was something down there touching me and once more I woke up.

At some point I must have fully woke up as I'd written down the dream, but then I'd go straight back into the same dream with the same thing happening. 

I'd decided to write something each time I woke and it happend 6 times....  Was getting anoying as It was hard to work out when I was asleep or not.

After this I'd had a more normal long dream.

A feild where I was holding a small snake, a large old tree trunk, no branches kids where climbing it at the top it looked like a human nose.
I'd packed a towel and put on a swimming costume under my clothes and I walked with Jack and a few others down to the coast as we wanted to swim.
The roads were quiet, cut lawns and wide paths.
A small tram crossing with people waiting.
Then threw the back of a shopping place, pasted the big dumpy bins and old shopping trolleys.

When I get to the coast the only shore line I can find is in a sort of cave, a building has been built on stilts and the water comes in threw small inlets in the back.
The water is black and thick...  I'd wanted to keep walking till I found some open shore but Jack took me inside the building to look around and collect codes.
We were scribbling them on a bit of paper.  111 010  011 and similar, we needed to collect 12 codes.
On the journy back, we again whent past the bins, and a large claw for collecting rubbish then jumped on the tram roof to hitch a ride for a few stops, jumping off again as it left a station onto the soft grass on the side of the track. 
 

Strange Summoning

 

12th
Was v tired after 3 night shifts, but did dream all night.

Was all over the place though as I was tired too, so falling asleep in my dreams.
One of the spears twins again, odd gift balls.   A strange red toot toot whistle!

Clair & Martha were there too, and kids.   Wake talker/ Cake walker... Things were jumbled.

I'd been pulled from a pond and put on a very modern bus, my jumper was wet so I'd hung it on a seat to dry n sat in a t-shirt.

 

13th
Hype B?   A kids home in Mable's old guest house.  There was loads of us in there, sitting round vaping, a large dinning table we shared.  Sat round chatting.

Next a big odd industrial kitchen, was notices and signs stuck all over and things kept malfunctioning. 
Someone had made a large cake and I was making a pot of tea.

Then a really odd dream in Sheilas house.  Charles & Diana had come for a meal, but we didn't have any food.
It was late and shops were shut.
I'd found some fish I'd left to defrost, but a cat ate it.  
The only other thing was huge wheels of cheese, but I had no fruit or crackers to go with it.

I'd tried to hold off till morning when I could go shopping, but Diana had come to find my crying, upset we didn't want to see or eat with them. 
I'd explained the food thing, so we decided to go walking till the store opened.

We ended up in a sea cave, the tide was coming in.   Odd air lock doors too... A child had gone missing and she was going to report it to the rangers while I helped to search.

Last dream was game like, floating islands and teleporting.

20th

Epic dream.  My Grans house had turned into a huge revolving hexagonal temple. 
It was right on the coast with part of it at the tide line.

A cold water reef outside.  I was walking the outside first with a group who wouldn't welcome me, but as family they couldn't stop me.

Music was playing, the building was sort of upside down too, with living areas along the walls and a viewing platform into a sort of modern summoning area dropped in the centre.

Track playing.

P.O.D. - FEELING STRANGE (Official Audio) VERITAS

 

Next up I was decorating a room, and then a tower.  It was tall almost game/cartoon like.
Inka was in the dream too, I had a job, the boss was away.

He had the penthouse in the tower with amazing views.  Inka was in the bathtub.

Me n Inka were doing something we shouldn't, I don't recall what though.

Last dream was long.  Fleas flying in a cube formation.   They had come from some cats there I was spraying them with bug spray and watching them fall.
Then I was with Jack, we had a series of tests to pass.  Some were exam papers others physical stuff.   Apparently hardly anyone passed.
We'd been doing them together until we got to a climbing wall, at the top we were to deposit a ball we'd collected at the bottom.   Only I hadn't so I had to go bk down.
While I was doing it again Jack moved on and I didn't know the way to the next test.
Was set in a massive sprawling education place.