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Wednesday, 30 April 2025

Shrinking

 


26th
I'd been robbing somewhere with an unsavoury guy.   To escape we shrunk ourselves and hid in box's pretending to be dolls.
We swallowed the stuff we'd stolen, Jewels and pearls, our pockets we stuffed with cash... then shrank taking the place of dolls and put ourselves in a box.
We were on a couriers lorry when we wiggled out of the box's laughing and chucking up the stuff we'd nicked.  There was a strange wizard in the dream too who'd forgotten who he was.. At some point the wizard turned into Zak.
We'd make a run for it from the truck.

27th
Fragmented dreams.
Floods, water rising. Covering stuff.

Waiting a long time for sunrise, I could zoom out too and observer in globe mode.
Glass shattering close to me, cuts and tiny bit's I had to pick out of my skin n arms.

Another dream of a game in a sort of spirit garden.
 

Longer dream of a flipped version of our lane, it's familiar from other dreams..... Not really like here n the neighbours are all the wrong way round, the lane much steeper.
We had a front garden with a large tree that had purple bark.  It didn't have leaves, more like rosettes, that reminded me of a like succulent type of plant that was symbiotic growing on it.
It produced deep purple edible beans from the crown of the tree at certain times in the year.
 

A boat had been sold too.

The house where I lived had rooms that were blocked off, but the walls would open.
One was sort of an old garden room concrete floor, and open to the garden on one side, a stone fire place and old fashioned folded table that had been stored in the corner draped with fine looking table clothes and napkins.
Old table candles that had burnt down.
Looked like the room had been used for a ritual and the roots of the odd purple tree were breaking up the old floor in parts.
A UV light was on.... I didn't see it but it illuminated odd markings on my skin I didn't know I had.
Swirls and spots.   Like rave style body paint.
I was looking at the markings on the souls of my feet, there was an image there too.... Almost like a photo of a female I didn't know.

Last dream was a young female and an older guy teacher. 
The female had pale skin, curled ginger hair and very pale blue/green eyes... She was 12/13 years old.
The lessons were strange, they were learning a sign language with hands, but remote viewing too.  They would watch TV with eye masks on and still be able to see it.
Another lesson was levitation, mainly viewing and pruning the crowns of trees.
They were masquerading as tree surgeons... Pruning and clearing trees.
People were finding stuff under the trees in their gardens that they didn't remember that they had.
Both of them were communicating with a red sort of demon shaped thing too.....   Reminded me of Inka's purple Smokey form.  This one was red/orange yellow almost like solid flame.
It was in a different layer from the girl and teacher guy, it's language was different but they all could understand it.... The deamon looking thingy was angry, almost emm,   I duno, bound to them to or under some kind of ritual or something that they'd enacted. 
It disliked them but was powerless to deny there communications.
I was just an observer in this dream, formless watching them all.

 

28th
It's still early.. Woke to pee n rubbed n eyelash into my eye and had to get up as eye was watering n hurting so much.
I'd been dreaming when I woke gone 1am.
Was a game world. 
I was again formless but had a main character I think.
A GM or announcement was telling us about a one time bonus or gift to claim for a sort of shared inventory across games/realms.
I wasn't really paying attention n ended up giving it to an NPC.
The characters were like humanoid animal hybrids and from what I recall I'd given mine to a female donkey. 
Hummmmmmmmmm
🤔
Anyhoo I should sleep again, but bk to work tonight...  So doesn’t matter if my sleep pattern screwed up, I'll nap this afternoon b4 shift in the sun.

Rest of the night was not really dreams, just aware sleep.

30th
Early I was dreaming of I duno, meby Japanese picture book type stories. 
Not sure how to describe but it was very pretty, like being in a painting.
There were old carved stones and I was visiting spirit guardians that were trees, birds and pools.
It was relaxing.

Second dream was big, with many parts.
I was on holiday in Asia with a group of frens.  Non familier.
I'd been in bed in our apartment and both my arms were doing different things, like one had a mind of it's own. I was trying to move something but had to consciously focus on the odd arm to let it know what I wanted.
We'd eaten at the same small restaurant each night, it was in a city below a hotel and apartment block close to where we'd been staying.

We'd booked our usual table even though the place tended to be quiet.  Our last meal before the flight home so we had our bags that we'd left on the ground close to the entrance.
Strange people kept joining our table pushing us along the bench, and when I looked over I realised in the crush our luggage had gone.
It' had all my money, tickets passport n stuff so I knew I wasn't getting on the flight that was due.
I go out to look around and a group of young guys are pretending to do maintenance work on the building but it's very sus.
I realise they are trying to get into the locked garage for the block and the owner of the place where we eat n some of the apartments keeps his collection of old cars there so I head in and let him know what's going on.

After this it gets sureal, the younger guys realise I'm onto them and they are trying to stop me watching them while setting traps on the road.
Then guns appear and I'm on the run...
I'd hidden in the rusty shell of a burnt out VW bug car.  
Once they'd passed I left, and at this point others are chasing me, so I shrink.
Was similar to the dream the other night when I was doll size to hide in a box.
I'd climbed into a sort of hole in a rock then met other people my size in brown overalls.
They were some kind of couriers with a banana logo on there suits.
There were diffrent teams and groups forming up against an AI like oppressor and they wanted me to join them and we take an organic lift below ground, still small moving threw the rock.


Below ground Is a tunnle world but I'd zoomed out again till I was formless just watching something that's hard to describe. 
Like live jelly water... Smaller blobs all moving slowly into a larger mass.   Like watching drops of water meet to form a puddle..  Only these were consciously coalescing.

 

On another layer I was aware another unfamiliar male and female consciousness I was weaving the dream with.  



 

Friday, 25 April 2025

Pools & Rings

 


25th
Odd night, was out with frens so didn't sleep till midnight.
First dream I just recall the end.
Stuff I remember from before was building a fire, and we were using a smashed up old piano.
I'd not realised that was what we were burning till I put on a bit I recognised.
After that I was heading bk to my main dream space on the A1 from the north.
Was the road where you turn off coming from the Berwick side.
The sky was amazing!
Blue, purple pink it was night but the sky was glowing and filled with stars.
We'd stopped to look.  Pulling in off the road on the grass on a rise so we could see towards the sea over the hedges.
I'd tried to take a photo...
This time the sun was about to rise.
My phone had this wyrd app that was opening instead of camera and I kept deleting it while watching the sun and getting more and more annoyed with my phone.

I'd ended up punching my phone over n over instead of smashing it turned like rubbery n floppy.


I woke but instead of waking here I woke with Re-ed Inka...  Telling me to chill.   He was holding me down.
He just patted me telling me it was his rage, but it was familiar too... From when I get hormonal.
He smiled n nodded told me to go bk to dream.

Second dream was an odd place with 2 swimming pools, dim light.
Felt like a school.
I'd taken off my rings n stuff n left them on a table by the lower pool and gone up and dived into the upper pool to swim.
I was met with a really angry red haired woman raging. 
She'd got in my face and I'd just barged past her to dive bk into the water.

When I got bk to the lower pool my stuff had been knocked off the table, I knew it was by the angry woman and I collected up most of my rings.
My Mama's engagement ring was missing.
I was going to dive n look for it, but a pool assistant insisted on emptying the pool.
I'd tried to stop her saying it was probably easy enough to find, but she'd pulled a 'pool plug'

This was odd, water was draining and I was with her when I herd a ring drop, then we were at an open loft looking down onto a room below.
I dropped down into the space that was like a sports hall locker room.
All over the floor was old rings.
Signet rings, engagement and wedding bands... Other stuff too.
Non was the one I'd lost but I was collecting them and putting them into a pile.
I was intending to make my way bk to check the pool above.

On the way I got stuck in a turn style thing.  It shoved me into this crazy tec room.
Wyrd screens, people with head sets rows of gaming chairs.
It made me dizzy...
I left straight away and coming out I met a young kids saying 'I duno why I got a Biology, in an A level'
Then he told me 'language protocol failure'

Last part of the dream I was looking at papers n screens.   A guy beside me got my attention saying look at this.
He was showing me how every page was a 9 or a 6 or 69 or 96 he asked me if I understood.
I'd nodded and woke up.


--
Made me think of when I was zoned out on a longe run yday.
Inka n me were chilling in that dark dream hub Loci used.

We were manifesting stuff and I'd made a bunch of bubbles... n he blew smoke rings round them making them all look like rainbow Saturn planets.

Thursday, 24 April 2025

Arctic Sunset

 


24th
 

I'd gone bk to re-ed Inka... But not touched him.  Just laid down on the isopod floor n slept there, as usual Inka is with the re-ed Ren.
He picked me up at some point n put me on the bed...  then lay next to me.
He told me it was pods auto cleaning or something n to lay still.
I'd asked why he cared... He told me he was in enough shit already without an anomaly on his floor.
The dream I had was odd.
Was camping somewhere in the Arctic circle.  Light was low but visible for a few hrs a day.
Tents were dark green, warm enough inside but low to be out of the wind.
We would sing, before dark...  Like a choir, in harmony.

Round fires..  I was trying to blag stuff I'd want on my journey home.
At one point I'd fallen asleep when it was snowing and woke in a snow cocoon.
I didn't know how to get out but someone found me clearing the snow from my face and pulling me out.
I woke but went bk into the same dream.
This time the camp is closer to human settlements.
This time there was an Uncle..   I've herd mixed stories about.
He was their with some cousins.
I wasn't sure why he was there.
We were never close cousins, but he always seemed ok. I've got on with him at funerals and was shocked when I herd the things adults know n kids don't.
Anyhoo.. He was there with his fam, he'd gone into some kind of kidney crisis.

Everyone wanted us to pack up and leave, but I'd wanted a photo of the setting sun and wandered off alone.
I couldn't find the right spot, and the lane was muddy with melting snow.
Then my phone didn't work.
I kept finding discarded Christmas tree ornaments. 
The a puddle, with 'little people' living in it.   Like tiny gnome like humans.
I'd stopped to talk to them, and a local at his back gate told me what they called them.
It wasn't the Norwegian name Nisei? Or something.... It was something different.

I remembered people were waiting for me back at the camp so headed back, picking up some hand made Christmas baubles that looked like they'd been painted by kids on the way.

Bk at camp they'd taken my Uncle to the local hospital. 
I'd followed on foot, found him waiting for a consultant in a wheelchair with a giant catheter bag attached.
He asked me to take him for a walk, I agreed and we went out.

I'd got down the hill, n the bag was filling with blood and urine till it was almost full (Way more fluid than should be in a human being)
At that point I think I'd asked someone in a local store to help, but a passing ambulance picked us bk up.

Re-Ed Inka is different with me now.  
Hummm..   He's mapped stuff onto my body again. 
He said he needed to be sure how much I recalled.
 

Wednesday, 23 April 2025

Toilet Fight

 


17th - 23rd

Similar dreams.

Huge worlds, connected by monorails and trams.  The trains connecting layers realities.  Meeting with fam and friends.
 

An alien world, another with dragons.

Living in London with a girlfriend.  Another of playing in a large pond with Jack.

A long dream of 2 rival high schools in my main dream space.  Different methods for educating.

Was about groups and friction.  Parties, gangs and clubs.

A club that was attacked with gas that made people sleepy, then the victims were raped.

 

1st n 3rd person dream of seeing odd eyes on TV's watching people watching the tv.  They were sort of red and holographic but not many people could see them. 

 

 

Last night 24th was funny...

I'd been auguring with 2 Inkas and another Ren, well mainly we were all disagreeing with one Inka, the one from re-ed.  He refused to help us all with something, so re-ed Ren had gone with the Inka that usually watches me. 
They all told me to leave the re-ed Inka alone... But I'd decided to go bug him anyway.

I'd found him in an iso pod there laying on the small bunk with his eyes shut.  I'd appeared floating cross legged in the small space and he told me 'Piss off I'm busy' without even opening his eyes.

I'd not replied and just waited till I knew he was asleep and dreaming n then sat on the floor touching his hand to enter his dream.

He's in the dock in an old fashioned court house, he was already in prison clothes and handcuffs.
Only he could see me, and he continued to ignore me and everyone else as he was sentenced.

 

As he was being led from the court he shoved my awareness back and into a dream of my own.

It's my main dream house and I'm in the lounge with a mix of Josh n my Bro and some other people.   I'm watching this really odd tv show, it's like a mix of concert and a comedy but every so often the people on the screen morph so that they take on features of hair and people in the room, at first only I notice it.... It's both funny and disturbing and I can't stop watching thinking it's just me.... But then the others notice it too and I decide it's either happening or we are in a group psychosis/hallucination.

My watch was doing odd things too, at first just the display and screen were changing then it started changing physically into diffrent shapes colours sizes.  I was annoyed as I liked my watch.

 

I go threw to the other room to show people.  In the other room are loads of odd things.
Rubber toys like them rubber chickens, only they are odd things like a shotgun, a cowboy boot police truncheon various animals.
Then this song starts playing.

The Big Push - I Shot the Sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop

At this point I know I'm dreaming with Re-ed Inka and he's the one that drives me 'NUTS'

 

It was really hard to wake..   Took me a while to drag my awareness bk to my body and write down the dream... Curious I decided to go bk n dream there again as the lucidity and dreaming had been way more vivid.
I jump bk to where I was still sat by re-ed Inka's sleeping form.  Only now Leon is standing beside me.  I look up at him questioning and he tells me he's 'Witnessing' 

 

Before I could ask more, Inka is aware of me again shoved my awareness into another dream...

...

Sheesh!!! 
🙄😆

'We all warned you Ren'  IKR but, I don't see how 2 you's can be so different??
'Well now you do'  lol yep

 

So as I said, I'd gone bk as the dream was interesting and vivid after all.

This next dream was long and crazy....  'As will you be again if you don't stay the fuck away' ....
Mmmmm I can kinda see that - point taken.

Anyhooo the dream is of a big shared house, at the start I was painting walls. 

I could still recall the first dream, I was low level lucidity.
The building was old, Victorian style with odd furniture and high ceiling’s.

 

Odd stuff keeps happening in this house and it's expanding into a huge complex, with ruined Victorian saloon's, moss covered abandon glass houses and large gothic style gardens.

It reminded me a little of a English country manner style shinning building.

 

Living in it are loads of frens and family.

We all had a room, they looked better painted .. As white they'd looked boring. 
I was helping Em paint hers but when I turned round to pick up the paint I found myself in a different room.
I'd worked out it was the one above.

Zak had a room with Wizard stuff in it.
Odd stuff was happening in other rooms too.
So many people, Kev & Sharon.. David & Sue.  Em, Neighbours old flat mates.. Then more guests too they are all having odd experiences.

At one point I'd gone outside trying to get back in, walking round the grounds I'd come to some stone steps but the bottom step was covered in Lion shit and I was barefoot so I'd gone another way round..   2 lion cubs had been picked up by people in the garden and carried bk to the pride that lived there.
I'd tried to get back in the main entrance but I was flying fast and kept missing it, on the street one way was a load of banks... The other way was a war memorial.
Took me a while to land in the right place and then I was asked to take a string of light bulbs down some steep steps putting one bulb on each.
A load of people were following me and Zak kept standing on them, it was hard not to as at the side of the stairs were baskets of old plates & cutlery.

 

The dream ended with a fight with ghost Inka.  I was trying to use an old Victorian decorated toilet to take a crap... N he wouldn't let me. 
He kept pulling me, shoving me and lifting me of the toilet ending up with me covered in crap!
💩
At this point a group of visitors all walk threw staring at me covered in crap fighting with something invisible... They were on their way somewhere as the house was like a maze.
I think I'd said something like 'A little privacy please' as they all filled past.

Eventually someone stopped they told me 'Ah, an apparition'  I'd said, 'Oh!' Giving them Inka's arm I was fighting with and asking if they could feel him too. 
They confirmed they could and asked me if I wanted and exorcist.  I told them just a bin bag for my shitty clothes and a hot shower would suffice
😆

 

'Are you going to listen now Ren?'  Mmmmm suppose, oddly though I feel more awake than I have in months.

'Come bk to normal me Ren, that is if you're going bk to sleep' Mmmm

I think Inka came to me here, body energy felt much more chilled.
I had a dream with him in, was another shared house but this was much more normal.
We had some kittens and room mates.
Was coming up to Christmas, we were all skint so most of us were not going to see family and the people staying were all bunging £25 into a kitty so we could go to the market n get stuff to make a meal, left over we'd use for booze n smokes.

Was much more normal :D 
 

Wednesday, 16 April 2025

Squashed

 


16th

Odd night, was a storm here.  Also first good sleep since last Thurs
At one point I'd woken and the sky outside was green. 
I was curious, but not enough to get out of bed.

After that I had loads of false awakening dreams.

I was in bed and first there was a cat on me, I was confused as the door was shut and I'd not let one of the cat's in.
Then it was other things on the bed.
Heavier things pressing me down, didn't feel like sleep paralysis, was just odd.
Then it was 2 guys, again pressing me down.  I felt like I saw them come in.
I'd tried to use my phone light to see but it didn't work the batteries on everything watch phone little lights had all run down so I was just in the dark being pressed on.

 

I kept waking from the experience, but not waking... As I was still asleep.
I'd even gone down to the house at one point where there was a power cut but again, there was something down there touching me and once more I woke up.

At some point I must have fully woke up as I'd written down the dream, but then I'd go straight back into the same dream with the same thing happening. 

I'd decided to write something each time I woke and it happend 6 times....  Was getting anoying as It was hard to work out when I was asleep or not.

After this I'd had a more normal long dream.

A feild where I was holding a small snake, a large old tree trunk, no branches kids where climbing it at the top it looked like a human nose.
I'd packed a towel and put on a swimming costume under my clothes and I walked with Jack and a few others down to the coast as we wanted to swim.
The roads were quiet, cut lawns and wide paths.
A small tram crossing with people waiting.
Then threw the back of a shopping place, pasted the big dumpy bins and old shopping trolleys.

When I get to the coast the only shore line I can find is in a sort of cave, a building has been built on stilts and the water comes in threw small inlets in the back.
The water is black and thick...  I'd wanted to keep walking till I found some open shore but Jack took me inside the building to look around and collect codes.
We were scribbling them on a bit of paper.  111 010  011 and similar, we needed to collect 12 codes.
On the journy back, we again whent past the bins, and a large claw for collecting rubbish then jumped on the tram roof to hitch a ride for a few stops, jumping off again as it left a station onto the soft grass on the side of the track. 
 

Thursday, 20 February 2025

Strange Summoning

 


12th
Was v tired after 3 night shifts, but did dream all night.

Was all over the place though as I was tired too, so falling asleep in my dreams.
One of the spears twins again, odd gift balls.   A strange red toot toot whistle!

Clair & Martha were there too, and kids.   Wake talker/ Cake walker... Things were jumbled.

I'd been pulled from a pond and put on a very modern bus, my jumper was wet so I'd hung it on a seat to dry n sat in a t-shirt.

 

13th
Hype B?   A kids home in Mable's old guest house.  There was loads of us in there, sitting round vaping, a large dinning table we shared.  Sat round chatting.

Next a big odd industrial kitchen, was notices and signs stuck all over and things kept malfunctioning. 
Someone had made a large cake and I was making a pot of tea.

Then a really odd dream in Sheilas house.  Charles & Diana had come for a meal, but we didn't have any food.
It was late and shops were shut.
I'd found some fish I'd left to defrost, but a cat ate it.  
The only other thing was huge wheels of cheese, but I had no fruit or crackers to go with it.

I'd tried to hold off till morning when I could go shopping, but Diana had come to find my crying, upset we didn't want to see or eat with them. 
I'd explained the food thing, so we decided to go walking till the store opened.

We ended up in a sea cave, the tide was coming in.   Odd air lock doors too... A child had gone missing and she was going to report it to the rangers while I helped to search.

Last dream was game like, floating islands and teleporting.

20th

Epic dream.  My Grans house had turned into a huge revolving hexagonal temple. 
It was right on the coast with part of it at the tide line.

A cold water reef outside.  I was walking the outside first with a group who wouldn't welcome me, but as family they couldn't stop me.

Music was playing, the building was sort of upside down too, with living areas along the walls and a viewing platform into a sort of modern summoning area dropped in the centre.

Track playing.

P.O.D. - FEELING STRANGE (Official Audio) VERITAS

 

Next up I was decorating a room, and then a tower.  It was tall almost game/cartoon like.
Inka was in the dream too, I had a job, the boss was away.

He had the penthouse in the tower with amazing views.  Inka was in the bathtub.

Me n Inka were doing something we shouldn't, I don't recall what though.

Last dream was long.  Fleas flying in a cube formation.   They had come from some cats there I was spraying them with bug spray and watching them fall.
Then I was with Jack, we had a series of tests to pass.  Some were exam papers others physical stuff.   Apparently hardly anyone passed.
We'd been doing them together until we got to a climbing wall, at the top we were to deposit a ball we'd collected at the bottom.   Only I hadn't so I had to go bk down.
While I was doing it again Jack moved on and I didn't know the way to the next test.
Was set in a massive sprawling education place.

 

Saturday, 1 February 2025

Wet Laptop


 

Not posted for a bit as spilled water in my laptop and had to wait for it to dry out 😆

25th
First dream I was sort of here, the storm and wind keeping my awareness semi in the room.

I was with a family with loads of kids, they were all very close and I was some what of an outsider, they had a large off grid place with their own mining facility. 
My kids were welcome, but I was kept at arms distance from the large extended family.
My shed was in the dream, I woke when I thought my bed was blowing across the room wizard of oz style :D

Second dream when the wind died down a bit, was our work place with a vets below it...

It was kinda like chestnut view dumped on one of the vet places I'd worked in.
I'd not realised I'd taken a job there, it was a new vet that had taken over, he seemed unconcerned he had no patients and had procured Abi & me to work for him from the care home above.
I was mainly trying to get the kettle to work to make coffee!

The building opened onto a wooded lane, there was the most amazing golden pink sun set at one point the sky looking like rolling fire.

I'd worked in the place before he'd taken it over and it had been changed, I was looking around the theatre that I recalled from other dreams and where there had been several vets working there was now only one table and anaesthetic machine. 
Oh another guy from work started too Basil, was odd as he wasn't keen on animals at all.
The vet was odd, a guy mid 40's with wavy brown hair, not someone I've ever met... He was sort of tall and aloof.   Preoccupied with things much of the time, and while he'd employed us he barely seemed to notice us or talk.

 

Was again at the tree place with Inka.   He'd wanted to smother my awareness from Leon after he'd gone to get stuff. 
I've been transforming the area under the tree, it's got glowing mushroom shelves now and a glowing errrr looks like a cross between moss and a trailing air plant but it glows too when the light is low.  
It's cosy.   The awareness smothering was cool.   He'd warned me it might feel odd, but it was them waves of energy I was familiar with.
My body felt electric, not unpleasant at all.

 

 

27th

 

First dream was odd.  I was in main dream space or a version of it.  A large hotel was on the sea road.

People from here n past life.   I was boobie feeding my cabbage patch doll! n that was odd!

People were using Valium.  Suzi n her twins were there, she was renting rooms by the day.  

Working in the room whilst the kids played on the beach.   She was letting me use her room. 

Em had a driver and an office n I was doing stuff for them.  The back of the hotel was odd too, they were barricading it against thefts.   The toilets were like coconuts that you had to pee in :P

 

I remember looking in a mirror at one point, I had peach n deep purple striped hair. 

 

I had many dreams but the room was cold n I didn't want to come out of the floof next to write.  

 

In the morning I had a false awakening.   Here but my right eye wouldn't open...  So I cut a hole in my forhead n moved the eyeball there to check it still worked.

 

 It did, but I only had 2 eyeballs n 3 holes! I was a little concerned my optic nerve would shrivel up so I kept swapping my right eye to forhead n bk.

 

Last dream was plane flight, and journey.   My old aunts but they were younger.  Shila was making a blackberry Crumble and Aunty Betty had taken a plane to London to meet me in a group house n go to a cosplay convention

 

28th
Was very tired after work/Dad's bday.
 

29th

Travelling South and Central America, lots of tribes and strange cities.  We had strange toys we were playing games with, there was another more religious group. 

 

30th

Setting seemed a little like the community centre in my main dream area.  Again we were playing games, but gaming was also my job, it reminded me of playgroup for adults!

Next was a nursing dream, large communal wards.  I had a cat the followed me round and would sit on the bed as I read books to people.  A fight between some guys I knew from home.  They were young, females were arguing about something too. 

Toby and someone a Richard Nelson.  Guess was the bro or Father of middle me. 
There was a school with gardening and seeds & weeds.  A ferry to Jersey.

 

1st
 0220

An attack dream, it was an underwater city just known as 'The City'  I was part of a rouge group.  
Mel & Jilly the old primary School head were with me in the dream too.

 

We had subs & boats, we were escaping from the place and we'd fucked it up good.   Destroying stuff and killing more people as we made our way out.  Friends had helped us get out but as it was Mel and me that were wanted we took off alone.
 

Able to breath fine in the water the Ocean was a big place to hide, n we explored all kinds of abandoned places.  We were both bonkers as ever :)

Last bit was a place were the water had drained, it was filled with ice and snow we were  getting chased by sleds Bond style.  We lost them too until it was just the pair of us in this strange water world, it was beautiful and disturbing. 

 

Inka reminded me were I was after waking as I was really disorientated, I'd been hiding from Leon in a tavern with him.  I'd been really sleepy n floppy and he'd just passed me off as drunk.

Friday, 24 January 2025

Storm Dreams

 


First dream I was sort of here, the storm and wind keeping my awareness semi in the room.

I was with a family with loads of kids, they were all very close and I was some what of an outsider, they had a large off grid place with their own mining facility. 
My kids were welcome, but I was kept at arms distance from the large extended family.
My shed was in the dream, I woke when I thought my bed was blowing across the room wizard of oz style :D

Second dream when the wind died down a bit, was our work place with a vets below it...

It was kinda like chestnut view dumped on one of the vet places I'd worked in.
I'd not realised I'd taken a job there, it was a new vet that had taken over, he seemed unconcerned he had no patients and had procured Abi & me to work for him from the care home above.
I was mainly trying to get the kettle to work to make coffee!

The building opened onto a wooded lane, there was the most amazing golden pink sun set at one point the sky looking like rolling fire.

I'd worked in the place before he'd taken it over and it had been changed, I was looking around the theatre that I recalled from other dreams and where there had been several vets working there was now only one table and anaesthetic machine. 
Oh another guy from work started too Basil, was odd as he wasn't keen on animals at all.
The vet was odd, a guy mid 40's with wavy brown hair, not someone I've ever met... He was sort of tall and aloof.   Preoccupied with things much of the time, and while he'd employed us he barely seemed to notice us or talk.

 

Was again at the tree place with Inka.   He'd wanted to smother my awareness from Leon after he'd gone to get stuff. 
I've been transforming the area under the tree, it's got glowing mushroom shelves now and a glowing errrr looks like a cross between moss and a trailing air plant but it glows too when the light is low.  
It's not dissimilar from the area under my soul tree, but way more refined.... and the area outside is amazing.

It's cosy.   The awareness smothering was cool.   He'd warned me it might feel odd, but it was them waves of energy I was familiar with.
My body felt electric, not unpleasant at all.



Friday, 27 December 2024

Mall's and Games


 

27th
First dream was an odd building with narrow corridors of closed doors. We were all wearing a military style uniform and I was charged with looking after a baby boy called Maxwell, though I just called him Max. 

 

Main dream house, only it was attached to a large hardware warehouse.  A HGV with a motor bike escort turned up too, they were delivering a small packet.   It was in a clear zip-lock bag and was stuff that had been left in a car we sold to them.

A storm was coming in too, from the west, wind battering the front windows.


Then a really long dream, a shopping mall, It was the metro centre but the layout was huge and confusing.  I was living in a bakery with a few other females but I'd wandered off from them and got lost.
I was trying to get bk to them but just kept ending up in other places I didn't wana be.
At one point I made my way outside thinking I could go round and in another entrance, but it was surrounded by tall security fences, all brown brick with only locked access doors and fire escapes.  Through the fence I could see a police car with a kid on skates painting road and traffic markings onto the streets.
Not being able to get out the fence I go bk into the Mall and find a place with large wooden slides, where guys are sliding down crashing into the walls at the bottom.  The coach there has a familier accent and I ask if he's from Berwick, he tells me other side of the border Colestream. 

 

I become more lucid at this point.  Still unable to find my way bk, I approach a guy and ask him if he would hit me to see if it wakes me up as I was stuck in the dream.  He smiles and agrees to kick me instead and then warns the guys on a record stall where we are standing what he's going to do.   It still dosn't wake me up.   So with nothing else to do we decided to have sex.
He suddenly stops telling me his boss is coming, it's the end of the week 'score'  he needed to get dressed and I get dressed and follow him to a strange room, where 2 odd women identical but for different hair colour and clothes are.
One was called Boop and the other Beep.    I look down and my name badge says Bop.  
I float around the odd room as Boop and Beep call out scores to their teams.

I was floating over a stainless steal heated food trolly, other serving stations were set up and plates of sandwiches.  Canteen style tables had piles of plates and cutlery laid for the meal they would share after the scoring debrief.  

 

I see a girl playing alone in a small wooden play zone, the floor is sand and wood shavings.  She looks around 7 unwashed and her hair is long and matted.  When I walk over their are 5 versions of the same girl.... All playing alone on a bit of the play equipment.  She's unaware of me or it seems the other versions of herself.

 

Last dream is in a similar large communal area.  This time I've been given a testing job by a small games dev team.  It's the first time I'm meeting them.
The space we are in is old fashioned but the tec is modern with big projections on the ceiling and walls.  
I had been gifted a food production space too. 
It made chips, and they could be delivered to a pick up vending area at the side of the building or served inside.   It came with the staff needed to run it.  

Last part of the dream I was wandering around this strange huge building, it was in parts ultra modern with massive food processing areas. 
Locker rooms too, then areas with strange glowing pods... I've seen similar before.  Like stasis stations that you can plug yourself into to go offline and recharge.

 

Thursday, 19 December 2024

Learning and Exploring


 

8/12
Odd night, broken sleep ... Shift change and storm.

Lots of toys, I'd been in a holiday space and was packing up lots of board games to leave.

Was an odd space, of plants antiques and games.

 

Then a competitive hockey game, I was playing in pink boots.

Last dream was a square loft space, with a ladder to a pull-down platform bed.  It was in a large old brick industrial building.  Pigeons nesting across from my loft area, and a view over a strange city.  I was annoyed people kept storing their junk in my space.
 


16/12 Had loads of dream, but dark and tired.

17th I was holding up an odd truck in my main dream space.

Last night.

Main dream area, a fridge filled with coconut things.  Yogurts and puddings.

 

Main dream house, a table in the bk garden.  Sitting with a young guy who had pre-hair loss.
We were friends though I've never seen him before.  He was in a wheelchair too. 
He was going to share the house with me.

A Jamaican pastry shop had opened too, I just had a photo of it and had to find it, It looked like the Shambles in Alnwick so I was going to check there.

Pink glassware, I was looking for my glass amongst many others.

Mia and a Christmas party with loads of food.  Big platters with fancy nibbles, mountains of sandwiches.   I'd gone outside and when I came in the party I was at had gone.. And I found myself at an Asian kids bday party instead, the food looked amazing beautiful cut veg and rice balls in various shapes.

I'd left the party and wandered down to a port, there were tall old fasioned ships with masts.

19th

Odd cartoon dream, i kept going into games and images.  The first i entered was a game with a radio station selector of all female bands.   It reminded me a bit of Charlie & Lola.
I went threw one of the characters into another dream of a school.
We were young, perhaps 11-13.   Strange too, 2 female with bird skull heads, and other kids that were just normal. 
I had my Dog with me. 

At the end of the day we left the school to walk home together, it was a path next to green dunes, and then white soft sand and a beautiful blue sea, when I asked someone they told me we were in Wales. 

I wanted to go to the sand, but there was a police cordon with officers working in white forensic  overalls, so I kept walking. 
On the way into a small village the kid in-front of me peed on me...  Was odd as he managed to do it backwards. 

 

The other dream was a world I'd been moved too, I went into it a few times, each time a little different.   The geography was the same though.   The land was split into huge tall columns, fractured... Massive gaps but some places they were small enough to jump over.

Other areas were huge platforms of stone where buildings and industry were placed.

First time I enter the dream I was alone, making my way over the ground.  The land was alive too and the rocks broke to pop out a small stone golem that became my friend and guide, showing me the way to cross the landscape and showing me the various habitats, some plateaus were grass covered, and some of the larger ravines had been dug into to make dwellings.  
The golem left me at the top of one, merging back into the stone, below I could see air shafts for a vast hall with marble floors, where stringed instruments were being made and played.
I was going to go check it out, he's told me he's watch me and form again once I was out. 

I'd climbed down and first came to a mechanical area where a black guy met me in grey overalls.  He'd been working on a strange vehicle.  He stopped me and I recognised his accent as Jamaican, he's smiled saying 'You're from Earth too?'   ... Humm was looking for a Jamaican pastry shop yday.  Anyhoo I was woken by the storm here.

I go bk into the same place, this time I'm with a Father.  He's unfamilier, a large guy he was an engineer responsible for some of the larger industrial areas, mainly the lifting of stuff from the ravens up to the top where it would be used.
He wanted me to manage a project for him while he was busy with something else. 
It was to do with getting a massive bit of equipment very high up... I wasn't sure how to do it safely though I understood the process of cogs/pullies and wheel things that were used.
I was at a sort of water level port filled with low metal barges and stores of chains and metal poles looking for a suitable team to employ.

Storm woke me again, and when I fall bk asleep I'm in the same world - younger.  I'm in a kind of school.  It's more like being an apprentice though, we work in small groups with more experienced teams.  One person keeps us in check while we watch the teams work.
I guess there was around 10 of us shadowing an exploratory team.  We were travelling over metal walkways we were constructing as we moved.  I seemed to have an unusual ability where I could sort of disintegrate into a cloud and explore an area at once flushing out water and other creatures.  It wasn't conscious either, it just kept happening and then I'd reform feeling confused. 

Saturday, 7 December 2024

Bugged

 


7/12..

I've been so shit at tracking dreams Inka's started to bug me with nightmares.

 

On the 6th is was a 303 wake.  I'd been in a garden potting succulents into a flower bed when the plant started morphing, then bit's coming off and dropping spiders onto me.
I developed blisters where the spiders touched, and then there was worms under my skin.
As I pulled them out the developed into massive moth caterpillars.

I woke freaked out with small worms crawling under my skin.

Before that I'd had a dream of one of my Main dream houses.   Sheila and Eric's, but I was looking at the building plans and seeing stuff above and below the ground.

Last nigh the 8th...
Dream at work while on 1-1 as my Ressie slept.  I'd got up to answer a call bell and fallen over, low blood pressure and that rubber arm thing.

I could also feel my heart beat all over the place. 

It's odd as prior to these nights I'd been kept away from Inka for a while by crew as we had it in for each other.   Was when we were allowed bk together the nightmares started...  I'd been dreaming, but just to lazy with so much other stuff going on.
 

Wednesday, 27 November 2024

More Moon Pool & Alien Invasion

 


An alien tribal war.  Various factions, some were tall with long faces and orange hair.  Others more cyborg there were also overseer types there, and teachers.
I was a kid and with a version of Jack and another kid.  I wore glasses and these had been broken running from trouble and I was having difficulty seeing.  The 2 older kids were annoyed with me that I couldn't keep up and kept tripping.   We went to see one of the overseer types who had a pale white/gray squarish head and he'd agreed I could stay by him for a while as I was struggling to see. 
I was holding my broken small red framed specs.
Our world had been taken over, but the kids were kind of refugees and being sheltered and moved from the worse of the fighting.  Kept in a neutral zone, so we saw the comings and goings of the various factions. 

 

Main dream area, it was very busy..... Like a day in the summer holidays but quite dark, seemed like dusk as it got darker after.
I was sitting in a crowd of people near the steps on the harbour hill when I young female runs past yelling.

Someone meby me commented I wonder if she'll stop before the water and we hear a splash. 
I got up to look, having swam there loads when I was young...  She's not in the harbour though.
I walk down onto the sand which is much deeper and undulated making pools.
I see the shapes of women swimming nekid below the surface in what I knew as the moon pool, and realise she has gone to join them and swim as mermaids for a bit.
On the sand are a pile of woven friendship bands.

I wanted to swim but not disturbed them so I walked instead to the end of the main pier the harbour was larger than it is, and it's fully dark by now. 
Instead of swimming,  I filled my lungs and jumped into the sky noticing I have on an odd white cape that flutters behind me as I fly.  I flew across the harbour empty of boats that were all at see and onto the docks where cargo was piled up.  Large heaps of rugs and fleece were being bought and moved up the hill to the carpark to be transported on. 

The dream shifts and I'm lucid, I'm existing a train station marked only as India.  Outside it looks  more like a Victorian tube station with a London style tiled pub oppersit to my right.  To the left was a large open industrial size kitchen and public bathroom.

At a table outside is a group of people, I recognise my Grandad who died when I was a kid, and my Gran is there also much younger, perhaps her 30's, they are socialising with a few more people.
I approach the table unsure if they will know me and I tell them I recognise them, they tell me I look familier to them.....  Then it got odd, there was a washing machine, and I was clearing out gunk as I woke up.

 

Last dream was croft main dream space, there was a property swap taking place and we all had to be at the estate agents at mid day.  While waiting we were sitting around, I was lounging in a chair and a dark haired female was making out with me, she was a singer.
The village was beautiful too, I'd spent some time flying over the old cottages that were to be exchanged in the swap.
 

Thursday, 21 November 2024

Moon Pool & Get-Away-Car

 


17th

 

Very long dream. 
I was traveling from the north to London with a group.  We spent alot of time in various parts of London interesting stuff, flower markets and various areas.
We visited a fairground.
The theme of the dream was a vehicle I had.. It was an odd thing, part car part camper van.
We were using the it as a get-away car.
It had a strange sort of room with windows on the back where we all hung out.
I'd let one of the guys drive and at one point he called a vote, letting me belive it was for who would drive.
As he called the result it was unanimous and he was now the vehicles owner. 
While this was happening we were also stuck in an underpass with a strange green what almost looked like a farm vehicle... It was trying to cut us off.

I was a bit miffed he'd not made it clear to me what I was voting on, but I sort of didn't mind as I couldn't drive anyway and he'd agreed to take me where I wanted to go.

 

On the journey bk north I'd been asking him what he planned to do with the vehicle.
He said he'd leave it part converted into a van.

 

18th

 

First dream I was in an old saloon bar on a train with Nana Hanna.

The train was filled with officials and there was an appeal to change work.
 

Next dream I was taking a Europe trip, part work, part leisure, the work was in Spain but I was flying to Croatia first to visit for fun.

 

Last dream was Balifgate, only it was huge tunnels below it that lead under the castle and beyond.
Some kind of strange occult thing, entering in threw an old church crypt. 

 

I was young, n kind of moody.  I'd been tasked with looking after Liz. 
I wasn't sure where she'd gone and I wanted to explore.
The tunnels opened out into what was like a lower astral level of the pastures too and people kept coming and asking me why I wasn't looking after her.
Then apparently she'd started vomiting so again I was sent to locate her.

It took me ages, n someone had picked her up on a mule and was taking her bk indoors.  I'd followed behind, grumpily wondering why I had been given this job.

 

20th, did dream but the room was freezing, n didn't want to move my arms out of the duvet n pick up a pen.

 

21st

 

A beautiful place, it was a temple to the planets Saturn and Pluto.
Was like a labyrinth made out of small square sandstone blocks with circular rooms filled with 'Moon pools' 
Crystal blue water in shallow pools the rooms were open to the sky and lit by the moon and stars. 
Flame torches and braziers to warm the space, the pools could be used for bathing.
I was with Em.  We called the place a basilica.

There were circuit puzzles, and also a strange parked helicopter that was out of place with the beautiful calm vibe of the pools. 

 

Second dream I was in a mirror version of my main dream house.  We'd moved there, it was the same address in a different layer.
It had a sort of furnace were the old duct heating system used to be.  I was building a toy garage and putting stickers on it.  For some reason I made a call to the puppets from Rainbow
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Monday, 21 October 2024

Lost Track

 


18/10
Odd dream...

A virus that made black spidery marks on peoples skin, the cure was to find a compatible partner.
Once this was done the virus was cured and you remained bonded to the person, though some of the black marks remained.
The dream was set in woodland, the body's of the people were unusual too.  Larger than human, and sort of smoother and more muscled. 

 

21st Oct

 

long and hazy dream, we'd been in a club, I was with Dom. We were hunting for a missing music tribute track.

We had hunted many clubs searching for it.  We found a new one though, about gratitude and thanks.

After leaving the club we headed to a fish n chip shop n bought stuff that we ate outside in the dark.

 

Next dream I was making a journy to the top of Scotland, the same western isles I was dreaming at the start of this year.

We were heading to a film festival.  Was a relaxing dream, we took a ferry.

 

Next up a dream with Sally from crazy jail. She was blind, we were sharing bunk beds, they were a set of 2 together that could be sideways or an L shape.  

 

I was helping her to get in and out of bed.

We were using a nearby supermarket too.  The beds had lots of blankets and bedspreads.  Various layers of fabric.

 

Last dream was surreal.  I'd entered a strange space, a sort of pocket world, in the form of a zoo or theme park.  It was filled with unusual fields of animals and labs with a large corridor.  Some  of the animals reminded me of the gw mount skins, giant rabbits with skeleton like skins. 

Other odd creatures I'd never seen before, I'd dumped my bags n stuff to go an look at the animals, odd herds of sheep that were used to feed the predator creatures.

I'd passed another group of people and I realised by the way they were looking at me that they had nicked the stuff I'd left in the hall way.

When I got bk, all my bank cards and phone had gone, but been replaced with other stuff and an odd note too, sending me love.  The name on them all was a guy, and the phone was odd square shape. 

 

The last dream I was trying to cancel the cards from the first dream... but it was stressy as I kept getting distracted and was late for another appointment.

 

The things distracting me were a passive bundle of Guinea pigs I was hugging and a spiders web filled with crickets that were on blades of grass.   I had full recall of the dream before where the stuff had gone missing.

 

There was a bit between them when I was flying and floating over stuff too, between the 2 places. 

 

Friday, 11 October 2024

Games and Temples




Hectic week of 4 shifts in 5 days... 

5/10

I had an amazing dream at work....was so physical.. So for a while I've been dreaming about ghosts ... I call them that as I can't see them, the do stuff in my dream to get my attention. B4 my night shifts one was spinning bog rolls to get my attention... I'd gone to the wall where it was and was standing in the interference between... Trying to reach a compatible layer. So last night, came again.... At first a touch on my hand, then arm... and as I connected with it in sleep it was like half my body was orgasming.

 

Another dream bk here.   A battle between the planets, down to the few the sun would favor. 

 

6/10

Berwick and a star maker, smuggling stuff in an ice-cream van.

 

7/10

Very tired after work shifts.   Sinus headache too.
A dream with Dad & Simon and a school sports day.... We were being made to watch it on a massive TV screen, I didn't want to watch on the TV so I'd wandered of to try find a view of the sports field.

 

Moving furniture in a small room, a dark wood bunk bed and a sliver locker.

 

3 murders, and a man who was a prince and could turn into a rat.  He was implicated in another crime.

 

A longer dream in strange city, I'd taken a job at a supermarket was working in a sort of lab/kitchen.
The staff turnover was quick, but I got to know people there well enough, a mix of cultures.

A meeting was talking about applying to universities I was supposed to attend, but I was happy enough cleaning the kitchen.

Last part of the dream the space morphed into a high school library, younger children were arriving to sleep there waiting for parents to collect them, different uniforms from many different schools.

 

9/10

 

23.23
A hospital care home, mix of people from work and family.

Drs were in the middle floor along with loads of junk.

We had an odd party then an outing from A&E

 

10/10

 

A hospital game world, odd shoes... They were stamped on the bottom of the soul, sole with names and ID. 

Fake Dr's and big wooden puzzles, in a room of cushions.

 

11/10

 

Cyrus, large strange old properties and massive dancing cats like humans. 
House swap night, the houses were old and beautiful, like some of the expensive old cottages.  

They had belonged to famous political figures of the past in the UK.

The people living in them were swapping with one another.

I'd gone to visit Cyrus and see his home, then would travel with him to veiw the new one.
Inside was surreal too, beautiful but odd symbolic stuff going on.

 

11/10

 

Same dream I kept going into all night.
I'd been with Inka and Leon n Kaylo arrived and insisted I dream with them instead.
Pealing me from where I was crashed out next to Inka and jumping me to an unfamiliar plain bedroom, Inka came too and sat close by smoking.  Then I went in and out of the same dream all night.

The dream was amazing and strange...   It started like an rpg game in a dark world, I'd played threw the same quest 2 times... It was to do with a church, our actions depended the outcome.
We could either save the priest or not. 
On the first play threw we'd not saved the priest, ignoring the church and heading deeper into a forest.

The priest had been killed and his remains had been used to open a summoning portal in the church that was bleeding sort of wraiths into the world, flying ghostly things that were trying to get in at windows to feed on people.
As they did all the people were turning into the same iteration of one male.
The dream rolled bk as we were in a cottage in the wood with things trying to get in the windows.
The things vanished and a Nun from the Chapel came, begging us to come bk and save the priest. 
So we followed her bk into the Church...   It gets odd at this point.

I think I took the place of the priest as I vanished from that game world into another, I'd been collected by family...


As I materialise I'm one of them Anubis type dogs...   My skin was hard and shiny like obsidian with golden horns and channels running threw my skin. 
We were in a world of floating platforms, high arches, ornate and beautiful, gold and glowing, like an other worldly glowing cathedral open to the stars that shine around us.

 

I'd been taken to a father there who seemed more human, tall though.  I seemed to be the only strange Dog thing, the stars reflected in my hard skin.   I was a god of sorts, but young and inexperienced, I was their for training and it was difficult.   A kind of equation with a triangle, the brother I was with was giving me simple ones that I could intuit the answers too, but the father guy wanted them much more difficult.  
I was frustrated as I just couldn't do them, rather than be annoyed he was considering...  
He'd realised I lacked the processing power to work with numbers in my brain that way.  
My working memory wasn't able to hold all the numbers I needed to do the calculations mentally.

He was going to try and arrange an upgrade.

I understood the process though, and the way the triangular equation worked.

 

In the last part I was going in and out of a combat game with 3 rooms.
There was 2 of us to clear the waves of mobs from the 3 round rooms.
I was in one as my skills were less strong than my partner, and his magic damaged me as well when he blasted the area around him.

We had killed the mobs and were waiting for the game to reset, but I'd not noticed a moving shaft of light on the floor that stunned and damaged me, so I ended up being killed by the lights and not getting any credit for the round. 


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Shrinking

  26th I'd been robbing somewhere with an unsavoury guy.    To escape we shrunk ourselves and hid in box's pretending to be dolls...